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I Thought I Knew - Book 1 and Book 2

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Not too much chatter this week in the Gay Stories area, but it seems that the latest posting to "I Thought I Knew" has moved a few readers and both major participants to speak up.

Justin and Billy, Glad to have you join the conversation. I see you are able to not only disagree with each other, but also with the readers. And from the sounds of it, Billy may be able to disagree even with himself.

kk-lonewolf-37 -- "Justin, Please don't take this the wrong way but, WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU THINKING!? And yeah, I did scream that at the computer while reading. I know there are couples out there that have open relationships and some how make them work. . . . Your love for your partner should come before your sexual desires. Especially if those desires are for someone other then your partner." You joined the ranks of readers who have decided not to sugar coat their messages to the guys. Of course, when Justin fired back, we all discovered you could be more diplomatic, even if unyielding in your view on this issue. You started things off on a lively note.

keigan86 -- "at first I was angered at Justin wanting to have a talk with Billy and thinking he wanted to put his cock in every Tom, Dick and Hairy. I do not think that is what Justin is saying at all. I think he wants Billy to realize that on certain occasions like when they were at P & T as long as both of them agree its ok then go for it and do what you want. In other words Justin would have been fine with T fucking Billy and that Billy should have been fine with Justin fucking P. I do not think he wants an open relationship to where he can go fuck whoever he wants. He wants to be able to be in situations with his partner and be able to throw caution to the wind so to speak." Even before Justin had fired back at lonewolf, it was good to see a variety of viewpoints evolving. Maybe this argument isn't as black and white as some people see it.

Matt18 -- "Still seems like there is issues that I hope we get to read a resolution of soon." -- Resolutions? Perhaps. Soon? Remember, this is a book, not a short story. So the odds of getting this completely solved in the next week or so seem pretty long. I know; I'm writing. Justin and Billy know; they lived it.

Autolycus -- "this ongoing saga is truly worthy of its readership!" It's nice to know that you have been out there reading. I had figured you dropped by the wayside about the time Billy climbed on Justin's scooter. Thanks. Any complement from you is a complement worth receiving. And speaking of readership, the 56,000+ views of this project are unbelievable, at least to me.

I'll be posting the next chapter quite soon. So until then, stay happy. And stay hard!

And once all you Silent Sammies have read it, drop us a comment to let us know you're out there too and let us know what you're thinking. Don't be shy about rating this story, either. Thanks.
 
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Billy I wanted to let you know that for me at least I read the story not just for the sex. I have grown fond of Jess, Justin and you. I truely care what happens to you. I realize that by the time we get the story things have already passed but not sure by what amount of time; but I hope our comments do help you with any problems you guys are having. I think you guys sound like you are perfect for eachother and I hope you will always be together.

HR you are the greatest you do very well telling their story to us so please keep up the great work.
 
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I Thought I Knew -- Book Two
The Further Adventures of Justin & Billy
Chapter 3

From Billy's viewpoint

I awoke the next morning to the feel of cool air on my shoulders. I quickly realized the top sheet, which I’d been using to keep me warm, was being pulled slowly off me. By who else? Justin, of course.

He was standing beside our bed and seemed to be grinning down at me. As I looked up at him, his form was amazing to see with the morning light behind it. His strong shoulders tapering down toward his trim waist were shown to advantage in the tight T he was wearing.

As my eyes stared up at Justin, my mind was abuzz with a crazy mix of thoughts and images. It was a jumbled instant of awakening, as my still hazy mind was assessing my surroundings.

I saw a sort of taunting expression on Justin’s face. His mouth was moving. I heard him saying, “You said you didn’t want to squander another Sunday. So I’m waking you up before I leave.”

Almost as soon as the semester had started, Justin gotten in the habit of getting up early each Sunday and going to his studio space where he could usually work for a few hours before anyone showed up to disturb him.

True enough, I had said I didn’t want to squander another Sunday. I am prone to sleeping in when I can. But this was a little too early and I told him so.

“I thought you might say something like that, so to make sure you don’t go back to sleep . . .” Justin paused. He was holding the edge of the sheet that he had pulled off me up to his chest. As I lay there completely naked, Justin grinned real big and let go of the sheet. It drifted to the floor at his feet.

I could see then that he was naked from the waist down. His hard cock, all nine magnificent inches of it, was thrusting out from under his longish T-shirt. Just a little of his pubes showing. His nut sack looked pretty tight. A fucking amazing sight to wake up to. And I was fully awake now.

His cock was oozing pre-cum and, I thought, it looked slightly red. Like he’d been jacking it hard. Probably just moments before he woke me.

“So what do you expect to do with that?” I asked Justin, gesturing toward his cock.

“Oh, nothing much.” And with that, he reached down and started to rub some of the slick ooze leaking from his cock lips all over his cockhead. Slowly twisting his palm back and forth around his cockhead. And with that natural lube in place, he started to jack it. Sliding that skin jacket up and down his long, long and very fucking hard shaft.

He was moaning in a matter of second. Thrusting his hips and getting up on his toes. His hard cock looked amazing. Amazingly large. His whole body was straining and I knew he was about to cum.

“Wait a minute!” I yelled.

“Too late, sleepy head,” he said, his voice raspy with sex. His breathing strained. I saw his nuts pulled up tight. Then he arched his back. Pushed his hips out toward me as far as he could. And came. A long, thick load of fragrant stringy gray cum that landed on my right nipple and stretch down to my navel. The feel of his hot cum landing on my sensitive nip was almost stinging. But fucking great.

It was so amazing to see Justin cum. I was so fucking glad it was on me. I could feel its warmth on my body. Marvel at its volume. Inhale its fruity scent.

I think I let out a little “Ahhhhh” of appreciation. Justin let out a little grunt of animal lust. And he kept on stroking his cock. Pumping it with purpose and determination. Before it fully registered in my brain what was sure to follow, more cum rained down on my chest, my abs, all over my crotch. My pubes were soaked. His warm cum was running down from my shoulder and into my armpit, where it felt a little clammy.

I tried to reach up, grab his cock, and aim it somewhere else. But he knocked my hand away and laughed. When he was finished, he squeezed and then shook the last of his heavy load. Letting it drip down onto the tip of my semi-hard cock. I was already pretty aroused by this unusual wake-up call.

“That ought to get your day started right. Now get up and enjoy it,” Justin said as he reached down to pull up his jeans. I hadn’t been able to see his jeans, as they were slumped down around his ankles. As he pulled them up, I could see they weren’t even unbuttoned. He must have just pulled them down and now just pulled them up over his hard cock. Not showing the appropriate care, you’d expect. He just pulled his jeans right over his sticky cock and turned for the door.

He didn’t notice a sizeable streak of cum running from a belt loop in front down into one of his front pockets. I didn’t tell him.

“Thanks! Cum again soon,” I called after him. And then more quietly to myself I added, “I think.”

I lay there. Just enjoying the feel of his warm cum splashed across my chest and abs. It wasn’t like when I came on myself. I didn’t shoot like Justin. When I shot a load, my cum was more like a lake near my cockhead. A big fucking lake. But still a lake.

Justin’s cum was more like a power spray. Big long streaks and splashes. All over the fucking place. I loved it.

I breathed in deeply, smelling the fruity scent of Justin’s cum on me. I think the smell of his cum was changing. Not just the smell, but its taste too. Ever since we’d moved here. It must be the diet. I still liked it just fine. But it was different.

My cock was fully hard now. As I stared down at it, I made it bob up and down, loving the feel of its weight. Watching a long ribbon of my pre-cum dangle down to mingle with Justin’s cum. I couldn’t hold off any longer.

I ran my hand across my chest getting it fully coated with Justin’s jizz and then I started to twist slowly my slick palm back and forth around my cockhead. I thought I’d been fully hard when I started. I was wrong. I was still getting harder. The way I usually only got when Justin was deep fucking me.

I could swear I was getting thicker, too. I mean I really think my cock was still developing. Still growing. Mostly getting thicker. I liked that idea and studied how my fingers fit around it. As I started to stroke my long shaft, I realized my fingers didn’t comfortably touch my thumb anymore. As often as I had jack off, you’d think I know exactly how my fingers reached around it. But I guess I didn’t. I could touch them now, but only if I squeezed.

If I was still getting thicker, how thick could I get? I hoped I’d end up with a cock as fat as a fucking beer can. I wouldn’t mind if it got a little longer, too. But that didn’t seem to be happening. Too bad for me. I guess I’d have to live with eight fucking inches.

I started thinking of other guy’s cocks I’d seen. Some on XTube. Or JUB. Some in person. And then I thought of Justin’s cock. Justin's cock as he sprayed me minutes before. Justin’s cock fucking me but good last night. And then the whole string of events started to tumble out of my memory. But backwards in time. From Justin and me making love in bed last night. To the surprise cum shower Justin gave me while I watched Idaho2457’s fucking fantastic vids. To all the shit that did and didn’t happen at Phil and Todd’s. All the way back to . . .

Oh, yeah. I stroked my raging hard-on as I thought of Todd and me sitting in that bar. Watching each other toy with our hard cocks through our jeans. I wanted to blow a load so bad right then and there. Todd had been so fucking hot last night.

As I started to jack my meat harder, my nuts on the road to the point of no turning back, I suddenly remembered Justin’s breakfast talk.

That brought my jerk-off session to a sudden stop. Mid stroke. In a matter of seconds I was overwhelmed by the memories of all that had happened that weekend. For good. For bad. Just for the pure sex and fucking fun of it. But it was all too much. Too fast. I couldn’t process it. I couldn’t even think how to start figuring it all out.

I licked some of Justin’s cum off my right hand. Too confused to enjoy the flavor. The texture. The smell.

I picked up my phone off the side table and said, “Call Jess.” I heard the ringing noise start.

Jess would know what I should do.

After a few rings I heard the clicking sound. “Hi, Billy. What are you doing up so early?”

“Oh, I’m still in bed. But I guess you could say I’m up, you know.” I sort of laughed as I looked down at my hard slimy cock. Even as I spoke to Jess, I started slowly jacking again. I felt comfortable now. Safe. Even sexy. Jess would help.

“So you’re still in bed with morning wood and you call me? Where’s Justin?”

“He just left to go work in the studio. Just like every other Sunday morning.”

“So Justin gone. You must want somebody to give you a nudge getting off,” Jess said in obvious jest.

“It’s a little messier than that,” I said.

Jess caught the sound of the joke in my voice. “You mean you’re a little messier than that? So you’ve jerked off and made a big mess already. What? Am I supposed to clean it up over the phone? What am I supposed to be? Your cum rag?”

“No, I haven’t jerked off. Not yet. Justin jerked off and sprayed his cum all over me to wake me up and then just walked out.”

“That’s some wake-up call. Was he mad at you?”

“No, no,” I said. “Not at all. It was just Justin being playful and funny. So now I’m laying here. Covered in Justin’s cum. Jerking off thinking about a lot of shit that’s happened in the past day or so. And I just can’t get my head around it.”

I started to explain to Jess how I was feeling Friday night before Justin and I went out to meet Phil and Todd. About meeting up with Phil and Todd. Then I started, I don’t know, going into this really detailed description of me and Todd getting off on each other in the bar. I didn’t really mean to tell Jess so much detail, but I couldn’t stop the images from running through my head. I could feel the same ache in my cock I felt that night as my cock strained in my pants. I was getting as fucking turned on as I had been in the bar talking to Todd. My pre-jizz was really flowing as I told Jess about every little hand movement. Every twitch of Todd’s cock. Every subtle little comment Todd made.

I could tell Jess was getting into it, because he stopped asking questions. He was just listening as I described how we both got hard just watching each other and all. And then the images started to get too vivid for me as I told Jess how my cock throbbed. The feel of the denim on my cockhead. How Todd stared at me.

Before too long, I was having trouble talking. My voice kept catching as I tried to tell Jess how Todd’s cock looked so fucking perfect in his jeans. Pressing against the fabric. His finger stroking up and down the outline of his amazing cock. So long! So fucking hot and . . .

I groaned and shuddered.

“You fucker. You’re gonna cum, aren’t you?” Jess said. “Are you cumming now?”

All I could say in return was, “Ahhh!" as the urge that had started deep in my nuts roiled up through my crazy aching cock and I blew my load. "Fuck!” I loved the feel of my cum flowing all over my cock and hand and balls. Another flood of cum. The release was amazing. The sensation of cumming. My cock expanding. Exploding. Shooting that first load. And then the ungodly pleasure as the rest poured from my cock lips.

“Goddamn, Billy. What a sex pig you are. This guy must be really hot.”

My voice caught in my chest as I tried to say “Uh huh.” But I was so into my cum that I couldn’t quite get it all out. I was completely spent.

“So you called me to have a little phone sex this morning. So you could get me all worked up and blow a load of your cum to mix with Justin’s. You’re so lucky to have a guy like Justin you can fuck anytime. But why call me to have phone sex?” Jess asked.

“No,” I said, regaining my composure. “It just that . . .”

“Hang on a minute,” Jess interrupted. I heard him set the phone down. I could hear him moving around. I knew what he was doing. That fucker was propping himself up to blow a load straight into his mouth. I could hear it like I was there. He was groaning and I could hear the pump, pump, pump of his hand on his cock. Muffled and away from the phone I could hear him say, “Oh god,” in a very deep, strangled voice. Then there was complete silence.

But very quickly came that unmistakable sound of a guy going over the edge. I could picture Jess perfectly, pumping his hard cock. Pointed straight at his mouth. His cockhead wet from licking and sucking with his own tongue and mouth. Stroking. Shooting. Cum firing from his cock lips. Sucking a load of his own cum down his throat. He was a lucky fucking dude. I so wish I could suck my own dick.

After we’d both sort of pulled ourselves together I tried laying things out for Jess as best I could. I told him how I thought at first Justin really wanted things to be the way they used to be. But then there was his breakfast talk.

I was pretty sure after hearing his little talk that it was just his way of saying he wanted to change our limits. I think, whether he’ll admit it even to himself, that he really wants to fuck Phil. Or at least have us put on a fuck show for Phil and Todd. I guess he’s just not satisfied with one guy. Not satisfied with me and what we have, He seems to need something more and I don’t know how to give him that.

I told Jess I didn’t see why things couldn’t just be the way they were. He asked a lot of questions and I really thought he was starting to understand what I was going through and what I needed to have happen.

He acknowledged all the shit I was going through. Then he said, “You know, Billy, things change. Think how things were when I first told you I thought I was gay. We’ve had about a million different ways of relating to each other since then. If we had to turn the clock back to some past point in time and freeze the way we deal with each other today to match the way we were dealing with things then, we wouldn’t still be friends today.

“Look, you call me up and tell me this stuff and we both get off and then we talk. That’s not who we were back in those days. It’s who we are now and it pretty damn good, I think. We’re still best friends. We still turn to each other when we need help. But we deal with each other a lot differently now than we did then. I think that’s what Justin is trying to say and I think it makes a lot of sense.

“Don’t you get that?” Jess asked.

I didn’t get it. Not at all. It pissed me off that my best bud was taking Justin’s side.

“So I guess you think I should say it’s OK if Phil wants to fuck him in the ass. I guess I should hold Phil’s cock while he shoves it up my boyfriend’s ass. Maybe you think Justin and I should start putting on public fuck shows for anyone who wants to watch. That crap doesn’t make any sense.

“Justin and I are boyfriends and real boyfriends don’t do that kind of fucking shit. He and I agreed to that!”

I don’t remember much else about the conversation, except Jess kept saying I didn’t understand what he was saying. “You guys just need to talk this stuff through. Keep an open mind. Try to listen to what he needs and try to explain what you need.” Jess must have said that shit a dozen times.

Finally I just told him, OK, I got it. Then I hung up. Kinda pissed. No, really fucking pissed. At Jess. And at Justin.

Fuck me!

To be continued . . .

Thanks again for reading our project. I hope you enjoyed it. Leave a comment to let us know what you're thinking. And if you haven't already, please consider rating this story.

I'll be back in about a week with another installment. Until then, stay happy. And stay hard!
 
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Awww I feel so bad for Billy. It is hard to accept change at times. However I do agree others are not the answer unless you both want that.
 
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Holy fuck, what a cum fest that was. That was so hot and is probably the hardest thing for me to have read so far. I MISS the taste of another guy's cum so bad. The feel of a guy cumming all over me. I wish I could have been in the middle of it. What I wouldn't have given to be one of those phones.

HR, I did notice a name switch but that's ok. “No, I haven’t jerked off. Not yet. Jess jerked off and sprayed his cum all over me to wake me up and then just walked out.”

Hope to read more soon.

Lone Wolf
 
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You're a damn good story-teller HR. Thank you for your effort, that chapter was sizzling;). Jess, wow. What I would give to see you do that!lol
Billy, your way may seem old-fashioned to some but it has certified merit. I agree with Lone Wolf here: exclusivity amongst two people in love may not be the most exciting thing as regards to sex, but on a soulish level, for want of a better word, it is the most gratifying.
Two attractive young guys in love with each other, like yourselves, have every possibilty for a great future.
With your extraordinary physical attributes (not many people have 8inch+ appendages, to begin with), what more physically could you need? We all oggle or drool over nice-looking acquaintances and strangers but a relationship involves compromise. And by the sound of things, neither of you is in on a bad deal.
There's every opportunity for fufillment in an exclusive relationship. Especially when those involved are two young and attractive people. My thoughts.
A little old-fashioned I agree, but some principles are timeless.
I love you guys and am hoping for the best for you.
Sb
 
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Interesting, I can't say which side I'm on because everyone has their opinion. But WOW, I love that wake up call Justin gives to Billy, that would turn me on!!!

I cant wait until next chapter!!!!:D(!)*|*:sex::wave:
 
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What I mean is, what's left for the two of you if you share everything physically possible with other people? The limits, as you previously agreed on, give a relationship a degree of authenticity. If a relationship is strong alone apart from sex, on an intellectual level, it can work- if that's what you agree on. But how special can that be? What I'm asking is how do you define a relationship where nothing is "sacred"? I'm open to persuasion.
 
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It must be the hot summer whether. I can tell by the views that you guys are out there reading this, but you've been pretty quiet lately. A few remarks for the guys who did rouse themselves from summer lethargy to write:

SwingBoy -- "What's left for the two of you if you share everything physically possible with other people? The limits, as you previously agreed on, give a relationship a degree of authenticity. If a relationship is strong alone apart from sex, on an intellectual level, it can work- if that's what you agree on. But how special can that be? What I'm asking is how do you define a relationship where nothing is "sacred"? I'm open to persuasion." Hey, SwingBoy, maybe you're willing to swing more than I thought. You seemed so certain when you were writing in both your comments and then at the very end, "I'm open to persuasion." I like that in a guy.

TheMan4 -- "I can't say which side I'm on because everyone has their opinion. But WOW, I love that wake up call Justin gives to Billy, that would turn me on!!!" I bet it would. But I bet if Justin even only looked at you, it would turn you on.

Matt18 -- "Change is always hard and hopefully Billy and Justin can work it out." Stay tuned and you'll see things are going to get harder for Billy and Justin. Glad you have such confidence in them though.


kk-lonewolf-37 -- "Holy fuck, what a cum fest that was. That was so hot and is probably the hardest thing for me to have read so far. I MISS the taste of another guy's cum so bad. The feel of a guy cumming all over me. I wish I could have been in the middle of it. What I wouldn't have given to be one of those phones." Is that your phone I hear ringing? :D Did you let yourself get a little worked up over the last chapter? I'm glad the boys are getting to you. It sounds like a healthy reaction to me. ;)

keigan86 -- "Awww I feel so bad for Billy. It is hard to accept change at times. However I do agree others are not the answer unless you both want that." The trick is both wanting the same thing/guy at the same time.

Well, guys, thanks for writing. I hope more of you join in, even if it's just to say you're out there and you're reading it. I'll have the next chapter up before too long.

I hope you like it. Until then, stay happy. And stay hard!
 
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I Thought I Knew -- Book Two
The Further Adventures of Justin & Billy
Chapter 4

From Justin's viewpoint

When I left the house that Sunday, I was feeling pretty damn good. I loved the look on Billy’s face when I sprayed him with my wake-up cum. He looked so cute covered in my jizz.

I thought Billy and I were getting back on the right track. And I sure liked the feeling that had developed almost over night. We were having fun again. Not like before. This was something a little different. But it felt like it was going to be good for us. I had the feeling that not only were Billy and I best friends and lovers again, but that we were moving in new directions. In a way that would allow our love and friendship to grow.

I was feeling confident and secure and sexy. I was on top of the world as I headed for the studio and a little work on a project that was due later that week for Professor Allen.

As I drove the short distance to campus, my mind was bouncing all around. My art project. Sex with Billy. Our night at Phil and Todd’s. Did I say sex with Billy already? And, I have to admit, sex with Phil.

I couldn’t get the idea of Phil out of my mind. It had been just sort of an urge in the background up until now. But as I drove toward my school, it was taking form. The images becoming clearer in my mind. Phil’s perfect butt. My hard cock ready to drive deep into him. His welcoming smile. The aching in my nuts. The throbbing in my cock. All just images. In my wild imagination. But they felt so real.

By the time I pulled into the parking lot, the aching in my nuts and the throbbing in my cock were all too real. I was so hot and horny and hard. I was pitching a tent in my jeans even a blind man couldn’t miss. Fuck it, I thought. No one’s around to see it. So as I walked into the building lobby, I had my hand on my cock, gently jerking it through the thick fabric of my jeans. I love the feel of denim against my hard cock. It’s just a little rough. But so sexy.

I was surprised to see Professor Allen standing there holding two sheets of drawing paper. Studying them. Comparing them. Then he looked right at me. And almost as quickly at my crotch. The tent my hard-on was pitching. My hand conspicuously wrapped around my obvious boner.

I tried to casually take my hand from my cock and put it in my pocket, thinking that might partially disguise my hard-on. But, if anything, the attention from Professor Allen was making my cock harder. Making it longer. Making it strain to stand up straighter. And, I could now feel, making it ooze gobs of pre-cum. Probably creating a big spot on the front of my jeans. There was no way I could look down to see how bad it was.

I felt completely fucked by this turn of events. Here was the guy who could make or break me more than anyone else on the faculty and I had just completely humiliated myself in front of him.

My cheery “Good morning, Professor Allen,” sounded lame. Too cheery. Too much an obvious diversion. I didn’t even want to look him in the face. But I had to.

As I raised my gaze, he was smiling at me. So friendly. Like he was genuinely happy to see me. “Good morning to you, too, Justin. It looks like you’re morning is off too a good start.” I must have looked startled by that remark. Did he really mean . . . but before I could even think it, he continued. “I mean,” he corrected himself with an innocent sounding chuckle . . . “off too a good early morning that is.”

Was he making a joke about my boner? God, he couldn’t be. I’d die. I could only hope he would pretend he’d never seen it and life could go on. I had no idea how enlightened he might be. But he was teaching art at this level. Mine couldn’t be the first boner he ever saw on a student.

Nothing more was said as we both headed in toward the studio area. Why did he have to be there that morning? Why did I walk into a classroom building, even on a Sunday morning, holding my hard cock in my hand? Was I crazy?

I went to my area and sat at my drawing table. I pulled my sketchpad out and stared at a blank page. Professor Allen went into his office just a short distance away. I was still rock hard and I could now see that the spot from my leaky dick was all too obvious, just as I had feared.

I mindlessly started to draw a sketch of Billy. A variation of one I had done dozens of times. Billy lying on his back. Naked. Hard. Cock thrusting up and out. Cum pooling on his abs. Cum still dripping from his dick.

I guess I had been hastily working on this elaborate doodle when I felt a hand on my shoulder. Oh my god! I jumped damn near off of my stool.

How had I not heard him come out of his office? How did I not see him walk over, around and behind me? How could I explain this drawing of my boyfriend in the afterglow of blowing a huge load on his abs?

Now I was truly fucked.

“Now I can see what had you all worked up when you walked in this morning. It’s a very . . .” he cleared his throat and tried to sound professorial . . . “artistically interesting piece. But not really appropriate for your current assignment. I take it that is what you came in to work on.”

“Yes, sir. Sorry, sir. Don’t know what I was thinking, sir.”

“Don’t apologize,” he said. I noticed he hadn’t taken his hand from my shoulder. “It’s a beautiful drawing. Nice composition. Lovely detail . . .” He paused as though picking just the right words. “But I suspect there may be some people . . . faculty . . . even students. . . . Anyway, some people who might not appreciate it . . . as art . . . as I can. And I do.”

His hand tightened on my shoulder in a friendly way. Almost like a little massage. A secret message.

“I’ll put it away,” I said and reached out to close my sketchpad.

“No, let me look at it a moment,” he said almost languidly. He picked it up and studied it closely. “It’s very nice indeed” He held it to the natural light flooding in the windows. “He’s a very handsome young man. He makes a spectacular model. He’s your boyfriend, isn’t he?”

I was so stunned by this I was silent for a moment. Before I could think how to answer, Professor Allen injected, “Or is he just a friend. I didn’t mean to . . .” His words tailed off.

“How did you know,” I said. Puzzled and truly wanting to know how he could recognize that the person I was drawing was my boyfriend. Was Billy.

“Oh, I’ve seen him pick you up and drop you off some days. I figured you must be roommates or . . . Well, enough said on that subject.”

So he hadn’t really known. But now, thanks to my answer, he did, of course. This day was not going well.

“I better get working on my project,” I said and flipped my sketch pad to a blank page. As I did I couldn’t help but notice Professor Allen’s crotch just above it. I couldn’t be mistaken. He was the one sporting wood now. The perv. He was getting off on giving me a hard time.

He might be an older guy, but I had to admit that from the first time I’d seen him I’d appreciated how he still kept himself in shape. Slim hips. Nice shoulders. I could never see that much because of the way he usually dressed. But for a guy who must be at least 27 or 28, he was in good shape. And apparently, from what was showing in his pants just then, hung as well as he was put together. Lucky Mrs. Allen, I thought. To my surprise, my cock tingled and started to stiffen again as I took in the growing bulge before me.

“Stop in to see me before you leave today. I’m sure I’ll still be here grading the seniors’ latest projects,” he said. And with that, I tried to pull my head together and get some real work done.

* * * * *

I worked for about two hours and got a surprising amount accomplished. I liked the way my sketches were coming together and the events earlier with Professor Allen were quickly fading in importance.

I closed up my sketchpad and walked over to the professor’s doorway and tapped gently. I could see him studying a group of sketches or drawings on the large table that served as his desk and primary workspace.

“You asked me to stop in before I left,” I said, reminding him why I was there.

“Of course, step in, please, Justin.”

As I did, I noticed his hand go to his crotch and . . . he was adjusting himself. Or playing with himself. Maybe trying to hide the fact that he was hard. Again. I wasn’t sure. I couldn’t really see his crotch from where I stood, but images of seeing his hard-on bulging in his pants earlier this morning was fueling the images in my mind.

Fuck! Now I was getting hard. And standing right in front of him with no way to hide my fast-rising cock. I decided I’d just ignore it and hope it settled down. Fat chance, I thought.

Professor Allen cleared his throat and studied me standing there, Studied me as he might a person applying to be a model for one of his classes. Maybe he was undressing me in his mind. If so, there would be plenty for him to see beneath my jeans. Nine inches of cock. Getting hard too fast for my comfort.

“I’ve been thinking about the sketch of your friend I saw you drawing earlier. I take it you like to draw the human form . . . as God created it.” He paused. Obviously expecting an answer. An answer I didn’t want to give just then. I could feel my cock get stiffer. I just hoped it didn’t start leaking.

“Sometimes. I suppose. But I like drawing a lot of different things.”

“But the human body, the male form, is one of your favorites? Perhaps?” He both said and asked.

“I guess so,” I said sheepishly. Just wanting to leave.

“I don’t know whether you realize it or not, but the male form is one of my special areas of interest.”

I stood mute. Hard. Speechless.

“If you don’t mind, I’d love to see more of your work. Maybe you could bring some samples next Sunday. Perhaps I could help you out with your technique. I’d love to see what you’ve done. I can only imagine what you’re capable of.”

He was staring right at my hard cock. The tent pitched in my jeans. The growing wet spot. Why the fuck did I have to go commando.

“Would you do that for me? If you have some time today . . . right now . . . I might be able to show you a thing or two. You seem to have a lot of interesting thoughts and like working hard. So do I,” he said and, I swear, he groped himself. So obvious.

I didn’t say anything. My mind was in complete confusion. He was coming on to me. I just stared at him. Maybe not. A second ago I was sure of it. Now he was standing there innocently before me. I couldn’t see a trace of his cock. He looked . . . like any other teacher.

Maybe it was all in my mind. Too much time thinking about Billy. And Phil. And Todd, too.

“Not today, I’m afraid,” I said at last.

“Then next Sunday? Is it a date?”

“Yeah. Sure,” I said, just wanting to get out of there. And a few minutes later I was driving home to Billy. Trying to think what I could say. Was it all in my mind? I had a hard time thinking of Professor Allen as a perv.

But as I drove, I also had a hard time getting rid of that image of his hard cock pressing against his slacks. I was getting hard again. Really hard!

Finally I decided I’d call Phil and bounce it off him. He knew me and Professor Allen well enough to have an informed opinion. I laid it all out as best I could. Trying not to blow anything out of proportion, but not leaving anything out either.

When I was done, there was a long pause and then Phil finally said, “I would love to have been there to see you stroking your hard cock through your shorts in front of Allen.”

We bantered back and forth about bits and pieces of what I’d told him and then Phil asked, “So does he have a big one when it’s hard? I kind of figured he did. I think he tries to hide it in those pleated pants he wears for class.”

When we were done talking, the most constructive thing Phil had said was, “The guy could hold your future in the palm of his hands. A few good words from him to the right people and you can make it as an artist, or photographer, or whatever you want. The guy can open doors. So if he’s flirting or not, what you’re doing is working. And it’s working well. Man, you’ve got a private coaching session. I’d just keep on doing what you’re doing.”

It sounded like good advice. And while in some ways it seemed kind of creepy to be thinking about doing shit with a teacher who was probably almost 10 years older than me. Professor Allen really was a hot looking guy. It wasn’t like I’d never noticed him. If he were my age, I’d say he was damn hot.

When I got home, my mind was twisting again about how I was going to tell all this to Billy. What was I going to tell him? With the state of mind he’d been in, he’d probably say I wanted to fuck Professor Allen.

To be honest, I wouldn’t mind seeing what the prof had in his pants, but Billy would blow that all out of proportion. I’d have to tread lightly.

As soon as I walked in the door, I was greeted by a cool reception. A slightly accusatory, “Where have you been all this time?” from Billy.

“I stayed a little late to talk to Professor Allen,” I said, trying really hard not to sound defensive.

“Whatever you say,” Billy countered.

And the conversation slid downhill from there. The more he had thought about what I had said at breakfast yesterday, the more he was pissed. We talked for a while, but we weren’t getting anywhere.

He didn’t want anything to change. I thought it needed to. Finally, to keep some peace and hopefully create an environment in which we might talk about this constructively some day soon, I caved.

I said it would be fine with me if we left things the way they were. As long as that included sex . . . lots and lots of sex . . . between the two of us. And, when we both agreed, we could mess around with other guys the way we always had. Like with Ted. Or Greg and Alex. Or, of course, Phil and Todd.

No fucking in front of other guys. No getting into it with other guys on our own. Only together.

It was agreed. Billy wanted the agreement sealed with a fuck. And he wanted to do the fucking for a change.

As we climbed naked and hard onto our bed, I could feel Billy’s anger and frustration. I asked him how he wanted me and he said “doggy style. Doing it like two fucking dogs in heat.”

I reached over to the side table to get some lube, because I was pretty sure I was gonna need a lot of it. But before I could reach it, Billy grabbed my hips and pulled me back toward him.

He spit on his hand and before I really knew what was happening he was shoving a finger up my ass. And before I’d really fully adjusted to one, he was using two. I started to object, but before the words left my mouth, something deep inside me, something a lot closer to my ass than my brain, told me to shut up. I was starting to enjoy being roughed up a little. This was so unlike any sex we’d had. Billy really was usually a caring lover. But not that afternoon.

Billy thrust his hard cock deep and fast. But my ass, for whatever reason, was ready for that. Ready for a hard pounding. Maybe it was from all the sex we’d been having. Maybe it was because I thought in some way I deserved this. Maybe . . . Maybe it was because it was how I wanted Phil to fuck me. Had imagined he would fuck me.

Or maybe it was Professor Allen I imagined . . .

There were getting to be too many possibilities in my life.

Billy was pounding my ass, plunging into me with his big, thick, hard cock There was no talk from Billy. No feeling. No sentiment. Just pure, hard, pounding, sweaty sex between two guys. He was like a stranger. Almost raping my ass.

And I was like a willing slut, happy to give up my ass to this guy just to keep the peace.

After five, six, hell, maybe 10 minutes, Billy finally flipped me over on my back and started fucking me hard all over again. His face showed no emotion. No pleasure. No anger. No joy. Certainly no love.

For the first time since he pulled me back by my hips and started fucking me, I knew this wasn’t good. Wasn’t right. But at the same time, having Billy fucking me with such force and mindless lust was in a way a new turn-on for me. I let our sex just run its course.

I told myself I would be happy. My boyfriend really did care a lot for me. Loved me. And I loved him. We had our differences, but we’d get around those. This was just a momentary thing. A one-time step toward something better. We’d find what we seemed to have lost. I promised that to myself as Billy ground his cock deep inside me.

Then my nuts started to pull up tight and I could feel that first sense of my orgasm to come. It was deep within me. But so powerful. The need for release. The need to be fucked. Raw need. Lust. Passion. Heat. Sweat. And soon, cum. Lots of fucking cum. Spewing from Billy’s cock deep within me. I was ready. I was willing.

For now, I finally had cleared my mind of all this shit about limits and boyfriends and rules and lovers. I just wanted to enjoy a good ass fucking.

* * * *

It was a wild ride of sex from bedroom to kitchen to . . .

Two hours later, we were both awash in cum. We’d each gotten off at least twice, I think. Now we were lying naked and covered in cum in our backyard, where I had just finished fucking Billy’s ass. Hopefully with a little more love and caring than he’d shown mine.

I was gonna be walking funny for days after that pounding he gave me.

But at least we had released a lot of the tension that seemed to keep welling up between us. Billy and I were holding each other in our arms. Our faces resting on each other’s necks. Billy lifted his head and kissed me. Gently at first. Then more passionately.

“I’m sorry,” he said. It was so sincere. I wanted to cry. “I hope I didn’t hurt you. I really do love you. You just make me so fucking mad sometimes. But I’m trying to understand. This is hard. And we need more time.”

We were OK. Or gonna be OK. I was sure of it, hearing Billy’s words. Before long I fell asleep trying to count up how many times I had cum since getting home from school Friday evening. It had been one amazing weekend.

To be continued . . .

Well, guys, I hope you liked that chapter. Write and tell me what you're thinking, or even just whether it got you off. Believe me, Billy really wants to know when you get off on the story. And I don't mind it either. So speak up either way.

And we'll be back with another chapter in a week or so. Until then, stay happy. And stay hard!
 
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Another good chapter HR. I am at a loss as to what to think to tell the guys to help them other then one thing. Communication is the key to keeping a relationship alive. I think Justin is doing a good job trying to communicate, however Billy you really need to listen and let yourself go and talk more to Justin. Justin don't do things for the sake of keeping peace, that never works trust me I have tried and its not fair to you.

Good luck guys and can't wait to hear the next chapter.
 
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WOW, it should be get interesting, it always get interesting and teacher get involved...oh boy...

Billy, u starting to opening ur mind more:-)

Justin, i want to see one of ur projects(men only) of course hahaha;)(!)*|*:sex:

HR, im really glad that ur born!! ur amazing writer!!!:D:D:D
 
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Thanks for another great chapter HR..|! I hope you could walk without too much trouble after that Justin.
By the way, whatever happened to Terry? I can't imagine there'd be many straight guys putting their fingers up their asses, if any at all!:lol:
 
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I just wanted to let u know that is the most amazing story ever! I just started reading it a couple weeks and I'm on page 11 so I got a lot of catching up to do with this story lol. But I just wanted to show my appreciation to you HR and to the boys for making this great story. I've been pretty lazy with reading but I'll yet my hardest to catch up and you'll defanitly hear from me again when I make it!

[Erick]
 
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Thanks for the compliments from those of you who left them. Sure hope to hear from even more of you this week.

And good to see otoner5 has joined us as a new fan. Sounds like the story's working for him. He should be caught up with the story soon. Thanks for writing, Erick.


I Thought I Knew -- Book Two
The Further Adventures of Justin & Billy
Chapter 5

From Billy's viewpoint

About 4:30 the following Thursday afternoon, my cell phone rang. “Private caller,” it said. I almost didn’t answer, but something told me it could be important.

“Hello,” I said with a coolness I use when talking to people taking polls or surveys, or collecting for fucking charities I’ve never heard of.

“Hi, Billy? Is that you?”

“Yeah,” I said. “Who’s this?” I didn’t have a clue.

“It’s Todd. Remember the guy from the other night. The one who just wanted to watch you till you came.”

“Hi, Todd, how are you?” My spirits soared for no reason other than that it was Todd. Just knowing he had called me. That he remembered our little session at the bar. It didn’t really matter more than that. It was Todd.

“Of course, I remember. I think you got to see me cum as I remember. I came at least a little bit before the night was over.” Saying those words made my cock stiffen. I loved the feel. The surge of blood. The heat. The growing sensations in my cock. In my nuts. Fuck, my whole body was alive with the feelings of horny sex.

I groped myself. I was getting hard fast. “So what’s up with you?” I asked as I massaged my growing cock.

“Well, Phil said he was gonna be working late on a project tonight and I figured that meant Justin probably was, too. So I thought maybe you'd like to bach it tonight. We could throw a couple burgers on the grill at my place.”

“Yeah, Justin's busy, too, so sure,” I said as I unbuttoned my jeans, setting my hard cock free . Stroking it slowly. Thinking of Todd. Thinking of seeing Todd again. Using the tip of my finger to taste the pre-cum oozing from my cocklips. God fucking damn, this guy turned me on.

We quickly made plans for me to meet him at his place about 6:30 and then he hung up. I suddenly felt so alone. My cock in my hand seemed kind of silly without his voice on the phone. felt I wanted to talk more. Wanted him to know how his call, his voice, his simple existence made me . . . I don’t know. Fucking hard, I guess. Just him talking to me had gotten me so incredibly hard. The ache in my cock. Deep into my nuts. Wow! I liked how this felt. Fucking hot!

I just hoped Todd felt the same. Was he as hard as I was? I could only hope, but my mind conjured the image of Todd's stiff, beautiful cock. Hard and aching like mine.

It was a good thing that I didn’t have too long to wait until it was time to head over to Todd’s. I showered. Lathering my cock till it was super hard again. Ready to blow. I thought for a minute that I’d gone too far. I was gonna cum. I’d only meant to keep myself worked up. Not to blow my load. I was saving that. For what? I shouldn’t even think about it.

Finally dressed in a tight black T and the hottest clean pair of jeans I owned, I left the house.

I couldn’t believe it. My car wouldn’t start. It was totally fucking dead. The battery was charged, I knew, because the lights came on. But it wouldn’t crank. I was so prepped to already be at Todd’s. Now I’d have to call and tell him I couldn’t make it.

When I called Todd, he said there was no way he was gonna leave me stranded. He’d come by and pick me up. It wasn’t all that far to go.

Twenty minutes later, I heard him pull up out front. Goddamn, he was driving a Lexus. It wasn’t new and it wasn’t one of the sports models. But it was a great looking car. And I knew they cost a bundle. It beat the shit out of my broken down heap.

It was probably just as well that my car acted up, because it had taken my mind off of Todd. When he first called, I hadn’t been able to get him out of my mind. Nothing in particular. Just images of Todd. From just chatting with Todd at the bar . Todd’s cock hard in his jeans. Todd lying on the couch with me. Todd wanting to fuck me. Todd fucking Phil. Todd jerking my cock. Todd making me cum. Oh, fuck, how Todd had made me cum.

I had been hard from the time he called until my fucking car wouldn’t start. All that time, I’d been oozing pre-cum like crazy. I’d finally just said fuck the spots my leaking pre-jizz was leaving all over my jeans. It wasn't like Todd had never seen such a thing before. Hell, he'd probably consider it a compliment. I would. Any anyway there wasn’t anyway to stop my hard, aching cock from leaking except to jerk off a couple of times. And I didn’t want to do that. I wanted to be hot. In case. In case of what? I wasn’t sure. Just in case was all.

When I climbed in Todd’s car, my mind was mostly cleared of all of that pent up need for sex. Instead I was focused on my fucking heap of junk and how great Todd’s car was compared to mine. This guy was first-class in every way.

We talked about cars almost all the way to his and Phil’s place. That’s not easy for me, because I don’t know shit about cars.

When we got to Todd’s place, it was almost an hour after my planned arrival, so he quickly threw some burgers on his gas grill out on the deck. Everything else was ready. He handed me a beer while we watched the burgers cook.

Well, we weren’t so much watching the burgers as checking each other out. He was in another perfect pair of jeans. They showed his package off so well. I could not only see his impressive bulge from his obviously semi-hard cock, but his balls nestled below, too. Perfect.

I knew he was checking me out. And it was turning me on. I had picked out an older pair of 501s. I’d picked them because of the way they were worn. The fabric at the crotch was kinda thin. Ok, so it was almost thin as nothing. And the way they fit me. Fit my cock. And my nuts. I knew he could get a good idea of what I had going on. Not that he hadn’t seen my cock before. But I know guys like to check each other out. So . . .

So now we were checking each other out. I was getting aroused being cruised by Todd. Fuck, I was getting aroused just being this close to him.

I don’t even know what we’d been talking about up to this point, but as he started to take the burgers off, he looked me in the eye and asked, “Do you always leave your underwear at home?”

“Huh?” was my stupid answer. Then I thought about how obvious it was when I was wearing these jeans. Maybe I’d fucked up. Nah, he was smiling when he said it. Fuck, that wasn’t a smile. He was fucking leering at me. So I said, “Yeah, I really like to go commando most of the time. You, too, I see.” I nodded toward his bulging crotch.

He just smiled and said, “Let’s eat. I’m ravenous.”

As we ate, it got kinda quiet. I thought I ought to say something. Before I knew it, I’d told him how hot he looked in Phil’s pictures. He thanked me. I asked if I could see them again.

"Well . . .” He paused and looked a little sheepish. “Phil keeps them locked up. I don’t really have access to them. It’s security. They could be pretty valuable someday. We hope.”

“That’s OK,” I said. “I just thought . . .”

Todd cut me off. “I have a DVD that has all the footage Phil shot while we were taking the pictures that weekend, Todd said enthusiastically. “I could show you that if you want.”

Sure I wanted to see the video version of those pictures. Who wouldn’t want to watch Todd cumming. God fucking damn, I sure did.

As we finished eating, I asked him why the pictures were so valuable. He explained that Phil was hoping to sell them. It was the third set of pictures they’d done. The first two sets were erotic, but not so graphic. They’d each fetched good money. I started to think I might understand better how Mr. Perfect could drive a Lexus.

It seems that the way they had made them more valuable was to guarantee there would be only one set of prints. No copies. None at all. The buyer got an exclusive item. Never to be duplicated. Money-back guarantee.

They had some sort of a dealer who sold them for them. And the dealer was really excited about how much these pictures could fetch.

I didn’t want to pry too much into their deal and I didn’t really understand everything Todd was telling me. But that was the general drift of things.

When we were done, Todd asked if I wanted to have another beer on the patio or to just watch the DVD. Since we were already running late, I suggested we have a beer while we watched the DVD.

“How long is it,” I called after him, as he headed to the kitchen to get us some fresh brews.

“It doesn’t matter. You’ll never watch it all. It’s more than six hours, I think,” he said.

He came back in. Handed me a beer. Put the DVD in the player.

Todd sat down on the sofa as we watched their big flat-screen TV system fire up. But where he was sitting on the sofa wasn’t particularly close to me. Not really close at all.

Suddenly the screen was filled with Todd’s mid-section. He was stroking his semi-hard cock. I couldn’t see his face, but you could hear Phil asking him about where some light was placed. Could he move a little this way or that way? Turn here. Wait. More lighting adjustments.

“This goes on forever. You can even watch Phil change the sheets to get some that are just the right shade of white for the lights,” Todd said. “I’ll skip forward. This part is boring even to Phil.” We both laughed.

The picture jumped forward a dozen times. Maybe more. Finally, there was Todd. Complete hard. Stroking his cock. I watched for a minute or so. Mesmerized by the perfection of his cock. The way the helmet fit perfectly with the shaft. Like a bullet. How the coloring of his cockhead was such a beautiful shade of purple. Almost blue. A little more pink toward the tip. A little more purple toward the rim. Perfect.

Then I noticed he wasn’t leaking any pre-jizz. Wasn’t using any lube. Stroking himself with nothing to aid him but his own skills.

"Why no lube?” I asked.

“It doesn’t look natural. It makes the whole thing look staged and cheap Phil says. So I have to stroke myself gently because he doesn’t want my cock to get the least bit red or raw looking,” Todd explained. “It looks like cheap porn if you do, Phil says.”

I sat there watching Todd stroke his perfect hard-on, blown up so huge on this 50” widescreen, or whatever ridiculously large TV this was. I kept stealing glances at him. And he kept stealing glances at me. I was so hard in my old 501s, I really wondered if the fabric would hold. The spot I was leaving at he tip of my leaking cock was completely impossible to miss. Actually, it was fucking impressive.

I would have been embarrassed being so fucking hard, if it wasn’t for the fact that it was because we were watching this amazing performance on screen by the guy sitting next to me on the sofa. And he was watching me as close as I was watching him.

“If you get bored watching me do that, I can skip forward to some cum scenes,” Todd said. I couldn’t help notice that as he said it, his hand dropped to his crotch and blatantly rubbed his cock.

“I could watch this until I bust my nut. Or we can skip forward. You’ve seen it . . . hell, you did it. What’s best?” I asked, leaving it completely up to Todd.

He jumped the action forward and said, “I cum the first time in about a minute.”

I really thought I could blow a load in my jeans if I saw him cum on screen just then. “Can you pause it for a minute?” I said.

“Is there some kind of rule you guys have about watching porn?” he asked, sounding almost concerned, but with a light enough touch in his voice that I could, and probably should, have taken it as a joke. But I was pretty sure he was serious.

“No, it not that. It’s just that . . . “ I paused. A little embarrassed to admit I had so little control. At least around him.

“It’s OK if you do. I understand completely. Phil and I have rules . . . limits . . . whatever you want to call them. I think couples, particularly two guys, need them. There really aren’t any standards or norms to guide us, so we have to set our own limits.”

I had hardly heard anything after he said that he and Phil had rules. “So you guys have rules about who you do shit with and what you can do?”

“Probably not as complicated as yours, but, yeah, we have rules.”

“Can I ask you what they are?” I said.

“Yeah. They’re pretty simple. We share everything we have. We tell each other everything we do. We never fuck each other, or anyone else for that matter, unless we both agree. We always look out for the other’s best interest. . . . Oh, yeah, and I never take it up the ass. It’s pretty much that simple.”

“Oh,” I said. I’m such a brilliant conversationalist.

“So on to my first cum scene?” he asked, ready to end our rather awkward conversation.

“Sure,” I said, my urgent need to cum having faded enough I thought I could hold off.

With a click of the remote, there was Todd on the screen again, stroking his beautiful cock. I heard him warn Phil he was gonna cum soon. I could hear a camera clicking. Maybe more than one.

“Now! I’m gonna cum now!” Even as his voice said those words, I could see first a small amount of cum leak from his cockhead, followed quickly by a long, thick strand that seemed to twist in the air as it arched high over his chest and off the screen. There was a brief pause and I heard Phil say, “Great!”

Then two more volleys of cum with Todd’s hand not even touching his cock. I think my jaw was hanging open watching these pictures. So clear. So perfect. So intense. So fucking hot!

Probably seven times altogether that Todd’s cum flew. Afterwards, you could hear Phil’s voice commenting on the lights, the angles, Todd’s “stiffness.” And I don’t think that referred to his cock, which was completely stiff throughout, but now was deflating on the screen as Round 1 apparently came to an end.

I looked over at Todd and he was staring at my hard cock trapped in my old worn jeans. “You can unbutton your jeans if you’d be more comfortable,” he said.

I didn’t need to be asked twice. I popped the top button and the others all but opened themselves. My engorged cock half pushed its way free, but not completely. I reached down and lifted it out from my fly.. It stood out so straight. And hard. My cockhead slimy with pre-jizz. My nuts still cramped inside the old denim.

“I hope you don’t mind if I join you,” Todd said as he opened his jeans and hauled out the very cock, the perfectly formed cock, we had just been watching. It was hard, but not like mine. I was fucking 100% hard. The kind of hard that aches so bad it hurts. And it hurts so bad it's fucking wonderful to be that fucking hard.

I was staring at Todd's cock. I wanted to reach over and touch it so fucking bad. And I wanted him to touch mine. At least I wanted him to want to touch mine.

“So should we watch some more?” Todd asked.

I took a deep breath to pull myself together. Sitting here alone with him on the sofa, both of us with our hard cocks jutting out. Each of us obviously interested in discovering where this could go. Where this would go. “Sure,” I finally said.

He scooted over toward me. At last he was close. He laid his left hand on my jean covered thigh. My right thigh. The one closest to him. “It’s a lot more of the same,” he said, almost apologetically.

“You’re great. I mean your pictures are great. I’d love to watch more,” I said as I shifted my weight just a bit toward him.

“Can I ask you then,” Todd said, sounding suddenly almost business like, “is this OK for you? I mean OK for you and Justin? Your rules?. Or limits? Or whatever? So could I jerk you off and maybe you could return the favor?”

I couldn’t believe it. He sounded so innocent. Like we were 15 years old and jerking off for the first time or something. I thought it was sweet. Oh, god, that sounds so stupid. Like a girl. But, fuck, that’s kind of how it felt. Like we were just finding our way in this brave new world of guys jerking off other guys.

“Yeah, it’s fine if you want to play with my cock while we watch. But take it easy. I’m so hot I could fucking cum just talking about it,” I said. I wasn't half kidding.

He started the DVD again and again skipped through some lighting stuff. Sheet straightening. Pillow fluffing . . . And there he was again. His cock hard. His abs looking better than in the first shot. More defined. More real. I don’t know what other words to use. They looked just like his abs looked right then. Right next to me. I knew in my mind just how every inch of Todd looked. He was seared into my brain.

As Todd on screen again gently stroked that perfect cock, I felt his real-life hand start to move up my thigh to my waiting cock. It didn’t take him long and that hand, with its elegant fingers, was curling around my eight-inch aching cock. Stroking it just the way he was stroking his on screen.

I had to look down. The only difference between what I saw on screen and what Todd was doing to me now was that I could feel this. His hand stroking my cock. Easing up and down and around my cockhead. Lubing his way with my juices, which were again oozing freely.

I looked over at him and couldn’t help but smile. He smiled back. “Doing it is a hell of a lot better than watching it, don’t you think?” he said, not really asking.

“Yeah,” I said as I reached over and took his perfect cock into my hand. His cock was warm to the touch. And soft. And incredibly hard. But no lube. It was so different than with Justin who leaked as much as I did. Or more.

I took my lead from watching him on screen and stroked him gently. He let his body slump lower and his legs spread apart a bit more. He was giving me free access to the cock I knew I had been lusting for since that Friday in the bar. I wanted to see it cum. Again. And again. And again.

“Am I going to get to see you cum?” Todd asked, as though reading my mind.

“Yeah, but I hope not too soon. I love the way you stroke my cock.” And I did. It was completely different than I’d ever felt before. His touch so gentle. His strokes timed as though to some secret throbbing in my soul.

“I’ll try to ease you along slowly, my friend,” Todd sort of whispered in my ear. “Just tell me when.”

I knew the DVD of Todd was playing. With its perfect lighting. Perfect sheets. Perfect pillows. Perfect cum shots. But it wasn’t real and what he was doing to me now was about the most real thing I thought I’d ever experienced. I just hoped I was making him feel the same way.

Then I felt my nuts tighten. He seemed to sense it too. “You getting close?” he asked.

“Yeah.”

“Then let me take you there,” Todd breathed more than said into my ear. He shift his body toward mine and my hand dropped from his cock, as I think he intended. It didn’t matter, though. I was losing control. I was giving myself over to him. Whatever he wanted. Whatever he did.

He left his face close to mine. As I felt his incredible hand stroking my throbbing hard cock, I could feel his breath against my neck . I wanted to feel him there, too. I wanted to feel him everywhere.

My body tensed. His stroking continued unchanged. Still in perfect unison to my inner drumming. Every beat. Every twist. Every throb. His hand was there. Brushing gently against the most sensitive parts of my body. Edging me on. Carry me toward . . .

“Oh, I can’t hold it any more,” I moaned.

Even as I was forming the words, his grip tightened around my expanding cock. Holding back the cum building up. Ready to swell. Ready to spew.

And then in one swift, precise movement, Todd’s face went to my crotch. It was as though he had inhaling my cock. My cock. He held it so tightly right at the base of my aching shaft. So still. In his perfect, warm hand. But my cockhead! It was as though I could feel a rush of air sucked in as Todd's breath flowed past my bulging cockhead.

His lips closed around it. The warmth of his mouth engulfed it. His tongue caressed it.

I thought I could stand no more pleasure. He released his tight grip and his mouth swallowed my entire cock to the base. My throbbing head was now wrapped in the tight warmth of his throat. As he began to withdraw, I felt my cockhead enter the warm, wet cavern of his mouth.

And then I finally came.

A cum so forceful. So complete. So overwhelming, I screamed, but no sound could emerge. My body and mind were so focused on my cock. My cock buried in Todd's mouth. Spewing deep in his mouth. No strength remained to give my scream voice. All I could manage was a deep guttural sound without any meaning except complete release. Freedom . Fucking amazing orgasm.

My cum flowing. I could feel my nuts pumping. Cum still flowing fast and hard. It still surged through my shaft. Pouring from my cockhead. As Todd’s ravenous mouth and throat nursed my cum from my cock like a baby drinking milk from a teat.

It seemed to go on forever. I thought my heart might burst from the excitement. But at last the intensity began to ebb. My cum flowed only as a dribble. Todd began to lap at my cockhead. Sucking up bits and strands of my cum that had escaped his awesome mouth.

I lay sprawled on the couch. Unable to move for several minutes. Only able to say over and over and over, “Oh fuck, Todd, thank you, thank you, thank you.”

To be continued . . .

I hope you enjoyed that completely. If so, catch your breath. Then take a moment to share your thoughts with us. The guys really get off on it and it fuels my energy to keep working on this project. So you do your part and I'll do mine.

I'll be back in about a week with the end of this chapter to entertain you. Until then, stay happy. And stay Hard!
 
HR,

Thanks. That was so HOT *|* ! I wish it could have gone on forever. I don't think I would ever get tired of ready that.

Justin, Billy, and Jess I would like to thank you all again for sharing your story. HR already knows this so I want to say it here. You're story has helped me realize that I have been lying to myself for almost 20 years. I am not bi, I am gay and stuck in a loveless marriage. I am in the process of leaving my wife of 16 1/2 years. I will be filing for a divorce and once that happens, I hope I can find what Justin and Billy have, excluding the sex with others. When I find a guy to love, sex with others will still be out of the question for me. I guess I'm old fassioned, but that's how I feel. I just want and need to be happy for once in my life.

Thanks again,

Kevin
 
I think this is the begining of Billy's awaking to what Justin had been talking about?

HR you make us feel we are right there in the room with them while having sex!

I can't wait to see what happend next.
 
An incredible story. I see Billy maybe deciding to change his thinking...lol. I suspect that both guys are having a hard time sorting through all of the emotions that they are feeling for each other, for desire to know what is, for wanting a relationship and also wanting to be young, so many feelings, so many emotions, how do you manage all of them and how do you resolve all of the conflicting feelings.
 
I was sitting here wondering why no one much was making any comments about Billy and Justins story. but I hadn't been leaving any either. I guess we all get lazy and think thats someone elses job.

I know what happened to the guys that semester and that probably makes a difference in how I feel about what they did with other guys and to each other. but it isn't easy for guys to know just what a relationship between two guys should be like. I've been with women and I've been with guys. A lot of things with guys are a lot easier than with women, but believe me when you start to get really serious with another guy it can get more copmplicated in a hurry.

So now that I've made a comment, Ill ask you

Why don't you leave a comment now?
 
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