I Thought I Knew - Book 1 and Book 2

[inbed]

Everything about this is awesome.

 

[inbed]

You'll not find a better way to edge with your lover than reading this aloud to each other. The precum is insane. When you share or blend, the longer you can go the better it gets. This is for quality time.

 

[hardreader]

Inbed -- You'll not find a better way to edge with your lover than reading this aloud to each other. The precum is insane. When you share or blend, the longer you can go the better it gets. This is for quality time.

I just know you and your lover will share chapter after chapter, each episode leaving you in wicked bliss. So, Inbed, here's wishing you hours and hours of sharing and blending as you create endless "quality time."

Thanks for sharing this recommendation and enjoy the story. If anyone else has special ways they get the most out of reading I Thought I Knew, I hope you'll share them with the rest of us.

Stay happy. And stay hard!

 

[Briacon429]

Having read as far as Chapter 16... H.R., you always know how to write a hot sex scene! Of course, the boys’ entanglements are only getting more complicated, between Professor Joe and Tom and everyone else... but I’m not complaining!

I just wish I had more time to binge-read a bunch of chapters at once. But that’s ok... it makes for a nice tease, and it gives me something to look forward to!

 

[hardreader]

Having read as far as Chapter 16... H.R., you always know how to write a hot sex scene! Of course, the boys’ entanglements are only getting more complicated, between Professor Joe and Tom and everyone else... but I’m not complaining!

I just wish I had more time to binge-read a bunch of chapters at once. But that’s ok... it makes for a nice tease, and it gives me something to look forward to!

I know how much you are enjoying Book II. It's a little more dark and a little more tangled/complicated in some of the issues the guys are dealing with but that's how life gets some time: One things start to get tangled up it seems it gets harder and harder to untangle it. And it does sound like you keep getting harder and harder. I'm so glad you're not complaining.

Is there an outcum you're hoping for or expecting that you might like to share?

By the way I am thoroughly enjoying your story -- Cocklust --posting your 19th chapter now on JUB. It's been 19 chapters of boners, pre and cum for me. You should be proud and I hope more guys jump in and enjoy it.

Stay happy. Get hard! and Cum! Cum!! Cum!!!

 

[inbed]

I just want to pimp this thread. Also, if you have a lover or friend, get a couple of ipads. Get into a 69 position and read to each other. Pick a character if you like and bring him to life. Hold off as long as you can. Don't waste a drop of the precum. It is fucking awesome. Before you turn out the light, finish each other and include hardreadeur in your bedtime prayers. Thank you hardreader.

 

[hardreader]

if you have a lover or friend, get a couple of ipads. Get into a 69 position and read to each other. Pick a character if you like and bring him to life. Hold off as long as you can. Don't waste a drop of the precum. It is fucking awesome. Before you turn out the light, finish each other and include hardreadeur in your bedtime prayers. Thank you hardreader.

You're welcome! Or should I say "welprecum?" I know a fuck of a lot of pre has been flowing at your place recently as you and your partner read all the way the "I Thought I Knew" trilogy. I only wish I was there to enjoy it with you. I'm glad to know that the power of the story of these guys hasn't lost any of its potency since we began sharing it. I am really pleased that you are so willing to share your creative way of getting extra pleasure and precum from reading it together this way.

Stay happy. And stay hard!

-- HardReader

 

[Briacon429]

Wow!!! I just finished Chapter 18... and damn if that isn’t the hottest threesome I’ve ever read! If only I could’ve joined in the fun... although mentally I most definitely did!

The only downside is that I see Chapter 19 is the end. I know there’s a Book 3, but I want to hear more from Billy and Justin! Then again, H.R. has never steered me wrong, so I guess I’ve just got to trust him... the same way Tom trusted our boys in this chapter!

 

[jrsons]

Re: I Thought I Knew

I have read and enjoyed this story a few years back. I really do remember being 18 years old, very horny and letting my little head to the thinking a lot of the time! But I really have to comment to Billy personally about the evil trick to let Jess see the heartbreaking scene he witnessed! It was heartless, and the most selfish thing I have ever seen from a supposed best friend. you are a complete coward Billy!! You knew how Jess felt about you, that he felt that he loved you. How could you be so cruel? You don't deserve Jess or Billy as anything but an X! Even after all of it, all your mopping about feeling sorry for yourself, you really don't get what you have done to Jess, or Justin! Not that Justin has not had a very selfish motive himself in seducing your sorry ass! But you snuck around behind Jess back, secretly having hot sex with Justin, lying to him all the way along. You should be ashamed of yourself. What you did in setting this painful thing up, because you were to chicken shit to be real, and try to talk to Jess, along with deceiving Justin and setting him up as well. It is unforgivable in my opinion. Great relationships have ended in pain and hurt, and permanently for much less than this offense. The only reason you are even concerned about even talking to Jess now is to try and win back your lover Justin. Get a clue Billy!!!

 

[jrsons]

Re: I Thought I Knew

This is all fun and good that the new Boyfriends are having such a Hot sexual time together! I think I may even be able to enjoy it if I could feel better about the Betrayal of friendship from Billy and Justin towards Jess. Jess has to be in excruciating pain knowing what is likely happening between the two new love birds. I'm sorry for putting a downer on this hot chapter, but it all seemed just a little bit to tidy and to quickly forgiven! Jess is a much better man than I am!! I'm seriously afraid that I could have never forgiven Billy for his intentional devastating hurt and Betrayal!! Justin is not exempt from fault here either!!! Maybe one day these oversexed little boys will actually grow up and realize what they both did to Jess!!!

 

[jrsons]

Re: I Thought I Knew

Billy... some friend you are to Jess!! “What the fuck do you want? Can’t you just leave us alone. I spent all fucking week with you. All I want is a little time with my boyfriend. Undisturbed time. Keep this up and you can count me as history. Leave us alone. I’ll talk to you Mon . . .” such a caring best friend!!! Jess should tell you to go fuck yourself, you selfish asshole!!! Sounds like maybe Karma is about to happen to selfish Billy!!! Maybe you are about to get what you deserve Billy!!! I find it hard to even feel anything for your selfish unthinking, uncaring words to a fragile, hurt Jess!!!

 

[jrsons]

Re: I Thought I Knew - Book 2

I'm not sure how this reply/message thing works on here, after the story was posted about 10 years prior! I signed up on JUB just so that I could respond and share some of my feelings about this story!!
Maybe I should be using the private message system instead. But if I know anything at all about HR, and I do know something about HR from past conversations that I've personally had with him about the story several years ago! He will probably see these replies I have been leaving!

I am being totally honest with what I have expressed. It may not be the popular opinion, that the majority of the readers voiced, but it is how I feel!!! As much as I enjoy the intensely crazy hot sex scenes, what really gets my focus are the emotions and feelings going on with these guys! I have experienced much pain, hurt, and betrayal in my life. Way more than my share, so I know first hand how destructive these thoughtless selfish acts can be! Especially when there is genuine love involved!!

I love this story, it has profoundly effected me, to the point when things are not good for any of these three characters, it makes my heart hurt, and seriously effects my mood!!!

This is the first time I recall in the entire story that I've been disappointed in Justin! I'm sorry, (Justin- Wake the Fuck Up!!!) after all the hot sex with the new friends to put a downer on the story! But it really bothered me, almost as much as it seemed to be tearing Billy apart!! I found it very sad!! It seems past time that these two have a serious talk about Phil and Todd, and if its safe to be fucking around at all with the relationship seeming to be very strained right now! Maybe Justin honestly does not see the way talks non stop about Phil or how he carries on around, and caters to Phil's every whim, but the story sure shows it plain enough! I am usually disappointed with Bill's behavior, but not this time at all! I was so very proud of Billy for stopping the heated exchange with Todd and not allowing him to fuck his lights out, even though it was obvious they both wanted it bad!! He also stopped what was taking place with Justin and Phil, which was bothering the Hell out of me!! They seem just a tiny bit to familiar and comfortable together!!-??? Now its to bad Justin just seems so fucking tired and to busy and disconnected from him to the point it seems that Billy really wishes he would have just gone ahead and let Todd have him!!

I Love these two together, and I hope that they can get things ironed out quickly, because to me if feels like the beginning of the end for the relationship! As hot as the sex could be with this new foursome playing together, and it was very Hot!! Justin and Billy are not well right now together. The newness has certainly worn off in the relationship, the honeymoon is over!! It just a hunch, but I honestly would not be surprised if something sexual has not already happened between Justin and Phil!!! It sure does feel that way to me. So I can fully understand Billy's hurt and sadness. Its ok to hear your lover taking pleasure to a point from someone other than you, if the relationship is strong and solid, and you are making sure after all the fucking around you take the time to make sure your partner is ok with things!! HR... you are a master with the hot sex stuff, I think you are however somewhat lacking in projecting and conveying the deep feelings and emotional aspects of the characters sometimes in the story. I feel really bad for Billy right now! Justin is being very foolish playing around at all, with his obvious sexual attraction to Phil!!! For once I feel that Billy is the more mature of the pair in this uncomfortable time in the relationship. Keep fucking around guys by bringing all these other people into your bed, and you will eventually break it permanently!!

 

[jrsons]

Re: I Thought I Knew

Hot Chapter HR... I'm happy for both of them that they got together and actually made love again. It seems that it was long overdue!! I hope it set them on a better healthier path together. Now maybe the pain will be lessened and they can actually talk things out. I hope so...

 

[hardreader]

jrsons -- Your recent posts here have been awesome! You are not alone in the way you react so strongly to these guys' stories. Thank you so much for sharing your thoughts and feelings as you read through the ITIK trilogy. I see you are into Book II now and have seen the stress and uncertainty of a new love evolving into a stale love looking for something new. As to how it all turns out, I never comment on their future.

Thanks for all the kind words. However, let me reply to one thing you wrote: ... you are a master with the hot sex stuff, I think you are however somewhat lacking in projecting and conveying the deep feelings and emotional aspects of the characters sometimes in the story.

You may be right, but keep in mind each chapter is written from the perpective of just one character. Because of that, you only experience the emotions of one of the characters, while the other character(s) are viewed by what the character telling the chapter sees, Since that primary character doesn't actually feel what anyone other than he is feeling, the others may seem shallower than they are, or reacting internally different than they appear. Hopefully when the chapters flow together to make their combined story and experience for you that smooths out. It allows you to going from being furious with Billy to thinking he is the one doing the better job holding them together.

So from where you are reading now, you will in the coming chapters discover if the do manage to talk to each other and eventually see. how each reacts to the other, but your perspective will change as I rotate the narrator back and forth.

Please continue these posts. They are wicked good. And I do hope you are enjoying the sex even with these guys are struggling. There's never any need to apologize for getting your rocks off while reading ITIK.

Try to stay happy. And sure as fuck stay hard!

PM me any time you want.

-- H.R.

 

[jrsons]

I Thought I Knew -- Book Two
The Further Adventures of Justin & Billy
Chapter 13 -- Part I

From Billy's viewpoint

Thank You Jess, Billy, Justin and HR and all the others characters introduced into the story! Thanks for sharing this amazing story with all of us! These is so much for all of us to learn from each other! I am a much older than 20, Bi/Gay man! I despise labels Jess!!! I don't fit into any of them very well, and it really pisses me off when others require me to explain which mold I fit into best! I like to think of myself as flexible. Bi would most closely describe my life, leaning more heavily towards the gay side of the scale the older I get and the more I am able to accept about my true self!!

Holy Fuck!!! Yes! I had tears streaming down my face, the anger and frustration I have been feeling the past few chapters evaporated finally!! How can a story about beautiful hot young studs I don't even know personally cause such emotions in me? I was there, a fly on the wall, as I have been many times through out this story! HR you have an amazing ability to paint a picture so very real in the minds eye with your writing.

I'm sorry to admit that I have personally fucked up big time in my life, not intentionally, but yes I have hurt people I loved most in life! I have experienced great pain and permanent loss! Barely surviving that kind of loss and emotional pain changes us forever!! So the tears brought to the surface by this story and the relief that it appears Justin and Billy are most likely going to survive these serious infractions, betrayals of trust caused the flood waters to flow!

I am so very happy for both of these guys that they have not destroyed the beautiful love that they share! Please both of you learn from these selfish mistakes, when the little head takes over, and lust and desire and alcohol effect your ability to make good choices! You are both very fortunate to have survived this relationship crisis! Don't take it lightly please, as repeated mistakes may not work out quite so well for either of you!

I was not so fortunate, my spouse of 17 years could not forgive me! It destroyed both of us and seriously damaged our children. Our relationship ended very bitterly and very painfully! One never completely recovers from such traumatic loss! Be cautious of all choices that will likely cause pain or hurt your partner, your Love, your relationship, your happiness!! Learn to control yourselves, its all part of maturity. In the long run it is really not worth it!!! Please make the necessary changes to insure honesty and openness between you both always! Secrets kept from one another, and the guilt are just as destructive as cancer!!

 

[hardreader]

jrsons -- Thanks for writing this. I sent you a PM.

 

[jrsons]

Such a wonderful chapter, after all the planning it took from the start to get Prof Joe and Tom together. It should be interesting how things go from here. I'm happy for Tom to. I hope Dick Head Prof. (oh I'm sorry I'm letting my dislike for the Prof show through aren't I!!!) learns how to relax, get the board out of his proper cultured ass and learns how to actually relax and enjoy life. He better not hurt Tom or Justin and Billy in any way, or I promise you I will personally hunt him down!!! I'm relieved that this new arrangement may actually take some of the pressure off Justin and Billy and allow them to participate of there free will without the expectations from Prof. to be his personal sexual escorts! I think this man would destroy Billy and Justin's relationship in a heartbeat if he thought he could have Justin to himself! It seems to have been his plan from the beginning in my opinion. Billy and Justin and now Tom need to take control back concerning this mans power and expectations!! Great chapter Guys... Billy your plan has come together very nicely with Prof and Tom. I hope that you guys don't regret hooking the young twink up with this predator later on. I also wonder if there might not just be a little bit of jealousy with loosing your young playmate to Joe!! Maybe that won't be the case but I certainly don't see Joe being willing to share him with anyone else... I think however that Joe may have just meet his match in Tom! i don't see him putting up with any bullshit from Joe!

 

[hardreader]

I think you have nailed it all on the head! So glad you liked this Book as much as it seemed to cause you pain at times. Now you can look forward to reading Book III -- Jess' Story. I know you have been missing Jess. It's time to get your fill. Dive in.

And empty you in and out boxes a bit so you can receive and send mail again.

Stay happy. And stay hard!

 

[Brazen68]

I think it's time I replied to this thread. For some silly reason I convinced myself that I shouldn't reply until I've read all the way through. Yet every time I get to reading more, there is so much emotion and reaction built up that I find it impossible to keep quiet anymore. It seems jrsons has had the same thing happening at around the same time! I think that's great.

I wonder if any of you involved would have expected over 11 years after this project kicked off that it would still be current and pulling new readers into the center of these three young men's lives. But this story is so compelling, and the way it has been written is as emotionally gripping as it is cum churning. And believe me, lots of cum has been churned from reading these pages. I currently am at Chapter 20, the big date night between Billy and Justin.

I'm still not sure how to feel about all of this yet. I know there has been some resolution between Jess and Billy's friendship, and Billy/Justin's relationship. But the whirlwind of feelings in me have not settled. I just wish I could give Jess the biggest hug. All of you, really. You've all been through so much transition in such a short period of time. I think I relate the most with Jess, though. I grew up in a triangular friendship when I was young and I am all too familiar with the feelings he's been forced to experience and turmoil he's had to face. At this point in time what has happened, happened long ago. So I feel odd in expressing my raw newness to these events when the men involved have long since come to terms with them.

I also relate to HR. Your writing is excellent. A bit of a personal note about myself, I'm a closeted man about to turn 50 just a few days from now. I didn't have anyone to talk to when I was the same age as these guys when I was recognizing my attraction to other guys and burying it very deep inside myself. It would be decades later that I found great release and solace in writing about my feelings and experiences. Recently I began posting some of those stories here, and subsequently saw this story at the head of the list. Anyway, I know what it is like painfully obsessing over just the right way to capture a memory and express it in text in a way the feels just right. And here you are capturing other peoples' memories, so you're not just satisfying yourself but also seeking approval from the very ones you're writing about. Not easy and yet you did it so well. Not only am I turned on by the action, but I'm invested in their personalities and genuinely want them to be okay. What makes this story so great is the emotional connection to the characters I have as a reader, as much as the cum erupting and explosive state of sex I'm put into from reading your words. Well done. And you put a weekly schedule on yourself which had to have caused some tense times in getting things just right before posting each installment. All I can say is you have my respect and admiration. You may have answered this somewhere in these pages, but how did they find you and approach you about writing their story?

I'm very glad I stumbled onto this story, and I look forward to reading more.

Hugs to all of you,
Brazen68

 

[Brazen68]

I realized I have more to say. *curses*

First, to H.R. Even though he wasn't physically there when these things were occurring among these three young men, I can't help but consider him a part of the story by the way he's responded to many of the comments. Almost like a virtual/dynamic/real-time narrator and commentator. He's as important a part of this story because of the commentary as the main characters are.

I'm only on Page 6 of this thread on Chapter 20. I have a lot of reading left to do. But on those pages I see Jess, Billy, and Justin were all actively commenting and even giving some raw reactions as they were reading H.R.'s account for the first time along with everyone else. That has made things all the more gripping for me, and my own emotions have had a more heightened affect knowing they were reading was I was reading, and having to react to it in front of everyone. A unique dynamic, for sure.

a part of what makes this plot so involved is how Jess was the one who came out as gay first and was trying to move things forward gently and slowly for Billy’s sake. Yet here’s Billy who in his attempt to be supportive to his friend is going at it like some gay porn star! The irony of that situation was thick. Jess’ realization that Billy had been suppressing his own sexuality hit me like a brick. I was very angry with Billy for doing what he did to Jess (as I’m sure every reader was). But I also realized he was a scared immature teenager who couldn’t handle all he was becoming aware of inside. When he broke down to Jess, a guy who never cries… I cried with him. And again, I have to applaud Jess. His ability to forgive Billy and try to find his grounding within a whirlwind of heartbreaking developments says a lot about the kind of man he is. I really want to hug that guy.

On a personal level, I have to give it up to Jess. He found courage within himself to come out to his best friend and even profess his love. Jess also showed a huge amount of faith and trust in his friend by professing this to him, knowing that ‘level of’ love may not be given in return. I applaud him. It is the kind of courage, faith, and trust I could never find in my youth. I refused to discover who I truly was because I was too afraid to face and accept what I already knew was there. I also knew I would not have any support from my friends or my family which kept me cocooned. At least, that is what I convinced myself of at the time.

Hugs to all,
Brazen68