Just Venting, Airing Out, Talking Shit, Personal Beefs, Problems, Anger Management, and etc Thread for 2017 / 2018 / 2019

[tarallucci]

Re: Just Venting, Airing Out, Talking Shit, Personal Beefs, Problems, Anger Management, and etc Thread for 2017

Just the fact that that thing cooks everything egg-shaped is not inviting.

Was it your right hand? ^

Yes but it's not the masturbation hand, don't worry.

 

[MakeDigitalLove]

Re: Just Venting, Airing Out, Talking Shit, Personal Beefs, Problems, Anger Management, and etc Thread for 2017

We basically don't know each other but for what it's worth I have been thinking and worrying about you. Whatever it is making you feel so sad, people or situations, don't let them win. Sometimes I feel I don't care anymore as well and start to question everything, but I instead choose to love myself and give another try at my dreams. Regardless of how bad it is be strong enough to look at the brighter side... I am sure there is something beautiful in your life worth fighting for so think of that when it gets tough. If you're still feeling lonely or need support... I would like to hear from you... I'm glad you are better now

Thank you and thanks to everyone else as well.

I've been thinking about creating a specific jub email account to keep in contact with people from here if people are interested. I am personally interested in doing so with members here.

 

[tarallucci]

Re: Just Venting, Airing Out, Talking Shit, Personal Beefs, Problems, Anger Management, and etc Thread for 2017

I am scophanating myself.

 

[gsdx]

Re: Just Venting, Airing Out, Talking Shit, Personal Beefs, Problems, Anger Management, and etc Thread for 2017

^ Google doesn't have a clue what you're talking about. Is it something you can get arrested for doing?

 

[Vannie]

Re: Just Venting, Airing Out, Talking Shit, Personal Beefs, Problems, Anger Management, and etc Thread for 2017

^ Google doesn't have a clue what you're talking about. Is it something you can get arrested for doing?

His thumb healed,and he's stroking his salami

 

[tarallucci]

Re: Just Venting, Airing Out, Talking Shit, Personal Beefs, Problems, Anger Management, and etc Thread for 2017

I am also scoshenated but not mbriacated.

 

[Vannie]

Re: Just Venting, Airing Out, Talking Shit, Personal Beefs, Problems, Anger Management, and etc Thread for 2017

Leave me alone.I getting borborygmus

 

[sixthson]

Re: Just Venting, Airing Out, Talking Shit, Personal Beefs, Problems, Anger Management, and etc Thread for 2017

I don't know what you guys are talking about but I'm sure it's absolute filth. I have reported you wankers.

 

[Vannie]

Re: Just Venting, Airing Out, Talking Shit, Personal Beefs, Problems, Anger Management, and etc Thread for 2017

I don't know what you guys are talking about but I'm sure it's absolute filth. I have reported you wankers.

You never had borborygmus from eating lutefisk and turnips?

 

[tarallucci]

Re: Just Venting, Airing Out, Talking Shit, Personal Beefs, Problems, Anger Management, and etc Thread for 2017

This is a town where if you ask for an ass they will bend,
But you'll have to take their dick in your hand.

 

[Vannie]

Re: Just Venting, Airing Out, Talking Shit, Personal Beefs, Problems, Anger Management, and etc Thread for 2017

This is a town where if you ask for an ass they will bend,
But you'll have to take their dick in your hand.

.................

 

[MakeDigitalLove]

Re: Just Venting, Airing Out, Talking Shit, Personal Beefs, Problems, Anger Management, and etc Thread for 2017

This is sort of venting but sort of a feel good post. I feel a bit "guilty" because I don't want to hurt anyone, but with where things are going it's inevitable and I really hate it. Though at the same time I can't deny myself what I am feeling. I made a promise to myself years ago that I am not going to deny myself happiness if something or someone makes me happy and that's happening.

I know this is going to hurt Tony and that part crushes me. But at the same time this was unexpected with a guy I saw a few times recently. I didn't expect things to bloom but they have. And I want to explore that, it's naive to think that these actions won't have consequences on someone's feelings and I hate that it does.

I want to make sure things are right with this guy and I want to move forward the safest way possible, I don't want to screw things up here. He came into my life at a very rough time but he's making me feel it's the best part of my life. I want things work with this guy, if they don't I know it will absolutely crush me. I wasn't looking for this, but it came knocking. It makes me feel guilty, but I never felt so loved by anyone without the word loved actually being uttered.

I feel like an incredibly lucky individual with the kind of people in my life and I wish I could share my love with these people without hurting them. But that's life and it doesn't work that way.

This is such a fucking confusing part of my life that I never expected to deal with. But there's nothing to do but deal with it and try to handle it as they come.

I can absolutely have the most logical thought process while other times I feel like I can just totally crash and crumble to pieces. I really don't want the latter to happen again.

 

[tarallucci]

Re: Just Venting, Airing Out, Talking Shit, Personal Beefs, Problems, Anger Management, and etc Thread for 2017

Way to go Digital! Bring it on fucking lifeeee

 

[luckynumbah7]

Re: Just Venting, Airing Out, Talking Shit, Personal Beefs, Problems, Anger Management, and etc Thread for 2017

Apropos,

 

[Gentleheart]

Re: Just Venting, Airing Out, Talking Shit, Personal Beefs, Problems, Anger Management, and etc Thread for 2017

Here goes:

I sometimes wonder if I'll ever have a job/career in which I do not dread Sunday evenings/hate Monday mornings. I almost feel like no matter how much I like my job, I'll never "love" one enough to look forward to going to work. Don't get me wrong, I am not lazy and have no problem *working*...but it's the not getting much out of it, tedious nature, lack of autonomy aspect that gets to me sometimes. Maybe I should look into starting my own business at some point...but I know that has its negatives as well.

I feel like there are not enough hours in the day, and the older I get...the more apparent this seems. Endless cycle...work, work out, make dinner, try to spend some time with the hubster, go to bed, wake up and do it all over again. Weekends are more relaxed, of course...but even then, it seems like you barely have time to breathe before Monday is breathing down your neck again.

I (for some odd reason) give more of a shit about what I look like *now* than I did when I was single and actively trying to attract other men. My husband thinks I'm hot shit, but I don't always feel that way. I see other hot guys, and it makes me feel like I need to "step my game up". It's just so odd that I worry so much about this now, when it used to not be a big deal to me at all.

The older I get, the more apparent it is that I am nowhere near as intelligent as what people made me think I was growing up.

I have no real talent, no real life "goals", and I sometimes feel like I'm just floating along doing what adults do because...adulthood.

As I have started to experience more deaths in my family, friends, and acquaintances...I'm starting to think about my own mortality and health more. I'm deathly afraid of what kind of illnesses and horrible things could happen to myself and my loved ones at some point in time. It's a very distressing feeling...

Being an adult is sometimes stressful as fuck (for a number of different reasons). I love it, but it is extremely challenging at times...and I have moments where I just really miss being a kid. My grandmother always told me not to "rush" away my childhood. I get it now.

wow...I forgot how therapeutic it can be to write in this thread.
*take a breath*

 

[MakeDigitalLove]

Re: Just Venting, Airing Out, Talking Shit, Personal Beefs, Problems, Anger Management, and etc Thread for 2017

Tony said that if I “left him”, meaning moved out, that he would hate me. He wouldn’t want to see me again. Hearing that from the first person you truly fell in love with is rough.

I wasn’t and am not making plans to move or anything but I guess he takes that as a possibility since I’m getting involved with someone. And I honestly don’t blame him for the way he feels. Maybe he’s not wrong to actually hate me.

I just can’t control how I feel, I did not expect how I feel about Carlos to happen. I’m floored and very happy it did, but it wasn’t on purpose or to hurt Tony. Though I can see that he takes it that way.

I know it’s inevitable in these situations but the last thing I want to do is hurt anyone. I could give a shit if so many people actually hated me, but him hating me really matters. Though again, these are consequences I’m going to have to deal if I’m going to follow my feelings. And I am, seeing him again and again, Carlos is the kind of guy one would be an idiot to pass up.

 

[Cormac135]

Re: Just Venting, Airing Out, Talking Shit, Personal Beefs, Problems, Anger Management, and etc Thread for 2017

Tony said that if I “left him”, meaning moved out, that he would hate me. He wouldn’t want to see me again. Hearing that from the first person you truly fell in love with is rough.

I wasn’t and am not making plans to move or anything but I guess he takes that as a possibility since I’m getting involved with someone. And I honestly don’t blame him for the way he feels. Maybe he’s not wrong to actually hate me.

I just can’t control how I feel, I did not expect how I feel about Carlos to happen. I’m floored and very happy it did, but it wasn’t on purpose or to hurt Tony. Though I can see that he takes it that way.

I know it’s inevitable in these situations but the last thing I want to do is hurt anyone. I could give a shit if so many people actually hated me, but him hating me really matters. Though again, these are consequences I’m going to have to deal if I’m going to follow my feelings. And I am, seeing him again and again, Carlos is the kind of guy one would be an idiot to pass up.

Can't you do one of those poly thingumijigs, keep everyone happy ?

Polyamorous.

 

[sixthson]

Re: Just Venting, Airing Out, Talking Shit, Personal Beefs, Problems, Anger Management, and etc Thread for 2017

Tony said that if I “left him”, meaning moved out, that he would hate me. He wouldn’t want to see me again. Hearing that from the first person you truly fell in love with is rough.

I wasn’t and am not making plans to move or anything but I guess he takes that as a possibility since I’m getting involved with someone. And I honestly don’t blame him for the way he feels. Maybe he’s not wrong to actually hate me.

I just can’t control how I feel, I did not expect how I feel about Carlos to happen. I’m floored and very happy it did, but it wasn’t on purpose or to hurt Tony. Though I can see that he takes it that way.

I know it’s inevitable in these situations but the last thing I want to do is hurt anyone. I could give a shit if so many people actually hated me, but him hating me really matters. Though again, these are consequences I’m going to have to deal if I’m going to follow my feelings. And I am, seeing him again and again, Carlos is the kind of guy one would be an idiot to pass up.

My concern is that you have not dealt with the issues that lead you to be suicidal. Carlos can't fix those and neither could Tony.
Before you do anything, have you sought out professional help? Even if you end up making the difficult decision to leave Tony and move ahead with Carlos, you still need to be as mentally and emotionally healthy as you can for yourself. Should you end up alone, you will need to be healthy and strong.

 

[sixthson]

Re: Just Venting, Airing Out, Talking Shit, Personal Beefs, Problems, Anger Management, and etc Thread for 2017

Here goes:

I sometimes wonder if I'll ever have a job/career in which I do not dread Sunday evenings/hate Monday mornings. I almost feel like no matter how much I like my job, I'll never "love" one enough to look forward to going to work. Don't get me wrong, I am not lazy and have no problem *working*...but it's the not getting much out of it, tedious nature, lack of autonomy aspect that gets to me sometimes. Maybe I should look into starting my own business at some point...but I know that has its negatives as well.

I feel like there are not enough hours in the day, and the older I get...the more apparent this seems. Endless cycle...work, work out, make dinner, try to spend some time with the hubster, go to bed, wake up and do it all over again. Weekends are more relaxed, of course...but even then, it seems like you barely have time to breathe before Monday is breathing down your neck again.

I (for some odd reason) give more of a shit about what I look like *now* than I did when I was single and actively trying to attract other men. My husband thinks I'm hot shit, but I don't always feel that way. I see other hot guys, and it makes me feel like I need to "step my game up". It's just so odd that I worry so much about this now, when it used to not be a big deal to me at all.

The older I get, the more apparent it is that I am nowhere near as intelligent as what people made me think I was growing up.

I have no real talent, no real life "goals", and I sometimes feel like I'm just floating along doing what adults do because...adulthood.

As I have started to experience more deaths in my family, friends, and acquaintances...I'm starting to think about my own mortality and health more. I'm deathly afraid of what kind of illnesses and horrible things could happen to myself and my loved ones at some point in time. It's a very distressing feeling...

Being an adult is sometimes stressful as fuck (for a number of different reasons). I love it, but it is extremely challenging at times...and I have moments where I just really miss being a kid. My grandmother always told me not to "rush" away my childhood. I get it now.

wow...I forgot how therapeutic it can be to write in this thread.
*take a breath*

Adrian, it's really nice to see you here again. You've been missed.

I realize you are not 18 anymore, but have you have been assessed for career strengths and direction? It's not too late and a guidance person could do a lot to help you find a path that is right for you. I know you know this, but often times jobs can leave us feeling unfulfilled and without purpose. Anyone who knows you here, knows that you have something to offer an employer. You're smart, bright, ambitious. Don't give in to feelings of defeat, you've got a lot of spunk in you...no pun intended.

 

[MakeDigitalLove]

Re: Just Venting, Airing Out, Talking Shit, Personal Beefs, Problems, Anger Management, and etc Thread for 2017

Can't you do one of those poly thingumijigs, keep everyone happy ?

Polyamorous.

Nope.

My concern is that you have not dealt with the issues that lead you to be suicidal. Carlos can't fix those and neither could Tony.
Before you do anything, have you sought out professional help? Even if you end up making the difficult decision to leave Tony and move ahead with Carlos, you still need to be as mentally and emotionally healthy as you can for yourself. Should you end up alone, you will need to be healthy and strong.

I know neither of them can fix anything, I'm not looking for that or expect that.

Professional help will happen when I actually have insurance, I've been fighting to get insurance since we got to Florida. Already been paying out of pocket for my Asthma medication, which was insanely expensive until we found a Doctor that actually seemed to give a shit and gave us legal ways to get it cheaper.