just venting, airing out, talking shit, personal beefs, problems, anger management, and etc thread

[borg69unimatrix]

Haha sometimes I quote jokes from games too and then people just glare at me lol. It seems to be more "normal" for people to take jokes out from movies, Tv or Youtube.

God why do you tempt me with so many sex. Seeing gay balcony sex last week, hottie today, housemate doing it with his gf, friends making sex jokes all the time and family pressure. Nooooooo

Sex is throwing itself at you!!! Tempting you... Taunting you... "Scealle... you know you want it... LOOK!!! Here it is !!!! Doesn't it look GOOOOD ??? Wouldn't you like some? You know you do... here... try it!! What are you waiting for???"

 

[Scealle]

Did they shoot off the balcony onto the street?

Lol I don't think so as they moved in to the living room. They didn't close the curtains though. Isn't it a bit too superman or porn movie-ish to shoot onto the street? lol Unless they directly aim it to the streets

Sex is throwing itself at you!!! Tempting you... Taunting you... "Scealle... you know you want it... LOOK!!! Here it is !!!! Doesn't it look GOOOOD ??? Wouldn't you like some? You know you do... here... try it!! What are you waiting for???"

Lol I don't know. I think sex is hot but hookups or ONS does not mean anything to me *Runs off to my imaginary bf*

 

[jdcnow]

I just would like to state for the record...

I FUCKING HATE ALLERGY SEASON WITH ALL MY HEART!!!!!

 

[jdcnow]

Pass the Kleenex, please.

 

[frankfrank]

God why do you tempt me with so many sex. Seeing gay balcony sex last week, hottie today, housemate doing it with his gf, friends making sex jokes all the time and family pressure. Nooooooo

Pics or it didn't happen.

 

[maxpowr9]

Haha sometimes I quote jokes from games too and then people just glare at me lol. It seems to be more "normal" for people to take jokes out from movies, Tv or Youtube.

God why do you tempt me with so many sex. Seeing gay balcony sex last week, hottie today, housemate doing it with his gf, friends making sex jokes all the time and family pressure. Nooooooo

Do a barrel roll!

 

[pat grimshaw]

I just would like to state for the record...

I FUCKING HATE ALLERGY SEASON WITH ALL MY HEART!!!!!

Me too.

I'm seeing an allergy specialist next month.

 

[jdcnow]

Hugs, Kien.

 

[Lefty]

Kien,

That's a horrible situation either way. If he doesn't make it, the family is devastated.

If he does...it could be even worse depending on the damage. The options suck either

way. I will include them in my meditations and hope for the best. The real horror is if

they are still young people at home. bless

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Kien,

That's a horrible situation either way. If he doesn't make it, the family is devastated.

If he does...it could be even worse depending on the damage. The options suck either

way. I will include them in my meditations and hope for the best. The real horror is if

they are still young people at home. bless

 

[Lefty]

Kien,

That was not a dampener here if it helped you express your emotions.
One of the good things here is that people can shake it out and then
look at the situation with 'a little help. Sounds corny but the darkness
is never as deep if you can share.

He is not dead...a good start. By the way, depending on the damage
the brain will often reroute and restore many basic functions if there is
severe damage and build from there.

Not giving false hope here, just facts. Looking forward to further posts
and more positive ones...here is hoping and of course...bless.

 

[Scealle]

Pics or it didn't happen.

My camera wasn't with me when it all happened Shame. Though I always stare into that particular floor now expecting something to happen

LOL Max!

So sorry to hear about this Kien I hope he improves

 

[borg69unimatrix]

^^^

Why so bitchy??

 

[Lefty]

Left his meds at the office again and

he's too fucking cheap to stock both

places....that's my guess. Either that

his box of condoms hit their expiration date...

lol

 

[jdcnow]

My current thoughts on college algebra, specifically solving two equations by graphing...

 

[refujiunderground]

i don't know why i get uncomfortable when someone views me as desirable, attractive or the idea of someone wanting to have their way with me or making me their boyfriend or partner or sex toy. i don't know why that is. the idea of someone :inlove: with me where they want to or or or makes me uncomfortable and i've never been molested as far i can remember although my memory from back when i was a child is a bit fuzzy. it scares me when i find out that someone really does want me like that. i want to run for the hills and just hide.

i really don't get it. i want to be fucked, laid, have a boyfriend and etc BUT whenever the issue comes up, it scares me. what the fuck is wrong with me?

 

[EuroSoccer]

i really don't get it. i want to be fucked, laid, have a boyfriend and etc BUT whenever the issue comes up, it scares me. what the fuck is wrong with me?

Insecurity.
You are scared to let people down or disappoint them, if they get to know you better.

My advice is don't be afraid to give it a try.
We all fuck things up in relationships at some point, so don't be afraid to fail, you won't be the only one.
Finding the right person ain't easy, you will disappoint and get disappointed many times before you do.
Failure is normal, it's part of the learning process, don't be afraid of it.

 

[MissAnne]

I watched The Invisible War on Netflix today. It's a documentary about the rape epidemic in the U.S. military. It made me so angry. The female and male soldiers basically have no one to turn to in the majority of these cases. The system basically oppresses/punishes them for speaking out or it ignores them altogether. And I was shocked when they said male victims outnumber the female ones (although a disproportionate amount of females are victimized so the focus tends to be on them, even the "prevention tips" are geared towards women). I never knew that. Totally cried in some parts, especially when the family members broke down during the interviews.

Just horrifying. Humans make me so...depressed sometimes. SMH.

My sister has been trying to get me to watch that for MONTHS. I just can't bring myself to watch it yet. I will, but I know that it gets incredibly hard to watch.

I don't know if you watch WIGS, its a youtube channel/company ( I suppose) that does these amazing short female films. Im hooked and they are so well done. They are all different but women are all the main characters. This one was done and nominated for an award last year. Its about sexual violence in the military. Its short and I highly recommend it. They all arent this serious though.

 

[refujiunderground]

I can't say it's fear, but I generally run for the hills/lose interest/close up completely when I know someone wants me in any serious manner. Sometimes, I don't even realize I'm doing it, but the desire to stay in contact with them just drops off drastically.

i have the same problem, man. it's like the anxiety just builds up to the point where the best solution is to procrastinate and avoid them all together.

Insecurity.
You are scared to let people down or disappoint them, if they get to know you better.

My advice is don't be afraid to give it a try.
We all fuck things up in relationships at some point, so don't be afraid to fail, you won't be the only one.
Finding the right person ain't easy, you will disappoint and get disappointed many times before you do.
Failure is normal, it's part of the learning process, don't be afraid of it.

thanks. just hope that when the time comes, they can understand if i get apprehensive and don't take it as me rejecting them. i've never done anything of that nature before so it's all overwhelming to the point where i try to sleep the fear away.

 

[peeonme]

I hope that this is compliant with this thread, my biggest bitch, what makes me get so mad that veins appear in my teeth and I want to strangle someone is just plain rude conduct, people who interrupt while others are talking. Those who take others assigned parking spaces.
Where were these folks raised? People need to respect others, we are not fricking animals.

 

[refujiunderground]

just a quick rant because i did a couple of stupid things just now where i embarrassed myself and i think i'm going to sleep it off afterwards.

man, a lot of times, i don't think i'm smart or intelligent. i act and speak without thinking or knowing what i'm talking about and it actually shows by the way people act towards me. i come off looking and feeling to myself that i'm a total jackass and it's really embarrassing. there's times when i'll say something stupid, someone like my homeboy or my brother will laugh it off and then i'll think to myself "wow, i was dead serious too." sometimes, i wonder if i'm actually retarded or mentally handicapped and that the only reason why i graduated high school, college, and have a degree is because my teachers and my professors felt sorry for me where they were like "he's trying even though he's not the brightest dude so let's pass him." i don't think nor do i feel smart. i feel like i'm stupid. most times where people say that i'm intelligent, smart and all these things concerning my brains abilities, i don't believe them because i just don't see it in myself. just like how there's guys saying that i'm built and muscular. i just don't see it.

that brings me back to what huntneo said in the thread as well as other posters have said in regards to me trying to boost up naughtyarousals self esteem about himself. you know, no matter what someone says or how someone feels about you. if you don't feel a certain way about yourself, those words mean nothing. it's all about how you feel about yourself and i don't look at myself as being shit. sad but true so any compliment coming from anybody to me is useless. i'll cosign a negative statement about me before a positive one. it's been like this for years though and to be honest with you, it's normal for me to beat up on myself and i simply don't know how to reverse that shit. even though i beat up myself, i would never change who i am though even if how i feel about it is killing me through anger and sadness.

i do think that i could use that negative energy and turn something out of it though. kind of like using pain and turning it into a positive even though it's been negative to me forever.