just venting, airing out, talking shit, personal beefs, problems, anger management, and etc thread

[refujiunderground]

upon watching this video, i gotta say barney was and still is one ugly looking dinosaur. i thought dinosaurs were green. why is he purple? no blood circulation or something?

 

[borg69unimatrix]

I know! Its so good. Have you watched season 2 yet ?

Not yet... haven't found mutual time enough yet. I kinda hate how they're so short too... we like to watch a ton of them at once, and *I* am the one that has to keep getting up and advancing to the next one.

We've been using my Kindle hooked to the TV to watch them on the "big screen".

 

[MissAnne]

Not yet... haven't found mutual time enough yet. I kinda hate how they're so short too... we like to watch a ton of them at once, and *I* am the one that has to keep getting up and advancing to the next one.

You guys can watch them on the playlist. Just click on one of the seasons and then click play all (they should play back to back). That should make it easier. I hardly ever do that though. I usually just click to the next one, like you.

 

[refujiunderground]

delayed gratification forces me to spend all week horny as fuck and thinking about him.

well, hope you're able to get some of that sex that you've been waiting long for. don't get too horny though where you bust early.

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but speaking of which, my mind is in goth mood right now, was going to put the but there's nothing that i'm laughing about right now.

i seen this one video that is going viral about this guy who proposed to his boyfriend at the garbage concert in michigan some days ago. at first, i was really happy for them and smiling like "that's so cute" and you know how it is when you see something that makes you get happy. then i thought about myself for a second and then i just thought to myself "will that ever be me one day? will i ever get the chance to experience something like that someday?" you know, a lot of doubt came into my head where i just felt to myself that i'm never going to experience that because that's NOT in my future for some reason. i just don't think that it'll ever happen to me so although i'm happy for them, it's like why should i give a fuck and remain hopeful for something that'll never come. i think there's many aspects in life that make people happy or promote their well being and after awhile, if you lack those things, they have a negative effect on you especially if you're surrounded by people and told it's the norm. you begin to feel like you're different, abnormal or that something is wrong with you where you can't achieve or experience the same things that other people take for granted. hint, then the same people that are experiencing it don't understand why you feel a certain way about yourself or try to cheer you up not understanding or knowing how down you feel about shit. nobody knows.

i feel that the whole entire reason for me even accepting that i was gay, to even come out to my family, to get a college degree, to even get out of bed, and even something like type my feelings out was to one day achieve a better day for myself where i'm no longer depressed, feel like an outcast in society since i've always felt like one and to basically live a normal and productive life like every other human being outthere. i would basically have a job, have a car, have money, be able to go on dates, have an apartment of my own, friends that i can hang out with and etc but it seems like that type of lifestyle isn't destined for me and i guess i knew that since i was a teenager in high school because whenever i would try to get something as simple as a fucking part time job, i got denied. fuckers weren't giving me a chance period. it just made me give up and then having people are getting it then talking about "you're not trying hard enough, this, that and whatever". i just get mad where i feel like telling them to shut the fuck up. i just get frustrated to the point where i feel like completely not caring and simply living like i have nothing to live for tomorrow because it's not like there's anything to look forward to anyway. why even try when people aren't going to even give you a chance and treat you like a bum or a pushover where they can't even fucking respect you even when you're busting your ass? i just feel like saying fuck it and doing whatever.

i'm NOT looking for shit to fucking walk to me and etc. i don't want to get a fucking hand out. i want to be normal and be a regular member of society BUT somehow, i get told that i'm different directly and indirectly by other people and you know, i'm really getting tired of that shit. like if i can't get into the party, i might as well disrupt the fun so people know that i'm just like them, a fucking human being. okay, i'm done with the rant.

 

[justanothershyguy]

my partner's accent becomes much more...overwhelming when he's had a drink.

four years in, and I still can't decide if I'm annoyed by it or not.

Now I'm intrigued... You may have said before, but where's he from (or to which region do you attribute his accent?)

 

[Scealle]

^ So sorry to hear that. I like the gif lol. I almost wanted to do that with a bi guy friend during hang out today. As if putting words into my mouth wasn't enough (I have never said such nasty things) assuming he knows me or my behavior even though we had never talked for more than 10 minutes during class or forever throughout knowing him. Thanks for destroying my only social time with my friends you troll. I swear if he's not bi (as I considered it part of the GLBT family)......I'd do the things in the gif

 

[borg69unimatrix]

I wish I could cum from oral

it creates this annoying situation where I'm loving the blowjob, but I can't cum because the saliva removes any friction that would help me jerk off.

but waking up to a morning blowjob was otherwise pretty awesome <3

It takes me forever too. They have to really maintain the same pace long enough, and I have to flex my legs like crazy.

 

[Scealle]

My hormones are going crazy on me. Tomorrow is my semester submission and I am so on the horny side of the time now and I can't stop watching guys Wrong timing hormones wrong timing! Ergh

 

[sixthson]

Speaking of winter, I was walking to the car with my 3 year old on Monday and it was spitting snow. I said (more to myself than to him) "I am so sick of winter". To which he said "I like winter. We can make 'snowmans' together". It reminded me to get a couple pictures framed of us with his snowmen for his room. It's all in the perspective, I guess.

 

[Axxess]

Some people really shouldn't play the victim. They're so bad at it.

 

[rareboy]

^ Quoted for absolute truth.

I'm so tired of everyone crying before they even get hurt and climbing up on a cross to get a bitter view.

 

[bankside]

I had no use for him since his early days in 2011 when he announced being white and gay made someone inherently untrustworthy. He has put us all on "ignore." Oh well.

 

[refujiunderground]

http://www.kvue.com/news/201427871.html

in 2013.

reminds me of how that one spot in texas back when james byrd was murdered back in 98 when he was getting buried. they still had a segregated cemeteries for blacks and whites. it was only when bill clinton came to town for the funeral that they stopped that shit.

 

[jdcnow]

Sometimes, discretion is the better part of valor, but omfg, I kinda wish I'd have made a move on this one co-worker, last night.

So it's right at Midnight, and I was assigned to the paper towel/TP aisle. I saw my assistant manager up at Customer Service, changing out money. I walk up, and intend to give her an update on how much freight I have left to stock out, when one of my male co-workers starts heckling me, as if he'd been waiting for me. And I knew he was just goofing off, and being silly. But he was almost up in my face, trying to talk noise and stuff.

So, the thought did cross my mind to just give him a little peck , just to scare him enough to freak him out. But our manager was standing right there, so I thought against it.

On technicality, even though I'm not even paid for it, but I'm also a supervisor, so it's probably for the best that I didn't, though.

But part of me does wish that I'd have went for it.

 

[rareboy]

Who are you guys talking about?

Well, honestly...I was talking in totally general terms....over the years, I've seen a lot of people try to play the perfect victims.

 

[borg69unimatrix]

Sometimes, discretion is the better part of valor, but omfg, I kinda wish I'd have made a move on this one co-worker, last night.

So it's right at Midnight, and I was assigned to the paper towel/TP aisle. I saw my assistant manager up at Customer Service, changing out money. I walk up, and intend to give her an update on how much freight I have left to stock out, when one of my male co-workers starts heckling me, as if he'd been waiting for me. And I knew he was just goofing off, and being silly. But he was almost up in my face, trying to talk noise and stuff.

So, the thought did cross my mind to just give him a little peck , just to scare him enough to freak him out. But our manager was standing right there, so I thought against it.

On technicality, even though I'm not even paid for it, but I'm also a supervisor, so it's probably for the best that I didn't, though.

But part of me does wish that I'd have went for it.

Even if you weren't his supervisor, he could still file sexual harassment charges on you for kissing him.

 

[xbuzzerx]

There seems to be a "thing" on JUB with people throwing a rock, then hiding their face. If you have enough balls to say something, go a little further and address the people you're *trying* to make a jab at.

Couldn't agree more. If you're going to bitch about someone specific in public then man up and name them. Otherwise don't say anything at all. This "SOMEONE-- THEY KNOW WHO THEY ARE--" thing is so catty and passive.

 

[xbuzzerx]

^I don't think I can agree with you all.

Perhaps the gentleman in question simply doesn't want to embarrass his target in public. Nobless oblige, and all that.

Then he wouldn't have said anything at all.

There's nothing honorable about shredding someone out in public and just dropping strong hints as to who they are without naming them. Especially if you throw in at the end "I have this person on ignore", talk about cowardly.

 

[Scealle]

Personally ..tumblr gets a hold on me in such a surprising way. How come a mere internet media could affect me psychologically? My biggest challenge is whether I post my original stuff vs. multiple postings from other users..I gotta stop maintain my tumblr because there's too much stuff in my collection and I preoccupied how to maintain them?

I have one big folder for things I'll polish/tweak in photoshops and another folder for ready-made stuff I found in internet and and..I DONT HAVE TIME to manage both!! It's just too much..

too much..

Haha well social media can be addictive and very time consuming if you don't handle it properly. I admit I wanted to do that in the past then I remembered how bad my time management is then I changed my mind lol. Maybe someday when I can draw something fast enough or interesting enough I might consider. For now it's just some place I like to go on to see my favorite stuffs like Pokemon or final fantasy or some funny or interesting gay guys haha. For most artists Tumblr is kinda like their possible career advertisement or portfolio so it depends on the people too.

Aww haha It's ok take your time Don't need to feel pressured. I don't want to make it a I push you thing. I know that sometimes we all need a push in a while as we can get lazy but during stressful times, we already feel like crashing or exploding any second and with the added push....it's like you won't be enjoying what you are doing. Even though the video shooting I am doing now has been slow (a few months delay) I gotta say it's something that I really look forward to and enjoy in the week (outside of JUB) and I haven't felt happy like this in a while (other than JUB)

 

[MissAnne]

Borg, I want you to be caught up with Blue. I just finished season two's finale and I want to talk about it .