just venting, airing out, talking shit, personal beefs, problems, anger management, and etc thread

[frankfrank]

So Monday, I gave myself a haircut, and had the hot idea to try this time on my balcony. Never. Again.

So I get my stuff out there, and I'm shirtless and everything. I literally get ready to turn my hair clippers on, when I look up.

Oh, fuck.

There's a golfball-sized wasp nest attached to the ceiling of my balcony, all of 3 ft away from my head. And there were natives home. Fuck.

And I'm deathly allergic. So I creep back into my bedroom, and cut my hair in my bathroom. Messy or not, at least I'm still here to post about it.

I called my complex's front office yesterday, and they promptly took care of the unwelcome houseguests while I was away. I got home last night, and the nest was gone. /facepalm...

Not to mention that a sound like a buzzing razor will definitely be noticed by wasps, and I think it attracts them...in anger.

I know that's true of a lawn mower (which is much louder). Very easy to get stung when mowing the yard,

 

[jdcnow]

^ Which is exactly why I rent an apartment! Because Hell. Fuck. No.

During times of the year when wasps, bees and such are plentiful, you will find this boy here doing something indoors.

Those of you who work in the pest control field have my personal undying gratitude and respect.

I. Could. Not. Do. It.

 

[JOHN B]

I use to lo e HP computer products.....now I realize how bad the suck......my 4 year old computer...which since the beginning had been acting like a ten year old computer...broke. completely...I am now forced to use my little phone as my computer until I can get a new one....:/

 

[paintact]

i'm beginning to realize that if you're happy and content with the way the world is where you think it's "beautiful" then you truly are living under a rock. even if i didn't have depression or any of those other mental issues, i would be just as depressed, angry and upset hearing and looking at the people around me who seem to be full of hate and don't realize the PAIN that they cause other people. when you ask questions wondering why they're doing what they're doing, are paranoid, get upset and angry about the things around you, they say that you're crazy or have a mental illness. isn't it natural to have emotions? would i be offended if i see someone or am getting mistreated? would i get mad if i'm being dissed and insulted? you know, i'm just so sick of hearing people saying to take it and embrace the fucked up ness of what's going on as if it's right when it's NOT. in no way am i saying to be angry and etc BUT damn, any damn person with a working and active brain couldn't be happy or for that matter, comfortable with the way things are right now. to think that crimes against humanity back in the past was seen as normal such as slavery and the nuclear bomb dropping on japan. sorry but i have a conscience and it's just disgusting to see how some people don't have any and think that what they're doing is absolutely normal. just had to vent real quick.

i don't want to be judgemental but the moment, i see some people and get that vibe that they have that same jackass mentality, i tend to avoid them. it's that i don't want to be disappointed again. don't get me wrong. nobody is perfect BUT damn, some people just overdo it and they can't see that they're ignorant or how they're hurting other people through their ignorance. you just wonder why they're so upset or why they hate gay people or why they hate white people or why they hate black people and feel the way they do about someone else where they want to bully this person or hate this person. it's disgusting and sometimes, i really feel like smacking the shit out of them but i don't have the power or the right to do that to anybody. if someone wants to feel that way, they're only hurting themselves. it's disgusting to hear what happened to the guy in manhattan that got his head blown off by that asshole. you know, as much as it's good to see folks come together and realize their mortality and other people's mortality at times like this where people get murdered regardless of who they are whether their kids or the elderly and etc. as time goes by, the gay community will still be just as divided as anywhere else where you'll have gay people warring with other gay people while @ the same time, we're going to war with a world full of homophobes. folks don't have to like each other but damn, show some respect. it's disgusting to see that even in the lgbt community, we have an internal war going on with each other and it takes something like this to bring people together to make them realize that homophobia is still a problem and hasn't gone away. it's as if folks think because there's a few gay people being able to make the tv and aren't getting shitting on on the airwaves that everything is okay. it's still not okay. folks are getting a bit too comfortable as if things have completely made a 180 when it's not even close.

Seriously...while I haven't visited Hot Topics in a long time...this is just about everything I've been feeling lately.

 

[borg69unimatrix]

^^^
I have those days too...

I've learned it's best to avoid looking at those kind of guys, and watch Jerry Springer instead and tell yourself, "DAMN! I'm GLAD I'm not them!!!"

 

[maxpowr9]

If my best friend from college wasn't getting married next month, I'd cunt punch her right now and tell her to go fuck herself. She's coming up from Pittsburgh impromptu for the weekend and is throwing a house party. She texted me at noon saying to come by at 5. An hour later it turns into 7. At 1:30 she called it off and then at 2:30 she says 5 again.

I'm just gonna show up with my current BF w/o mentioning anything because she is probably stressed the fuck out from driving.

 

[jdcnow]

When I was first told that I need this surgery on my foot, I was actually quite scared at the prospect.

Now, thanks to the stress going on at my store - I've told some of you in private where I work - there's only one thing left to say...

Lay me down, gas me up, and let's get this show on the road!

I joked with my coworkers that it's a shame that I have to undergo surgery just to get a break from the place, LOL.

 

[borg69unimatrix]

^^^
I've had bosses tell me I could take a break when I'm dead... but I had to have proof I was dead.

 

[jdcnow]

^ I hear ya'! Honestly, though, next Friday can't come fast enough.

 

[borg69unimatrix]

^^^

You're only seeing a very small glimpse of his life though...

Maybe he has a small dick, or it was cut wrong during circumcision and looks mangled. Maybe he has cancer, maybe he's in dept up to his ears and loan sharks are going to break his legs tomorrow, maybe he's embezzling from his job and will spend the next 30 years in jail, maybe he's an addict, maybe he used to be a chick, maybe he's so insecure he pisses himself every time a female yells at him, maybe he looks like a Wookie with his shirt off, maybe he'll die of a heart attack tomorrow ...

Can you really judge someone that closely having only seen 1/100,000th of his life in 2 seconds on the street ?

Well... obviously yes, you can... but SHOULD you?

As I said... I've done it too... but in my case, after having actually spent some time with them and gotten to know most of them, I was pretty thankful I wasn't them.

 

[refujiunderground]

i'm a bit heated right now because there's a little issue going on with the home computer or my mom's computer and IT COULD HAVE BEEN PREVENTED. SMH! WHAT THE FUCK?

you know, if there's one thing that irks me is that folks simply leave shit on or plugged in. my father likes to leave the tv on and then it ends up burning out or having a short circuit with the wire. my brother does the same fucking thing with everything. my mom does it with the computer and the shredder. then when the things end up not working, folks are like "it's your fault" or "i didn't know that" or basically end up in a situation where they don't know how to fix whatever and then end up in some bullshit.

you know, my mom and my brother ALWAYS leave the fucking home computer on. i don't know WHY they do it but they just leave it on. still plugged in. still on for how many fucking hours. you'd think when they were finish using the computer, they would turn it off but NO, they leave it on, BURNING. i have my laptop that i usually only mess with so i don't really pay attention to the home computer. my mom usually messes with it and then my brother does. what do you fucking know? they leave it on burning and now when the blue screen of death pops up or the computer stops working, what the fucks happens??? "how come the computer stopped working?", "what happened?" "how do you fix it?" the one that i really don't want to fucking hear is my mom ready to blame my brother, my father and me or in her words "you guys" for fucking up for shit for damn near everything that doesn't go right. it's NOT usually all of our fault and sometimes it's her fault BUT she just gets angry where she just loses her train of thought. then she ends up having me stressed the fuck out because she's pointing fingers and taking her anger out on me by saying "you guys" or "all of you" when this is a prime example of HER fucking up. i mean, who the fuck leaves the computer on like that for 24 hours? what gets me is that my brother doesn't give a fuck either. his attitude fucking sucks. it's a completely "i don't give a fuck." here he is ready to fuck up the damn plug to the fan or leave the damn laptop in his room or tv on in the hot summertime and i can't tell him to turn the shit off or question his ass because he's like "whatever. you can't tell me anything. shut up".

for real, you know, i stress myself out all the time BUT i have to say that my family doesn't fucking help. in fact, they make me more stressed out because my mom will be pushing her issues towards me acting all helpless. then my father's self centered ass and his bullshit. he's extreme difficult to deal with. then my brother basically trying to be part two of him. man, i just get frustrated because i have to deal with myself and then i have to be around other people who seem to not give a fuck and are ready to put their issues into the hands of others without seeming to realize that they're doing it.

now the computer is fucked up and my mom is putting the SHIT onto me as if i'm supposed to fix it. i get heated and angry then she's telling me to calm down. the next thing you know, she'll be all stressed out and ready to say that "everything in the house doesn't work because you guys mess it up". man, people wonder why i get MAD yet they don't see what THEY'RE doing.

 

[borg69unimatrix]

^^^

Is that a big deal? I leave my desktop computer on 24/7, 365. I have for years and years. I leave the shredder plugged in too. I've never had a problem. Our TV is only off for about 9 hours a day.

 

[refujiunderground]

^^^

Is that a big deal? I leave my desktop computer on 24/7, 365. I have for years and years. I leave the shredder plugged in too. I've never had a problem. Our TV is only off for about 9 hours a day.

it is because once again, my mom will go like "you guys can't fix this for me" and at the same time, she's not realizing that she has a role in it too.

and my brother is full of shit too because his ass does the same damn thing. he uses the computer, leaves it on and tells me not to turn it off. in fact, he's even worse because he screwed up the last home computer, brought his own and washed his hands as if he had nothing to do with it. i'm just tired of dealing with people who seem to be ready to push their problems onto other people and not seem to realize that they're the ones that are fucking up. it's stressful. now here i am trying to fix a problem with the home computer and my mom is all getting angry talking about "you guys can't ever fix this for me but yet you can fix your own laptop". WTF? i've spending the last damn near 6 hours trying to do something.

 

[Scealle]

^^^

Is that a big deal? I leave my desktop computer on 24/7, 365. I have for years and years. I leave the shredder plugged in too. I've never had a problem. Our TV is only off for about 9 hours a day.

So now I know who's contributing to global warming Kidding. I sometimes left my Pc on for few weeks, but I do try to shut them down often in case of overheating. Also since the Pc is in my room, not a good idea to left it on considering the exposure to radiation.

 

[refujiunderground]

i need to control my anger. i thought some kid was laughing @ me when i was running around the track and that easily set me off. i got really angry to the point where i wanted to beat him up. i was about to run in place and run over to where him and his teammates were practicing football with his coach and just beat his ass. my mom was there too. i told her what happened and she told me that i needed a grip but i was already set off.

but yo... sometimes, i just get SO angry that i fucking feel like getting a stick of dynamite or c4 and blow someone that hurt my feelings or got me really angry off the face of the earth. i just was that ANGRY. i need to get a grip on the self esteem and confidence BUT it's so damn difficult because it seems like the smallest things get me ANGRY!!

 

[maxpowr9]

These clips have been reminding me of Celebrity Jeopardy but far more "legit"...



Fuckin' love Countdown too.

 

[refujiunderground]

i just have to get this off my chest. i notice that some gay men like to talk a whole lot of shit about OTHER gay men, belittle them and putting them down. i've had a few elsewhere talking a gang of SHIT about me. i just want to say FUCK THEM. they aren't shit so i don't know why they feel the need to run their mouth when they know when they get approached or have someone up in their face ready to go off on them, they'll turn to straight up bitches. i can't stand dudes like that. ready to start problems but can't handle the goddamn consequences behind their shittalking. don't know why they think that other gay men are sorry ass lames like them where they do this "mean girls, i'm gonna talk shit about you and hurt your feelings. you can't hurt me or i'm not gonna get my ass kicked". they literally think other people will play their stupid ass games with them not realizing that some folks don't play like that. if i ever ran into those certain somebodies that was talking a gang of shit about me, i would probably beat their ass on site. punch them right dead in their mouth.

 

[The Fly]

i just have to get this off my chest. i notice that some gay men like to talk a whole lot of shit about OTHER gay men, belittle them and putting them down. i've had a few elsewhere talking a gang of SHIT about me. i just want to say FUCK THEM. they aren't shit so i don't know why they feel the need to run their mouth when they know when they get approached or have someone up in their face ready to go off on them, they'll turn to straight up bitches. i can't stand dudes like that. ready to start problems but can't handle the goddamn consequences behind their shittalking. don't know why they think that other gay men are sorry ass lames like them where they do this "mean girls, i'm gonna talk shit about you and hurt your feelings. you can't hurt me or i'm not gonna get my ass kicked". they literally think other people will play their stupid ass games with them not realizing that some folks don't play like that. if i ever ran into those certain somebodies that was talking a gang of shit about me, i would probably beat their ass on site. punch them right dead in their mouth.

You really have a problem. You constantly talk this crap. Your insecurities are making you totally paranoid. If these people exist, and aren't talking to you, they're probably not talking about you. You need to get a grip. The fact that you constantly talk about kicking someone's ass, punching someone in the face, ect but don't do it, tells me you at least realise, if you swung on someone they'd probably kick your ass.

 

[refujiunderground]

You really have a problem. You constantly talk this crap. Your insecurities are making you totally paranoid. If these people exist, and aren't talking to you, they're probably not talking about you. You need to get a grip. The fact that you constantly talk about kicking someone's ass, punching someone in the face, ect but don't do it, tells me you at least realise, if you swung on someone they'd probably kick your ass.

no. i've said it before and i'll say it again since you missed it or my point flew over your head. the reason why i don't act out on it is because i know that i'll be in handcuffs and have a criminal record which would be bad for me. as a black male who's past the age of 18, having a criminal record or catch a violent crime charge is basically a death sentence. your life is over. that's why. i'm afraid of the consequences of my actions IF i do decide to hurt somebody. it's as if the police is just waiting to throw my ass under the jail. yeah, getting beat up is a worry. i could lose a tooth, get my jaw broke, catch a broken rib, get killed and etc. of course but to tell you the truth, i'm NOT that concerned about that more so than me doing that to someone else. i value my freedom and have enough problems as it is. i usually avoid confrontations because sometimes, i literally feel like going overboard with it and i might wind up doing something really serious where i'll end up with an attempted murder charge or something. that's why. i would rather get beat down and have my freedom than to do 10 years in prison for putting someone in a coma.

 

[Kulindahr]

Damn dog barking outside woke me up from sleep.

FUCK OFF DOG!

Dogs at least have redeeming qualities. I keep getting woken up by a stinking CROW!