just venting, airing out, talking shit, personal beefs, problems, anger management, and etc thread

[borg69unimatrix]

They don't turn you into Stepford Wives.

 

[xbuzzerx]

Random sidnote: I think way too many people regard antidepression medication as "happy pills", and then feel they aren't working under that expectation. And I think people almost are embracing the idea that normal things in life shouldn't make you sad-- losing jobs, losing loved ones or ending long relationships, etc. Those are all normal things to feel sad about. The right medication shouldn't make you happy all the time. It should stop you from being chemically depressed for no real life cause.

 

[G-Lexington]

^ That. Life was great when I fell into my depression.

Um...I'm trying to remember which med it was. It was a "mild" one, since my depression was diagnosed as mild - ie, I could still function. Maybe welbutrin? Not many side effects. Occasional vague feeling (like you get with cold medicine), and I got tinnitus in my right ear ten minutes after taking it. No sexual side effects. At actually, my creativity was much improved - I actually could motivate myself to carry out creative tasks.

Lex

 

[G-Lexington]

Again, not sure if it was. And my depression was a light mist compared to the torrential downpours that others have to face. Perhaps I'm "naturally zombified", and perhaps I should be taking pills to become more like you.

Lex

 

[rareboy]

^ That. Life was great when I fell into my depression.

Um...I'm trying to remember which med it was. It was a "mild" one, since my depression was diagnosed as mild - ie, I could still function. Maybe welbutrin? Not many side effects. Occasional vague feeling (like you get with cold medicine), and I got tinnitus in my right ear ten minutes after taking it. No sexual side effects. At actually, my creativity was much improved - I actually could motivate myself to carry out creative tasks.

Lex

Effexor? Probably not if your dick din't go numb.

Whatever it was...we're glad to have you back and out of the vales of depression.

Actually...sounds more like Cocaine from the description.

 

[rareboy]

Anyhow.....speaking of genetic time bombs....


ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME???????

I inherited Factor V Leiden and serious co-agulation disorders from my mother's mother's mother's side of the family (Bowstra).......but this week I find out that I inherited my FATHER'S fucking blood pressure???!!!!!


Really????

I started running about 150 over 110 and Boom...suddenly I'm on ACE inhibitors.

And nothing else is going to bring it down.


Fuck Fucking Fuck.

 

[G-Lexington]

Effexor? Probably not if your dick din't go numb.

Whatever it was...we're glad to have you back and out of the vales of depression.

Actually...sounds more like Cocaine from the description.

Certainly wasn't cocaine, unless it now comes in pill form and takes a week to take effect. I just recal it was deemed "mild", and it was relatively easy to wean myself off of. I had been taking a pill twice a day. One week of once-a-day, one week of every-other-day, done. Don't recall any problems other than...well, whatever you call fear-that-the-cure-might-not-stick.

Lex

 

[sixthson]

A member here I really liked is totally giving me the cold shoulder. >_< I'm about ready to just give up on them.

Is that anything like giving you the finger?

 

[martin6]

A member here I really liked is totally giving me the cold shoulder. >_< I'm about ready to just give up on them.

Some of the old vets here are becoming such cunts these days. The new drama posters don't bother me as much as the old guard turning into bitter self-righteous pricks.

That said, I have enjoyed "meeting" a few people on JUB in the past couple moths.

 

[refujiunderground]

@RJ:

If you decide to take up the practice of writing Morning Pages, you need not necessarily write the words down by hand--you may type them.

Someone set up a website for specifically this purpose:

http://750words.com/

thanks, jb. just favorited it. might start doing this tomorrow morning. i know i said that i was going to do it this morning but something came up which prevented me from doing it.

but while i'm at it, i'm feeling a bit irritated and annoyed. *takes deep breath* i was going to bring this up and was going to push it back then i have to get it off my chest.

this may seem petty and this may be because i'm irritated, worked up, the zoloft or whatever else but fuck it, i was at the gym just chilling. you know, there were some other guys looking at me in a way i didn't like. i kind of got annoyed where i looked at them back like "who are you looking at?" i get uncomfortable when i see other guys looking at me at the gym for whatever reason. i get into defensive mode where i start thinking like "is this dude that is looking at me want to fight me?" i get paranoid and on guard when a guy looks at me.

but anyways, i was a bit worked up over that. i usually am worked up but i was extra worked up where i was just ready to go off. READY. then my brother and me decided to work on our guts on this little bench sit up thing. so we're doing our thing and this guy and his girl wants to work in with us so we let them. i notice that before they asked, they were all waiting around with the guy using one of the other stomach exercise equipment and the woman was standing next to this other machine playing with her cell phone and at the same time looking at me with this blank face. i notice them while looking at the mirror while i was exercising. so we're all taking turns and then i asked the woman if she wanted to go ahead since i finished doing what i was doing and sorry if i offend anybody with what i'm going to say, i apologize to all the ladies in here before hand but this bitch gives me this look like i was stupid or something and walks back to the guy as if i wasn't talking to her ass. i got mad. really mad. i was like "bitch, i'm trying to be friendly here, nice to you and all and you go about it like that. you wanted to work in with us so go ahead and work in with us instead of doing that rude, stuck up bitch attitude. so my brother and me finished doing what we were doing, went to the locker room, got my jacket and went to the car. i was by myself and i got fuming mad where i really felt like going off on that broad. i don't know what is going on this week but some of these women are testing my patience. i do not want to hit a woman or put my hands around a woman's neck BUT i swear if any of these woman excluding my mother or any blood relative of mine or any woman that i know tests my patience, i will snap on their ass. i don't want to chris brown a broad BUT i will if i have to.

but anyways, right now, i'm annoyed and ticked off. if anyone once again excluding family, friends and other people that i'm cool with test my buttons, i wouldn't mind fucking slashing their face up with a boxcutter. just cutting away in their face for pissing me off. since they hurt my feelings, i feel i should HURT them in a way that scars them permanently so they know that i hurt them and they never forget what i did to them. if you want to get me mad or fuck me over, i'll fuck you over twice so you know who you're fucking with and you learn a lesson. i could care less about the consequences. i'm willing to die over that shit too.

 

[G-Lexington]

Yes, I have a black eye. I got it in one of the following ways:

* having semi-consensual sex with a werewolf in a stairwell
* getting into a heavy disagreement about sexuality with a visiting lacrosse player
* asking a server in a sit-down restaurant why they thought they deserved an 18% tip
* running into a guy wearing a Chris Culliver jersey on the bus
* an impromptu flashmob parkour performance that didn't quite go as planned
* making a YouTube video of me dancing around the room to "The Boy Is a Bottom"
* a lover's quarrel between two guys who didn't want to "share the gargoyle" (which reminds me, I owe the victor a hell of a night)
* reading "The Unreleased Beatles" in bed past my bedtime
* revealing to my college quarterback online boyfriend that the "girl" he's been courting the last year is a 43-year-old hairy gay guy
* attempting to knit a comfy cozy for my cock and balls
* overenthusiastic mosh pitting to local band The Kevin Costner Suicide Pact
* getting to a fight with a local news camera crew who stopped me in the street and asked me how long I've had an STD
* jumping into the pool at Casa Bonita in a slightly buzzed state

No points for guessing the correct answer.

Lex

 

[xbuzzerx]

running into a guy wearing a Chris Culliver jersey on the bus

that one

 

[refujiunderground]

Yes, I have a black eye. I got it in one of the following ways:

* having semi-consensual sex with a werewolf in a stairwell
* getting into a heavy disagreement about sexuality with a visiting lacrosse player
* asking a server in a sit-down restaurant why they thought they deserved an 18% tip
* running into a guy wearing a Chris Culliver jersey on the bus
* an impromptu flashmob parkour performance that didn't quite go as planned
* making a YouTube video of me dancing around the room to "The Boy Is a Bottom"
* a lover's quarrel between two guys who didn't want to "share the gargoyle" (which reminds me, I owe the victor a hell of a night)
* reading "The Unreleased Beatles" in bed past my bedtime
* revealing to my college quarterback online boyfriend that the "girl" he's been courting the last year is a 43-year-old hairy gay guy
* attempting to knit a comfy cozy for my cock and balls
* overenthusiastic mosh pitting to local band The Kevin Costner Suicide Pact
* getting to a fight with a local news camera crew who stopped me in the street and asked me how long I've had an STD
* jumping into the pool at Casa Bonita in a slightly buzzed state

No points for guessing the correct answer.

Lex

@ the list of possible answers but sorry for your black eye though. hope you get better soon, man.

oh and i guessed * overenthusiastic mosh pitting to local band The Kevin Costner Suicide Pact*

 

[borg69unimatrix]

I'll go with drunk pool jumping.

 

[G-Lexington]

@ the list of possible answers but sorry for your black eye though. hope you get better soon, man.

oh and i guessed * overenthusiastic mosh pitting to local band The Kevin Costner Suicide Pact*

Lex

 

[refujiunderground]

Lex

guess that's not the answer then.

 

[G-Lexington]

note to self: never be so foolish as to think someone might actually have a crush on me again.

turns out that the "super gay," very effeminate friend from high school who I thought was crushing on me was actually using me to get close to my female best friend.

Maybe he wanted someone to go shopping with?

Lex

 

[G-Lexington]

I had two artists I really wanted to take part in my next event in March. I didn't hold out much hope, since they're both really busy and one's a friggin' Academy Award nominee. But I asked anyway.

They both said yes.

I'm bouncing off the walls. Which is tough for a gargoyle.

Lex

 

[xbuzzerx]

I had two artists I really wanted to take part in my next event in March. I didn't hold out much hope, since they're both really busy and one's a friggin' Academy Award nominee. But I asked anyway.

They both said yes.

I'm bouncing off the walls. Which is tough for a gargoyle.

Lex

I want to know how you got dat shiner. Post comment me. In return I will let you swim in the ocean.

 

[sixthson]

Just kiss and make up. But no tongues.