geishagaysha
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Hey guys,
I know you guys are very frendly and helpful people, and I just wish and hope that you could take your time and read this llooong story. I really need some simple feedback, but I'm mainly telling this the long way, so that you guys cud understand. Also, its like reading a story
Okay, since my Freshmen year in high school, I had been in a deep depression, because I was still coming to terms with my bisexuality. I hardly spoke to anyone, because I had such low self-esteem. Then on the first day of sophomore year, there he entered. He was about a year younger than the rest of of our grade. But he was. DAMN. HOT.
He was not like a jock, or anything he was pretty lanky, and all, but he has this perfect Eurasian face... It was like heaven. And he had the most unbelievable hottest looking gelled up hair... Anyways, I found a lot of interesting things, that I had in common with him, and he was always so energetic to talk to. He had this uniqueness about him, and he had these really weird way of joking, and it made everyone laugh.
Then, it was not until the next year, when we went on our annual grade trip, that we became room partner, and we started to talk about things, like sex.
He was, for sure, straight, and till i can remember he had always been open (he used to tell girls and stuff, how, when he crosses his legs, his dick and balls would fall underneath and sit comfortably and sit there without getting squashed hehehe things like that) Then we started talking about things like masturbation, and he told me how, he had only heard of it, and had never tried it out
so I went thru a whole explanation of it, and we got even closer. But I could tell u, it was the horniest conversation I had had in my life upto that point, and i cud almost not hide my erection. That night, when we went to sleep, I jacked off there itself, on the bed next to him, cos i felt so horny!!!
Then by the time we got back, school had started, but we were inseparable. We would sit there and laugh at the most random, things and got such natural highs so easily. And I knew from the start that I was in love with him, cos every sign was there, and I realised, love is not as exaggerated as it is! Anyways, the girls in our skool hadnt really taken notice of his looks, until one day he was able to charm this really pretty girl in our grade and they went out to the dance. From that day, everyone's perspective of him changed! He became the cute, and hot guy, who everyone could talk to, and get along with. He had no ego. And because of him, I ended up becoming popular, and thinking of frends, even maybe a lil more popular than him!
Anyways, he could make any person under this sky laugh, and his personality was soo vibrant. And as he started to grow up more, he became even more good looking. The he started going out with one of the hottest, but most down to earth and quiet girls in school, and his reputation increased and so did my love for him...
And alll this time, I had such a bad obsession with him. It was so fucking bad, my obsession, i know its hard to believe the next thing i say, but for the last 2 years, everytime, i masturbate, its him in all my fantasies. I am soo in love with him, like physically and mentally like our personalities click so perfectly. Also, we are almost inseparable and do everything together... People always tease us saying how we are in love with each other hehe....
But all this time, he never knew i was bisexual or anything.
Then about half a year ago, he broke up with his girl friend, and his whole world seemed to turn upside down. He didn't seem to want to talk to me, and he started hanging out with other ppl, and started to drink heavily. I was quite hurt by all this, and I went into depression again. Then, suddenly in school he suddenly started touching me, and teasing me, like rubbing my legs, and making sexual groans and stuff, and rubbing his legs against mine, and they really turned me on. And when ever we would get the opportunity to hold each others hand he wud take it, and squeeze it tightly. Also i remember at one point how he used to spank my ass a few times, and he would do it in a joking way, and i thought it was unfair, because it felt like he could get away with anything. Still I let him do watever i wanted, because when he touched me, i just felt like ive never felt before, like it was like lust and love all at once, and everytime, i precame, even tho my dick wouldnt be erect sometimes.
Also the worst things were he used to playfully pretend like he would kiss me, like he would come a few centimeters close to my lips and then pull away, but not before making a kissing sound, and it used to make my heart beat faster everytime. And while all these things were done, he would make it look like we were doing a joke, and the whole class would burst out laughing and say what a weird bunch of people we were....
One day, his teasing got really intense. We were waiting after skool, after sports, and suddenly he put his arms around me, and put his head on my shoulders, and pretended to kiss me, while rubbing my arms. I had never felt so horny from a guy to this day like that moment! and then he told me, "Okay one day dude, we really need to kiss... but its only when im REALLY HYPER or something..." so i was too in love to say anything i just smiled and nodded my head and waited for that day... Unfortunately, that day didnt come, for we had so many fight after that over lil small issues. I was depressed for over 4 months, and i could not sleep or work, because i could not stop thinking about how he was having fun with others, while i, thinking only about him, was sitting in my room... crying my eyes out everyday...
About a week ago, we made up, and things are great again, when suddenly today, he gave me that teasing kiss AGAIN! After so long, i felt so horny... hahahaha....
Okay so now, i want you guys to help me here... What is up with this guy???
Is he just joking, because he is the funniest guy in skool? Or is he doing it cos he feels lonely, without a girl frend. Also, his parents are divorced so i think he is a very emotionally caring person, and is very loving.... So i dont know what and how to figure this question....
And also, i cant take much forward steps, cos it seems that he only likes to do stuff like that when he's in the mood.... and it irritates me... What should i do? How could i, like jokingly try and push the limits a bit further... I am soo desperate for ur help.. You guys are awesome...
Pls reply soon
geishgaysha
I know you guys are very frendly and helpful people, and I just wish and hope that you could take your time and read this llooong story. I really need some simple feedback, but I'm mainly telling this the long way, so that you guys cud understand. Also, its like reading a story
Okay, since my Freshmen year in high school, I had been in a deep depression, because I was still coming to terms with my bisexuality. I hardly spoke to anyone, because I had such low self-esteem. Then on the first day of sophomore year, there he entered. He was about a year younger than the rest of of our grade. But he was. DAMN. HOT.
He was not like a jock, or anything he was pretty lanky, and all, but he has this perfect Eurasian face... It was like heaven. And he had the most unbelievable hottest looking gelled up hair... Anyways, I found a lot of interesting things, that I had in common with him, and he was always so energetic to talk to. He had this uniqueness about him, and he had these really weird way of joking, and it made everyone laugh.
Then, it was not until the next year, when we went on our annual grade trip, that we became room partner, and we started to talk about things, like sex.
He was, for sure, straight, and till i can remember he had always been open (he used to tell girls and stuff, how, when he crosses his legs, his dick and balls would fall underneath and sit comfortably and sit there without getting squashed hehehe things like that) Then we started talking about things like masturbation, and he told me how, he had only heard of it, and had never tried it out
so I went thru a whole explanation of it, and we got even closer. But I could tell u, it was the horniest conversation I had had in my life upto that point, and i cud almost not hide my erection. That night, when we went to sleep, I jacked off there itself, on the bed next to him, cos i felt so horny!!!Then by the time we got back, school had started, but we were inseparable. We would sit there and laugh at the most random, things and got such natural highs so easily. And I knew from the start that I was in love with him, cos every sign was there, and I realised, love is not as exaggerated as it is! Anyways, the girls in our skool hadnt really taken notice of his looks, until one day he was able to charm this really pretty girl in our grade and they went out to the dance. From that day, everyone's perspective of him changed! He became the cute, and hot guy, who everyone could talk to, and get along with. He had no ego. And because of him, I ended up becoming popular, and thinking of frends, even maybe a lil more popular than him!
Anyways, he could make any person under this sky laugh, and his personality was soo vibrant. And as he started to grow up more, he became even more good looking. The he started going out with one of the hottest, but most down to earth and quiet girls in school, and his reputation increased and so did my love for him...
And alll this time, I had such a bad obsession with him. It was so fucking bad, my obsession, i know its hard to believe the next thing i say, but for the last 2 years, everytime, i masturbate, its him in all my fantasies. I am soo in love with him, like physically and mentally like our personalities click so perfectly. Also, we are almost inseparable and do everything together... People always tease us saying how we are in love with each other hehe....
But all this time, he never knew i was bisexual or anything.
Then about half a year ago, he broke up with his girl friend, and his whole world seemed to turn upside down. He didn't seem to want to talk to me, and he started hanging out with other ppl, and started to drink heavily. I was quite hurt by all this, and I went into depression again. Then, suddenly in school he suddenly started touching me, and teasing me, like rubbing my legs, and making sexual groans and stuff, and rubbing his legs against mine, and they really turned me on. And when ever we would get the opportunity to hold each others hand he wud take it, and squeeze it tightly. Also i remember at one point how he used to spank my ass a few times, and he would do it in a joking way, and i thought it was unfair, because it felt like he could get away with anything. Still I let him do watever i wanted, because when he touched me, i just felt like ive never felt before, like it was like lust and love all at once, and everytime, i precame, even tho my dick wouldnt be erect sometimes.
Also the worst things were he used to playfully pretend like he would kiss me, like he would come a few centimeters close to my lips and then pull away, but not before making a kissing sound, and it used to make my heart beat faster everytime. And while all these things were done, he would make it look like we were doing a joke, and the whole class would burst out laughing and say what a weird bunch of people we were....
One day, his teasing got really intense. We were waiting after skool, after sports, and suddenly he put his arms around me, and put his head on my shoulders, and pretended to kiss me, while rubbing my arms. I had never felt so horny from a guy to this day like that moment! and then he told me, "Okay one day dude, we really need to kiss... but its only when im REALLY HYPER or something..." so i was too in love to say anything i just smiled and nodded my head and waited for that day... Unfortunately, that day didnt come, for we had so many fight after that over lil small issues. I was depressed for over 4 months, and i could not sleep or work, because i could not stop thinking about how he was having fun with others, while i, thinking only about him, was sitting in my room... crying my eyes out everyday...
About a week ago, we made up, and things are great again, when suddenly today, he gave me that teasing kiss AGAIN! After so long, i felt so horny... hahahaha....
Okay so now, i want you guys to help me here... What is up with this guy???
Is he just joking, because he is the funniest guy in skool? Or is he doing it cos he feels lonely, without a girl frend. Also, his parents are divorced so i think he is a very emotionally caring person, and is very loving.... So i dont know what and how to figure this question....
And also, i cant take much forward steps, cos it seems that he only likes to do stuff like that when he's in the mood.... and it irritates me... What should i do? How could i, like jokingly try and push the limits a bit further... I am soo desperate for ur help.. You guys are awesome...
Pls reply soon
geishgaysha
