Apparently Chapters 45 and 46 are missing. So sorry but here they are. Scroll down to find the start of 45 as there is a big space.
Hope all are well and thanks again to all who find this story as wonderful to read as it was to write. It is my fantasy. Maybe I will continue it i am not sure. Lots going on in my life that prevents me from writing more at this time.
peace to you all
My Best Friend - Chapter 45 - Sunday
I was in the middle of my dream and I was looking into a room. It was so bright in the room and I could see I young man sitting on a table and I could see the back of a man sitting on a little rolling stool. He had his back to me and I could not recognize him. He had a white coat on but I couldn’t figure out why. The younger man was completely naked and had his legs spread apart and the older man was doing something in the younger mans crotch.
I realized that the older man was a doctor and that this was an examination room and the younger man was having an exam. I saw the older man push back on his rolling stool and then the younger one stood up and I could see his entire naked body and he was gorgeous. So hot looking. A real athlete. Perfect muscle tone and a great looking body. Damn he was so freaking hot. Just like all the high school jocks I had pined over during high school in the locker rooms. I had jerked off many a lonely night thinking about those jocks when I was younger.
I felt myself grow hard in my dream and it was the weirdest feeling to somehow know this was a dream but to be able to feel myself getting an erection. My crotch felt so good and erotic feelings were bouncing around my body as I watched the scene unfold before me. It was like watching a play or a TV show. I knew I knew these people in my dream but I couldn’t place them. I saw the younger mans incredible Apollo’s Belt. So well defined as it formed its V shape to point downward to that luscious piece of man meat hanging soft and long between his long well defined legs with incredible calf muscles. He obviously played a sport that required lots of running. His soft cock was long and fleshy and seemed to be about 5 inches soft with a beautiful large tip and this set of low hangers that dropped at least 6 inches behind his cock. The skin of his penis was all folded up like a slinky ready to unfold and get hard whenever the need should arise. His soft cock was resting in that crease formed by his two ball sacs and his crotch and thighs were hairy with lots of curly brown pubic hair.
His nipples were large with big fleshy colored circles surrounding each one and his arms were muscled and had large veins running up and down each one. In my mind I wanted to go over and tweak those nipples and make them hard and erect and then suck on them to make them even harder but this was a dream and I was just watching as the older man told the younger one to spread his legs wider. I was glued to my spot watching the play unfold before my eyes.
The older man who still had his back to me then reached out his gloved hand and started to massage those beautiful fleshy ball sacs that hung down so low. He told the young man to hold his soft cock out of the way as he felt and examined each ball sac in turn. he took his time and made a very thorough examination. He finally let them go and then took that soft cock out of the younger mans hand and felt it and squeezed it. From the look on the young mans face he was enjoying this examination and I saw his cock start to fill with blood and stiffen in the older mans hand finally growing and reaching its full height of 8 solid hard inches of manhood. His rod did the dance only a mans cock can do as it fills to capacity with blood. From the look on the younger’s mans face he was so proud of his cock. Shit what man wouldn’t be proud of that wondrous and beautiful thing? It was a thing of beauty and I felt all warm in my crotch as I watched.
The doctor turned the boys cock this way and that and squeezed it and opened the piss slit to look inside. He pushed it down between the younger mans legs which made the younger man groan and throw back his head. He let out a deep animal sound as the older man worked on his cock. They were talking but I couldn’t hear what they were saying as the doctor let go of the hard cock which sprang back slapping up against the younger mans hard tight belly. Then down and then back up until it was just sticking straight out pointing right in the doctors face. The young man stood in front of the doctor and by clenching his abdominal muscle she was able to make his cock spring up and down. Timmy could do that and I wanted to learn the secret. Ion Davidof of
Bel Ami fame could also do it and I was entranced watching.
The younger man then turned around and spread his legs really wide apart and leaned down on the examination table with his head resting on his hands. I could see those fleshy ball sacs swinging between the younger guys legs and I felt myself squirt some precum from my cock. The doctor then reached in between the boys legs and examined those balls from the rear squeezing each one. He then reached behind the sacs and pulled the cock hard backwards and I could see the tip of his hard cock pushing up against his ass crack and squishing those balls sacs on each side of its large hard girth. Precum was practically gushing out of the piss slit and the doctor took his gloved finger and rubbed it around on the boys cock making him squirm his butt with the feelings of delight he was experiencing.
The doctor then let the boys cock go and I saw that it was pressed against the edge of the examination table pointing down towards the floor dripping long strands of precum out the tip. He took his gloved hands and ran them over those firm hairless tight dimpled butt cheeks finally spreading them wide apart to expose the young mans hairy crack and puckered pink ass hole. He dipped the tip of one of his precum covered fingers in the dark hole and then out and then finally pushed it all the way as deep inside as he could to feel the younger mans prostate gland. He pushed and probed with his finger and I could see the younger man twist and turn as he leaned on the table and accepted the doctors finger deep inside his butt. he grunted and groaned as the doctor took his time examining the boys ass hole and rectum.
The doctor withdrew his finger and then took something and wiped the boys asshole and crack clean and then stripped off the plastic gloves and threw them in the trash can. He must have told his patient to turn around because he got up and turned around to face the doctor and then he sat down on the edge of the table. His cock was about half hard now and flopping around seductively as he sat there with his legs spread apart. His balls were hanging down over the edge of the table. Pooling in their hairy sacs of flesh and skin dangling there in the air. Damn I wanted to reach into my dream and touch them and kiss them and take them in my mouth and squeeze them with my lips and tongue. The doctor and the man were talking with each other and then I realized who they were. It was Walt and Mason Critzer.
I was drifting in my dream when I heard a voice whisper in my ear, "Can I examine you?" and then I felt a pair of strong hands grab my balls sac and begin a soft gentle massage which made me groan and twist in our bed. It was Timmy calling to me, brining me up and out of my sweet sexy dream and it was Timmy examining my balls and I was coming up and drifting out of my dream world to the real world in our room under the eves. "Damn you are shooting precum all over the place Tom," I heard the voice say in my dream as the hand began to squeeze and rub my hard cock as well as my balls. I heard myself groan and moan as I delighted in my examination. My cock was so sensitive and I reveled in the sensations I was feeling.
I came up and out of my dream world and knew that I was in bed with my lover, brother, partner and best friend Timmy Hamilton. "Oh man that feels so awesome. I had the most amazing dream man. Oh fuck that is sooooo good. Please doctor don’t stop your examination"
"Yeah I was there too. Walt and Mason in Walt’s office and it was so freaking hot wasn’t it?" Timmy whispered as he kissed the side of my neck and face with his soft lips. "Mason may be a huge jerk in real life but damn he is so freaking hot Tom."
"Oh shit Timmy you are incredible the way you can tap into my thoughts." I said twisting my head back and forth as I enjoyed all the sensations of his firm strong hands as they worked on my manhood and ball sac and up into my ass crack and my puckered waiting hole.
"You let me into your soul Tom and I am here to stay," Timmy said as he continued to kiss my face and neck. I reached down and grabbed the edge of the sheet and threw it off us exposing both of us to the cool morning air of our bedroom. Timmy kissed his way down to my nipples and made them hard and erect as I arched my back and moaned loudly. When he had finished with each nipple he kissed his way down the center of my chest until he came to my navel. I felt his tongue dip deep inside and run itself around the sensitive skin of that very sensual part of a mans body that is so rarely explored.
I lay my hand on the back of his head and ran my fingers through his long blond hair feeling his scalp with the tips of my fingers as I encouraged him to spend as much time as he desired licking my belly button. I was arching my back and lifting my hips as high off the bed as possible. The sensations traveling and bouncing around inside my body and brain were magical and magnificent and so sensual and I was floating on a cloud of pure sexual energy and love as Timmy continued to manipulate my cock and balls while he sucked and licked and dined in my navel.
"I loooooove you so much Timmy Hamilton," I moaned while still stroking and holding his bobbing head which lifted itself and looked my way.
"I love you too Tom Peters. Now let me finish my examination," he said as I felt his tongue tickle and lick the hairs on my light treasure trail as he made his way down across my tight abs to my dense forest of curly pubic hair. His goal was that tall tree growing in the middle of the forest as he kissed and sucked and licked his way through the hairs. His hand was squeezing and kneading my ball sac with his middle finger sliding up and down my ass crack reaching my tight hole and then retracting back and then sliding forward again and again in a repetitive motion that was driving me wild with lust and desire. I lifted my head and stretched my neck tight as I watched Timmy lift his blond head and open his mouth to take my hard slippery cock between those puffy luscious lips of his and swallow it whole in one downward thrust of his head. I bucked and screamed out his name over and over as the head of my cock rubbed against the back of his throat sending me into the stratosphere of love.
He grabbed my balls hard and at the same time thrust his middle finger deep inside me and lifted me off the bed as he took my cock deep inside his mouth and throat. I screamed out his name again as I shot off load after load of creamy white jizz. My orgasm as so freaking intense as Timmy continued to squeeze and lift me with one had while he squeezed and sucked me with his other hand and mouth draining every drop of precious cream I had stored in my balls overnight just waiting for my lovers release. My dream had produced an overload of creamy morning cum.
"Oh shit! Oh shit! Oh shit man that was so good. Damn man you are incredible. Oh Lord God that was good and on Sunday too!" I said smiling and laughing and moaning as I felt the aftershocks of my orgasm throughout my body.
"It was good Tom. Damn I love to make you scream my name. It makes me so hot and now its your turn to take this rod of mine and suck me off. Its Sunday and its time you worshiped my cock boy," Timmy said with a grin as he grabbed his cock in one hand and jumped up and over my body to kneel with his legs on each side of my body. I was looking at his cock as he leaned forward and pushed his hard shaft towards my eagerly awaiting mouth. I could see each and every vein on his hard marbled shaft. I reached up and grabbed his cock out of his hand and quickly swallowed as much of it as I could take as he raised up on his knees and reached out his hand to grab the headboard to steady himself as he thrust his hips down into my face pressing that gorgeous piece of hard flesh deep inside my throat.
I heard him moan and could feel the warm almost hot explosion of cum down my throat as I quickly swallowed as fast as I could so I wouldn’t lose a drop of my lovers love juice. "Damn man that was good. Just what I needed this morning." Timmy said as he backed out of my mouth and sat down on his thighs with his butt cheeks resting on my heaving chest. He was out of breath as well.
He leaned down and I raised up and we kissed and I let him taste some of his own jizz which was left in my mouth. We locked lips for about 10 minutes and then he jumped off me and reached out his hand to help me off the bed. He pulled me up and into his strong arms and we hugged and continued our kiss and for another 10 minutes we were lost in the dept and intensity of each others vast reservoir of love. Like the universe and the stars our love seemed to be endless.
"So you want to take a quick run or just fool around before church?" Timmy asked.
"Let’s take a shower and then check our e-mail and fool around on the web if that is OK with you man," I replied.
"No prob dude. I am all over it," Timmy said as we walked to the bathroom to take a pee. Once around the porcelain bowl our strong streams of yellow pee mixed and mingled. "So you thinking our dreams meant what I am thinking they meant?"
"Yeah we need to set Mason up with Walt and get him tested pronto man. The way he fooled around last year in school he is definitely at risk and he needs to know and our community needs to know." I said. "It is so amazing that we were both having the same exact dream."
"Yeah and I’ll have to say it again. Mason might be the biggest asshole in the universe but he is one hot dude," Timmy said as we shook our cocks and stepped in the shower. I grabbed both bars of soap and handed one to Timmy as we each took turns under the shower spray. Then I took my bar of soap and started to wash Timmy’s chest and crotch and legs and butt and back and then let him do the same to my body. I loved the feeling of a soapy hand gliding over my body and soon I was hard again as I let Timmy wash my cock and balls. We took our time and just enjoyed each other under the spray of hot pulsing water.
I took him and turned him around and pushed him up against the wall as I reached one hand down to spread those tight hard cheeks of his and shove my soapy hard dick up and into that sweet, sweet asshole of his. I was primed and ready for some more hot action with my lover.
"OH shit yes Tom. Push it home. Oh hell man that feels awesome this morning. Fuck me man. OH yeah FUCK me!" Timmy begged as I began to fuck him as he had requested. Damn the sensations on my cock were intense as he closed his sphincter muscles down as tight as he could make them go. I wrapped one arm around his chest and used it as leverage as I pumped my hips as hard as I could into his ass. His soft bubble butt cushioned each hard thrust of my hips until once again I lost a load deep inside my lover. We were both breathing hard from the exertions of our sexual play and I could feel the rise and fall of his chest as I slid my still soapy hand down to grab his hard penis in my hand and squeeze it as tight as I could making Timmy gasp and throw his head back to look at me. By twisting my head and his head at the same time we were able to kiss each other while I jerked hard on his dick while my softening cock was still jammed up his tight ass and kept in place by the incredible hold of his sphincter muscles.
Both of us were gasping and crying as I jerked his love muscle until I could feel him shoot off a load on my hand and on the tile wall. Timmy lay his head up against the wall and he was breathing hard. I was leaning hard against him also breathing hard against his back. My cock was still inside him but I could feel him let go and my penis fell out making me giggle.
"Oh damn Tom we make a good pair don’t we? Shit every time is just so freaking awesome. God when you squeezed my cock I thought I was in heaven man." Timmy said still resting against the wall.
"You have the sweetest ass man. God your control over your sphincter muscles is just so radical man." I said kissing his back as I finally let go of his soft cock. I washed off my cum covered soapy hand under the hot water and then washed my cock off as Timmy washed his crotch and ass crack. "damn we used up some hot water today didn’t we man?" I said with a laugh as I turned off the water and we got our dry towels.
Timmy laughed with me as we dried ourselves, "Yeah I hope we left enough for the rest of the family. Damn what a great way to start our day."
We dried off and then shaved, brushed our teeth and put on some deodorant and then cleaned up our mess and headed back to our bedroom. Timmy handed me a pair of robin egg blue boxers and they looked good next to my tanned legs. He chose the same and he was looking quite hot as he always did.
We walked over to the computer and pulled up two chairs and Timmy turned it on and let it warm up. We opened our e-mail and started to scroll down the long list of entries. DELETE! DELETE! DELETE! as the spam went to the trash can. So much spam each and every day. Finally all the spam was gone so we could concentrate on the good stuff which wasn’t all that much compared to when we started.
We answered all my JUB friends first and then our college buddies were next in line. Brad had
e-mailed us as well as Sean and Malcolm and we even got one from Billy-Bob and Mark. They were spending lots of time together and were falling in love. I was happy about that. Billy-Bob was off to Alaska for the weekend but would be back in time for the concert next week.
Big John e-mailed us from California. He was at his sisters house and thanked us again for all we had done. He said his whole outlook on his life had changed and he was so happy all the time. He worried that he would not be as good a tennis player without that edge he had before but in our reply we assured him that he would do just fine and probably be even a better player. Love and sex can do wonders for a person as I well knew. He told us a bit about sex using the strap on
dildo and how for the first time in his life he knew the sensations of fucking another person. Timmy and I were so happy for him. Such a simple solution to such a huge problem.
Lyle had sent us an e-mail telling us all about the waves and surfing and the cool dudes he was hanging with at the beach. He was excited about becoming a co-rector with Megan and living with Paul and his family. He saw the twins and Phillip a couple of times every week and I could feel his laughter coming through the Internet as he told us how they tried to wear his ass and cock out and sometimes they succeeded. I would have liked to see that!
Then of course there was the always constant e-mail with photo attachments from our master photographer Phillip and his two twin porn stars, Jimmy and Billy. What pictures would he have for us today I wondered?
"You ready Tom?" Timmy asked with his finger poised over the keyboard to bring up the first series of photos.
"I guess as ready as I will ever be. Shit we should have looked at these before we took our showers man but I guess the memory will keep up flying all day and especially through church. Let ‘er rip," I said pushing my cock down between my legs and closing my thighs over it to keep the bad boy down.
The first in the series showed a service van outside a house and then Billy dressed in coveralls got out and took a clip board and tool belt and walked up to the door of the house in a series of frames. When the door opened it was Jimmy and he was dressed in a suit and tie with a briefcase. He looked as if he was ready to leave for work. He set down his briefcase and then took Billy inside to look at the large breaker box and over the next few shots Billy had to take off the top of his coveralls exposing his gorgeous lean body to the view of Jimmy who then had to remove his suit coat, tie and shirt and well you can imagine the rest of the series with lots of close-up cock and ball shots as the boys did their thing with each other. They were such a sexy pair of dudes.
Damn they were hot and I was steaming as Timmy closed that series and opened the next which was set in the marsh grass of the sound. The reflection on the water and the contrast with the tall lean tanned bodies of the twins in their speedo’s was incredible. Phillip knew color and light and he had taken some award winning photos in this set.
"Holy shit Phillip is good isn’t he?" I said breathing hard.
"Yeah these are amazing. Look at the way the light reflects off the water in this one and the color of the grass against Billy’s tanned legs." Timmy said.
The twins had seining nets and before long their speedo’s were a thing of the past and we were able to see their naked bodies in all their youthful glory. I wanted to jump right into the computer and suck their cocks silly while they fucked my ass. This series had no sex and no hard cocks but it was hot never-the-less. Shit these boys could stand there and read the New York phone book and be hot and sexy as hell.
Timmy closed out of that series and turned off the computer and we sat there in silence for a few minutes while we digested what we had just seen.
"Shit man people are not going to believe it when we post these photos on the web site. We’ll give Bel-Ami, Boy Fun, Falcon and William Higgins a run for their money when we go online won’t we?" Timmy said.
"You said that right Timmy. Damn, Jimmy and Billy are going to be in fat city once the money starts coming in. Having had to work and scrabble all their lives I think it will be good for them and Phillip is awesome. He is just to much man. We need to hook him up," I said.
"Yeah but with who? He needs just the right person man. I was thinking about Peter but I don’t think Phillip would like Peter screwing all the ladies and I am just not sure he could give that part of his life up man. It was easy for me but with him I just don’t know," Timmy said.
"It will all work out. You’ll see." I said glancing at the clock, "Shit we had better get dressed and get some breakfast man so we won’t be late for church this morning."
We got up and Timmy handed me some khaki baggies and a nice polo shirt that complimented my coloring and skin tones. "I told Bev about Mason and his crew this morning and she said she would get the lesbian contingent to show up. She couldn’t believe they were going to admit what they did in front of their parents and the whole congregation and thought our idea about setting up a model program for gay high school students was awesome." I said letting Timmy fix my hair after I slid my polo shirt down over my head. I did his and then we both looked each other up and down finally giving our approval to go out into the world looking like the young gods come down to earth we were. We spent a few minutes stripping the sheets from the bed and putting clean fresh ones in their place and cleaning up our room and then headed down the stairs with arm loads of laundry to throw in the washing machine.
Grand and Marie were busy in the kitchen and I could hear the TV going with a video game. "Hey guys you all packed and ready to go on your big adventure?" I asked as Timmy and I walked through the kitchen on our way to the laundry room.
"I think so. It is so hard to know what to take for a month long trip. I haven’t traveled in such a long time Tom I think I have forgotten how," Grand said with a small sigh.
Timmy and I put as much of our dirty laundry in the washer as we could fit, added soap and turned it on and then headed back into the kitchen where we each got ourselves a big mug of steaming hot coffee and sat down at the table.
"You’ll be fine Grand but I guess that must be hard for you to decide what to take and what to leave behind. I have never been on a trip that long and going to school was different because I took most everything. But I guess if you do forget anything you can always buy something new," I said taking a sip of my creamy sweet coffee. I loved it sweet and creamy just like I liked my jizz I thought with a giggle which sent Timmy into a fit of giggles as well. Marie and Grand looked at us with smiles on their faces wondering what we were laughing about.
"So boys can we fix you anything for breakfast? Mike, Ben and Willie have already had theirs and we are waiting on Alan and Alice to come down." Maire said looking at us.
"I think I will break my normal routine and have some granola with fresh fruit like Tom here," Timmy said wrapping his arm around my shoulder and squeezing. "In fact let me get it for you Tom." He said getting up and finding us two bowls and spoons, the airtight container of granola and some fresh strawberries, peaches and blueberries. He placed them all down on the table in front of us and we dug in. I loved the crunchiness of the granola and the sweet softness of the fruit.
We ate in silence as Grand and Maire fussed about the kitchen. They were finishing up stacking a plate full of delicious looking butterscotch brownies and oatmeal raisin cookies for coffee minute after church. We heard dad and mom coming down the stairs and turned to see them enter the kitchen. They both looked rested and radiant and like they just had some awesome sweet sex up in their bedroom from the goofy grins on their faces. Just like their two horny and gorgeous sons!
"So what have the two love birds been up to this morning?" Timmy said as mom came over to give each of us a kiss on the top of our heads.
"Why Timmy Hamilton you know perfectly well what we were doing. Probably the same thing you and Tom were up to when you used up all the hot water this morning love. Don’t think we didn’t notice," she said playfully. "The cold water made Alan jump a bit but I found a way to warm him up."
We all laughed. "We’re sorry about that. The time just got away with us and we are really sorry," Timmy replied.
"I know you are Timmy. It’s OK. I was just teasing you. Shoot if you can tease me I think I can tease you both." she said finding a coffee mug and filling it to the top. She drunk hers black and with no sugar. Yuck. I could never do that I thought although it would be better for me.
"I guess Alice and I are just inspired by you and Timmy," dad said grinning. "I never thought I would ever feel this way again and I have you all to thank for it. Imagine your father being interested in sex. Go figure. But you never gave up on me and I promise you that I will never again give up on my family and my friends. I have learned so much about love from you guys. You will never know how much I owe to you both and to you my love." Dad grabbed mom and hugged her and kissed her. She kissed him back loving the attention.
"Glad to do it dad. We’ll send you a bill later," I said and we all laughed.
Timmy and I finished up our cereal and put our dirty dishes in the dishwasher and then went back into the laundry room to put the first load in the dryer and start the second load. We went back into the kitchen and I said to the room, "Timmy and I are going to head over to the church to be there when Mason and everyone comes. We’ll see you in a few."
We waved and headed outside where we got into Timmy’s car and headed out the driveway towards St. Peter’s Episcopal Church. "Are you nervous at all Tom?" Timmy asked as we rode along in silence with no music.
"Not really. Yeah a little. Guess what you always say is so true. ‘What will be will be’ and I think it is a good thing although I know it is going to be hard on Mason and his friends and their families but I have to admire them for getting up and agreeing to do this. I know it takes a lot of guts to admit something like this. Actually I don’t really know but I think I know."
"Yeah it’s sort of funny how we always say that. I know what you are going through. Or I know what you mean and we really don’t. At least not usually." Timmy said.
We drove into the almost empty parking lot and found a parking place and just sat there waiting for Mason and his buddies to arrive. We didn’t have to wait long for Mason to pull up in his car and park next to our. I thought it was a good sign that he was this early. It meant to me that he was taking the whole thing seriously and not just playing us along. We all got out and I could tell he was sweating and nervous and on the point of tears. It was weird to see him this way as he had always been the top dog in any group.
I went over and gave him a hug for support and Timmy did the same. His energy said he was freaking inside but he was doing pretty good so far. "Are you doing OK?" I asked trying to put him at ease.
"No not really but it’s OK man. Thanks for asking and thanks for being here. I didn’t get any sleep last night and I feel like I am going to puke my guts out but I didn’t eat anything for breakfast so there would nothing but dry heaves. My folks are wondering what the hell is going on and oh shit Tom my whole world as I have built it is about ready to explode. I just hope I survive." Mason said in a low voice with his hands at his sides. He was trembling and his body was shaking.
"Look man I have no way of knowing but both Timmy and I feel that you and the other guys will get through this and come out all right. But we also think you need to get tested ASAP. Our friend Walt Monroe is a great doctor and he specializes in working with gay men and he will test you for free. We’ll introduce you today and set up an appointment. I mean you were doing some really risky stuff at UVA last year and we all need to know what’s up. That OK with you?" I said stroking his tense tight trembling arm.
"Yeah you are so right man. I have been thinking about it but well you know putting it off cause I guess I just didn’t want to know if it was like bad news so thanks man for helping me out. I still can’t believe how great you guys are being about this whole mess I created. I know I have been a real shit in the past but I am really trying hard guys to change. I WANT TO CHANGE." He said.
"Yeah well we’ll see man," Timmy added.
"Oh yeah look I did something I didn’t tell you about and I hope it was OK," Mason said looking from Timmy to me and back again.
"What?" I said.
"Well I took it on myself to call Ralph the other night and I flew him out here yesterday afternoon. I paid for the ticket and all. He stayed with Megan and Paul and is coming over this morning with Paul and Ethan. I can’t believe he agreed to come out on such short notice but he says he needs the closure to get on with his life. I spend about 2 hours talking with him and Megan and Paul last night and I think we worked through some of my shit and some of his as well." Mason said. "He is really awesome and I think he believes me when I say how sorry I am about this whole messed up shit."
I couldn’t believe it. This was NEWS! And it was good news. We would get to meet Ralph and talk with him in person. I couldn’t believe he was here.
"Mason I admire you for taking the initiative and inviting Ralph and then talking with him and Megan last night," I said. I heard a noise behind us and when I turned around I saw the other guys drive into the parking lot. Jeremy Wilkerson, Brice Jameson, and Mike Reams were in Brice’s muddy jeep and then Jimmy Martin and Will Chapman rode up and parked beside them in Will’s red mustang convertible.
They were all looking very somber and dressed in long khaki pants with polo shorts and sandals. Their hair was freshly combed but they looked like all of them might puke on the spot. "Have you told them about Ralph being here?" I asked Mason quickly as they all walked over to where we were staying.
"Yeah I called them all last night. I felt it was only fair to warn them. Megan asked us to meet with her briefly in the Barnet room. She said you would know where it was," Mason said as everyone walked up and we all shook hands with each other. I could feel their nervous energy in their handshakes but it was a cleansing kind of energy as well. Finally their horrible deed would be out in public and they wouldn’t have to hide their terrible secret any longer.
"Thanks for coming guys. I appreciate it more than you can ever know and I do know how hard it is for each of you to be here." Mason said quietly.
They all just nodded and mumbled something or other. "Anyone tell their parents what this is all about?" Timmy asked. They all nodded their heads no.
"My father is so pissed. He usually plays golf on Sunday morning and is not much of a church goer and when he hears what we have to say I just don’t know what he will do. He may try and kill me or deny the whole thing," Will said.
"Yeah mine is not happy either," Jeremy said.
"I think my parents think I may be getting some kind of award or something. Oh shit it is really going to hit the fan," Brice added.
"I know my dad called your dad Jimmy cause they usually have a golf game schedule for Sunday AM and I don’t think either of them are very happy either. I know my mom is going to start crying and then deny that her precious baby could be involved in something like this. My dad will probably want to sue someone like the big shot lawyer he is," Mike said.
"Oh shit you know how hot my dad can get Mike. Jesus I am sacred of what he might do to me this afternoon. I may have to hide out for awhile and my mom is going to be so embarrassed by the whole thing." Jimmy said. "Guess we are all in deep shit but hell we all deserve it for what we did. So let’s go and see Ralph OK? Before I change my mind or throw up or both."
We all walked together across the lawn and in the side door of the Parish Hall and then found the Barnet Room on the first floor. Timmy held the door open and we walked inside where I saw Megan talking with someone. Ralph Marshall stood up and he might have been the prettiest 16 year old boy I had ever seen in my life. He was so good looking he could have been a model but not in the manly porn star model kind of way. He was definitely a bit on the effeminate side but I was just awestruck by how beautiful he was. Totally beautiful. Totally fucking beautiful. Take your breath away beautiful. In fact I was shocked, surprised and a bit stunned by his beauty and the aura I could see surrounding him.
He had a long face framed by long dark hair and these eyes that were surrounded by long seductive eyelashes and were pools of brown. His nose was small and his lips and smile were heart melting with extremely kissable lips. He was small, maybe 5' 5" or maybe a few inches taller and he had a slight build under his polo short and khaki long pants. His skin was pale but his complexion was absolutely perfect. No blemishes anywhere. I think we were all transfixed by his beauty and poise. We stood there in awe of this young boy. the boy who had been so horribly abused by these guys just a short year before.
He saw us enter the room and his body tensed for a second and then relaxed as he rose from his chair and came forward to shake my hand. I could see his limp as he walked and could also tell his arm was somewhat twisted. There were big scars running up and down his arms where the pins had been placed. His hand shake was light and firm but not aggressive at all and his hands were so soft and delicate but the intensity of his gayness almost knocked me flat. Here was someone who absolutely had no desire to be straight or to ever be with a woman and who knew he was gay through and through. No doubt in Ralph’s mind about who he was.
"Tom good to finally meet you. Thanks for calling and setting all this up. I have to admit I feel like I am going to puke being back here in Harrisonburg with all these guys," He said looking around me at the rest of the crew who had beat him up. "But Mason, Megan and I had a very productive meeting last night and I feel like a huge weight has finally been lifted off my shoulders." Ralph said in a very seductive but strong voice that made my spine tingle.
I shook his hand and then drew him into a hug and kissed him on the cheek. Then I introduced him to Timmy. They hugged and Timmy kissed him as well which from the looks on Ralph’s face shocked him. I think it shocked everyone that the star athlete would be kissing a guy like Ralph Marshall or any guy for that matter. Then Ralph took a deep breath and he shook hands with each of his attackers in turn.
We all sat down on chairs in a circle around the room and Megan asked if she could say a prayer. Everyone nodded and bowed their heads as Megan began, "Oh dear Lord please come down here today and be with each of us and with each of these young men gathered here today. You have taught these young men a hard lesson but you have also made them in your image and you are a God of compassion and mercy and with their confession and acceptance of their crime against your child Ralph Marshall they have shown their repentance for their terrible actions. Please help them and give them strength today as they face the congregation of St. Peter’s and most especially as they face their families and friends who will be confused and filled with shame and anger at what they have done. We ask that all of us may learn from what has been done and that we may take these hard lessons and turn them into something good, something that we may all use to change this world in a world where people love and respect each other and celebrate who they are even if they are different. All this we ask in your name and in the name of your son our Lord Jesus the Christ."
We were all silent for a time after Megan stopped speaking and the room was so quiet you could hear the clock ticking, "Is there anything else anyone would like to add to my prayer?" Megan said breaking the silence.
No one said anything, "OK then just to let you know what is going to happen this morning. We will have our regular service and then at the very end I will not process down the aisle but stand at the chancel steps in the front of the church. I am going to give a very short talk on hate crimes in general and how they hurt our society and how they hurt people and then I am going to invite Mason, Brice, Will, Jimmy, Mike and Jeremy to come up and stand with me. Mason is going to start and tell the history of what happened and then admit his guilt and then ask each of you to say something as well. Please try and speak up and say what you have to say in a clear voice so that everyone can hear you. Even those in the very back of the sanctuary. I want you to act like you are sorry and that you truly repent of your actions and that you are here of your own free will. Any questions?" Megan said.
"OK then I think Mason should invite Ralph up front and each of you should apologize to Ralph for what you did to him last year and then shake his hand. I talked with Ralph about this and I want everyone to see him limp and to see the scars on his arm. I think it is important that people know how much you hurt Ralph. I think its important for you each to know how much you have hurt him and changed his life and yours forever. And Mason I think as we discussed that you need to tell people about Ralph’s broken ribs. We don’t have to go into the lost testicle or the feces or urine or the baseball bat. You all know that and I think those thoughts and memories are enough to trouble you for the rest of your lives." Megan continued.
Everyone was staring at her quietly. "I also don’t think it is necessary to out Tom and Timmy at this time do you?" Megan said looking around the room. "It is not that they want to hide their love for each other or hide the fact that they are gay but it is just not the right time for that for a lot of reasons including the fact of Timmy’s job at the club working with the youth. Everyone cool with that?"
Everyone nodded their heads. "I think we all know that you boys parents are going to probably freak out this morning and there is no telling exactly how they are going to react but I think it is important to stay the course so to speak and get through this as a unified group. You need to stick together and show your support for your friend Mason and for each other. If your parents and you want to meet with me after the service I will be glad to make the time."
"...um...." Will said in a squeaky voice, "Do you think we should all sit together or with our parents or what?"
"If it were me Will I think you guys should sit together as a group and Ralph can sit with my grandmother and mom and dad. Your parents can sit in the pews behind you all," I suggested.
Megan looked at her watch and said, "Well I need to get vested so you all should go out and find your seats. If any of you need to talk later today or this week or in the future my door is always open. Just call or stop by. I would like to help if I can."
Everyone stood up and shook hands with Megan and thanked her and then we all followed her out into the hallway and everyone followed me as I led the way into the sanctuary. Marie and Grand were standing in their pew and mom and dad had the boys right behind them. I pointed out a pew for Mason and his crew and then I walked over to introduce Ralph to our parents and Grand and Marie.
"Oh Ralph Marshall. It is good to see you again. Have you been singing in a choir out in Denver? I remember your beautiful voice when you sang for us. The voice of an angel. Please let me introduce you to my friend Marie Harris", Grand said shaking Ralph’s hand and then hugging him and kissing him on the cheek.
"It is nice to see you again....um...I am not sure what I should call you," Ralph said in his beautiful high sexy voice.
"Just call me Grand please," Grand told him.
"And no I have not been going to church but I may start up again after today but I am singing in the high school choir and taking private lessons on the side. Thanks for remembering. I love to sing," Ralph said blushing a bit which only served to make him even more beautiful as if that was possible.
"And I am Alice Peters and this is my husband Alan." mom said shaking Ralph’s hand and then hugging him. Dad shook his hand and gave him a small hug as well.
"And Ralph these are our brothers. This big guy here is Mike, who just turned 11 years old on Friday, and this is Ben and this is Willie. Guys this is our friend Ralph Marshall."
"Hey Ralph," they all said giving him a hug which sort of took him by surprise.
Then it was a whirlwind of introductions as Walt and Brandon came in followed by, Jake and Jon, Cary, Van. Lucus and Gordy came up next and they were both smiling from ear to ear so I knew they had both gotten laid last night and perhaps this morning as well. Billy and Johnny came in and Ramu and Juan followed them up the aisle. Brad and Tricia and Todd and Sheila came next and they were followed by Bev, Judy and Jessie and a huge lesbian contingent of about 25 women. The church was filling up and as I glanced around I could see straight, gay, old, young, bald and fat as well as thin and fit and families with young children All mixed up together in this special place. I could see Mason parents and Jeremy’s too and I guessed some others as well. I didn’t know most of them and none of them were looking like they wanted to be here and soon enough they would really wish they had stayed home or were out playing golf. Mr. Richards was there with his family and Paul and Ethan came up next and then I saw Ryan, Reese, Eva and Deacon. Randy and Skip and Lew and his wife came in. This was going to be quite a day for St. Peters. We all sat down and settled in our seats looking at our bulletins and getting our hymnals out for the opening procession.
The opening voluntary played for about 5 minutes and then the processional hymn began and we all stood up and sang,
"Morning has Broken" together as a church. The sound of so many unique and different voices transported me to another place and another time and the incense was wafting around the church making misty waifs of smoke blow around.
I sang out with Timmy and today I sounded like I knew how to sing. I had crossed over into a world of song and I felt I could do it and I could be good. It was magical and it felt so good. Timmy’s voice was like an angle and then I heard Ralph break through with the true voice of an angel. His voice sent shivers up and down my spine. He was incredible and I looked down at him standing next to Grand who was beaming. Everyone around us was looking for the source of this incredible voice and ended up staring at Ralph who just sang along as if he was not aware of all the attention and maybe he wasn’t. Damn besides being so beautiful he was so talented. I saw folks look around in the church to see who had this beautiful new voice. Even the choirmaster looked towards where we were sitting.
The song ended and Megan turned and spoke the opening sentences and led us through the service. She came down and read the Gospel and her voice lifted up to the rafters proclaiming the word of God for all those who wished to hear could hear. It was finally time for her sermon and she walked up to the pulpit and faced the congregation as she waited until the acolytes put their torches and the cross away.
"May the words of my mouth and the meditations of ours hearts be always acceptable in your sight. Oh Lord our strength and our redeemer." She spoke out in a loud clear voice.
We all sat down and she gave us a minute or two to get organized and become silent so she could begin.
"When God saw what the people of Nineveh did,
how they turned from their evil ways,
God changed his mind
About the calamity that he had said he would bring down upon them;
And he did not do it.
And Jonah is FURIOUS!
You must be kidding me, God!
You make me risk my neck for these jerks in Nineveh
and when at the last minute–the very last minute–
they finally decide to do the right thing,
THEN you change your mind!?!?!
And you’re not going to punish them?!!!
How will they ever learn, God?!!
You say, okay, God?
That’s fine. Go about your repenting little ways,
my beloved little Ninevites.
It’s A-OK with you God!?!?!
That is wrong God!
That is just plain all out wrong!
Unfair.
Unjust.
Wrong.
Those Ninevites deserve punishment.
They brought it on themselves.
I want you to destroy them.
I hate those people.
But no, God changed his mind.
And the Ninevites were not punished.
And then there is the parable of the workers in the vineyard.
The landowner hires some early in the morning.
He hires a few more at nine, a few more at noon, a few more at three
and then finally yet another crew at five o’clock
with only one hour left in the work day.
And then the evening comes and it’s time to pay the workers
And he pays them all exactly the same.
Yes, that’s right. If they worked all day,
they get the daily wage he promised them.
If they worked one hour or three hours or five hours,
they still get the daily wage.
No one gets less, no one gets more, they all receive the same amount.
And those workers who had worked all day long
are furious.
You must be kidding us!?!?
This is so unfair.
And the landowner looks at them and says,
You don’t get to tell me how much I can give people.
Are you envious because I am generous?
Well, actually, yes.
We are envious
because you are generous to people who don’t deserve your generosity.
And we are too often like those all-day-in-the-vineyard workers.
And like Jonah
We like grace and mercy just fine
when it comes our way–
we don’t much like it when others receive it,
when those who are on the receiving end of God’s mercy
Don’t seem, to our thinking, to be worthy.
The truth is, when we look closely at our lives, at our hearts,
None of us really deserve God’s love or God’s mercy–
that is why it is called grace.
I have a friend, another priest, named John Stevens,
and he once described grace as being a lot like grits:
"Grace is like grits, it just comes.
You don’t order it. It just appears on your plate.
No charge."
Frederick Buechner, in his book
Wishful Thinking: A Seeker’s ABC,
writes this about grace.
The grace of God means something like: here is your life.
You might never have been, but you are
because the party wouldn’t have been complete without you.
Here is the world. Beautiful and terrible things will happen.
Don’t be afraid. I am with you.
Nothing can ever separate us.
It’s for you I created the universe. I love you.
There’s only one catch.
Like any other gift, the gift of grace can be yours
only if you’ll reach out and take it.
Those wretched folks in Nineveh understood about grace.
Even in the eleventh hour, they said, yes, we will take it.
Yes, thanks be to God for whatever mercy you might show us.
And the people who were the last ones to be chosen to work in the vineyard that day.
the people who thought
they and their families would go hungry yet another day
because there was no work for them,
because they were not the ones who were chosen first,
they were not the lucky ones who would get
a full day’s work and a full day’s wage.
They are offered one hour.
One hour? How much could you earn in one hour back then?
But they did not hesitate:
Yes, we’ll take it!
Even the crumbs under the table we will take.
Yes thanks be to God
for whatever mercy you might show us.
I remember the first time I heard this parable in Matthew’s Gospel.
Maybe I had heard it as a child
but I remember the first time I really heard it:
I was 30 years old.
I had been away from the church for a long time–since high school.
I had only been back in church for a few months.
And this was the gospel reading.
I remember it so well
I can even tell you exactly where I was sitting
in Calvary Episcopal Church that morning.
(Right hand side, middle of the row, about 7 rows back from the front.)
And I heard that parable and I felt immense relief.
I felt like crying–
because I knew who I was in that story–
I knew I was one of the workers who had only come in to work that last hour.
I was oh so new to God’s vineyard.
I felt the rest of the church was filled with people
Who had been there since the early dawn working away.
They deserved to be there.
I did not.
But the message I heard in the parable was this:
None of us really deserve to be here.
It’s all God’s grace.
God is not a God
who checks our time cards or our attendance records
Or who flags certain items in our personnel folder.
God just reaches out to us–
and hopes we will reach back.
Thanks be to God for mercy and grace.
There are lots of Jonahs in the world and in the church–
and there is a Jonah side of each of us–
the side that wants to judge, to criticize, to exclude–
to notice all the things that others don’t do right–
All the things that others don’t do at all–
the side of us that had almost rather die than forgive.
The side of us that wants a God who destroys people
rather than a God who saves people.
The lesson in the Jonah story and in the parable of the workers in the vineyard
is not to encourage us to be slackers,
not to encourage us to party to the last minute
and then just slip in the ol’ "Oh, I’m sorry" excuse–
to save our skin.
No. You see, the Ninevites really do repent.
Even with Jonah’s half-baked eight word sermon,
the Ninevites they were wrong and they want to change.
The workers in the vineyard all showed up as soon as they heard their name called.
The ones who were called first, the ones who were called last.
They answered.
These are stories to teach us that we must always be ready:
Be ready and willing to change our mind about someone–
even if that someone is ourselves.
Be ready and willing to change our heart about someone–
even when we cannot possibly believe
that person will ever change.
Be ready and willing to forgive.
Be ready and willing to change.
Be ready and willing to let love and mercy
overcome our judgements, our criticisms–
of others and of ourselves.
Be ready to reach out
And to accept grace when it is offered to us.
Amazing Grace.
I read this week that it is the number one favorite hymn of all Americans.
Maybe it’s because we can actually sing it.
Maybe it’s because it’s been sung so much
it is overwhelmingly familiar.
And maybe we just like it
because we know that in truth
all our blessings are undeserved,
because we know that ultimately all we really have is grace
and in fact that God offers us grace at all
is, indeed, amazing.
I myself am very grateful for–and in great need of–
this image
of a God
who can change his or her mind.
Megan was silent and she closed the notebook where she was reading her notes and turned and walked back up to the Altar where she turned and faced us again. We were quiet. We were silent. We had been changed hopefully by her words this morning. And what words they were. They spoke to me and hopefully they spoke to Ralph and Mason and Jeremy and Will and Mike and Jimmy and Brice. Hopefully they would speak to their parents and to all those in the congregation who wished to judge them and to not forgive them. I knew they had already spoken to Ralph by the very fact of his presence with us in church this morning.
We stood and said the Nicene Creed and then the Prayers to the People. Then came the announcements and then the Eucharist. Ralph walked up with Timmy and I. I saw that all six of the crew went up to receive the bread and wine of God’s feast. They certainly needed it this morning. Some of their parents went and some stayed behind in their pews. Most of them still had scowls on their faces and still they weren’t sure why they were here this morning.
Then the recessional hymn started and we were almost there. The crucifer passed us and we bowed and then the choir and everyone filled down the aisle except for Megan who stayed at the top of the chancel steps as she said she would. I could sense confusion among the regular parishioners at this sudden and unexpected change in their normal routine. They wanted to go on to coffee minute. What was this hold up? What was up?
Megan held up her hands for silence and the congregation went silent. "Dear friends in Christ. We have some young men here today who would like to speak with you as a congregation. Some of what they have to say is not pleasant and some of it you may not want to hear but in order for them to be redeemed and find the grace of God I just spoke about they must say the words they are going to speak."
"All of them are here of their own free will. No one has forced them or made them come here this morning to address you. Some of you with small children may not want them to hear what the boys have to say although they are not going into the gory and unpleasant details of their actions. I think they should hear what has to be said but that of course is your choice. So if you wish to take them out now please do so." Megan said. She waited in silence as a few parents took their children out. Mom and dad stayed in their pew with Ben, Willie and Mike and most of the other parents did as well.
"All these young men are all guilty of a terrible horrific crime. They are guilty of what has been called by our legislature and others a hate crime. They committed this hate crime against one of their fellow students last year. Hate crimes hurt all of us. They arise normally out of unfounded fears of people or things which we do not understand or perhaps know enough about so we make up things in our minds and then act them out in terrible ways against other human beings. All of these young men feel remorse for their actions and all of them have repented and I believe them. They have kept this deep dark secret for the past year and today in front of all of you they are giving their guilt up to God and to you and they are here to ask for your forgiveness. I know and believe in my heart that God has forgiven them and I beg of you to do so as well." Megan said and then she stopped. She made a slight motion to Mason and his crew and after a brief moment of slight hesitation all of them stood up together as a group and walked out of their pew. There was a collective gasp throughout the congregation as people recognized the boys and I saw and heard one of their mother start to cry. The fathers looked liked they wanted to crawl away and they also looked mad as well as embarrassed. These were all good boys. Not bad boys. What where they here and what were they going to say?
I saw Will’s dad try and grab his arm as Will walked by and I saw Will lean down and say something and then he shook his dad’s hand off his arm and joined the rest of his friends as they walked up the aisle to the front and turned around and faced the congregation. I had to say I did admire their courage. They all looked like they wanted to start weeping but none of them did. They faced the congregation and stood their with their hands clasped in front of them and their eyes focused on the back wall of the church.
Mason took a small step forward and cleared his throat and started to speak in a clear voice that everyone could hear, "Last year I instigated an attack on a fellow student and one of your parishioners, Ralph Hamilton. This attack occurred in the boys locker room at the high school and as Megan said it happened out of fear and ignorance but mostly fear on my part. It happened because I was afraid the other boys would think I was a queer or a faggot or gay. Inside I didn’t know what I was or wasn’t but I knew I could never let my friends think those things about me. No matter what I just couldn’t let that happen. So when I saw Ralph looking at me that day I jumped at the chance to throw the blame off me and onto an innocent younger boy who was not doing anything at all except that he happened to be in the wrong place at the wrong time."
Mason took a deep breath and continued, "I have asked Ralph to forgive me and he has done that although I can’t be sure why he would do that but I am eternally grateful that he has it in his heart to forgive me and my friends for what we did to him that afternoon. I want to ask you people gathered here today to forgive me as well and I want to ask my parents to forgive me for bringing this kind of shame on our family. I know now that yes I am gay and I am still working through all that it means to be gay in my life. I am going to seek professional help and I am also going to help start a program that will be directed towards high school students who maybe wondering about their sexuality. I am also going to work on a program about hate crimes and what we as a society can do to stop them and teach people to respect all people no matter what our differences might be. I am sorry. I am truly sorry." He finished and stepped back in line and then Will stepped forward.
Will wiped a few tears out of his eyes and then in a cracked but clear voice said, "I will tell you the truth. I didn’t want to be here this morning. I didn’t want to have to tell you what I did last year. I didn’t want to have to watch my mom and dad sitting back there have to hear that their son who they love so much would be capable of such a horrible crime against an innocent person. But the truth is I did participate and I was a willing participant in what we did to Ralph. We smashed Ralph’s ankle so badly he will walk with a limp for the rest of his life and carry pins around inside to remind him each and every day of what we did to him. We hit him and kicked him and other terrible things. We drug him through the locker room and stripped him naked. We called him names and screamed terrible insults at him and I thought at the time we were justified in our action. But I have had to live with my actions of that day every day for the past year wondering if and when someone would find out and tell the world and now here I am begging for your forgiveness even though I know I don’t really deserve it." He stepped back in line and then Brice stepped forward. I heard a few sobs from around the church but mostly there was dead silence.
Brice looked at Ralph and then at his parents and he began, "What more can I add to what has already been said? Ralph, I am so sorry for what I did. I thought I was protecting a friend and it turned out that assumption was based on a lie and based on my friends fear of being called gay and my fear of what I thought being gay was all about. I helped to smash your ankle and I also helped to break your arm and give you scars that you will carry around forever. I was there kicking you and breaking 4 of your ribs and I left you there on your own when we ran away like the cowards we were. We left you there on the shower room floor all by yourself. I have tried to imagine what you felt like when we were beating you and the terror you must have felt but I just can’t imagine it. But I saw it in your eyes. You didn’t beg us and you didn’t cry but I saw the terror of our actions in your eyes and those eyes have haunted my sleep for the past year as well they should. I am so sorry and if I could take that afternoon back I would but I can’t so I have to ask you to forgive me and ask my parents and friends to forgive me and ask God to forgive me." Then he stepped back and Jimmy stepped forward.
He was crying and big tears were rolling down his cheek as he spoke to Ralph, "I joined in last year. I am not sure to this day why I joined in with the others. I know first hand what being gay is like because my older brother is gay and I have had to watch him go through hell his whole life just because he is different and because he likes men. From my parents to those around him his life has been hell and yet knowing all that I still joined in and helped my friends beat you and break you and then leave you. I am so totally ashamed of what I did. I feel sometimes like I was beating up my own brother and how could do that? How could I do that?? I ask myself that every time I think of you. How could I beat my own brother?" With that he hung his head down and began to cry some more.
I was holding Timmy’s hand and I was crying softly as I heard these guys confess and ask for forgiveness. Mike stepped forward and he told the congregation, "Mom. Dad. I am so sorry. I ask you to forgive me. Ralph I am so sorry. I ask you to forgive me. Mr. Richards I am so sorry to have brought shame to my high school. I ask you to forgive me. To all of you here at St. Peter’s where Ralph’s family worshiped I am sorry that my actions caused a family to uproot itself and leave town in shame for something they didn’t even do. I ask you to forgive me. I often have wondered during this past year how could I have done this. I know I am not normally like this. How could that have been me kicking and screaming and egging everyone on to more violence. I know each of us has that small kernel of hate deep inside of us and I am sorry mine came out that day. I also know that we almost killed Ralph that day and I am just thankful that we heard a noise and ran away like the cowards we were or we might not be here asking forgiveness today but rather we might be in jail cell for the rest of our lives or waiting to die on death row. Thank you Megan and thank you Mr. Richards and thank you most of all Ralph for giving us another chance. We didn’t give you that chance but I thank you for coming here today and for shaking my hand and for making me face you and look you in the eye and admit what I did was terribly wrong."
Jeremy then stepped forward to face us. He was the last to speak and I wondered what he would say. He looked at his parents and then at Ralph and said, "Mom and dad I am sorry. I know you don’t want to be here this morning and I know I don’t either but if I am ever to be a man I have to face this so here I am. I have been running from my self and from my nightmares and thoughts for the past year and I am tired of running so in a way this has all been a relief for me. To be able to finally admit what I did. Take my punishment and then learn from my mistakes. In my mind Ralph is so much more of a man than I will ever be or than any of my friends standing up here today will ever be. He could have told on us and called the cops but he didn’t. He could have begged us to stop but he didn’t. He could have sought revenge in so many ways but he didn’t. And he didn’t have to come here today and forgive us and shake my hand but he did. I thank him for that I. I thank him for the grace that he is giving all of us today to tell our story and to accept it and then to go on and make this world a better place through what we learned this past year. Hate is really such a terrible waste of our time and energy. I wish I had stopped to think about that last year and stopped my friends from doing what they did. What we did. But I didn’t. Ralph I am so sorry."
Ralph then got up and walked up with his limp up to the chancel steps to face his attackers. He shook hands with each of the guys and hugged each of them in turn taking his time with each of his attackers. To look them in the eyes and to say a few words to each of them. By the end of the line he was crying. They were crying and we all were crying together as a family. He turned around and faced us all and said in that beautiful voice of his that sent chills up and down my spine.
"I have to tell you I was so scared to get on that plane in Denver yesterday knowing that I would be flying back here to Harrisonburg to face these guys. I had hoped never to see them again as long as I lived. My parents did not want me to come and in fact my father is really mad at me for coming here and admitting to the world that yes I am gay. Last year I didn’t really know that but today a year later I do know it. When I got the call a week or so ago from Mason I thought it was some kind of cruel joke he was playing. I felt all knotted up inside and those memories came flooding back of that afternoon. I had not really been allowed to talk about that afternoon to any one and it was all bottled up inside me. My father was sure it was my fault and that what these guys did to me was somehow justified by something I must have done to provoke them. My mother just doesn’t want to talk about it or to admit that her son might be different." Ralph took a breath and looked around the congregation. I could see the ugly scar on his arm and I hoped that everyone could as well.
"I want to tell Mason, Brice, Will, Jeremy, Jimmy and Mike that yes I do forgive them. I never thought I would be saying these words but yes I do forgive you. Each of you. You have through your actions taught yourselves a valuable lesson but you have taught everyone here a valuable lesson as well. I have learned a lesson in grace as well. Thanks for listening today and I hope that each of you will come up here and shake these guys hands and forgive them as well and show them your support. We aren’t letting them off the hook for their actions but we are forgiving them and moving on with all our lives to help make this world a better place. A place of understanding and love and compassion for each other. That is my wish." With those words Ralph walked back to his seat next to Grand and Marie and they hugged him and mothered him or grand-mothered him I should say.
We all just sat there in our pews in silence broken only by a few sobs here and there. I was surprised that none of the guys parents had walked out or made a scene. Megan shook each boys hands in turn and gave them a hug and then following her example a few people got up and walked to the front and formed a line of people shaking and hugging and then leaving the church in silence. The church was so quiet. We let the crowd file by and shake and hug and cry and shake and hug and cry until most everyone was gone and then our crowd began to make its way to the front.
I got up to Mason and his cheeks were stained with tears and we shook hands and then hugged and I kissed his cheek and then on down the line. I kissed and hugged and forgave each of the guys on down the line and I even forgave Sean Packer and wondered what he was doing today? Did he feel our energy? I walked slowly into the parish hall and found a somber group eating and drinking coffee and tea and punch. The only ones left in the church were Megan, the guys and their parents. Most of the children had grabbed something to eat and had gone outside to play and throw frisbees with Brent and Blackie.
Timmy and I walked over to Brandon and Walt and we hugged each other. "Walt I need a big favor." I said.
"What is it Tom. You know I will do anything for you," Walt said.
"Well I need to you to find time to fit Mason in for a physical and a full range of tests for AIDS and any other sexually transmitted disease. It seems he was very stupid last year at school and had lots and lots of unprotected sex with multiple partners some of whom he never even saw. He was hanging around bathrooms and doing glory holes and it was not a pretty scene from what he told me. He really put himself at risk and our whole community as well. Can you do that?" I asked.
"Sure thing Tom but why wait till tomorrow? I’ll do it this afternoon if he can make the time. That way he doesn’t have to worry about privacy or anything," Walt said.
"Oh wow man that would be great! I’ll set it up as soon as I see him come out of the church," I said.
Timmy had gotten something to eat and was talking with Ralph, Grand and Marie. I walked over to where they were standing and Ralph looked at me and said, "Tom thanks so much for everything you and Timmy have done. If it hadn’t been for you guys none of this would have happened and all of us would be carrying all this crap around for the rest of our lives. I owe you big time and as soon as I am legal I would like to spend some time with you both. That is if you want to?"
"Timmy and I will look forward to that very much but I have to say Ralph you aren’t anything like I remembered from last year." I said.
"Well I have done some real growing up this past year both mentally and physically. I spent some time working out and have grown a few inches as well. Thanks for the compliment." Ralph said beaming at the compliment. "Nothing like being noticed by two gorgeous guys to make a guy feel good about himself."
"Don’t I know that man," I said thinking about Timmy and how his love had changed me forever. Just then I caught a glimpse of movement out of the corner of my eye and saw Mason walking into the parish hall. He walked over to where we were standing and said, "The other guys and our folks are still talking with Megan but I just wanted to say thanks again Ralph for showing up today. I’ll take you to the airport in Charlottesville anytime you are ready."
"Look Mason," I interrupted, "Why don’t Timmy and I take Ralph to the airport and you make some time to have a visit with Walt for a complete physical? He says he can do it anytime this afternoon."
Mason looked at me and then at Walt and said, "Thanks Dr. Monroe. I was really so stupid this past year and have been so afraid to have myself tested. I have been putting it off. Let me talk to my folks and then we can go it that is OK with you?"
"Sure thing. I’ll be right here," Walt said as Mason walked away.
"Tom, look why don’t I drive Ralph back to the airport in my new truck? I want to try it out on the interstate and it is a nice day for a drive and Walt might be tied up with Mason for awhile," Brandon suggested.
"Just don’t go and get a ticket in that hot truck of yours," Timmy said laughing.
"So Ralph I guess we’ll let you and Mason take care of setting up your meetings in Denver and then back here in September and we’ll want to get in touch with you when we start to plan this program we are going to start. And you know you may want to think about applying to JUM for college in a few years. Once Timmy and I graduate in 3 years we are coming back here to live and lots of our gay and straight friends as well. Both of us would love it if you would join our new world," I said laying my hand on Ralph’s shoulder.
Ralph was quiet for a moment and then smiled and said, "That would be a dream come true Tom. Thanks so much. You guys are awesome. Guess we better hit the road Brandon. My bag is just over there." Ralph kissed Maire and Grand and then he kissed and hugged Timmy and me and headed out with Ralph. Mason came back in the room and he and Walt left for Walt’s office.
"Lets go outside and find Lucus and Gordy man. I could tell from the smiles on their faces they had some fun last night but I want to hear all the gory details if they haven’t left yet," I said steering Timmy away from the food table towards the door. "We can come back and clean up the crumbs later man. Come on."
We walked outside to a glorious Sunday afternoon and the church lawn was filled with kids and dogs and balls and frisbees and screaming running children. Parents were standing around watching and talking in little groups here and there and I saw Lucus, Gordy and Van were talking under one of the big trees.
"Hey guys," I said as we walked up and interrupted their conversation.
Lucus practically jumped in my arms as he rushed to hug me and give me slobbery kisses all over my face. It was a dog licking its master. "Hey man I had a shower already. Please tell me what happened as if I didn’t already know." I said giggling but adoring the affectionate greeting I was getting.
"Oh Tom it was so incredible. We had sex all night long and slept in the bunkhouse in the barn so we wouldn’t wake my parents. Neither of us wanted to stop and our balls are just aching with love this morning." Lucus said excitedly as he lightly clutched his groin. "I had no idea being in love could make me feel this good. Now I know why you and Timmy always have those sweet goofy looking grins on your faces. It’s more than the sex. It goes deep inside but shit you guys know all about that don’t you?"
Timmy and I held each other and both said at the same time, "Yeah we do know about it and it’s nice to see it spreading to others."
"It was amazing Tom and Timmy but you already know what loving a man is like so I don’t have to tell you that part. I had no idea there were so many things we could do together and that I would feel so good in the arms of a man. I just never imagined what it was like but Lucus was so good to me and such a patient lover. he said that you and Timmy taught him everything he knows and boy does he know a lot! I can’t imagine ever going back to my girlfriend which is probably going to devastate her but shit I AM IN LOVE!" Gordy said holding his arms out wide and spinning around while he said "I AM IN LOVE!" over and over again. The look on his face told the story. It was so wonderful to see two guys in love with each other.
We all laughed at his joy and his wonder at being in love with another man. Especially a gorgeous hunk like Lucus Miller. "We’re going horseback riding this afternoon and then going swimming and we are going to fuck and suck each other silly on the rock in the river guys. See you and thanks for pushing us along." Lucus said giving us all another slobbery kiss and a big strong hug. Then it was Gordy’s turn and I let my tongue slip between his lips and we tongued it for a few minutes while we hugged tightly. He was a good kisser and I reluctantly passed him over to Timmy who took his time exploring Gordy’s mouth with his tongue.
"OK guys come on. We got to go. I think I still can get a hard on and I may just have a drop or two of cream left for my man here," Lucus said laughing as he pulled on Gordy’s arm and they literally ran across the yard to climb in Lucus’s truck.
"So who is taking bets that Gordy has Lucus‘s cock out on the way home?" I said as we watched them pull out of the parking lot with Gordy kissing the side of Lucus’s face and sitting almost on his lap. I hoped they didn’t have a wreck on the way.
"Shit guys you have done it once again. Isn’t love wonderful?" Van said as we watched them leave. "Well now for my news. This has been quite a day. I spoke with Ronnie last night for about 2 hours on the phone and we e-mailed photos back and forth and I must say for a blind date I am really looking forward to meeting him when he comes to visit his mom next week!"
"GREAT NEWS VAN!" Timmy and I yelled as we clapped Van on the back and hugged him and told him how happy we were for both he and Ronnie.
"So what’s he like Van?" Timmy said.
"Shit guys it’s so hard to believe but he is just perfect for me. From his photos he is in great shape and he says he tries to work out about 3 or 4 times a week. He is kind of hairy just like I like my men. No offense but you two are just way to smooth for my liking. And oh shit he has this great crop of incredible curly brown hairs in his crotch and thighs. And shit his butt crack is full of hair just like me so you know I like that," Van said grinning as he remembered the photos Ronnie had sent.
"So come on guy what’s his cock like?" Timmy said grabbing his crotch and squeezing it.
"Oh yeah I almost forgot that," Van said laughing and then continuing, "Well he has this really fat sausage of a dick that he says is 6 inches fully hard and a set of small egg sized low hangers. Not like Lucus has but just an average set of great looking balls. I mean his cock is really fat. You think mine is fat but wow I have never seen one like Ronnie’s and the head is huge. Quite a mouthful but I think I am the man for the job. I can’t wait to try it out for real. Nice short brown bankers hair and wonderful brown eyes and a great smile. Shit man I am already in love and we both jerked off looking at each others photos on the web last night. It was radical man. I came all over the place and so did he."
"Shit man we are so happy for you both and for Barbara. She will get two sons now and I know that is going to make her really happy." Timmy said. "So when does he come out?"
"He wasn’t sure. He was going to see about taking off some comp time he has saved up and seeing what flight he can get. He called his mom and I called her this morning and she is about peeing in her panties and is even going to let me pick him up at the airport so we can get acquainted." Van said. "I told my parents and they are being wonderful. My dad was really excited about the possibility of me having a real lover and my mom just wants her baby to be happy.
"Hell I think you two will need to check into a motel for a few hours or you may never get back here. It will be like Lucus and Gordy just were," Timmy said and we all laughed at the thought.
"Look keep us posted on his arrival. OK. We can go out and eat Sushi and grill him just to make sure he is the right person for our friend you know," Timmy said batting his eyelashes at Van.
"Oh yeah right man. I know what you want to grill. It’s that fat sausage Ronnie has between his legs," Van said laughing. "And that is fine with me."
Van whistled for Brent and then we said goodbye and he headed over to his truck. Mike ran over with Blackie and he petted her and gave Mike a hug and then got in his truck as Brent jumped in the back and they headed out. Blackie watched them go sitting patiently next to Mike wagging her tail.
"So what is on our agenda man?" I asked as we both heard Timmy’s cell phone ring. He pulled it out and flipped it open to see who was calling.
"Yo man speak to me Jake," he said.
"Oh man you all called it right. Our man Ronnie just came by for a minute. He said he wants to give us a show this afternoon if you guys are up for it. Around 5:30 PM. He is coming up the back way and then maybe you guys, Jon and me can go out and grab some grub afterwards." I could hear Jake say as Timmy held the phone so both of us could listen.
"We’ll be there man. Count us both in and dinner sounds great." Timmy said.
"That was some service man. Jesus I can’t believe the number those guys did on that poor little guy. He is one hot little number. To bad he is so young. He is going to break some hearts along the way with those good looks and that sexy voice," Jake said laughing as he hung up.
"That is so weird. Two Ronnie’s in one day. What are the odds of that?" I said as we walked towards our car.
"Yeah it is weird. So what did you think about Ralph?" I asked Timmy.
"I don’t think I would have recognized him Tom. He has really changed but I didn’t really know him at all in high school. I mean he hung with a different crowd and was 3 years younger than we were which is a lot in high school. He was definitely cool man the way he handled himself this morning. I have to admire him and well all the guys up there. I know it could have been me just as easily and I kept think about that. He seems so grown up and so mature." Timmy said putting his arm on my shoulder. "And pretty freaking hot as well."
Mike came running over with Blackie bounding after him across the lawn. "So mom wants to know what you are doing for lunch. She is going to have dad grill some burgers and hot dogs."
"That sounds great Mike. Tell her we are on our way," Timmy said ruffling up his hair which made him groan with delight at the attention from his new big brother.
Mike was about ready to run off to join mom and dad when he turned and looked at me and Timmy and then said, "Did anyone ever beat you up Tom because you were gay?"
I took a minute and then looked Mike in the eyes and said, "No man. I was lucky. No one ever knew I was gay in high school because I kept it a secret and I was very careful."
Mike wrapped his arms around my waist and hugged me and said, "I am glad Tom. I think that would have made me mad if they had done that to you." and with that he ran off whooping and hollering for mom and dad to wait up.
"He is the best man," Timmy said as we walked across the lawn to our car. I could see a few cars left in the parking lot and I suspected that Megan was still meeting with the crew and their parents. There wasn’t anything we could do and I thought I could call Megan later to see what her take on the whole thing was and where we went from here if anywhere.
"Hey Timmy you want to take our bikes out this afternoon for a ride before we go over to Jake’s place?" I said.
"Yeah that would be cool. I haven’t ridden in a while man. It is a shame our bikes are just sitting there in the garage collecting dust but it seems we have been so busy with work, running and play we haven’t had much time for everything else. It will be good to get out and enjoy this day after a ones of dad’s great big burgers for lunch." Timmy said as we got in the car and headed home to eat.
We got home and walked inside where mom and dad were busy fixing lunch. "Hey what can we do to help?" I asked.
"How about you slice these tomatoes Tom and Timmy why don’t you get all the plates and utensils and napkins ready? Grand and Marie are finishing up their packing and your father and I will drive them to the airport after we eat. Ben and Willie are going over to their friend Matt’s house for the afternoon and Mike is going to Jamie’s house. What are your plans?"Mom said as we got to work helping out.
"Tom and I were going to take our bikes out for a ride this afternoon and then head over to Jake and Jon’s place to hang out. We’re going to grab something to eat with them later but I don’t think we should be to late." Timmy said.
I sliced the tomatoes and then found some lettuce which I washed and got the pickles, catsup, mustard and mayo out. I put that all on a tray and Timmy and I carried everything outside. We called to the boys on the way to come and help which got them away from the video games they were playing instead of enjoying this beautiful Sunday afternoon. They had no problem coming outside and helping us and running around the yard.
Dad had started up the grill already and it was hot and ready for his famous burgers and dogs. He came out with the platter of meat piled high and Timmy and I walked over to see if he needed any help while the boys ran around the yard playing with Blackie and wrestling with each other and acting silly like young boys were apt to do.
"They look great dad," I said as he placed the burgers on the hot grill to start to sizzle and cook. The fat dripped down making flames which shot up and cooked the meat. Smoke lifted to the sky as we stood around watching the grill. Such a man thing to do I thought. Why was that? What was it about standing around watching a grill fascinated guys the world over?
"One of the things I can do and that Rosa would let me do without any criticism." Dad said as he flipped the burgers over and over to stop them from burning but at the same time cooking them perfectly.
"Tom would you and Timmy please help Marie and I with our bags," I heard Grand call from the top of her stairs. Timmy and I ran over and up the stairs two at a time to help her out. Inside we saw they each had two bags and we picked them up. They weren’t light but they weren’t so heavy either. They were no problem for guys like us and our muscles barely bulged when we hoisted them up and then carried them down the stairs to place them in trunk of dads car.
Grand and Maire then walked down the stairs dressed for travel in comfortable but stylish clothes. At least for two old lesbians they were stylish. Mom carried some potato salad and hot baked beans out and then we were ready to eat. The burgers were done and the dogs were done and we all sat down around the table outside and grasped hands.
Grand began the grace, "Oh dear Lord thank you for this family gathered here today. Thank you for our love and our support of each other. We are all so blessed to have each other. Watch over Marie and me as we travel today and for the next month and help her children be as accepting of our love for each other as you have been. Thank you for grace and thank you for Megan our priest and for Ralph Marshall and his forgiveness of the young men who did those terrible things to him. Thank you for forgiving them and for giving them the courage and the strength to face up to their acts and take ownership. Help us to always help others in need and to always see the face of Jesus in all we meet." AMEN we all said along with her.
"Thank you mom. That was beautiful," dad said as he started to pass the food around the table. We all helped ourselves and soon the table was silent as we munched and chewed and ate our food.
"You’ll call us when you get out west won’t you Grand," Timmy said. "So we know you got there safely."
"Well yes Timmy we will. Thanks for worrying about us. We will both miss you but I am looking forward to traveling with Marie and seeing places I have never sen before. And I will send e-mails along the way with Marie’s laptop. It has a wireless card so I am sure we can find some cyber cafes wherever we are traveling." Grand said. It was amazing that our Grandmother was so computer hip. Who would have thought at her age?
We finished up our meal and then everyone pitched in to help get it all cleaned up so dad and mom could leave with Grand and Marie. We were going to stay and watch the boys until their friends came to pick them up. Timmy and I could get our bikes ready and oiled and cleaned up for the ride while we waited with them.
All of us hugged and kissed Grand and Marie and got them in the back seat of dads car and then stood there and waved until they had disappeared form view down the street. Just then Ben and Willies friends drove up and we saw them safely in the car and made sure they were buckled up before letting them drive off and then Mikes buddy came up and we saw him off and Timmy and I were alone. Completely alone. Entirely alone. Just us.
We walked in the garage and took our bikes down off the racks holding them up and off the floor and out of the way. They were in good shape and didn’t need to much maintenance. The tires had plenty of air. Timmy and I ran inside and up to our room where we changed quickly into shorts, t-shirts and running shoes. Then we took a quick pee, found our ball caps and sunglasses and ran back downstairs to get our water bottles. We both had our cell phones just in case and we were ready to head out. Timmy stripped off his shirt and I did the same. He had a little bag attached to the back of his seat and we stowed them in there as we looked at each other and admired our hunky tanned bodies. We flexed for each other and showed off the big bumps in our arms and our luscious tight abs. We were awesome and we looked GREAT! It was so nice to be 19 and great looking. Sweet, hung and full of CUM! We were twinks and I was so glad I was finally a true and honest to God TWINK!
We threw our legs over the seats on our bikes and we were off down the street. "Where shall we go?" I asked.
"How about out Millers Pond Road?" Timmy said. "That is a great ride and they built a special path just for bikes and walkers. People around the club have been talking about it all summer and they say it is awesome. It winds along the river and there are some terrific places to stop and rest along the way if we need to."
"Sounds like a plan to me," I said as we rode along together winding through the back streets and coming out on Milers Pond Road. There were lots of other bikers taking advantage of this glorious day and we joined them on the bike path. What a great thing for the city to build! The warm summer air felt so good on my naked skin and the exercise my legs were getting was incredibly exhilarating. I could feel my muscles working and the blood pumping throughout my body as we rode along. My endorphins were flowing and I was feeling great. I loved watching Timmy’s long blond hair blow in the breeze as we rode along. I was a bit behind him as we rode each in our own world but enjoying this fine today together. I caught glimpses of other riders staring at us and marveling in our youth and our beauty. I didn’t mind showing off for them one bit. I had waited my whole young life for this moment and I wanted to make the most of it.
Before long we had reached the end of the bike trail which was 10 miles. There was a little park and turn around area by the river and lots of bikers were taking a break before the ride back to town. There were picnic tables and benches set up along the river and there were lots of families out enjoying this summer Sunday afternoon. We parked our bikes and got our water bottles and drank half a bottle each and then walked down by the river. I wanted to strip naked and jump in but there were unfortunately to many folks for that. Kids, parents, straights and probably some gays were all there together enjoying the afternoon. We walked slowly along the river leaving the crowd of people behind and soon we were alone or almost alone.
We came upon two guys who were laying on a blanket on the grass talking quietly. One of them was laying on his back and he had his shirt off. I could see his 6 pacs abs and counted them out in my mind. I looked at his beautiful large nipples and a treasure trial leading down to a forest of black pubic hair which was showing at the top of his Calvin Klein underwear. His shorts were pulled down on his bony hips and he was showing at least 2 inches of white Calvin’s at the top. Nice long legs almost completed the picture. He had kicked off his running shoes and his long arched feet and toes were looking quite nice as he lay there in the sun. His hair was long and jet black.
His friend or partner I was not sure which was laying on his stomach next to him and was looking right in his friends eyes and they were talking and smiling at each other. He was obviously in great shape as well and I could see the beginnings of his ass crack and the white outline of his tan line going across his butt. His back was well toned and very tanned. His legs were short and he had nice small feet to complete his picture. His hair was absolutely jet black and about medium length. I couldn’t see his face but as Timmy and I approached them he looked up and I could see he was Asian and had a wonderful smile and those beautiful Asian eyes.
He smiled at us and spoke and as soon as I heard his voice I was thrown off balance because he had this incredible English accent. I just wasn’t expecting him to talk with an English accent and I had always been a sucker for a good English accent and actually could imitate one pretty well for my theater classes. I wondered what it was about that accent that most Americans just adored.
"Hello. Nice day isn’t it?" he said.
"The best man," Timmy said.
"Yeah it is great," I said. "My name is Tom Peters and this is my partner Timmy Hamilton." I said reaching out my hand to shake his. He had pushed himself up and was sitting on his knees and I could now see that he was in great shape as well. He obviously worked out and spent some time in a gym. His abs were hard and I counted 8 washboards of hard tanned flesh. No body hair and no treasure trail but an amazingly well defined Apollo’s Belt which of course drew my eyes down to his Calvin’s. He had terrific arms and I could tell he could lift some serious weight with them. Small dime sized nipples and almost no pit hair completed the picture of this Asian god.
He looked at us as his friend rolled over and lifted his head straining to look at Timmy and I standing there above them with the sunlight behind us. He smiled a beautiful white tooth smile and reached out his hand for mine. "Hey. My name is Jaine Pearson and this is my roommate Kent Barkley." As soon as our fingers and palms touched I knew Jaine was gay as I felt electric shocks course from my fingers and run around my body ending up in the very tip of my cock.
Kent jumped up and sat on his knees next to Janie and reached out his hand to shake Timmy’s outstretched hand. We then switched and I shook Kent’s feeling a guy who wanted to explore his gay side but had not done so yet. He had lots of unanswered questions that I sensed Jaine wanted to answer. I guess that was what they were discussing when Timmy and I walked up.
"So what’s with your name and your accent Janie?" Not a normal thing for Harrisonburg Virginia," I said squatting down on the ground in front of these two guys.
Jaine laughed and said, "Yeah it throws everyone off but it sure is a conversation starter don’t you think?"
"Absolutely," I replied.
"Well my mum is from Hong Kong and my dad is very British you know. Upper crust and all you know. RA! TA! Crumpets and all that rot! Lord and Lady Pearson going back 7 generations or so. I can never keep them all straight. We live in a very old manor house outside of Lincoln. My dad’s family freaked when he brought my mum home but they have warmed up a bit over the years. You know the British upper class can be rather frosty when they put their minds to it." Jaine told us. "I am an only child and the last of the heirs to the Pearson family fortune."
"Wow I have never met a future Lord before. Hot damn," Timmy said. "Do we need to bow or get down on our knees or what."
"That would be nice but no it’s not necessary," Jaine said laughing.
"And what brings a Lord and his consort to our humble town?" I asked.
"Oh hell guys how I wish Kent was my consort. In fact I was talking to him about that very thing just before you walked up but he is a bit shy so perhaps you all can help me out. And I am going to JMU. Didn’t have the brains or the grades for Oxford so they shipped me off to the States. A family embarrassment you know. Being dumb and being gay was just to much for the family I guess. End of the line with me and all that rot." Jaine said.
I noticed that Kent had blushed a bit at the explicit talk of exploring his sexuality with Jaine. "So Kent you never got it on with a guy before? A hot good looking guy like you?" I asked looking him in the eyes.
"No MAN! Shit where I come from guys just didn’t do that kind of shit man. I mean checking out guys in the locker room is all I have ever done and then I go and get Jaine as my roommate. Go figure that one." Kent said with a definite country twang to his accent. He had the deepest darkest brown eyes I had ever seen before and these amazing large dimples on each side of his beautiful mouth and this cute little button nose that was so damn cute and sexy.
"So where you from man?" Timmy asked.
"Wheeling, West Virginia," Kent replied.
"You should have seen Kent’s face the first time I stripped naked and walked around with a hard on. I thought he was going to hyperventilate and have a heart attach on me. I mean I have been out since I was 10 man so I just did what came naturally. I had no idea he would have so much trouble appreciated what I have down here," Jaine said grabbing his crotch with one of his hands. "Shit all the guys in Eton loved the attention I showed them so I couldn’t believe it when Kent said no to my advances. That may have been the first time anyone ever said no to me." Jaine said.
"Come on man. I am not sure I want to talk about this in front of strangers." Kent said blushing some more.
"Hey Kent who you calling a stranger? We introduced ourselves," Timmy said laughing as he reached out his hand and placed it on Kent’s shoulder. Kent sort of flinched but he didn’t pull away so I knew it was just a matter of time. He wanted to know what male sex was like but he was just afraid of what he didn’t know about it.
"I’m sorry Timmy. I didn’t mean to insult you or anything. You know what I mean," Kent said blushing some more.
"I know. I know. Not to worry but I have to say until a few weeks ago I was you man. Never even entered my mind to get it on and party with another guy and then Tom here showed me the joys of cock and I have never looked back. Damn at least you should try it and experiment a little. What’s the harm. If you don’t like it then just say no. No harm done." Timmy said.
"I just don’t see what’s so great about it." Kent said.
"Yeah well it is hard to say exactly you know but I am not lying to you." Timmy said. "You want to see mine. No touching just a look see."
"Here in public. SHIT MAN you must be out of your freaking mind!" Kent said leaning back from Timmy and his touch.
I looked around and we all looked around and we were well away from everyone. Maybe about a quarter of a mile from the turn around where most people were gathered.
"Come on man do you see anyone around here at all. Shit I didn’t say completely strip or anything. Just pull it out. If anyone comes we can pull up our shorts and no one is the wiser. Let’s just have a little old fashioned circle jerk. Surely you have had a circle jerk before even in Wheeling, West Virginia?" Timmy said.
"Naw man never...... I mean..... I heard about them before...... but I never was in one. Oh shit guys I just don’t know. This is...like....so...gay," Kent said but he glanced down at Timmy’s crotch as he spoke.
"You are right about that Kent. It is gay and its nothing to be weird about. Just guys showing off what God gave them to each other," I said as I raised up and just pushed my shorts down letting Kent see my cock and balls. I then sat back down on my thighs and reached my hand into my crotch and started to massage my cock and balls. It felt so good. Timmy did the same and then Jaine did the same and soon the three of us were working away on our cocks. All of us were hard in no time. Jaine had a 5 inch cock. Small with a small set of hard rounded balls. His pubes were shiny black and long almost silky hairs that were not at all curly. He was the first Asian I had ever seen naked. He was cut and the over all picture was really nice.
Timmy and I had our 6 ½ inchers hard and throbbing and open for inspection as Kent looked from one to the other and then back again. His eyes were bugged out and he was licking his lips and breathing hard as he looked at us play with our cocks. he was enjoying this no matter what he said.
"So Jaine you ever hang around with Harry or William much?" I asked Jaine to change the topic and put Kent at ease..
"Well actually I did some when we were younger and I have seen them naked in the locker room showers and would not have minded having a little of that royal cock in my mouth but it never happened but I can tell you they are hung very nicely. I would say both of them are 8 inchers with nice sets of low hangers although I was not privy to their hard cocks." Jaine told us still working on his cock.
"Wow that must have been cool. Imagine Royal Fucking Cock. Wonder if it tastes the same as a commoners cock," I said giggling.
"So Kent you going to show us some of that West Virginia meat or not," Timmy said. "We don’t want to get to far ahead of you." Timmy said letting his hard cock bounce up and down for Kent’s viewing pleasure. He has such control over that muscle of his. Like Ion Davidof the Bel-Ami model in that scene with Lucas Ridgeston. I loved to watch that thing over and over. Could never get enough of that clip.
"So you guys are an item?"Jaine asked.
"Yeah partners, best friends and get this brothers since our parents got married a few weeks ago. I have like been in love with Timmy forever but he never knew it. He was like the big man on campus and to busy hanging with all the other jocks to notice a former fat geek boy like me. I mean we were like best friends and all but I cried myself to sleep every night just thinking about his luscious prick and he never knew it. Never even suspected. To busy screwing every girl in school," I said looking at Timmy fondly. "And now the only thing he screws is guys."
"I used to love pussy man. God how I loved to bury my face in between a chicks legs and stick this cock as deep inside as I could get but now you could never get me back there again. I am in love with cock and in love with this guy right here," Timmy said reaching our to lightly stroke my hard cock with his fingertips. I groaned and tensed my muscles the sight of which was not lost on our friend Kent who was watching our every move.
"You’re brothers!! That is so radical man and a former pussy hound to boot." Janie said. "Shit I tried it once but it was not for me at all. Didn’t do a thing for this bad boy." he said grabbing his hard tool and shaking it around making us all laugh. Even Kent laughed.
Finally Kent raised up and looked this way and that and then pushed his baggies and Calvin’s down on his thighs exposing to our view a half hard dripping cock. Oh shit it was so lovely. What a beautiful piece of man meat. Lord what a muscle. It was growing fast as blood pumped into the shaft forcing his cock to dance and twitch. It was a handful and when it was completely full and hard I guessed it to be 8 solid inches with a nice large ski sloped head and well defined lip. One very large vein ran just under the surface all the way down the center on the top of his dick with smaller veins coursing off to wrap themselves around his cock.
"HOLY FUCKING SHIT," Jaine said as he looked wide eyed and open mouthed at the object of his affection and love. "I had no idea Kent. God you are so freaking gorgeous. Isn’t he boys? Damn that is one fine tool you got there. Shit now I know I am in love."
Kent blushed at Jaine’s praise of his cock and sat back down on his thighs with his hard cock sticking up straight and the eye looking around at our cocks who were each looking back at him. His face was turning red but he was obviously proud of his cock and was pleased we all thought it was gorgeous. Shit every man wanted to know his cock was beautiful.
"Damn Kent that thing is beautiful man. I’ll bet the chicks in Wheeling went wild over it," Timmy said admiring the view as we all resumed stroking ourselves. Kent obviously had some practice in that department as his hand slid up and down the slippery surface of his cock. I noticed he was really blushing now and wondered why and then it hit me. Our boy Kent was a virgin and this was the first time anyone had seen his cock hard and ready for action. Was he embarrassed by that I wondered? Of course he was. I mean a guy like him a virgin? I glanced at Timmy and he smiled at me knowing my thoughts as he nodded his head slightly.
"Kent man look you know it’s OK to be a virgin. Shit I just had my first sex with a man last year and with a woman in the past two months and look at me I’m OK!" I said holding out my arms and raising up on my knees to show off my great looking body.
Kent stopped working his cock and really turned about 12 shades of red and purple, "is...is...oh shit man..... it that obvious?" he stuttered at last.
"Na man. I am just very perceptive. I am sure your secret is safe with us because you know what? We don’t care. Not one bit. The moment is now and that is all that matters," I said lowering myself back down on my thighs and resuming my stroking of my hard gorgeous cock.
"Hey man it is OK to look you know. This is the first time in your life you can look to your hearts content and not worry about what anyone might think or say. Shit man you have such an incredible piece of meat there. It’s high time you showed it off to someone." Timmy said as he watched Kent stroke his cock.
Janie had been pretty silent as Timmy and I did all the talking but he was watching Kent closely and his mind was fantasizing taking that man meat in between his lips and sucking him dry.
"So if you don’t mind my asking why is a good looking guy like you a virgin man?" I asked.
Kent was silent for a moment as he thought about his reply and how much he was going to reveal to us about his personal private life. "It isn’t because I didn’t want to..... but...... I guess there are lots of reasons. Mostly the girls who put out in our school were sort of skanky and all and I wanted sex to be wonderful. I just didn’t want a one night stand in the backseat of someone’s car. My friends were all dating the pure girls but then they were like going behind their backs to mess around with the other girls and I just didn’t want to do that. It didn’t seem right to me you know," We nodded at his explanation and then he continued,"I know I shouldn’t judge them and call them names but that is what I thought at the time you know. I guess the girls I went out with were pretty religious and we all kept hearing about abstinence in our church youth group and all and shit it just never happened. I mean you know I had lots of necking and some tit touching and I creamed in my underwear lots of times but I just never got to home plate."
"That’s cool man. So what were your thoughts on guys? Any at all?" Timmy said.
"No.... not really..... I mean...I guess...I mean.... you know just looking in the locker room and shit like that but..... I guess I never really thought much about it until I started to room with Jaine here. I mean.... yeah.... you know we heard about how it was a SIN and all in church but really we didn’t talk much about it except in fooling around and I can’t remember anyone in my school coming out or anything like that. That just would not have happened in our town." Kent said as he continued to work on his slippery cock. His hand was making these little slurping noises as he worked on himself and his eyes had that dreamy far away look of a guy masturbating. We all did. Four guys with their dicks hard as rocks jerking off in a circle on a hot summer afternoon.
"So when you saw Jaine hard the first time what did you think?" I asked.
"At first I was like totally weirded out you know but then I sort of liked it and was amazed that he didn’t seem to care at all and then when he told me he was gay I was like totally flipped out but he never put the moves on me at least until today." Kent said never missing a beat with his dick.
"So how do you feel about Janie? I mean really deep down. No bullshit. How you really feel man?" Timmy said as he squeezed his cock tight in his fist until the head looked like it might explode. He then pushed it down between his legs and groaned at the intense feelings he was experiencing.
Kent was silent as he watched Timmy and listened to his quiet groans and then he said, "I am just not sure guys....I mean....I just am not sure. AHHHH fuck here it comes...oh hell YES!" he said as he started to squeeze and jerk really hard and then he shot about 6 loads of white creamy cum on the grass in the middle of our circle. It was so thick and white. Not watery at all. Dripping down on the green grass. White cum and green grass what a contrast. He clenched his gut in as he felt the intense sensual contractions of his orgasm and the look on his face as he came was priceless and so beautiful. SWEET!
I was next and moaned loudly as I shot my load on top of Kent’s and then Timmy shot his and finally we all watched Jaine shoot load after load of really watery cum all over the place. His cock was like a cannon and he shot the hugest load I had seen in a long time. Especially for such a little guy. So freaking watery. We all squeezed out every last drop of cum and then sat back on our heels. Breathing hard. Feeling good. Feeling GREAT! Feeling FUCKING FANTASTIC! Each of us had that satisfied goofy smile on our faces of pure sex. Damn I felt good.
"Look Kent far be it for me to tell you what to do. You are your own man and you have to make up your mind but shit man just try it out tonight and see what its like. Just take your time and go slow and if there is something you don’t like say so and if there is something you do like say so as well. Janie looks like a great lover and you two would make a good couple." Timmy said as he raised up and pulled his shorts up. He reached in his pocket and found a scrap of paper and a pen and wrote his cell and my cell and our e-mail down. He handed it to Kent who had pulled his shorts up. "here’s my number in case you want to call and talk about anything at all. Let’s get together sometime."
"Look guys this had been as real as it gets but Timmy and I need to be moving on. Talk about it and see what happens. We have lots of gay and straight friends and there is a great gay community building here in Harrisonburg. We would love for you to be a part of it. Straight or gay it doesn’t really matter we are just having fun and loving each other. Call us OK?" I said standing up.
"And our family is really supportive and would love to meet you. We have three little brothers and you may not believe this but my grandmother is a lesbian and has a lover that lives with her. We run most days in the Maple Street park and skateboard and swim and I read books to the kids at the public library on Saturdays. Tom and I are going to start a whole new world order here in Harrisonburg after we finish college so if you want to be a part just keep in touch. We are taking off guys," Timmy said jumping up and reaching down his arm to help Kent up. I helped Jaine up and drew him into a hug and kissed him lightly on the lips.
Timmy hugged Kent and gave him a kiss on the lips which Kent returned. His first gay kiss. The first of many I thought as I went over and hugged him and kissed him as well. I could feel his body trembling as we touched and kissed but he let my tongue trace his closed lips and I felt him shiver as electric shocks traveled out from those lips and my tongue.
Jaine looked at us as we turned to walk away, "Thanks guys. We will definitely be in touch. Thanks for everything." he put his arm on Kent’s shoulder and Kent let it stay there as we walked off towards our bikes. I took Timmy’s hand in mine and he gripped my hand as we walked along swinging and enjoying the day.
"That was so freaking radical man. I can’t believe we just had a circle jerk in public with a real true live someday Lord from merry old England and a virgin from Wheeling West Virginia. Damn Kent was hot and Janie was not half bad himself." Timmy said humming and laughing out loud as we walked along the grass next to the river.
"It was pretty out there man. I hope that Kent does the right thing and lets Janie love him. He is wound up tight but he needs some love in his life you know. I know that first hand," I said.
"Don’t I know that my friend and am so glad I love you," Timmy said taking me in a dancing hold and waltzing around on the grass laughing and giggling and just having fun. A few folks looked at us but they mostly smiled and didn’t frown at our antics. That was good. We reached our bikes and took another drink of water before jumping back on and heading back the way we came to town.
The afternoon sun was setting slowly and the temperature had dropped slightly. Our legs were getting a good workout and my calves and thigh muscles felt so good as I pumped those pedals around and around. It was amazing that for so many years I had abstained from any kind of exercise and now my body craved it. Begged for it. Wanted it like a drug. Why did I wait so long? My lungs were taking air in and blowing it out and I felt good all over as endorphin’s coursed around my bloodstream giving me a natural unadulterated high.
Before I knew it we were coasting back into town and then finding our way through the streets to our home on Maple Street. I wondered what time it was as we stowed our bikes in the garage on their wall mounted racks and made our way inside the cool silent house. The kitchen clock said it was 4:45 PM so we had enough time to shower, dress and then on over to Jake’s place to see the self sucking show Ronnie boy was going to put on.
"Come on man let’s get a quick shower. Have you ever watched a guy suck his own cock before?" Timmy asked as we made our way up the back stairs to our room. We didn’t have to latch the door today as their was no one in the house to surprise us.
"Just on the Internet but I have always been intrigued by guys who can do it and wonder what it must feel like to suck on your own cock. It must be so sweet to be able to do yourself but I have heard that it can really hurt your back if your cock is not long enough," I said as we took off our running shoes and socks and then stripped off our shorts and tossed them in the dirty laundry basket.
We came together and embraced and touched and kissed and I forgot about anything except Timmy Hamilton. We were still at that stage in our relationship where just a touch made our pulse quicken and our bodies flushed when we saw each other or even thought about one another.
We stood there belly to belly, blood rushing, cool flesh warming. I cupped his butt cheeks in my hands as he cupped mine. God I wanted to just stay here and make love over and over again with Timmy but then I also wanted to see the show.
"Damn we are hot mother fuckers aren’t we?’ Timmy laughed pushing me gently away. Our cocks were half hard and our breath had quickened. "So go or call Jake and Jon and take a rain check?"
"A shower and let’s go and then we can spend the night together after our dinner with Jake and Jon." I said.
"Cool beans lover man," Timmy said slapping my butt playfully as we ran down the hallway into the bathroom. I turned on the water and then joined my lover standing at the porcelain bowl letting our bladders empty themselves. "Jaine’s pubes were amazing weren’t they? I mean it is so incredible how different nationalities and races have different kinds of pubic hair."
"Yeah it was so jet black and wasn’t curly at all except at the very ends. And so freaking shiny too!" I said remembering what Jaine looked like. "Damn I hope they get it on together."
We shook off and jumped in the shower and got all wet under the hot spray. Turning around and around and around under the water. The we soaped ourselves up and before I knew it we were finished and turning off the water and getting our towels to dry off. A quick slap of deodorant and a very quick brush of our teeth and we were ready to get dressed.
As Timmy handed me my clothes I said, "So you think anything is going to happen with Ronnie other than his show?"
"I haven’t a clue man. I would like to touch that monster of his and maybe see how much I could fit in my mouth but other than that I am not looking for much. Are you?" Timmy said sliding his shorts on over his boxers.
"The same for me I guess. As you know I am not all that into huge cocks. I mean they are neat to look at but they just don’t do much for me," I said slipping on my sandals to complete the GQ look. We fixed each others hair and saw we just had time to get over to Jake’s place.
"Your ride or mine?" Timmy said as we made our way downstairs.
"Mine will be fine," I said as we left a note for mom and dad on the dry erase board we kept on the refrigerator. It was a great way to let the folks know where we were when we were out so they wouldn’t worry so much. Communication is the key to success I thought to myself. In a family or in a relationship. You can’t over communicate.
"That is for sure man," Timmy said grinning at me as we got into my truck and I drove around the back streets around Tech’s campus to Jake’s apartment complex. The usual contingent of frat brothers and other Abercrombie guys were out in the parking lot playing frisbee and hackey sac and just standing around with their chicks drinking beer and smoking cigarettes and pot and just chilling with their crew on a Sunday night.
We parked and made our way over to Jake’s place and knocked before opening the door and walking inside. Jake and Jon were in the kitchen smoking a large doobie and cracking a beer.
"Hey guys come on in why don’t you?" Jake called out. "Ronnie’s not here yet but I expect him anytime. He said he could slip out for about 40 minutes or so without being missed. Can I get you anything? Let’s see water for you and a Coke for you!"
"Correct my friend," I said as we walked over to give our pals a hug and a kiss. We took the drinks and stood there for a few just chillin’ with each other.
"So that was quite a service this morning guys. Jesus I can’t believe those guys had the balls to stand up there and tell the world what they did to that poor guy. With their parents sitting there too! But that Ralph is going to be a hot little number when he gets a bit older isn’t he?" Jake said.
"Yeah he seems like a really great guy and I talked with him about going to JUM when he chooses a college. Brandon took him to the airport while Walt took Mason for a check-up. Mason has been fooling around at this glory hole at UVA and said sometimes he would do 20 guys in a row and sometimes he would even do them from both ends. Shit talk about scary sex. Damn he was bad off." I said.
"20 guys in a row! Shit Tom I guess he was trying to punish himself for being gay and for what he did to Ralph," Jon said.
"I think you may be right Jon," I said. Just then we heard a tap at the door and saw Ronnie’s face through the window. He had come up the back way and climbed over the railing of the deck and was out of breath. He certainly was a good looking guy. Jake handed him a beer and he followed us to Jake’s bedroom. Jon put on some
Dire Straights at the Albert Hall and Jake lit up another huge doobie.
Ronnie took a big toke and then handed it back to Jake and kicked off his sandals and slipped his t-shirt up and over his head. "I don’t have a lot of time. I am supposed to be on a beer run." he said as he pushed his shorts and underwear to the floor and stepped out of them. Jesus his cock was so freaking huge even as soft as it was.
Jake took another big hit and passed it back to Ronnie. After holding his breath and then letting it out he said, "Look man you got to let us help you make this thing hard. Any problems with that?"
Ronnie looked like he might object but then he nodded his head and spread his legs a bit wider for a better stance as Jake reached in to start stroking at that huge mother of a dick. Jon stepped around Jake from the other side and together they stroked Ronnie’s balls and cock. Ronnie smoked the rest of the joint by himself as he stood there leaning his head back enjoying the feelings of having his cock and balls massaged by two pairs of hands that weren’t your own and which also belonged to good looking guys.
"Try it Tom and Timmy. Jesus this thing is so freaking heavy," Jake said as he and Jon stepped aside to let Timmy and I try our turn. I was amazed as my hand tried its best to wrap around that penis of Ronnie’s. It was so big I could hardly get two hands around its entire circumference. How was it possible to have a dick this big I thought as I pulled on it? It was gigantic. The head was almost as big as my entire fist and then whole thing felt like it weighed 5 pounds although I was sure it couldn’t weigh that much. Or could it? And his balls were saggy and really hairy and huge as well. The nuts inside each ball sac were the size of golf balls.
It grew and grew and grew but there was no way Ronnie could hold it straight out like a regular guy’s penis. It was just to long and to heavy to hold itself up. I had to admit it was unique and different but I was so glad mine and Timmy’s were just average sized dicks. I was happy with my 6 ½ inches.
I massaged the huge tip of Ronnie’s cock and he spurted big globs of precum out the oversized piss slit and I took all of it to lube that huge shaft.
"Ronnie can I have a little taste of this thing?" Timmy asked. Ronnie nodded his head and watched as Timmy dropped to his knees and began to open his mouth as wide as he could to take the tip between his lips. Timmy was able to get the tip and maybe a half an inch of that shaft inside and his mouth was stretched as far open as he could possible get it. It looked like it hurt to open that much.
After a few moments of trying to suck that cock Timmy backed off, "Damn man this thing is quite a monster. You want a taste Tom?" I shook my head declining as I knew I could take it in my mouth and while I wanted to watch Ronnie work it I just had no desire to suck on it.
Jake said he wanted a go and he dropped to his knees as Timmy moved out of the way. Jake couldn’t do any better than Timmy had and Jon declined as well. Ronnie didn’t seem to have his feelings hurt by our rejection and he went and got on the middle of the bed and bent his waist as he raised his legs in the air.
"I can do it by myself but could you guys help me out here?" Ronnie asked as Jon and I stepped to one side of the bed and Timmy and Jake stepped to the other We took Ronnie’s legs and helped him to bend his back and legs until his cock almost fell into his open mouth. We put a pillow under his ass and back to raise him up some. Jake held Ronnie’s cock and pushed it in and out of Ronnie’s mouth as Ronnie eagerly sucked and licked his own cock. He was groaning and moaning with ecstasy as he sucked himself off. His eyes had rolled back into his head as he enjoyed giving himself pleasure. He was able to put about 3 or 4 inches of that monster cock in his mouth. Of course he had lots of practice over the years. He was in a different place as he sucked himself. This part of it was cool. Ronnie liked cock but just his own.
He seemed to have forgotten us completely as he entered his own world of self sucking. I ran my hands over the inside of his thighs and squeezed and massaged his balls while he sucked himself making little slurping and cooing sounds as he pleasured himself. We pushed his legs down towards his head and then lifted them up and then back down and up to help him in his process and soon he was really grunting and breathing hard as he jerked on the shaft with both his hands and opened his mouth wide to shoot his huge load of cream directly on his tongue and down his waiting throat.
Damn he could shoot a gallon of cream. He did some more slurping and licked his cream covered lips. We helped him straighten his legs out and he lay there on the bed breathing hard with a satisfied smile on his Abercrombie face. "Shit none of my friends would ever believe I drink my own cum or just sucked on my own cock in front of you guys. Shit I can’t even believe I just did it. I just wanted someone to see me do it. I don’t do it very often cause it does hurt my back but damn it tastes good. I usually have to prop myself against the headboard or against a wall or I can sometimes just bend all the way over if I hook my arm under my leg but I can’t seem to get much in my mouth when I do it that way."
"You have gotten pretty good at getting your cock in your mouth Ronnie. Jezz it is quite a mouthful," Jake said.
"Well I have been practicing since I was like 14 years old and as they say you get better with practice. I once ...like.... made the mistake of telling my best friend when I was like 15 or so and I never made that mistake again. He blabbed it all over the place and they razzed me about it for a few years. Guys just don’t understand how good it feels and I naively thought they would think it was cool. Shit man I think I am in love with my own cock and no one does it like I can. I mean pussy is great and all but nothing beats what I can do for myself. Is that weird or what? Did I just say that shit? Hey I don’t want to like hurt your feelings or anything but well shit for gay guys your cock sucking didn’t really do much for me at all. I really thought it might be different so that is why I came over here today but I guess with a rod this big it is just hard to please me." Ronnie said laughing as he sat up on the bed. "I had better get going or my crew will start to wonder what happened. Um....this is between us isn’t it?" He said pulling up his boxer briefs and then his shorts.
"Shit yeah man. We don’t kiss and tell. Look any chance you would let us get you on video sometime. We would hide your face and all but there could be some bread in it for you." Timmy asked as Ronnie pulled his t-shirt on over his head and then found his sandals.
"Let me think about that man. I don’t know? Video? I mean who would be watching it?" Ronnie asked.
"Well we are going to be starting up this web site with really cool gay shit and well just guys jerking and sucking and great photography and animations and stories and shit like that and I know people would pay good money to watch you suck that monster cock of yours." Timmy said as we walked out into the living room.
"I’ll think about it and let Jake know. See you around," Ronnie said as he walked out the back door jumped over the railing of the deck with ease and then headed back down the steep slope to his car.
"Damn that thing was a sausage and a half wasn’t it?" Jake said as he cracked another beer and handed it to Jon and grabbed a water for me and a coke for Timmy and then a beer for himself.
"To much for my tastes," Jon said. "But I do have to say it was awesome watching him get into his own cock. He was right about loving himself. The look on his face when he was doing himself was priceless."
"Give me a 6 or 7 incher any day and I will be happy. My mouth was so stretched out it still hurts," Timmy said opening and closing his mouth and touching the corners of his mouth with his fingers. "So where do you guys want to go for dinner?"
"How about that Moroccan place over by JUM that just opened? It is called Babu’s and I have heard the food is great and you can eat with your fingers if you want. They like set everything down on this huge platter in the center of the table and you just pick it up and eat it. And you can sit on the floor and everything and to boot they say it is not expensive and you get huge portions so you know the college students love it." Jon said rubbing his hand across his flat tight belly.
"Sounds great. I love to try new places. Let’s head out. I am so starved," Timmy said with a laugh as he finished his coke and we walked outside. We all got in Jon’s car and he drove out of the parking lot. Ronnie was hanging with his buds at the other end of the parking lot and he had his shirt off showing off his great body. He actually waved to us as he saw us leave and some of his friends looked our way and probably wondered what was up with that.
Jon slipped the new Van Morrison CD in his player. It was all country music and called
Pay the Devil. I liked it but then again I had a soft spot in my mind for Van Morrison. Our windows were rolled down and we enjoyed the evening night air as it blew across our faces and heads blowing our hair. It was nice to be with friends and just jamming along.
Jon pulled up in front of the restaurant and there were quite a few cars for a Sunday night. We walked in and the interior was dark and beautiful with lots of brass and beautiful wall coverings and leather and Moroccan music playing in the back ground. Most all the tables were set on the floor with pillows placed around them to lean or sit on. They wouldn’t get the Baptist church crowd with not many tables and chairs but the place was pretty crowded. Lucky for us there was a table in the corner that had just opened up and the hostess seated us and asked us what we would like to drink.
"Timmy or Tom will you drive us home so I can have another beer?" Jon asked.
"Sure no problem man," we both said at once and then started to giggle. Jon and Jake ordered some imported Moroccan beer and Timmy had his usual Coke and I had water with lemon.
"Um Mam. We have never eaten Moroccan food before. Can you just order us a nice platter of appetizers and then a platter of your specialities for us?" I asked as I looked at the menu and did not recognize anything.
"It would be my pleasure sir. I will do my best to give you a taste of our countries fine foods," she said as she bowed and walked away.
"Thanks Tom," Jake said. "I had no idea what any of this stuff was and I was just going to start pointing at this and that." We all laughed at the thought of what we might have gotten with that method of ordering and I hoped mine was better.
Our drinks were brought out by a good looking waiter who was wearing a gold wedding band. I didn’t get any vibes from him at all so I just let that be for the evening. We toasted our life together. Then the waiter came back and brought a huge brass platter filled with slices of different kinds of fruit and dates and nuts, Pastille with Almonds and chicken, these fried things we assumed were some kind of fish and chicken and Beghrir which he told us were Moroccan pancakes and bowls of the national soup called Harira which was mutton and lentils and other vegetables. Everything smelled so great and we sat there and just looked at everything. Then we dug in and just started to eat. I loved eating with my fingers. It felt so good to touch and feel what I was eating. The spices were incredible and they exploded with their different flavors in my mouth.
The platter was empty before we knew it and with hungry guys like Timmy, Jake and Jon it was no wonder. Our waiter came and took the platter away and asked us how we liked everything. We told him it was all incredible. Jon and Jake asked him for another beer and Timmy and I were OK with our beverages. He thanked us and smiled as he carried our platter back to the kitchen.
Then he came back carried this giant, absolutely full, brass platter filled almost to overflowing with different kebab’s of fish, chicken mutton and other meat. There was a dish called Tajine of Lamb with peas and artichokes, couscous, a salad of sweet potato and one of rasped carrots and oranges, and a dish with eggplant and chick peas called Zaalouk. So much saffron and turmeric and other spices I did not recognize.
I sat up on my knees and leaned way over and just pushed my nose over the center of the brass platter letting all the rich aromas waft into my nostrils. "Oh damn guys this is amazing," I said sitting back down. "You need to take a whiff before we start to eat."
Everyone got up and leaned over and smelled the food. "You’re right Tom. This is amazing." Timmy said and his comments were repeated by Jon and Jake. Then we dug in and started to shovel bits of this and that into our open mouths tasting and sampling everything in sight.
"You look like you are enjoying your food boys," the hostess told us as she walked by our table.
"This is so great. We’re going to tell all our friends. Do you know the Badrinath’s who have the Indian restaurant?" I asked.
"Oh yes Daya is a good friend of mine and her son Ramu grew up with my son, Jalloun, who is your waiter although they have grown apart in the past few years as they got busy with other things you know. Of course in America we call our son Jalli because the children in his school could not say Jalloun properly. Do you know Ramu?" she said.
"Oh yeah, Ramu is a good friend of ours and we eat at his families restaurant all the time," Timmy said between bites of food.
Just then Jalli came up to the table and he and his mom spoke in Arabic together for a moment. He smiled at his mom and then looked at us and then said, "Please tell Ramu I asked about him. We sort of fell apart as friends the past couple of years and I am not sure if he even knows I just got married a month ago. We used to do everything together. I miss seeing him."
"Well congratulations. I will be sure to pass that on to him. He has been so busy with school and working at the restaurant I am not sure he has much free time these days as you probably well know." I said.
"Oh yes and now my wife is expecting so we will be even busier when the baby comes," Jalli said clearing away some of our plates and the now empty brass platter. "Can I interest you all in some dessert this evening?"
We all groaned and held our stomachs and begged off dessert even Timmy the bottomless pit of all eaters. Jalli finished clearing everything away and handed me the check and walked off. I looked at it and my eyebrows must have danced on my face because everyone asked, "What’s wrong Tom?" at the same time.
"This can’t be right guys. All that food for this small price. I can’t believe it? You said it was cheap Jon but this is ridiculous." I said looking around for Jalli or his mother. I caught Jalli’s eye and he came over to see what I wanted, "Jalli this bill seems way to low for all the food we just ate. Are you sure its right?"
Jalli laughed and said, "In my years working as a waiter no one has ever asked to pay more but the bill is right. We try and keep our prices low to keep everyone happy and we still make a profit. Believe me on that! Moroccans love to count their money."
"Awesome man. Thanks." I took out my wallet and paid the bill leaving a 20% tip for Jalli. He took the money and thanked us for coming in and hoped to see us again soon. "When is the baby due?" I asked.
"Oh still about 6 months so we have some time to get ready," Jalli said.
"So what do we owe you man," Jon and Jake said pulling out their wallets. I told them and they paid me for their meals and I put their money in my wallet as we got up to leave.
"Damn I am stuffed," I said as we walked to the door saying goodbye to Jalli’s mom and thanking her for the great meal. The evening had cooled off considerably from earlier and the stars were out in the sky as we walked to our car. It was a beautiful summer evening.
"We need to spread the word about this place guys. And I saw they have a lunch buffet for a very reasonable price. We should try that sometime and Jon you could tell dad to tell his business friends. They are always looking for cheap places to eat." Timmy said.
We walked to Jon’s car and Timmy got in the drivers seat while Jon and Jake climbed in the back and I rode shotgun. Jon handed me a CD case and I saw that it was the new Willie Nelson CD where he sings the songs of Cindy Walker. It was a bit slow for my tastes but I always liked Willie so I didn’t say anything and just rode along enjoying his voice. He was so recognizable.
Timmy pulled up in front of Jake’s place and we saw that the parking lot was still a hive of activity as folks were playing, grilling out, hanging out, chillin’ with their friends and of course drinking and smoking like college students did the world over. We got out and Timmy threw the car keys to Jon who caught them easily with a one handed catch.
"You guys want to come on in for a little fun and games with little Jakie here," Jake said grabbing his crotch and pulling up on it in a suggestive gesture.
I thought about it for just a fraction of a moment and then said, "Thanks for the invite man but Timmy and I will take a rain check on playing with little Jakie. As much as we love the little guy tonight we are going to get some shut eye. Will we see you at the park in the morning?" I asked.
"Sure thing. Have fun and please do everything I would do," Jake said as he gave each of us a kiss and a hug. We walked to my truck and got in and headed out towards home.
We rode along in silence just enjoying the quiet and the evening breeze blowing through the open windows of my truck. When we got home I saw both parents cars were there so I assumed everyone was home. We walked inside and heard noises from the family room. The boys were all watching a video and mom and dad were siting in their comfortable chairs reading the Sunday paper. It was quite the Norman Rockwell family scene. They looked up as we came into the room. The boys yelled hello and then went back to their movie watching. Blackie even lifted her head up to see who was there and she wagged her tail a few times in greeting.
"So did you get Grand and Marie off OK?" Timmy asked.
"Yes dear. No problems and their plane left on time. They seemed so excited about traveling together and your father and I are so happy for them both. They were going to spend a few days in Denver on the way out and called just a little while ago to let us know they made it safely and were at their hotel in downtown Denver. The Brown Palace Hotel I think they said it was called." mom told us with a smile.
"That is good news," I said. "I hope they have a terrific time."
"How was your day?" dad asked putting his paper aside to look at us as he spoke.
"It was so cool dad. We took a ride out along the new Millers Pond Bike Path and they have done such a great job with it and we met these two great guys. They both go to JUM and one is from England and his dad and mom are like a Lord and Lady and he is somehow related to the Royal family and stuff. It was pretty cool." Timmy said.
"We’re going to call it an early night guys. See you all in the morning," I said as Timmy and I walked out of the room and up the back stairs to our room latching the door as we went because we knew something hot was about ready to happen in our little love nest under the eaves.
"Can you believe we are home so early man. This so freaking sweet," Timmy said as he started to strip all his clothes off. I stripped mine as well and we peed and then brushed our teeth before coming back into our room. Timmy put on some tunes and I lit some incense and candles and we went over and lay down on our bed face to face and just started to trace each others lips and chins with our fingers tips as we gazed deeply into each others eyes.
"You know...I sort of like Ronnie as a person and all.... but that cock of his is just to much man. I can’t tell you how awful it was trying my best to suck on that thing. Shit what did I get in my mouth maybe an inch or an inch and a half tops?" Timmy said. "And my mouth still hurts where I stretched it."
"Yeah I know what you mean. Glad we did it but time to move on. I would like to get it on video though even if we never use it. I have said it before and I’ll say it again yours is the perfect cock for me. Always has been and always will be," I said reaching both my hands down to stroke his soft cock and massage it hard.
"Oh shit Tom I love your hands. They feel so good on my cock. We are so awesome together. You know I love to fool around but this is what I crave. Just you and me together wrapped up in our love for each other." Timmy said kissing my nose as I massaged his hardening cock and squeezed his ball sac between my finger tips. Timmy breathing increased the more I played with his treasure and I kept up my ministrations in a slow very deliberate way just wanting it to last and last for Timmy as well as for me. I enjoyed just being with him and the orgasm wasn’t necessarily the thing. The foreplay was the thing I liked the best because once a guy came it was over but the foreplay was so awesome if you could just go slowly and resist the urge to speed things up.
"Push it down Tom. Oh yeah that is good. I love that feeling when you push my cock down." Timmy said as he lifted his top leg so I could push his hard stiff cock down between his legs. He was squirting juice all over the place so my hand was slippery and his cock was lubed as I twisted it and squeezed it and stroked it like I knew he wanted me to. He lay back on his back and his mouth opened and he let go with a loud sexy groan as I worked on his dick and balls. "Tom let me cum now. Oh shit yeah it feels so sweet man. You have the best hands you know that? Jeezz we are good together. AAAAAHHHHH yeah. You know it man. You know what I need and you always give me just what I need," Timmy moaned as I jerked his stiff rod harder and faster finally making him spurt and shoot a load of creamy white cum all over my hand and his abs and chest. I continued to work it and he continued to shoot until he was dry and then I raised up to begin my necessary clean up job. I loved this part of our sex together. The clean up part was almost as good as the jerk off part was.
I sucked and slurped at his cum until I had sucked it all into my mouth and down my throat. I did save a tiny bit for my ending kiss with Timmy as he wrapped his strong arms around my back and held me close to his body sending shivers of delight up and down both of our lean long bodies.
I leaned on my arms just looking at Timmy as he lay there looking up at me with that satisfied after orgasm look most men get after they shoot their load. I knew that feeling well and knew that as soon as he was rested he would start on me and take me to the place he had just been. I kissed each of his nipples and licked the tips with my tongue and bit them lightly with my teeth making him groan again. Then I stuck my nose directly in the center of his pit that was closest to me and smelled and licked the salty wetness. It smelled so strong and so Timmy. His smell. Only his. Uniquely his and no one else’s. He giggled and laughed as my tongue tickled his pit hairs.
Then I just lay my head down on his chest and felt my head rise and fall with his gentle breathing as he stroked the back of my head with his free hand. I could hear his heart beating for me. My heart. His heart but it was mine too. We were one. Different but the same.
"So any requests lover boy," Timmy said at last.
"Yeah man. How about sucking me from the back for awhile if you don’t mind?" I said.
Timmy laughed and said, "Hey man if it makes you happy I will suck you standing on my head. Just so long as I have your stiffy in my mouth."
I got up and turned around and Timmy sat up. I positioned myself in front on him but facing away and I spread my legs apart. I shivered as he traced his finger tips around and across my butt cheeks and up and down my crack and inside my thighs finally grabbing my stiff dick and pulling it back towards him through my legs. The pressure on my bent cock closed off the blood flow and made me twitch and shiver with delight as he began to suck and stroke my shaft. The intensity of my feelings was amazing as I bent my neck back and lifted my head and called out Timmy’s name over and over and begged him to never stop.
I loved the way my balls felt as they were pushed up into my ass crack and squished by my hard cock. The intensity of each nut was multiplied by a thousand million times as Timmy rubbed and licked the underside of my hard shaft. Then while holding up on my cock I felt Timmy start to lick the tip which sent me into new spasms of sensual delight and I could feel him slowly trace his way with that masterful tongue of his all the way up the entire length of my shaft and then over each compressed ball sac and then up beyond to the sweet, sweet spot and then on up into the forest of hairs in my crack until I felt his tongue twirling itself around and around my puckered hole. "OH shit yes," I called out as his tongue rimed my hole and darted in and out of the opening. I clenched my abdominal muscles as tight as I could and buried my face in the bed sheets as I screamed Timmy’s name over and over as his tongue took me to new heights. All the while he squished and squeezed and massaged my cock which was dripping liquid lube onto and into his massaging hand and palm.
I felt my whole body rack with the spasms of my intense orgasm which was building in my balls and getting ready for its journey to the outside world. He leveraged my cock even harder and higher and then I was lost and shooting and moaning and crying out "I LOVE YOU TIMMY," as I shot. Load after sweet load deep into his waiting mouth. He showed me no mercy as he continued to pull up on my cock while at the same time pump the shaft and squeeze the tip and rub it with the rough palm of his hand. I was spent and I collapsed on the bed breathing hard and telling Timmy I loved him. I was exhausted as I lay there satisfied and content with life and with my world. Timmy fell on the bed beside me and kissed my face and lips and I returned each and every kiss. One for one.
"That was awesome my friend. You really shot a load you know. Sweet cream before bedtime," Timmy said softly.
"Damn man you are such a good lover. When you rimmed me I thought I was going to explode. Your tongue is like the best man." I said stroking the side of his face with my fingers as we lay there and gazed into each others eyes.
"I have always been good with my tongue,"Timmy said as he showed it to me and wiggled it around. He could really move it and had so much control over it. It was like a trained muscle. Another of his marvelous traits. I knew in the past he had used it to drive the girls wild and now he used it exclusively for me and our friends.
We lay there on our bed with our heads at the bottom and I felt myself drifting off into dream land after another incredible day with Timmy Hamilton. What a day it had been. We had started off in our bed and now we were finishing in the same place but just at the other end of the bed. I giggled to myself in my half sleep. I was here and so was my lover, my partner, my brother and my best friend.
My Best Friend - Chapter 46 - Monday
I woke up and stretched out both my arms and my toes as far as I could and then realized with a start that my hands instead of hitting the headboard and wall behind the bed were out in space and my toes were crammed against the headboard. Then I remembered last night and falling asleep at the opposite end of our bed. I let my arms dangle in the air and then let them slowly lower to the floor.
"Weird isn’t it?" I heard my lover say.
"Yeah but I slept like a log. How about you?" I said rolling over on my side to look at my long haired lover. He was looking at me and resting on his crooked elbow and he had this huge beautiful freaking smile to end all smiles on his lovely face.
"Yeah great. maybe we should try the opposite end of the bed every once in awhile and not using a pillow didn’t seem to affect my sleep." Timmy said blowing me a kiss. I opened my mouth and let his air kiss blow inside and then when it was in I quickly closed my lips to trap it inside. I let it bounce all around my mouth and felt as it explored every crack and crevasse. I sucked it all the way deep into my lungs and then opened my mouth to blow one back to Timmy. He laughed and turned his cheek to catch my kiss on the side of his face.
I leaned forward and he leaned forward and we kissed each other. Slowly at first just tasting each others lips again and again and then our tongues started their exploration and soon we were pulling each other tight and close and locked into a tight embrace. My heart was doing flip-flops as I felt his hand slide down my side and lock onto one of my butt cheeks grasping it hard and squeezing. The heat from our crotches could have melted wax this morning and soon our cocks were hard and shoved up tight against each other between our hard flat abs.
We both started to shift our hips slowly at first and then faster. Our hard dripping cocks rubbed each other and the feelings were so freaking intense as we humped each other. We never stopped our kiss as we rubbed our intensely sensitive cocks against one another. I could hear our groans but they were muffled by our passionate kiss. I clenched my arms tightly around Timmy and pulled him even closer if that was possible as I shot my morning load in between our chests. It felt all wet and warm and gooey and then my cum was joined by Timmy’s as I felt him clench his muscles and shoot a load of creamy white morning cum to mix with mine. We continued to kiss and hold each other and run our arms and hands along each others backs and butts.
Finally Timmy broke the suction of our long passionate kiss and looked at me and yelled, "HOT DAMN that was FREAKING SWEET. OH SHIT TOM!!!!! What a freaking incredible kiss and my cock felt so good when it came. It was so fucking intense laying next to yours."
I laughed and looked at my lover and felt each and every feeling he had felt. We were one. Two bodies but one soul and one person in our love for each other. "We are so awesome together aren’t we Timmy?"
"Damn you can say that again if you want to," Timmy said smiling at me knowing I would do just that.
"We are so awesome together aren’t we Timmy?" I said again.
"Yes we are you sweet thing you." he said kissing my face all over and making cute slobbery sounds as he kissed my eyes, cheeks, lips, chin and eye brows. When he had finished and my face was all wet I lifted myself up and off him breaking the slimy wet creamy suction our cum had made. It was a mess but a beautiful mess. He jumped up in the air and backwards at the same time pushing himself up with his incredible arms. I could see all the wet gooey cum all over his chest and some was still dripping from his softening cock and some was all in his pubes. He stood there and ran his fingers across those hard abs of his making trails through the wet cum. Finally he raised his finger tips to his lips and tasted our mixed up cum and then smacking his lips and smiling he reached out his hand to me and said, "Great tasting cum man. Come on we need to get a shower and get out on the track. I need to work these legs out."
I let him grip my hand with his and felt as he pulled me up and off the bed to stand there in front of him. He took the palm of his hand and ran it through my cum and across my chest making me gasp at his touch. He then raised his cum covered hand to my lips and I drank of our man juice and licked my lips in satisfaction at the creamy good taste of our cum.
"Damn man that is so fine. Wish we could bottle it and sell it so everyone would be able to share in our good fortune," I said laughing as I pulled on his arm and we ran to the bathroom to pee and then shower.
I reached in and turned on the water before going to join Timmy at the porcelain bowl. As we stood there battling our stream of pee with each other as the hot water made its way from the basement all the way up to our attic room. By the time we had shaken our cocks and finished emptying our bladders the water was starting to steam. I held the shower curtain aside for Timmy and let him jump in first and then I followed him and we stood there getting wet all over.
"We really need to talk with Skip about the size of the showers in our new place man. I mean I love the closeness of this one but we could do with just a little more elbow room you know," Timmy said grinning as he washed my pubes, cock, balls and chest. God he had such strong hands and I loved their touch and the way they made me feel.
When he had finished I started in on his magnificent body and said, "Well I don’t think we will have any problems with our landlord man. Skip would do just about anything for us and shit he has the money to spend which will only improve the property. Damn it’s going to be such a blast when we go back to school and live together on our own." I said paying special attention to Timmy’s cock and balls. He let himself get hard again as I washed him all over. I stroked his hard cock and he groaned as he leaned back against the tile wall of the shower.
"Damn man you have gone to far. Now take me all the way. Shit your hands are so awesome," Timmy said as he clenched his abs tight to intensify the feelings I was giving him before his orgasm. I let my soapy hands squeezed and massage his ball sac as my other hand whipped back and forth over his hard dick shaft. He was thrusting his hips back and forth as I jerked his cock finally shooting another quick load on my legs. I continued to pull on his cock as he shot his entire load. His body jerked and quivered with the wonderful feelings of a post orgasm jerk. I let him turn to wash off so I could take my place under the stream of water when he was done.
While I cleaned off his mess from my legs I asked him, "So how many times do you think its possible for a guy to cum in one day?"
"I am not sure man. Probably like 6 or 7 I would imagine. I think after that your dick would start to get sore and raw and your balls would start to hurt but shit we should try it sometime and count. It would be worth it to know I guess in a weird sort of way." Timmy said turning off the water as we stepped outside to dry off.
"Now we just have to find the time to be completely free and by ourselves to do our research," I said laughing as we hung up our towels and walked back to our room to dress out in our running gear.
"Yeah that will be the hard part. Maybe we should just get all our friends and lock us all in a house somewhere and just have sex for like 24 hours straight and see who can come the most." Timmy said excitedly, "We could like do a test and all and like measure our cum each time and shit like that."
"Hell yes man," I said catching his enthusiasm," We could like get Phillip to film each of us as we came and shit and then later we could go back and watch everyone and then we could post the results of the great JACK OFF competition on our web site."
"Oh I like the way you think Tom Peters. Let’s work out the details and see what we can CUM up with. Get it CUM up with!" Timmy said as he chortled to himself.
"I get it. I get it," I said laughing, "That is so lame but I get it. Now let’s hit the track and find Mike and Blackie."
We ran down the stairs and unlatched the door to the attic and then bounded down the stairs to the kitchen. It was dark and silent but the back door was open so we pushed out through the screen door and found Blackie and Mike in the back yard. They were both peeing. Mike had his little cock out and was peeing in the bushes and Blackie was squatting next to him on the grass. We couldn’t see Mike’s cock or anything but could just tell what he was doing from his "pee stance" and by the fact that his back was towards us.
"Watering the garden Mike?" Timmy called to Mike. Blackie jumped up at the sound of his voice and Mike turned and smiled at us and then we could tell he was shaking and putting his cock back in his running shorts.
"Um...yeah...these bushed looked like they were drooping Timmy. Hope it was OK."
Timmy laughed and said, "No problem from me Mike. It’s great to be a guy and to be able to pee almost anywhere."
Mike ran over to us as did Blackie and we started to do our warm-up exercises together. Push-ups, sit-ups, bend overs, stretches and leg raises. It felt good to stretch and bend and work our muscles out. When we were ready we took off down the driveway and onto the sidewalk and down to the park. Jon and Jake, Tricia and Brad and Todd, Brandon and Walt, Skip and Randy, and Johnny and Billy were already there warming up and Ryan came screeching in as we reached to others and said hello. He ran over and started to get in shape.
"Sorry I am late guys. I can never seem to time the drive just right," Ryan said to the group.
We all told him it was no problem as Paul drove up and got out. Soon we were ready to run and took off in a tight pack of runners all breathing nicely and pumping arms and legs. Soon the pack started to break up into our little groups and I found myself with Brandon, Jon, Billy and Johnny. I was surprised that Brandon was running with us slow pokes but maybe he wasn’t feeling his oats this morning. I was glad for the company and never questioned who ran with who.
Skip, Walt and Mike were going in their group and Blackie was following close at Mike’s heels as they made their way slowly around the track but doing quite well.
"So anything new Tom," Johnny asked between breaths.
"Well Timmy and I rode our bikes out along the new Miller’s Pond Road Bike path and it’s awesome man. Have you tried it out?" I said.
"Yeah it is so cool. This town is really spending money on amenities like bike trails, skate board parks, dog parks and tracks. It is very foresighted of the council which usually is not the case," Billy said.
"Yeah well Timmy and I met these two really cool dudes out there and had a little circle jerk. It was awesome and one of them is like royalty back home in England but he was just an ordinary guy except for his accent," I said laughing. "Oh and speaking of accents Timmy and I had some fun with this hot dude from Czechoslovakia who looks just like Peter Vope from Bel-Ami."
"You always seem to meet the neatest guys Tom," Jon said. "Have you told them about meeting Ronnie Boy?"
"Oh yeah one of Jake’s neighbors is this real jock type Abercrombie guy. You probably know the type. Such a stud muffin and he has like this huge 11" cock and he self-sucked it for us yesterday. It was sort of gross but cool at the same time and it made him feel good to finally be able to show off his equipment to other guys. He had been dying to do it for years," I said.
"Tom’s right. At first I thought it would be cool but it was to much for me. I guess I just like my cocks a more manageable size." Jon said laughing at the thought of Ronnie Boy sucking on his cock, "But damn the boy can shoot a load. Huh Tom?"
"You said that right. Hey Brandon I have to tell you that Mike really digs his board. Thanks for setting that whole thing up with Moon Dog man who by the way has the hots for you even if he won’t admit it," I said reaching out to lightly punch Brandon on the shoulder as we ran.
"Yeah I suspected as much. He protested way to much but I am not sure I am even into that Tom. I am pretty settled with my old man over there right now although I wouldn’t kick any of you studs out of my bed if you happened to find your way in," Brandon said with a laugh as he kicked out and ran out in front. "Catch a little of this ass if you can." he called turning to look over his shoulder at us and smile.
We all put on the speed and soon we were in a race, pumping hard. My legs were like jelly as we rounded the turn coming up on the home stretch. Brandon won easily, followed by Jon, Johnny, me and then Billy. We all slowed down and then started to walk around leaning over spitting and catching our breath.
"So will I see you tonight for another lesson Tom? You were getting pretty good on Friday night before we had to quit," Brandon said coming over and throwing his sweaty arm around my head and shoulders and kissing me on the cheek.
"Sure man. You going to bring some extra boards again?" I asked.
"Oh you know it. So we all ready for the big cook-out before the concert guys?," Brandon asked Johnny and Billy.
"I think so. We found a great deal on some incredible t-bone steaks the other day and bought enough for everyone. If everyone else brings the drinks, bread, salad and dessert we should be set. We’ll do some baked potatoes as well," Johnny said.
"Damn we are going to be so stuffed for that concert. It should be righteous man," I said excitedly as we watched Timmy, Brad, Ryan and Jake race to the finish line. Brad won easily by about 2 lengths and Paul was happy with his race. I could see it on his face as he walked over to talk with him.
"See you guys later. Reese has a new horse coming in this morning and I have a ton of lines to memorize for my new movie. I have to leave on Friday and shit guys I will be sorry to see my summer over but a guys has to work when he can in this business or they forget about you in a flash," Ryan said.
"I don’t think they will ever forget about you Ryan," Mike said seriously looking at his new found friend.
"Thanks buddy. I am going to miss you but I’ll let you know by e-mail whenever I am in town so we can get together for more driving lessons. OK?" Ryan said picking Mike up and swinging him around and kissing him on the cheek making him blush with the pleasure of friendship and love. His life had changed so much in the past few weeks and I was so happy for the little guy. His childhood had been a mess up until this point but from now on out it was going to be so freaking sweet!
Everyone began to leave to begin their days and Timmy and I walked over to say hello to Walt before he and Brandon ran off towards the home.
"So you didn’t bring the new truck man?" Timmy asked.
"No Brandon thinks its better for me to run over here with him. He is trying to knock me into shape and doing a pretty good job of it I might say," Walt said smiling at us. I had to say Walt was looking fitter than he had and he certainly looked better mentally than I had seen him.
"So how did the exam go yesterday if I can ask?" I said.
"It went very well Tom. On the surface Mason is physically fit and in wonderful shape and I have to tell you that without his clothes on he is one hot and hung dude! I know I shouldn’t tell you that but I was hard just looking at him if only I could put out of my brain what he did to poor Ralph. When he was undressed I couldn’t take my eyes off of him. I know that is totally unprofessional but human I guess. He told me about all his risky behavior and I feel so sorry for him guys. He is really messed up inside and needs some friends. I suggested he make an appointment with Dr. Larson as soon as possible to just talk and get some of his feelings about being gay out on the surface." Walt told us. Paul had walked up and was listening.
"That is a great idea. She is awesome and Mike has certainly liked seeing her. I agree that Mason is one fucked up dude. So when do you think you will you hear about his results." I asked.
"Later this week. I ordered a full range so it may take a little longer than normal but Mason wondered if you and Timmy could be there when I tell him. I think he is really scared of what we are going to find out and to be quite frank I am as well." Walt said.
I looked at Timmy and he looked at me and then he said, "Sure thing. Give us a ring and we’ll come to your office. Thanks for doing this man. Say Paul anything you can tell us about the meeting yesterday with all the parents?"
Paul looked at us and then said, "Well Megan didn’t tell me all that much but she does want you two to call her later this morning. She said all things considered it went pretty well. All the moms cried and most of them couldn’t believe their baby boys could ever do such a thing but the boys were all stand up and took all the blame on themselves. The men were sort of pissed and embarrassed at the same time and felt as if this was just one big inconvenience. I think Megan said the parents by the end were pretty impressed with the maturity of the boys and their willingness to take ownership of their terrible actions last year and I think Megan was impressed too!"
"Thanks man. Tell Megan I will give her a call later on. Thanks for putting Ralph up at your house and for meeting with Mason and him on Saturday night. You guys are the best. Are you excited about Lyle coming back up this week for the concert?" I said.
Paul face lit up at the though of Lyle and he said, "You know it man. I feel so complete when I have both he and Megan and Ethan around. I guess I am a true bi-sexual. Oh yeah I don’t think I told you the house behind our came on the market this past week and Lyle put an offer on it and was accepted. It is really small but it will be perfect for him and we can put a gate in the back fence for us to use."
"Wow Paul that is such great news. Things are really falling into place aren’t they?" Timmy said excitedly.
We all hugged and said goodbye and called to Mike and Blackie for the walk home. As soon as we crossed the street Mike took off running with Blackie telling us he would meet us at home. I pulled out my cell phone and opened it. "What say I give Cary a ring and see what he is doing tonight? I am sure he needs some company" I said to Timmy as we walked along.
"I was just thinking the same thing Tom." Timmy said as I dialed Cary’s number. It was early but no time like the present to set up a hot date with our red headed friend for tonight.
"Hey Cary man it’s Tom. Yeah. Sorry if I woke your cute freckled butt up but Timmy and I wondered if you want to grab a bit to eat tonight with us and then come back to our place for a little exercise afterwards?"
"Yeah...... Ok sure. I understand. No problem.... Sure man....Tomorrow will be just as sweet. Cool......see you around 6:30 PM man...... Timmy and I will pick you up......... Indian OK?...... Yeah see you then......Love you man," I said flipping my phone closed. "All set man. He sounded good but happy for the invitation." We walked into our driveway and up to the backdoor of our house. Inside Ben and Willie were eating and jabbering away a mile a minute. Mom and dad were talking with them and drinking coffee. We went over and gave them a kiss and then kissed the boys.
"Mike is upstairs taking his shower." Ben said with a mouthful of cereal.
"Hey man please don’t talk with your mouth full. Don’t you know that can be gross," Timmy said.
"Sorry Timmy. I forget sometimes." Ben apologized.
Timmy and I got bowls for granola and then sat down with two bananas and some fresh strawberries and milk, juice and coffee. "That’s OK but we don’t want mom to throw up or anything." Timmy said.
"Sorry mom," Ben said.
"That is OK Ben. Timmy used to do the same thing." mom said.
"Boys Tom and I are going out with Cary tomorrow night and Mike has his appointment with Dr. Larson today so if your can be ready around 5:30 PM both nights then I can read for about 40 minutes. OK?" Timmy asked.
"We’ll be ready Timmy." Willie said excitedly rocking in his seat.
"We will be here for dinner tonight but not tomorrow mom hope that is OK?" I said.
"Sure boys thanks for telling me. Cary goes back to Africa soon doesn’t he?" she said.
"Yeah. I think his flight out is on Thursday or Friday. I am not sure. I know he wants to get back over there. He misses his work and he really misses Thor. They really fell in love while Thor was here but damn they are really going to face some obstacles over there in Africa.. If anyone finds out they are lovers it could be real trouble. Even if they are suspected they could be in trouble. The whole Africa culture is so in denial about gay sex." Timmy said.
"Well we will have to keep them both in our prayers then. What a shame to have to be careful who you love. Just doesn’t seem right" mom said.
Timmy and I finished up our breakfast and took our bowls to the dishwasher. We were headed upstairs to get ready for work as Mike came bounding down the stairs with Blackie right behind.
"I’ll be down in just a minute Mike." I said as we passed each other.
"I’ll eat my breakfast and be ready to go Tom," he said.
Timmy and I continued on up the stairs to our bedroom where I found my work clothes and shoes and got dressed.
"Damn you are so freaking hot in your work clothes Tom. If I was one of your clients I would invite you inside for some hot sex. I am a sucker for a guy in work clothes," Timmy said smiling as we hugged and kissed each other.
"See you around 5 PM," I said. "I’ll call Megan and talk with her."
"OK see you man. Love you!" Timmy said as I walked down the stairs.
I turned at the bottom of the stairs and said, "LOVE YOU TOO!" I then went down to the kitchen where Mike was giving mom a big hug at the kitchen sink. Dad was looking on and smiling. What a scene for him I thought. Marital and family bliss in the Peters house and in the Peters kitchen.
"You ready to hit the road man?" I called to Mike as I piked up the cooler with our lunches inside and gave dad and quick kiss and mom one as well. Mike and I walked out to the truck after he said goodbye to Blackie and we got in for the drive to our first job.
"So Tom we still do Ryan’s place even if he and Reese are not there?" Mike asked as we drove.
"Sure thing Mike. They have a caretaker looking after the place while they are gone," I said.
"I am going to miss them and especially being able to drive his awesome car!" Mike said grinning.
"I’ll bet you are. We are all going to miss them but they will be back every now and then and I am sure he will call you and let you know when he is in town," I replied.
We were silent for a few moments and then Mike said, "It’s nice having a mom I can hug Tom and she really listens to me when I talk with her and I like having dad around."
"You are right about that my friend. You still want to go and see Dr. Larson this afternoon at 4 PM?" I asked.
"Yeah it is probably good for me to go a few more times. I like talking with her and asking her questions. She is nice and listens to me," Mike said looking over at me.
"Yeah that is good to have someone to talk with. I am glad that is working out. Our friend Mason is going to go see her too." I said. We pulled up behind our trailer and jumped out to help unload our stuff and get ready for our workday. We all said hi and I let Brad take my Bob-cat and Bev let Todd take hers.
"So Tom that was quite a bombshell at church on Sunday. My girlfriends couldn’t believe that shit and were amazed that you and Timmy got those jocks to confess and accept responsibility for what they did. I have to say most of those guys were always pretty rude to me when I knew them but I did have to respect them for owning up to their crime. I thought Megan preached a good sermon and her talk about hate crimes was on target. People may not like it but they need to hear that shit," Bev said as we got our weed eaters ready.
"I was glad to see all of you there. Things are really going to change with Mr. Richards backing and Skips money for this new program. To late for you and me but I just have to think about all the younger generation of gay guys and girls that it will help through their teenage years." I said.
"Ralph was pretty hot as well and his voice sent shivers up and down my spine it was so sexy. I can’t believe the shit they did to him Tom. Is it true they kicked him so hard in the balls he lost one of them?" Bev asked.
"Yeah Bev it was pretty bad. Suffice it to say they didn’t really go into all the gory details but they hurt Ralph pretty bad and would have killed him if they had heard a noise and run away." I answered as I pulled the cord on my weed eater and it started up right away. I adjusted my ear protectors and we headed out to trim the extensive flower beds on our clients property. I soon was lost in my normal working daze and before long it was break time. I turned off my weed eater and wiped the sweat form my forehead and looked around the front yard. It was gorgeous. We had done another super job and still had the back yard to finish.
"How’s it going big guy," I said to Mike putting my arm on his shoulder as we made our way around the house to use the restroom facilities before our break. I found the key and let ourselves into the quiet, dark and cool house. I let Mike use the facilities first and I pulled out my cell and dialed Megan’s number.
"Hi Tom. Paul said you would be calling," Megan answered.
‘Thanks so much for all your did to make Sunday work out. I know it must have been a difficult job. Just wanted to know if there was anything Timmy or I could do to help and how the meeting with the parents went? Paul said he thought it went well," I said.
"Over all considering the situation I thought the parents handled it really well. There was the crying my the mothers and the fathers were mad at first and in denial but each of the boys really stood up to their dads and took ownership of their actions which showed a very high level of maturity. I was actually impressed with all of them including Mason. I know he has so much guilt over his actions and shame at being gay that he is carrying around but I do think underneath it all he is a good kid. Just very troubled and conflicted." Megan said.
"Hey that is great. Walt examined Mason but the test results won’t here back for a few days but he did recommend Mason see a psychiatrist. Her name is Dr. Ruth Larson and she is seeing Mike and I like her a lot so I think that will be a step in the right direction for Mason. He has so much crap to work out and I know it must be so hard for a guy like him to finally admit to the world and his family and friends he is gay." I said.
"Well thanks for all you guys did for the boys as well as Ralph. I think your program is really going to make a difference in so many young lives. You just have no idea and I want to be a part of designing the program if I can." Megan said.
"That is so cool Megan. Yeah I’ll just give Mr. Richards a call and I’ll let him know you want to be a part. This thing is going to really take off. I am so stoked! See you all on Wednesday night!" I said hanging up as Mike came out of the restroom zipping up the fly on his pants.
"All yours Tom," he said with a grin as I tousled his hair and passed him on my way to use the toilet. My bladder was full and it felt good to let it go and relieve myself. Damn that felt good I thought as I shook off my cock, zipped up my pants flushed the toilet and washed my hands before heading back outside for our mid morning snack. I passed Brad and Todd on my way.
Mike and Bev were sitting around the wrought iron patio table spreading out their food and drinking water. I joined them and soon was crunching down on carrot and celery sticks and eating a granola bar and some grapes. I was famished and made quick work on my food. Everyone seemed to be hungry today so there wasn’t much time for any small talk. A little of this and that but nothing major to discuss.
"Damn we must be starving today," I said laughing as we finished off. "From the looks of it we haven’t eaten in a week."
"Yeah I am not sure why but my breakfast just didn’t last this morning," Brad said as we cleaned up our mess and started back to work. With all of us working hard we made quick work of the back yard and soon were loading up our stuff and ready to eat some lunch before heading over to our next job. We had two more small jobs to finish before Mike and I headed to Dr. Larson’s for his appointment with her.
"So you excited about the concert on Wednesday Tom?" Todd asked.
"You known it man. I have been waiting so long to hear Ben play. He is like so awesome at least in my book," I said.
"And I like Jack Johnson," Mike added shyly.
"Yeah I can’t wait. I don’t really know much about him but I have heard he is pretty cool and a great musician. I want to play the guitar but am not very good," Todd said.
"Shit you are pretty good man. For only picking it up last year I think you are real good," Brad said.
"Thanks man," Todd said blushing at his friends compliments.
"Well if you want to see more of him pick up his two DVD’s and watch them. The first one is called Pleasure and Pain and the second one is with the Blind Boys of Alabama and was filmed at the Apollo Theater in New York City. They are both pretty awesome." I said.
"Cool you want to see if the video store has them and watch them tonight?" Todd said excitedly to Brad as we finished our lunch and cleaned up our mess. Bev found our check in the kitchen when she went in to use the rest room and we all took a quick whizz and then headed out so we could finish the two jobs left on our agenda.
On the way over to our next job Mike looked at me and said, "Tom do you think I could learn to play the guitar? I mean I asked mom once and she laughed at me and said forget it no one in our family had any talent so she wasn’t going to waste any money on me."
I looked over at him and his earnest little face and said, "I’ll bet that really hurt your feelings didn’t it?" He shook his head yes. "Your mom could be mean when she wanted to couldn’t she?"
"Yeah like all the time Tom. So do you think I could take some lessons?" Mike said.
"Sure I think mom and dad would be happy to get you started. I know it takes a lot of hard work to be good but I know you have the determination if you set your mind to it. Ask Todd what he did and maybe he can give you some pointers and you have earned enough money this summer to buy a guitar and then the ‘rents can pay for the lessons." I said.
"Thanks Tom." Mike said happily as we pulled up to the curb for our next job which took no time at all. Mike went over to talk with Todd and ask him about the guitar lessons.
When we had finished and were driving to our last job of the day I asked Mike what Todd had told him. "He said I can come over sometime and see his guitar and he told me about this awesome dude who gives lessons. Maybe after work tomorrow we could stop by his house if it is not to much trouble for you."
I reached over and pushed the cap of his hat down on his head, "No problem big guy. But Timmy and I have a date with Cary and we are going to read to the boys at 5:30 so maybe you could ride home with Bev and she could run you back to our house. Talk with them and see if that will work. if not I will work something out. I’m there for you my man.."
It didn’t take us long to finish our work and Bev told us to hit the road and they would see us in the morning. Mike and I drove over to Dr. Larson’s office and soon were inside the cool air-conditioned office. The door to her inner office was closed so we sat down and waited for a few minutes until she came out. She smiled when she saw us and motioned for Mike to come on inside.
"I’ll be right with you Mike. Have a seat I want to talk with Tom for a minute if you don’t mind," she said.
"No problem. Take your time," Mike said as he walked into her office and she pulled the door closed. I stood up and walked over to where she was standing.
"What’s up Ruth?" I asked.
"Well I just wanted to tell you that I met with your friend Mason earlier today. He gave me permission to talk with you and said he had no secrets from you. I am quite disturbed by his behavior last year and he has lots of very deep seated problems. He said that Walt ran a full range of tests but that they won’t hear back for a week or more. I just wanted to tell you that Mason is in a very fragile state right now and he does need some friends. He feels that his parents hate him for what he did to Ralph Hamilton last year and also feel that it is somehow his fault for being gay and that his teammates and coach will reject him once they find out he is gay. I know what a caring person you are and I am sure Timmy is the same so I just wanted to give you a head’s up." She said looking me in the eye.
"So what can we do?" I asked.
"Just try and listen to him and talk with him and let him talk is the best thing right now while he and I work on his deeper issues. He just needs to know that he isn’t completely alone in the world. I don’t expect you to be his doctor and I am not even sure you want to be his friend but I wanted you to know so you could make your own decision," she said running her hand up and down my arm.
"Timmy and I will do what we can Ruth. We hate what he did and we don’t like his behavior last year but we can empathize with his situation and will try and talk with him." I said.
"Thanks Tom." Ruth said.
"Do you think he is in any danger of hurting himself?" I asked.
"To be completely honest with you Tom and not to share with Mason but yes I do think he is capable of hurting himself especially if the results of his tests are not positive. But we can’t feel guilty about what Mason chooses to do with his life. Just talk with him and be his friend for awhile. That is all you can do right now." she said turning to go into her office and talk with Mike.
I pulled out my cell phone and voice dialed Timmy, "hey lover man what’s up with you and how was your day?" I asked when he picked up on the 2nd ring.
"My day was awesome Tom. Great weather and I swam my laps and the kids on the team had a great practice. What about you? I missed you." Timmy said.
"I missed you too. My day was good. Got a lot done. I’m at Dr. Larson’s with Mike now. She saw Mason today and wants us to talk with him. She says he is really on the edge and needs to talk with us." I said.
"So of course you said yes didn’t you?" Timmy asked with laughter in his voice.
"You know me all to well my man. I’ll talk with you later about it." I said.
"So we’re eating at home tonight? Right?" Timmy asked.
"Yeah. I think mom is making meatloaf and mashed potatoes and then you can read and we can go to the skateboard park with Mike later. How’s that sound?" I asked.
"Like a plan to me. See you soon. I’m on my way home now," Timmy said hanging up.
I looked at my phone and then at the clock on the wall and then at my phone again. Then I dialed Mason’s cell and he picked up on the third ring. "Hey Tom," he answered in a slow and dejected voice.
"Hey Mason. I just talked with Dr. Larson and she said you came in for a session today. That is good man. She is really good. My brother Mike is seeing her and really likes her." I said.
"Yeah Thanks for suggesting her Tom. I am so fucked up man. So freaking fucked. I don’t know if she or anyone can help me." he said.
"Look Mason I can’t tell you how to think or feel right now and I have no idea what you are going through inside but look man if you need to talk Timmy and I are here for you. How about later tonight? What are you doing?" I asked.
"Shit my parents want to keep me under lock and key man. They are so freaked. Where could we meet?" he asked.
"How about the Maple Street Park man around 10 PM say? Just some talk time OK?" I suggested.
"Thanks Tom. I’ll be there." Mason said and hung up.
I really didn’t want to get involved with Mason but I knew Timmy and I had to help him if we could. I knew he was hurting inside and needed to resolve his issues of being gay. I was sure his teammates and family and friends had done a number on him his whole life and he had bought their crap but now that he had been outed he had to face the reality that he was indeed gay.
Just then I heard the door open and Mike and Dr. Larson came out into the waiting room. She had her hand on his shoulder and he was smiling and giggling as they walked.
"What’s so funny guys?" I asked getting up.
"Mike just told me one of his brothers Knock, Knock, jokes and we were laughing about that." Ruth said.
"It was a pretty lame one Tom but it was really funny you know." Mike said still giggling. "Oh and guess what? Dr. Larson said I don’t need to come back anymore. She thinks I am doing really good."
"Great news Mike," I said.
"He is doing really good Tom. I am so pleased with his progress. Mike is a remarkable young man and he is going to go places I am sure." Ruth said looking at me and then she looked down at Mike and smiled and said, "You might not need to see me anymore Mike but I still want you to touch base with me every once in awhile and let me know what is happening in your life. I hope you will do that for me. Both of you."
I stepped in and hugged Ruth and she hugged me back and then she hugged Mike. "We will be sure to do that Ruth," I said as Mike and I walked out of her office. We took the stairs down to the lobby and then out into the afternoon heat and my truck.
When we had gotten in my truck and buckled up and were pulling out Mike said, "I really like Dr. Larson Tom. Thanks for letting me talk with her."
"Yeah she is pretty cool for a shrink Mike and I am so glad she was around to help you talk. It is always good to get things out in the open. Remember that cause it’s important for your whole life man." I said.
"And I can always come and talk with you and Timmy can’t I?" he said.
"You know that is right bro and mom and dad are there for you as well. And Brandon and Walt and Van and Johnny and Billy and Todd and Brad and Bev and Jake and Jon and Lucus and Gordy and Marie and Grand. Everyone is there for you man," I said thinking of all our friends
who were there for us.
"We are pretty lucky aren’t we Tom?" Mike said looking over at me.
"Yes we are Mike." I said as we pulled into our driveway and I parked behind Timmy’s car. I wanted nothing more that to find my lover and embrace him and hold him and kiss him and tell him how much I loved him. We got out and walked towards the house. "Boarding at the park tonight Mike?"
"Yeah. I can’t wait." Mike said running up the steps and inside the house. I followed quickly behind and as soon as I entered the kitchen I could smell the wonderful smells of dinner and I was suddenly famished. Mom was at the sink and dad was standing there with a glass of wine. They looked up and smiled at me. I went over and gave them each a kiss.
"How was your day Tom?" mom asked.
"It was great. We got a lot of work done and I took Mike to see Dr. Larson and she said he is doing so well she doesn’t need to see him any more but she does want to hear from him every now and then to check on his progress." I said.
"Oh that is such good news Tom," mom said. "Dinner will be in about 30 minutes so you have time to get a shower. Timmy’s upstairs already.
"Thanks mom I’ll catch you on the bounce," I said bounding up the back stairs 2 at a time to find my lover man.
I latched the attic door as I quickly ran up the stairs to our attic lovers nest. Timmy was sitting at the computer checking e-mails but as he heard me enter the room he turned and smiled his big white tooth ear to ear smile at me and stood up. I just felt so tingling all over at the very sight of my man and I ran into his open arms and we just held each other tightly. I found his lips with mine and we locked them together and touched tongues which sent electric sparks up and down my spine. I groaned with my love for this man.
"I love you. I love you, I love you," I said over and over again as I kissed his cheeks and his face. "I just missed you so much and wanted you to know how much I love you Timmy." I was weeping I was so happy and Timmy was smiling and laughing as he told me he loved me. I smelled the chlorine on his skin. His mouth was so warm as he pressed against me and I could feel his instant readiness as he could feel mine. We were one and we were in tune with each others inner bodies and souls. I melted against him and was helplessly responsive to his touch and his taste. He helped me off with my shirt and then I unlaced my work boots and let Timmy undo my pants and push them to the floor. As my boxers hit the floor my dick sprang up hard and erect and slapped my chest and pointed straight up and out towards Timmy begging for immediate attention.
"God you are so beautiful Tom and I just love and adore your cock," Timmy said as he wrapped his strong fist completely around my hard shaft and squeezed it tightly while pushing it down between my legs.
It felt so good I cried out, "Timmy! Oh shit yes!" I was still crying as Timmy squeezed my cock and milked it. "I need you so much Timmy Hamilton. Please I need you," I cried out wanted Timmy to fall on his knees and worship my cock. I, Tom Peters, the former overweight geek wanted Timmy Hamilton, the king of the jocks, to suck me off and put my hard dick in his mouth and taste my manhood and revel in its majesty.
He dropped to his knees on the floor in front of me and held my cock tightly in his fist twisting and squeezing it as I moaned and cried out his name over and over again. He was smiling this huge smile as he looked at my cock and squeezed it agin making the head explode. It was huge and purple and so sensitive that when his tongue began to lick it my whole body convulsed and contracted with spasms of pure joy.
"Hold the base man and work the tip till I scream man," I begged. "Please work on the tip man. Oh shit it’s so freaking intense. Take me on a ride man and don’t stop till I cream."
"OK man but remember you asked for it." Timmy said with a devilish grin on his face as he started to work me over. He slid his wrapped fist all the way down my slippery precum covered cock till he locked it as tight as he could into place around the base. His grip was incredible and my cock expanded about 3 sizes as the blood was trapped inside. "Oh shit man look at it. Look at your veins man and it’s so freaking purple and shit."
He then reached out his cupped hand and poised it over the head. I tensed up my body and he toyed with me for a minute pretending to touch my cock and then not doing it and then pretending again until finally he stared to rub it hard in the center of his palm making me buck and quiver and my body twisted as I felt the intensity of his touch on my already over sensitive cock head. I had never felt this much pain before in all my life and I never wanted it to stop. My whole body was wracked with the sensual pain of Timmy’s palm. He was working hard and breathing fast as he worked my dick.
Then as I was ready to fall on the floor he took his hand off and started to lick and suck on the tip while he squeezed my balls and massaged them really hard causing each nut to explode with more pain taking me to the edge. I was teetering there on the edge wanting to sail out and leave this world but yet wanting to stay around to see what Timmy would do next but then I was gone and I was falling. Free falling through the clouds and feeling so good. I had no idea where I was but I felt so good. I felt loved and I felt supported as I flew around through the clouds. My eyes were closed but I could see the sky and the blue color of it and the white puffy clouds.
I had no idea how long I was floating but then all of a sudden I could hear a voice calling me and I knew it was Timmy. I felt relief and I felt that incredible feeling of release after a good orgasm and I opened my eyes to see Timmy looking at me and his baby blue eyes staring down at my face and the white perfect teeth. His finger tips stroked my face lightly and gently.
"Damn Tom you are so beautiful," he said to me. I loved the words. I hungered for those words.
"How long was I over the edge man?" I asked.
"Shit for like 15 minutes man. It was so freaking radical man. So sweet to watch you. It was awesome. You like just were standing there clenching all your muscles man and I was like working the tip of your cock. You were pumping your hips back and forth and moaning my name and then all of a sudden you just collapsed on the floor man. It was like in slow motion and you didn’t hit hard or anything. It was just slow and easy and then you were on the floor and your legs were twitching and you were smiling this great smile and drooling and making these neat little whimpering noises. I never let go of your cock man and then all of a sudden your balls like contracted and jizz started to just ooze out of the tip of your cock and all over the place. It was like a volcano man. It just kept oozing and oozing man. Shit it was dripping all over my hand and into your pubes and everywhere man. I loved it. So think and creamy Tom. Shit and then I just let go of your cock. My hand was so freaking tired from squeezing it and then you started to shoot man. It went about 3 feet in the air and your whole body was like bucking and contracting and shit man on man it was like nothing I had ever seen. So freaking sweet," Timmy said still not breaking eye contact with me.
"Damn that sounds cool. I was like floating and I just felt so good. It was like I was floating in the clouds man and everything just felt good. I never wanted to come down it felt so good. My eyes were like closed man but I could see. Oh shit man it was awesome. Oh damn mom said dinner was in like a half hour when I came up and I need to get you off," I said trying to get up.
"No worries my man. I shot my load in my shorts watching you cream. It was an awesome feeling and I couldn’t stop it. Come on lets get a quick shower and eat. I am starved" Timmy said jumping up to his feet and reaching his hand down to grab mine and help me up. I could see his shorts were all wet and stained with his load of cum and my chest, abs and crotch were full of mine.
"Damn I did shoot a load and a half man. Look at this shit," I said running my fingers through my cum and then tasting the creamy goodness with my tongue. Timmy tasted a bit and licked his lips as we walked to the door. He slipped off his boxer shorts and threw them in the dirty clothes hamper as we walked to the bathroom with our cocks dripping and half hard. My balls were aching and my cock was sore but it was a good kind of sore. An over the edge kind of sore.
I turned on the water and as soon as it had warmed up I jumped in and Timmy followed right behind. We soaped ourselves up and washed all our love juice off and it felt good to stand under the hot spray of water. After getting clean we dried off, took a quick pee and headed back to our room to get dressed for dinner. I held Timmy in my arms again and nuzzled my nose in the crook of his neck. I just loved his smell and sometime thought neither of us could ever wash the smell of sex off no matter how long we showered. We were young and hung and teenage sex machines.
"Damn I am so hungry I think I could eat a horse man," I said slipping on a new pair of boxers and then some shorts and a t-shirt. We didn’t bother with sandals at this point. We could grab them later. We let our hair dry naturally and headed downstairs. Everyone was just sitting down around the kitchen table and we joined them as we clasped hands to say grace.
"Oh good lord thank you for all our many blessings. Thank you for love and for healing and for all you gave us each and every day. Thank you for this family. Watch over all those who are not here with us tonight and help all those who need your help today and always. AMEN" dad said as we all joined in on the AMEN and then dug in to the bowls and platters of delicious looking food. There was chattering and laughter and lots of talk as we ate and filled each other in on our full days. It felt good to be a family and to be around our dinner table enjoying each others company.
"So are you boys going to help mom clean up so we can read Redwall and then go to the park?" Timmy asked as we all finished. He didn’t have to ask twice as Ben and Willie joined Mike in clearing the table and helping mom get all the dishes in the dishwasher. It was nice to see them pitch in when asked.
"Thanks boys. I think that does it," mom said at last. Ben tore off up the back stairs to find the book as the rest of us headed outside to the Maple Tree. Just then we heard some noise and saw Brandon, Walt, Moon Dog, Lucas and Gordy coming up the driveway.
"Hey guys. We got to the park early and thought we would come up and see what you were doing. Hope that is OK?" Brandon said with a smile as he ran over to give Timmy and me a kiss. "Hey big guy," he said to Mike.
"No that cool guys. We were just going to read a chapter and then head down. Come on have a seat and join us," I said as Ben came outside with the book clasped in his little hands. We kissed Lucas, Gordy and Walt and clasped hands with bad assed Moon Dog. I knew he was so straight and normally I was not at all attracted to guys with tattoos and piercings but he was oddly erotic in a weird kind of way. He was so freaking thin and pale but somehow under that tight white skin he was in shape and hot as hell. His bony hips were barely holding up his low riding pants and his long black hair swung as he walked. I found myself wondering how he was hung and what he was like in bed.
Timmy looked over at me and cocked his head and smiled and I knew he had been reading my thoughts just like he read the newspaper. Timmy sat down and we all found our places in a semi circle around him. Ben sat in my lap and Willie sat in Brandon’s. I ran my hand over Brandon’s back and shoulder and he smiled at me.
Timmy closed his eyes and took a deep breath and then opened the book and started to read and like usual we were no longer on Maple Street but we were surrounded by the good animals of Redwall as they prepared for another adventure. they had gotten a message from the badgers that their mountain castle was under siege from a navy of rats and weasels and other evil despicable creatures. They needed help and they needed it right away. it would be a long forced march through the marshes of Redwall but the inhabitants of the abbey made ready. They said good bye to their loved ones and those they had to leave behind as they marched out of the open gates of the abbey and down the road. They sang songs and talked with one another to keep each other psyched for the inevitable battle to come.
When Timmy closed the book the animals were just about ready to enter the swamp and take the shortcut to the Badger Mountain. It was the shortest way but also very perilous as their were huge venomous snakes guarding the path. We all breathed a sigh of relief as Timmy closed the book and sat their in silence listening to our hearts beat in our chests as we regained our breath.
"Wow that was awesome," Gordy said.
"You can read the shit out of a story Timmy my man," Moon Dog said whistling in admiration.
"Thanks guys. Now who wants to board a little bit before we grab some dessert? I think mom has a lemon pound cake on top of the refrigerator if I am not mistaken," Timmy said smacking his lips loudly.
"Well I declare Timmy Hamilton how in the world did you ever see that cake way up there?" mom laughed.
"Mom I could smell it as soon as I stepped out of my car this afternoon. You have to remember I have lived with you for a long time. In 19 years I have seen plenty of cakes and tasted them all," Timmy said getting up and handing the book back to ben who ran off to put it inside.
"Mom is there enough for everyone to come back for dessert?" I asked.
"Yes Tom there should be plenty and all of you are invited," mom said looking at the others.
"Thanks Mrs. Peters," Lucus said.
"Look boys please call me Alice and this is Alan. Mr. and Mrs. Peters is just so formal and stuffy," mom said.
"Awesome Alice girl," Moon Dog said shaking his hair which rattled his piercings and giving mom a high five. We all laughed as mom high fived him back. Timmy ran upstairs to grab our shoes and when he came back we quickly slipped them on and all headed down to the park. Everyone came even mom and dad. Mike grabbed his board and Brandon, Lucus, Gordy and moon Dog had theirs so they headed down the sidewalk on their boards. Ben and Willie and Blackie ran along side laughing and yelling and encouraging them. It was fun to see them all having such a great time.
Mom, dad, Walt and Timmy and I walked along behind them watching. We watched as they carefully crossed the street and headed into the park which was full of couples, children, babies, young people of all ages. They were having picnics, running, walking, playing, boarding and just talking on a beautiful summer evening. It was so nice to have it so close to our house.
When we got across the street Timmy and I jogged over to the board park and watched as Brandon gave Mike some more lessons. We found the extra boards he had brought and soon everyone was having a blast. It was actually quite fun and I found myself really getting into it. The time just slipped away as we ran the curls and did loops and shit. Moon Dog was good. Really good but damn Brandon was just freaking awesome. He could do things on a board that didn’t seem humanly possible for anyone to do. I was amazed and impressed and I think everyone there was in awe of him and his talent. The amazing thing was he wasn’t showing off at all it was just pure raw talent. He was having a great time and I felt good knowing how much his life had changed in just a few short weeks. Shit all of our lives had changed and it felt GREAT.
"He is amazing isn’t he?" Gordy said as he jumped off his board to come over and stand next to me and watch. I put my arm on his shoulder and rubbed his back.
"Yeah. I can’t believe half the shit he can do is even real man," I said.
"Thanks so much Tom for getting Lucus and me together. I really needed the push you gave me. I feel so complete inside now. It’s like.... shit.... it’s like....Damn man I can’t even find words for how great I feel. I thought it was supposed to be like this with a girl but it just never was. I just thought it was my fault. Damn I just love Lucus so much and I just want to be with him every minute of the day," Gordy said.
"Yeah isn’t love the bomb man?" I added.
"I broke up with my girlfriend today. It was really hard for her. I mean she had no idea and all so it was like out of the blue but I couldn’t lead her on. I told her I was gay and I thought she was going to freak but after we talked it was pretty cool actually. I mean she knows Lucus and likes him. She was surprised as hell but then so was I! She says she wants to still be my friend and to hang out with Lucus and me sometimes and go to the mall and shit." Gordy said.
"Well I am glad you told her and got it out in the open. It is the pits to have to hide who you truly are. You are probably going to catch some shit in school next year but with Lucus there you should be OK. Have you told your ‘rents yet?" I asked.
"Yeah I decide to just get it all out of the way. At first they were like speechless and all but they seemed better this afternoon. My mom said she wanted to keep it quiet and I told her she didn’t have to go out of her way to explain but I wasn’t going to lie to anyone and that included my grandparents and other relatives and friends." Gordy said.
"Well damn man that is cool. I mean you still have to watch your back you know but it is so much better to have it out in the open. I had to hide for so long and it was hell let me tell you." I said running my hand up and down his hard strong back.
It was getting dark so we called it a night and grabbed our boards and headed back across the park to find mom, dad and the boys. Once across the street Ben, Willie, Mike and Blackie tore off up the sidewalk this time instead of down. We all talked and walked and walked and talked.
Once inside the kitchen mom got the cake down off the fridge and started to slice it up while I found some paper plates and Timmy got the ice cream. Soon we were dishing up ice cream and the boys took theirs into the family room to eat while the rest of us stood around the kitchen and ate and enjoyed the wonderful taste of a lemon pound cake with vanilla ice cream.
When we had finished we cleaned up and even Moon Dog helped and then everyone said thanks to mom and good night to mom and dad and we walked them outside.
"So what are you guys doing now?" Lucus asked.
"Well we are going to meet Mason in the park and talk with him about being gay and what is going on inside his fucked up brain. He is really fucked up inside and needs someone to talk to. So you know Timmy and I volunteered," I said.
"We’ll walk with you back to the park if that is OK," Timmy said. "Let me just tell mom and dad where we are going."
Brandon looked at me and said, "You guys are better men that I am. I am not sure I could be as nice as you are to a guy like Mason. What he did to Ralph reminds me to much of what Stevie Parks did to me that afternoon."
"Yeah I hear you bro. How was your ride to the airport with Ralph?" I asked.
"It was cool. He is a great kid and had lots of questions. We just talked and talked the whole way there. It felt so good to just talk with him. He has the sexiest voice doesn’t he?" Brandon said grabbing his crotch.
"Yeah you are right about that. Does he like have a lover in Denver or anything?" I asked.
"No in fact he has never been with a guy yet. He knows he wants to but after what happens he says he is just taking his time and just trying to be out and sure with who he is and all. His head is really screwed on right Tom and I admire him a lot. I think he is actually looking forward to helping with the high school program for gays and he acts like he wants to take you up on your offer to move back here for college." Brandon added.
Timmy ran outside and we all started to walk back down the sidewalk. Lucus and Gordy gave us a kiss and zoomed off down the middle of the street on their boards and when we got to the first cross street Walt and Brandon said goodnight and headed to their house. That left Moon Dog, Timmy and me. I wanted to see Moon Dogs cock in the worst possible way and I couldn’t explain it at all. It was so weird but I just couldn’t get him out of my mind.
We walked along in silence and as we reached the parking lot of the park Lucus was just pulling out in his truck. His window was rolled down and he leaned out and clasped our hands one by one and said good night and then roared off down the street towards his home and a night of loving his new found boyfriend I hoped.
The park seemed deserted as we walked across the grass towards the skate park with Moon Dog. "So when are you meeting this guy you were talking about and what’s up with all that shit? What did the dude do?" He asked.
"Well to make a really long story short Mason is a cool jock and last year he and his friends beat up a young guy who looked at his crotch the wrong way in the locker room." Timmy started.
"Oh yeah I heard that shit man. That was some bad assed shit," Moon Dog said.
"Yeah it was really bad man. Anyway it turns out that Mason was a closet gay and was scared his buddies would find out so he freaked and they freaked and poor Ralph was caught in the middle. They almost killed him but ran away when they heard a noise." I said.
"And then when Mason went off to college last year he felt so guilty he started to hang out in the glory holes on campus and got caught up in some really weird shit man," Timmy continued.
Moon Dog looked at both of us and then said, "I know it sounds stupid but what is a glory hole?"
"Well it’s a mens bathroom with like these holes cut out in the stall walls man and guys go there and like stick their dicks through these holes and get blow jobs and get fucked and they never have to see the other guy. It’s really anonymous and all but it is so dangerous and fucked up. He said sometimes he would stay in there most of the day and give one blow job after the other and get fucked in the ass by 15 or 20 guys in a row. It was so fucked up." Timmy said. "It’s the stuff that gives gay guys a bad name and is so impersonal and well it’s just fucked up."
"Shit that sounds so fucked man. I can’t believe this shit and I never heard this kind of stuff before. I thought I knew it all. This just blows me away." Moon Dog said shaking his head.
We stood there in silence for a few minutes and then Moon Dog walked over to one of the big cement curls and leaned back against it and dug his hand deep in his pocket and pulled out a joint. "Mind if I smoke one guys and process this crap you just laid on me. I mean I asked you and all but shit my mind is having a hard time grasping this fucked up shit."
"Go ahead man." Timmy said as Moon Dog lit up his joint and took a deep toke into his lungs and held it before blowing it out in a long stream. It smelled good and it was nice to watch as Moon Dog enjoyed smoking his joint all the way to the bottom before crushing it out and placing it in his shorts pocket.
"So what time is Mason showing up?" Moon Dog asked in a dreamy kind of stoner voice.
"Should be soon. You should probably be shoving off man Don’t mean to be rude or anything but you might freak him if you were here," I said.
"Cool man. No prob," Moon Dog said getting clasping my hand and arm and pulling me into a half hug. He did the same with Timmy and then turned to walk across the other side of the park. "Hey man," he said looking at me with this weird wicked looking grin on his long thin pale white face. "Tom, I know you have been dying to see me in all my glory so here is a quick show just for you and Timmy." And with that he dropped his board on the concrete pad and reached down to grab his t-shirt and strip it off and then he pulled his shorts down to his ankles. His whole entire body was so skinny and so freaking pale and white. If he turned sideways you probably couldn’t even see him. He had this concave chest and you could count each of his ribs he was so damn skinny. His long thin arms were as white as the rest of his body. It seemed as if he never went out side in the daylight. I guessed he was to busy building boards in his shop. He had some nice pubes and he might have the longest hanging ball sac and nuts I had ever seen on a guy. They looked like they hung down to his knees almost but were more likely about 6 or 7 inches. His cock was really thin like the rest of his body and pale white with this very bright rosy red mushroom tip and about 6 inches soft. I could see the red and blue veins running up and down the length of the shaft just under the white translucent skin. He has a great treasure trail that was really visible because of his pale white skin. He had pierced nipples and navel and the tip of his cock was pierced as well. Damn I had heard about that but had never actually seen one or met a guy who had one. He turned sideways for me to see and he had absolutely no ass at all. Straight down and nothing there. It was weird and erotic at the same time. My cock was hard and dripping from the show I was getting.
Shit how did he know I wanted a peek? And he was giving me the whole show. Could Moon Dog read minds like Timmy? Then all at once he pulled his shorts back up and picked up his
t-shirt and he and Timmy began to laugh. "Hey man don’t freak Timmy asked me to show you. I can’t read minds. Timmy said it would make you happy and I am all about making people happy although usually it’s the other sex I make happy with this," and he grabbed his crotch and pulled up and squeezed. "But hey what the hell I guess this Moon Dog can learn a few new tricks!" And with that he leaned back his head and howled at the sky and we all laughed.
"Thanks man." Timmy said to Moon Dog and then he looked at me still smiling, "Hope you’re not mad Tom. I wish you could have seen the look on your face. It was priceless man."
"Shit how could I be mad at you lover boy. I’m just glad there isn’t another person out there who can read my mind. That would be freaky man." I said grabbing him and holding him tight. "So before you head out man can I ask you a personal question?"
"Sure go ahead man," Moon Dog said still grinning at us.
"What is it like with that ring in your cock? Does it hurt? Did it hurt?" I asked in a rush.
"Wow man. Slow down with the questions. Yeah I have to admit it hurt like hell when they did it but I am pretty used to it now and it is really for the chicks. They say it increases their pleasure when we fuck and like I said Moon Dog is all about giving pleasure." he said.
"So can you like still jack man?" I asked.
"Oh yeah. It took some getting used to how to do it but its cool but hey I don’t have much time for jacking Tom," he said still grinning as he stepped on his board and kicked it up in the air did a quick turn around and caught it with his one hand. "Catch you guys on the flip."
He headed out into the shadows on his way home I guessed. Timmy and I continued to hold each other and just enjoy the feelings of being together. I could feel his heart beating with the rhythm of my heart and hated the fact that Mason would be coming along soon to break up this wonderful sensual time.
"So what did you think man?" Timmy asked me.
"Shit man I am rock hard and I am not sure why. I am not usually attracted to guys like Moon Dog but he was hot man. It is so freaking weird. I never saw a guy so thin before and so pale. It’s like he is a vampire or something but he is cool. I like him a lot and would like to get to know him better and not just in a sexual way. Thanks for asking him to strip for us. That was sweet my man," I said kissing Timmy on the cheek.
"Yeah well I wanted to see him naked as well so it wasn’t all for you lover boy," he said tickling my ribs with his hands and making me laugh.
"God I love you so much Timmy Hamilton," I said.
"The feeling is quite mutual Tom Peters," he replied.
Just then we heard a car come down the street and into the parking lot. We turned to watch as Mason got out and we waved to him and he headed our way at a slow trot. He was hardly even out of breath as he came up to us and we shook hands. Damn I could feel his gayness coming through his handshake. He was hot but he was so off limits.
"Thanks for seeing me guys. I am sure you would rather be doing something else but shit my parents have me feeling like a fucking prisoner or something and I needed to get out. I told them I needed a drive and just left. I don’t think they knew what to say and I am 19. All the other guys are sort of on restriction for awhile so that feels weird but we have talked on the phone. At least they haven’t totally dumped me for being queer. But that will probably be next." Mason said in a dejected voice as we all sat down on the concrete pad of the board park.
"So talk it out man. What do you need to say? We’re hear to listen to you." Timmy said.
"God where do I start? I have never actually had a real conversation with a gay guy Timmy. I mean yeah you have talked with me but well you know what I mean. All those guys at UVA in the bathroom were so anonymous and all. No talk at all just sex and I guess it wasn’t even really sex. It was just release for them and for me but it wasn’t really a release at all. I think what I did made me more trapped than I ever was before. God I am so fucked up." Mason said looking at us.
"So tell us about the glory hole man. How did all that come about?" I asked.
"Well I got to college and I knew I wanted to be with a man and all but I had no idea how you did that. Shit I was surrounded by jocks with cocks swinging every which way every day in the locker room and I was going crazy wanting to touch a man. Then one day I overheard two of the guys talking about when their girlfriends wouldn’t put out for them they could always get a blow job over at the bathroom in the basement of the library. They talked about how it worked and how you didn’t have to see the guy and the guy didn’t have to see you. So I went over there and I was so freaking nervous and shit. I went into one of the stalls and sat down on the toilet and saw the hole in the wall. I waited till I heard someone come into the other stall and then well I just stuck my cock through the hole and let this guy suck me off. I wasn’t ready for how good it felt but what I really wanted was to suck on a guy so I sat there and waited till someone pushed his cock in the hole and I started to touch it and look at it and stroke it. It must have made the guy mad or something because he growled at me to fucking start sucking his cock. He wasn’t there for a hand job he wanted the real thing. So I did as I was told and I put it in my mouth and sucked it. I was pretty bad at first. Shit I was awful. It was a wonder the guy didn’t come in my stall and beat the shit out of me. I had no idea about keeping my teeth out of the way and all but pretty soon I was sucking anything that pushed its way into my stall. And I got good. Real good. I could bring a guy off in no time and from the sounds they made on the other side of the wall they liked what I could do with my mouth and tongue." Mason took a deep breath and then continued.
"Damn then I was like addicted or something. I couldn’t keep away from that place. I would get in the middle of two other stalls so I could suck on two cocks at once or take it up the ass and suck a guy at the same time. I couldn’t get enough cock. I wanted to blow every cock in Charlottesville. The first time I took it up the ass I thought I would die it hurt so bad and I bled all over the place. Blood was running down my legs and the guy had ripped my asshole with his huge cock. Oh shit it hurt but inside I needed to punish myself so I kept doing it and doing it until I was exhausted. I told you I would sit in there for hours and hours until I was completely spent and a few times I even passed out and just slept on the dirty fucking cum and pissed covered floor." Mason took another breath before continuing. Timmy and I just let him talk. I couldn’t believe what he was telling me. I had heard stories of glory holes but had never actually been to one.
"Shit I even overheard the guys in the locker room talking about this new guy in the bathroom who took anything that came his way. They said they could shove a monkeys dick through that hole and this guy would suck it. They laughed about it and talked about how pathetic this guy was but they came and used me and had no idea it was me. They thought I was such a loser and just a some fucking fairy faggot. They had no idea. I used to fantasize about what would happen if they found out and what they would do to me so I kept quiet and just let them fuck me and I sucked them and I hated myself for what I did to Ralph and for what I was doing to myself." He stopped talking and just looked at us. He was crying but he was breathing hard and fast and his chest was rising and falling. But I could tell that this was a release for him and it was doing him some good just to talk about it out loud instead of keeping it all bottled up deep inside.
"So do you think you are capable of a loving relationship after all that Mason? Is it out of your system?" I asked.
"I don’t know Tom. I still feel so bad inside about being who I am and what I did to Ralph. I just don’t know If I could let myself love anyone else or let anyone else love me. I feel like I am letting my folks down and my friends down by being gay. I have felt that way for so long. I kept telling myself I could change. I could change. I mean yeah of course I think about it and I guess deep down I want it but I just don’t know. You know me Timmy. I have always been a bastard and a cheat and a prick when it comes to my relationship with girls and with all my friends. I was always hiding behind that facade. I made myself do it to punish myself for being gay. I hated myself for so long and I guess in some ways I still do. But I just am so tired of it and I do want to change. Seeing Dr. Larson today has really helped me. She gave me a list of questions to ask myself and she wants to like see me 3 times a week for the rest of the summer. My folks are paying for it because they think she will "cure" me of being gay. They have no clue. I have tried to talk with them but they really don’t want to hear it. They don’t want to believe their son is really gay." Mason said.
"So have you thought about what you are going to do if the test results come back and you are positive for HIV?" Timmy asked.
Mason hung his head for a minute breathing hard and thinking. We let him think and then he said, "Yeah. Like all the fucking time. I guess I think I do have it and I guess in some ways I think I should have it as punishment for what I am and what I have done."
"Mason you may or may not have AIDS but look man it is never a punishment for anything. AIDS is what it is. A disease man. Your risky behavior has put you at risk man but if you have it that will be the reason. AIDS is not a punishment no matter what some stupid right wing bigoted supposedly Christian folks would like you to believe." I said.
"I wish we knew more about AIDS Mason but the truth is we don’t. We all need to read up more on it. Look even Tom and I have done some risky things this summer so you aren’t the only one. We all need to be more informed about this terrible disease and all of us will help you get through it. The help you are going to give in planning this new program for high school kids is going to be great and the fact that you are going out to Denver to talk to Ralph’s school is a good thing as well. You have taken the big steps and you have opened the door to opportunity and that is a good thing." Timmy said.
"Timmy is right Mason. I want to add that I think you need to take a real break and not even think about a relationship at this point. You and Dr. Larson have to work through all the shit you have inside your brain. It is eating you up and you aren’t going to be good for anyone until you get it cleared up. You need to just be satisfied with your hand and your cock for now. I know that is easy for me to say but I think it’s true man." I said.
"You’re right Tom. I guess my biggest fear is getting rejected from the lacrosse team. My whole life is built around lacrosse and it is the one thing where I am really good. I know I am good at it man and I am a team player and I work well with the other guys on the team and I love it so much it hurts. I just don’t know what I would do if I lost that part of me." Mason said.
"Then I think you need to face it head on Mason and call your coach and go meet with him. Get his advice. If you are as good as you say and as much a team player as you say then there should be no problem on the field. Now what happens in the locker room is another story. Your teammates will probably freak at the thought of you being in the locker room and seeing them naked and shit but you are just going to have to work that out as it unfolds," I said. "I don’t think you need to lie to them but I really don’t think you should tell them that you were hanging around the glory hole bathroom last year. That is something they just don’t need to know. That would just make things worse than they already are man."
"Yeah I have to agree with Tom. Keep that shit to yourself. It’s private man and none of their business. Just tell them you are gay and that you have no sexual designs on any of them. They may or may not believe you about that. You know how weird straight guys can be about their precious cocks but you will just have to see. Do you have one guy on the team who is like a stand up guy and will support you?" Timmy asked.
Mason was silent for a minute and then said, "Yeah I think Preston Storelli would back me up."
"Then I think if it was me I would ask him to meet with you and the coach together. Does he live close to Charlottesville?" I said.
"Yeah as a matter of fact he lives right outside in a little town called Stanardsville." Mason said. "I’ll call them first thing in the morning. I know I don’t deserve your help but thanks for all you are doing. Just being able to look you in the eye and tell you I am gay means so much to me."
I reached out my hand and touched his arm and said, "Look we are here to help you get through this Mason. When Walt calls you with the results of your tests let us know and we can meet you at his office."
"And let us know how it goes with talking with your coach and Preston." Timmy said. We all stood up and sort of looked at each other and then I stepped forward and gave Mason a hug and kissed him on the cheek and then Timmy did the same. Mason had been so calm but now he started to cry.
"Hey man. I can’t say it will all be OK but we will help you thorough this man. Just try and think positive and work on that shit Dr. Larson gave you to do and take one day at a time. Whatever you do don’t hide. Go out to the club and see your friends and try to change the way you have used people in the past man." I added.
He sniffled and wiped the tears form his cheeks and then we all turned to walk back to the parking lot. Mason got in his car and we stood there and watched him drive off.. I hoped he would get through this and be OK but inside I was worried he might try and kill himself.
"It’s a possibility Tom but he knows we are here to talk and the rest is up to Mason and Dr. Larson." Timmy said putting his arm around my shoulder and pulling me close to him.
"Yeah but you know me man. I want everything to be perfect and I worry about what he will do if his coach and the lacrosse team reject him and shit what if his tests come back and he is positive?" I said.
"We will just have to be there for him Tom. That is all we can do." Timmy said as we started to walk up the street towards home. We bumped hips and butts as we walked along in silence. The night was still and it was quiet in our neighborhood as we walked along just enjoying each other. When we got to the house everything was dark so we closed the back door and walked up the stairs to the hallway. We saw a light on in mom and dads room and the door was cracked open so we walked down the hall and peeked our heads inside.
They were sitting in bed reading their books. "Hello dears. Everything all right?" mom asked putting her book down on her lap.
"We were just talking with Mason. He has started to see Dr. Larson but he is pretty screwed up. He is scared about the results of all his AIDS tests Walt gave him on Sunday and he is terrified of being rejected by his teammates and coach back at UVA. So please keep him in your prayers." Timmy said as we walked over to each side of the bed and kissed them each goodnight.
"You boys are so good to everyone. I am not sure how sometimes but I am so glad you are that way and I hope you never change," dad said.
"Thanks dad. See you all in the morning," We both said leaving the room and shutting the door so they could have some privacy and maybe some SEX! We walked to our door looking in on the sleeping boys and watching them all for a few minutes. They were so peaceful as they slept.
Timmy latched the door to our attic love nest and we walked upstairs and down the hall to the bathroom where we peed, brushed our teeth and then headed to the bedroom for a good nights rest. Once in our room we quickly stripped off our clothes and then walked to the bed and pulled the sheet back and lay down facing each other.
"So Tom if anything happened to me and I like got sick would you stick around and still love me?" Timmy asked as he gazed in my eyes.
"I promise Timmy. Nothing could ever make me stop loving and caring for you. You complete me man and without you I would just curl up and die. I hope you feel the same way about me," I said taking my fingers and tracing them across his face.
"Yes! Yes! I feel the same way Tom," Timmy said excitedly as he moved closer to me. Our bodies were touching and we were looking deeply into each others eyes. I could feel the heat form his body and I knew he could feel mine as our crotches touched and then our cocks and pubes. I felt my cock grow hard and then could feel Timmy’s growing as well.
The our lips touched and then our wet tongues started to touch and explore the insides of our mouths as we sucked on each others faces and kissed each other as deeply as we could. Time seemed to stand still for both of us as we kissed and then wrapped our arms around each others backs and scooted even closed and closer. Our hard and by now very slippery precum covered cocks were sliding against each other causing those wonderful electric shocks of love coursing throughout my body and Timmy’s.
Our nipples were touching and mine were hard and erect and pressing into Timmy’s. We moaned deep down in our throats and made sounds like primitive animals hidden deep within our souls. Again, like before we were now one body, one soul, one being. I wanted to stay like this forever and a day. I didn’t want the release an orgasm would bring. I just wanted the love we were feeling for each other.
We broke our kiss and nuzzled each other necks and held each other tightly. I felt my orgasm recede into my body as I shivered. I could feel my cock grow soft and then I was drifting into dream land and blessed sleep. I heard Timmy whisper "I love you Tom," in my ear as I drifted off and I heard myself whisper "I love you Timmy," to him as we both fell asleep still holding each other.
