My Best Friend - The Complete Story

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My Best Friend - Chapter 34 - Wednesday

My Best Friend - Chapter 34 - Wednesday

Last night when we had fallen asleep I felt as if Timmy and I were almost one person. Yeah we were our own separate selves but we were one in our love for each other and that was so cool. This morning as I woke up and slowly came up out of my deep wonderful restful sleep I felt the same way. I felt so good and I felt like today was going to be an awesome day.
"You know it man. Freaking awesome," Timmy giggled as he nudged his face in my neck and we both started to laugh and giggle. "I can’t imagine what life would have been like for me this summer if I hadn’t found you."

"Oh hell man you would be shagging all the girls at the club and hanging out with all your hommies and your crew and stuff and getting down with your bad side man," I replied.

"Yeah you are probably right and now I am shagging you every day and having the best summer of my entire life. Come on let’s roll man," Timmy said as he rolled over and out of bed. He stood there in the semi-dark looking down at me. His cock was soft and hanging between his legs. He looked so beautiful as he reached out his hand to mine and helped pull me up and out of bed to stand there next to him. We kissed briefly and then headed to the bathroom to pee and brush our teeth before getting dressed and walking down the stairs as quietly as we could so as not to wake up the rest of the house.

We walked into the dark kitchen and Timmy flipped on a light as he went to the sink to get a glass of water. After he had taken a sip he handed the glass to me and I drank a few sips. I heard Blackie running down the stairs followed closely by a very sleepy Mike with such bed head hair that both Timmy and I started to grin and laugh. Mike smiled sheepishly as I handed him the glass of water and he took a sip.

"Hi guys. I was so asleep when my alarm went off and woke me up," he said to us. I tousled his hair and leaned down and gave him a kiss on the top of his head. He hugged me around my waist and we stood there in the middle of the kitchen. Two brothers loving each other. Timmy came over and joined in on the hug and now it was three brothers loving each other. It felt good to have a brother to hug and to be a family that hugged.

When we had enough hugging we all trooped outside and Blackie immediately ran over to the edge of the lawn and peed and then started to run around sniffing everything in sight as we did some warm-up exercises. When we had loosened up our muscles we took off at a slow jog down the driveway and then down the sidewalk towards the park where we found our crew all there and ready to run. It felt like it was going to be a great day as we greeted one another and stretched out our legs.

It was just another day at the Maple Street Park and we were going to work out some muscles and run around the track. All of us were so comfortable with each other by this time we knew who would run with who and we set off in a pack but soon broke up into our little groups of two or three or four. I was proud of the progress that Mike had made over the past few weeks and Skip as well. Skip was really trying and it was good to see him so in love and not stuck down in his basement all the time mopping around. Randy had been so good for him and it showed in the way he acted and carried himself. He didn’t last to long out with us but he didn’t seem embarrassed or to mind when he slowed down and moved to the outside of the track to walk slowly by himself.

Mike soon joined him and I noticed that they were talking animatedly together about one of Skip’s games I was sure as Blackie ran here and there sniffing at everything in sight. Pretty soon all of except for the two star runners were standing by the sidelines and just talking and winding down and watching as Brad and Timmy tore around the last turn of the track heading for home. Brad was in the lead but I saw that Timmy seemed to be closing fast and his legs were really pumping and I could see a real determined look on his face as they ran and ran.

"Look at them will you? I think Timmy might take him again," Tricia said with awe in her voice.

"Yeah you maybe right," Paul said. "damn they are incredible runners aren’t they?"

At the finish line Timmy edged past Brad and won by half a body length and they continued on slowing down and wind milling their arms to stop themselves. They stopped a few hundred feet away and looked at each smiling and laughing as they caught their breath and then they hugged and started to walk back our way.

"Damn man you really had me there. That was a great work out thanks so much. And you know I don’t even mind all that much that you beat me. NOT!" I heard Brad tell Timmy as they walked up to us.

"I felt good out there today man and I just went for it," Timmy said and I could tell by the look on his face how excited he was to have beaten Brad again. The old man beats the young stud. We all stood there talking for a few more minutes and then began to split off and go to our vehicles or start to walk up the street. Johnny and Billy ran off towards their house waving as they ran down the street away from us.

Mike and Blackie ran on ahead up the sidewalk as Timmy threw his sweaty arm around my shoulder pulling me close to him and resting his head on my shoulder as we walked along. Best buddies walking up the street after a great morning workout together.

"Great race man. We could all see you were going to win at the turn. I could tell from the look on your face that you had the race ion the bag man," I said.

"Yeah I think I knew it then too and I could feel your excitement and that really spurred me on. You will need to come to my swim meets man and cheer me on. It might just be the edge I need to win a close race because you can see what’s happening and I can’t. Do you think that would be cheating?" Timmy asked me.

"No man. It still has to be you that wins man and I am sure you don’t have to much trouble in that department," I replied as we hugged each others shoulders and walked into our backyard and up into the kitchen where Grand and Marie were busy at work fixing breakfast.

"Hi boys. My you look good this morning. From that look on your face you must have won your race Timmy and I know you must be famished. Do you want to get cleaned up first or eat first?" Grand said as we walked over to give both her and Marie a kiss on the cheek.

"How about we get cleaned up first. I smell like an old moldy jock at the bottom of a gym locker," Timmy said grinning as he lifted his pit and smelled it in front of Grand.

"Timmy Hamilton that is gross. Go on and get out of my kitchen right now," Grand said as she playfully swatted him with her dishtowel. Timmy and ran up the backstairs two at a time and up to our attic haven under the eves remembering to latch the door behind us as we went. We stripped off our sweaty smelly clothes and pushed our shoes and socks off and ran to the bathroom where I turned on the water letting it get hot and steam up the bathroom while we took another quick whizz in the toilet.

We stepped into the shower and Timmy handed me a bar of soap and he took the other and we got under the spray of water an got all wet. Then we started to wash each others faces, heads, hair, chests, legs, butts and crotches. We laughed and giggled and squeezed and stroked each other until we were both hard and oozing and ready to cum. The question would be who would do what to whom?

"How about we just jerk each other off together man?" Timmy suggested.

"Cool man. Sounds great," I replied as we soaped up each others cocks and balls and began to slide our fists up and down on our hard cocks pumping and jerking each other to ecstasy. It felt so good as Timmy’s hand slipped over my hard cock with the ease made possible by soap. I was grunting with the pleasure I was feeling and we were both moving our hips and bodies to the beat of our fists on each others stiff dicks. I loved looking down at our soapy hands doing each other. It was so awesome to have someone to share my shower with everyday! To watch Timmy’s hand on my shaft and my hand on his shaft was incredible. Truly magical.

Finally when we couldn’t stand it anymore we both exploded cum all over each other as we laughed and giggled at the beautiful sight of our white creamy cum erupting out of our cocks like bullets from a gun. Ropes of gooey white cum.

"Oh shit man that was a great way to start the day. Damn we are good for each other." I said as we cleaned off under the water. Timmy turned off the water and we stepped out onto the bath mats and found our dry towels and began to dry off.

"So you ready for our session with Brandon and dinner at Walt’s tonight?" Timmy asked as we started to shave and get ready for the day.

"I think so man. I know I am looking forward to showing Brandon what love can be like after what he had to go through. Damn that must have been so horrible living with his parents and hearing all that shit about fags everyday and then getting raped by Stevie Parks. he deserves some love in his life and you and I and Walt are going to give him so much love aren’t we?" I said.

"Yeah and we can help erase those shitty memories and replace them with good memories and then he and Walt can start their new life together. That is going to be so cool for the both of them," Timmy said as we finished and began to clean up our mess and then go back to the bedroom to get dressed.

"So I’ll meet you back here after work. I am getting off a little early cause of the swim meet tomorrow night and I will come back here and check our e-mail and stuff." Timmy said.

"That will be good man. We have let that slide haven’t we? I used to be a slave to my e-mail but lately it just hasn’t been all that important," I said getting my work clothes on while Timmy slipped on his boxers and a pair of baggies and a nice t-shirt. He would change into his speedo when he swam laps at the pool.

"Yeah you are right about that. I guess love does that doesn’t it? I know for me I would much rather have love than e-mail any day. But it is nice to be able to keep in touch with friends who are far away," Timmy said grabbing me and hugging me tightly as we kissed.

"You got that right. Now let’s get some grub man. I am starved and I have a hard day ahead of me," I said patting my hard stomach as we walked down the stairs to the kitchen. Ben and Willie were there with Mike and they were all chattering away like magpies as they ate their breakfast. It looked like a scene out of a Norma Rockwell painting or something except for the fact that the two old lady grandmother types were lesbians and the two college hunks were gay!

"Hey guys!" I said to everyone as we entered the room.

"Hi Tom! Hi Timmy!," Ben and Willie said. "Grand and Marie are taking us to play putt putt today!"

"Wow that is cool. I love putt putt. I haven’t played in awhile. We will need to do that some evening," I said getting my bowl of granola and fruit and a cup of coffee and sitting down. Timmy was already seated and he was shoving food into his open mouth and giggling with Mike over something.

When he reached a point between mouthfuls he looked over at Ben and Willie and said, "Guys Tom and I are going out tonight but I will read around 5:30 PM if that is OK with you."

"Yeah cool," Ben yelled.

"Great Timmy. We’ll be ready with the book for you," Willie added.

I was finishing up my cereal and saw that Mike was already done with his plate. He looked at me and nodded and we both got up and took our dishes over and rinsed them and put them in the dishwasher. We grabbed our lunches and gave Grand and Maire each a kiss and the I gave Timmy a kiss and one for Ben and Willie.

"By Blackie see you later. Be a good girl," Mike told Blackie as we walked out the door. Timmy came to the door and was leaning on the doorjamb as I turned and walked backwards across the driveway towards my truck.

"Love you man. Have a great day and see you later OK. Call me if you want to," he called to me as he blew me a kiss. I caught the kiss with my hand and slapped it on my lips and then blew him one which he caught with no problem.

"Love you too!" I called as I jumped in the truck fastened my seat belt and drove off out of the driveway.

"Who do we have today Tom?" Mike asked me as we drove down Maple Street.

"Lets see I think it is the Zimmerman’s, Millers and the Barbers today," I replied

"So do you really think I am doing a good job or do you just tell me that because I am your brother and you want me to feel good about myself because of Rosa and all," Mike asked as he looked over at me.

Boy my brother could really hit me with some tough questions. "Mike I hope you know me well enough to know I am just not going to lie to you. Shit man for a guy who is only 10 but about to 11 you are an awesome worker. I mean you jump right in and try everything and you seem to really take pride in the work you do. Hell Mike I have seen guys twice your age who are such fucking slackers. Damn we have been lucky to have you and Todd join our crew. We are a team man and you are just as much a part of it as any of us," I said with as much conviction in my voice as I could muster.

"Thanks Tom. I really want to do a good job. Some of the work is hard but mostly it is just paying attention," Mike said.

"Look Mike when I leave at the end of this summer you are going to stay on with Bev I hope and I want to give some of my share of the business to you if you want it that is," I said.

"You want to give me what Tom? What does that mean?" Mike asked.

"Well lets see how to put this. I own the business and Bev is a partner so last year I sold her half of the business and she pays me back a little every month. I still own half but face it after this summer I am not sure what Timmy and I will do next summer man. We just don’t know so what I want to do is sell you some of my share and give you some as a present and then you and Bev can be partners and when she is ready to leave if she ever is then she can either sell to you or Brad and Todd or maybe someone else." I said.

Mike was quiet for awhile as we drove and then he said, "That is so awesome Tom. Probably there aren’t many 11 year olds who own part of a great business like this one. I will make you proud and not let you or Bev down. Have you told Bev yet?" Mike said.

"Well not in so many words but I think she knows and I will discuss it with her and you and Brad as well." I said.

"Maybe Bev and you could sell some of your shares to Todd and Brad as well so we would all be partners and then no one would think anyone was the boss or anything. I mean I know you have to have someone in charge and all but do you think that might work?" Mike added.

"That is a great idea Mike. Maybe we can bring it up at break and see what everyone has to say about it. You are one awesome guy man. You are going to make me cry if you don’t cut it out," I said feeling tears form in my eyes at the thought of his question. What a good kid he was.

I puled up in front of the Zimmerman’s house right behind Bev, Brad and Todd. "It’s OK to cry Tom. You taught me that and it’s really true." Mike said as he patted my arm and we stared at each other with such love. As brothers, as friends and co-workers.

"Come here buddy and give me a hug," I said still crying as he slid across the seat and we grabbed each other in a huge bear hug that was so tight and so loving. I felt his little body enfold into my arms and I loved Mike for who he was and for being OK and being a great little brother. I kissed his forehead and then we broke apart and got out of the truck and jumped right into our work. It was a great team and we all knew just what we needed to do. I let Brad and Todd flip for the Bob-cat and I took a weed eater and put in my ear protectors and went into my zone. I was thinking about today and what was going to happen with Brandon and Walt. Should Timmy and I be his teachers or should we have let Walt do that? I thought how generous it was for Walt to go along with our desires to show Brandon what love making between two men truly could be like. Walt was a special person and he deserved this happiness in his life. Would he be jealous of us as he was downstairs cooking and we were upstairs loving each other? Or was he in that new place we had created at the river on Sunday? That new place where men could love men and women could love women that Lyle had shown us was possible.

All of a sudden I saw a foot in my path and I recognized it as Mike’s and then as my eyes lifted up I saw his smiling face as he laughed at me, "Tom! Tom! Earth to Tom! Come on down now it’s time for our break!"

I smiled back and cut off the engine and there was silence all around us. I pulled out my ear plugs and said, "I guess I was off in my zone man. Thanks for bringing me back to earth."

We walked over to get our snacks and then sat with everyone under a huge old oak tree in the front yard. It felt good to sit down on the grass with my co-workers and friends. I munched on a carrot stick and drank some water and ate a few crackers and a few celery sticks.

"Guys I have an idea and I want to run it by you and see where it goes. I mean we are all a team and I think we should all talk about it. I apologize in advance Bev for not talking with you before now but it just came to Mike and me as we were driving over here this morning." I said looking around the group. Everyone looked at me as I continued, "Well I think everyone knows I started this business when I was in high school and I think it has been pretty successful. I have paid all the bills and put some cash in the bank and continued to put money back into the business to purchase new equipment."

"Bev started helping me a few years ago and then when I went off to college last fall I sold her half of the business. She has done an incredible job and found some great new clients and expanded our work and she hired her brother to help her out and then this summer we were able to hire 2 great new workers, Mike and Todd. That is a wonderful thing and you all are terrific workers. I think we really make a great team but I am going off again and I just don’t know where my life is going to take me and I don’t think it’s fair for me to own part of the business if I am not helping out any more so I have an idea," I said taking a sip of water. Everyone was watching me as I spoke while they continued to eat their snacks.

"What I would like to do is forgive the remainder of Bev’s debt to me and then to give my half of the business to Mike here. He wants to sell some of his share to Todd and Brad and I think that is a great idea. Bev would continue to do the payroll, buy the equipment, pay the bills and own half of the business and to be the one who is the leader and the contact person for clients and our suppliers." I took another drink of water and looked around for any response.

Bev smiled and said, "Wow Tom that is so generous of you to do and Mike I think your offer is awesome. I would love to have you as a partner and Brad and Todd as well. Sounds like a great opportunity for all of us and I for one appreciate your willingness to share the wealth of what you have built Tom instead of hoarding it like most business men would do in this day and age. You really want to start a new world don’t you?" She got up and came over and hugged me and kissed my cheek.

Brad looked at us and said, "I can’t believe this is happening guys. It is so cool. I’m in 100 percent and thanks Mike for thinking about us. You are pretty cool for such a little squirt. I just hope you still want to run with me in the park every morning even when Tom and Timmy head back to school. I want you as part of my crew man and need you to watch my back!" Mike blushed and nodded his head smiling at Brad.

Todd looked around and said, "I really can’t believe it either. I mean you hardly know me and I have only been here a week and now this. I want a truck so bad and I know my parents can’t help me out like most kids these days and this will be so great. Thanks so much." He was crying and tried to wipe the tears away so we wouldn’t see them.

"Hey Todd it’s OK to cry. Tom taught me that." Mike said and everyone broke out laughing.

"Look Bev and I will work out all the details and figure out the finances and stuff and put it all in writing and let you know." I said, "But now that we are settled on this it’s time to get back to work." I put my fist in the middle of our little circle and Bev put hers on top and then Mike and then Todd and finally Brad and we bounced our fists up and down. "All for one and one for all!" and then we broke and got back to work. In no time we were finished at the Zimmerman’s and packing up to head over to the Millers house where we could get started before lunch. Mrs. Zimmerman came out and gave Bev her check and thanked us for the good job we had done on their lawn. It always felt so good to get a nice compliment. Compliments were so cheap and they meant so much in this world. I needed to remember that and always be as free as possible with my compliments ands as miserly as possible with my criticisms. Good rule to live by.

The Millers didn’t live far away and soon we were un packing all our stuff and as they had a really tiny front yard we finished that up in time for lunch. We took everything around to the back and I saw a note taped to the back door. I opened it and found our check and a note from Mrs. Miller which said she had to go out on some errands and that we were welcome to use the key to the backdoor to use the bathroom if we needed it.

Bev retrieved the key from its usual hiding place and it was nice to know that we were trusted enough that our clients could let us use their houses with no fears at all. This world was so full of fear that it made me felt good as I unlocked the door and went inside to use the bathroom. I needed to pee and it felt good to empty my bladder and then head back outside. Everyone was lined up to use the toilet and then we all gathered on their deck for our lunch. It was nice and shaded and they had a big glass toped table with 6 cushioned chairs around it. Their backyard would only take us about an hour and then it was on to the Barbers to finish up the day.

We ate and talked and talked and ate. Some about sports which were not big thing, some about local politics, movies, music and some about the weather forecast. It was nice to just sit among friends and talk and laugh and not be afraid of who I was or how I felt. We didn’t hear any sarcasm or dirty jokes or crap like that. It was all positive and good and I felt the peace of this new world as it surrounded me. Hopefully we could continue to expand our circle of love with more and more connections and then maybe someday the whole world would be changed and new and different and changed. I hoped so. I didn’t think I would see that time in my lifetime but it was worth the dream to dream about it.

After lunch we cleaned up our mess and then quickly finished our work and headed over to the Barbers where we finished in record time due to the addition of Todd to our crew. That had been such a smart move and it seemed since our talk this morning he was working prouder and better somehow. It was early and Mike and I would be home by 5:00 PM which would give me time to get cleaned up and dressed and ready for Timmy to read and then head over to Walt and Brandon’s place.

Mike and I sang all the way home to a Ben Harper CD that I popped in the player. It was great and I hoped I could see him in concert someday. Jack Johnson and Ben Harper were two of my favorites besides Van Morrison and J.J. Cale and Tim O’Brian and Carole King and Tracey Chapman and Canned Heat and the Grateful Dead and Jefferson Airplane and Jimi Hendricks and Marc Cohen and Willie Nelson and Tracy Nelson and Neil Young and Jackson Browne and David Gray and Joni Mitchell and Judy Collins on and on and on. My list was really long. Hell I loved music and I loved how it made me feel inside as I sang along to the songs.

I jumped out of my truck and Mike and I ran inside. He to see his beautiful puppy and me to see my lover man upstairs in our hide-away room under the eves. I bounded up the stairs remembering to latch the door of course and then up the attic stairs and into our room where I saw Timmy sitting in front of the computer looking at photos of the twins. Oh shit they were hot and Phillip had done his usual great job.

I kissed him on the lips as he turned to look at me, "Hey lover man," I said stroking his face with the palm of my hand.

"Hey Tom. These photos are hot and I am so hard. We also got a package from Phillip today with CD’s for us of the wedding and the ceremony. He even did an edited version for mom, dad, Grand and Marie to see and he said he just went ahead and sent them to everyone else to save us the trouble as he knew how busy we were. Wasn’t that awesome. Phillip is so cool!" Timmy said excitedly.

"Shit man he rules!" I said looking over his shoulder at a photo of Jimmy and Billy in this canoe standing up. They had paddles in their hands and were looking out over this landscape of sea grass. It must have been on the sound side or some creek around Rehoboth Beach. The wind was blowing their long blond hair and their cocks were soft and all the contrasts of the colors and their bodies was incredible.

"Damn Timmy they are hot but I think you better shut it down or I might explode and I want to save all this creamy cum my balls have been making for our dear friend Brandon," I said laughing and grabbing at my crotch at the same time.

"You’re right man," Timmy said hitting the exit button and shutting the photos down. "We can look at them later together."

I was stripping off my dirty work clothes as Timmy got up out of his chair. He was naked and his cock which had been hard was down about half mast. He of course looked awesomely beautiful.

"We heard from Brad and he thanked us again for the invitation to the wedding and for taking such good care of he and Jamie while they were here. He really loved getting to know Johnny and Billy and Harry and Sean and Billy-Bob and well everyone and he is so looking forward to your return at the end of the summer. He is so in love with you Tom I hope you realize that." Timmy said as he looked me in the eyes.

"Yeah but it’s cool man. He has been such a friend and mentor to me as I discovered my gay side this past year. I don’t know what I would have done without him. I hope you aren’t jealous or anything?" I said smiling.

"No man. I think it’s cool and I think Brad is great. I am looking forward to getting to know him and Jamie better and having him teach me as much about food as he has taught you. He seems like a great role model for us both. They both do." Timmy said as he kissed me on the cheek and then playfully swatted my butt. "Now you had better get a shower and get some of this stink off you. I’ll pick our your clothes while you’re in the bathroom."

"Thanks man. Back in a flash," I said and walking quickly down the hall way to the bathroom where I took a quick hot soapy shower, shaved, brushed my teeth. I purposefully left off my deodorant tonight as I wanted Brandon to be able to lick my pits and I didn’t think it would taste great to have that chemical shit spread all over it.

As I walked back into the room Timmy looked up at me and smiled and said, "I had the same thought my man and didn’t use any pit protector either. So Brandon can taste a couple of real men!" He laughed and held up his pit for me and I went over and kissed it and licked the black hairs. Damn he was hot when he lifted his arm like that. A real turn on to a pit man like myself. "Shit that tickles man but I love it. Careful or I’ll get hard again."

We got dressed and helped each other with our hair and then walked downstairs where Ben and Willie were standing in the kitchen. They were excited and bouncing up and down on their little stick legs and had these incredibly endearing goofy looking little boy grins on their faces. Ben held the book up high holding it with both hands and Timmy went over and took it from him.

"OK shall we do this outside guys or inside?" Timmy asked.

"Outside! Outside! Outside!" Ben and Willie yelled together still dancing around on their tip toes and twirling in place. We all trooped outside including Grand and Marie. Mike and Blackie were already out there waiting by the tree for us. I found two chairs for the "old ladies" and then went to sit with Ben in my lap, Willie to one side half on and half off one leg and Mike on the other side leaning against me with his arm on my shoulder.

Timmy composed himself and we all got quiet. I could hear some traffic out on the main road and a dog was barking somewhere down the street but otherwise it was quiet as could be and Timmy started to read and immediately we were in the middle of a long trek through a harsh desert pursued by raging hordes of terrible rats and weasels. We were running for our lives and didn’t know if we would make it out safely. We were running towards this hill of rocks off in the distance where we hoped to turn and make our stand against the evil horde and once there we tried to catch our breath and organize ourselves before the onslaught began. It was horrible and it was painful and then Timmy stopped right at the very moment when the hordes of evil animals were about ready to do their worst and pounce on us.

We all cried out and begged for more but the master wasn’t budging at all as he shut the book and closed his lips. "Oh come on Timmy we have to know what happened," I cried.

"Yeah come on Timmy," Ben yelled.

"Timmy Hamilton you are to cruel for words. I can’t believe you would go and do this to us," Marie and Grand said together and then they looked at each other and started to laugh and then we were all laughing and then the boys got up and jumped on Timmy and were rolling around on the ground and then I joined in and we all lay there laughing and giggling.

"OK now we got to go,"Timmy said at last laughing hard. "Please let me up."

We all got off him and he was covered with grass clippings and his shirt was in disarray but he still looked so radiant and awesome and beautiful. My lover man the reading master of the universe. I got up and reached down and helped him up and then we all brushed him off and straightened up his clothes.

"There you look as good as new," Ben said and again we all joined in on the fun and laughed. Willie got the book and ran off with it and Mike and I got Marie and Grand’s chairs and put them away in the garage as we all walked to the house.

"So how was putt putt?" I asked Ben.

"It was great Tom and Marie beat us all and Grand was mad," Ben said. "Oops I wasn’t supposed to tell that part."

I tousled his hair and laughed at Grand. "Well I almost won and then Maire got a hole-in-one. I wasn’t really that mad I just wanted to win. Pops used to always win when we played and I think this may have been the first time I almost won." She kissed Marie on her cheek.

"Maybe next time I’ll let you win darling. That is if you are really good to me!," Marie said with a wicked grin.

"Oh Maire not in front of the boys now. What will they think?" Grand said blushing.

"We will think you are great examples of what love can be like," Timmy said. "Please don’t hide your love and affection for each other form us ever!"

"Timmy’s right you know. See you all later. Don’t wait up for us we may be late." I said as Timmy and I walked to his car and got in and drove out of the driveway.

"Damn we have a lot of fun don’t we Tom. It’s so great having little brothers. I never knew how cool it was going to be but Ben, Willie and Mike are incredible and Grand and Marie are the bomb. For two old ladies they really rock don’t they?" Timmy said as we drove to Walt’s house which wasn’t to far away.

"Yeah we are blessed my man. Hey I need to ask you about tonight," I said to Timmy as we drove. "You still OK with us having sex with Brandon tonight? I mean do you think Walt is really OK with it?"

"Let’s ask him man. We won’t know unless we ask and I think he was OK. At least I sort of got the feeling that he appreciated us being willing to be Brandon’s first sexual partners and was kind of relieved in a way." Timmy said as I pulled into Walt’s driveway and we got out of the car.

"I love you so much Tom for caring about other people’s feelings. You are so special that way and it is so important in this new world we are creating to be open and honest and caring with each other. I learn so much about love and being open from you every day man and I love you for it!" Timmy said as he grabbed me in a hug and we kissed outside Walt’s front door.

I hoped Walt’s neighbors couldn’t see us because I didn’t want to out him until he was ready if ever which I didn’t think would happen given his position as a doctor. I wanted a new society and all but I didn’t think our little town was ready to send their sons and daughters to a gay doctor. At least not quite yet and that was such a waste and such a shame. Timmy and I walked up to the front door and rang the bell. Walt opened it and he had a great big grin on his face as he invited us inside. We hugged tightly and kissed and then followed him into the kitchen.

"Oh man what smells so great in here?" I said sniffing the air.

"Nothing special Tom just my mothers old family spaghetti recipe that she got from her mother and her mother all the way back to Italy many years ago. Tried and true but it is delicious if I must say so myself." Walt said holding the wooden spoon up that he had been stirring the sauce with and tasting the sauce.

"Look Walt Timmy and I want to make sure you are absolutely OK with us having sex with Brandon. We don’t want to cause any problems in your relationship or make you jealous or anything," I said.

"Guys I am OK with it. I really am. I have thought long and hard about it and I really am somewhat relieved that Brandon will have two wonderful guys like you be his first teachers. Yeah part of me would like to be the first but I think he needs to spend some time with two guys who are more his own age before we settle down. I mean I am still in shock that a young man like Brandon would even consider having an old guy like me for a partner at all. You know Lyle set for us all a huge challenge on Sunday by the river and I for one am ready to take it up. I want to be a part of this new world he was talking about." Walt stopped and took a sip of wine from the glass on the counter. He then handed Timmy a coke and me a bottle of water and we all took sips.

"If we are going to create a new society based on a new model we have to throw stuff like jealousy out the window. It has no place in this new world as far as I can see. Everything gay men and gay women have based their sex and personal lives on for the past thousand years has all been modeled on a straight model and it’s not our model and shouldn’t be. I mean look at so many gay relationships you hear about. One guy is the "wife" and the other the "husband" instead of equal partners in love. I want the best for Brandon and right now this evening that means you two are going to go upstairs in a few minutes and have incredible sex with Brandon and show him that love is a spacial, magical thing. Not a dirty horrible act like his dad and mom and Stevie Parks would have had him believe. So go on now I know he is anxious and waiting for you upstairs. He has been so excited getting his bedroom ready for your visit. Have fun and don’t worry about me. I am fine." Walt finished talking and we looked at him and then all came together in a GRUG. I could feel his positive energy and I hoped that he could feel ours as we stood there hugging each other.

"Thanks Walt for your understanding and your support. You’re the best man. Look is Brandon OK physically?" Timmy said.

"Overall he is great. His balls are not swollen any longer and the bruising has gone away completely. He still has some bruises around his body but mostly they are gone as well. Of course you can’t have any anal sex with him but I would think a little riming action would be nice and he can certainly have anal sex with you guys if you want. I wouldn’t squeeze his balls much but just be tender and loving and I think everything will be fine. I am sure Brandon will let you know if you have gone to far or hurt him in anyway." Walt said handing me a couple more bottles of water to take upstairs. "Do you need another Coke Timmy?"

"No I think I am fine and water will be good. Look we’ll see you in a few hours then and I know I am going to be famished," Timmy said smiling at Walt as we left the kitchen and walked up the stairs to Brandon’s room. The door to his bedroom was closed but not latched and I pushed it open with the tips of my fingers. I felt a tingling sensation in my groin as the door swung open. Soft music was playing in the background and the room was lit only by about 30 candles which Brandon had placed around the room. He had also lit some perfumed incense sticks which lent an air of mystery to the room with their swirling smoke and they had a great smell as well.

The covers and sheets except for the bottom sheet were off the bed and Brandon was laying there fully clothed with a huge grin on his face. He had a t-shirt and shorts on and he looked HOT laying there in bed looking at us expectantly as we entered his room.

"Damn guys I feel like I have been waiting my whole life for this moment and you know what? I have!" he said giggling. "Do you mind if I direct and ask you to do what I tell you? I have been thinking about it all day long and almost peed in my shorts a few times I have been so excited."

"No problem man. We are both here for you and the next 2 hours are yours. All yours." Timmy said looking at Brandon. Damn Brandon was so beautiful with his incredible smile and those piercing eyes and shaggy hair.

"Tom if you would come to this side of the bed and Timmy to this side we can start my lesson in love," he said. Timmy and I did what he asked and we were soon standing next to him. He sat up and threw his legs over the edge of the bed on Timmy’s side first and said, "I had to pick one of you to be first and by luck of the draw it was Timmy."

"No prob my man. It’s all cool," I answered and it truly was all cool!

"Please take your shirt off," he asked Timmy and Timmy complied and soon his shirt was lying in a heap on the floor. Then I watched as Brandon reached out and pulled on the legs of Timmy’s board shorts as Timmy sucked in his gut and they fell to the floor leaving Timmy in his boxers his cock tenting out.

"Can you do some push-ups or something to make yourself soft man. I want to see you soft and then bring you up to attention," Brandon asked. Timmy dropped to the floor and effortlessly did a set of 50 push-ups and then stood up hardly winded at all. His cock had gone soft and Brandon quickly pulled his shorts off before Timmy stood at attention again. I had to admit Timmy was hot standing there in all his glory.

"God Timmy you are so beautiful," Brandon said as he reached out his hands and began to touch Timmy’s legs, thighs, abs and chest moving them up to brush over Timmy’s nipples and then down across his chest into those deep dark pubes and then on to his ball sac and finally his cock which was growing harder by the minute. Timmy stood there just enjoying Brandon’s touch and the delight that Brandon was feeling as he touched his first man. Brandon explored to his heart’s content running his fingers all over Timmy’s now stiff cock and soft hanging balls. He leaned forward and smelled deeply. "You smell like a pool man. I thought you would smell all musky and shit but you smell just like chlorine. I mean it’s not bad just wasn’t what I expected at all."

"Yeah its one of the hazards of being a pool hound. I spend so much time in there I smell like it. But at least it is clean." Timmy said chuckling.

Brandon continued to smell and touch Timmy reaching up and tweaking Timmy’s nipples making them hard. "Thanks man that was amazing," he said turning on the bed and wiggling himself over to my side of the bed. He looked up at me and smiled his full teeth smile that I loved so much.

"Sir I am hard sir! Should I drop and give you 50 Sir!" I said standing at attention and snapping a full army salute.

Brandon laughed and said, "Private take your shirt and pants off first and then drop and give me 50!" I pulled my t-shirt off and let Brandon eyes wander over my hard body delighting in the feeling of having another man like my body. It wasn’t so long ago I was crying myself to sleep at night because I was overweight and unattractive. I dropped my shorts and then fell to the floor and started to do 50 push-ups. God I thought a year ago I never could have done even 10 and now I was doing 50 with ease and hardly blowing at all. I finished and jumped up to stand at attention in front of Brandon. My cock was now soft.

"Sir please remove my shorts sir and have your way with me. Please Sir!" I said saluting him.

again. Brandon pulled my boxers down across my thighs and then to the floor where I stepped out of them and kicked them to the side. I spread my legs so that he could have the full view of my crotch. I was proud of my dick and loved it when guys looked at it and wanted to suck it and give me pleasure. My balls were tight but they were nice and Brandon smiled as he looked me over. As his finger tips touched my skin I shivered and groaned with delight and the knowledge that soon I would be shooting a load for Brandon. I let him touch me all over and looked over at Timmy who was holding his cock in his fist keeping it hard. He was smiling at me and blowing me kisses and I knew he was enjoying this almost as much as I was but not nearly as much as Brandon was.

Brandon leaned forward and smelled my crotch sticking his nose deep into my pubic hairs and then on one side of my ball sac and then underneath my ball sac. "Wow now that is a manly ball scent Tom. No offense intended Timmy. Damn that is what I am talking about. Shit man I could live and die in there just smelling that all day long. I used to love to hang around the locker room at school just so I could catch a whiff of that. What a perve I was! So deep and musky smelling." I laughed at his words. I felt the same way about Timmy after our morning run and I knew he loved my smell as well. I was used to his chlorine pool smell. Shit I would have to be if I was going to live with Timmy cause the water and the pool was his life.

My cock was hard and so stiff and it felt so incredible as Brandon explored each millimeter of its surface and its circumference. "Damn man how big are you guys anyway?"

"We are both 6 /12 inches each and I have the low hangers in our family and Tom has the tight set of balls," Timmy said.

"God they are so perfect guys," Brandon said. "Are you like in any hurry to shoot?"

"No we are on your schedule Brandon. This is your time," Timmy said.

"Cool. Thanks," Brandon said sitting back on the bed. "Tom will you take my shirt off?" I nodded and reached down and pulled his t-shirt up and over his head and threw it on the floor. He was so gorgeous. Still a few isolated bruises here and there but he was so lovely. "Timmy will you take my shorts off?" Timmy nodded and kneeled on the bed and reached down to unbuckle Brandon’s shorts and then unzip his zipper.

"Raise up your hips man," Timmy said. Brandon did as he was told and Timmy slipped off his shorts throwing them on the floor. There he was lying on the bed dressed only in his boxer shorts and he was looking great. He was breathing hard with the anticipation of what was to come next but there was only pure joy on his cute face. I knew he could never put what happened out of his memory but perhaps we could help erase some of those bad memories and replace them with only good ones. Positive memories of what love was all about.

We stood next to the bed on either side of him and he reached out a fist on each side and took our cocks in each hand and squeezed them. I looked at Timmy who was looking at me as we felt Brandon’s hands exploring and massaging our hard erect man-hoods.

"God I have wanted to do this for such a long time guys. I can hardly believe its actually happening." Brandon said.

"Oh it’s happening Brandon and it feels so freaking good," Timmy moaned as he arched his back and ran his hands over his hard taut belly and up to his hard straining nipples. Damn we were three hot guys and this was turning out to be a great evening so far. It must have been a strain on Brandon to reach out his hands as he was lying on a double bed and it was a long stretch. He let go of our cocks and lay there for a minute or two breathing hard and looking from Timmy’s cock to my cock.

"Would you both take my shorts off. And pull them off slowly," he said in a very breathy voice.

Timmy and I reached down and took the bottom of his shorts in our hands and started to pull them down. Brandon lifted his hips and his shorts slid easily off his hips and butt revealing his trimmed black pubes and speedo tan line. Brandon was in good shape from all his boarding and sports. Finally his cock was free and it was almost rock hard at 5.5 inches with a set of very nicely proportioned small balls underneath. His cock slapped his belly as we freed it and then pulled his shorts all the way down and off his feet.

I took his shorts and held them to my face smelling them and breathing in the odor of this young man. They smelled fresh with a hint of musk, sweat and pee. I handed them over to Timmy who smelled them as well breaking into a huge Timmy smile and then throwing them on the floor. "God you smell good Brandon. And shit man you are one fine looking guy. So sweet man. So cherry man." Timmy said.

"And ready guys. I am so ready for this. Just take your time and love me. I am so ready for love," Brandon said. I saw a few tears at the corners of his eyes and both Timmy and I came over to kneel by his head. I leaned down and began to kiss Brandon’s face and neck on one side while Timmy repeated my motions on the other side. We took our time and explored Brandon’s mouth and lips, cheeks and ears, eyes and forehead. I watched while Timmy frenched with Brandon who hungrily kissed him back sticking his tongue deep in Timmy’s mouth.

"Wow now that is what I call a kiss Timmy. Thanks,"Brandon said and then turned to me to give me a chance at that cute mouth his. Our lips locked and I could feel the suction and the warm wet feeling as my tongue entered his mouth and began to touch his tongue and the inside walls of his mouth. My hand stroked his face and he grabbed the back of my head pulling me tight and close almost drawing me inside as we locked our faces together in this kiss.

"Oh my God Tom," Brandon said as he fell back on his pillow with this sweet contented look on his face. "How could I have missed this for so long. Damn my father and mother and all their friends and my so called friends are so wrong. God they are so freaking wrong. I wish I could video tape this and send it to them," Brandon said with a quick short laugh as he turned to kiss Timmy once again.

I bent down and kissed along his neck and down to his nipple which I took into my mouth and gently bit with my teeth while flicking it with the tip of my tongue and sucking it with my lips. He arched his back as Timmy kissed and I worked on a nipple giving him feelings he had only dreamed about in his wildest jack off fantasies. Soon Timmy was hard at work on the other nipple and Brandon was stroking the back of our heads as he pulled us as close to his body as possible while moaning and shivering with delight. I loved hearing him moan. He had a wonderfully magical voice and I knew he was having a good time. The combination of the incense and the smell of the candles and the wonderful background music made it all so special and so intense as Timmy and I left Brandon’s nipples and headed south to explore his chest and abs. We met at his navel and giggled as we poked our tongues in and out of his belly button and kissed each other as well.

"Hot enough for you Tom?" Timmy asked with a grin on his face.

"Smoking my friend. Smoking. If I was any hotter I would be on fire!" I replied with a chuckle.

We sat back and looked at Brandon lying there quivering with excitement. We were almost at his prize and he knew it. But we surprised him by moving down on the bed and each taking one of his cute muscular feet in our hands and began to massage them and kiss his toes and nibble each of them in turn one after the other. He had such strong feet from all those hours of boarding I guessed. Brandon giggled and laughed as we worked our way up his legs.

"Oh that tickles guys but don’t stop. Please don’t stop," he begged. Shit it would take a nuclear explosion to make us stop at this point I though to myself.

"You are right about that my friend." Timmy said as we worked out way up and through the light forest of curly blond leg hairs to Brandon’s cute knees making him giggle even more. His thighs were tight and relatively hairless and the prize was in sight as I lifted my head to look at his hard cock sticking up out of the forest of black pubic hairs. Amazing how his leg hairs could be blond but his pubes were dark and black like Timmy’s were. But there was more to do before we were able to touch that prize. I could see the precum oozing out of the tip and it looked so beautiful.

Timmy took one leg and I took the other and we pulled them apart giving us better access to his balls and crotch. We ran our hands and fingers up and down his hard thighs making Brandon moan even louder and shift in the bed. I trailed my finger tips across those small tight balls making Brandon gasp but not from any pain. Then Timmy followed my fingers with his and soon we were slowly and gently massaging his balls and tickling them with our fingers.

Timmy lifted them up and out of the way as I bent down to push my nose deep into the fully forested area under his balls to lick and smell Brandon’s scent. He bucked on the bed lifting his hips high as I nuzzled in this sensitive area.

"Let me have a go in there," I heard Timmy whisper and I pulled my nose out of his crotch and let Timmy have a smell. In a muffled voice I heard Timmy say, "Sweet Jesus man this is good. Oh Brandon you smell so good." All Brandon could do was moan and stifle a cry as he clenched his abs and groin muscles as tight as he could which only served to intensify the pleasurable feelings he was feeling throughout his body.

Timmy came up smiling a huge broad smile that stretched from ear to ear and then leaned down and kissed the very tip of Brandon’s hard cock with the very tip of his tongue. I watched Brandon’s face as Timmy’s tongue met Brandon’s cock and the look on his face was incredible. I don’t think I had ever seen a look like that before. Brandon’s eyes were open wide and his mouth opened as he groaned loudly clenching his neck muscles as well as the rest of his body.

"OH please YES!" he cried as Timmy began to circle Brandon’s cock head with his fleshy rough tongue sending shivers of electricity pulsing throughout Brandon’s body. His body was twitching and he was shaking his head from side to side but his eyes never left the sight if his cock as it disappeared between Timmy’s softy puffy lips and entered a mans mouth for the very first time. Soon the entire shaft of his cock was buried in Timmy’s mouth and Timmy was moving his head around causing Brandon to buck and twist on the bed.

Then Timmy pulled off and then back on and then off and then back off letting his soft wet but tight lips travel the length and breath of Brandon’s dick up and down and up and down. Brandon was arching his back and thrusting his hips into the air and holding the back of Timmy’s head with both hands as Timmy sucked his cock while gently massaging his tight little balls. I ran my hand up and down Brandon’s thigh while I watched fascinated as the scene enfolded before me.

Brandon was crying and moaning and pleading with Timmy to love him and Timmy was doing the best job he could at that very job. And Timmy was a master at giving love. Brandon raised his head off the pillow and gasped a very loud gasp and I knew he was going to shoot and have his first orgasm with another man. He would soon no longer be a virgin as he pumped load after load after load deep into Timmy’s waiting throat. Timmy had no trouble swallowing everything Brandon had to give him. Finally Brandon fell back on the pillows sweating and panting but smiling the smile of first love making.

Brandon was crying as Timmy let his cock fall out of his mouth and smacked his lips contentedly sitting back on his legs and letting his hand trail across Brandon’s thigh. "I’m sorry you didn’t like that very much Brandon. I guess I am just not that great a teacher. Maybe Tom can do a better job," and then he giggled and I started giggling and then Brandon started to giggle along with us.

"Oh shit Timmy I can’t believe it. It was so much better than I ever imagined it would be. I just can’t describe how good it felt. But you both already know how good it is. So freaking intense man. I just can’t believe how intense it was when you were like licking the head of my cock. God I love how that sounds licking the head of my cock. I can say it and it’s OK. So sweet and so freaking radical. Shit anyone who says that cock sucking is not any good has no freaking idea what they are talking about. It rules man. Oh shit it feels so good. Thanks man," Brandon said as he lay there looking up at us. We had moved up and were kneeling next to his chest with our hands running across his beautiful chest, belly and in and out of his pubes.

"Is it OK if I just lay here for a minute and just enjoy the feelings?" Brandon asked.

Timmy laughed out loud as he said, "Yeah Brandon its OK to enjoy yourself. We aren’t in any rush here man and if we don’t get finished with our lesson this evening we can always continue this later after dinner or some other day you know.

"Thanks guys. This has been an amazing week you know. So much has happened in my life and now I am really on the right track and finally able to be who I was born to be. A free gay man. I am so psyched about living with Walt and becoming his lover and partner. It’s like a dream come true for me to have someone like him to support me and love me and that I can love back. And I signed up today for classes at AB-Tech this September and that went really well and Skip says he and his partners really like all my suggestions and damn guys their games are so awesome. They have some great new war games along with their fantasy and role-playing ones."

"I was so glad we could hook you two up together Brandon. Who could have know you were such a game freak," I said reaching down to trace my fingers across his cheek.

"Oh yeah one of Skip’s partners has just invented this game he calls, "Drorg" which is like inspired by the word cyborg. Cyborg comes from cybernetics organism and they are humans who have artificial parts and all. Anyway a Drorg in this game is a drug organism, a human which has been altered and enhanced by designer drugs. It can see in the dark and it navigates by sonar with this really advanced hearing and all. It has the strength of a gorilla and the reflexes of a cat and of course the brain of a genius." Brandon said all at once in a rush in an excited voice.

"But see it doesn’t happen all at once and that is part of the whole game thing. The drugs have these penalties and that is what we have to try and work out. How they work and what they can do or not do and if you combine one drug with another it could like have these weird after affects and shit like that. Its all so cool. I am going to help him build the scoring systems, all the different opponents we have to create and define and the boards themselves we have to design. Anyway I don’t want to bore you but its all so cool and thanks to you both for hooking me up with Skip," Brandon finished talking and lay back just smiling.

Timmy and I broke out laughing at the intensity and the obvious sincerity of his speech and his love for games. "Hey man you need to chill for a minute and start working on these hard cocks before we start shooting hot jizz all over the place. Who is going to be first?" I said.

"Well I was thinking that if you both like lay down on the bed with your legs over each others and your crotches like almost together I can do one and then the other and just enjoy you both. that is if it is OK?" Brandon said with a question in his voice.

"Yeah that’s cool man. You get to direct this play and write the script the way you want it to go,. We are your actors and ready to play the parts you have written for us," I said.

Brandon sat up and got out of our way and Timmy and I arranged ourselves on the bed. Timmy had his head on the pillows and I had mine at the end of the bed. I put my legs over top of his and scooted up as close as I could get. Timmy put his hands on my legs and started to rub them and I did the same for him. I asked Brandon for a pillow so I could prop my head up a little and watch the action. Once we were all settled Brandon went to work exploring us and making our cocks hard again. Both Timmy and I were spewing precum and Brandon’s fists and fingers were flying over our skin with ease and we were both in heaven.

Brandon would taste my cock with his tongue and mouth and then a minute later taste Timmy’s then back to my balls and then to Timmy’s and over and over again never letting go of our cocks as he used his lips and mouth on us. It felt good to just lay there and let Brandon explore us as much as he wanted to and soon he had developed a rhythm which was satisfying and extremely sensual. He would go from licking or kissing our cocks to smelling and kissing our balls. At one point he swallowed Timmy’s hard cock all the way to the base burying his nose deep in Timmy’s pubes while he continued to squeeze by hard cock with his hand.

"Oh yeah Brandon That feels good. Move your head back and forth a little. Yeah more of that. OK now suck up and down a little bit. Don’t be afraid to use your hands man and remember to keep your teeth out of the way," Timmy said gently giving Brandon directions. "Oh yeah now that is what I am talking about. Take me all the way man. Use your fist to jerk me and concentrate on the tip of my cock while you use your other hand to massage my balls man. I’m getting close and then you can do Tom."

I lifted up my head to watch as Brandon went to work on Timmy’s cock jerking his fist up and down the shaft while he locked his lips on his cock head and teased and tasted it with his tongue.

"Oh man that feels so good. You are a natural cock sucker Brandon. OHHHHH Sweet man. Oh Tom you are in for a real treat. AHHHHHH SHITT YESSSS," Timmy said as he lifted himself off the bed and I saw his whole body clench as he shot his load into Brandon’s mouth. Brandon wasn’t quite ready for the explosion of cum and started to choke as he tried vainly to swallow all of the cum which was now spilling out of his mouth. He knew enough though to continue to jerk Timmy’s cock while he tried his best to drink all of that sweet creamy jizz.

Finally he couldn’t take any more and took his mouth off Timmy’s hard cock which was still spewing shots of cum out of the tip as Brandon continued to squeeze and pull on the hard shaft.

"I’m sorry Timmy. I’m really sorry. It was just to much. I couldn’t take it all and then I started to choke and I’m really sorry man," Brandon said almost crying as he watched the last few drops of cum ooze out of Timmy’s piss slit.

"Hey man it’s OK. I should have prepared you. After a whole day of not cumming I can shoot quite a load and it just takes some practice to swallow all that cum without choking." He reached out his hand and stroked the top of Brandon’s head while he spoke. "You did really great man. I was amazed that was your first time giving a blow job. Shit you are a natural. It’s all cool man. Remember that. It’s all cool. Now get over there and work on Tom before he shoots his load without you."

Brandon kissed Timmy’s cock one last time and then turned to look at me with a huge smile on his face and cum dripping out of the corners of his mouth. His hands were covered with cum and very cold and wet as he gripped my cock and squeezed it tightly. He slid down closer and began to kiss the tip and lick his rough tongue over the tip causing my hips to buck up in the air and I heard myself moan out loud.

"Slide your fist down to the base of my dick man. Yeah That’s right. OK now squeeze as tight as you can to cut off the blood flow and then use the palm of your other hand to really rub the tip. Make sure there is plenty of lube on your palm. Use Timmy’s cum or spit or my precum. Whatever you can find. Yeah that is sooooo good. Go slow at first and then speed up and every once in a while stop and just lick it and kiss it to give it more lube and then go back to using your fist." I said encouraging Brandon to take me over to edge or as close as he possibly could by himself.

He got into a rhythm immediately following my directions and soon I was flying on the most incredibly intense feelings of sexual delight coursing throughout my body as I bucked my hips and moaned out loud tossing and turning my head from side to side. It hurt so much but it was a great kind of hurt. The kind of hurt I loved. My body responded to each rub or lick on my extremely sensitive cock head. When my head was not bent backwards and I wasn’t crying out I could see that Brandon was really getting into working my cock and he was smiling as he watched my hard prick and my body jump and dance to his ministrations.

"I told you he was good," I heard Timmy say in the background.

My body was convulsing with each touch of Brandon’s hand, "Oh Brandon harder. Do it harder PLEASE! OH shit I needed this man. YES! Oh MAN HARDER!!!!!" I heard myself begging. Was that me talking and asking him to make it hurt even more? I guessed it was and Brandon intensified his rubbing of my cock and I could hear him grunting and breathing hard. I was aware of the smoke from the incense floating around the room and I felt like my body was floating about 3 inches off the bed.

I then felt myself thrust up off the bed and scream and ask him to let me cum and I felt Brandon let go of the base of my cock while he kept pumping my shaft up and down. I spurted a large rope of cum which hit me on the chest near my nipples and then another which landed on my neck and then one on my abs and then a few more smaller shots that dribbled up and out and down across his fingers and hand as he continued to pump my cock.

"Oh shit! Oh Shit Oh Shit man that was incredible. Suck the tip now PLEASE," I begged loudly as I looked down at my pulsing cock and watched as Brandon shoved it in his mouth and I again felt the rough surface of his tongue working over my extremely sensitive cock head. "Oh shit I love it. Oh shit man," I said as I collapsed on the bed breathing hard but feeling so content.

"Damn Tom you really came," Timmy said as I felt him pull his legs out from under me and sit up in bed next to me. Both he and Brandon cleaned me up with their tongues and I laughed and sighed as their tongues made their way across my chest, neck and abs cleaning up all my jizz. I rubbed their heads with my hands while I thanked Brandon over and over again.

"That was so cool guys. Thanks so much for coming over here today. What’s next?" Brandon said as he sat up grinning from ear to ear like an eager student looking for instruction..

"First off I need some water man and then while you are up get a warm wash cloth so I can clean up all this jizz." I said. Brandon jumped off the bed and got me a bottle of water. I drank about half of it down and then handed it to Timmy who finished it off. By the time we drank the water Brandon was back with a warm washcloth and he was gently wiping my chest and abs and cock and then Timmy’s.

Brandon sat on the bed by my side running his hand up and down my legs and chest. "So can I fuck one of you now? I really want to know what that feels like. To put my hard dick up your asshole."

"My what an eager student we have here Timmy." I said laughing, "I am sure Timmy will be glad to oblige you man. He has the most amazing asshole I have ever seen or heard of. You are not going to believe it." I said with a laugh as I got up and leaned over to give Brandon a kiss which turned into a nice long french kiss. This guy was a born kisser and a born lover.

"So guys what advice can you give me as far as being a good partner for Walt? I don’t have any experience and I really don’t want to fuck it up." Brandon said as we stopped kissing. We were all sitting on the bed looking at each other.

"The biggest thing is to just love Walt and respect him and keep the lines of communication open. Always listen to what your partner is saying and never ever go to bed angry or mad. Always work it out and talk it out. Be willing to try new things and always be honest." Timmy said. "You need to remember you are only 19 and he is 50 and he is going to naturally be interested in different things that you are but you can’t let that get in the way of your relationship man. Use the age difference to make what you have better."

"That is so important. If you have to lie to your partner then you are already in trouble. Being honest and open I think is the most important thing. Look Brandon we know its going to be rough with you and Walt especially because of the age difference and his standing in the community but Timmy and I really think you two are meant for each other. It’s just going to take some work on your part to make it happen." I added.

"So do you think people will be really upset?" Brandon said.

"I am not sure you are going to be able to be out in front of most people in town. Luckily you have some good support with Johnny and Billy and Jake and Jon and Bev and Jessie and a few others. I don’t think this town or the people in it are ready for a gay doctor examining their sons and daughters. I mean we all know that is shit but it is reality and I don’t think its going to change at least not overnight. You just can’t let that get you down or come between you." I said.

"Yeah you are going to have to be careful when you are out in public and I know that is stupid and all but Walt is a fantastic doctor and being a doctor is who he is and his whole life and I wouldn’t want to see that jeopardized." Timmy said.

"And people are going to see what they want to see and what they will see is a young man renting a room in Walt’s house who goes to college. They don’t have to know much more than that and Megan and Paul at the church will be able to help you with a cover as well and I know that Grand and Marie will help in anyway they can as well and my Grand can be pretty tough and pretty convincing when she sets her mind to something. And then of course there is my family who will support you both and who already love you both. I really think it will be OK as long as you don’t like start making out in the Harris Teeter while you are grocery shopping or something." I said.

We all laughed at that thought. "That would be a sight wouldn’t it? Thanks guys. You have been such a big help. I couldn’t have made it without you." Brandon said.

"So look I don’t want to talk about it if you don’t but how are you doing? I know you get tired of having people ask that but we are your closest friends and you can unload on us if you need to," I said. "Don’t keep that shit inside man. Let it out in the open otherwise it will just fester."

"You know I am really OK. I mean it happened and all and it was horrible and that afternoon will always be with me but everything from that night till now has been positive and good and that has made all the difference. I have found people who love me for who I am and a man who I really really think I love. I have a new family that I know loves me and you both have no idea how comforting and wonderful that is for me. I am going to leave my old life behind me and my parents are gone as far as I am concerned and you know that is OK. This is a new me and a new world and its all going to be OK. I talked with my brother today and he has been really supportive. I told him about the attack and that I am not coming to see him at least not right now. He seems to be OK with me staying here with Walt and is just glad I have a job and am enrolled in school. He won’t tell my parents where I am and he said they haven’t even mentioned me to him so I guess I am as dead to them as they are to me. It actually feels pretty good. My body is healing and will continue to heal and I have been exercising and will soon be out on my board and running and shit and well its all good right now. This has been wonderful and now I want to see this famous ass you have been telling me about." He said with a grin.

"Cool man. But you know if the shit should come over you we are just an e-mail or a phone call away and look we haven’t told anyone yet and we really don’t know if it will happen or not but Tom and I want to come back here to live after we finish college and run my uncle’s farm as well as our various web porn sites. And Tom wants to continue his acting and I will want to coach swimming and we can all start our new world here together." Timmy said.

"Oh that would be so radical man." Brandon said as Timmy rolled over on his belly and pulled his knees up and under his body rasing his butt in the air. I slid up on one side and then Brandon got in between Timmy’s outstretched legs. I pulled apart his luscious round melons of soft butt flesh exposing his crack and butt hole to our view.

He had his hole shut tight and you could see the wrinkled puckered pink skin surrounding the hole. Brandon stared at it and then reached out his fingers and just lightly traced his fingertips around the hole and up and down the crack. Timmy’s beautiful set of low hangers were hanging down and you could see his soft cock behind them. I placed one hand on his back and ran it up and down across those bumps in his spine as I held his butt cheeks apart with the other hand.

Then he let his sphincter muscles relax and his ass hole opened up as wide as it would go and Brandon’s eyes popped wide open as he watched Timmy open and close; open and close; open and close that love hole. "Jesus," he whispered softly. "How does he do that?"

"I have no idea Brandon but it is awesome isn’t it?" I said proudly of my partner and his incredible butt hole.

Timmy started to giggle and then leaned his head back and said, "Go ahead and put one of your fingers in there and see how strong it is."

Brandon did as he was told and slipped one finger inside the opening. Timmy closed down the muscles and Brandon yelped, "Damn man that hurts," as he pulled his finger out with a popping noise.

"OK sorry. Do it again. I just wanted you to know what I could do if I set my mind to it," Timmy said giggling. "I really didn’t mean to hurt you or anything."

Brandon repeated the procedure and Timmy gently closed his muscles surrounding Brandon’s finger and the slowly massage it with his muscles. "Holy shit that is amazing Timmy."

"Yeah and now it’s time for the real thing. Tom can you get his cock ready for me?" Timmy said.

I slid off the bed and took a condom from the box on the bedside table and then went over to where Brandon was sitting. He half turned on the bed exposing his crotch to my view. I could see he was about half hard and I reached out to stroke him all the way hard. It didn’t take long to reach complete erection. I squeezed his cock hard and milked it a few times letting a few long streams of precum to fall into my outstretched palm. Then while keeping that precum from spilling out of my palm I ripped open the condom and unrolled it down on his cock and then took my hand and rubbed the lubricant all over his condom covered hard shaft.

"Looks like you are ready my friend," I said as Brandon shifted on the bed to a kneeling position in between Timmy’s legs. He scooted forward and held his cock straight as he pushed his hips forward entering that hole in Timmy’s beautiful butt. Once all the way inside Timmy locked down those muscles tightly but not so much as to cause any pain.

"Try and see if you can pull out Brandon," Timmy said. Brandon tried to pull back but couldn’t as his cock was help prisoner deep inside Timmy’s butt.

"Damn I can’t believe it Timmy," Brandon said.

"OK I am finished showing off Brandon. Show me what its like to be fucked in the ass by a skater dude. I am ready for some butt action," Timmy said putting his face down in the pillow and letting his muscles relax just a tad so that Brandon could thrust his hard prick in and out of Timmy’s ass. Brandon held onto Timmy’s cheeks and began to thrust those beautiful hips of his in and out and in and out going fast and then slowing down and then speeding up and then going slower trying to vary his movements and the speed at which he thrust.

His abs were slapping against Timmy’s butt and Timmy was pushing back on each forward thrust letting Brandon achieve maximum depth inside him. They were both grunting and were working as a team to give each other as much pleasure as they possibly could. Brandon rode Timmy’s ass and from the smile on his face he was enjoying the ride of his life. Finally he slammed into Timmy hard and then stopped and then pulled almost out and slammed in again and stopped and then pulled out repeating the process each time as he came inside. All his muscles were clenched as he enjoyed his orgasm fully.

Finally when he had finished cumming he sat back on his legs pulling his cock out of Timmy’s ass. I reached in to remove the rubber and toss it in the trash can by the bed. Brandon looked exhausted as he sat there on the bed breathing hard from his workout. Timmy rolled over and sat up with a smile on his pretty face as I came over to give him a kiss.

"Damn you are awesome lover boy," I said after we kissed.

"Well Brandon is good man what can I say?" Timmy said. "I hope he doesn’t give Walt a heart attack or something."

I laughed and then Timmy laughed as I tickled his belly and then Brandon started to laugh and he joined in and soon we were both tickling Timmy and having a great time. He laughed and we laughed as we just fell on each other in a pile.

"I don’t know about you but I am famished and ready for some of that spaghetti waiting for us downstairs," Timmy said at last.

"Yeah me too!" I said.

"Should we take a shower before we go down to eat?" Brandon said.

"No way man. We want Walt to smell the sex on us. It will make him so freaking horny man. Tonight you need to just love each other slowly man and get to know each others bodies. Just be slow and deliberate man. We left a few things for you two to discover on your own like rimming and stuff like that," Timmy said jumping up and pushing us off the bed. We slipped on just our underwear and then stood there looking at each other. God we were beautiful. Three gorgeous guys standing there together after a passionate session of sex and learning for Brandon.

"Thanks guys for the lesson. That was awesome and you all are such great teachers," Brandon said giving us each a kiss and a hug before we left the room to head downstairs. As we entered the kitchen and I glanced at the clock I could see we were right on time. Walt turned from the stove and looked at us with a smile as we all walked over to give him and us a great big GRUG! We stood there hugging and then Brandon and Walt were somehow in the middle of a circle that Timmy and I were making with our hands and arms. We were kind of moving in a circle slow dancing around Walt and Brandon who were just looking at each other and letting their eyes take in the beauty of love of each others faces.

Walt leaned forward and began to kiss Walt who returned the kiss and soon they were as deep in a kiss as one can get and had their arms wrapped tightly around each other. This was their first real kiss as a couple and their first real hug as a couple and it seemed magical to me as we turned and they turned going in opposite directions but so much in tune with each other. It looked like Brandon was trying to climb into Walt’s mouth he was working on it so much and Walt’s hands were rubbing up and down Brandon’s bare back feeling his skin and delighting in its touch and feel.

Nothing could replace this moment in all our memories as we stood there together in Walt’s kitchen forging a small part of our brand new world. I wasn’t even sure how long we slow danced there in the kitchen but it seemed like it was along time.

"I love you Walt and I hope to spend the rest of my life with you learning to love you," Brandon said taking the sides of Walt’s face in between the palms of his hands and kissing him on the lips. He was crying tears of happiness and joy.

"I love you too Brandon. I want nothing more than to learn how to love you and live with you." Walt said with tears in his eyes. "My whole life has been leading up to this point. Right here and right now with you and with Timmy and Tom."

"Let’s eat guys. I am starving which I am sure will come as a big surprise to you but it’s true!" Timmy said as we broke apart and started to help Walt get the dinner on the table. He had made a huge salad and the spaghetti was ready and the sauce was hot and bubbling on the stove. He had grated lots of fresh Parmesan cheese and the garlic bread was hot and ready and in the oven waiting to be eaten. We all sat down around Walt’s kitchen table as Walt dimmed the lights and Timmy lit the candle in the center setting the mood.

We all reached our hands out and grasped the one next to us as Walt looked around and started the grace, "Oh good and gracious God we thank you for all of our many blessings and I especially thank you for bringing Brandon into my life and into our lives. I have been waiting my whole life for it to be complete and you have done that with Brandon and my love for him and his love for me. Before there was just a huge hole where love should have been and now you have filled that hole with so much love I am bursting. I especially ask you to look after Timmy and Tom and continue to bless them as they spread your love and your joy to all they meet. Please watch over all those who need your help tonight and always and help us to always see the face of Jesus in all we meet especially those with whom we disagree. AMEN"

We all said AMEN along with Walt and squeezed hands around the table. When we let go Timmy and Brandon wasted no time in pilling food on their plates. Walt and I were more selective with our portion size but these two young men could really put the food away. I put a modest sized serving of the spaghetti noodles on my plate and then labeled some of the delicious smelling sauce on top of that. It was full of rich tomatoes, peppers and ground beef and looked incredible. I then topped that off with some Parmesan cheese and leaned my nose down to sniff and smell and savor the meal in front of me.

Timmy and Brandon had started in on theirs wasting no time in filling their mouths with longs strands of spaghetti strands which they slurped and sucked up into their mouths laughing and giggling like little boys.

"Walt this smells wonderful. Thanks so much for doing all this for us." I said taking a bite of my salad and chewing the small chunks of romaine lettuce and Feta cheese.

"Yeah Eum Um Gidret Gim Holks Trifgh Nokjsj," Timmy mumbled as his mouth was so full you couldn’t understand a word he said. He stopped for a minute and finished chewing and then looked at Walt and said, "What I said was this is incredible man. I think it may be the best sauce I have ever tasted and my mom makes a good spaghetti sauce. Lord knows we had plenty of spaghetti meals when I was growing up after my dad left us on our own and my mom was struggling to make a living for us."

"Your mom should be proud of the great job she did Timmy and thanks guys for the compliments. I will be glad to teach you all how to make it sometime. It’s actually really easy but it just takes a while to cook and simmer. The secret my mom always said was in the simmering and taking your time and using the freshest ingredients available." Walt said obviously pleased that we were all enjoying his food. "I haven’t really had much call to cook in the past few years being on my own and working all the time so this is great It feels really good."

"I want to learn how to cook Walt and help you in the kitchen. My mom used to do it all cause my dad said that was where a woman’s place was IN THE KITCHEN!" Brandon said mimicking his dad’s stern voice as we all laughed. "I have so much to learn and tonight I have started my education and I think I passed all my courses with A’s didn’t I guys?" Brandon said looking at Timmy and then at me.

Timmy almost chocked on his spaghetti and then said, "Hell yes you passed. If fact I think you got a A+ and then some extra credit for setting the mood in your room so well."

"Oh definitely he got an A+ Walt. You would be really proud of Brandon." I continued.

"Well maybe if he is not to tired we can go over some of your homework later tonight," Walt said grinning and laughing like a young man in love. It was great to see him laugh and feel so good about his newly found love for Brandon.

"Yeah I think we will be able to do that Walt and in fact I am really looking forward to finally being able to sleep together as partners and lovers and giving up this doctor patient crap. It is going to be awesome!" Brandon said jumping up and down in his chair excitedly.

"Now don’t hurt yourself Brandon," Walt said as he watched Brandon.

We continued to eat and talk quietly about the day and the weather and Brandon signing up for classes and Walt having to start back to work next week. "You know I haven’t taken any time off I think in the last ten years or so. I guess I never had anywhere to go or anything to do but work to take my mind off my nonexistent sex life that I wished I had but never did. This past week although it has been trying because of what happened to Brandon has been so good for me. I realized I can take time to myself and it’s OK." Walt said.

"I know this is going to sound really off the wall and really, really weird and all but you know we really should all be thanking Stevie Parks for beating the shit out of me and raping me last Wednesday. I mean if he hadn’t I never would have stopped here and I never would have been at the park last week and I never would have met Timmy and Tom and you Walt. None of this would have happened. I would probably be in Boston with my brother now and who knows what I would be doing?. Weird isn’t it to think about it like that?" Brandon said.

"Yeah that is weird man. Life is strange and good and weird all at the same time," Timmy said. "Have you heard what time the press conference is tomorrow?"

Walt said, "Yeah Jim called me this afternoon. He has been trying to fend off the press hounds and he told me it will start at 2 PM. All the major networks are going to carry it. He said there really has not been much call for Brandon’s identity or the other young man’s which is good. Most of the focus has been on Stevie Parks and how most people hated his guts and how many enemies he had around the state. It sounds so horrible but I don’t think many people will be mourning his passing at all and that is a shame. What a wasted life. The press has delved into his family and the murder of his mother and his abuse as a child and I think his dad had taken the brunt of the press abuse but from what Jim said he is taking full credit for Stevie’s actions. I guess it’s better late than never but I know that I’ll be glad when it’s all over and we can just get on with our lives."

"Yeah me too!" Brandon said smiling.

"Speaking of that. Timmy and I were talking with Brandon about your public life and your private life. Have you done any thinking about that and what you are going to tell people who ask about Brandon living here?"

"Yes I have done lots of thinking in fact I have spent many hours while sitting in the chair in Brandon’s room thinking about it. I just thought I would tell people that Brandon is the son of an old college buddy of mine and he needed a place to stay while he goes to college and as I had so many empty rooms in this old house it seemed like a natural fit. "We’ll go to church together on Sundays and other stuff together but well any of our intimate stuff we’ll just save for when we close the front door. And we have Johnny and Billy and you guys and your family and I mean we can certainly go to the movies together and shopping and stuff like that without attracting to much attention. Does that sound like it will work?" Walt said.

"I think it will don’t you Tom?" Timmy said. "I mean as long as they don’t start sucking face at the park I think people are pretty much going to leave them alone and when school starts Brandon is going to be awfully busy with his classes and shit and you’ll be going back to work next week."

"I think Timmy is right guys. You should be OK as long as you keep you gay side separate. I know that is stupid and it’s not the way our new world should be but for now it’s just the way it is and I don’t think you have to compromise all that much. I mean Walt you said all you did before pretty much was work, work and more work." I added.

"That is true Tom. I have learned one thing in the past week. Well actually lots more than just one thing but I have learned that while I love being a doctor I need to have another life and now I have the chance to do it. I am going to schedule more time off and time away and slow down my practice. I want to spend time with Brandon and going to movies and doing stuff at church. Hell maybe I‘ll even find a partner to take on at work." Walt said.

"Yeah a hot young hunky gay doctor right out of med school would be just right," I said.

"Well let’s not make him to hot Tom," Brandon said laughing. "I don’t want them giving each other private physical exams at the office you know." We all laughed together and it felt good. Timmy and Brandon both had second helpings of everything and I had a little more salad. Walt just finished what he had on his plate and watched us with pleasure as we ate his food.

After we had our fill we helped clean up the kitchen despite Walt’s protests. Brandon learned how to wash dishes and put them in the dishwasher something he had never done before in his life. Once the place was clean and all the leftovers were put away we stood there for a minute looking at each other.

"Look Tom and I will get out of your hair guys and let you get to know each other. Just have fun and take this time to go slow and explore with each other. You don’t have to rush anything or try everything in one night and if you need any remedial work or advice just call us OK. We are always available you know 24/7," Timmy said laughing. "Just like doctors. Always on call."

"Thanks guys. You are the best. You know that?" Brandon said giving each of us a hug and a nice good wet kiss.

"Yeah you are the best Tom and Timmy," Walt said doing the same.

"Look if you have the time would you tape the press conference for us? Timmy and I will both be working and I would like to see what is said." I asked Walt.

"Sure no problem. Thanks again and tell Grand and Marie and the boys hi from us," Walt said as he and Brandon walked us to the back door and outside. They had their arms around each other and looked so good standing there on the top step together as a couple. "When do you parents get back for their honeymoon?

"Sometime on Friday afternoon. They have talked to Grand and told her they are having the best time. they are learning to take time and relax as well which is something neither of them has down much of over the past 19 years. Thanks for asking about them," I said.

We waved at them and walked to Timmy’s car where we got in and buckled up. Timmy started the car and off we drove. "Do you feel like a short run?" he asked me as we drove towards the park.

"Cool. Let’s do it man," I said.

"That was awesome Tom. I would love to be a fly on the wall when they get in bed together wouldn’t you?" Timmy said.

"Yeah to bad you can’t read their minds. That would be a hoot wouldn’t it?" I said as Timmy pulled into the parking lot of the park. It was about 10 PM which wasn’t as late as I had expected it to be and there were still a few scattered folks in the park, walking, playing, jogging and exercising. It was a great neighborhood and I was glad we were so close to the track. It made things so much easier.

Timmy parked the car and we got out. He stripped off his t-shirt and threw it on the seat and kicked off his sandals. We would have to run on the infield grass without our running shoes because of the cinders. I looked over at Timmy and he was so freaking good looking my heart started to beat faster as I followed his example and took my shirt and sandals off as well. I looked down at my body and I was proud of what I had done to it over the past year. Such a complete turn around. A hard flat stomach and I was especially proud of my 6 pac washboard abs. They were hot if I must say so myself. Shit I was hot.

"You are right about that my friend. You are one hot dude!" Timmy said looking at me over the top of his car. "Do you think you can drag yourself away from admiring yourself for just a little while so we can run?" He was smiling that gorgeous smile of his at me which made my heart skip a beat.

"Sure I think that might be possible. You just have no idea how great it is to have a body like this. After all yours has always been in great shape and I just can’t get over how good it feels," I said as Timmy came around the car and walked up to me.

"Come on. I want to throw you down and love you right here and right now but I guess I will just have to settle for a quick run around the track a few times and then we will see what we have left in our balls man. After that workout with Brandon I am not sure but I might be able to shoot half a load," he laughed and tousled my hair as we trotted over to the track and walked gingerly across the ciders to the infield. We did some quick warm-up exercises and then took off. Timmy stuck with me today and barely broke a sweat as he lopped around the track making it look so easy. We got into our strides and were on the same rhythm in a very short time. I lost count of the number of circuits we made around the track but by the time we finished we were practically the only ones left.

As we made our way across the track I heard my phone ringing in Timmy’s car where I had left it. I sped up and raced over to the car, opened the door and grabbed my phone and punched the on button and said out of breath, "Hello. Tom here."

"Hey Tom is this a bad time?" I heard Chris’s voice.

"No man Timmy and I just finished a run at the park and I am out of breath. It’s cool man. What’s up?" I asked excitedly. I hoped he had something to tell me about a visit to the Taylor’s place to take Timmy to see the statue in the woods.

"Look about your request. I have it set up for Monday evening at 7 PM. That is the only time I can get you both in and out with no one else around. The Taylor’s will be gone to DC for a big shindig at the White House and won’t be flying back until about 1 AM so I can give you a couple of hours if that is OK." Chris said.

"Oh yes! Oh yes! Oh yes man that is so cool. You are the best man. The true best. Thanks so much. Should we come to the front gate or what?" I asked walking a short way away from the car to talk without Timmy overhearing what we were saying. This was going to be hard to keep from him I thought. Was he reading my mind right now? I looked over at him and he was looking at me with a questioning look on his face which seemed to indicate he didn’t know what we were talking about.

"No man. You know the other entrance to the rear of the property off Park Street? The one we keep locked." Chris asked.

"Yeah I know where it is," I replied.

"Well drive to Park Street and park on the street and then walk back through the woods till you get to the gate. Don’t drive your car up to the gate ‘cause someone might see it and wonder why it is there and call the cops or something and we don’t want to attract any attention. Just leave it out on the street and it should be OK. Anyway there is a large flat rock near the left side of the gate and I’ll leave a key under there just before 7 PM. I want to find it back there under the rock no later than let’s say 9 PM when I make my rounds OK. That gives you 2 hours which should be enough I hope." Chris said.

"More than enough man. Thanks again. You’re the best." I said. "Thanks you have my number if anything should come up and you have to change plans or anything and I’ll leave my phone on vibrate if you need to call me when we are down there OK."

"Cool. Have fun and tell Timmy I said hey!" he said with a laugh and clicked off.

"So who was that? And why are you so excited? And it better not be a secret or else." Timmy said looking at me over the top of the car and shaking his fist in the air. He had his body leaning against the car and his arms stretched out on top.

"Look man. I can’t tell you all. It is a surprise and it is so cool. You are going to love it man. You really are. Oh shit I don’t know if I can wait till Monday. That was Chris and he is going way out on a limb for me here man. I mean he could loose his job over this favor he is doing for me well really for us. Please let it be a secret Timmy. Please! Please! Please!" I begged. "I mean I’ll tell you if you really want me to but I really want it to be a secret."

"OK man. Keep your secret but it had better be good or you are going to owe me big time," he said with a grin and a white teeth smile that shown in the dark.

As we got into the car I asked, "So why can’t you read my mind sometimes man?"

"I don’t know. I can’t figure that out Tom. Most of the time I have no trouble at all. I mean it’s weird cause like I usually can always hear what you are thinking but this time it was like all scrambled like. Just jumbled up noise and static. Totally weird and wacked out man," Timmy said starting the car for the short drive home.

I reached over and stroked my hand up and down his bare arm as we drove, "Thanks for letting me have this secret man."

He pulled into our driveway and parked the car. "Come here and give me a kiss in payment for making me wait till Monday for your big-assed secret." I slid over and soon we were locked in a tight suction cup tight lipped kiss and embrace. The skin of our upper bodies felt good touching each other as we made out like school kids in our own driveway!

After about 15 minutes of great necking we broke apart and walked inside looking up at the stars as we went. We turned off the lights that Grand had left on in the kitchen on our way up the back stairs and then walked down the dimly lit hallway to check on the boys. The light was off under the door in mom and dad’s bedroom as we tiptoed silently to Ben and Willies room where we found them sound asleep and then to Mikes room where both he and Blackie lay exhausted and asleep. Almost dead to the world. We found our way to our attic doorway and turned out the hall light as we latched the door and made our way up the stairs.

I was somewhat exhausted but also wide awake at the same time. Our evening with Brandon had been energizing and his attitude was just amazing. He was being so forgiving and resilient and just forging into his brand new world full steam ahead. Of course it helped that he had such wonderful and supportive friends surrounding him and a family that really loved him and wanted to help him succeed.

Timmy and I walked into the bedroom and stripped off our shorts and boxers throwing them in the dirty laundry basket with our t-shirts. "You want a quick shower man?" Timmy asked me.

"Yeah I think that would feel good right now. Then I want to cuddle with you and just make out," I said as I turned and started down the hallway towards our bathroom. Soon we were in the shower letting that hot steamy water beat down on our chests, heads and backs as we washed each other off with soap. Timmy’s hands were so firm but so gentle as he washed off the sweat and love juice on my body. We stood under the spray kissing each other and just letting the water fall on us.

All things must end at some point and I turned off the water braking the spell so that we could dry off, brush our teeth and pee before heading back to our bedroom. Timmy walked over to the CD player and turned to me and asked, "What’s your pleasure man? Maybe some Van Morrison?"

"How about that Rod Stewart one where he sings the old love songs. I like that one," I suggested.

"Yeah that is cool." Timmy said squatting down to flip through the shelf of CD’s in lined up in their cases, "Here it is. Great choice." He put it in the player and soon Rod’s amazing voice was wafting quietly around the room. We walked over to the bed and flipped back the sheet and lay down facing each other and just stared into one another’s eyes. I could feel his love and he could feel mine. We just lay there silently together looking at each other and listening to the love songs Rod was singing.

"Another great day today Tom. This has been a good week hasn’t it?" Timmy said as he traced one of his finger tips around my lips and across my face.

"Yeah it has. And tomorrow is going to be good as well. You have the swim meet and I get to see you strut your stuff up and down the side of the country club pool as you tease all those women at the club. I get such a kick out of that knowing what’s inside those speedo’s is mine and knowing they have no clue what you let me do with it when we are together!" I said reaching out one hand to slowly tug on his cock.

"Yeah they would probably freak if they knew but so far it has all been cool. And then dinner with Jon and Jake. I am looking forward to spending some time with Jon getting to know him especially seeing as he might be dad’s partner someday." Timmy said still tracing his hand on my face as I massaged his cock and balls. It feels so good to talk about my dad again after all these years of now having one worth talking about."

"Yeah it’s nice to have a mom again too! And it is so great to see Jake so in love isn’t it? I never thought I would see that happen. I guess there is such a thing as love at first sight." I giggled as I kissed the end of Timmy’s fingertip taking it into my mouth and lightly sucking and nibbling on it.

Over the past month we had grown more and more fluent with each other and with each others bodies. I felt almost drunk with happiness and with the passion I felt for Timmy. It was like a natural high for both of us. We didn’t need anything else just us to make it happen. To make the sparks fly between us as we lay there in our bed just enjoying the sight and the touch of each other.

Timmy’s tenderness hit me so forcibly. He was so freaking tender and kind and such a wonderfully patient lover and friend. Just the touch of his fingertip on my lips and cheek send an electric current running through by body causing my desire and my love for him to just grow and grow and grow exponentially beyond the limits of our room and our life to fill the whole world. He slowly traced the curve of my jaw and the underside of my neck and the soft puffiness of my lips. His eyes were lit up with an amusing look that turned me on and made me want him so much. How could just a look do that to a person I wondered as I felt his cock stiffen and grow hard in my hand?

Without saying a word I moved down his body keeping hold of his stiff dick as I kissed my way down his chest, across those incredibly hard abs, around his navel and finally down that trail of hairs that would lead me to the thing I treasured the most. Damn it was a beautiful sight as I gazed up at it drinking in the sight of its creamy skin and those blue and red veins running just under the translucent surface of the tight skin.

I rose up and in one incredible motion I leaned forward opened my mouth wide and just took it from tip to stem into my mouth making Timmy buck upwards, moan loudly and grab my head with both his hands as he dug his finger tips into my scalp. I had literally taken his breath away as I took his cock in my mouth. It was so wild loving him and being loved by him. Our love and our vision for the new world was so radical and so different and it started with us and our incredible love for each other.

I could feel incredible waves of heat emanating from his crotch as I slid my mouth up and down his hard erect shaft. He was making these little mewing sounds and his breath was hard and rapid as I gave my love to him and most especially to his cock. My heart was pounding in my chest as I worked that piece of male flesh that I loved so much.

Finally he arched his back and clenched his abdominal muscles as tightly as he could and screamed softly as he shot a few small loads of cum into my mouth. His whole back was lifted off the bed and he was resting on his neck and head and crying out, "Oh Tom. YES. That feels so good. Oh shit man that feels good. You make me feel so good Tom." And then he lay back on the bed as I took my time to gently milk the last drops of cum from his cock and onto my tongue. I then crawled up across his body like a lizard to lay directly on top of him so I could feel his breath and the beating of his heart.

We kissed and kissed and kissed as I lay there with his arms wrapped tightly around my back. This was all I needed in my world. I did not need anything else at all. I was completely satisfied at having given my partner, my lover and my best friend a great sexual memory. What more could a guy ask for in life than that? I rolled off his chest and reached down to pull the sheet up and over our bodies entwined on the bed. Together as one body. Not two but one.

"You complete me Tom. You make me whole. I love you man," Timmy whispered softly as he drifted off to sleep. I lay there snuggling with him for what seemed to be a long while before turning the light out and falling asleep myself. What a wonderful way to end a wonderful day I thought as I drifted off to dream the dreams of lovers.

 

[unclaimedblessing]

Re: My Best Friend - Chapter 34 - Wednesday

You did it again Tom. Another exciting installment.
Great that Brandon's first real experience was with two great looking guys that knew what they were doing both sexually and emotionally.
I sort of regret his first wasn't with Walt, but this was kind of like a rehersal to prime Brandon.
You must have mixed emotions about the surgery delay.
It was nice that you got to enjoy Thanksgiving and all.
In another way you probably wanted to get the damn thing over and done with. Not only does it take advance planning (care for plants and pets while in the hospital) but then plans for the recuperative period too.
I guess it's better to beleive "All things happen for the best"
Good luck and keep writing.

 

[Craiger]

Re: My Best Friend - Chapter 34 - Wednesday

Tom,

That was an awesome chapter. The mixture of extremely hot sex and the sharing of love between partners and friends. Each day now draws us into a closer relationship with Tom and Timmy and all the others. There certainly is the need for a new world order, but as you say, we probably will not be here to witness it. But we all can be a part of starting and nurturing it.

My thoughts will be with you on Tuesday. I know you will do well and make a quick recovery.

Craiger

 

[unoponcho]

Re: My Best Friend - Chapter 34 - Wednesday

Tom,



Yes indeed this was another wonderful chapter. I am hooked on your story and am looking forward to reading future chapters.



Tom, I do not know when you are to have surgery. Perhaps it is today. I along with many others are thinking about you. We wish you the best and hope that you will have a speedy recovery.



Kevin

unoponcho

 

[kcm17480]

Re: My Best Friend - Chapter 30 - Saturday - The Wedding

This is the most amazing story. There is so much in your story that is like a bunch of stories put together. All of your characters are simply amazin. It would be great if life could be like that and without all of the other BS. I have really gotten to really enjoy this story more and more. I really appreciate your hard work and look forward to the next day. Great writing. Thanks.

 

[Kyanimal]

Re: My Best Friend - Chapter 33 - Tuesday

Once again ... here I am ... Late ... VERY Late ... catching up on this Fabulous Story!

So ... this Chapter made me a bit "uneasy". The father/son "thing" felt a little "uncomfortable"... to Me ... not them ... or the way it was written. But ... that is MY perspective ... and there isn't enough "room" on JUB's servers for Me to delve into that just now!

I know this is Fiction, and that SO MANY varying aspects of Life ... "Gay" Life ... are being addressed, and covered. Yet ... when I start reading, it "becomes" so "Real", and "Personal", in My Mind! Yes ... written THAT Well!!

As usual, and amazingly so, the LOVE, Care, and Concern, among, and between, ALL, is to be, not only, Commended, but also something for ALL of Us to Strive for! I have come to Cherish the "World of Tom and Timmy"!!

Keep smilin'!!
Ky

 

[Kyanimal]

Re: My Best Friend - Chapter 34 - Wednesday

All I can say about this chapter is ...

!!!!!!!!!!

THANK YOU!, Tom!!!!

Keep smilin'!!
Ky

 

[kcm17480]

Re: My Best Friend - Chapter 32 - Monday

This story is so cool. Wouldn't it be something if life was really this way. I'd have probably died and gone to heaven. Love reading this story. Thanks ever so much.

 

[harry113]

Re: My Best Friend - Chapter 34 - Wednesday

Tom
A totally incredible, fascinating, wonderful story.........Thankyou
I do hope your are recovering well after the operation and will be out and about soon
Very best wishes and all the best in the New Year.
Harry
p.s.If Auto or anybody has news of Tom could they keep us posted.. Thanks

 

[Alicia81]

Re: My Best Friend - Chapter 34 - Wednesday

just finished reading and I love it I like how you write everything so you feel like you are right there with them!!!

keep them cumming and want to make sure you are doing ok!

Love ya man,
Alicia

 

[unoponcho]

Re: My Best Friend - Chapter 34 - Wednesday

I have just received a pm from Tom. The good new is that he is recovering from his hip surgery. For additional information see his blog.

Kevin
unoponcho

 

[harry113]

Re: My Best Friend - Chapter 34 - Wednesday

Thanks Kevin.
Happy Christmas

 

[valle12tom]

My Best Friend - Chapter 35 - Thursday

My Best Friend - Chapter 35 - Thursday

I opened my eyes and looked out on this brand new day remembering all that had happened yesterday and our wonderful session of making love and teaching love to Brandon. I wondered how he and Walt had gotten on last night and wanted to call them in the worst possible way to ask them but knew it was way to early for that. And today would be another day in this long line of great days I was having this summer. An early run in the park, breakfast, work, the swim meet and dinner with Jake and Jon. What more could I ask for? What more could a guy ask for? I knew that Timmy would be up soon as my eyes came into focus and I saw that I was on my side and looking towards the wall of our room. I watched as the early morning shadows danced around the room. I lifted up the sheet and held it up while I sat up slowly and then threw it back as I slid my legs and feet out to the edge of the bed and then to the floor sitting up completely.
I turned around and looked at Timmy who was sleeping peacefully on his crooked arm which was placed under his head. I saw the gently rise and fall of his body as he breathed in and then out and then in and then out. I could hear his breath as he breathed in and then out and then in again and then out again. It was such a peaceful sound. Then I saw a small twitch at the corner of his mouth and then his mouth crinkled and I knew he was not asleep but had just been pretending to sleep as he smiled at me and opened his eyes.

"This is it man. The biggest race of the summer. We race those really big snobs over at the Medallion Club tonight and they are real pricks and will try anything in the book to win. Everyone in the league hates their guts and it is going to be intense. My kids are swimming really well though and I think we have a shot as long as they don’t cheat." Timmy said.

"What age group are you coaching now?" I asked.

"The 10-13 year olds ands they are really great kids and haven’t become such country club pricks yet like they will in just a few years. It is amazing how quickly it can happen. From sweet to shit in no time at all. But they are still kids and it is fun to watch them try so hard to please me." He said.

"I’ll be they do. I am sure you really inspire them man. I know how much you inspire me," I said stroking the side of his arm and chest. "Come on let’s run man and get the kinks worked out and start this day right." I stood up and reached my hand down and we grasped hands. Palm to palm as he gripped me and I gripped him and pulled him over across the bed and then up to stand by my side. We kissed quickly and started down the hall for our morning whizz. After peeing and brushing we were back and finding our running shorts, socks, shoes and t-shirts and then walked downstairs to the kitchen where we found Mike already waiting for us.

"Hey man where is Blackie?" I asked as I walked to the sink to get a glass of water to drink.

"I let her out and told her we would be right there. She has been really good about not wandering off and stying in our yard," Mike told me as I drank my water and handed the glass to Timmy who finished it off in a few gulps. I loved to watch his Adam’s Apple bob up and down as he drank. It was so sexy. I marveled in the thought about how just one simple little thing like a guys Adam’s Apple could be so damn sexy.

"Let’s hit it then men." Timmy said, "After you. And Tom you are so right about my Adam’s Apple."

Once again amazed at Timmy’s uncanny ability to read my mind we all trouped outside and started in on our warm-up exercises doing bend overs, leg lifts and push ups before starting out of the driveway and down the sidewalk to the park. Blackie trotted along with us keeping up and out of the way of our feet as we made our way. Her tongue was hanging out of the side of her mouth as she ran along with us to the park. Our crew was there and I was amazed to see Jake and Jon were standing there doing warm-ups. Jake looked very sleepy and was yawning but Jon was wide awake and looking fine and so good!

"This is way to early for me guys but it never ceases to amaze me what some crazy people will do when they should be sleeping all in the name of love," Jake said grabbing Jon in a head lock and hugging him and kissing his head. Jon laughed and giggled and didn’t really try and get away.

"Good to see you guys," Timmy said as we all started around the track breaking up into our little groups of two and three and fours making our way around the track over and over again. Kind of robotic but also fulfilling to keep going around the track like rats in a cage. Well not quite like that I thought but similar. Today it was all Brad as he burned his way around the track beating Timmy by 4 lengths. I hoped for Timmy’s sake this was not a preview of things to come and that he would use this minor defeat to spur his team to victory tonight.

From the look on his face as he talked to Brad after their wind down he looked OK. As he walked up to me he was smiling and said, "I’m OK man. Not to worry. I really had my mind on the meet tonight and just blew it completely when Brad kicked out at the turn."

"Cool." I said as we all walked to the parking lot. All those who drove got in their cars and assorted vehicles to leave. Jake and Jon told me they would be by to pick me up before the swim meet so we could ride over together and I told them I would be ready and waiting. Johnny and Billy asked about the press conference and I told them what time it was and that Walt was going to tape it for us.

"So how did it go last night?" Johnny asked.

"Well the session with Brandon went fantastic and then we had a great dinner with both Walt and Brandon and then we left them alone to get acquainted. I am dying to hear how it went but didn’t want to call to early." I said.

"That is great. I hope they know Billy and I are there for them if and when they need us as support or for whatever. We’re staying here and we aren’t going anywhere," Johnny said.

"Thanks. That is great guys. We talked about that last night and I know they are going to need you as friends and support as they start their new life together," Timmy said. We waved as they headed off up the other street towards their house. Ryan zoomed out of the parking lot in his sports car with all of us watching jealously. I mean we weren’t really jealous but we of course were jealous.

Mike and Blackie crossed the street with us and then broke into a jog and ran up the street at high speed towards home and breakfast. Timmy and I walked at a steady pace our arms locked around each others waists as our butts bumped against each others as we walked side by side.

"Hey Grand! Morning Marie! We’re going up to shower and we’ll be right down. Love you," I said giving each of them a quick kiss on our way through the kitchen. Timmy snagged a piece of bacon on his way by the stove and Grand swatted him with her dishrag as he ran laughing up the stairs in high spirits and ready for the day ahead of us. I raced after him watching his beautiful butt disappear up the stairs ahead of me. We ran up to our room and I latched the door behind us racing up after Timmy to find him stripping his clothes off in our bedroom. I joined him and soon we were naked and running to the bathroom where we took a quick hot shower, brushed our teeth, shaved and ready for the day.

"So you OK with no sex this morning? Timmy said as we walked back to our bedroom to dress for the day." Timmy said. "I actually hate it but it is probably for the best. I know I will have a full supply of fresh cream ready for someone tonight." He grabbed his balls and cock and squeezed them and shook them for me as he wagged his hips back and forth.

"You got that right my friend" I said imitating him. It felt good to grab my cock and balls and squeeze them even if it was just for a few moments. We dressed and cleaned up the room, making the bed. I grabbed the dirty clothes out of the hamper and carried them with me downstairs where I put them in the washer while Timmy got his breakfast. When I came out I grabbed a bowl of granola and some fruit and sat down with my coffee and juice.

"Grand would you mind tossing our clothes in the dryer when they have finished washing?" I asked.

"No problem Tom. We would be happy to do that for you," Grand said as she sat down at the table with us.

"Thanks for breakfast Grand and Marie. You won’t see me till much later if then so I really appreciate this. Tell Ben and Willie in case they forgot I have a swim meet tonight so I won’t be able to read to them." Timmy said.

"They mentioned that last night when I tucked them in but they are so excited about coming to the library on Saturday and then going to the river and to Ryan and Reese’s on Sunday. That is going to be a full weekend for us all. It is all they are talking about. And with your dad and mom getting home tomorrow we will be very busy," Grand said as she poured Timmy another glass of juice.

"We seem to stay busy don’t we?" Timmy said as he got up with his plate to take it to the sink.

"Yeah we do but we are young and now is the time to live life to its fullest. Right Grand?" I said.

"You are so right Tom. But we don’t do so bad for two old birds now do we Marie sweetie," Grand said as she leaned over to kiss Marie on the cheek.

Marie laughed and said, "Alma I thought I was busy back home but since I came back to live with you and your family I think I must have been standing still. I have never seen a family going so many different directions at once but somehow you all seem to make it work and I am enjoying myself immensely."

"Well I am enjoying having you back in my life. I know that for sure." Grand said.

"Oh yeah Grand. Here is a DVD that Phillip made of the wedding and an edited one of the ceremony by the river. I haven’t seen either one yet but I trust him when he said it was rated PG so I am sure you can watch it with no problem but just to be on the safe side you might want to look at it alone first." I said handing here the two DVD’s that Phillip had made.

"Well thank you Tom. We will try and look at them today sometime if we get a break. What time is the press conference?" Grand asked.

"2 PM and Walt said he would tape it for us." I said giving them a kiss and picking up my lunch and heading out the door with Timmy and Mike.

"We’ll see you at the pool later for the meet. Around 5:45 PM right?" I said to Timmy as I gave him a kiss at our truck.

"Yeah. Thanks for coming. See you then. Are you going to call Brandon and Walt?" Timmy asked.

"Yeah I’ll do it when we get our first break," I said getting in the truck with Mike and heading out the driveway to our first job of the day.

"Who is first today?" Mike asked..

I flipped down my sun visor and looked at the schedule. Looks like it’s the Petersen’s and then the Franks. I hope Randy is there," I said.

"Randy is nice and he is a really good runner and tennis player too!" Mike said.

"Randy is the bomb man! He is the MAN!" I added as I pulled up in front of the Petersen’s house. Judy was on the lawn talking to Bev and I knew Bev was lusting after her in her heart. To bad she was straight otherwise she and Jessie could have had a nice threesome together.

I waved to them as Mike and I helped Brad and Todd unload all our equipment off the trailer and get started. As I was getting my weed-eater ready Bev came over. I looked up at her and she was blushing and looked so cute standing there with the light behind her head.

"What’s up girl as if I didn’t know. You need a break to go out behind the garage and stroke your clit for awhile?" I said laughing.

"Shit Tom you know how it is when you see someone you like. Damn Judy is so hot but she has no clue I would like to play in her pussy. I am leaking juice all over my pants." Bev said.

"Yeah well maybe you should just ask her. I mean my Gaydar could be wrong." I said.

"Probably not but I might see if I can work up the nerve. Hey I worked up some figures for you to look at last night. Jessie is like so amazed at you Tom. She usually thinks all men are ass holes but you and Timmy have really turned her thinking around." Bev said.

"Well that’s a good thing isn’t it. Our new world needs people to change their ordinary way of looking at things. Open our boxes and start coloring outside the lines and see what happens." I added.

"Thanks Tom for everything," Bev said giving me a quick kiss on the cheek as I started up my weed-eater and headed out to start trimming. We worked steadily until break time.

I found my cell and punched in Walt’s number. Brandon answered on the third ring, "Hey man talk to me."

"How is it going Brandon? Tell me everything," I said.

"Everything? I don’t think you have the time for that man," Brandon laughed and I could hear Walt say in the background. "Not everything Brandon. Leave us a few secrets."

"It was awesome Tom. I mean AWESOME in real big letters as big as you can make them. We went to my room and just undressed really slowly getting to know each part of our bodies intimately. It was so much fun. And well you know how wonderful his fat cock is and damn he likes to cum almost as much as I do Tom. I couldn’t shut that thing off it kept pumping jizz until like 4 this morning and then he was ready to go again this morning when we got up about half an hour ago. I let him rim me and that felt good and then I rimmed him and I fucked his sweet ass. Shit for an old man he rocks! It was so sweet man. So cherry. So damn radical man. Who would have ever thought we would be a couple. Thanks for everything you did for us Tom," Brandon told me.

"Hey man that is great news. I am so happy for you both. We’ll talk later," I said as I hung up the phone and punched in Timmy’s number.

"Yeah man," Timmy answered.

"Hey I just talked to Brandon and they made love till 4 this morning and then Walt was up again this AM wanting more. I guess he wants to make up for the past 15 years but it sounded like it was going really well. Everything OK at the club?" I said.

"Yeah it’s cool man. I swam my laps this morning and we’re going to have a short practice in a few minutes so got to go. Love you lots," Timmy said kissing into the phone and hanging up.

I walked over to where everyone was sitting eating their snacks and got my bag of veggies and cheese and a bottle of water. "Say what is that playing?" I asked looking at the CD player next to Todd.

"Oh it’s this new guy I heard. He is rad man. His name is Matisyahu and the CD is called Live at Stubb’s. He’s like this black hat beared Jewish guy who sings sort of Israeli Reggae hip hop." Todd said handing me the jewel case.

I looked at it and really liked ths sound of this guy and said, "He’s great. Good beat man. Thanks for turning me onto him. I love hearing new shit."

We ate together enjoying our time of peace and rest. The it was back to work and by lunch we were packing up for the short trip over to Randy Franks house. We got there and pulled up in the rear of the house. Randy and Skip were in the pool and Mr. Frank was sitting on the deck as we all walked up.

"Hi Mr. Frank. Mind if we join you for lunch?" I said as I walked up on the deck.

"Only if you remember to call me Lew Tom. Fair is fair. Come on up and sit down. It’s hot out there today. You want to take a swim?" Lew said.

"Not right now and I didn’t bring a suit. Thanks anyway," I said.

Lew laughed out loud, "well most of the time Randy is buck naked in the pool so that won’t bother me at all and my wife is out shopping so if you feel like it help yourself." We all laughed.

"Hey Todd why don’t you play that CD for Lew? I want Randy and Skip to hear it as well," Todd put the CD on as I looked over to see Randy jump out of the pool and indeed he was naked and looking so good. So small and wiry and all muscles and tanned so fine. He reached down and helped Skip out who was I was surprised to see naked as well. They both grabbed towels and dried off for a minute and then wrapped them around their waist and came over to where we were standing.

"Hey guys. What’s this music? It’s great," Randy said as he danced a few steps to the beat. Todd handed him the CD and told him about this singer. We sat down and unpacked out lunches and started to eat.

"So Skip Brandon was telling us or at least he was trying to tell us about this new game you and your partners are developing called "drorge" or something like that. But then he started to get way to technical for us and we made him stop. Sounds cool," I said between mouthfuls of food.

"It’s going to break all the records man when we sell it. This thing is going off the charts Tom if it does what we think it will do and Brandon is awesome man. He has such incredible insight into the mind of a gamer. He is seeing things that we just were missing and its is so cool. I have never met anyone quite like him before. He really knows his shit when it comes to games. And I am talking real big bucks here Tom if you catch my drift." Skip said.

I laughed and said, "Skip you are so used to big numbers that I can’t imagine what it will be if you are taking big."

"I mean big man," Skip said stretching out his hands and smiling. "Oh and yeah I was talking with Lew earlier. I want to set up a foundation to start giving away some of my money. I really hate having it all just hanging around and I don’t need it all. I would like you and Timmy to be on my board and help us decide who gets money. Lew is going to help us and maybe your dad would want to help with the books and all."

"You amaze me big guy. It would be an honor and how about Jon. He is a numbers man and I am sure he would like to help and could probably use the gig." I said. "just keep us posted and thanks man."

We were at the end of our lunch and cleaned up our mess. Randy took our trash from us and I followed him in the house to take a whizz. "You sure know how to pick them Randy. Damn Skip is awesome. A guy like him can really make a difference in our new world can’t he?" I said as I walked to the bathroom off the kitchen. I left the door open as I peed and Randy came over to watch. He let his towel fall off his waist and I looked at his gorgeous body and cock. He was like walking sex he was so beautiful.

"He is pretty cool. He constantly amazes me Tom. I am like in awe and he can’t really understand that concept at all. But I am so head over heels in love with him. I think I would even kill for that guy Tom." he said.

"I know what you mean man," I said as I jiggled my cock to drain the drops of pee. "Look man keep it in your mind but Timmy and I have been seriously talking about coming back here after college and taking over his Uncle’s farm if that works out. Lucus and his dad are going to help show us the ropes and all. We want to move our porn website business up here as well along with Philip and the twins. And well we would like you and Skip to maybe build a house or something near our place and we could all settle down together and make our dreams come true right here in our own hometown. What do you think?"

Randy looked at me for a minute and then broke out in a huge grin, "Damn Tom I love you so much." he wiped a few tears from the corners of his eyes. "Yes and triple yes to that. I know Skip will be excited. And my folks will love it! Oh fuck yes. This is so far out there man." He came over and embraced me and I felt the heat from his groin as he pressed against my body and we kissed. I heard someone coming in the back door as we broke apart and Randy wrapped his towel back around his waist. I saw that his cock has started to grow and knew that Skip was going to have to take care of that bad boy.

Todd was coming in to use the facilities and we passed him in the kitchen as we walked outside into the bright sunshine. We got back to work on the Frank’s lawn and finished up around 4 PM. Not enough time to do anyone else’s lawn so we quit for the day. Lew paid Bev and thanked us for our work. Skip and Randy came over to give us a kiss as we finished packing up all our equipment for the day.

Mike and I headed for home and it felt good to let the wind blow through the truck as we drove along singing and laughing and talking about the day. As we got out of the truck Blackie came running out of the house to see her friend. I told Mike thanks for his work today as we walked inside the house. It was cool inside and Grand and Marie turned as we walked in.

"How about a nice glass of tea Tom and Mike?" Marie said.

"That sound great. Thanks!" I said as I took the glass from her hand and drank half of it down. I sat down at the table as Mike ran off upstairs to shower and change and relax. I could hear the boys in the family room playing games.

"We have been out all day and just got back Tom," Marie said.

"So you don’t have to worry about the boys. They have been moving all day and we have tried to monitor their game playing. I think it is great them working for your friend Skip and all but we don’t want them to turn into couch potatoes." Grand said.

"Thanks for caring about them so much Grand. They need that in their lives and I can tell how much they have changed since Rosa left and love came back into this house. It really does make a difference." I said.

Grand shed a few tears and Marie reached over and stroked her back and rubbed her neck. "It is so wonderful to have a relationship with them Tom. You just can’t imagine how hard it was for me to stay silent and watch what was happening and not do anything about it. I felt so useless and helpless and guilty all at the same time but now that has all changed thanks to you and your courage to put a stop to it and change all our lives for the better." She said.

"Thanks Grand. So did you get a chance to watch the press conference?" I asked.

"Yes we watched it and it was pretty straight forward wouldn’t you say Marie," Grand said looking at Marie.

"Yes it was. The sherif pretty much controlled the whole thing but he did a great job of answering most every question that was asked. He described the original complaint and then went on to tell about all the bodies they had found and then all the evidence they had uncovered at Stevie’s house and his confession and then his death. There was one question about Brandon’s identity but Jim just said that information was not for release at this time and the reporter dropped it. I was thankful for that." Marie said.

"Mr. Parks was there and he answered questions as well which was pretty amazing when you come to think of it. Usually rich men like him are protected and surrounded by so many lawyers you can’t get close but he was right there and he talked straight. He looked so frail and old but he held his own. I think most folks were surprised at his candor and his admitting responsibility and his protection of Stevie and his actions over the years. He was very calm and straightforward. Since Stevie was killed it seems like it is really over for now and the news hounds will go on to some other story," Grand said.

I let out a breath of air and said, "That is such wonderful news. I am so happy that Walt and Brandon can now start living their life together. They are going to need your help and support you know cause there will be some talk I am sure. They both want you to know how much they love you and appreciate all that you have done for them in the past week and they still want to see you both and the boys as well even though Brandon is OK now. Brandon says he needs to be around kids like Ben, Mike and Willie and learn to laugh again and he likes having kid brothers to mess around with."

Both Grand and Marie nodded their heads, "We will do whatever we can for them both Tom." Marie said.

"We are just going to tell most people if they ask that Brandon is the son of an old college friend of Walt’s who needs a place to stay while he is going to college and Walt had a big old empty house with lots of spare room. That should be enough to satisfy most peoples curiosity don’t you think?" I asked.

"I think so. Tom you and Timmy are so wonderful to help your friends this way. It is a gift." Grand said taking my hands in hers and pressing them to her cheek.

"OK I need to go upstairs and get ready to go. Jon and Jake are coming over around 5:15 or 5:30 PM to pick me up for the swim meet and then we are going out to Ramu’s folks restaurant for some great Indian food. You will have to try it sometime." I said getting up and giving them each a kiss.

"I love Indian food Tom. We will have to go there next week Alma when Alan and Alice are back home and we have some time to ourselves. That will be a real treat not that we haven’t enjoyed this past week," Marie said smiling at me and Grand.

I walked upstairs and latched my door and walked into our empty room. It seemed so strange to not have Timmy here with me as I stripped off my clothes and took a long hot shower, shaved and brushed my teeth. I walked back and turned on the computer and sat down to check our

e-mail.

I pulled our account up and there were quite a few messages from friends who I had sorely neglected this summer. But there just didn’t seem to be enough hours in the day. I started at the top and went down the list trying to reply to folks and let them know that at least I was alive and well and IN LOVE! I apologized to most for my inconsiderate e-mail behavior and hoped that they would forgive me.

I found a new e-mail from Brad and Timmy was right. He was in love with me or at least the idea of being in love with me. I think he really liked Jamie but he REALLY liked me although he knew that there was no chance of us getting together. He missed his partner terribly but Jamie seemed to be good for him. I tried to reassure him and tell him how wonderful he was. I wasn’t making it up either. He was wonderful and a true friend and mentor for me. I loved him in my own way just not in a sexual way.

Of course I saved Phillips e-mail till last as I saw that it had an attachment and I knew what that meant. I thought I should probably put on my shorts cause I knew if there were attachments to Phillips e-mail then I would soon have a hard on and dripping precum. I got up and found a pair of nice boxers and slipped them on tucking my cock down between my legs where hopefully it could stay out of trouble. I then got a pair of baggies and put them on. I looked at myself in the mirror and thought to myself. He is a good looking guy. I wouldn’t mind going out with that guy over there in the mirror. I made a muscle and then another and smiled at myself. I turned this way and that getting a view of each side of my nicely toned body. Not to shabby. Not to shabby. I would go out with this guy in a heartbeat.

I walked back over to the computer and pulled up the photos Phillip had sent today. Oh my God! I thought as the first one came onto the screen. The twins were dressed in overalls and standing by a barn with pitchforks in their hands. They didn’t have any shoes on and no shirts and their tanned bare skin was so lovely and sensual. They were smiling as they looked in the direction of the camera. I felt little Tommy stirring in between my legs and I squeezed them together to hold him down as long as possible. They were going to fit right in on the farm when we moved. That is if we moved.

Clothed or unclothed these guys were as HOT as they came and folks out there in cyber space were going to pay huge bucks for a look at them on our web site. There were like 10 shots of them around the barn. Pitching hay, feeding chickens, looking at the pigs and cows and then standing next to the barn door. The next 10 shots were of them taking off their overalls and various shots of that process. It was hot and Phillip was a master at posing them. Then they were naked and oh how they looked in that barn with all that wood and hay around them. There were shots of them climbing a ladder to the hayloft and some great views of their ass cracks and balls hanging in between their legs as they climbed up the ladder. That was such an incredible sight and always made me hard when I saw a guy like that.

In all of these shots they were soft and they were of course incredible. At the top of the ladder there were shots of them looking down and smiling and then touching themselves and getting hard. Phillip had included close-ups of their nipples, cocks, balls, faces, pits and ass’s. He had never done a series like this before and it just kept on and on with one photo after another until they were shooting cum out through the air from the hay loft. To be able to capture all those flying ropes of cum was simply amazing. I had never seen anything like it and I was sure no one else would have either. This was going to be one hot number to sell on our site.

Oh fuck me it was beautiful as I saved it to our hard drive and then I replied to Phillip telling how great it was and just filling him in on all the news of the day about Brandon and Walt about the swim meet, about running, about Jon and Jake and dinner tonight. It was a long e-mail by the time I hit the send button and closed everything down and got up. My cock was straining in my shorts and my balls ached but I didn’t jerk off like I wanted to. Instead I found a hot polo shirt and slipped it on over my head, put my sandals on and looked around the room to make sure it was in good shape. I then turned out the lights and headed downstairs.

I gave Grand and Marie a kiss and walked outside just as Jake and Jon pulled up in Jon’s car. He had one of those hybrid cars. The Toyota Prius and it was cool looking. Jake slid forward and held the seat forwards so I could slip in the backseat.

"How’s it going guys. Thanks so much for swinging by and picking me up," I said leaning forward to give each of them a kiss.

"It’s all cool Tom. Thanks for inviting us to tag along tonight. We are looking forward to eating at Ramu’s place and hanging with our best buds." Jake said. We drove along to the country club with the stereo pumping out some of the great Dire Straights Live In London Album and Jake and Jon were puffing on a doobie as we drove.

"So Tom I have never been to a country club before. Anything we should be warmed about?" Jon said looking into his rearview mirror at me as he drove. I was sitting forward with my hands resting on each of the front seats.

"Na it should be cool. There are some extreme assholes but hopefully everyone will be so busy with the swim meet they won’t pay much attention to us. Randy and his dad said if we want anything to just put it on their tab and their number is #1248 and his name is Lew Franks. They have a snack bar that sells beer and sodas and shit so help yourself. Probably be a good idea to not be overtly homo or anything if you know what I mean," I said grinning as I squeezed each of their shoulders.

"Shit Tom those ladies at the club are going to take one look at this guy and tongues are going to start dropping. Lord I am going to have to beat them off with a stick," Jake said rubbing Jon’s shoulder with his hand.

"Look who’s talking Mr. GQ man himself," Jon said batting Jake’s hand off his shoulder playfully.

"You are both freaking hot so who is kidding who here? In fact all of us are hot so lets face facts guys. We are babe magnets except for the fact that we like dicks instead of vagina’s," I said laughing. Jon pulled into the entrance of the country club and the security guard came out with his clipboard and Jon stopped. I leaned over and stuck my head out the window.

"Hey Bill. We’re here as guests of Timmy Hamilton to see the swim meet. He told us to park in the employee parking area if that is OK," I said.

Bill leaned down and looked at me and then remembered my face from the time before and smiled as he said, "Yeah. Cool Tom. Timmy told me you would be coming in. Nice ride. Do you like the Prius. My wife has been talking about getting one."

"Yeah its great man and the gas mileage can’t be beat. I would recommend it. At least take a test drive," Jon said cheerfully as Bill waved us through the gate and stopped the next car. We drove to the employee lot which was at the far end of the parking area and found a parking place. It didn’t bother me to walk but I am sure some folks hated it. We got out and Jon locked his car and we stared the long walk to the swimming pool. We didn’t encounter any of the ass holes I had seen before which was good. I could hear lots of noise coming from the swimming pool as we rounded the clubhouse. It was packed and there were people everywhere. We walked in and I saw Timmy with his hands on two little guys shoulders with his head bent down as he talked to them and encouraged them. Just that simple innocent thing would be suspect if parents knew that Timmy was gay and that was so stupid I thought to myself.

He must have sensed my presence as he looked up at that moment and saw us and waved and then got back to his work. God he was fine in his little speedo. "He is so freaking hot Tom," Jon said with admiration in his voice as he looked around at all the swimmers and parents. Timmy was definitely hot and he stood out from the crowd although there were quite a few good looking guys walking round. I saw Mason Critzer with his crew at one of the tables on the other side of the pool talking, cutting up with each other and drinking beers. He was dangerous but he was so good looking and I felt my cock stir in my shorts just looking at him as I remembered his woodie as it broke the surface of his hot tub a few weeks ago.

"Who is that guy at the table looking at you so hard Tom?" Jon asked.

"Oh that is Mason Critzer. Jake will have to tell you about him and the episode at his hot tub sometime. We are not sure about him so I would be careful if he should approach you or anything," I said.

"So you want anything to drink Tom? Your usual?" Jake said.

"How about a lemonade man. They do real lemonade here," I said. Jake pulled on Jon’s t-shirt as a signal to follow him and they made their way through the crowd towards the snack bar. It would probably take them a half an hour with the huge crowds standing in front of the windows at the snack bar tonight. I watched them as they walked and watched as women in the crowd turned their heads and watched them both as they walked. They were good looking guys and they attracted a lot of attention.

"Hey Tom," I heard a voice say in my ear and I jumped as I realized it was Mason who had come over to stand next to me. I hadn’t even been aware of his presence I had been concentrating so much on watching Jake and Jon.

"Hey man what’s up?" I said looking at him nervously.

"Nothing much. Same old same old. You know mostly hanging out with my friends, catching some rays and getting high," he said. I wanted to add no I didn’t know what it was like to just sit around and hang out at the club all day because I had to work for a living but that would have been a shitty thing to say and I was done with shitty things.

"Yeah cool," I replied. Mason was not wearing a shirt and his baggies were pulled low on those fantastic hips of his showing of his great Apollo’s Belt and just the top of his pubes. I let my eyes wander over his body thinking to myself how nice his cock was and how good he looked when he was naked. Damn he was in good shape. Could he really be such an asshole or was I fooling myself because of his good looks? Did I just want him to be nice? What did you do with someone like Mason in our new world? Was there a place for guys like him? He obviously wanted to be gay but was afraid for whatever reason and I knew there were lots of reasons why a guy could allow himself to feel like that. Could be his family, his team mates, his friends. All those things were probably playing into his personality and why he did the things he did.

"Tom I really would like to talk with you and with Timmy sometime. I know what an asshole I have been sometimes but like I really need to talk to someone man. Do you think you can forgive me enough to do that? Just talk." he said. I looked at him and his eyes looked sincere. Was he just waiting for me to say yes and then he would out me or make fun of me to his crew or what was up? Was he serious?

I looked him straight in the eyes and said, "Look Mason everyone I talk to warns me off you. They tell me what you have been like and the things you have done in the past. And they all say exactly the same thing. I just am not sure why or how I can trust you."

"Oh shit Tom I am not proud of the way I have acted. I really regret it and sometimes I am not sure why I do the things I do. I just go along with the crowd you know and repeat things I hear and things my dad says and shit. Inside that is not me but I can’t help myself sometimes. It’s like I am trapped or something and I can’t stop myself from being a creep," he said half turning away from me and from his crew on the other side of the pool who I saw were watching him from time to time to see what we were doing together..

"I am probably really stupid man but I do want to trust you. I just don’t want to get burned man," I said noticing a few tears in the corners of his eyes but I knew he could never reach up and wipe them away for fear someone might see them.

He was still looking away from his crew and sort of rocking nervously back and forth on the balls of his bare feet. "God I am so fucked up man. I know that. Inside I am freaking out right now. Shit I have know who I was for a long time but I acted so tough because I couldn’t let anyone know what I really felt. I can’t believe I had the courage to even come over here and talk with you," he said.

"So that’s why you helped beat the shit out of Ralph Marshall last year. You know he ended up in the hospital," I said.

"Oh fuck I know Tom. I just don’t know why I did that. It was so stupid and so mean. It wasn’t me. Well yeah it was me but well I don’t know what I mean. If it’s any consolation I did go and visit Ralph in the hospital and I apologized to him. He was out of it on drugs when I was there and I am not sure he remembers me and then I was going to go again and well his parents moved him away and I never got the chance. But Tom believe me when I say not a day goes by that I don’t regret that day and hate myself for what I did. But shit man I can’t change what happened," Mason continued and he continued to look the other way and the tears seemed genuine and were freely flowing now.

Damn here we were at the country club and Mason Critzer was freaking balling his eyes out and telling me he was gay. "Look man. This is probably not the time or the place for all this unless you want everyone to see you crying which I am sure you don’t." I said. I wanted to stroke his arm or something but I didn’t dare. "So how do you know you are gay Mason?"

"I guess it’s because all I can think about is sucking on cocks and getting fucked up the ass all day long. Shit Tom all year at school I would hang out at the library on campus where they had this bathroom that was pretty well known to be the place to go if you wanted a blow job. All the stalls had glory holes cut in them and sometimes I would go and sit in the middle stall and suck 10 or 12 cocks in a row one after the other. I didn’t care who they were and I never wanted to see their faces because I was to scared and of course I couldn’t let them see mine. I was so afraid of being caught and someone finding out but I just couldn’t stay away either. Sometimes I would take it in the ass from one side and blow a cock on the other. I hated myself afterwards but I couldn’t stop Tom. It is so fucked up and I am scared to do that you know because of well you know catching something. I know its stupid but I couldn’t help myself. It was like I was punishing myself for what I did to Ralph and for being who I was. It was like some drug or shit like that you know. I could stay away for like weeks at a time but then I just couldn’t stand it anymore and I would go early and stay in that stall for like 4 or 5 hours till I was sure no one would see me leaving. I just want to know what its like to have a boyfriend and to hang out with a guy. Sure I date chicks and I screw them all but all I am thinking about is guys when I am doing it. I am pretty sure that means I am gay. Oh lord I am so fucked up and I just don’t know where to turn man. Sometimes I really just want to off myself it hurts so much inside. I don’t have anyone I can talk to and just be myself. I always have to be acting and I am just so tired of it all." He said finally wiping a few tears off his cheeks quickly.

"Yeah I guess that is fucked up man and please stop that anonymous sex man. It is so dangerous and will hurt you so much. It is not worth it Mason and you don’t have to punish yourself but you do have to take some responsibility for what you did." I said watching the crowd as I talked.

"I know that Tom and I want that more than anything. I really do. So will you talk with me man?. Just talk. It doesn’t have to be anything more I swear. I just need to talk with someone. PLEASE. I am going crazy here man. I can’t believe I am even telling you this but somehow when I saw you at our house a few weeks ago I felt you were someone I could trust," he pleaded with me looking at me in the eyes as he talked.

"So is that why you have been talking some shit about Timmy and me around town to your crew? Did you think we wouldn’t hear about that Mason? Do you really think we are that stupid man," I said looking at him.

"I told you I am fucked up Tom. I want to change I really do and I need some help. I know I can change please give me another chance," Mason said pleading with his voice and his eyes.

I saw that Jon and Jake had headed back our way and would be here in a few minutes so I said, "look you had better wipe those tears off your cheeks man and I will talk with Timmy after the meet. We are going out with friends for dinner but if we can come by later tonight I will call you. I have your cell number. I’ll call you either way so you won’t be waiting but it might be late. Will that be OK with your parents?" I said.

"They are out of town. Thanks man. Really I mean that from the bottom of my heart. Thanks. I know I don’t deserve another chance but thanks for listening man. I better go now." He said as he walked off towards the locker rooms to clean himself up.

"So what did your friend want and why was he is such a hurry to leave? Was it us?" Jake said as he and Jon walked up with beers and handed me a nice big cup of freshly squeezed lemonade made with real lemons.

"No it wasn’t you guys at all. Oh shit guys you won’t believe it but he just came out to me and he wants to talk with Timmy and me about being gay. He is so twisted inside. Society has really done a number on him. He has done a number on himself. He is so fucked up guys," I said.

"Always taking in the strays aren’t you Tom?" Jake said looking at me with affection.

"I have to man. I can’t leave him hanging out there. How would that seem to others if I did that to a fellow guy in need. Our new world has to have a place for everyone even the fucked up ones. Shit he is so fucked up he even help put a kid in the hospital in high school man," I said.

"That’s bad. Are you sure you want to help him man? But shit you are such a good person Tom. Of course you are going to help him I can see it in your eyes and from the sound of your voice," Jon said. "say we overheard them talking at the snack bar and the meet is pretty close. Looks like Timmy’s guys are doing pretty well though."

"Timmy says this team is ruthless and will stoop to anything to win." I said as the starters gun cracked and the swimmers were off their blocks and swimming. Timmy walked up the side of the pool calmly calling to his kids and offering his support while the other coach was screaming and yelling at his kids. You could see the spittle flying out of his mouth and his face was red he was yelling so loudly.

Timmy’s team took the top two spots with the other club coming in third. Their coach was not happy as well as the parents of the children who were screaming at their own children for losing. Timmy on the other hand was slapping backs and getting the next set of racers ready to go. You could see from the look on the kids they appreciated his kind loving support. Nobody reacts well to screaming as I well knew. It only made you scared and terrified. You might win but you didn’t enjoy it or really appreciate the winning. Rosa had screamed at me enough growing up. I knew what it was like.

I noticed that Mason had come out of the locker room, gotten a beer and was now walking back to his crew. He high fived a few of his friends and kissed two of the girls and was laughing and talking. Had he changed? I knew what it was to act something different and I didn’t blame him so much for that. I just wanted to know that he was sincere and really wanted to be gay and that this was not just some crazy act of his.

I saw Randy dressed in his tennis whites and carrying his tennis racket walking over to where Mason was sitting. He talked with a few of the guys and girls and they laughed. He looked my way and raised his racket in greeting and then said his goodbyes and walked to the snack bar where he got a beer and then headed our way.

Timmy’s next set of racers took off and swam the butterfly up and down the pool. They had to

swim four lengths of the pool which I thought was amazing for kids this small and they did a great job taking first and third. Again Timmy was calm and collected as he supported his kids. The head coach was talking with Timmy as they looked over at the other team and then up at the score board which indicated Timmy’s team was still ahead. But the older kids still had to race and the tide could turn at any moment.

I saw Mason look over to our left and then follow with his eyes as Randy walked over to where we were standing. Randy came up and touched each of us on the arms and his eyes were sparkling as he said, "Hey guys. Great to see you. This is incredible isn’t it. What a crowd!" he was animated and so intense as he jumped around. he thrived on the excitement of a crowd of people whereas I liked just a few close friends hanging out. Each to his own I thought.

"So how was the tennis match Randy?" I asked.

"Awesome man. Freaking awesome! I won my division and now I will go on to the state club tournament next week in Richmond. Skip is going to come down with me and we are getting a hotel room and everything. My mom and dad are coming and it should be a blast. I feel pretty confident and my game is going really well right now so who knows!" he said.

"That’s awesome man. Is it like hard to get tickets or can anyone come? Timmy and I would love to drive down if we could and see you play. Can you let us know when the finals are?" I asked.

"Dad has a box man and we would love it if you came. The finals are at night so you could like drive down after work. I’ll set it up with him and we’ll have some tickets waiting at will call." he said. "Awesome man. Say isn’t this patio incredible? Did you guys know that Van built this thing. He is a master a true artist."

"Van built this?" Jake said. "It’s incredible. I was looking at it before but had no idea he could build shit like this. This is freaking amazing."

Just then the starters gun cracked again and we all turned to watch as the backstroke started. Again Timmy was the master of calm as he walked along the edge of the pool encouraging his team while the other coach who was not much older than Timmy yelled and screamed. His face was so red at one point I thought he might explode.

Timmy’s guys won again taking first, second and third this time which only served to add fuel to the fire for the other coach who was jumping up and down screaming and yelling and shaking his fists. One of the parents of another swimmer was actually shaking his child in front of everyone. How could they get away with this shit? I wondered for a moment if I should get involved and say something but then thought I had better butt out.

I saw Timmy and his coach talking together and looking over at the other coaches and then Timmy’s coach walked over to the referees and was talking with them and pointing at the other coach. The other coach came over and started to yell at Timmy’s coach in front of everyone and He called him a pussy and a wimp and all sorts of other names. Timmy’s coach remained calm and just stood there letting this other guy abuse him.

The referees tried to talk with the other coach who then started in on them. He called them incompetent and said they were probably paid off. At that point the referees asked him to leave the pool and he got even madder and a few of the opposing teams parents came over and started to yell at the referees.

The referees said the meet would be cancelled and forfeited if the coach did not leave the premises right away and he called his team together and in a group they walked out and got their suits and bags and towels and started to leave the pool deck. Some of the kids were hanging their heads in embarrassment over their coaches and their parents behavior which was horrible.

Timmy’s team was in shock as they stood there watching the scene before them. I couldn’t believe it was happening. The referees talked some more with Timmy and his coach and some of the parents as the other team left the area with the coach still yelling insults and abuse. Timmy looked over at me and shrugged his shoulders as his coach got a megaphone and announced to the crowd the referees decision to give them the meet and disqualify the other team for unsportsmanlike conduct. He said that all those who still wanted to race were welcome to do so. He also added that the other team was going to be sanctioned and thrown out of the league for the remainder of the season for their behavior. Everyone cheered at that news as Timmy got his kids ready for another race.

"Can you believe that shit man?" Jake said as we walked in disbelief.

"Timmy was amazing and his coach was incredible Tom. I don’t think I could have stood there like that and take all that abuse. Wow I hope these kids learned a lesson in sportsmanship here tonight," Jon said.

"I am so proud of Timmy." I said waving at him and giving him a thumbs up sign when he glanced over in our direction.

"Look I’ll see you all later. This was too weird but that club is so bad. They are like this at every sport and we all hate to play them. It can get vicious sometimes. I hope they watched them as they left so they didn’t do any damage in the parking lot. I wouldn’t put it past them at all." Randy said and then he did something very brave and bold. He gave each of us a kiss on the cheek as he left swinging his long hair as he walked across the swim deck to talk to some of his friends.

"Damn I hope he doesn’t get in trouble for that," Jake said laughing as he and Jon clinked their cans of beers together. I noticed that Mason has seen Randy kiss us and I wondered if anyone else had and how fast that news would take to travel around the club if they had.

"Hey guys I need to make a quick call. Be right back," I said walking away from Jon and Jake to the other side of Van’s new patio. I put my foot up on the low stone wall and admired it as I called home. Grand answered on the fourth ring.

"Hello, Alma Peters speaking," she said.

"Hi Grand it’s me Tom," I said.

"Yes Tom what can I do for you. Is everything all right?" she said with a trace of worry in her voice.

"Yeah its cool. I am over at the club for the swim meet and they disqualified the Medallion Club and threw them out of the race for unsportsmanlike conduct. It was terrible Grand but Timmy was so cool and calm and his coach was incredible. But that is not why I am calling. Look do you remember that kid who got beat up in school last year? His name was Ralph Marshal and I seem to remember his folks went to St. Peter’s" I asked.

"Yes I remember Ralph, His mother was very active in our ECW and his father was an usher and served on our vestry. Ralph was always such a nice polite boy and was an acolyte and sung in the choir. He has the most beautiful voice. It was such a shame what happened to him and as I recall they never did find out who beat him up so badly because he would never tell and then his folks moved away. It was such a loss for St. Peter’s." Grand said.

"Do you happen to know where they moved or have their phone number?" I said.

"Well I can’t recall I was ever told but I think I remember hearing that Genie Larson has kept in touch with them. I could call her and ask her if you want me to." she said.

"Would you do that for me Grand? That would be awesome. If she has a number where I can call Ralph I would really appreciate that very much," I said.

"I’ll do it as soon as we get off the phone. Would I be to nosy if I asked why all of a sudden you want to know about Ralph. I don’t recall you were friends were you?" Grand asked.

"No mam we weren’t friends. Ralph was 3 years younger than us and just a Freshmen last year but I want to try and set something right if possible. I found out for sure who beat him up tonight here at the swim meet and I want him to call Ralph and apologize and try and set things right if I can find out his phone number," I told her.

"Well Tom I think that is a good idea. I hope Ralph is OK and will take your call but I think it is good to try. Maybe it will help him put some closure to the whole mess although I am sure he would rather out it behind him." Grand said.

"Thanks for doing this. Look if you find out please call my cell and leave the number in case I have it turned off," I said. "Love you lots."

"I love you too Tom," Grand said as she hung up the phone.

I walked back over to where Jon and Jake were standing and put my arms around their shoulders standing in between them. All the swimmers on Timmy’s team were swimming their races as scheduled but the meet was over quickly without the other team there. At the end of the race Timmy came running over to us and stood on the pool deck below where we were standing.

"Wasn’t that the pits guys? So stupid and uncalled for. I really felt sorry for those little kids. That coach should be banned for life. Look I need to help clean up and all so it will probably be another 30 minutes. Is that OK?" he said.

"No problem man. Take your time. We’ll be waiting right here for you. Love you Timmy," I said as he turned and ran back to the team who surrounded him and picked him up and threw him and the other coaches into the pool while everyone looked on and laughed and cheered loudly.

"Hey guys could you use another beer?" Randy said as he walked up with two beers and a bottle of water for me.

"Thanks man," we all said as we took our drinks and clinked them in a toast.

"Well from what I overheard the referees saying they had enough of the Medallion Club and their coach. Apparently they are refusing to referee another meet for them if he is still employed by the club and they are going to be on total suspension for this year and on probation for 2 years." Randy told us as we sat down on Van’s beautiful stone wall and drank our beverages and watched the crowd disperse. Timmy and the other life guards were cleaning up the pool deck, collecting towels and trash and rolling up the lane markers on the big huge spool. I loved that spool it was so cool.

"Hey guys it’s been real. Catch you all later but my big boy is waiting for me so we can work out together!" Randy said getting up laughing and shaking his hair. He gave us each another kiss and then walked away towards the parking lot.

Before long the pool deck was mostly cleared except for a few small groups of people left talking. I saw that Mason and his crew were still sitting at their table drinking, laughing and talking together. Every few minutes Mason would nervously look in our direction to see what we were doing.

Timmy ran up dressed in a polo shirt, shorts and sandals. His hair was all wet from his dunk in the pool but he had a huge smile on his face as he jumped up onto the wall below where we were sitting. He came over and gave me a kiss and then said hello to Jake and Jon.

"So are you all ready. I am FAMISHED! I mean I am starving!" he said to us.

I looked over at Mason and gave him a phone sign with my fingers up to my ear and mouth and he nodded and smiled and then gave me a wave. I saw one of his buddies saw it and looked at Mason with a weird look and then laughed and said something to him. Mason said something back and from the look of the other guys face he did not like what Mason had said. I wondered what it was? Maybe he had finally been man enough to stand up for himself in front of his friends.

We turned and left walking up the stone steps that led to the parking lot. We talked and chatted among ourselves as we walked to the employee parking area at the very far end of the lot. Jake and Jon got in Jon’s car and I got in Timmy’s. They were going to follow us to the restaurant.

"Wasn’t that the most horrible thing you have ever seen Tom? Damn how can people act like that over a silly old swim meet for God’s sake? They act like it is the end of the world or a war or something. Makes you think though how war’s start and those parents who support that coach ought to be fined or something." Timmy said as he started his car and backed out of his parking place.

"Yeah and it wasn’t only men who were making ass’s out of themselves. Some of the mothers were right in their screaming as well." I added.

"I know I know and the kid who is their assistant coach is our age for Christ’s sake man. But shit I can see Rosa out there doing the same thing can’t you? Except she wouldn’t be doing it to support her kid I guess," Timmy said with a short laugh.

"No you got that right Timmy," I said.

"So what’s up with Mason man? I saw him talking to you for like the longest time man and he has his back to the pool and it looked to me like he might have been crying or something which doesn’t seem like the Mason Critzer I know." Timmy said.

I filled Timmy in on our conversation and his eyes grew wide and his mouth opened wide. "You are shitting me man. Mason hangs out in bathrooms and does glory holes? I can’t believe it man. You sure he isn’t fucking with you Tom?" he said.

"Well at first that is what I thought man but I really think he is sincere and I do think we ought to at least talk with him. Oh yeah just to see if he is serious I have a little test for him," I said.

"Yeah and what might that be?" Timmy asked.

"Well I called Grand because I remembered that Ralph Marshall went to St. Peter’s. I asked her if she could find out where he is living now and get a phone number for him. If she is able to get that information for me I am going to ask Mason to call Ralph and then and see what his reaction is. I think that will tell us all we need to know about his sincerity don’t you?" I said looking over at Timmy.

He was silent for a few minutes as we drove along and then he said, "Yeah, that should do the trick. I hate being suspicious of people but well I used to hang with Mason and I know what he is capable of doing and saying man. He would rip anyone to shreds if it made him seem like a big man to his crew."

"I know what you are saying Timmy but we both know that sometimes we say and do things that maybe we don’t want to do because of how we were raised or what we think society will think of us. I think Mason at least deserves the chance to make up for what he did and to at least talk with us and then you can see for yourself. I totally trust you and your judgement man," I said as we pulled up in the parking lot of Ramu’s folks restaurant. I looked at my phone and didn’t have any messages yet so I turned it off and left it in the car as we got out to go inside with Jon and Jake.

Ramu’s mom was inside the door at the hostess stand and she greeted us warmly giving us each a kiss on the cheek. We introduced her to Jon and Jake and then she showed us to our table which was the corner table. Probably the best one in the house. Secluded but able to see everything that was going on. My kind of table.

"We really appreciate all the great food you sent for our mom and dad’s wedding last Saturday. It was sooo good and everyone really enjoyed it. And Ramu said you might be willing to give Timmy and I a private lesson in how to cook some simple Indian dishes this summer while we are home."

His mom blushed at our compliments and said, "Yes I would be happy to show you how we cook some of our more traditional dishes. It would be my pleasure. Now enjoy your meal with us. It has all been prepared and taken care of. Ramu will be here shortly." At that she turned and left. She looked so beautiful with her long braided hair and traditional sari and that red spot in the middle of her forehead. She was a beautiful woman.

Ramu came up to our table with mango lassi’s and papadoms for everyone. He placed them on the table and then uncharacteristically for him he gave me a kiss and then Timmy and then walked around and did the same for Jon and Jake and then he stood behind Timmy and I with his hands on our shoulders.

"My mom might croak but she has to know sometime guys and I feel kind of sexy and dangerous tonight. Great to have you here. I have your menu planned out so just sit back and relax and let me dazzle you with some great Indian dishes that we don’t normally serve and others we do. Mom and dad and Uncle Dinesh have been working all afternoon when they heard you were coming." He said smiling one of those dazzling white teeth smiles of his at us. He was so gorgeous and I was so glad we were able to connect with him and bring him into our circle of friends.

I lifted my mango lassi in the air and proposed a toast. "To us. To tonight. To a brave new world. To friends and to family and to our love and support for each other." Everyone raised their glasses and clinked them together and then we each took a drink of that wonderful smooth drink the Indian’s are famous for. It tasted so good. I then broke off a piece of the papadom and tasted its peppery crunchiness and the two flavors and tastes were so complimentary together.

"Sorry you had to see that scene tonight guys. It was a real mess but in a way it was good to get it over with. That club has needed to be put down for a long time for their behavior. I just feel so bad for those kids. Its not their fault and those adults are setting such a bad example for them all," Timmy said.

"Yeah but look at what your kids learned tonight Timmy and those other kids were really looking at you. I was watching them. They were learning from you man and that is a good thing. It was so amazing to see how much your kids look up to man. We could all see it from where we were standing," Jon said.

"Yeah it was pretty obvious Timmy. You are the MAN!" Jake said as Ramu came up with some samosa’s and about 5 different chutneys for the table.

"These on this side are really hot so be careful. The others are pretty mild. Hope you like them," Ramu said as he set them down in front of us pointing out the hot and the not so hot to us.

"Oh man samosa’s are my very favorite Ramu!" I said.

Ramu leaned down to tell us in a low voice, "Well my mom saw me kiss you guys and asked me what was going on. I told her I was gay and you were some of my new friends. I can’t believe I told her. She was so shocked and of course worried about what her friends are going to say and why she won’t have any grandchildren from me but she actually took it pretty well considering. I think she has known for awhile to tell the truth. At least I have other brothers to give her lots of grand kids!" he laughed as he stroked the back of my neck.

"Hope it is OK man. You know if she needs anyone to talk with my Grand is available and also my mom and dad," Timmy said.

"Cool. I think I’ll spend some time with her later this evening just talking. As I said I am pretty sure from the look on her face she already knew but it is nice to have it out in the open and I will need her support when we tell my dad." Ramu said. "Enjoy and I’ll be back in a little while. Take your time to savor the flavors and try all the different chutneys. Remember these are the hot ones and these are mostly mild."

"Thanks Ramu," I said as we started to break apart the flaky samosa crusts and try some. Oh Ramu was right the flavors were sublime and so intricate as I tried to taste the cumin on my tongue and the different chutneys. We spent a few minutes just eating and enjoying the food and our company together. It was nice that we didn’t feel the need to talk but could have silence as well. The hot chutneys were really hot but somehow they all blended in together.

"So Jon I guess you might have heard this before but you are a dead ringer for the Bel Ami model Chris Casablanca. I was just wondering if you had ever seen his photos and if you thought that as well," I said looking at Jon.

Jon laughed and smiled as he said, "yeah I have heard that one on occasion and I take it as I high compliment. Chris is extremely good looking and I do think I look a lot like him or he looks like me or we look like each other. Well you know what I mean." as we all laughed.

"I am pretty much a dead ringer for him Tom except I don’t have that tattoo on my arm, the ear rings and my cock is cut but other than that we could be twins. Wouldn’t you say Jake?" Jon said looking at Jake and stroking his arm lightly.

"Oh yeah I would concur with your assessment. Jon is so freaking hot he makes my blood boil just thinking about him guys. Damn I have never felt like this before. I can be like at work in the middle of working a table and just the thought of Jon gives me hot flashes. It is so weird. I never thought I would ever feel like this." Jake said with a grin as he looked affectionately at Jon.

"So Jon anything you want to share with us? About your life and who you are?" Timmy asked taking a last bite of his samosa.

"Well let’s see. I have known I was gay since I was about 12 I think but well you know what it’s like around here growing up. This place is really changing but back then it was not at all open to a guy like me being gay. I have 4 older sisters and two older brothers who are very protective of me their little baby brother. My mom and dad are cool and they have known about me being gay since I came out to them when I was 19 and a Freshmen at AB Tech. My brothers and sisters found out last Christmas and for the most part have been OK with it. They don’t understand it but they are like not repulsed by me or openly negative and they let their kids hang around me and all." He took a sip of his lassi.

"And let’s see I had my first gay sex when I was 15. I was on the basketball team and was over at the gym working on my foul shooting one afternoon late. I let the time get away from me and my parents were out of town and before I knew it everyone was gone and it was dark. I turned off the lights in the gym and went to the locker room where there were still a few lights on. I went to my locker and stripped out of my gym clothes and grabbed my towel and headed to the showers when I heard a noise."

"I looked over to the trainers area where they have the towels and stuff and saw a movement and realized that it was a guy named Mark Johnson who was like the assistant to the basketball team. He was my age and he was an OK guy. I didn’t really know him all that well. He liked basketball but he wasn’t very good at it so he hung around the team and helped out where he could and the coach let him be his assistant. I said hi and he looked up surprised to see me.

"I didn’t know anyone was still here," he said nervously his eyes flicking back and forth.

"Sorry about that man. I was up shooting fouls shots and let the time get away from me. OK if I take a quick shower and then I will be out of your way?" I said.

"Sure no problem Jon. I already locked up the outside doors," Mark said. He was dressed only in a jock strap and I could see some other jocks laid out on the counter next to him. He had one in his hand. He seemed a bit embarrassed but I wasn’t sure why at the time. I was so naive then it was so stupid. But even in that dim light I could see he was hard and his cock was straining at the jock strap material and pushing it out from his body. I had never really seen a hard on before and I was fascinated to see how far it was stretching the jock out from his body. I could see the pinkish white skin of his shaft and some of his pubes and from the looks of it I was assuming he was well endowed. He saw me look at his crotch and then quickly took all the jocks and threw them in the dirty uniform hamper and said, "Ah I was just sorting these to make sure they were all here before they go to the laundry. They told me we were missing some of them."

"Then for some reason I heard myself say, "Hey it’s all cool man. Look Mark if you want to join me for a shower I wouldn’t mind the company and maybe we could like wash each others backs. I can never seem to reach this spot right in the middle you know."

He looked at me with a very weird look on his face and then after a minute of silence he said, "Yeah OK. Sure. Just a minute. You go on in and I’ll be right there." I glanced at his hard cock again and wondered what it looked like. I mean I had seen lots and lots of cocks around the locker room but they were always soft. A few times I might have seen a partially hard one but guys didn’t let that happen very often for fear of their reputations and all."

"I walked to the shower room and entered. The lights were on but they were kind of dim and then again for some reason I turned around and hid behind the doorway as I looked back at Mark who had taken off his jock and was pressing it to his nose smelling it. So that is what he was doing I thought to myself. Smelling the teams jocks and getting hard. I couldn’t see his lower body because the counter was in the way but I saw him reach down and touch himself and then he dropped out of sight and I could here him grunting as he did a quick set of push-ups to get his cock soft. By this time my cock was growing and was about 1/3 hard. I left the doorway and walked into the shower room and turned on a shower and stood under the cold water. It was cold as shit and my cock was a shriveled slinky and my low hangers were the size of hard walnuts by the time I heard Mark enter the room and I switched the water to hot."

"Taking a cold shower Jon?" Mark said.

"Yeah I like to start with a cold one and then gradually warm up," I said.

"He came and stood next to me and I looked at his body. It was OK. Not like mine by any means but he was in OK shape and his cock was a nice sized one. It looked to be about 5 or 6 inches soft and he had a nice set of balls behind it. They weren’t low hangers like mine but nice sized ones and his bush was so thick with curly hair. I found myself looking at him more boldly than I had ever done with a guy before. Shit I remembered thinking I was going to get in big trouble here but then I remembered Mark had been sniffing jocks so what the hell. It was now or never. I let my cock grow and get about half hard and saw that Mark was looking at it as his cock started to jump and dance the dance of hardness."

"So Mark do you stay behind and sniff our jocks all the time or was this just a one time thing?" I asked innocently.

He looked down at the floor and he croaked in a strained voice, "Oh shit man are you going to tell everyone?"

"No I am not going to tell anyone but I would really like it if you let me touch your cock and give you a blow job," I said.

"Excuse me but did you just say you want to give a blow job?" Mark said incredulously looking at me with wide eyes.

"Yeah if you want one that is," I said. I was now completely hard and I was proud of how I looked. 7 inches of pure man meat and a great set of low hangers swinging between my gorgeous long legs. I walked closer and just reached out my hand and started to touch Mark’s hardening cock and his balls and I knew right then and there I was gay for life. I had never felt anything so cool in my whole life. I mean before it was all just fantasy and theory but this was real and I was digging it. His shaft was so freaking hard and smooth and soft all at the same time. I never wanted to let go of that thing. Shit guys I was hooked."

"I’m a virgin Jon," Mark said as I squeezed his balls and ran my soapy hand up and down that hard shaft. "OHHHHH yeah that feels so good."

"That makes two of us then. Are you sure you locked the doors?" I said as I pulled him by his hard cock under the water to rinse him off.

"Yeah I didn’t want anyone coming in and finding me with those jocks straps sniffing away," he laughed, "but I am glad you did. Oh damn that feels so great Jon. I knew it would be good but had no idea it would be this good! Ahhhh YEEESSS!"

"Me to. God this thing is amazing," I said as I dropped to my knees in front of Mark to stare at his rather large 8 inch hard cock. "damn what is it about 9 inches?"

"I only wish man. Nah it’s 8 but it is pretty impressive I think. Oh God that feels so incredible Jon. I can’t believe this is happening to me. I have dreamed about this for a long time and am tired of jerking off with the teams jock straps on my face," Mark said as he leaned his head back under the spray of water arching his back and moaning and breathing hard and fast.

"I leaned forward to taste his manhood. My first cock and it was incredible. I kissed it and licked it making Mark squirm and groan. I tried my best to take it in my mouth and finally got about half of it inside before I choked and had to back off. The tip was so huge I really had to stretch my lips apart just to get it in my mouth." Jon continued.

Just then Ramu’s mom came by the table and Jon stopped his story in mid suck. God her timing was impeccable. "How is everything boys." she asked.

"The samosa’s are wonderful Mrs. Badrinath. I am really looking forward to our cooking lesson." I said. "I hope you know how much we like your son and appreciate your supporting him. It was extremely hard for him to tell you about being gay you know but he loves you and your husband very much and his biggest concern was how you both were going to take the news."

"Yes I thank you for supporting him as well boys. I think I may have known for awhile but well it is just not something that an Indian woman ever would wish for her sons but Ramu is still my son and I will support him no matter what although to be truthful I wish it wasn’t so." she said.

"Well we told Ramu that if you or your husband need to talk with our folks or my grandmother I will be glad to set that up and I think it might help give you some perspective and insight on the whole thing." I continued.

"Thank you Tom and Timmy. I will see what happens when Ramu and I talk and then when I talk to my husband. I just want the best for Ramu and want him to be safe. Now here is Ramu with your soup course. This is a specialty of my families. It has eggplant, okra, saffron, turmeric, cumin and some other spices. I hope you like it," she said moving away from the table to let Ramu serve us our soup.

"She is right about this soup. It is amazing guys. It is really, really hot so let it cool off a bit and then enjoy," Ramu said leaving us alone again.

The smells wafting from the hot soup were wonderful. My nose was alive and my brain was on overload with anticipation for this coming delight.

"OK Jon let’s get on with your story man while we let our soup cool a bit. My cock is dripping." Timmy said quietly with a grin on his handsome face.

"So I am not boring you?" Jon said smiling and giggling.

"NO!" We all said at once causing some stares from the other diners.

"OK! OK! So I kept trying and learning how to suck cock without scraping that huge shaft with my teeth. It was harder than I thought but it was fun at the same time. Obviously Mark was enjoying what I was doing and he didn’t ask me to stop. So anyway to make this story a bit shorter I worked on that massive piece of young meat for awhile just learning and enjoying myself.

"Jerk me off man. I need to cum," Mark begged me at last.

"Am I doing OK man?" I asked him.

"Oh yeah it’s great I just need to cum. My balls are aching man. You are doing perfect man. This is so great," Mark said as I started to use my fist to jerk his cock and my other one to massage those balls of his. As I massaged his balls I slid my middle finger up behind them and pushed on that sweet spot which really made him grind and groan. It was so cool.

"Oh shit yes Jon," Mark yelled as he started to spew cum out of his cock. It hit me on the face and chest and went in my hair and I kept pumping and he kept trusting his hips back and forth as I kept squeezing and jerking on his hard dick. It was incredible. I had never seen anything like it before. All that gooey creamy jizz just kept pumping and shooting all over the place. Ropes after rope of creamy jizz. Oh shit guys I was laughing and he was moaning and then he was telling me how great it felt and to not stop so I kept it up until it was to much for him and he jerked back pulling his sensitive cock out of my grasp. I sat back on my heels and stuck my tongue out to lick a few drops of Marks cum off my face. It tasted salty and sweet and I knew I was hooked for life. I was a cum drinker for sure. A cock sucker born and bred. I had no idea anyone could shoot as much jizz as Mark had shot all over me. I took my fingers and cleaned some of the cum off and licked it off smacking my lips and swallowing as much as I could. But hey now let’s take a break and try this soup before it gets cold and Ramu’s mom thinks we don’t like it. I will continue in a minute," Jon said taking his spoon and dipping it into the soup. We all followed suit and soon I was tasting the most incredible taste I think I had ever experienced.

Ramu came back with some chapati’s and a dish of Aloo Ka Saag which was potatoes in a spicy yogurt sauce. We all broke off pieces of bread and dipped them in the Aloo and the soup and drank the hot steamy soup which was really fantastic. "So how is the soup guys?"

"Wow," was all we could manage.

"We don’t have it on the regular menu but every once in awhile my mom and Uncle Dinseh will make some for special customers and friends. It takes about 2 days to make it right and they hate to rush it.

"It is wonderful Ramu. Please tell them this is fantastic. It really is," I said.

"So how is the story going," Ramu asked.

"Well let’s see. Jon just gave his first blow job and jacked this guy off in the showers and got a shower of creamy cum and we are waiting for the rest of the story, "Jake said with a laugh.

"OK I’ll leave you to it and check on my other tables now," Ramu said trailing his hand along my shoulder as he left the table.

"OK now where was I?" Jon said taking another bite of his soup. "Oh yes Mark had just shot his load all over me and what a mess it was. I was laughing and just delighting in my first taste of another mans cum. I got up and stood under the spray of water and let it wash all the sticky mess off my body. Mark came over and washed my back with his soapy hands while I washed the front and then I turned around. My cock was still hard and sticking out begging for some attention and Mark looked down at it with love and affection and certainly LUST in his eyes. I remember watching his hand move towards my penis in slow motion almost and then the touch. Oh fuck me guys I wasn’t prepared for that first touch. It was so intense and so incredible. I screamed out his name when he touched me. I had wanted it for so long and I shivered and moaned and thrust my hips forward towards Mark as he gripped my hard shaft in his fist and began to massage it."

"Damn Jon your cock is incredible. I mean I love all of them but I have always liked sneaking looks at yours. Its so perfect and pretty and beautiful. I can’t believe my good luck man. Damn you are letting me touch your dick. And your balls are such low hangers man. I am really envious of them to be sure. Everyone is." Mark said.

"Oh shit yeah it feels so good Mark but let’s cut to the chase man. BLOW ME NOW or I am going t explode. I want to be inside your mouth man." I told him with an urgency in my voice.

"Mark dropped to his knees in front of me on the tile floor and before I knew what had happened he took my whole cock deep inside his mouth causing me to buck my hips and scream his name really loudly. The sounds reverberated off the tile walls and it sounded like a hundred guys yelled MARK, MARK, MARK over and over again. It didn’t take me long before I was shooting my load down his throat and he swallowed it with ease and he never choked at all. I was impressed and a bit jealous. Mostly I was ecstatic and flying high at finally getting a blow job." Jon said and looked at his soup spoon in his hand before taking another sip.

"You are not only a good looking guy but a great storyteller as well," Timmy said.

"Thanks. It is nice to remember those times. Seems like a long time ago now that I am the ripe old age of 22 and going into my last year in college." Jon said. "Anyway those were good times with Mark and we had some fun until his parents moved away when we were 17. We were very careful and no one ever suspected us of being sexual friends. Then it was my five fingered friend until college and I met Todd. That was great for a few years and he up and dumped me and I still don’t know why. That really hurt me and I have been celibate for the past few months that is until your dad’s wedding and I met Jake here. I still can’t believe it. I guess I am such a romantic and he is such a great guy." Jon said leaned over to give Jake a kiss on his cheek.

"Well that works both ways man. We make a good team and I never thought I would say it but shit it is nice to have a boyfriend and to come home to the same guy every night and be dreaming about the same guy everyday. I know its hard to believe I can be saying it but its true. I am so hooked on love man and hooked on you," Jake said blushing and turning red.

Ramu came up then and said, "So I see you liked the soup." as he cleared the bowls and other plates from the table.

"Yeah it was great thanks man," Jake said.

"I’ll be right back with the next course," Ramu said disappearing in the kitchen.

"Thanks for telling us your story Jon. It is always nice to be able to fill in the pieces," Timmy said. "And you Jake what can you share about you? All we really know is that you are one hot mother fucker, a great waiter, a student at AB Tech and like to smoke pot and drink beer and have a good time."

Jake laughed and said, "well I guess that about sums me up. OK short version of me and my life. I knew I was gay really early on and me and my best friend Melvin Smith sort of were fooling around one day and one thing led to the next. He was black and he was really hung guys. Shit that guy was hung like the proverbial horse. We were both 13 then and I guess I came out to my parents when I was 14. They were really cool about it. I am an only child so there was no pressure from my siblings to be one way or another. It didn’t seem to phase my ‘rents at all and most of my friends just got used to it because I was so open and I was a cool guy. I mean I was a good athlete but I wasn’t a star and I was an OK student but wasn’t a braniac and I just fit in everywhere. No one really ever messed with mer. They knew I could and would fight back if I needed to and I was such a "Good Time Charlie" kind of guy I was accepted in every clique around school. I messed around with some of the girls but just always preferred guys. What can I say I was born to be a cock sucker I guess." He grinned at us.

"I did have a lot of sex when I was in high school. I was known for liking to have a good time anywhere any place and everyone knew if they wanted to get it on I was the man. I never turned anyone away as long as they wanted to play as well. I never did the one sided thing ever. I might have gone with a few guys for a month or two but nothing ever stuck for me until I met Jon and it seemed like it worked," Jake continued. "But now I think I am ready to settle down with this guy and see what kind of life we can make together. Of course I still need a few dishes on the side every now and then so I am not completely off the market and Jon says he is cool with that."

"Yeah no problem as long as we talk and share and no sneaking around and are as safe as we can be," Jon said.

Just then Ramu came up with these huge steaming platters of food and he was followed by his Uncle Dinesh and his mom and dad carrying other plates and bowls. They started to set it down on the table and it looked amazing. So colorful and so aromatic. So much food!

After they had placed all the food on our table they stood there with huge smiles on their faces.

"Please enjoy," Uncle Dinesh said putting his hands together and then touching his forehead and bowing.

"Guys let’s see we have tandoori chicken shrimp and lamb, this is a spinach dish that is incredible, these are all different kinds of chutneys, this is raita, this is a dal capsicum with okra, this of course is basmatti rice and a few small dishes of different curries for you to try and of course a basket of naan. I know you are going to enjoy it so please dig in," Ramu said describing everything in front of us.

All any of us could say was "WOW and THANKS!"

We started to pass plates and bowls around and grab bits of this and that and put it all on our plates. I tried everything and wanted more but was trying to show some restraint although it was very hard as everything looked so good. There was mostly silence broken by a few ohhh’s and ahhh’s as we started to eat the food in front of us enjoying and savoring each and every bite and it was as Ramu predicted GREAT!

"So guys we have told you our stories now it is your turn. Turn around is fair play," Jake said between a bite of food.

I looked at Timmy and he looked at me and we smiled as I told him in my mind to go first. Timmy told about his dad leaving his mom and his mom raising him and working hard to make a great life for him and a terrific home. He told about being the star in highschool of every sport he ever tried and coasting along in the classroom because of his talents on the fields. He also told about how for the most part his life was pretty good. Most people gave him a lot of leeway because of his good looks and his charms and let him get away with stuff other might not have gotten away with. He told them about our friendship growing up and how he never ever suspected I was in love with him. He told a little bit about how he would try and protect me from my home life but how I would never talk about it but how he and his mom talked about it. He considered me his best friend in the whole world even though we were so different with me being overweight and not an athlete and he being the star. The he told about us going to the beach and he finished with, "the rest of course will be written in the history books for all to read and wonder at."

"Damn man that is a great story Timmy and you tell it so well. You are a great story teller for sure," Jon said. "Now I guess its up to you Tom to round out our life stories."

I nodded and took a sip of my lassi and then took a piece of naan and dipped it into one of the curries and ate a bite slowly while I thought about my life. I told them about my mom dying and my dad and then I told them about Rosa and her abuse and I didn’t leave much out. I figured they ought to know who I was. I told them about my eating to escape from her and the abuse and how my dad escaped in his work and my little brothers and my trying to protect them. I told them about my love for Timmy and how I hated myself for loving him but couldn’t stop myself and how I would cry myself to sleep so many nights thinking about him. I told them about my surreptitious looks at Timmy’s body when I thought he wasn’t looking and then I told them about my escape to Carolina and my epiphany there when I discover it was OK to be gay. I told them about the cave and Brad and the others I met there who turned my life around. I told them about theater and about getting into shape and losing weight and working out and making myself over into a new person.

I was crying but they weren’t tears of hurt any longer. They were kind of tears of redemption and this was good for me to tell my story to my friends and get it out in the open where it belonged. I saw that Jon, Timmy and Jake were crying as well as we ate and listed to my story. Probably best to leave this one till last. Timmy reached over and took my hand and squeezed it and I loved him even more for that simple gesture that told me of his true love for me.

Then I went on with the last night and Rosa and Mike and then Timmy and the beach and now.

"Jesus Tom that is some story. Lord I am amazed you are such a whole caring wonderful person after all that. Damn that is some fucked up shit man. That Rosa woman sounds like a trip and a half man," Jake said.

I felt a touch on my shoulder and turned to look and saw that Ramu was standing there behind me weeping. I had been so engrossed in telling my story I had not heard him approach the table.

"Well I hope I haven’t put a damper on this evening guys. It’s just my story and I am OK with it. After all my life made me who and what I am today and I am really proud of how and what I have become so you know as they say IT"S ALL GOOD! I think all our stories were pretty good maybe we should write them down and put them on our web site and call it My Best Friend or some shit like that." I said enthusiastically. "Do you think anyone would want to read it?"

"Hell yes I think they would," Ramu said. "That was amazing. I am sorry missed all the other stories you told guys. How did you enjoy your food?"

"Ramu I can’t hardly put into words how wonderful this has all been," Timmy said. Your family has outdone themselves and we appreciate all your efforts.

"Well it’s nice to show off every once in awhile and not cook just the same old thing that our American customers like." he said with a laugh. "But they do keep us in business so I guess we don’t have a lot of choice." He started clearing some of the empty dishes away as we continued to eat what was on our plates. As he came back for more he asked, "So anyone interested in some rice pudding and fruit for dessert?"

I knew how full I was but I loved rice pudding so I shook my head yes and said, "a small bowl for me please."

"And I’ll eat what you don’t serve Tom," Timmy said with a laugh.

"Double that for me," Jake said giggling and Jon nodded yes as well.

Ramu finished clearing all the dishes, platters and plates for the table and then brought back this incredible rice pudding that was toped with mangos and flavored with rose water. It was as most Indian desserts were very sweet but also very delicious. It was slightly warm and had these big fat plump juicy raisins mixed in that had some kind of spice inside them and they burst on my tongue as I bit into one.

We finished up our meal and sat there feeling full and content and patting our stomachs. Ramu and his parents came out of the kitchen and to our table. We thanked them and praised them over and over again. They seemed pleased and we got up and they walked us to the door of the restaurant. Outside we gave Ramu a gig hug and a kiss and thanked him for his generosity.

"I’m going over to see Juan and Roberto after work and hang out a little. We have really hit it off as friends. Thanks for hooking us up," he said.

"No problem man. Hooking guys up seems to our specialty lately." Timmy said.

We walked over to our cars and stood there in the parking lot. "Look guys I hope you don’t think we are mad at you or anything but I have a really early day tomorrow at work. I want to make sure everything is set for your dad’s return and I am meeting with a client at 7 AM so I need to get to bed early. We want to have you both over on another night if that is OK." Jon said.

"Hey man it’s all cool. You should know that about us. We are anything if not flexible and we always go with the flow. Tonight was great and Timmy and I enjoyed getting to know you both a little bit better." I said.

"Hey Jon and I were talking about maybe having you all over to give us a shave and a trim like you did for the twins when they were here. Those photos were hot as hell. What do you say to one night coming over for some pizza and a shave?" Jake said with a wicked grin on his face.

"That sounds like a plan guys, " I said.

"And I have been meaning to ask you something. Look Tom and I are in the very preliminary stages of thinking about talking with my Uncle Jack about taking over his farm when we finish school and working with Lucus and his dad. We also want to bring the whole web site operation up here when Phillip and the twins graduate and are talking with Skip and Randy about moving their operations out to the farm as well. We would love for you guys to consider coming out there as well if that might appeal to you," Timmy said.

There was dead silence and then Jon smiled as he wiped a few tears out of his eyes and said, "You guys never cease to amaze me. Damn yes we would love that and thanks for thinking about us and including us in your plans. Just keep us posted." He grabbed me in a bear hug and then Timmy. Jake was speechless for maybe the second time in his life the first time being the week before at the wedding when he first saw Jon.

He grabbed us as well and kissed Timmy and then me and then we got into our cars and they drove away. We just sat there in silence for a few minutes enjoying each others company not needing to say or do anything. I pulled out my phone and turned it on and saw I had a message from Grand to call her at home no matter how late. I looked at the clock and it wasn’t all that late so I voice dialed her at home and she answered on the fourth ring.

"Hey Grand this is Tom. Where you able to find out anything?" I asked.

"Yes Tom I did. Have you got a pen and some paper. They moved to Denver, Colorado after they left Harrisonburg but my friend at church Genie Larson has kept up with Ralph’s mom and dad and she had his phone number and address." Grand said.

"OK I have a paper and pen." I said writing down the number that Grand gave me.

"Thanks so much for doing this for me Grand. You would make a great detective," I said. "See you in the morning."

"Good night Tom and I hope this all works out," Grand said hanging up the phone.

"She found the number Timmy so here goes. I hope this works out," I said as I punched in the numbers for Ralph’s house in Denver.

"Hello," a cheerful voice answered that sounded like it could be Ralph.

"Hi is this Ralph Marshall?" I asked.

"Yes it is who is this?" he replied.

"I am not sure if you remember me Ralph but my name is Tom Peters and I live in Harrisonburg, Virginia." I said.

There was dead silence on the other end as Ralph digested this information. He said quietly, "Look can you call me back on the phone in my room Tom? I’m downstairs right now and my parents are in the next room."

"Sure what’s the number man. Is this a good time?" I said taking the pen and paper again.

"No it’s fine Tom its just we will have more privacy if I use my phone," he said as he gave me the number in his room.

"Everything OK Tom? How did he sound?" Timmy asked.

"He sounded very surprised and very cautious but who could blame him for that?" I said giving Ralph a few minutes to get to his room before I called him again.

"Hi Tom this is Ralph. What is this about?," he said as he picked up the phone on the first ring when I called back in a few minutes.

"Look Ralph I know this call is out of the blue and a surprise and we didn’t really know each other and you probably want to forget all about ever living in this town but I have a favor to ask you if I can be so bold," I said.

Again there was silence and then he said, "Yeah you are right about a few things. I have tried to forget that place but I don’t think I will ever be able to do that. So what is it exactly that you want from me Tom?"

"Well you may or may not have known or guessed that I am gay and knew it in high school but was well pretty much in the closet with the rest of the gay guys at school back then. I mean I wasn’t out or anything but sometimes other gays can tell you know. Anyway I am pretty much out now and well my partner is Timmy Hamilton."

Before I could say any more Ralph screamed so loud I had to hold the phone away form my ear, "TIMMY HAMILTON my ass. What is this Tom some kind of sick fucking joke or something? If Timmy Hamilton is queer then cows can fly and I am straight. Look I think we need to hang up right now. Not very funny is all I can say."

"Wait please wait Ralph. I am telling you the truth and if it helps Timmy is sitting right here with me and he will tell you the same thing. It is the honest to God’s truth man. Please hear me out man and don’t hang up," I begged. Ralph must have heard the pleading tone in my voice as he was silent again.

Then I heard him cover the phone and yell out, "It’s OK mom. I was just screaming at the TV." Then back to me "Sorry about that Tom. It was my mom wondering what I was screaming about. OK I’ll hear you out but please don’t tell me this is some kind of joke. I really don’t think I could take that. If it is then please just hang up know and have your laugh at my expense. I am used to that by now. Ralph the faggot that I am."

"Ralph I am sorry to dredge this up but I am trying to see if I can set some things right. I may be dumb to try and please know that it is not my intention to hurt you in any way." I said.

"OK Tom. I’ll listen and try and believe you but you have to realize how funny that sounds that you and Timmy Hamilton are partners and he is gay. I mean yeah I sort of suspected you might be gay and I could sort of tell you liked Timmy but I never thought it would go any further than that. I mean you have to admit Timmy Hamilton being gay is pretty much of a stretch for anyone’s imagination." he said.

"I know what you are saying man. Timmy had no idea he was gay until about 4 weeks ago and this past 4 weeks have been a roller coaster ride man. For both of us. I came out at Carolina last year although I always knew I was gay." I said. "Anyway look the reason I called was this. I know what happened to you and I am sorry for that and for not coming to see you or anything. I mean we all knew what had happened and I guess part of me was just happy that it wasn’t me getting beat up and for that I am really sorry but I didn’t know how to stand up for a brother gay man back then. I was scared shitless and couldn’t have fought my way out of a paper bag back then but things have changed in my life in the past year and I know what’s important now." I said.

"Yeah I wouldn’t have expected that Tom. We didn’t know each other at all and then my parents moved me out of town so quickly. I have never really had any closure to the whole sordid mess." he said. "It was pretty fucked up."

"So why did you never say anything or identify your attackers Ralph?" I asked.

"Oh shit it would have been my word against theirs Tom and I was the little faggot queer candy ass and they were all the big jocks. Who would anyone have believed anyway? Plus it was so horrible I just wanted to try and forget it all and Tom I was in bad pain and pretty beat up. Did anyone at school ever know how much I was beat up and what they did to me?" he asked.

"No we just heard that you had been beaten and gone to the hospital then the next thing we knew you were gone and things settled back down. I never really heard any of the details and no one seemed to know anything or of they did they never said." I replied.

"Well they broke 4 of my ribs and they busted my arm so bad I still have pins in it, they stomped my ankle and broke it in 4 places and they kicked my scrotum so bad I lost one of my testicles. As if that wasn’t enough they then held me down while they pissed all over me and held my mouth open and pissed in it and made me swallow it and then one of them crapped on me and smearing his shit all over me. That is what they did to me and what people never heard. I was so freaked out and so ashamed I wanted to die man. I just didn’t want anyone to know what really happened man. I just couldn’t face that crap man. It was just to much so I just kept quiet." Ralph was crying as he recounted his story and remembered the details.

"God Ralph I am so sorry for bringing this up. I had no idea. No idea," I said.

"Yeah no one had any idea Tom. But in a way it is a good thing for me to be able to finally talk about it with someone. My parents never wanted to hear about it." Ralph said still crying softly.

"So how did you get away man? What happened?" I asked.

"Well lucky for me they heard a noise and ran like the cowards they were. And it was lucky cause they were just about ready to ram one of their baseball bats up my ass when they ran. I really think from the looks on their faces they might have killed me with that bat. It might not have been on purpose but they might have done it anyway. The noise they heard was a friend of mine who had come looking for me. Freddy James. I swore him to secrecy and made him leave after he helped get me cleaned up and got me to the phone so no one would know he had been there. I begged him not to tell a soul and he hasn’t. He has been a true friend and true to his word. Then I just shut up. My parents freaked and my dad just kept saying it was probably my fault that I probably egged them on or something. Yeah, like it was my fault a group of macho jocks got together and beat the shit out of me and almost killed me." he said sarcastically.

"My mom said ‘did this happen because of the way you are?’ Hell Tom I didn’t even really know for sure I was gay. I mean I liked to look at guys cocks. That was all I was doing when Mason Critzer saw me staring at his cock and started to scream at me then they all kind of went wild man. It was so freaky it all happened so fast. They just went crazy all at once. I remember being grabbed and then being slammed me down on my face hard on the floor almost knocking me out and then I remembered being dragged into the shower room and my head hitting things along the way. They ripped my clothes off and I must have passed out from the pain but I remember coming to a few times but it was all such a blur man. I remember the pain. Oh shit the pain was so intense man. They were kicking and punching me and screaming horrible names at me. It was just lots of pain and then I sort of woke up and was looking out of my eyes which were all swollen and I was staring up and watching them pee on me and I remember looking at their cocks as they peed and thinking damn this was happening all because I was sneaking a peek at someone’s cock. That is all I was doing Tom." he was still crying and he stopped talking for a minute.

"I remember watching as Sean Packer came back in the shower carrying that baseball bat and I remember being so terrified because I could see the look on his face and I knew what they were going to do to me and I could feel myself being ripped apart. Oh damn Tom that was so scary. Then all of a sudden they were running out and I was left there alone on the floor covered with shit and piss and then Freddy was there and he was trying to get me to talk and then he was cleaning me off and getting me out of the shower room into the locker room where we found a phone and called 911. I then swore him to secrecy and made him leave. He didn’t want to but he did when he saw how adamant I was."

"So do you remember who they were? The guys who did this to you?" I asked.

"Oh yeah I will never forget them or their faces Tom. They are burned in my brain forever. Sometimes I wake up with cold sweats screaming remembering who they were. Mason Critzer, Jeremy Wilkerson, Jimmy Martin, Will Chapman, Mike Reams, Brice Jameson and of course Sean Packer." Ralph said and then fell silent remembering his attackers and their faces. I hated to bring up these horrible memories for him.

"And what happened next?" I asked.

"Then I woke up in the hospital and the police were there but I pretended like I couldn’t talk and my dad didn’t really want me to say anything. He didn’t want it to get out that his son was a flaming faggot. He was mostly embarrassed by his faggot son. He still can’t really accept it even though I am completely out here and I am even the president of our high school gay students club. My mom is pretty much OK with it but they don’t like to talk about it. Damn Tom I can’t believe I told you all this. I never told another soul. It does feel good to be able to finally find someone I can tell and say their names out loud. So what does this have to do with your phone call?" he asked.

"Well it seems like Mason Critzer is a closet classic gay homo-phobe who is so scared of what he is that he lashed out at you to protect his image. He wants to talk about it with me because he doesn’t really know anyone else to turn to and he knows I am gay. I think he is really sorry for what he did to you. I know that will not make things right and that what he did was horrible and I have no idea if or how he could ever make it up to you but I want him to face what he did and own it somehow. I can’t talk with him unless he can take responsibility for his actions. I can’t let him go unless he can claim what he did to you." I said.

"So you thought I would forgive him for what he did to me?" Ralph asked incredulously.

"I am not sure what I thought Ralph. I had no idea when I called that it was as bad as it was. If I had I am not sure I would have called but I did and I am asking for your help and advice and input. I mean would talking with him give you some closure at all?" I asked.

There was silence again for a few moments as we both thought. Then he broke the silence and said, "What is he like now?"

"Well he goes to UVA and is a big lacrosse star and has his crew at the country club pool and all. he is rich and pampered and protected by his family and friends just like he has always been. He is a very conflicted guy I can tell you that and he is very close to having some kind of nervous breakdown. I want to help him if I can but not at your expense or at my expense but I guess I just can’t stand seeing people in pain man. I went through it myself for to many years and I know it’s shit." I said.

Ralph was silent for a few minutes before he said,"OK Tom I will talk with him. I am not sure what I will say but I will talk with him and hear what he has to say to me. I’ll wait here for his call on this number."

"Thanks man. Timmy and I are going over to Mason’s house now so it might be an hour or so before he calls. Is that OK?" I asked.

"Yeah I’ll be here waiting," He said.

"You know this town is changing it really is. I know that is hard to believe but it is. I’ll give you a call one way or the other and let’s keep in touch," I said.

"Yeah I think I would like that Tom. And thanks for taking the time to call me." Ralph said and hung up.

"So did you get all that my mind reading friend?" I said looking at Timmy.

"Yeah most of it. God I heard but never knew. Damn how could those guys do that? They were my friends Tom and that could have been you as easily as it was Ralph and that makes me want to puke. I just want to go and expose them even though I know it wouldn’t do any good and most of them have no idea of the extent of the damage they did to Ralph." Timmy said emotionally wiping a few tears from his eyes as he talked.

I took my phone and punched in Mason’s number and he answered on the first ring. "Mason it’s Tom. Look Timmy and I are coming over now. Is that OK?" I said.

"Yeah thanks Tom," Mason said.

"Look it may not be pleasant for you man. You are going to have to answer for a lot of shit and if we don’t like your answers or you fuck with us then it is off man. Do you understand how serious I am? This is no game we are playing," I said.

"Tom I am ready to do anything you or Timmy ask me to do. I am so tired of living a lie and feeling this pain inside all the time. Please believe me," Mason said.

"OK we’ll come around to your deck but this is not going to be a sex session so keep your clothes on and your dick in your pants and Mason no drugs and no more beer. I want you sober and clear headed," I said as I hung up.

"Damn man that was strong," Timmy said as he started the car and we pulled out of the parking lot to head to Mason’s house which was not far away.

"Well I think Mason is hard headed and he needs to be talked to in a hard way man. He is probably not going to want to apologize to Ralph but that is what it is going to take if he wants our help." I said as we drove along.

Timmy pulled into Mason’s driveway and around back where he parked and we got out and walked over to the deck where Mason was sitting in the shadows. He got up out of the chair he was sitting on and his face showed relief. I glanced around the yard thinking maybe all this was some kind of trick and his crew would pop out and start yelling at us but it seemed pretty quiet.

"Can I get you something to drink. Water? Soda?" Mason asked as we shook hands.

"Yeah maybe Timmy can go and get us some bottles of water." I said looking at Timmy who nodded and walked inside to find the water.

I sat down and then said, "Go ahead and sit down Mason and we’ll wait for Timmy." He sat down as we waited for Timmy who was not long in coming back with 6 bottles of water. He set three down on the table and handed us each one. I twisted the top on mine and drank about 1/3. Mason drank some of his and Timmy drank about half of his.

"So Tom where do we start and what do I need to do to convince you I am serious?" Mason said at last. I could see his tears again and wondered if he was faking or if he could be believed. I wanted to believe him but was he blinding me to the truth with fake tears and his good looks and social standing?

"Well let’s start by telling me exactly what happened with Ralph Marshall and why?" I said.

Mason looked at us and was silent as he thought for a few minutes. Then he started with a croak in his voice. "OK. We had a really hard practice that day and the coach was being a real ass hole making us run lap after lap after lap and we were all so tired and I was just feeling pissed off at the world. I had a fight with my girlfriend that day in school and I was a mess. A few minutes before Ralph came around I had been looking at Brice Jamison’s cock just comparing his to mine and he had accused me of perving on him. That was the last thing I could let happen to me Tom. All I had was my reputation man and I couldn’t lose that because I was comparing the size of my cock. Inside I was a mess and I was so fucked up and confused. I wanted to experiment with another guy but I was so fucking afraid man. Can you understand that? I mean Timmy you know what it was like in the locker room with all the guys around. And then I saw Ralph looking at me like I had been looking at Brice and I just blew it man. I started to scream at him about he was perving on me and he was a little faggot and then before I knew it everyone was running from all over the locker room. I was just trying to get the attention away from me. I had no idea it would turn into the mess it did. You have to believe me guys. I never meant for all that to happen. There were 7 of us. Ralph was just at the wrong place at the wrong time man. It could have been anyone but it was Ralph. I hated myself but I was right in there with the rest of them as we kicked him and punched him and I remember Mike Reams sort of picked him up and just slammed him on the floor. I couldn’t have stopped it at this point and to be honest I wasn’t sure I wanted to. I was enjoying myself and at the same time hating myself as we ripped his clothes off and drug him into the shower room." Mason stopped and took a drink of water and wiped his eyes which were streaming tears at this point.

"God yes man. I admit it I was a monster that afternoon. I enjoyed it and I wanted to hurt him. It sort of mad me feel good. All pumped up and all being with my friends and beating on this little faggot. I watched the guys kicking his balls and smashing his leg and it seemed OK at the time. Oh shit I am so fucked up Tom. I have hated myself ever since that afternoon but then I was into it and we were like a pack of dogs chewing on a piece of meat." He stopped and looked at me still weeping and sobbing. I felt total disgust for him at that moment. Normally you would want to go comfort someone who was crying like that but I just wanted to kill him with my bare hands realizing at the same time that if I did that I would be no better than he had been on that fate full afternoon.

"There is more do you want it all?" he asked wiping his eyes with the back of his hand.

"Yes Mason we want it all. It’s no good unless you give it all to us," I heard Timmy say.

"Well then someone suggested we pee on him and we all were almost naked anyway so we took our cocks out and began to pee on him as he lay passed out on the floor. Will Chapman said let’s make him drink our piss and we all agreed that would be a great idea so I kneeled down and held his head tightly between my legs as I held his head with my hands and Jimmy Martin held his mouth open. I remember the look of fear in Ralph’s eyes as someone I can’t remember who started to pee right in his mouth. And do you want to know what I was doing besides holding his head as he struggled and coughed as we made him swallow our pee. I was looking at everyone’s cocks and perving on their manhood’s. I should have been the one they were beating up not Ralph but I wasn’t. I kept thinking you have the wrong guy. I am the one." Mason stopped again his body wracked with sobs as he told us the story. Not a very pretty one and I knew it was going to get worse.

"Oh man it gets really bad now. I am so ashamed." Mason looked up at Timmy and then me.

"Go on Mason tell it all. Why stop now when you are getting to the good part?" I said with as much disgust in my voice as I could muster.

"Jeremy Wilkerson said ‘how about I take a dump on this little piece of shit. This fudge packer probably loves a good load of shit.’ And we all cheered him on as he squatted down over Ralph and started to shit this huge fucking turd right on his chest. I almost gagged at the smell and guys were yelling gross! Gross! But Jeremy continued to shit until he was finished. He then reached down and put his own hand in his shit and smeared it all over Ralph. All over his chest and face and arms and legs. It was so disgusting but we all watched as he did it and then went over and turned on a shower to wash his hands off. I was gagging from the smell and it was finally hitting me what we were doing was wrong but I didn’t stop." he stopped again and let his head hang down as he sobbed.

"Then Sean Packer ran out of the room and came back a few minutes later holding a baseball bat like a hard cock between his legs and he swung it around and around. ‘hey guys let’s fuck this butt fucker with my big bat and see how much he likes that’ and we were all set to do it. Some of the guys has grabbed his legs to spread eagle him and I was still holding onto his head. Ralph was moaning and crying and his eyes were all puffy but he was staring at that baseball bat knowing what Sean was going to do with it. He was trying to get away but we were strong and he was so weak. Oh God Tom I think all the time what we would have done if we hadn’t heard a noise. We scattered and ran, grabbed our clothes and got the hell out of there and went over to Sean’s house to grab some beers and talk about what big men we were and how we had taught that cock sucker a lesson he would never forget. We left Ralph on the floor like the cowards we were. But shit Tom we would have killed him if we hadn’t heard that noise. I am sure of it. We would have killed him and then what?" Mason got up and ran to the edge of the deck and threw up over the side and heaved as he vomited and puked his guts out. It was sort of gross listening to him but what could we do?

Timmy and I watched him but didn’t move except to take a drink from our water bottles. We let Mason empty his stomach on the ground and then turn to us. He was crying as he came back and sat down and wiped his mouth with the back of his hand and took a small sip of water to clean his mouth.

"Shit that night we were big men but then when the reality of what we had done sunk in we were all scared of what might happen when they found Ralph and he told them what had happened because we all knew that he had seen us. We were all sure he was going to tell the authorities but he never said a word. Not one word. He was a much bigger man than any of us were. There was an investigation of sorts but nothing ever came of it. I mean he wouldn’t talk so what could they do? Later that evening I drove by the school and the police were there so I knew he had been found and then a few days later I went to the hospital and found his room. I waited in the hallway till I saw he was alone and snuck inside like the true coward I am and saw him. Oh shit Tom I had no idea we had done what we did to him in our frenzy. I went over and touched his arm but there was no response. I tried to talk to him and I apologized but then I just couldn’t get the words out and I left in a panic. When I came back a few days later he was gone and I found out his family had moved completely and left town and I never heard from him again but Tom I hope you can believe me when I say I have thought about that day many times over the past year and I am sorry. I truly am but I have no idea what to do." Mason sat back and hugged him self still crying and sobbing.

I let him sit there for awhile stewing in his self loathing and let him think and remember what he and his friends had done to an innocent young man.

"Mason here is how it is going to be OK. This are my terms and Timmy’s terms. You busted 4 of Ralph’s ribs, you busted his arm so bad he has to have it wired together, you broke his ankle in 4 places and you kicked him so many times in the balls he lost one of his testicles. You held his head and made Ralph drink your friends urine and then you let someone smear their feces, their own shit all over him like some kind of animal. You made his family move from the town they lived in and caused untold emotional pain to Ralph and his mother and father. I know you didn’t do each of those things personally but you are your friends and you could have stopped it but you didn’t. In fact you admitted to us you enjoyed it. It isn’t much but it is a start that you have at least admitted what you did to Timmy and me. Now I am going to call Ralph on this phone and you are going to talk to him. I am not going to tell you what to say but I am going to listen. And together you and Ralph are going to come up with a suitable punishment. One that meets the crime and finally gives Ralph a sense of peace and closure." I took a deep breath and stopped talking and looked Mason right in the eyes.

He lifted his head and looked at me and nodded, "What can I say," he croaked in a still quiet voice tears coming out of his eyes and falling down across his cheeks. "I told you I would do anything you say and I will Tom but oh shit what will I say to him? I don’t know what I can say to him. I am so ashamed and so embarrassed Tom and Timmy."

"You should be ashamed man and what you say to Ralph is entirely up to you Mason. I am not going to tell you what to say," I replied as I lifted my phone and punched in Ralph’s number.

He answered on the first ring, "Tom?"

"Yeah it’s me Ralph. I have someone here that would like to talk to you." I said.

"Put him on," Ralph said and I handed the phone to Mason.

Mason took the phone from me and put it to his ear. His voice cracked and he croaked as he talked and said, "Ralph this is Mason Critzer. I am here with Tom and Timmy at my house. Oh shit man I am so sorry. I really am. I am not sure what I can say to make you believe it but I am man. I really am. I was so fucked up that afternoon but I was there and I was one of the leaders and I know you know that. I could have stopped it but I didn’t. I had no idea until tonight the full extent of what we did to you. None of us did." Mason was silent and I sensed that Ralph was as well. Nothing was said for about 3 minutes. The silence was unnerving.

"Yeah. I understand." Mason said at last listening to Ralph speak. "I know it’s a shock. I want to make it up to somehow and need you to tell me what I can do if anything to make it right." He stopped to listen again, "Yes I know I can’t change that or what we did. I am so sorry man." Mason was crying again as he talked and listened.

He then looked at me and handed me the phone. I took it and heard Ralph say, "Tom?"

"Yeah I am here Ralph," I said.

"Look I am just not sure what I should do. I want to tell him to fuck off and leave me alone but I will never be able to get any closure on this whole mess if I do that. Do you really think he is sincere?" Ralph asked.

"I think so but I don’t really know him well enough to be sure," I replied.

"I need your advice man. What do you think would be a fair punishment?" he asked.

I thought for a minute of two and then said, "Well let’s see. If it was me I would ask him to go to all his friends that were there that night and have a meeting with them all. They are all here in town this summer. I would make him tell them he is going to go to the authorities and admit his involvement in what they did. I would tell them that he isn’t going to name any of them but they are welcome to come with him. I would tell them that I had talked with you. Then I would make him go to either the principle of the school or the sherif or both and tell them what he did and see what they wanted him to do and then I would ask him to go in front of the entire congregation of St. Peters and admit what he did and how sorry he was. I think it might be good if he either came out and saw you in person or had you come back here so he could look you in the eye and apologize but I am not sure if you ever want to see his sorry face again. That is what I would recommend if it was me."

Ralph was silent for a few minutes and then said, "OK that is a start. Did Mason hear everything you just said?"

I said, "Yeah he heard it."

"And how does he feel. Is he OK with what you said?" Ralph said.

I looked at Mason and said to him, "You heard what my recommendations were didn’t you?" Mason nodded his head in the affirmative. "Yeah Ralph he said yes."

"So Mason will you be willing to do what I suggested?" Mason looked terrified as he thought about my recommendations and turned them over in his mind. He nodded his head yes.

"Let me hear you say it man," I said in an authoritative voice.

"Yes I will do whatever you say," Mason said.

"Did you hear that Ralph?" I asked.

"Yeah. OK let me know how it goes and what the sherif says. He can’t really do anything if I don’t press charges and I am not willing to do that at this point. I am also not sure about meeting Mason but I will think about it. Maybe I should have him come out here and address the gay students club at school and tell them what he did or maybe the whole school." he said.

"You think about it Ralph and let me know. You have my cell number so please let’s keep in touch. I want to meet you sometime and talk. I will make sure Mason does as you asked and let you know how it goes. Thanks for talking with me I can’t even imagine how hard that was for you." I said.

"Thanks for calling me Tom. I really need this closure and I am glad you took the initiative to call me. I wish we had known each other better when I lived there. You seem like a pretty special guy. It’s too bad high school is such the pits for gay students." Ralph added.

"Yeah you are right about that. Thanks. Talk with you soon," I said hanging up.

I looked at Mason who was sitting there with his head hanging and still crying. "What do you think Timmy?" I asked.

"I think it’s a start Tom. I am not totally sure it’s enough but it is a start. I do think we need to go with Mason when he meets with his crew just to make sure he does what he says he is going to do. They won’t like it but fuck ‘em I don’t care. And we are both going with him to the principle and sherif." he said seriously.

"Mason what do you think? Can you do it?" I said looking at him again.

He was so quiet as he sat there with his arms resting on his legs and his head bowed down. He lifted his head and his eyes were red and bloodshot and his checks were covered with rivers of tears. "Oh shit. Oh shit. Oh shit," He said rocking back and forth. "Yeah I will do it. I am so sorry Tom."

"So you say Mason. Let’s see if you can put your money where your mouth is. You want to set up the meeting now?" I asked holding the phone in my hand.

"When should we meet?" he asked.

"When are your parents coming back?" I asked.

"Sunday night," Mason said.

"OK then set it up for 11 PM tomorrow night and everyone has to be here or we call it off. You need to make sure they understand how important this is. Timmy and I are leaving now. If you can reach everyone call me within an hour to let me know otherwise leave me a message on my cell. Timmy and I will come here at 11 PM tomorrow night if you can get it set up." I said getting up. Timmy got up and joined me. We left Mason sitting there all alone in the dark on his deck and walked to our car.

We drove home in silence not talking and not even listening to music which was so strange for us. We were lost in our thoughts as we drove along finally pulling up outside our house and turning off the car. We sat there just sitting for a few minutes.

"You are incredible Tom. You know that. Damn what they did was so horrible. Can you imagine what that was like for Ralph. The terror and the fear he must have been feeling make me want to puke and cry at the same time. He was all alone in the middle of that raging pack of dogs. How can people do that to another person but that line is so thin in all of us I guess and it could have been me if things were different and don’t tell me it couldn’t have been my because I think it could have been. That makes me feel so bad inside." Timmy said hitting his chest where his heart was with his fist.

"Yeah Timmy but don’t kid yourself it could have just as easily been me too. I think all of us as humans are capable under the wrong circumstances of doing horrible things which we might not do normally. I just hope that Mason follows through with what he says he is going to do. I know it will be hard but he needs to admit what he did to the world and mostly to himself. On the surface he seemed sincere about his apology." I said.

"So what do you think his friends are going to do?" Timmy asked.

"Well I don’t really know any of them very well. You do more than I do. My gut says they will run the other way and leave Mason to dangle in the wind like the cowards they are but they might surprise us." I said.

"Yeah I think you are right but they might surprise us," Timmy said opening his car door and getting out. I joined him in the back yard and we looked at the stars and put our arms around each others backs and stood there together. Timmy turned to me and we kissed and hugged each other and let our love for each other flow through our bodies. I am not sure how long we just stood there hugging each other under that canopy of beautiful stars but it was awhile. Finally we did break apart and enter our silence semi-darkened house.

We closed the back door and turned out the lights as we walked through the kitchen and headed upstairs to our room. As we walked to our attic door I could hear some muffled sounds of what sounded like love making coming from mom and dads room at the far end of the hallway. Timmy stopped and looked at me and cocked his ear to listen as we heard someone say, "oh yes that is good."

"Damn Grand and Marie are getting it on man! That is so weird but so great at the same time. Let’s be real quiet," I whispered to Timmy as we slowly and carefully opened our door and started up the stairs without a sound.

When we got to our room Timmy went over to play some music. He put in a Carly Simon CD and we undressed and went to the bathroom to pee and brush our teeth. Then we walked back into our room turning out the lights and falling into bed in a tangle of arms and legs as we kissed and explored each others bodies with our hands and fingers and lips and tongues. I loved being alone with Timmy and just making peaceful love with him. It felt so good and so right and I just loved him so much it hurt deep inside my soul as we locked bodies and rolled around on the bed.

Our cocks were pressing tightly against each other and had grown hard as we kissed and squeezed our crotches together. We were leaking precum which made them slip and slid against each other causing us to gasp with the incredible sensations we were feeling. Oh shit this was good as I felt his hard shaft slide along the surface of my hard shaft and mine against his.

He was on top and then I was on top as our hips ground against each other and our lips and tongues were locked in their own embrace. My arms were wrapped around his back and his around mine and he thrust his hips against me as I did against him. We matched each motion the other made. I knew I was close and I wanted to taste Timmy’s cock in my mouth and let him shot his load deep in my throat instead of all over our chests so I broke our kiss and quickly raised up and scooted down to take his quivering dripping hard erect cock into my mouth licking the shaft as it entered my lips and working the tip making Timmy arch his back high off the bed, groan loudly, press his hands on either side of my head and shoot his man juice into my throat all at the same time. I gulped and swallowed as fast as I could not losing a single drop of that precious fluid.

As I finished his cock he took me and threw me over and pounced on my hard penis like a cat on a mouse. At the same time my cock was entering his mouth and brushing across his lips he was squeezing my ball sac and sliding his index finger up and into my ass crack. I groaned and called his name and told him how much I loved him as I gripped his head in my hands. I clenched my abominable muscles as tightly as I could to prolong this intense pleasure I was feeling and arched my neck back as far as I could. I let the sensations of love flow over my body and through my body in waves of ecstacy. Finally I just couldn’t hold my orgasm back and I felt my balls boil over and explode their hot man juice into my lovers throat as he pumped my cock and squeezed my balls.

I fell back on the bed as I felt Timmy hungrily finish off my cock and then he was there beside me taking my head in his hands and kissing me while pushing some of my cum into my mouth letting me taste my own juice.

"Oh shit Timmy that was so awesome. You make me so complete and so wonderful. I feel so good when I am around you. Thanks for being here beside me," I whispered as we kissed each other and looked each other in the eye.

"It was good wasn’t it? Just keeps getting better and better. I am so glad you took me to the beach and made me realize how much I needed your love Tom. That was such a gift to me. You will never know.

I leaned over to turn off the lamp by the side of the bed and we drifted off listening to Carly Simon sing of love. We were lovers. We were now brothers. We were partners for life and most importantly we were best friends.

 

[unoponcho]

Re: My Best Friend - Chapter 35 - Thursday

Well my friend you have done it again. Another wonderful and interestering chapter. Tom, I am so glad that you are feeling well enough to write again.

Kevin
unoponcho

 

[sheep]

Re: My Best Friend - Chapter 30 - Saturday - The Wedding

Truly awesome, Tom. Looking forward to Sunday!

 

[unclaimedblessing]

Re: My Best Friend - Chapter 35 - Thursday

Tom,
I am so happy to see you're back and writing more wonderfully than ever.
I hope you're recuperating satisfactorily and that the worse pain is over.
Will you be my Brandon?

 

[sheep]

Re: My Best Friend - Chapter 32 - Monday

Tom,
I am gradually catching up on the story. This was an excellent chapter

 

[sheep]

Re: My Best Friend - Chapter 35 - Thursday

Just finished another great chapter of the life of Tom & Timmy. I am waiting with cum breath for the next chapter

 

[valle12tom]

My Best Friend - Chapter 36 - Friday

My Best Friend - Chapter 36 - Friday

I was awake in an instant and immediately my brain kicked into high gear I was off thinking about today and tomorrow and the next day and next week. So much to do and so little time but it would all get done and I was going to have a great time doing everything. We were going to have a good time. Timmy Hamilton and I. Best friends, brothers, lovers and partners for life!
Today? Let’s see. What would we do today? Well run in the park, breakfast, work. I thought Mike, Bev and I should continue to work the whole day after Brad and Todd left for the beach so then we wouldn’t have to work tomorrow and Timmy and I could sleep in for the first time in a long time. I was sure we wouldn’t be able to sleep to late as we were both pretty early risers as a rule but it would be nice to have a leisurely Saturday morning together before Timmy had to read at the library. That sounded like a plan.

Then there was dinner at Van’s house with his parents and maybe some hot sex upstairs in his attic room with Pierre. I was sure that would be a great dinner and I liked his mom and dad and it would be good to catch up on all their doings since Pierre had arrived. I knew he would be returning to France before long and I wondered how Van felt about that.

Then Timmy and I had the big meeting at Mason’s house and I wanted to see how that would turn out. Would his friends surprise me or would they do what Timmy and I suspected they would do? And how would they take to Timmy and my presence at the meeting? Would they out us to everyone in town? Would they jump us as they had Ralph? I suspected they wouldn’t do that but they might act like cornered rats and attack us if they thought we might expose them for the cowards they were. How would they react to Timmy being gay and Mason as well if he chose to let that cat out of the bag although I was not sure how he could not help letting that happen?

So there it was a full day and I was looking forward to it as I sat up in bed and turned to look at Timmy’s back. I loved to watch the rise and fall of his back as he breathed and I really loved those bumps his spine made in the skin as they made their way down the center of his gorgeous tanned muscled back to those incredible white bubble butt checks of his and then on down to those long lean legs of his. Damn he was fine and he was my lover and I was his lover and all was right in our world.

"All is right in our world isn’t it? Timmy said sleepily as he woke up. I could feel him smiling as I looked at his back and then I reached over and traced my finger tips down his spine. "Oh that feels so good Tom. I was hoping you would do that. Scratch it a little bit for me please."

I scratched his back for him and he purred softly like a cat and wriggled in the bed as he enjoyed the sensations of my fingers on his back. He lifted his side up and turned over and I saw that he was partially hard. I wanted to suck him off but knew we had better get started on our day. There would be plenty of time later for SEX!

"You are right man. But damn I sort of wish you weren’t," he said stretching his arms out and then jumping up and out of bed. He grabbed his crotch and wiggled his partially hard cock at me and said "but tomorrow morning my friend there is no excuse and this bad boy is going right in your mouth so you can pleasure me like only you can do while we waste away our morning making wild passionate love together."

"Shit you read my mind again Timmy Hamilton," I yelled crying out and grabbing his outstretched hand which pulled me up off the bed to the floor and a quick embrace and kiss before heading to the bathroom to relieve our full bladders.

We flushed the toilet and brushed our teeth, got dressed and headed downstairs to meet Blackie and Mike for our warm up exercises and run in the park. We ran through a few sets of push ups and I was proud to notice that I could now keep up with Timmy push up for push up and Mike was doing very well for a 10 year old who was soon to be 11. What would we do special for him on this birthday I though to myself as we worked out?

I think Timmy noticed I was keeping up with him as he increased the pace of his push ups. Our muscles were bulging and we were starting to break a sweat as he quit and felt to the pavement with a grin. We then rolled over for some sit ups and then jumped up for a few bend overs and leg squats before turning and running own the drive towards the park in a little pack all of us easily jogging along with Blackie running beside us with her cute little tongue hanging out of the side of her mouth.

When we got to the park Ryan was getting out of his car and we ran over to him. "Hey guys how’s it going this fine morning?" he said.

"Great man how’s it with you?" I said.

"Terrific. I just got this dream part in a film I have been wanting to do for so long and I am psyched and stoked man and ready for a great run. Reese is so excited about you all coming over on Sunday afternoon she can hardly stand it. Oh yeah and Reese got this incredible part playing June Carter Cash in the new movie about Johnny Cash. It’s called Walk The Line and is different from her normal roles so she is very excited. She gets to sing and everything and she is going to be awesome guys. So life is good. Real good," he said throwing his arm around both Timmy and I as we walked over to the side of the track and he started to so some warm ups with Paul, Jake and Jon, Randy and Skip, Johnny and Billy, Brad and Tricia and Todd and then to my surprise Walt and Brandon drove up.

It was great to see them both and they had huge freaking grins on their faces with LOVE just spewing out everywhere. "Hey guys. I am so ready to run and my doctor has finally given me permission as long as I take it easy on you all for a few days." Brandon said laughing as he ran over and gave all of us a big hug. Everyone in turn including Ryan and Mike who hugged him back. He looked radiant and so gorgeous. His eyes were on fire with a twinkle which I hadn’t seen before. Walt was likewise beaming and he looked ready to bust wide open with happiness and his love for this young man by his side.

Ryan said, "It is good to see you looking so good Brandon. You were pretty pale at the wedding. Reese and I caught the press conference yesterday and both of us are so glad that whole mess seems to be over and now you can get on with your life."

"Thanks man. You are so right and now let’s go and see what I can do out there on the track." He said looking at Walt. "I’ll take it easy. I promise doctor sir."

Walt started to laugh and pat his shoulder, "I’ll be right here to make sure you do just that young man. Let’s go."

We all started off on the track and soon broke up into our little groups of two and three and four. I ran next to Brandon and Walt and we jogged along taking it at an easy pace. After one lap I said, "So how do you feel Brandon?"

"Mostly out of shape Tom. Lying in the bed for the past week or so has ready taken a toll on my muscles man. This really feels good getting the kinks worked out. I can’t wait to get back on my board and show your brothers a few tricks I know. They really want to learn how to board and the park they have over there is really a nice one. Whoever designed it knew what they were doing and I will make sure they are safe and wear all the right protective equipment so they won’t get hurt." Brandon said between puffs.

"Yeah when they built it they brought in some of the best skate boarders in the country to help them design it and from all I have heard people who board say its awesome and radical and cherry. The town spent quite a bit of money on it but I think its worth it to give boarders a good place to skate so they don’t have to use the malls or the streets," I said.

Walt was trying desperately to keep up with us but he was really out of shape and it showed in his breathing as he said, "Guys I have to bow out. Please don’t overdue it Brandon. I love you."

"Thanks Walt. I love you too. Tommy will watch out for me and I promise you I will quit when I feel any pain but right now I feel great," Brandon said as he watched Walt slow down and walk to the edge of the track where he joined Skip and Mike who were standing there watching us run and playing with Blackie.

"So you and Walt had a good time?" I asked as we ran.

"Oh Tom it was the best ever. I didn’t know I could feel so good with another person man. It was so wonderful to be able to feel so good about who I am for the first time in my life and not be ashamed of my feelings but celebrate them. My parents did such a huge number on me man. It is like for the first time in my life I feel truly free man. Free to be who I was meant to be. I am gay and I am proud and I want the world to know it!" he said raising his fists in the air as we ran together.

"Cool man," I replied.

"Walt is such an incredible lover Tom and he never wants to stop. He wears me out man. I had to beg him to stop. Can you believe that I had to do that! You would think it was the other way around. He is so patient and so kind and makes me feel so beautiful," Brandon said throwing his hands in the air and twirling around laughing as we ran. "Shit man my parents made it all seem so dirty and disgusting and wrong and all that shit but it’s not. It’s beautiful and lovely and so freaking cherry and sweet man," Brandon said.

"You are so right about that my friend. It is wonderful to love someone so much isn’t it? It just fills you up to the top of your soul with good feelings of love. I am so glad you were able to connect with Walt and the two of you are so perfect for each other. You are both shining with that love my friend and that is so good to see on both your faces. Our new world is starting in you and your love for each other," I said.

"I think I need to slow down now Tom. I don’t want to overdue it my first day out or my doctor may put me back in bed and I hate staying still as you may have noticed. I like to move and shake." Brandon said wiggling his cute tight ass as we stopped our run and walked over to where Walt was standing. Brandon went right up to him and grabbed him in a big hug and they kissed. It was so good to see them kiss. When they finished he and Skip started to talk about the new game they were working on and started to get very technical.

"Hey! Hey! Guys. Take it over there. You are boring Walt and I to tears," I said laughing loudly.

"Well it’s not boring to me Tom," Mike said defending his gaming buddies.

"Just for that you can go over there with them little squirt," I said tousling Mike’s hair and making him giggle.

They walked over to the benches by the side of the track leaving Walt and I to watch the rest of the runners out on the track who were coming to the ends of their runs. Johnny and Billy came off first and still running in place they said they would see us tomorrow night at their house for the cook-out. They told Walt if there was anything they could do to help him and Brandon to just holler and then they ran off up the street towards their house.

"Tom I want to thank you and Timmy for seeing what I would never had dared to see and giving me the opportunity to say yes to something I had long ago never dreamed would actually happen.

You have changed my life forever and you have changed Brandon’s as well," Walt said with a few tears in his eyes as he turned to me and hugged me tightly.

"Hey man it is what we do. We connect people in our new world. Oh yeah man I have been meaning to ask you have you ever gotten the results back from Timmy’s and my tests you did at our physicals?" I said.

"No I had sort of forgotten about them Tom in light of everything that has been going on this past week and with my being away from my office and closing it up and all. I am so sorry. Have I caused you and Timmy any worry? Oh I am so sorry if I have." he said sounding really upset and mad at himself.

"No man. Not to worry. I actually had forgotten about them until right now when I asked. It is really OK. Whenever you find out let us know OK?" I reassured him as best I could touching his arm lightly.

"Thanks but I am sorry and I will go over to the office this morning and see if the results are there and give you a call on your cell phone with the results." He said.

"Look man just tell us at the cook-out tomorrow night OK. There is no hurry. Really." I said.

Just then Paul, Todd, Tricia, Ryan, Randy, Jake and Jon all came barreling past us in a pack with Jake edging slightly ahead of the others as they streaked towards the finish line with Jake winning with an easy grin on his face. His long hair was flying and he looked so incredible. So GQ! God he was such a natural athlete who just didn’t really give a shit at all. Everyone else was sort of in awe of him as he finished with no trouble and hardly breathing hard at all.

I heard Paul say as they walked towards us, "I would have loved to coach you in high school Jake. You are one of the most natural runners I have ever seen. Not to take anything away from Timmy, Brad, Todd and the rest of you but you are just a natural and you don’t have any idea do you? You little shit you have no idea," Paul said as he rubbed Jake’s shoulder affectionately.

"If you say so Paul. I just never really cared all that much about winning races. That was all everyone else seemed to care about and it sort of just turned me off you know. I was just out to have a good time if you know what I mean. No worries. No pressure. Just having a good time," Jake said grinning and laughing. "Look Jon and I are off man. You all have a great day and we’ll see you at the library tomorrow morning to hear Timmy read. I heard some people talking at the restaurant and they were saying that you had better get there early in order to get a good seat." he and Jon waved and trotted across the parking lot to Jon’s car.

"He is amazing just like you said Paul. He has no idea how good he is at anything does he?" Ryan said.

"No as he said he is just looking for a good time but living with Jon is going to settle that boy down some I think," I said as I watched them drive out of the parking lot.

"Look I’ll see you all at the library then." Ryan said as he hugged Mike around the shoulders and walked to his incredible car, got in and zoomed out of the lot.

"We’ll see you in a few Tom and Mike. Got to go and get ready for work and the beach. We are really excited. It’s our first trip to the beach all summer," Todd said as he and Tricia stood there. "We already have our stuff packed in the car and ready to go as soon as we are finished and get our paychecks."

"Lets go make sure we have everything Todd," Tricia said.

"OK Yeah sure. See you then," I said as they walked off. towards Brads car which was packed to the gills with all their stuff.

"See you Tom," Paul said reaching out his hand to shake mine. His grip felt good and firm and his hand was nicely calloused.

"Hey man look will you tell Megan that I need to talk with her sometime. Maybe ask her to give me a call on my cell and let me know a good time. I have some friends I want her and you to talk with about some issues they have." I said.

"Sure Tom you know that both Megan and I are here for you all. Anytime. Anywhere. Oh shit I haven’t told you the good news have I?" he said excitedly.

"Well no you haven’t. What’s up? Spill it man," I said.

"Well Megan and Lyle have been talking. Actually all three of us have been talking and it seems that St. Peters is really big enough to have another rector and well we have been discussing the possibility of when Phillip and the twins graduate next May that maybe Lyle can come up here to be co-rector with Megan. That will give her more time to spend with Ethan and well Lyle and I could like be together more as well. He might even move into the garage apartment and we could expand it if it was to small you know. Well its just a thought we are tossing about. What do you think?" Paul said looking at Walt and I questioning.

"I think it is fucking BRILLIANT man. What a great idea. Oh shit it is perfect. I am surprised Timmy and I didn’t think of it first. Yes! Yes! Yes!" I said jumping on Paul and hugging his neck and kissing his face. "And just so you won’t think you are the only one with brilliant ideas Timmy and I have one too!"

"Well come on Tom what is it? Fair is fair. I told you now you tell me," Paul said.

"Yeah Tom tell us," Walt said.

"Well after college Timmy and I want to come back here to Harrisonburg and somehow take over Timmy’s Uncles farm and become farmers. I know it sounds weird but we have really been thinking about it. We want to bring the web site and porn business here as well and have some of our very best friends build places on the farm and come there to live. Skip can bring his games empire here and Randy can become a tennis pro at the club and Phillip and the twins will come too! Timmy wants to coach swimming and they have a great community theater for me to join. Lyle and his folks own the farm next door and they are going to show us the ropes and shit they are really hot man. That way we can be here with our parents and family and all our friends like Walt and Brandon and Johnny and Billy and Jon and Jake. How about them apples for a great idea?" I said proudly.

There was silence for a few minutes while Walt and Paul digested my news and turned it over in their brains. Soon they were both smiling and we were all hugging each other.

"That sounds like a really plan for a new world Tom. You really are going to start a new world order aren’t you?" Paul said.

"And I can be everyone’s doctor and give you great medical care. You know I would really take care of your balls guys!" Walt said laughing. "But all kidding aside it would be great for you all to have an understanding doctor on your side."

"Oh Walt that would be awesome man. With everyone’s help I think we can start it and make it happen guys. We will have to work at it but I think it could be fantastic. We could change this place entirely if we play our cards right," I said.

"I can’t wait to tell Brandon. Thanks Tom. See you all tomorrow at the library," Walt said as he walked away to get Brandon who was still talking excitedly with Mike and Skip listening in rapt attention to his every word. His arms were flying this way and that as he talked and he was excited and they were excited. Walt had to practically drag him away. We were all turned away from the track when Brad and Timmy crossed the finish line and by the time we realized they had finished their race they were done and walking around winding down.

As they walked up to us Timmy had a mischievous grin on his face and said, "So what are we now? The lost heroes or something? You all had your backs to us and that is definitely not the way it is supposed to be! Most definitely not the way it is supposed to me. Huh and I thought they were our friends?" he said throwing his arm around Brad in a good natured hug as they both laughed while trying to be serious.

"Sorry guys. Who won anyway?" I asked.

"Not sure we should tell you if you all don’t care enough to even watch us race," Timmy said sticking out his tongue at me and winking his eye.

"Yeah I don’t think we should man," Brad said his arm still wrapped around Timmy.

"Be that way and see if we care then," I said turning away from them and pretending not to be interested.

Timmy broke away from Brad and jumped on my back and I held onto his legs which were wrapped around my waist and raced around with him whooping and hollering and throwing his hands in the air like a cowboy. I finally stopped and he jumped down as Mike and Blackie came running over to us.

"It was a tie Tom! It was a tie! It was a tie! I saw it all and it was a tie!" he said laughing as he hugged Timmy around his waist and Timmy picked him up by the waist and threw him over his shoulder and we started walking towards the street. Mike’s head was upside down and drool was coming out of his mouth he was laughing so hard and his hair was hanging down. Blackie was jumping up and down trying to lick his face as they walked along.

"See you in a few Brad," I called to him as he trotted easily over to his car to join Todd and Tricia in getting all their supplies and shit organized. We waved to them and Mike said goodbye still laughing and giggling upside down but loving every moment of the attention he was receiving from his new older brother.

"I told Paul and Walt about our idea with the farm and he is really excited and I asked him to get Megan to call me so I can set up a time for Lucus’s parents to meet them and some other great news is that Megan is going to se if Lyle can be co-rector with her at St. Peters when the twins and Phillip graduate next May and maybe come here to live permanently if everything works out." I said as we walked along with Timmy still holding Mike upside down and patting his belly.

"Oh Tom that really makes the whole thing so real. Shit we need to talk to Uncle Jack and Aunt Marge as soon as we can to see if it is even a possibility or are we just blowing smoke out our ass’s." He said as he flipped Mike over and set him down on the sidewalk.

"Can you really blow smoke out of your butt Timmy? That is so cool. Can you really do that? I have never seen anyone do that before. Can you do it? For real? I want to see it!" Mike said.

"It is just an expression my little man. I have never seen it either but I guess anything might be possible if you try hard enough," Timmy said as we walked along the sidewalk with his hand on one of Mike’s shoulders and mine on the other. Three brothers together walking in the early morning of a great new summer day. What could be better than this? Could life be any better than this I wondered?

"No way man. This is good isn’t it?" Timmy said as we walked into our backyard.

"Yeah it is all so good Timmy," I said holding open the back door so Blackie, Mike and Timmy could walk inside where we could smell eggs and bacon and toast and fresh coffee and found Grand and Marie busy at work with Ben and Willie sitting at the table eating breakfast.

"Hello boys. Why don’t you sit down and eat now while its hot and ready?" Grand said.

We took a cue and I got us each a cup of coffee and juice while Timmy sat down with Mike and accepted a plate piled high with food. I got my bowl of granola and fruit and soon was sitting down with them eating our breakfast.

"Timmy! Timmy! Knock! Knock!" Willie said with a giggle.

"Boys. Boys. Let them eat a bite first before you start with your jokes," Grand said.

"It’s OK Grand. I always have time for a few new Knock, Knock jokes as long as they are extra specially good ones," Timmy said between bites as he smiled at Ben and Willie who were sitting on their hands and rocking back and forth on their chairs excited at this attention from their new big brother. "OK you each get two jokes so let’s hear them."

"Me first! Me first!" Willie said raising his hand. Timmy stopped eating and looked at Willie and Nodded his head.

"Knock, Knock."

"Who’s there?" Timmy asked

"Leaf."

"Leaf who?"

"Leaf me ALONE!" Willie said giggling and almost falling out of his chair. We all laughed along with his infectious laugh.

"Well that was pretty good. Let’s see what you have for us Ben if you think you can beat that one?" Timmy said.

Ben smiled at us and screwed up his little face and said, "Knock, Knock."

We all said, "Who’s there?"

He said, "Waddle."

"Waddle who."

"Waddle you give me if I go away," and then he started to giggle and fell out of his chair he was laughing so hard. We all laughed along as it was pretty funny and watched as Willie helped get him back up in the chair.

"OK Ben I think that one was pretty good. Let’s see what Willie can come up with next," Timmy said very seriously but smiling.

Willie said, "Knock, Knock."

"Who’s there?"

"Wade."

"Wade who?"

"Wade till next time," he said laughing and giggling as he looked at Ben who was hysterical with laughter. They were such a riot and I loved them both so much and their youthful enthusiasm for something so simple as a stupid knock, knock joke. We were blessed indeed.

"OK now for the last one of the day. Let’s have a drum roll please," Timmy said and we all beat on the table making the silverware jump up and down and rattle.

Ben held up his hands for silence and then said, "Knock, Knock."

"Who’s there," we all yelled out loudly. Even Grand and Marie were yelling along with us.

"Mae."

"Mae who?" we all asked.

"Mae be I’ll tell you or mae be I won’t," and he broke up. We all laughed and congratulated them on some great jokes as Timmy, Mike and I got up to take our dishes to the sink and the dishwasher.

"Why don’t you run on ahead and grab a really quick shower Mike and then Timmy and I will be right up to take ours. We need to get a move on or we will be late," I said. Mike nodded and ran out of the room and up the stairs to his room.

"Guys! Guys," Timmy said in a loud voice to get their attention. "Look I’ll read tonight when I get home. Tom and I are going out for dinner but be ready around 5 or so. OK?"

"We’ll be ready and waiting sir," They both said jumping out of their chairs and snapping a salute as they stood at mock attention. Timmy snapped a salute back at them and then turned to Grand.

"What time do mom and dad expect to get back Grand?" he asked.

"Alan thought they might arrive mid afternoon so they will probably be here when you get off work. It will be good to have them home but I am glad they have had this time together to get to really know each other without the madness of everything going on in our busy lives." she said.

"I know what you mean," I said giving her a quick kiss before following Timmy up the back stairs. When we got to the hallway Mike was walking out of the bathroom with a towel wrapped around his skinny waist but I could see that he was filling out this summer with all the hard work and running and exercising he had been doing. He was going to be a good looking young man in a very short time. I hoped his teenage years would be better than mine had been and I knew with Timmy and me as examples he would be able to choose for himself without all the bullshit I had to go through. I knew there would be the usual bullshit that came with adolescent years but we could help smooth over the rough patches.

He smiled at us and ran into his room as we continued up the stairs to the attic remembering to latch our door. "He is really getting in good shape Tom," Timmy said as we entered our room and started to strip out of our smelly running gear.

"Yeah I noticed that as well. He has really been a hard worker this summer and the effort he has shown out on the track each day is really great. I am so proud of him and how he has put all that shit about Rosa in the back closet and gotten on with his life. He’ll never be able to completely forget her but at least he can get on with life." I said as I gave Timmy a quick kiss on his cheek and patted his beautiful bubble butt as we turned to walk to the bathroom.

Timmy turned on the water and we took a quick whizz while waiting for the water to turn hot and then stepped inside the shower and under that blessed water. It felt so good pulsing down on our bare skin as we turned this way and that and soaped ourselves up and down. I loved to feel my body with a bar of soap in my hand and was impressed with my tight muscles and fine body. I had really changed as well this summer. Gotten more assured and more toned and a bit leaner. I could hardly believe how I used to cry to myself as I would stand in front of my mirror and look at my flabby rolls of fat and laugh and scream inside at my pitiful looking body.

But now I had stepped out of that mirror and I was the new and improved Tom Peters. The Tom Peters who was self assured and a connector of people. The Tom Peters who was the lover of Timmy Hamilton and who had tons of great friends and a wonderful loving family. Tom Peters the actor. Tom Peters the entrepreneur. Tom Peters the all around good guy.

"I would say all those are correct Tom Peters," Timmy said taking me in his arms to embrace me and kiss me deeply as we stood under the water letting our tongues roam around each others warm mouths.

"I love you so much and I don’t ever want to stop telling you that Timmy Hamilton." I said as we broke apart and turned off the water, found our towels, dried off, shaved, brushed our teeth, flossed and all that other normal day to day stuff we did to get ready for this day ahead. Soon we were dressed. Me in my work clothes and Timmy in his cute little sexy gray speedo and baggie shorts and t-shirt.

"I am going to really work out in the pool this morning," Timmy said as we straightened up our room, made our bed and headed downstairs. "I hope you can come and see me swim sometime. You have never really seen me swim in a race before have you?"

"No just in the ocean man. I always wanted to come and watch you in high school but I was so afraid I would pop a woodie seeing you in your little grey speedo and someone would see and out me. Shit I was so fucking miserable then. I would love to see you and watch that cute ass of yours as you slice through the water," I replied grabbing his butt and making him squeal with delight as he reached out to unlatch our door. "It will be so nice to finish our week’s work today and not have to do anything tomorrow except play with you and the boys. And we can finally have some time to talk with Uncle Jack and Aunt Marge."

"Are you nervous about what they might say?" Timmy asked as he stopped at the top of the kitchen stairs to turn and look at me.

"No are you?" I said confidently.

"A little bit I guess but what happens will happen and then we will go from there." He said leaning forward to kiss me on the lips and stroke my hair.

"Hey man it’s all good. Didn’t I tell you that? It’s all good," I said pushing him on ahead to lead the way downstairs. We said goodbye to Grand, Marie, Ben and Willie and then Mike and Timmy and I walked outside.

I kissed Timmy again by his car as he opened his door. "See you this afternoon man. Have a great day." I said.

"You too lover boy," he said as he got into his car.

Mike and I got into my truck and followed Timmy out of the driveway. At the end of the street he turned left and we turned right to go to our first job site. The rest of my morning was kind of blur as it just sped by in a flash. I remember getting the site and working hard all morning and taking our mid-morning break and listening to Todd and Brad talk excitedly about their trip to the beach. Even though they were going to Virginia Beach I was a little bit jealous as I thought of Dewey Beach and the great time Timmy and I had there and all the wonderful memories that place would hold in my mind forever.

Then it was lunch time and Bev gave Brad and Todd their paychecks and they were off. We waved to them and then sat down to eat our lunches together.

"Seems kind of strange just the three of us doesn’t it? Bev said taking a bite of her turkey sandwich.

"Yeah it does but they are going to have such an awesome time. I love the beach and the sand and the water," I said munching on a carrot stick.

"I hope I get to go sometime Tom. Billy and Jimmy said they would take me out on a jet-ski and I really want to do that." Mike said with expectation in his voice and in his eyes.

"Well I will try and work that out before the end of the summer Mike OK?" I told him. "So do you think we will have any problem finishing up all our work today Bev?"

"Na it should be a piece of cake Tom. In fact I think we should be finished by about 4:30 PM which will give us plenty of time to hit the bank," Bev said finishing her sandwich and gathering up her trash to put in her lunch box.

"Cool beans," I said standing up and helping her up. Mike jumped up on his own and we disposed of our lunch stuff and got right back to work. It was steady all afternoon and we were lucky that both afternoon jobs were almost next door to each other so we didn’t have to load and unload all the equipment. Before long the day was over and we were finished and Bev was handing us out paychecks and telling us she would see us at the library tomorrow. She was bringing some of her other friends and she had even invited Judy Petersen as well. I wished her well and Mike and I headed to the bank where we each made a deposit and got some cash to spend for the weekend.

"I need to buy Blackie some dog food this weekend Tom. She is almost out and is eating a lot," Mike said as we got back in the truck.

"Well she is growing so fast Mike. You have done a great job with her. The store is on the way back from Uncle’s Jack’s place so we can stop tomorrow afternoon. Just remember to bring your money on our picnic." I said.

"Thanks Tom," Mike said as we started to sing along with Neil Young’s song "Heart of Gold" which was playing on the mix CD I had in the player. Soon we were pulling into our driveway and I saw that it was 5:15 PM. Just as we were parking Timmy pulled in behind my truck and got out. We embraced and kissed each other and then walked inside. Mom and dad were in the kitchen with Ben, Willie, Grand, Marie, Mike and Blackie. Mike was hugged mom and dad as we entered.

"Tom and Timmy!" they both said with huge smiles on their faces. We ran over and got our hugs and kisses on the cheeks.

"So you had a great time I hear!" Timmy said punching dad lightly on the shoulder.

"Yes son your mother and I had a wonderful time. It was so special and so great just having so much time off to be together and discover out love for each other. Plenty of time for walking, reading, shopping, eating and well a few other things as well if you catch my drift," dad said blushing.

"I am sure you left plenty of time for that dad and I am so happy for you both," Timmy said grinning.

"Well Timmy Hamilton we aren’t fossils you know but it was nice to know everything still worked and that Alan and I could both be intimate with another person again. That was the best thing. Well that and knowing that all of you were back here having a great time. We are both looking forward to being a real family," mom said and she wasn’t blushing at all.

I saw that Willie was holding the book with both hands and was expectantly waiting for Timmy to notice him and say something. He looked so cute standing there with anticipation written all over his young face.

"So is anyone interesting in hearing more about Redwall and what happened in that battle we were reading about the last time?" Timmy said.

"Yes! Yes! Yes! Please! Please! Please!" Ben and Willie said at the same time dancing up and down on their little spindly legs.

"Yes Timmy. Alan and I are ready as well. How about you Alma? Marie? Mike?" mom said

Everyone was ready so we all trouped outside where we found chairs for the adults and grass for the rest of us. Timmy got in his usual position by the tree and sat down cross legged and with his back so straight. He closed his eyes composing himself as we got settled and quiet.

At last we were back in the battle by the rocks. All the good animals were standing behind rocks and on top of rocks and ready for the terrible onslaught that they knew was about to come. Some of them would die today and they knew that as well. They would honor their fallen comrades with a feast afterwards. That is if any of them survived.

Then the hoards of evil critters were upon them and the battle began with a horrible clang and clashing of swords and axes and other instruments of war. It was horrible. It was bloody. It was terrible and many on both sides were killed and wounded that day. But finally it was over and the few remaining evil animals limped off into the distance to lick their wounds and regroup for another battle on another day. As long as there was life there would be the battle of good versus evil. It was too bad but it seemed to be the way of the world.

The good animals looked around and mourned their fallen comrades who had fought so hard supporting the freedom and liberties they enjoyed. It was not a pleasant sight at all but fewer had fallen that they had at first thought although many had suffered bad wounds and had to be doctored immediately. Water jugs were passed around and the remainder fell to the ground exhausted and tired. Some were weeping as they remembered the battle and others were telling the stories of bravery over again. These were the stories that would live on after this battle to tell the next generations of the brave men and women and children who had fought so valiantly in this battle. These stories would be woven into great tapestries which would hang in the great hall of Redwall Castle.

They started home where they knew they would be welcomed with a feast like Redwall had never known before. Books would be written about their exploits on the field of battle. Their lives would go on and they would hope for a better day but in their hearts they knew the evil ones would be back again. They always came back. Always wanted what wasn’t theirs. Timmy shut the book with a slap and we were all silent as we thought about the battle and what Timmy had just read to us. He was incredible. A master reader. It was a true gift he shared with us as he read.

I heard a few sniffles and turned to see mom crying softly in her chair next to dad while holding his hand. "That was so beautiful Timmy. Thank you so much," she said.

Timmy handed the book back to Willie and got up. He went over to hug his mother. "I am as amazed as you are mom. I never in my life knew I could do this. I never want to stop. It is like swimming and running to me." Timmy said.

We all stood and put the chairs back in the garage. Timmy and I told everyone we were going up to our room to take a shower and get ready for our dinner at Van’s house. I went ahead with Timmy following closely behind as we walked up the back stairs and then up our stairs remembering to latch our attic door. I wondered if Ben, Willie, Mike and even if dad, mom, Grand and Marie wondered why we religiously latched our door or if they even cared or knew? I just didn’t want any of them to get a surprise if they should find Timmy and I in the midst of a sexual encounter with ourselves or with some of our friends. I hope they understood that we didn’t latch the door so much as to keep them out but rather to protect them and us from a situation they didn’t need to see.

Timmy and I walked into our room and began to strip out of our clothes. "So how was your day Timmy? Did you get your laps in this morning?" I asked as I took off my boxers and threw them into the dirty clothes hamper.

"Oh yeah man it was so great. I was the only one there and just swam and swam and swam for about an hour before some of the other guards started to arrive. It felt so good and my arms and legs were like jelly man. It was AWESOME with a capital A!" Timmy said making a muscle. I went over and felt its hardness and leaned forward to kiss his skin and smell the scent of chlorine and water.

"Damn I love your smell. It’s just so you," I told Timmy as we walked to the bathroom to get a quick shower. It didn’t take us long to wash, rinse and dry ourselves and then a few more minutes to shave, floss and brush our teeth. A quick pee and we were done and ready for the dinner with Van, Pierre and Van’s parents and then whatever might happen after that.

Back in our room once again Timmy picked out my clothes and handed them to me one by one. We dressed and looked each other up and down approvingly. I stepped over to him and ran my fingers through his hair and then he did the same for me. We looked at each other then smiled. We were ready and we looked good. Damn we looked good. Two hot guys looking for some fun and action and a great meal with friends.

"We are hot looking aren’t we?" Timmy said as we started out of our room towards the stairs.

"Yeah it’s like we reflect each other’s hotness man. It is so freaking cool. Makes me feel so high man. I can’t understand why people need drugs or alcohol when love just does it for me. It’s all a personal choice I know and I am not judging them at all but I am so glad we are on the same track where all that is concerned you know?" I said.

"Yeah we are blessed man to be on the same page about so many things. Life is good isn’t it?" he said unlatching our door and walking out into the upstairs hallway. We made our way down the back stairs and found everyone in the kitchen eating their dinner. Pork chops, green beans, salad, new red potatoes, tomatoes and I saw a banana cake over on the counter that was looking very good.

"Wow it sure smells good in here," I said wrinkling up my nose and smelling.

"It is good Tom," Ben said with his mouth full.

"Yeah really good," Willie said in between bites.

"So are you guys glad to be home?" Timmy asked mom and dad.

"Well son we are and we aren’t. I really would have liked to have had another week with Alice but it good to be home with our family. We missed you guys a lot," dad said.

"It is hard to believe it has only been a week since the wedding," I said.

"You are right about that Tom. Alma was telling us about Brandon and Walt and that awful Stevie Parks. I am sorry for what happened to him but am glad that it seems to be over for Brandon and now he and Walt can get on with their lives. Are they doing all right?" mom said.

"They are doing very well. I will tell them tomorrow that you were asking about them. But you will see them at the library yourself so you can tell them then! The deal is that Brandon is the son of an old college buddy of Walt’s who needed a place to stay while he is attending AB Tech. Hope that is OK." I said.

"I think that is all anyone needs to know about it Tom," dad said. "You guys have fun tonight."

"Thanks dad. Thanks Mom. See you all later. Bye Grand. Bye Marie. Bye guys," Timmy and said to everyone as we walked outside.

"Do you want to take my car or your truck?" Timmy said.

"Well since you are parked behind me let’s go ahead and take yours man. I should call Mason to make sure the meeting is still on. Are you nervous?" I said taking out my cell phone as we got in the car.

"A little bit man. Since we are going to be there it is like going to be outing both of us I guess in front of all those guys and yeah it is a bit nerve wracking man." he said starting the car.

"Yeah. Guess we will just play it by ear. We will need to figure out our story and why we are there and taking such an interest in the whole case and they probably won’t like it that two more people know who they are now and what they did," I said as I punched in the numbers to Mason’s cell phone. "Hey man. It’s Tom." I said when Mason answered his phone.

"Oh hi Tom. Look I called everyone and they will all be here at 11 tonight. I told them what it was about in a general way and a few of them aren’t real pleased. Especially Sean and Jeremy. I also asked them to come sober and no drugs or alcohol. I hope that was OK," Mason said.

Mason’s voice sounded different somehow. I wasn’t sure what it meant but it was different. "ah Tom thanks for doing this. I really mean it. I mean like I am more scared than I have ever been man and I like have been puking all day but I know it is time to do the right thing. I wish it wasn’t so hard and all but I know man I have to somehow make it up to Ralph if I am ever going to be able to live with myself."

"So how do you think the guys are going to take it when you admit to them you are gay and all?" I asked.

"They aren’t going to be pleased Tom but it is something I have to do for myself. I can’t go on living like this. Living the lie I have been living and doing all the stupid shit I have been doing. My whole life I have always been worried about what the other guy is going t think about what I say and do. I have to cut that shit out and live for myself. Not my parents or my coach or my crew. You know the thing I am the most afraid of?" he said.

"No what," I said.

"I know this will sound really, really stupid man but I am most afraid of getting kicked off the lacrosse team when they find out. Lacrosse is like my life Tom and it is the one thing I am really good at. I can’t imagine what my life would be without lacrosse." Mason said.

"Well hopefully it won’t come to that Mason and people will see you in a new light and accept you for who you are not who you like to go to bed with," I said. "Look we’ll be there at 11."

"Yeah see you then Tom," Mason said and hung up.

"Damn Timmy Mason sounds like a completely different guy. I really think he wants to change his life around. Maybe I am being naive but that is the vibe I am getting." I said shutting off my phone and putting it in the glove box.

"I hope so Tom. You know I can feel what he is saying about losing his lacrosse Tom. If I had to give up my swimming it would really hurt man. I am not sure what I would do." he said.

Damn he had read my mind as Mason talked with me. "No one should have to give up what they love most just because of their sexuality man. That is so stupid. I know that is not always how the world works man but shit I would hope your coach and your teammates would look beyond your sexuality before judging you like that. I mean Randy said his coach in Charleston was cool and his team mates down there were cool so we know it can be done." I said as we pulled into Van’s parents driveway and pulled around to the back.

Brent came running over to give us a sniff as we got out of the car and Van and Pierre came out of the back door with huge smiles on their faces. "Hey guys. Glad you made it. My mom is so excited about cooking for you so I hope you are hungry as she loves to feed people. She is always telling me to eat more. That I am to thin." Van said as he grabbed each of us affectionately and hugged us. Then Pierre gave us a hug.

"So how is it going guys. It seems like we hardly ever see each other since you finished up at the club. That wall and patio are so awesome man. I hear all kinds of great compliments every day." Timmy said.

"Yeah I was pretty satisfied with the way it turned out Timmy and the money was good but I was glad to get away from that place. I don’t know how you can stand it day after day. I think it would wear me out dealing with those snobs every day and all those freaky women trying to get me into bed." Van said.

"Well I just have learned to tune it out man. I love the water and I love teaching the little kids how to swim and that is what I concentrate on and just let the other shit roll off my back. I stay for the kids." Timmy said.

"So when do you have to head back home Pierre?" I asked.

"I leave next Tuesday afternoon. It has been such a wonderful vacation for me but I must get back to my life and my job," he said.

"Well enough of those depressing thoughts guys come on inside and talk with the folks," Van said.

We all went inside the William’s kitchen and it smelled great. Mrs. Williams was at the stove and Mr. Williams was sitting in his wheelchair. At the sound of our entry Mrs. Williams turned to face us and Mr. Williams looked at us and smiled.

"Well hello boys. We are so glad you could come over for a dinner with us," Mrs. Williams said.

"Thanks for inviting us and it sure smells good. Van tells us you are a great cook Mrs. Williams," Timmy said.

"Well you wouldn’t know it to look at Van or his dad. They never eat enough. I try and do what I can to fatten them up a little but they just ignore me," she said, "But please will you call me Sarah?"

"We would be glad to call you Sarah," I said going over to give her a kiss on the cheek.

"And you can call me Mac boys. My Christian name is Wells but I always hated that name so everyone calls me Mac," Mr. Williams said extending his hand. I shook his hand but also gave him a kiss on his cheek. "Well I declare Tom that is nice. No one ever gives this old fart a kiss anymore." Mac said laughing.

"Mac watch your language please. Do you boys mind helping Van set the table in the living room and carry those platters and bowls on it?" Sarah asked.

"No problem Sarah. We would love to help," Timmy said as we jumped right in and had the table set and most of the food moved into the large old walnut paneled dining room that I suspected was not used much any longer. It was a beautiful room and felt so old and so nice. Finally we all had something to drink and Mac had wheeled himself into his place and we all sat down and grasped hands around the table for grace.

"I’ll say the grace mom," Van said.

Mrs. Williams looked up in the air and said, "Thank you Jesus," and we all laughed.

"Dear lord thank you for all this food that you have provided for us and that has been so lovingly prepared for us and our bodies. May it nourish us and keep us strong in mind body and soul. Thank you for a loving family that accepts and understands differences. Thank you for wonderful new friends who help share and connect and open our eyes to a new world. A new world of love and compassion and caring for each other. And thank you lord for my cousin Pierre and for his safe travel and for our time together. Help us always to do your will in this world and to always love and respect all we come in contact with. AMEN" Van said. We all joined in on the Amen and then there was a moment of silence.

Sarah was crying and wiped a few tears from her eyes as she said, "Van you are such a blessing to both your father and I. Thank you Timmy and Tom for getting our son back in church. We are so blessed."

"Yes we are blessed aren’t we?" Timmy said. "Now what is all this wonderful food. I am starving!" Everyone laughed at his statement.

"Well good for you. Now lets see we have freshly dug new red potatoes, a wonderful salad all from our garden, fresh sliced tomatoes with black pepper and a bit of mayonnaise, roast beef, fresh green beans, fresh okra and jalapeno corn bread muffins. I hope it is enough," Sarah said as we began to pass the patters of food around the table. It looked and smelled delicious. A real down home country feast.

We all dug in and there was silence except for the clanking of silverware against the plates and chewing sounds. I broke the silence with, "So Mac tell us about this beautiful room. It must have an incredible story to tell. The wood and the craftsmanship are so incredible."

"Thanks for noticing and asking Tom. It does have lots of stories to tell of wonderful meals shared. This house was built by my great grandfather in the late 1890's. He and his 8 sons and 4 daughters cleared all this land. Back then it was about 500 acres. Over the years as it has been divided up and given to the sons and daughters. Sarah and I have 50 acres left to leave to Van here when we pass on. I know he really doesn’t have the heart for farming but he does love this house and the land. I have already given his brothers and sisters their share. But that is another story isn’t it. I seem to get side tracked easily these days don’t I son?" Mac said looking at Van and smiling a smile of remorse.

Van reached out and patted his fathers arm and said, "It’s OK dad. We love to hear your stories. I have told you that. You tell ‘em and we will listen. It doesn’t matter how many times you tell it."

"Thanks son. Oh yes now where was I? Well it was pretty rough back when he arrived here and it took him most of his life to clear the fields and pile up all those rocks but he made a great farm and did a good job of raising a wonderful family. Most of us still live around here and get together a few times a year. Anyway at the end of his life he built this house for his wife. All the timber was cut and milled right here on the farm. They had their own saw mill. The rocks for the foundation and the chimney’s all came from the fields and most of them have stood the test of time haven’t they Van?" Mac said looking at Van for confirmation.

"They have dad. They are wonderful. I make a repair here and there but they did a great job," Van said proudly. I hope I can follow in their footsteps someday with my work."

"Well you are an artist Van and your great-great-grandfather was building out of necessity not for the beauty of it," Sarah added.

"That is true dear. That is true. Van has a real gift with stones doesn’t he boys?" Mac said looking around the table at us as we nodded our heads. Van was looking at his dad with true love in his heart. the love of a son for his father. "All this is walnut Tom and Timmy and you don’t see craftsmanship like this anymore. Look at the wainscot and the trim work around the ceiling. And all that molding on the ceiling. And those wide boards. You can’t find timber that big anymore boys. Those were cut back when trees were huge. The bedrooms upstairs are all done with different woods. There is cherry, pine, oak and maple. Since my accident we moved Sarah and me into the formal parlor which has sycamore. All the support timbers in the house are oak and they are each pegged and mortise and tenon and they have certainly stood the test of time haven’t they?" Mac said proudly looking around the room at the work his ancestors had done.

"They have and this is beautiful Mac. So what happened to you? What kind of accident were you in if I can ask?" I said.

"That is quite all right Tom. Most people are afraid of speaking their minds and just asking things. I like that in a man. Get right to the point. That is what I always say. You can’t learn nothing if you don’t ask nothing I always say," Mac said with a cackle.

"I was stupid is what really happened if the truth be known. I am getting old and I just didn’t want to admit it to myself I guess. I thought I could still do everything I could when I was a few years younger than I am now. I should have waited for Van to help me but I am a stubborn old fool just like my hard headed son and I tried to cut down some trees myself and well I made a wrong cut and a dead man dropped out of the sky right on top of me and crushed my legs and pelvis. I was laying out there in the woods trapped by that huge limb all afternoon until Van came home from work and started to worry. I guess I was in pretty bad shape when they found me but the doctors fixed me up and at least I am alive and able to get around in this chair pretty well. So all things considering I am blessed even if I can’t walk and can’t have sex any more," Mac said with a grin.

"Why Wells Williams. I never. You don’t need to talk like that in this house," Sarah said in horror at the mention of sex in front of us.

"Now dad I am sure not all of us want to know what you can and can’t do with your equipment but I will say one thing I am as stubborn and rock headed as you are and I actually thank you for that trait. Makes me a better stone mason I think!" Van said.

"So Sarah if it is not to much to ask how has the rest of the family taken to the news that Van is gay and Pierre is bi-sexual?" Timmy asked.

Sarah took a few moments to compose herself before she replied to Timmy’s question, "Well I guess I will just have to get used to all these questions. In my day we just didn’t talk about these things but maybe that was not such a good thing was it now?"

"No mam I don’t think it was such a good thing to keep everything hidden away and never talk about it or bring it out in the open. I think that is why is so hard for so many folks to deal with all the issues surrounding homosexuality these days. They have no frame of reference because they have never really talked about it but you know it was always there lurking in the background." Timmy said.

"Timmy my boy you hit the nail on the head. I mean most of us around here have known that Jimmy’s son Mark is gay and that Jonas Paul’s brother Warren was that way as well. But no one ever talked about it except to snicker and laugh and call names behind the barn so to speak. If we had just brought it out in the open maybe Mark wouldn’t have run away to San Francisco and gotten that AIDS stuff and died with no family around to be with at the end. I hate that happened to him. I want Van to be proud of who he is and not hide it and have to worry about it and run off so he can be accepted. I want him to feel accepted right here with his family where he belongs and by jove I am going to make sure no one says anything around me as long as I have a breath in this crippled old body!" Mac said pounding the arms of his wheelchair with his bony hands emphasizing his point.

Van was crying at his fathers speech but managed to say, "Thanks dad. I am so sorry I did not tell you sooner but I was so afraid. Hell I was afraid to even admit it myself let alone you and mom and the rest of the family. Tom and Timmy helped me to see how stupid that was. " He got up and walked to his dad and bent down to give him a hug and a kiss.

"Now that is what I am talking about son," Mac said at last. "I want more of those hugs and kisses. Not that I am gay or anything!"

Van started to laugh and then we all did even Sarah. The laughter felt good as it filled this old room and I was sure that Van’s ancestors were looking down and were proud of Van and Mac and Sarah and Pierre.

"To answer your question Timmy as you can imagine at first there was a bit of shock and disbelief and denial but everyone has come around. Of course it helped that Mac has been so strong and adamant about the whole thing. He told Van’s brothers and sisters and the others in the family that Van was still Van and if they had a problem with that then they would have a problem with him. He didn’t want to hear anything negative about Van or have anyone stop seeing him or letting their kids stop seeing him. I guess Mac has always been the strong silent type so his forcefulness has really made an impression on everyone." Sarah told us.

"It was pretty intense for a little while Tom but dad was incredible and everyone has really come around." Van added as he wiped a few tears from his face with the back of his hand.

Pierre who had been pretty quiet this whole evening said, "It was a good thing you did for Van Mac. You hear about so many dads who throw their sons out when they find out like Brandon’s did. It is usually not pleasant. My parents have known for a long time and that has made a big difference in my life. This past week has been so wonderful getting to know Van and you all as well. I wish he had known when I was here before but we have been making up for all that lost time this past week!"

"So is anyone interested in some dessert?" Sarah said changing the talk from sex as she got up from the table.

"You know it mam!" Timmy said, "Let us help you clear the table while you get the dessert ready." We all got up except for Mac and made short work of clearing the table and taking everything to the kitchen where Sarah had us stack it all by the sink. She liked to wash everything her way by hand and didn’t have a dishwasher so we followed her instructions.

"OK now boys you go on in the dining room and I’ll bring out the dessert as a surprise. You can take those plates and silverware in when you go," Sarah said.

When it came to food you didn’t have to tell Timmy twice and we grabbed the plates and stuff and headed back into the dinning room where Mac was waiting patiently in his chair.

We sat down again and I looked at Mac and said, "Mac can I ask you a personal question?"

"Go for it son. I ain’t going anywhere as you can see," Mac said grinning.

"Well I mean with your accident and all can you get an erection at all or what?" I asked.

"No, I can’t get an erection at all Tom. And I’ll tell you it is pretty damn frustrating for me. Sarah and I used to have a pretty active sex life and this has been as hard on her as well as it has been for me. I have tried to well you know do things to give her pleasure but it just not the same and I have no feeling at all when she touches my penis. It’s a terrible thing to happen to a man son. A terrible thing." Mac said.

"That is a real bummer man. It must be so frustrating," I replied.

"Yeah a real bummer," Pierre said. "I can’t imagine how awful that just be for you Uncle Mac."

"Well I still have my life and am in relatively good health overall so I need to remember those blessings boys. At least it was good while it lasted." Mac said as Sarah entered the dining room.

"What was good while it lasted?" she said as she placed this huge pound cake which was drizzled with caramel sauce down on the table by her chair.

"I am not sure you want me to say Sarah," Mac said.

"OK. Well then who would like some of my homemade pound cake?" Sarah said.

"We do!" all of us said raising our hands in the air.

"Mom wins a blue ribbon almost every year at the county fair with this cake guys. It is so good," Van said eagerly anticipating the taste treat set on the table before us.

"Please mam just small piece for me," I said as I saw how big the slices she was cutting were.

She cut me a small piece as well as a small one for Mac and herself but Timmy, Van and Pierre all got humongous pieces and from the looks on their faces as they tasted their first bites this cake was almost better than SEX!

"No quite but almost my friend," Timmy whispered to me.

"Now boys we have never allowed whispering at this table. It is impolite and we have always made the whisperer tell what it was they were whispering," Sarah said looking at Timmy and I.

"Mom I am not sure you want to hear what they said. That is why they were whispering," Van said blushing with embarrassment.

"That is OK Van. Your mom is right. It is rude. I was watching Timmy eat his cake and from the look on his face and yours and Pierre’s I thought it was like the look he gets when he has an orgasm and I was wondering if it was better than sex or not as good." I said matter of factly keeping a very straight face.

"OH boy you tell it son. He got you there didn’t he Sarah!" Mac said laughed and cackling and hitting the sides of his chair. "Remember now Sarah before you get all riled up you did ask him to tell you what he said."

Sarah blushed as well and held her hand to her mouth and then started to laugh and giggle and soon we were all laughing and giggling. "You are right Mac and it serves me right for asking. That is probably a stupid rule isn’t it. I guess I learned my lesson. Thank you Tom for your honesty. So Timmy tell us now was it better than sex or not?"

Timmy choked on the piece of cake he was putting in his mouth and looked around the table and said, "Well mam it was a close second but no I would have to say it was not quite as good as an orgasm."

"Now that we have that settled who would like another piece of cake?" Sarah said proudly as Timmy, Van and Pierre held their plates out for another piece. We finished eating and talked about Pierre’s visit to the US, Van’s new job at Johnny and Billy’s house, the swim meet and of course the weather which had been spectacular this summer. We told them that our parents had returned and what a great time they had on their honeymoon. Then we helped clear the table and took everything into the kitchen.

"Thanks mom that was delicious as usual. We’re going upstairs for awhile. Anything you need for now?" Van said.

"No son. I am so glad you all were able to come over tonight. It has been so nice getting to know you a little bit better and I hope you won’t be stranger in our home. You are always welcome anytime even if Van is not here come on over for a spell and sit with us. We have a wonderful front porch and I make some great sweet tea and lemonade." Sarah said.

"That sound great Sarah. We’ll do that sometime." I said giving her a hug and a kiss.

"That goes for me too! I get tired copped up here all the time in this dang chair. I could use some young company every once in awhile. Not that you are old dear or that I ever get tired of your company" Mac said as we each kissed him on his stubbly cheek and gave him a hug,

We then followed Van and Pierre upstairs to Van’s attic apartment. Unlike Timmy and I he didn’t have to lock the door as he knew his dad could never come upstairs and his mom had no interest in invading his privacy.

Pierre went over and put on that same Rod Stewart’s CD where he sings all the old love song standards that Timmy had played for me. Timmy looked at me and smiled as we heard him sing.

"So you all up for some fun tonight?" Pierre said with a wicked grin on his face.

"Sure what did you have in mind?" Timmy said, "We have to leave around 10:30 PM so let’s get it on."

"Well you know how much I love to take it up the ass so how about you fuck me Timmy while Tom kneels over my face and lets me suck his gorgeous cock." Pierre said.

"Sounds like a plan. Then maybe we all can join in to take you over the edge," I said slipping off my sandals. We started to undress watching each other as clothes were deposited on the floor in small piles here and there. "So Van and Pierre how are you all with what’s gone on this past week? I mean with Pierre being bi-sexual and all. You cool with all that? Has it been a problem at all?"

"Oh it has been great fun having Pierre here 24/7 Tom. But we both know it’s just fun for us. I really like guys my age and I want to find a partner and well Pierre likes to fool around. It’s who he is inside and I am cool with that although I must admit I still am a bit jealous when he fucks a chick. In some way I wish we could be an item but I just don’t think he is ready to settle down. At least not yet." Van said as we stood there in a circle playing with our cocks and balls and making ourselves hard and excited. Van’s cock was so fat and juicy looking and I liked the light covering of hair all over his body. Pierre on the other hand had a monster cock. Eight inches of pure muscle jutting our hard and erect in front of him. Nice uncut French sausage ready to be sucked. He was proud of his dick and you could tell that by the way he handled himself.

"You have been screwing chicks while you have been here?" I asked.

"Damn Tom you have seen those women at the club. Shit man they were all over him. It was all he could do to keep them from pulling off his shorts right out there on the pool deck. He had to practically beat them off with a stick." Van said laughing.

"Yeah Timmy did mention they were all over you," I said.

"I couldn’t resist now could I and deny them all the pleasures of my big French cock." Pierre said stroking his hard penis with his curled fist and fluttering his long eyelashes in a seductive way.

"So who all did you get in the sack," Timmy said.

"Well lets see there was Mrs. Matlin and her daughter Frances. They took me home and I did one and then the other in separate rooms of course but they knew what was going on. It was sort of freaky if you ask me. And then Marcie Trillium and Mrs. Jones I think Nancy was her name. Shit guys she had me in the locker room so we weren’t on a first name basis and it was short and sweet but for an old broad she could really put out. She lifted up her skirt and had me fuck her hard up against the wall and then she went out to play bridge with the other ladies as if nothing had happened. She told me her husband was downstairs playing poker while we fucked. She was a real tiger guys. Then Jill Reed invited me over to her house while her parents were away and little did I know that she had invited 3 of her girlfriends over as well. Those girls really put the hurting on me guys and I was no good for anything that night was I Van," he said batting those long french eyelashes at Van and laughing that wonderful lilting laugh of his..

"No you weren’t man. You were pitiful that night for sure but hey I still took your ass man. The one part of you those girls can’t touch." Van said with a laugh.

"All this talk has made me really horny guys. Lets do it," Pierre said as he walked to the bed and lay down and raised his legs for Timmy’s entry into his back door. Van handed me a condom and I unrolled it down Timmy’s shaft lightly stroking him as I did making him shiver and squirt a few drops of precum in the process.

I kissed him and said, "Go for it man." The I went and straddled over Pierre and lowered myself so I was sitting on his chest. He took my hard cock into his mouth and I leaned forward letting myself fall into his warm wet throat. I could feel him working his throat muscles around my cock and it was great and then all of a sudden he closed them down real hard making me gasp with pleasure as he felt Timmy enter his ass hole and began to slide his cock deep inside that french ass.

Oh my this French guy could pleasure a cock with his throat like I had never been pleasured before. I leaned my hands on the head board of the bed with my arms stretched out straight in front of me and slowly but deliberately thrust my hips forward and back, forward and back forcing my hard cock in and out of his tight throat and lips. I could hear Timmy grunting softly behind me as he worked his cock in and out of Pierre’s tight ass hole. My eyes were closed and I was trying to feel every pleasurable moment of this incredible cock sucking experience.

I opened my eyes and saw Van standing there next to the bed. He was slowly stroking his short but fat cock and I could see the precum leaking out of the tip of his penis. He was watching Timmy fuck his cousin and the smile on his face told me he liked what he saw. He then turned his head to glance at me and saw me looking at him.

"He can really suck cock can’t he Tom?" Van said softly.

I nodded my head affirmatively as I felt myself slipping and sliding down that long slope towards orgasm. As much as I tried desperately to prolong the moment and back pedal I knew it was a lost cause. My nuts were boiling over and I was about ready to shoot my hot load of sweet creamy jizz deep into Pierre’s waiting throat.

I clenched my abdominal muscles as tight as I could in one last desperate effort to halt my orgasm if but for a few more seconds of this incredible pleasure I was feeling but it was no use and I cried out "Yes I’m cumming," loudly a few times as I felt the explosion of my orgasm shooting out of my ball sacs, up through the shaft of my hard dick and out and into that warm soft wet throat where Pierre started to desperately swallow and swallow and swallow my cum not missing a thrust or choking at all.

"Oh shit that was incredible man. It was so freaking radical," I said exhausted with the effort.

"Pull out Tom and let him breath. I will finish you off," Van said softly as I backed out of Pierre’s throat and Van dropped to his knees beside me to pump the last remaining drops of my cum onto his tongue. When he finished with me he helped me lift my leg and get off of Pierre’s chest so Timmy could press down on his legs and fuck him harder.

Pierre looked at me and said, "Merci beaucoups! Thanks Tom. Mon Dieux! Jesus your cum is so sweet. Like fresh pure milk cream. Ohhh Timmy fuck me man. Finish me off. Damn you are good," Pierre said as he rolled his head back and forth letting Timmy the master of the fuck work his ass with his hard cock. I saw Timmy clench his teeth and contort his face as he lost his load slamming into Pierre’s soft but firm butt cheeks over and over again finally releasing all of his pent up jizz. He pushed down on Pierre’s outstretched legs forcing himself deep inside as he lost it all.

When he was finished he sat back on his heels which in turn pulled his cock out of Pierre’s ass. I reached in to strip the condom filled with his sweet cum off his cock and dispose of it in the nearby trash can.

"Damn that was so good," Timmy said with a satisfied sigh. "Now let’s take this French boy over the hill and through the woods and push him right over the edge into that canyon of love. Come on guys help me out here. Tom you grab his cock and I’ll work the tip and Van you work his chest and nipples."

We didn’t have to be asked twice or really told what to do as we set to work on Pierre. I took that monster piece of man flesh in my fist and slid my circled fingers down to the very base and then squeezed as tight as I could trapping all the blood inside his hard pulsing cock. Damn it was huge and you could see it pulsing and beating. The tip was red and engorged with blood as Timmy set to work rubbing it and circling the lip with his fingers.

"OHHHHHH" Pierre screamed as he lifted his hips about 6 inches off the bed and threw his head backwards into the pillow. Van was working on Pierre’s nipples which were erect and hard and I was keeping as tight a hold on that cock as I could. It was a handful but I was up to the task at hand I thought to myself. Timmy spared Pierre no mercy as he rubbed that sensitive head with the palm of his hand and every once in awhile took it in his mouth the tickle it with the tip of his tongue. Pierre was bucking and moaning and crying out with the pleasure he was feeling begging Timmy to stop and at the same time urging him on not wanting what he was feeling to ever stop.

His eyes rolled back in his head and his mouth was open in a silent scream of pleasure and pain and his tongue was falling out of his mouth to the side and drool was coming out of the side of his mouth and dripping down his face onto the pillow. He passed out and his body began to twitch and shake as every nerve was controlled by what Timmy was doing to the very tip of his cock. Timmy was like the marionette master as he rubbed and sucked Pierre’s cock head. My hand finally grew tired and I let off some of the pressure and gobs of cum began to spew out of the tip. Pierre didn’t shoot his load but he lost it just the same as it flowed out of the piss slit like a river of sweet molten creamy white cum. It flowed down the shaft and over my fist and into his pubes and kept flowing and flowing as Timmy, Van and I sat there transfixed with the sight of all that beautiful cum.

"Damn he can cum can’t he," Timmy said licking his fingers.

Van reached down and took some of Pierre’s cum on his fingers and licked them. "Yeah he is never shy about cumming. They could use him to fill all those chocolate eclairs they make in France!" We all laughed at the thought of that bakery!

I let go of his cock completely and raised my cum covered fist to my mouth and began to lick and taste that sweet salty cum. "That was awesome the way it didn’t shoot but just flowed out of his cock." I looked at Van and my eyes traveled down to his crotch where I could see his hard fat cock was just waiting and begging for some attention. "Damn Van lay down man and let Timmy and I take you to the same place Pierre is in right now. That is if you are ready, willing and able."

Van lay down in an instant beside his French cousin and held Pierre’s hand. Timmy and I took our positions and this time we reversed ourselves and I saw Timmy reach out his fist to close it around Van’s short but very fat cock. He had an incredible strong grip and Van’s cock increased about two times in size as he tightened his hold trapping all the blood inside that huge piece of meat.

Van’s cock head swelled in size along with his shaft and was almost the size of my fist as I spit into the palm of my hand and placed my cupped fist onto of that purple red knob of pleasure. As I felt the contact of my palm against that knob Van screamed out my name and told me to rub it hard and take him quickly over the edge. I did as I was told and soon I was rubbing that head with all my energy making Van dance on the bed below me. His whole body was shaking and twisting and contorting and bucking and thrusting as I massaged the head of his hard dick. He was tossing his head back and forth and moaning loudly as I worked that cock.

It didn’t take Van long to float off to the place we go when we jump over the edge of sexual pain and pleasure. He was flying and I was the pilot and his cock was the joy stick of love. I nodded to Timmy and he released his grip on Van’s enormous cock which immediately began shooting ropes of cum all over his hairy chest, abs and pubes. Damn what a lovely mess he was as I watched the jizz hit his body and drip down into that forest of curly brown hair. Van stopped shaking and the smile on his face was peaceful and content as he lay their with Pierre holding hands. Both of then were in another place. A place of dreams and contentment and Timmy and I had taken them on their journey.

"Shit look at them Tom. They are going to have to take a shower to get rid of all that cum. Damn man was that cool or what?" Timmy said.

"That was way cool man. Way cool. Why don’t you get a warm wash cloth anyway so we can clean up some of this jizz," I said. "I’ll stay here in case one of them wakes up."

Timmy jumped up off the bed and ran into the bathroom. I could hear the water running in the sink and I just sat there watching Van and Pierre sleep. They looked so content and so peaceful laying there next to each other. I wish Phillip had been here to capture this on film. What a photo session that would have been. It could have been a whole section on our web site. This picture I saw as I looked at them laying there together could certainly speak a thousand words. Timmy came back into the room and sat down on the bed and looked at our sleeping boys.

"They look so peaceful don’t they Tom?" he said as we watched them.

"Yeah they do." I said as I saw Pierre start to wake up. He smiled at us when he realized where he was and opened an eye to see what was going on.

He moaned softly and then said, "Mon Dieux mes amis. Thanks you so much for that ride. I felt like I was floating above the world and all was so peaceful and good. It was all so good as I floated along and I could see everyone down below." Pierre said. He turned his head to look at Van beside him. "So you took him to that place as well. I am so happy for him."

"Hey man we thought about trying to clean you up but shit there is just to much cum man and all this hair so you are going to have to take a shower." Timmy said with a grin. "I don’t think this little wash cloth is going to do the trick."

"No I don’t think so as well my friends. Thank you so much for everything." Pierre said. I saw him glance at the clock and I knew it was almost time for us to leave if we wanted to get to Mason’s house on time.

"Look I’ll be here with Van when he wakes up. You have to go. We’ll talk again before I have to leave all right. And thanks from the both of us. This is a night we will both remember for a long time to come," Pierre said taking the wash cloth from Timmy’s outstretched hand.

Timmy and I got up and started to find our clothes and soon we were dressed and saying goodbye to Pierre. We walked quietly down the stairs so as not to wake up Mac and Sarah. We went outside and the warm night air felt good as we walked to Timmy’s car.

"Wow that was amazing wasn’t it? The way that cum came out of Pierre’s cock was so radical man. Like a river of pure garde A number 1 French cum!" I said with a giggle.

"It was awesome and now we have to go to Mason’s house and face all those guys. Shit that will be a contrast won’t it?" Timmy said as he started the car and we drove out of the driveway. "Look man I am there to back you up but I will follow your lead OK. Whatever you think is best about outing us to these guys is OK with me."

"OK man. I am not sure what the hell I am doing but we will see how it goes and where it goes." I said settling back into my seat to think about what was about to happen. Would I fuck it up? What would I say? What would Mason do? What would all these guys I hardly knew do? How would they react to my request for their punishment? Lots of questions were flowing around my brain as we drove along in silence. The warm moist summer air was blowing in the windows as we drove along thinking our thoughts.

As we turned on to Mason’s street I could see a few cars parked in front of his house and in his driveway. I started to breath hard and heavy anticipating what was going to happen in the next hour or so. I tried not to be nervous but I was. I took a few deep cleansing breaths as I learned in acting class and heard Timmy join me.

We parked and Timmy turned to me and laid his hand on my shoulder and said. "Tom take some more deep breaths. It’s is going to be OK. You have a pure heart. A heart of gold and you are only trying to help Ralph, Mason and all these guys to own up to what they did and make some sort of amends for their actions. It may be the first time any of them has ever had to answer to anyone for their actions and that is a good thing to get it out in the open and not hide it. They are all so used to making their own rules and being their own country almost this is going to be hard for them to accept but I am here for you and I have your back no matter what. Got that?"

I leaned over and we kissed briefly. "Yeah I know you are there. Thanks man for being my lover, my partner and most importantly my best friend. Now let’s do this thing!" We got out of the car and hand in hand walked up the driveway and around the corner to the deck in the back of the house. I could see Mason had lit some Tiki torches and everyone was there sitting around the deck on the benches. They were not talking at all. The mood was quiet and morose. They were all there. Jeremy Wilkerson, Mason, Sean Packer, Brice Jameson, Mike Reams, Will Chapman and Jimmy Martin. From the looks on their faces they weren’t altogether a happy bunch.

All eyes were on Timmy and I as we made our way onto the deck and took seats on a bench facing them and sitting next to Mason. I put my hand on Mason’s shoulder and smiled at him. I could feel how tense he was and how nervous he was. He was almost at the point of tears but wasn’t there yet. His body was shaking and he was a nervous wreck. He reached over and grabbed a bottle of water he had on the table beside him and handed one to Timmy and me. I cracked the lid and took a drink and then breathed hard and started on my speech that I had been practicing in my head.

"Thanks for coming here tonight although I can tell from your looks that none of you really want to be here and are here under pressure. But that is OK. Our intention is to make something you did a little over a year ago better if we can. That is entirely up to you. Timmy and I don’t want to ‘cause anyone any more pain than has already been done here but we do have a few things to say and then it will be up to you as to what you will do or not do. I want to stress that it is entirely up to you. You are all big boys and can decide what you will or won’t do. We are simply going to make some suggestions but in the end it is your choice and your choice alone. Everyone OK with that?" I said looking around the group.

The stares I was getting were not kind loving stares but it was to late to turn back now so on I went. "Mason came to me the other day and told me he wanted to talk to me about how he was feeling inside. This past year has been hard on him as he struggled with his own sexuality and with his regret and remorse over what he had done to Ralph Marshall. It was in fact eating him up from the inside out and he was putting his life in danger. From our conversation together it came out that he was one of the participants in the brutal beating of Ralph Marshall in the locker room last year. I am sure that none of you really are aware of just what you did to Ralph. Mason didn’t know and Ralph’s parents moved out of town so quickly that no one really had a chance to really find out what went on that afternoon. Ralph never said a word to anyone about what you did and who you were. He knew but he never said a thing which makes him a pretty good guy in my estimation. He could have told but he didn’t."

I paused to take a sip of water and then continued, "I have been in touch with Ralph since my conversation with Mason and just for your information I am going to tell you exactly what you did to him. Together you broke 4 of his ribs. You also broke his ankle in 4 places by jumping up and down on it and stomping on it. It is now wired together but Ralph will always walk with a limp for the rest of his life. Some of you kicked and punched him in the balls so hard and so many times that he lost one of his testicles. Then some of you broke his arm which is also wired back together but will always be a bit twisted and bent for the rest of his life."

I paused again and looked at the group. Some of their eyes were wide open with the shock of what I was saying but some had closed down and were defiant as they told themselves inside it wasn’t them and it was OK. "And as if that wasn’t enough you peed on him and made him drink your urine. Oh my God you made Ralph drink your piss Will. And then as if that wasn’t enough Jeremy here had the bright idea since you thought Ralph was a fudge packer and all that you would take a dump on him and smear your shit all over his body. And the rest of you watched as your friends and your buddies did this to a kid and for what? For what I ask you?"

No one had an answer and they were silent. Jeremy had his head down and Will looked really embarrassed as well he should. "No answers so I will tell you then. You did this to a young innocent Freshmen all because he was looking at Mason’s cock just like everyone looks at everyone’s crotches in the locker room. You have all done it and if you say you haven’t then you are liars as well as sadistic bastards. And you know what is the most amazing part of this story is that just a few minutes before Mason Ctrizer here had been looking at Brice Jameson’s crotch and Brice you had called him on it. Yeah your best buddy and big man on campus, Mason Critzer, was looking at Brice’s cock. But did you break his ribs for looking at your precious cock? NO! Did you bust his ankle in 4 places for comparing his balls to yours? No! Did you make Mason Critzer drink your piss and have your shit smeared all over him because he was looking at your cock and your balls? No you didn’t. But when Mason was so embarrassed and so freaked out at having been caught looking at you when he saw Ralph Marshal looking at him he freaked and then you all joined in and brutally and savagely attacked him like the cowards you are. Think about it. Think about what you did and the terror and pain you caused to Ralph that afternoon all because he made the simple mistake of looking at Mason crotch."

"You know Ralph wasn’t truly gay. He had never been with a man or done anything with another guy. He was curious and he wondered about himself sure but all he did was look and for that you all changed his life forever." I continued.

"The other night Ralph tried to describe to me in words the terror he felt when he saw Sean come back into the shower room with that aluminum baseball bat and he knew then what you were going to do with it and at that moment he knew he was going to die. He felt it so strongly and he could see it in Sean’s eyes as he walked in the room hitting the bat against his hand and smiling. Mason told me he also felt that if you had gone through with that rape with the bat you all would have killed Ralph. I am not sure and none of us will ever know what might have happened."

I took another break to let my words sink in. Mason was softly sobbing next to me and I could see Mike Reams and Jimmy Martin wipe a few tears from their eyes. "And then big macho guys that you are what did you do next? Oh I think this is the best part of all. Just when you were all set to ram a huge baseball batt up Ralph Marshall’s virgin asshole you heard a noise and you knew someone was coming so what did you do? You ran like the chicken shit cowards you really are. Did you try and get some help for Ralph as he lay there on the shower room floor covered with feces and piss and bleeding and hurt? Did you call for some help? No! What you did do was run home and drink some beers and talk about how macho you were to have saved the world from another pervert homo freak. You sure taught him a lesson didn’t you? Seven big macho athletes against one small kid. That was really manly of you wasn’t it? You really proved to the world how tough you were that afternoon didn’t you?"

"Not that any of you probably care but Ralph is doing as well as can be expected. His parents moved him to a different city and he has a new life there. But he still has nightmares about that afternoon. And he still walks with a limp and he still has a bent and broken arm and he still walks around with only one testicle for the rest of his life. He didn’t really want to talk with me about that afternoon but I forced him to confront those daemons he faces every day and he did. And yes Ralph knows now that he is gay and he works to help other young gay students in his high school come to terms with their feelings. So why are you here I am sure you are asking each yourselves at this moment? What does this guy want from me? We don’t even know this guy very well so what does he have to do with all of this? Why should we listen to him?"

I took another drink of water, "Well I am of course going to tell you and then let you make up your minds what you are going to do. I know already what Mason is going to do because he told me himself. He wants to repent from what he did. He knows he can’t ever take back what he did but he does want to show some remorse and make some amends if possible. He wants to find some peace within himself. And just so there is no mistake about it and so you all know Mason Critzer is gay. He is gay and that is who he is. He is still the same guy you have always known and hung out with but he is gay. And just so you know I am gay as well and Timmy Hamilton is another gay man in your midst. Timmy and are not only brothers now that our parents have gotten married but we are also lovers, partners for life and best friends. We are proud of who we are and what we are. We aren’t ashamed and we would hope that each of you could accept that and deal with it."

"So anyway part of Mason’s penance is going to be admitting to the town and the world here in Harrisonburg Virginia what he did. He is going to go to the principle of the school and perhaps the sherif and tell them what he did and ask them to decide what the next step is. He would like for you to go with him and take part and take ownership in the terrible thing each of you did last year but he is not going to force you or make you. You don’t have to be afraid of your good names because just like Ralph never told a soul your names Mason is not going to tell anyone your names either. And neither will Timmy or I. If none of you choose to go with him he will say he did it all himself and take all the blame. He would like your support but he is not requiring it. In addition Mason is going to go in front of the congregation of St. Peters Episcopal Church and tell them what he did and ask their forgiveness. And at some point in September he is going to fly out to address Ralph’s school about what he did to Ralph and what he learned from what he did. he is going to do some research on hate crimes and the pain they cause every day in our country and what we can do to stop them."

I could hear some sobs from a few of the guys and saw some remorse on some of their faces and feelings I couldn’t describe on others as we sat there in silence thinking about what I just said. Finally Mason broke the silence, "Look guys I am sorry for what I did. I freaked that day when Brice saw me looking at his cock. I was so scared of what I was inside and I just freaked when I saw Ralph looking at me. I never wanted that to happen or ever imagined it would happen but as Tom said I can’t take it back. We can’t take it back. It happened and I was there and you were too! I am still scared about my parents and what they will say. I am terrified about my coach and my teammates back at UVA and what they will say about having a gay guy on the lacrosse team. Playing lacrosse and being on the team mean more to me than anything else in my whole world but I am willing to give all that up to do what is right if I have to. And I am so sacred that you guys will dump me. We have been friends for so long and I don’t want to lose any of you but I have to do this or I will go insane and never be able to live with myself. I hope you understand." he was crying now and the tears were streaming down his cheeks.

I felt Timmy put his hand over top of my hand which was resting on my thigh. It felt good and I could feel his energy and his support as we sat there letting the guys make their decisions.

Will Chapman was the first to speak. His voice cracked as he spoke, "I am with you Mason." He looked at Timmy and me and said, "Not a day goes by that I don’t think about that afternoon and what a fucking coward I was. I could have stopped it. Any of us could have stopped it but we didn’t. I am truly sorry. It was so fucked up that day. That wasn’t me but it was me you know?"

Brice Jameson was next and said, "I wish we weren’t here having this conversation but yeah I am with you Mason. I am sorry I started it with what I said to you. Shit we all looked at each other and I don’t know why I said that to you. If I could take it back I would."

Then Mike Reams said through his tears, "Ah fuck man. I was so stupid that afternoon. You are so right Tom. I am a coward. I’ll be the first to admit it. I am a fucking coward through and through. It’s time I acted like a man."

Then Jimmy Martin spoke up and said, "Oh shit I don’t want to do this but damn I guess I really don’t have a choice if I want to live with myself. I am with you man whatever happens."

So it was down to Sean Packer and Jeremy Wilkerson. Jeremy spoke first, "So will I have to tell everyone at church and all about me taking a dump on him and smearing it around with my hands?"

Mason replied, "I think we will have to let the principle or the sherif speak to that issue Jeremy. I can’t really say. But I think some of the details are best left unsaid and that might be one of them. I am not sure anyone really needs to know that detail."

"Well OK then. Whatever happens I was there and I did it. I admit at the time I wanted to hurt that kid. Shit I didn’t even know him at all but I really wanted to hurt him because he perved on you man. I know it was stupid and wrong and I know it was wrong. Shit I know I have a problem with violence. Why do you think I can’t ever keep a girlfriend? Damn I need some help and maybe this is just what I need to get it. I know it is no excuse but well my old man has been beating on me and my mom for years and I just can’t stop once I get started. I do need some help guys." Jeremy said with his eyes and head bowed.

"So how do we know they aren’t making up all this shit just to put it all on us guys," Sean said. "I mean how do we know any of this is true? Tell me how we know it’s true? All this shit about what we did to Ralph could be made up by this frigging faggot here." He pointed at me, "Why the hell should we listen to some fag guys. We all know they will lie at the drop of a hat. It’s in their nature. Everyone knows that!"

"Sean listen to yourself and listen to what all of us have said here tonight. We know it’s fucking true because we were there man. We know what we did and what we would have done if we hadn’t heard that noise. Even you can see that I hope," Mason said.

"Well fuck all of you guys. I wanted to hurt that little bastard. He was a queer and he deserved it. All you fucking faggots deserve what you get so don’t come crying to mama when you get hurt. It is wrong and God is just using me to punish you for your sins. It’s wrong man. It says so right in the bible and you all know it. You have heard it and you know it so don’t let them turn you against what you know with their fancy words and shit. They make me sick to my stomach. Don’t let these queers turn you against your friends man. And you Timmy Hamilton you are so fucked up if you think you are queer man. Shit what have they done to you?" Sean said standing up and swinging his arms as he spoke. Spittle was coming out of his mouth as he yelled at us.

Will Chapman who was the least likely to speak up against a guy like Sean Packer stood up then and said, "Sean why don’t you leave then. You have made your point and made yourself clear. We don’t need to hear you call any names at any of us. But remember this Sean and remember it well if you walk away tonight you walk away from all of us forever and none of us better ever hear you say one thing about Mason, Tom, Timmy or any of us because if you do and we hear about it you will then have to answer to all of us and we know your secret man. We know you wanted to kill Ralph. All of us could see it in your eyes man. We knew and we will never forget that look as long as we live. Don’t you forget either. Not as long as you live man. I think I can speak for all of us on this Sean."



Sean looked at Will wide eyed at his outburst and the strength he was showing in his words and gestures. He looked around at the group and they all nodded one by one. "Well fuck all of you. Fuck you all! Fuck you and I hope you all burn in hell where you belong along with all the other faggots and queers and spics and lesbos and Jews. You can’t see how they are brainwashing you can you? What losers you are. Fuck you all and don’t worry about me I will never say a word about any of you fucking queer lovers. You are pathetic and you all deserve each other." He then turned and ran off the deck and out of the yard. We watched him leave in silence.

Will turned to Mason and said, "So what is our next move Mason? You tell us what to do?"

Mason looked at me and said, "Well Tom and I will and maybe Timmy will call Mr. Richards at the school to see what he suggests we do next and then we will let you know and take it from there. I want each of you to know how much I appreciate your support. I was so afraid you would cut me lose and let me drift out there all by myself. I was completely ready for that. I am sorry I doubted you and your friendship." Mason was weeping as he talked.

"Shit Mason we have been a crew for a long time and it is time we showed ourselves that we are men enough to take our punishment and move on. I for one am ready to move on." Will said giving Mason a hug. Then Jeremy, Mike, Jimmy and Brice all came over and they gave each other a GRUG.

Timmy and I stood up and we hugged everyone in turn. There were tears and I could feel their remorse as we hugged and said good-bye. Mason hugged me tightly and then Timmy. "Thanks guys. Damn I could never have done it without you and I would have probably taken my life if I had to go on living this nightmare I have been living this past year. I can’t ever thank you enough for saving me from myself guys. You are true friends even if we aren’t really close friends. I will never forget you." Mason told me looking me in the eyes and wiping a few tears off his cheeks.

"Well Mason I guess that is what I was put in your life to do. Help you see what you did and take responsibility for it. Look I’ll call Mr. Richards on Monday and see what we can set up and then let all of you know. I know that Ralph would thank you for what you did here tonight. I know it took a lot of courage and guts to stand up and admit what you did. All of you could have taken the easy way out and acted like Sean but you didn’t and I thank you for that. I am sure you all know nothing will ever erase completely what you did to Ralph but this is a start in the right direction. But I hope you know tonight was the easy part of all of this. Now comes the hard part. Admitting it to everyone in this town. Your parents, your friends, your teachers and complete strangers. That is going to be really hard. Harder than any of you can imagine. Your parents and others are going to want you to recant and say it isn’t true." I said to the group.

Will spoke up as the apparent group leader at this point and said, "Tom and Timmy thanks. I can’t believe I said what I said. I am usually the follower and never the leader but you gave me the courage to speak out tonight and for that I am grateful to you both. I truly am sorry for the part I played last year and I hope when you talk with Ralph you tell him that. That was such a fucked up thing to do but it happened and I was right there in the middle punching and kicking."

"OK then we will see you later. Oh yeah by the way in case you might be interested or have little sisters or brothers who like to hear a book being read aloud Timmy is going to read at the library tomorrow at 10 AM and you all are welcome. If you haven’t heard him read before he is amazing." I said.

"Yeah my little brother has been talking about you non stop for two weeks man. He was there for your last story. I’ll be there for sure," Jeremy said.

"Timmy and Tom thanks for coming out to us tonight. I know that took a lot of guts to do that to us and I for one support you. I am sorry for what I did and thanks for giving me an out. Thanks for giving us all an out. I would have hated to carry this secret around all my life weighing me down." Brice said.

We said our goodbyes and Timmy threw his arm over my shoulder and I placed my around his back as we walked off the deck and around the corner of the house towards the street and Timmy’s car. We walked in silence but we could feel each others positive energy and love flowing from one to the other. I think we had righted a terrible wrong here tonight and I felt pretty good about our small part in what had happened. I regretted Sean and his behavior but felt that 1 out of 7 wasn’t bad when I was expecting all of them except Mason to run the other way and deny their guilt.

We split up to get in the car and then just sat in silence for a few minutes. "Sean will have to live with himself Tom. We can’t let him or his words bring us down. Remember they are just words and we know the truth. I feel so sorry for his closed minded mind and the way he has been taught to think and act like he did tonight. That is the real crime." Timmy said.

"Yeah I know you are right man. I just always want things to turn out perfectly and I know that is not real life but it is my dream," I said. "I think I will call Ralph. It shouldn’t be to late with the time difference and all." I got out my cell phone and pulled up Ralph’s number and speed dialed it.

"Hey Tom what’s up?" Ralph said answering on the fourth ring.

"Hi Ralph. Look I just wanted to let you know that we had our meeting with all the guys at Mason’s house. It went very well considering what we had to say. Everyone is going to admit their involvement to the authorities except for Sean Packer who called us a bunch of names, condemned us to hell and ran off. Everyone else really showed true remorse Ralph for what they did. They know they can’t take it back but they are really sorry and wanted me to let you know that. All of them are willing to come out to Denver and talk to your entire school if you still want that to happen and can set it up." I told him.

He was quiet for a few minutes and then I heard him breath hard and then start to weep. I let him cry on the phone for a few minutes until he said, "Thanks Tom. I didn’t know how I would feel when you called but damn man all my pent up emotions are coming out man. I wish you were here so I could get a hug but thanks for what you did. I will forever be in your debt for lifting this terrible weight off my chest and getting it out of my life. I am ready to forgive and move on and that feels good. It really does man. Look I think I have to call a friend of mine now and get some real live in person hugs. I’ll be in touch about setting up an assembly at school this fall. I think this should be made known to everyone and used as a lesson in tolerance and acceptance and forgiveness for the whole school and not just for the gay students. Not sure how the principle will see it but it can’t hurt to ask."

"Damn Ralph you are the best. I wish I would have know you better back in school. Now go and be with your friend. You deserve it. Let it out with him and tell him everything. Don’t keep anything back man. Let it all out. Cry for hours man. You have kept it closed up for to long," I said hanging up.

"Damn he is a better man that I am," Timmy said as he started the car and pulled away from the curb. "You feel like a run man?"

I nodded my head yes and we drove to the park in silence. We got out and kicked off our sandals and stripped our t-shirts off. Then headed over to the track walking gingerly across the cinders to the soft cool damp infield grass. We did a few warm-ups and then just headed out running and running to clear our heads and our bodies and fill ourselves with positive energy. I felt it flowing into my body each time I breathed a breath and pumped my legs and arms. We ran together as a pair. Separate yet together at the same time. Finally we stopped and walked around catching our breath and resting our hands on our knees and bending over to breath and slow our bodies back down. I felt so good.

Timmy looked up at me and smiled and reached out his hand and I gave him mine and we walked back to the car hand in hand not needing to break the silence with words that could never say what we were feeling right now. We drove home and parked the car, went inside and up the stairs quietly. The house was silent as we made our way up to our attic love nest under the eaves. I latched the door as we went through and followed Timmy up the stairs and into our bedroom where we stripped our clothes off. We quickly peed, brushed our teeth and headed for our nice soft yet firm bed where we fell into each others arms and pulled the cool crisp white sheet up and over ourselves.

I grabbed Timmy in a hug as he grabbed me and still we did not say a word. How could words express our love for each other adequately? They couldn’t. How could words say what I felt for Timmy and what he felt for me? They couldn’t. So we were silent as he lay together pressing our two bodies into one and kissing each other quietly.

Then I was gone. I was asleep with my tongue inside his mouth and his inside mine. I was drifting off and I was asleep and in dreamland. A land where everything was so wonderful. Where there was no hatred. No war, No jealousy. No fighting. No terror. No one was hungry. All were fed. All were healthy. Was it a dream? Could it be real? Could we make it real here in our home and with our family and our friends? Could we share that love and that peace with those around us so that it would spread and spread and someday take over the world? I knew in my heart of hearts the answer was YES! Yes we could do it and I would use everything part of my being to try and make it happen. That would be my goal in life. My quest so to speak. Spread the love and create a new world order of love and compassion and connection with everyone. No one would be left outside our world. All would be invited in to share in this love. Oh yes it was good.....

 

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Re: My Best Friend - Chapter 36 - Friday

I have to hand it to you Tom, you are one Hell of a writer.
The entire chapter was absolutely wonderful, but the emotional awakening at Mason's house broke my heart and drained my soul.
I guess we all at one time or another most of us have done something hateful to someone else (hopefully not as bad) and your rendering brought back some memories and regrets.
If only we all could undone the damage we might have done to other people.
I hope your healing is still progressing well. It certainly hasn't impacted on your story telling abilities, if anything you get better with each chapter.
We'l be looking forward to the next installment. I feel like one of the kids Timmy reads to. I don't want it to end.