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"Off Limits"

* * * * CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE * * * *

Dominick woke up around 1:00pm. Even with the blinds closed in his room, the sunlight bounced off the walls as if he was standing outside. On a normal day, Derek would have woken up before him, came into his room, and tickled him until he woke up. Today wasn’t a normal day, though.

He grabbed his laptop from beside his bed and logged onto Facebook. There were several comments on his anger-induced update from the night before. It had actually turned into a neat little argument between his friends back home and his friends in Brooklyn.

Lindsey: :( I’m sorry, babe!
Derek’s Mom: Don’t give up, things will turn around!
Alyssa: Things will not turn around. Come home where you’re loved and feel important to everyone. I love you!!
Derek’s Mom: Way to be positive and supportive, Alyssa.
Toni: Well I would say until you've experienced EVERYthing you came to Brooklyn to experience you shouldn't give up. What you left will still be there down the line...Keep ur head up Dom, it all works itself out :)
Tessa: Don't give up!! Things will turn around, you just have to keep trying! Eventually everything will work itself out. You didn't move all the way out here, just to give up! Besides we won't let you leave anyways, we kinda like having you around ;)
Derek’s Mom: Dom, you just need to refocus. Remember why you moved in the first place. The drama you left behind is still here, and the real friends that are here are still your friends and will be no matter where you live. When life hands you limes - grab a Corona!
Claire: You are loved no matter where you are. :)

The whole thing just brought all the emotions from last night back to surface. He was doing a tightrope walk between anger, disappointment, and regret. Suddenly his tattoo became ironic in the biggest ways.

His phone rang and he was surprised to see Jennifer’s name on the caller ID. They had worked together while Dominick was a senior in high school and shortly after. She managed a dance company and had been trying to get him to move to Los Angeles for years to work for her.

“Hey Jen! How are you doing?” Dominick answered cheerfully.

“Dom! I’m great! How about you?” She asked.

“Ehh. Doin’ alright. What’s up?” Dominick asked. They were friendly, but not the type to just call and chat.

“Well I just moved back to LA. I don’t know if you heard, but I was doing a project in Europe for about a year.” She started explaining.

“Oh yeah, I did hear about that actually.” Dominick remembered aloud.

“Anyway, I’m back in LA now and trying to get the dance company up and running again. I was wondering if you were interested in helping out!” She asked.

“That would be great! You mean from LA or here?” Dominick asked. His mind was running wild now.

“Well I still have to look for a house and get settled in LA, so from home for now. But you know I’d love to have you in LA soon!” Jennifer cheered.

“I’d like that, too, actually.” Dominick smiled.

“Oh really? Things not going well in Brooklyn?”

“Ehh. Things aren’t really working out. I need a job.” Dominick evaded.

“Well there ya go. Two birds with one stone. I’ll start e-mailing you stuff today and we’ll work out the pay and details via e-mail, okay?” She sounded thrilled.

“That would be great! Talk to you soon!” Dominick smiled into the phone as she hung up.

He decided to share the good news with Claire. He explained that he’d be doing work for her remotely until she got settled with the intention of relocating to Los Angeles soon. She agreed that it was a better opportunity and encouraged him to go with it. Dominick was genuinely excited.

He stepped out of his room and looked around. The coast was clear. He bolted for the bathroom. On his way out of the bathroom he bumped into Derek, though. So much for that stealthy mission.

“Are you leaving?” Derek asked bluntly.

“Not yet. Why?” Dominick answered.

“Oh. Well you gotta do what you gotta do, I guess.” He said coldly and walked to his room.

That one stung a little. Why would he push so hard to get him to move out here for all this time if he didn’t care at all? What an asshole.

Dominick went back to his room and closed the door. He let out a heavy sigh and stared at the ceiling fan for several minutes. Hating the silence, he finally reached for his iPod. It was a Taylor Swift kinda day.

He got out of bed and started stretching on the floor. It had been a long time since he danced, let alone choreographed anything. After a decent stretch, he was carefully moving to the music. He didn’t want Aunt Cindy to hear him downstairs, so most of his bigger ideas stayed in his head.

His phone buzzed again. It was an e-mail from Facebook stating that he had an unread message from Derek. His heart jumped. Then he scolded himself for letting his heart jump before proceeding back to the computer.

He was surprised at the first sight of the message. It was very long for Derek. He usually stuck to short sentences and two-word responses.

“Soo… It’s easier for me to write things down instead of saying them. That’s why I didn’t say anything when we talked in the hallway. I’ll just go with it now. I’m not really sure where to start, so if this jumps around a lot I’m sorry. I have a lot of respect for you and trust you more than anyone. I knew I could actually talk to you, even if you didn’t like the topic much. I know I owe you a lot of sorry’s and a lot of thank you’s for everything. I can’t say I didn’t see this coming, though. I know you can’t really trust me.

I didn’t say anything about you leaving because it seemed like it’s what you wanted. I’m not going to try to stop you from doing something you want, even if it’s not what I want. If you decide to stay here, great. But if not, I’ll still support that decision.

As far as last night, I wish it didn’t happen but reality is that you can't ever just forget things like that. I wasn't tired, though, and was just waiting to sober up so I could drive normally. I apologize for all that and don't really expect you to get over it.

Anyways, I just hope you do what's best for you and you're happy with whatever decision it is that you make.”


Dominick read the message three or four times. He couldn’t decide how to respond, though. A big part of him wanted to go hug Derek and put it all behind them. But a big part of him was too scared of Derek now.


To be continued...
 
oh my gosh awsome chapter i think i see that there friendship will survive this i caint wait to read the next update.
 
The story keeps getting better! But just when I think something is going to happen you throw another twist in! Can't wait to see how this plays out.
 
You have a way with cliffhangers, SayWhat....

I agree wholeheartedly.....lol I think that if Derek wants Dom to stay he had better be talking to him in person and not on some social network.... This, now, is a chance for these two conflicted young men to establish their true feelings and get on with it. Dominick is letting his jealousy get in the way too often which may be offsetting for Derek. However, I understand that as I have gone through similar emotional roller coasters also. I really had the sense that Dom was going to be mugged. Thank goodness that didn't happen. I'm hanging on to some spindly little branch just over the cliffs edge, so, don't let me fall. Post the next installment in a hurry........lol

Craiger
 
Whew! The last few chapters have been kind of intense to write! Haha. I hate to leave you guys in a negative place in the story, so here's another short update!!


* * * * CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR * * * *

Dominick could visualize an angel on one shoulder and the devil on the other. A big part of him wanted to put his heart out on the line and risk it all one last time. Another part of him wanted to end everything and walk away before he got hurt again.

He knew he didn’t have the willpower to walk away from Derek, though. He’d have to say something so harsh that Derek would walk away from him. He shook his head at the thought.

Doing the smart thing instead of following his instincts hadn’t gotten him far in life. Granted, he made much more money than most people his age while he was working. But the truth was he wasn’t happy. And somehow Derek snapped him out of that. Right now he thought leaving was smart. But he WANTED to stay.

He sighed loudly as the cold plastic from the keyboard met his fingertips.

“Honestly, leaving isn’t what I want. I want to be here and I want you in my life, Derek. I wouldn't have left so much behind if that wasn't the truth. But I have to be honest. A big part of me thinks for the sake of self-preservation, leaving is the best option.

I promise I'm not always a bitchy person. I'm usually laid back and more fun. When little things come up, I usually talk to people or I ignore it for a day and I'm over it. But I'm afraid to talk to you because I don't want to cause drama, stress you out, or make it seem like I'm trying to be a parent. So I just stay quiet most of the time.

Unfortunately, that's backfired pretty horribly. Most people can't tell when I'm "cranky". If they notice something is "off", I just deny it and we move on. But since you notice these things and know better, it ends up being more dramatic than if we had just talked in the first place. That's my fault and I'm sorry.

I'm really insecure about my friendships. With how much people have been "warning" me, I'm even more hypersensitive when it comes to you. In fact, it's almost like I'm on the lookout for signs that they're all right. And that's not fair to you. I'm saying this so you can understand why I'm so jumpy, though.

This is going to be awkward, but I’m sure you already know that I have feelings for you. I'd deny it, but everyone has called me out on it already, so I'm sure you're fully aware as well. I've been trying to put up that wall for a while now, but it's kind of difficult to do between the hair pulling, nipple pinching, etc. I'm not complaining, but it kind of sends a confusing signal. I think we need to find a way to be comfortable with each other without creating any mixed feelings.

That, for the record, is also why "you and girls" will always be hard for me to deal with. I know you're straight, I know there's nothing between us, and I respect that. But it's still not something I enjoy witnessing first hand. However, most of the time when you bring it up, I'm not pissed off like you think... It just stings a little.

I'm sorry if this is overwhelming. I wouldn't tell most people a quarter of what I've said here. Not even my best girlfriends. I just want things to work out so we're both happy a majority of the time, whether we're living together or not.

I love you.”


He must have proof-read it a million times before he finally held his breath and hit the send button. That was it. His feelings were out in the open now. His stomach got queasy at the thought.

The last part of the message was not an exaggeration. Dominick had a strange philosophy about friends. Annoying family and coworkers had to be tolerated because there's nothing else that can be done. Friends were optional, though. It’s not that he didn’t value his friendships, but if they caused him more stress than happiness, he had no qualms with walking away from someone without a word.

About twenty minutes later, there was a knock at his door. When he pulled the door open, it was Derek staring at his own feet.

“Um… Hi.” Dominick finally said.

“Hi. I was just gonna make a pizza and I was wondering if you wanted to split it.” Derek replied nervously.

“Yeah… Pizza sounds good right now.” Dominick smiled.

After setting the timer on the oven for twenty minutes, they retreated back upstairs. Derek followed Dominick into his room. Instead of lying next to him like usual, he sat on the futon next to his bed. That was a red flag.

They had sat in silence before and it was never uncomfortable like it was now. Dominick was starting to regret putting everything on the line.

“Want to play Call of Duty?” Derek asked suddenly.

“Sure!” Dominick smiled and repositioned himself to sit on the edge of the bed.

Apparently they weren’t going to address the matter any further. Dominick couldn’t decide whether that was good or bad. It was nice to resume their friendship. But why couldn’t Derek just say something to confirm that there was nothing between them? He needed to hear it from Derek before he could put it to rest and start moving on. Maybe now just wasn’t the time...



To be continued...
 
Oh damn it. This is a chapter of love and hate. I love it because everything is out in the open and hate it because derek wont do any thing to let dominick know if he has any of the same feelings. ](*,)

All in all great update caint wait to read the next one. ..|..|..|
 
Now that everything is out in the open I wonder what will happen?

Another great chapter SayWhat!!
 
What a relief in knowing that their friendship is not completely on the rocks. Dominick has be open and honest and now he has to give Derek a little space to assimilate what has been brought out into the open. They say patience is a virtue and this is one time Dominick has to keep that patience. He has always "assumed" that Derek was straight, but there are many shades of gray in this world and if given a chance Derek may open up with the same honesty and emotional feelings towards Dominick. At least that's my hope........lol Love is not always easy. These two are finding that. Thanks, SayWhat, for not leaving us hanging.

Craiger
 
Fabulous story
Please spoil us and write more ASAP
Hands down the best story I have read
You're character development is realistic and well done
 
* * * * CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE * * * *

“So it’s been two full weeks… And nothing??” Valerie asked again.

“Not a word about it.” Dominick confirmed.

“Well what about the pinching and wrestling and stuff??”

“Ehh… That’s a tough one. He doesn’t pinch my nipples or pull my hair anymore, but he still touches me ALL THE TIME. Whether it’s little slugs on the shoulder or nudging me with his hip or elbow… It’s always something.” Dominick explained.

“Hmm. That is interesting. So you know he definitely read it because his behavior changed. Maybe you should just ask him face to face so he HAS to give you an answer.” She suggested.

“I don’t know. I’m not assuming he is confused about his orientation, but IF he is I don’t want to throw it in his face too much. Before I came out for the first time, I’d deny it to the death even with people I trusted fully. It’s not something you can strategically force out of someone.” He answered.

“I just don’t understand how he didn’t have the consideration to answer at all!”

“Maybe his change in behavior was his answer, Valerie.” Dominick said, finally admitting it to himself. That was his initial instinct, but he was trying not to fully realize it yet.

“The way I see it, there is one of two things occurring here. He’s either a sissy and isn’t ready to admit he has feelings for you, or he’s using you and he knows that once he squashes your infatuation with him, you’ll move on.” Valerie said bluntly.

“I honestly don’t know which of those is more likely. He told me when we first started getting to know each other that he never says ‘I love you’ unless he means it. I’ve seen him dodge that phrase with other people, so I believe that much.” Dominick explained.

“Let’s be real here. He has been sending out some pretty direct signals with you. You can’t try to tell me that he straddles all his guy friends and pinches their nipples. He’d get punched in the face. So he’s either doing it because he wants you or doing it to keep you wrapped around his finger.” Valerie’s tone changed. It wasn’t a simple gossip session anymore. She had taken a serious turn and there was stress in her voice. Dominick had enough stress on his mind, so it was time to change the subject.

“Well I guess time will tell. Thanks for hearing me out. I’ll call you tomorrow, okay?”

“Sounds good, hun. Take care!”



That night, Derek and Dominick were in a video game mood instead of a movie mood. They were playing a co-op shooter. Dominick was typically a competitive person but it was nice to be a team, even if it was just a game.

“You know what sounds good right now?” Derek randomly asked.

“Ice cream?” Dominick assumed, based on Derek’s last random craving.

“That too, but I was actually think of Italian Ice!” Derek’s eyes lit up with child-like excitement.

“I’ve never tried it.” Dominick confessed.

“What?!” Derek’s jaw almost dropped, “You better get your shoes on! We’re getting Italian Ice tonight!”

Derek took Dominick to a sandwich shop with an “Italian Ice” sign in the window. Apparently Italian Ice is a big deal around here! Derek ordered for both of them, shaking his head when Dominick reached for his wallet.

“Wow, this is really good!” Dominick approved.

“Told ya!” Derek smiled. Dominick noticed the same excitement in his eyes that Derek got before their physical activities. It was the cute bulldog face without the overbite.

The thought made him miss those days. As much as he wanted to stop the confusion and start moving on, he wanted to feel Derek’s touch even more. But this is what he asked for, after all.

Once again it was like Derek could read his thoughts. He playfully slapped the tops of Dominick’s hands as they sat on the table around his cup. Even a simple touch on the hand made his heart race. It was like taking a drink of cold water on a really hot day. He could feel it throughout his entire body.

Dominick probably should have just enjoyed the relapse for a moment and let it pass. But like any out-of-control addict, he wanted more. He started teasingly swatting Derek’s hands as they approached his. It progressed more and more until they were in a lighthearted slapfest, lightly slapping each other on the arms and cheeks.

They finally calmed down when other people in the restaurant started looking over their shoulders to see what the commotion was. Derek nodded toward the door and they both stood and made their way to the car. After starting the car, Derek reached over and punched Dominick on the lower thigh. Dominick returned a light punch to the upper arm. It wasn’t long until it grew into a friendly punching match.

Derek took a dramatic deep breath, like the Big Bad Wolf, and put on his bulldog face. He almost jumped across the center console, landing a hard pinch on Dominick’s left nipple. Dominick was shocked at first. This used to be a daily occurrence before their little Facebook conversation. But now it felt less naïve on Derek’s part, since all the cards were on the table.

Dominick couldn’t help but wonder, though… Would this be considered progress? Or did they just take two steps forward and one step back?



To be continued...
 
Awsome chapter. Hopefully in the next one Dereks true fellings for Dom will come through. Until then i can only dream lol. Great chapter SayWhat.
 
Another great chapter
Thank you so much for your hard work and dedication
and blessing us with you fabulous writing skills
I cannot wait for the next installment
 
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