electricchapel
Virgin
First of all, first post 
Anyway just some quick background knowledge, I just turned eighteen this week and decided to join the forum!
So, I haven't had a boyfriend, nor have I even had my first kiss yet. I despise it, I want someone, who doesn't? I go to college and I'm in my last year, coursework's heavy and I don't have a job, just wouldn't have the time for it. I'm out to everyone, but I'm still thinking my parents keep hoping I'll turn round and tell them I'm straight.
Anyway, my problem, it's a guy.
He's a first year, I saw him in the canteen and just thought, "you're cute."
And, we just looked straight at each other, for a while, eye contact and all that.
From that day I saw him around more and more, every time we'd walk past one another we'd just stare at each other.
After a few weeks I found him on facebook and added him, he accepted and we started talking, for a few hours. From real conversation to just smiley faces, every time the conversation did die, one of us would say something and start it up again.
After days of talking, him telling me to say hello if I saw him and all that, he randomly got into a relationship with some guy. We stopped talking, I was pretty upset.
But I promised to go see his panto, and I got the tickets, the week I was going to see it, we started talking loads again.
The night of the panto, he saw me and just grinned and raised his eyebrows at me, the "I know you, but don't know what to say" expression.
Well, when he got home from it, he inboxed me on facebook straight away asking what I thought of the panto.
We talked a lot again, every day. He told me that it was good to have me, that he can talk to me about stuff that he can't with other people. I told him I was there for him and he said he was there for me.
We talked about relationships, and he told me he wanted a boyfriend, I realized he was now single.
A few days later, he asked me to a party, but I already had plans, so he asked me if I wanted to go have a meal and watch a film. I said yes and we planned it.
Unfortunately, I was ill and he didn't have much money, so we re-scheduled it to his next payday (Around Jan 23rd).
I gave him my number and we progressed to texting in the morning everyday, apart from a handful, boxing day and today so far.
But we haven't talked about going out again, and I just don't know where I stand with him. Sometimes I'm certain he likes me, other times I just don't know. I don't know what to do, it'd be so good if this progressed into something. But I just don't know.
What do you guys think?
Thanks
Anyway just some quick background knowledge, I just turned eighteen this week and decided to join the forum!
So, I haven't had a boyfriend, nor have I even had my first kiss yet. I despise it, I want someone, who doesn't? I go to college and I'm in my last year, coursework's heavy and I don't have a job, just wouldn't have the time for it. I'm out to everyone, but I'm still thinking my parents keep hoping I'll turn round and tell them I'm straight.
Anyway, my problem, it's a guy.
He's a first year, I saw him in the canteen and just thought, "you're cute."
And, we just looked straight at each other, for a while, eye contact and all that.
From that day I saw him around more and more, every time we'd walk past one another we'd just stare at each other.
After a few weeks I found him on facebook and added him, he accepted and we started talking, for a few hours. From real conversation to just smiley faces, every time the conversation did die, one of us would say something and start it up again.
After days of talking, him telling me to say hello if I saw him and all that, he randomly got into a relationship with some guy. We stopped talking, I was pretty upset.
But I promised to go see his panto, and I got the tickets, the week I was going to see it, we started talking loads again.
The night of the panto, he saw me and just grinned and raised his eyebrows at me, the "I know you, but don't know what to say" expression.
Well, when he got home from it, he inboxed me on facebook straight away asking what I thought of the panto.
We talked a lot again, every day. He told me that it was good to have me, that he can talk to me about stuff that he can't with other people. I told him I was there for him and he said he was there for me.
We talked about relationships, and he told me he wanted a boyfriend, I realized he was now single.
A few days later, he asked me to a party, but I already had plans, so he asked me if I wanted to go have a meal and watch a film. I said yes and we planned it.
Unfortunately, I was ill and he didn't have much money, so we re-scheduled it to his next payday (Around Jan 23rd).
I gave him my number and we progressed to texting in the morning everyday, apart from a handful, boxing day and today so far.
But we haven't talked about going out again, and I just don't know where I stand with him. Sometimes I'm certain he likes me, other times I just don't know. I don't know what to do, it'd be so good if this progressed into something. But I just don't know.
What do you guys think?
Thanks
Treasure these moments you're going to miss them one day trust me. Bravery is believing in yourself, and that nobody can teach you. We're all scared of rejection and we're all scared of putting ourselves out there in a potentially hurtfull situation. But you have to ask yourself, is this something you really want if you believe it is then you owe it to yourself to ask him out. Like I said it doesn't have to be anything great, I can't be there is person to offer you support (just a tad far away 
), but I'll send you my best of luck. Now go get him tiger.
