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Remember your first homoerotic feeling?

At age 10 or 11 I developed feelings for my next door neighbor who was 12. He was so tall and thin and handsome and I just wanted to be around him all the time and profess my feelings and be cuddled by him. I later suspected that someone who blocked me on Grindr was him for several reasons. Nothing became of the crush. To this day he's never had a girlfriend and I just suspect that he is deep deep in the closet.
 
Alnitak said:
At age 10 or 11 I developed feelings for my next door neighbor who was 12. He was so tall and thin and handsome and I just wanted to be around him all the time and profess my feelings and be cuddled by him. I later suspected that someone who blocked me on Grindr was him for several reasons. Nothing became of the crush. To this day he's never had a girlfriend and I just suspect that he is deep deep in the closet.
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These memories are well expressed by Wordsworth-

SPLENDOUR IN THE GRASS

What though the radiance
which was once so bright
Be now for ever taken from my sight,
Though nothing can bring back the hour
Of splendour in the grass,
of glory in the flower,
We will grieve not, rather find
Strength in what remains behind;
In the primal sympathy
Which having been must ever be;
In the soothing thoughts that spring
Out of human suffering;
In the faith that looks through death,
In years that bring the philosophic mind.
 
When my dad's girlfriend's son, who was older than me, used to show me his penis out of humor. His dick is long and large. Totally would have sucked it if I had the chance.
 
irishjockstrap said:
I remember thinking how handsome the boys of Beverley Hills 90210 were in 1990 when I was 10, when all the boys in my class fancied the girls.
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But my first real life crush was when I was 13 and went into the school locker one day and one of the 18 year old jocks was toweling himself naked after a shower. I was fascinated by his big penis with a pubes and his strong muscular hairy thighs. He had a treasure trail and dark hairy pits. It was my first time seeing a man naked in the flesh so to speak! His strong muscular body confirmed to me that I was deffo batting for the other team! lol. I walked out in awe of his cheekbones and Clark Kent hairstyle! Its still etched in my memory very vividly to this day!:luv2:
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I felt attracted to the Everly brothers.

There was also a popular song around 1964 that gave me homoerotic feelings: To know know know him is to love love love him. I thought about T.D., our high school quarterback, on whom I had a crush.

Another ''twat song'' about loving a guy was ''Angel on My Shoulder'' by Shelby Flint. And of course ''Where the Boys Are'' by Connie France.

The popular culture of the time made me feel life was unfair in that I should have been a girl because I liked guys. I would jack off to a fantasy that I had a vagina and a guy was fucking me.
 
Gym class, especially if we were playing basketball or dodgeball and one team played shirtless. Fascinated by their nipples and navels, seeing treasure trails start to sprout. Guys at the park hanging out shirtless.

Also ads in magazines featuring shirtless guys. TV shows like "Tarzan" and "Flipper" featuring hot shirtless guys.

This was all well before I was 10.
 
To add to my further ventures of growing in the 50's have crushes on Ricky Nelson, Tony Dowd and Tab Hunter.
 
jockofstrap said:
To add to my further ventures of growing in the 50's have crushes on Ricky Nelson, Tony Dowd and Tab Hunter.
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Oh, yeah. How could I forget Tab Hunter! He was the quintessential boy-next-door. Ricky Nelson sang about girls who fawned on him -- couldn't relate to that. Besides, my mother always annoyed me with, ''Why can't YOU be more like HIM'' crap. Everyone had to be ''normal''' back then --- as if the Ozzie Nelson and Ward Cleaver families were normal. I just did not see why boys had to play the silly game of chasing after snooty little bitches we were suppose to go ga-ga over.
 
I was 6. It was Matthew Broderick in Torch Song Trilogy (1988).
 
There was never a time that I wasn't crazy about some guy. The butterflies in my stomach started when I was maybe 5 or 6, there were other boys I would stare at without realizing it. Other people noticed and sometimes said something. Watching "Flipper" reruns was a must when I was a kid, Luke Halpin made me dizzy. When I first saw the first "Star Wars" from '77, I was maybe 9 or 10, and Luke Skywalker was stunning to me. I remember watching that movie with my family, I was sitting in a recliner & had a blanket over my lap & I was rubbing my dick. When puberty hit, I USED that movie many times!
The first time I can recall knowing it was more than a crush was with one of my friends from school. We were 12, and hung out all the time. Sleepovers were constant, and he seemed to feel the same way about me. Even at that age, there was no mistaking the eye contact. He was the first friend I had vividly sexual thoughts of. Imagining sucking dick was now on my mind constantly.
 
My first thought ???? Hmmmm.....that's a good question (not expierience, but thought).....

I was playing basketball in 8th grade, and this one particular time, the team was showering after a game, when one of my teammates jumped in. He was a late bloomer so far as I could tell (as was I)....I had the hair down there, but hadn't grown yet...but he was totally hairless, and was so toned...and the tint of his skin turned me on too (plus he had this cute little cock that I imagined rubbing up against, and maybe stroking....I used to beat off with the thought of us being intertwined, and maybe buttfucking him (I had heard of that back then lol, and he did have a cute ass)....but that was probably the first one that I can remember going back that far lol
 
Certainly pre-puberty days I remember the family as usual on a Sunday watching a film on TV. HMS Defiant. I was oddly fascinated by the scene where the cadet gets bent over and severely caned. Then a later scene you cant see him being caned but you can hear him being caned from outside the door - whoosh of the cane, the strike and the lads grunts and yelps. I was absolutely transfixed by it and a strange 'stirring' 'down there'.
Playing rugby in school, I was never turned on by teammates naked in the showers and dressing room. But one day at training, a teammates 'underpants' as we called them then, were sticking out of his shorts. I was again transfixed and found myself wanking that night to the memories of it. To this day, majorly turned on when I can see any lad playing sports and you can see his underwear/jockstrap through his gear - even if its only a glimpse.
 
I well remember my first homoerotic feeling(s) ... but I will refrain from giving any details, lest I be responsible for fuelling the fantasies of any Jubbing paedo-pervs here present.
O:)
 
HoodedRat said:
I well remember my first homoerotic feeling(s) ... but I will refrain from giving any details, lest I be responsible for fuelling the fantasies of any Jubbing paedo-pervs here present.
O:)
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PM it to me please, if you would :).....I'd love to hear about it
 
I was a late bloomer and didn't have a clue about what I liked till I was 16-ish.I started giving my best friend(who became my first lover and partner) a massage one night,and it all became very clear. He told me I can do anything I wanted,and I think I shot a wad just from him saying that :lol:
 
I was around 8 when a friend told me 'kiss my dick' in a piss off kind of manner. It got me thinking that would actually be something I would like to do. Next day I brought it up again and asked him if I could try it. The rest is probably best left to imagination. ;)
 
Daximus said:
I was around 8 when a friend told me 'kiss my dick' in a piss off kind of manner. It got me thinking that would actually be something I would like to do. Next day I brought it up again and asked him if I could try it. The rest is probably best left to imagination. ;)
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Or, maybe not.

In my imagination your avatar is a picture of you in the Witness Protection program.
 
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