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I've read a few blogs here and they are all so interesting.... I dont think I want to compete. I think I do want a blog but probably not here.... I want one that nobody knows about except for me..... but knowing me I will probably end up just using this one to write half a paragraph about nothing every few days.....
 
my song of the day

Use me
I'm beautiful
Take me
I'm yours
Hurt me
It feels like medicine
and all I deserve

People have funny things
swimming inside
They swing like pendulums
they turn like the tide

Darling, I don't need money
I could be happy
with someone to love

Oh what a crazy time
I've been a fool
On a wild ride to oblivion
I lost my mind
but with you its understood
you make me feel strong
Your arms look so powerful
when they hold me down

Darling, I don't need money
I could be happy
with someone to love

everyone looks dangerous
and noone keeps their promises
and I am always running
and you with your dark places
regretting
feeling
remembering
something
we never said
we wished we said
we should have said
we could have said

truly, I don't need money
or strangers to love me
or diamonds and pearls
or fast cars designed for the rock stars
I could be happy
with someone to trust
with someone to love
 
There is a thread on the forum called Conspiracy Theories II... well I read it and as I was rather bored and not tired enough to go to sleep I decided to look up some Urban Legends... I so wish I hadn't.

..... the stories I read weren't even particularly scary... but I just went outside for a cigarette and saw a black dog... nothing strange since my dog is strange.. then I looked down and realised she was asleep in her bed... then the dog just jumped the fence and ran off into the darkness... and just the fact that it wasnt my dog when I thought it was has got me scared out of my mind for some reason...

you could snap my body in half I am that stiff... (get your mind out of the gutter)... I actually feel cold inside... I hate it when I think too much
 
"all those who cater to this drivel will pay the price for their loyalty to such a jackass"

I got some negative rep today... and the above comment is the one they left... Im quite concerned for my safety... gosh what is the price that I am going to have to pay? The rep was for making the comments 'whats not to love?' in the 'we love wasp' thread. So whats going on... people dont like wasp or people who like him either???
 
I have just moved house and the simple thing of transferring my broadband account over has turned into a horrible ordeal.... I thought it would be as easy as making a phone call...

Well its not... after a 35 minute wait on the phone I was unable to do anything cos the account isnt in my name... I set it up etc but had to put it in the person who the phone was under... so now I have to wait for him to ring up and give me authorisation to change things over.... and I cant imagine him waiting on the phone for 35 minutes... if he is unable to do it by tomorrow I think I might lie and pretend to be him .... I should have done that in the first place
 
still I have no broadband.... but it should definetly be tomorrow.... I spent another 30 minutes on the phone and changed my address etc... now they just have to provision the line or some shit... and hope that there isnt a reason why I cant have broadband to this number... there shouldnt be a reason why I cant... there better not be a reason why or I might get slightly homicidal at the isp
 
so I rang up my isp on friday and said is my broadband working yet... and the guy goes 'no... it will take a few days for a man to go and flick a switch or plug a cord in to enable your broadband to function'... so whats a few days... is it 3 or is it 47?... few is not a word...

so Im still stuck on dial up... there is no point even tyring to download stuff from the boys club cos it will take atleast 13 hours and I cant be online that long because there is a phone to consider.... not that I want to use the phone.... in the last week I havent gone 12 hours without a phone call from my mother... and its creeping me out... I only just like the woman... not enough to be talking on the phone to her all the time... and I dont want to deal with her issues that she wants me to deal with (nothing major just boring)

so anyways still no broadband and still have to deal with dial up...
 

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I'm listening to Courtney Love really loud at the moment... I dont like most of her album but there are four songs on it I love... 'mono', 'almost golden', 'never be the same' and 'sunset strip'...
 
He left a card, a bar of soap and a scrubbing brush next to a note
That said "use these down to your bones"
And before I knew I had shiny skin and it felt easy being clean like him
I thought "THIS ONE KNOWS BETTER THAN I DO"

A triangle trying to squeeze through a circle
He tried to cut me so I'd fit

And doesn't that sound familiar? Doesn't that hit too close to home?
Doesn't that make you shiver; the way things could've gone?
And doesn't it feel peculiar when everyone wants a little more?
And so that I do remember to never go that far,
Could you leave me with a scar?

So the next one came with a bag of treats, she smelled like sugar and
spoke like the sea
And she told me don't trust them, trust me
Then she pulled at my stitches one by one, looked at my insides clicking
her tongue and said
"This will all have to come undone"

A triangle trying to squeeze through a circle
She tried to cut me so I'd fit

And doesn't that sound familiar? Doesn't that hit too close to home?
Doesn't that make you shiver; the way things could have gone?
And doesn't it feel peculiar when everyone wants a little more?
And so that I do remember to never go that far,
Could you leave me with a scar?

I think I realized just in time, although my old self was hard to find
You bathe me in your finest wine but I'll never give you mine
'Cos I'm a little bit tired of feeling like I'll be the bad fruit nobody buys
Tell me, did you think we'd all dream the same?

And doesn't that sound familiar? Doesn't that hit too close to home?
Doesn't that make you shiver; the way things could have gone?
And doesn't it feel peculiar when everyone wants a little more?
And so that I do remember to never go that far,
Could you leave me with a scar?
Could you leave me with a scar?
 
Sometimes I forget how good Tori Amos is... she is my favourite singer. I am listening to A Sorta Fairytale right now and its such a great song. I can see myself in so many of her songs.

Just changed songs to Baker Baker... there is a line that is so me... 'I know you're late for your next parade, you came to make sure that I'm not running, well I ran from him in all kinds of ways, guess it was his turn this time'

I could spend days writing why each song is precious to me... I might just do that one day :)
 
Its a boy... it was meant to be a girl. It was born c-section. I'll add more later :)
 
Probably a stupid thing to complain about but...I kind of hate how the moderators here try and make everything nice and happy all the time... if someone does come up with a strong oppossing opinion the thread gets closed or there is a post saying 'play nice' or something similar. Often it makes this place dull and nauseating :vomit:

I like seeing the occassional bitchy comment and making them... but as soon as that happens the thread is closed or completly deleted... life isnt nice 100% of the time so why are we all expected to be?

Its just annoying when interesting threads get killed while 'congratulations to whoever' type threads over run the place. :(
 
She inspired a thread I started here 'Orange People'. I hated her with a passion. But maybe it was love cos now she is gone I am quite sad and realised that my hate wouldnt let me see that she was actually pretty good. :(

Im sure she will still have a career.
 
I don't like it. It should atleast be voluntary.
 
I got a congratulations thread for 3000 posts... 17 people have replied so far... a bit of positive rep congratulating me would be nice.
http://www.justusboys.com/forum/showthread.php?t=23659

Congrats threads usually annoy me but today its the goodbye threads. I wish people would take advantage of the pm system if they leave instead of the main boards. Its just too dramatic and I get exhausted :)
 
I only ever consider myself to be of average intelligence... but some people make me think that maybe I haven't been giving myself enough credit... If I knew the code to the headbanging smiley I would insert it right now ;)
 
The news that picture posting is gone is slightly disappointing but that was never the reason I came here. But I can understand why people are annoyed about it. If I had spent hours uploading pictures just to have them removed without notice I would be pissed off too.

Predictably there is a heap of members seemingly rejoicing the fact that pics are gone but PalePhoenix writes a blog entry about it and is banned. But unlike other banned members I cant even read his pms or find his posts. Was it seriously expected that there would be no negative responses from removing and stopping picture posting?

I would like to know the reason and have started a thread about it but as of yet no response from the powers that be. Is having an opinion reason enough to be banned now because he didnt break any of the code of conduct rules?

I'm quite angry and upet about this. PP was one of the most popular, intelligent and interesting members of the site and now he is gone.


EDIT: almost 8 hours and no mod or admin has bothered to answer me
 
I have bothered with two shows this year. Big Brother and Australian Idol and I dont know why I bother. The recent election prooved that my country lacks the good taste I have but I get so emotionally attached to the people who I want to win.

Tonight my favourite, Chanel, got eliminated.... I knew it was going to happen because everybody hated her because she is unique. And I am quite sad about it... (big problems I have)... but the top five from last year all got a record deal so fingers crossed the same happens this year.
 
I love the name and the word and I just tried to watch the movie but I thought it was crap and have switched it off.... I am now listening to various versions of Sinead Oconnor's Troy so I remember that its a good thing. :)
 
I would so prefer it if people didnt bother posting them anymore. The
 
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