It might be said that the stories I'm going to share are nothing but my own fantasies; however, if you think this, then you're not only believing a lie, but you're also missing out on a true and interesting story. A little about me: I'm a closet gay and have never been with another gay man, but I have had three experiences with straight friends.
My first experience was in college. I was a senior, he was a
Freshmen...
On the dorm, it was common knowledge that I was good at giving back rubs; therefore, it came as no great surprise that a young student asked to receive a back rub and offered to reciprocate. These exchanges became more and more frequent with this attractive individual that and I ended up teaching him how to give great massages. Along the way I became more and more bold with pushing the boundaries. Finally, about four months later, after multiple massages, I was giving him massages while he lay completely nude.
Then one night it happened. I had never given him a massage facing up, so I offered him a leg (Quad) massage. In order to receive this, he would have to turn over--he paused. Then he said, "Have you ever been aroused by a massage?" Suppressing my excitement, I assured him that this was perfectly normal and that I had been aroused during massages in the past and added that I would not be surprised by his erection. He reluctantly agreed, but demanded to stay under the blankets so I couldn't see his hard member.
It was difficult to remain calm at such a time, as his muscular body had been an object of my desire and curiosity for some time. I slowly worked my way up his legs and avoided his erect cock, so as to not seem over-eager; however, I felt it touch my forearm on a few brief occasions. The heat and firmness of it still seem so fresh in my memory. After giving a thorough leg massage under the blanket, I jokingly squeezed his shaft lightly and shared a reassuring laugh with him as I finished.
By this point, I was completely aroused and wanted nothing but to leave the room and release myself in the bathroom, but to my surprise he wanted to reciprocate the front leg massage. At first, I was nervous, as I was very wet and very hard, but I realized if I didn't allow him to do this, it might seem more suspicious. He was much more fleeting with the leg massage than I with his, but he seemed interested in my cock. He stroked it four or five separate times throughout the massage, each time sending surges charging through my body. The massage ended shortly after the last gentle rub on my member and we talked a little before deciding to sleep for the night.
I, however, couldn't sleep. The thought of his hard cock beside me and my arm brushing it was too much to handle. I went to the bathroom and was too excited to relieve myself, so I returned to bed. I fell asleep briefly, only to awake with more excitement than I had before sleeping. I decided I would go for gold. I realized he had touched my cock four times as much as I did his; therefore, he must be curious.
I slowly reached across the floor to where he was sleeping on his side, reached under his blanket, and started to gently massage his lower back. Slowly, I traveled down to his butt and slipped my hands into his briefs and rubbed a little harder. He woke up and didn't stop me. I slowly walked my hand towards his forelegs and he rolled onto his back. I knew this was the sign that it was okay by him. He quickly assisted me in pulling his briefs off and I began massaging around his increasingly erect penis. I was about to burst with anticipation. I began to caress it, at first in a massage-like fashion, while massaging his whole groin region; however, I became impatient with gripping his member slowly, so I decided to start rubbing up and down to speed up arousal.
Throughout this time, we had to remain very quiet, as the room we were staying in was shared with another guy, who was asleep; but I could hear faint grunts coming from my muscular, brown haired, green eyed friend, who I was rubbing. I was laying on the floor at an uncomfortable and awkward angle, so as to get my hands under his blanket, pump his hard cock, and still seem unintentional with my motives.
Finally, I could see signs of action. He began to squirm and then faintly said, "I'm gonna cum." As I had never done anything like this and was determined to bring him to an orgasm, I continued to gently thrust up and down on his cock until he came all over the blanket, my hand, and his groin area. I quickly grabbed the Kleenex from beside me and handed them to him for him to clean himself, while taking some to clean my own hand. In that instant, after the release, I could tell he didn't feel comfortable with what had just happened. I adopted a casual tone and laughed a little, trying to passively reassure him that what just happened was not wrong, but a normal experimentation. While he cleaned up I returned to laying on the floor and remained talking. Then he stopped and turned to me with a obligatory look in his eye and said, "Okay, you're turn."
It was clear to me that he didn't want to reciprocate and, although he was stunningly attractive and masculine, a part of me didn't want him to either. I said "No, there's no need man." He quickly responded stating that there was no chance he was going to be the only one to shoot of his load and expose himself in front of the other. Seeing his adamant gaze and focused objective, I obliged. I assisted him in pulling down my boxers as he pushed back my blanket. He didn't ease into the thrusting as I had on him; rather, he began by pumping up and down on me fairly rhythmically. Surprisingly, it took a while, but finally I came. This time expecting the eruption, I caught it with my left hand and cleaned it quickly with a Kleenex. My friend, feeling we were now even, returned to his bedding on the floor and put his briefs back on. He declared he was hungry and left to get some food.
I couldn't believe what had just happened. After six months of frequent massages, I had just given and received a hand job to the person who I found most attractive. He returned with food and ate, while I talked a little before falling asleep. We both slept soundly for what was left of that night. The following night the scene repeated itself, this time with more of an objective to bring the other to his climax, so time was not wasted on long massages.
For the remaining two months of schools, we exchanged these sexual favors. We remained with hand jobs at first and eventually I moved in with oral. He enjoyed it very much while I was giving it to him, but he admitted afterward that it was unnerving that his cock was in a man's mouth. A couple of weeks after I blew him, in his true-to-form reciprocal spirit, he decided to give me a blow job. Again, I found it hard to believe that he was willing. Over the months, I had certainly serviced him more than he had me, which suited me all right.
Summer came, we left, and I thought of him often. The following year, we only exchanged on two occasions and then he got a girlfriend. The sexually innocent, virgin, young man that I knew the year before, now seemed refined and confident in his sexuality. He met women at parties, until he and his girlfriend got serious. The sexual time frame I had with him expired, but during its tenure we both gave each other something precious--confidence and experience.
Today, we are still good friends, meeting often and seldom mentioning the sexual activities we experienced. He is most certainly straight and has been dating his girlfriend for a few years now. I remain attracted to him, but not uncontrollably so, and certainly appreciate his friendship enough to respect him as he is.
I will share my other experiences in time. Again, this was completely true.