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[Taralen]

Reddit post made me mad

https://www.reddit.com/r/askgaybros...ack_and_ive_been_sleeping_with_a_nword_using/

Okay, so I'm a gay black feminine guy who's in his late 20s, and I never had a boyfriend. This post made me so fucking mad.

I don't know why I fucking read reddit, but I can't fucking help myself.

(So assuming this isn't a fake post or someone looking for sick kicks etc.)

There is this gay black man who under undisclosed circumstances, got with a white guy who is "racist" and conservative and is a Trump supporter. etc.

They were supposedly hooking up, and decided to still mess with each other after that initial hookup.

They were together one time, and one thing led to another, and the guy turns out to have conservative beliefs and opinions, and he a "racist" and a Trump supporter.

They haven't officially broken up, but the black guy is basically asking for advice on how to break up with him, and everyone is telling him to let him go and run for the hills.

Now notice I put racist in quotation marks. To me a white gay guy who is racist, is not gonna hookup/get into a relationship with a black gay guy. I don't fucking care how much of a Trump supporter he is, or even says racial words, or how you try to spin or flip it.

If he's racist, he's not gonna be with a gay black guy.

So that's issue number one.

Issue number two, I don't know why the post is so upvoted.

I'm gonna play devil's advocate okay.

Life is too damn short.

You guys have seen pictures and videos of me. I'm very much a gay black man.

To me life is too short to go through shit like this.

Which is why I'm neutral on political things and I'm neither liberal or conservative.

I just want to find love, and to me I'm sad and mad that this shit is seen this way.

I automatically have to reject and shun a guy because he's "racist" or a Trump supporter or whatever.

Why? Why can't I just find love as a lonely gay black man?

I feel being gay that "There is plenty of fish in the sea" shit doesn't apply to us.

I just want to be loved, and I'm sick of shit like this.

Every post I make on that reddit is always downvoted. Yet this guy who clearly loves him and has sexual feelings for him, just because he has more right leaning ideologies. He's automatically X'ed out and rejected. Smh.

Damn shame.

I'm just mad at that crap.

 

[medic1]

Re: Reddit post made me mad

Wow. You are on one this morning. Want a hug? Here you go...............

 

[Taralen]

Re: Reddit post made me mad

Wow. You are on one this morning. Want a hug? Here you go...............

No I want a fucking boyfriend. I feel like a fucking alien.

Every fucking thing I do is fail.

I hate being black and gay. I'm scared.

Always crushing on straight guys.

Gay guys hate me.

Feel depressed and suicidal all the damn time

Ugh.

 

[medic1]

Re: Reddit post made me mad

Yikes! T, calm down hun. How you can say "Gay guys hate me", when you have not met every gay guy is just silly.

 

[eastofeden]

Re: Reddit post made me mad

Sorry...another bartending story. The thing is when I tell them..they are all real and involve real people so I always have to leave out the good parts that might identify them as this is a gay board so gay people come here and read ..and this guy was very well known. I am not even sure which part I can leave out without making my point because he was so fucking famous for it....

So I am just gonna call him "randomoldobnoxiousrichracisthomosexualman" ...I couldn't have hated him more than I did.....

Once drunk...he would sound like Archie Bunker on Steroids....and he was definitely a cocktail hour customer..he might have been killed at night if he showed up because the tolerance for him would have been ZERO.

...and he yelled out "NIG*ER" quite often....and had names for everyone else too.....and he always had one or two VERY FEMININE YOUNG GAY BLACK MEN with him..fawning all over him. He would say he liked them dark. I don't think I ever looked him or his companions in the eye....I usually look everyone in the eye. My skin crawled....and the next part of the story I can't find a way to tell without it being obvious so let's just say in the end....

Poetic Justice....

So to answer your question...YES...there are plenty of people of all shapes and sizes and colors who will embrace filth..including gay black men. Too bad I can't tell the poetic justice thing...the ending is a real tearjerker

poor "randomoldobnoxiousrichracisthomosexualman"

I am not going to tell you to change anything because after your recent post ...I don't think it will make any difference. I hope one day you can see through the prison in your mind...maybe even get out of it....but in the meantime..I hope you find some peace at least....

 

[Taralen]

Re: Reddit post made me mad

Yikes! T, calm down hun. How you can say "Gay guys hate me", when you have not met every gay guy is just silly.

Of course I won't. Being gay is stigmatized by society. How foolish of you.

 

[Taralen]

Re: Reddit post made me mad

Sorry...another bartending story. The thing is when I tell them..they are all real and involve real people so I always have to leave out the good parts that might identify them as this is a gay board so gay people come here and read ..and this guy was very well known. I am not even sure which part I can leave out without making my point because he was so fucking famous for it....

So I am just gonna call him "randomoldobnoxiousrichracisthomosexualman" ...I couldn't have hated him more than I did.....

Once drunk...he would sound like Archie Bunker on Steroids....and he was definitely a cocktail hour customer..he might have been killed at night if he showed up because the tolerance for him would have been ZERO.

...and he yelled out "NIG*ER" quite often....and had names for everyone else too.....and he always had one or two VERY FEMININE YOUNG GAY BLACK MEN with him..fawning all over him. He would say he liked them dark. I don't think I ever looked him or his companions in the eye....I usually look everyone in the eye. My skin crawled....and the next part of the story I can't find a way to tell without it being obvious so let's just say in the end....

Poetic Justice....

So to answer your question...YES...there are plenty of people of all shapes and sizes and colors who will embrace filth..including gay black men. Too bad I can't tell the poetic justice thing...the ending is a real tearjerker

poor "randomoldobnoxiousrichracisthomosexualman"

I am not going to tell you to change anything because after your recent post ...I don't think it will make any difference. I hope one day you can see through the prison in your mind...maybe even get out of it....but in the meantime..I hope you find some peace at least....

Fuck you. Life is too short for that crap.

I want a man that loves me. I can always tame him when I get the fuck home.

I don't see your ass PMing me for help or anything.

Don't insult me.

 

[eastofeden]

Re: Reddit post made me mad

Fuck you.

I want a man that loves me. I can always tame him when I get the fuck home.

I don't see your ass PMing me for help or anything.

Don't insult me.

Sure...whatever you say...

You have a good day...

 

[Cormac135]

Re: Reddit post made me mad

Have you ever thought of meeting people in real life instead of being on the net all the time looking to be offended, just the fresh air alone would do you good.

 

[Taralen]

Re: Reddit post made me mad

Have you ever thought of meeting people in real life instead of being on the net all the time looking to be offended, just the fresh air alone would do you good.

Yes I ask guys out all time. I have gotten robbed at gunpoint just for trying to be friendly and shit.

Last week I asked a guy out at a subway station on my way home. It didn't go to well.

So I'm done. I am.

 

[MakeDigitalLove]

Re: Reddit post made me mad

“r/askgaybros” I mean, there’s your first problem.

 

[Taralen]

Re: Reddit post made me mad

“r/askgaybros” I mean, there’s your first problem.

What's your reddit name? Mine is jazzyfusion.
https://www.reddit.com/user/JazzyFusion/

I have a love hate relationship with askgaybros. Where the fuck else is there to go then?

 

[LeicsDom]

Re: Reddit post made me mad

OP, it's the internet. It' s not real. Don't let it get to you. Walk away and let them have their little drama.

 

[MakeDigitalLove]

Re: Reddit post made me mad

I’d share my username if it wasn’t associated with my personal life stuff.

I don’t frequent many gay related stuff on reddit outside of “gaymers”, so I don’t have any suggestions on that front. I just know that the one time I visited “Gaybros” subreddit it was very self loathing, hoping to sleep with a straight guy stuff.

Social media can become such a bubble that you can get sucked into.

 

[Taralen]

Re: Reddit post made me mad

OP, it's the internet. It' s not real. Don't let it get to you. Walk away and let them have their little drama.

The internet is real. Are you a real person? I know I am. We are all humans behind the screen.

 

[Taralen]

Re: Reddit post made me mad

I’d share my username if it wasn’t associated with my personal life stuff.

I don’t frequent many gay related stuff on reddit outside of “gaymers”, so I don’t have any suggestions on that front. I just know that the one time I visited “Gaybros” subreddit it was very self loathing, hoping to sleep with a straight guy stuff.

Social media can become such a bubble that you can get sucked into.

I don't really post on the gaymer sub. No reason really. I don't know. I like video games, but not to that extent really.

I'm also banned from the gaybros sub for being black and gay so.

I don't' think all social media is bad though.

I have nobody else to talk to.

 

[rareboy]

Re: Reddit post made me mad

Fuck you. Life is too short for that crap.

I want a man that loves me. I can always tame him when I get the fuck home.

I don't see your ass PMing me for help or anything.

Don't insult me.

Settle the fuck down.

You might be having a behavioural episode, but you have posted another rant about being you on here and you should just be quiet and read what each person writes that may illuminate something about your situation whether you agree with it or not.

I presume you are drunk, which is why you are immediately angry and aggressive.

Go back and read the thread you posted a few weeks ago.

Please get some proper counselling and if necessary, some medications.

 

[MakeDigitalLove]

Re: Reddit post made me mad

I don't really post on the gaymer sub. No reason really. I don't know. I like video games, but not to that extent really.

I'm also banned from the gaybros sub for being black and gay so.

I don't' think all social media is bad though.

I have nobody else to talk to.

It’s definitely not all bad, it’s just that certain circles of it can be.

 

[Taralen]

Re: Reddit post made me mad

So an update, he ended it with the guy, and is now in a depressive state.

See what the fuck did I tell you? Smh.

https://www.reddit.com/r/askgaybros/comments/7twqf9/update_im_black_and_ive_been_sleeping_with_a/

 

[TheLoveableLoner]

Re: Reddit post made me mad

No I want a fucking boyfriend. I feel like a fucking alien.

Every fucking thing I do is fail.

I hate being black and gay. I'm scared.

Always crushing on straight guys.

Gay guys hate me.

Feel depressed and suicidal all the damn time

Ugh.

You have oh so much to offer.