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The Just Venting, Airing Out, Talking Shit, Personal Beefs, Problems, Anger Management, and etc Thread for 2015

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It has started snowing outside. Thank you.

I actually love the snow.
 
jdcnow said:
I know that this is an exceptionally dark, heavy post for a Hot Topics thread, but since this is the airing out thread, and I just wanted to make this one-off post...

Although, my psychiatric meds (Wellbutrin and Magnesium) are working relatively just fine, I can always tell when my severe clinical depression worsens - inside my head, I hear this little boy just crying his eyes out, and he won't stop. For anything. He just cries endlessly, day and night, night and day...

I see my psychiatrist day after tomorrow, I'll ask him about it. I know this crying little boy represents the extensive psychiatric damage my highly abusive past has caused. I wish I could get some peace and quiet.

Meanwhile, my therapist wants me to join a random meetup group. I have to say, I'm not exactly thrilled. If I'm not working at one of my jobs, it'd suit me just fine to not leave my bedroom office computer, from the time I get up, to the time I go back to bed.
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I want to give a massive shout-out and say Thank You to everyone on here who's reached out to me since yesterday.

Recovering from years of abuse and isolation is some tough ass shit. I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy. I've always felt as if I were on the outside looking in, when it came to non-work social situations - as if I really didn't belong there. All I've ever known is either going to work, or going out for some utilitarian purpose (i.e., grocery shopping, going to get food, going out to pay a bill, going out for some necessity purpose. I don't really go out just for fun, pleasure, etc.

Add to that the horrendous stress and drama from my store - both my boss and I are so fed up with the place that we each have one foot out the door. My boss wants me making more money - either to be promoted up within the company, or to find a better paying job outside the company - before he leaves. On our off weeks from the store, he's a airplane pilot for his brother's business. Certain doors are opening for my boss that might have him quitting the store by either Valentine's or St. Patrick's. I might be able to take his place as overnight manager, but there's a major shake-up coming down the pipe, at least with the stores in the Dallas-Fort Worth region. I can't say a lot, but what I can say is that it may lead to my store location closing at night altogether - thus eliminating the 4 overnight positions (2 clerks, and 2 managers) my store has - including mine, with its guaranteed 37-to-40-hour work weeks, stable, steady rotations, and basically an unpaid 6-day vacation every other week, with the off days I get. And the $0.75-per-hour stipend for working graveyard. All of that would be kissed goodbye if the overnight shift were eliminated completely.

My store's much-beloved assistant general manager (the store manager's second in charge), who got surprise-transferred to another store permanently the day before Thanksgiving - he might be getting his own store next month, which would mean he'd want my boss and I at his new store - if he were to get it. That would mean a baked-in-the-cake promotion to an hourly assistant manager for me, which would open up doors for me, financially. But all of this is rumor, at this point.

Not to mention the fact that I've come down with a sore throat this morning at the store - throw that into the hopper as well. With all the sick people I see at my store, it's a wonder I don't get sick more often than I already do.
 
It's a damn shame that my college is dragging its feet on getting out all of the tax paperwork to the students (myself included). Called them up yesterday, "Oh, you should get it by the 31st..."

The 31st, she says. It'll get there, she says. Does it really take a week and a half to get some paperwork out, when the recipient is only 6 miles away? This is the 21st century - why are you not making those documents available to us students online through the college's website system? My job is with a multi-billion-dollar-a-year, internationally-known specialty retailer, and they've managed to have already gotten me my W2, like, last week!

I'm just waiting on the college to bring up the rear with the tuition and financial aid paperwork they've furnished to the IRS, so that I can accurately calculate, and file my taxes.

I should have a nice refund coming back - I usually do, and this year, I'm going to use it to get my two front teeth fixed, and pay off the last doctor bill I owe, so I can officially for the record, be completely debt free.
 
There is snow in the centre of France which may prevent my employers from leaving for the weekend. Bloody weather.
 
Bastard. ;)

I actually got lucky, originally I had to work tonight but my Manager had me switch with someone because of the weather.
 
Here in Dallas-Fort Worth, it's been pouring rain since yesterday afternoon, into the evening, and all night long.

On a map, if you were to draw a line from Little Rock, to Tulsa, to Oklahoma City, westward to Clinton, OK, then south to Wichita Falls, TX, southward to San Antonio - all points south and east of that line are seeing straight rain, right now, and plenty of it. The eastern 2/3rds of Texas, the southern half of Oklahoma, into western Arkansas - that entire geographic area is seeing quite a bit of rainfall, at the moment.

All night long, I've heard nothing but the soothing sounds of rainfall outside my apartment, and have thoroughly enjoyed it.

As of 4am, rain in progress and 45F / 7C, wind chill factor, 38F / 3C
 
jdcnow said:
Here in Dallas-Fort Worth, it's been pouring rain since yesterday afternoon, into the evening, and all night long.

On a map, if you were to draw a line from Little Rock, to Tulsa, to Oklahoma City, westward to Clinton, OK, then south to Wichita Falls, TX, southward to San Antonio - all points south and east of that line are seeing straight rain, right now, and plenty of it. The eastern 2/3rds of Texas, the southern half of Oklahoma, into western Arkansas - that entire geographic area is seeing quite a bit of rainfall, at the moment.

All night long, I've heard nothing but the soothing sounds of rainfall outside my apartment, and have thoroughly enjoyed it.

As of 4am, rain in progress and 45F / 7C, wind chill factor, 38F / 3C
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This is my current weather situation:
http://www.bbc.co.uk/weather/2652730
Looks cold, don't it? I have to go out in it later. What fun....
 
ScottishBiTeen said:
This is my current weather situation:
http://www.bbc.co.uk/weather/2652730
Feeling cold yet?
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You win. It's plenty cold enough here in the mid 40s (F), but I couldn't imagine pouring rain and 2C (35F) where you are. With air temperatures that low, in the mid 30s, you're just asking for trouble - sleet, freezing rain, black ice, and all sorts of nastiness.

I have the utmost respect for someone who can live up north, in an extremely cold, snowy, icy environment - I could not do it!!!!!
 
It's 24 and sunny in Minnesota today...I love winter. I can't stand hot weather.


jdcnow said:
I have the utmost respect for someone who can live up north, in an extremely cold, snowy, icy environment - I could not do it!!!!!
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What kind of weather guy are you? :lol: You need to come experience the Great White North. Snow mobiling, dog sledding, ice fishing, snow shoe hikes in Voyageurs National Park,ect...... you'd never go back to Texas.
 
If I see the 'One File Timed Out' error on Flickr's Upload page one more time, I swear I'll put my fucking foot through the screen...

And then it crashed my goddamned browser.

Flickr: go die in a fucking hole. Seriously....
 
The Fly said:
What kind of weather guy are you? :lol: You need to come experience the Great White North. Snow mobiling, dog sledding, ice fishing, snow shoe hikes in Voyageurs National Park,ect...... you'd never go back to Texas.
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I will graciously decline. :)

But, no, I actually have several reasons why I HATE cold, below-freezing weather.

Medically, I have two main problems - 1) Leg and foot issues - especially blood circulation issues - run in my family. I'm told my sperm donor, whoever he is, actually has diabetes run in his family. My mom has always complained about circulation problems in her legs, so there's that. As a result of my awesome DNA pedigree :rolleyes:, I actually have chronic cold feet and legs. In my apartment, even though it's warm and comfy enough for me to walk around in just my underwear all day long, I can still feel it in my legs and feet. Sometimes, if it's cold enough, I'll have to wear socks pretty much around the clock. If my chronic cold feet are bad enough, it can sometimes make me cranky and irritable, which I try to control.

2) The other medical problem I have with cold weather is that it makes my eyes weep almost uncontrollably. If I'm exposed to cold weather - especially if there's any wind at all - my tear ducts suddenly become Niagara Falls. It'll actually look like I'm visibly upset, like I've been crying, and I have to tell people, "No, it's just Old Man Winter being an asshole."

But no, I hate how my body will be hot, almost sweaty underneath layers of clothes, but my hands and feet are almost painfully cold - that annoys the hell out of me. When I was in high school band, my band took a spring break trip to Winter Park, Colorado, just west of Denver.

Never. Again.

The people were wonderful, and super nice. But the weather made me miserable the whole time. And, as a souvenir, the Monday after spring break (we'd gotten back home the day before), I came down with a massive flu.

Nice place to visit, awesome people, but I wouldn't wanna live there. I will graciously pass.

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But, no, my favorite season is spring and fall - storm and tornado season! --%--
 
Be careful out there.The roads will be deteriorating in a couple of hours.Northern Jersey is calling for up to 8 inches of snow,but with freezing rain mixed in.The heavy lifting stuff.The weather is getting even with me :)
 
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