2 years ago I watched a news about a teenager just having a blast of her 15 birthday and decided to having sleep over party at her friend's house. All seemed well...until they decided to take a long walk around 2 am in the morning- on the sidewalk-still wearing pajama-talking to each other like teenagers do. But suddenly, out of nowhere..a car passing by and a random guy pulled a fatal gun shot toward her head. She died and left her friend
in shock..
http://q13fox.com/2013/06/02/seattle-teen-fatally-shot-while-celebrating-birthday/
that incident prompted a strong reaction in me..like everytime I walk out my dog on the pavement/sidewalk..I always irky/suspicious/anxious to whoever car passing me by on my direction or opposite direction because of that news.
That's how strong terror could affecting me, that's why I dont watch ISis sadist fetish videos

The news itself and the way my house located with no fences/special protection..already drives me nuts.
And if someone asked me, people I know they asked..."Why are you not going out often? Why you're not traveling?" Well..because of that same reason duh.. The more I go, the more chances I could die..not because of Isis- they're in another planet, but recently there are some random shooting and beating in Seattle neighborhood (usually at night).

A guy sat on metro bus and suddenly a gunman pulled his gun on his forehead- captured on surveillance video...
what that does made me?

and not only that. Every second you driving in your car- there must be chance you could die..so
I must be unhappy, do I? No ^^ Im most happy when I know I'm safe and sound, when I'm standing on the ground- not flying on airplane (
gulp) not on a skate board ..so Im not falling and having knee surgery..not swimming in ocean so I dont step on sea urchin/ washed offshore by the wave/ drowning/ shark attack.
You know..just stand on the ground with my feet, like most human do? ^^ Dont you agree?
But if you like to do lots of dangerous stunt adventures- it's up to you, your body!! ^^
I myself, I find it odd that I like roller coaster a lot- although you know...I heard news about a roller coaster stuck upside down and you just hanging there..1000 ft on the sky..waiting helplessly for rescue team

I hope that never happen to me. But I still always want to ride roller coaster.
