Thread of Nonsensical Ramblings

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"Post something you thought perfect?" another indication of LUSTY self

Maybe you can keep career, obsession, food glutton, greedy materialism BY yourself.. but in term of partnership?
Can you be that person?
Of course not. Your partner will suffer- just like I right now..distracted by some "body" ( )( )

Once you know yourself.. you know your capacity and in what DIRECTION your place is..
the alternative is a thing I'll explain later, tons of it..but it's pretty much what makes me content right now.

Is it because I have some-body to distract me, then I feel pretty much content?

Not at all, I keep restless...writing things like this, trying to discover..the most awesome/imaginary/ideal fantasy of hotseks which..I can't get in just one person or being monogamy, even we in open rltship too..doesn't mean I can get my perfect sex easily.

"Your partner is often reflection of you.."
a wise man say..

and that means my partner is cute
bcuz Im in cute category and a bit firm.. and fluffy because I appreciate curves and moobs.

Oh he mad

I like to appear ..not confident, shy, second guessing myself all the time, because people love miserable stories you know? They dont care when you earn good news..that's why I keep my good coins and not talk about them because bragging is not worthy in my dictionary- *** but since Im perfector/ist, then I focus of what's missing? what's lack?

so a some-body just distracting me from writing here, but he's not the finish line. (the perfect aspiration) and he knows that..we talked about it while it sounds, Im the one being the asshole but actually not the case, but the opposite because I care much of him ..as a person. I don't want to put my STANDARD on him to bear..

 

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and the more I care of him as a PERSON, the more I become feel inadequate..whether my dick, my career, my performance..it's like I always fail him ALL the FUCKING time..

have you ever feel like that your partner? Dont answer ^^

So, the more I have calling on my LUST- the more I do not care
the more I LOVE, the more I care.."How's my performance sweetie? You like it? "

***Love and Lust are totally separate entities.

And we know talking about lust.. ^^

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how a type in C
gt finga ans BAM key a C
C
see
C is no 3 or afta B BUTT! eyboard a BADDDDD cause it afta X ans befor V
*OOOOOOOH*
see told ya
-titttars_

so a C 123

_eeeeeexit_

pinkyou

square root no use tis post

 

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how a type in C
gt finga ans BAM key a C
C
see
C is no 3 or afta B BUTT! eyboard a BADDDDD cause it afta X ans befor V
*OOOOOOOH*
see told ya
-titttars_

so a C 123

_eeeeeexit_

pinkyou

square root no use tis post

http://www.nydailynews.com/life-sty...nese-bean-curd-vendor-viral-article-1.2268323
Well, China should be ashamed with Taiwan- If China wants to be respected/ earn more dignity- they should toss away those imported faux Spartan Salads and replace them with local product like ..start eating their own bean curd, literally

 

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My search engine told me that my city has "the most handsomer" men in America..
I swore I was bored one day, few weeks ago then I typed "Seattle" in google..
this headline came out:
http://www.komonews.com/seattlerefi...ttle-has-the-most-handsome-men-315383661.html
Well, I don't believe hitting hard men's beauty product like in black friday could make you handsomer..but that's the case of Seattle. ^^

"Mirror mirror..who's the handsomer of them all?"

 

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I just drawn a conclusion that..
folks who called her disgusting is the same with this guy

Why? When you think about it, these 2 issues are kind of similar. It's about unwanted attention from undesirable trait from our appearance. 'Difference is..one of them start becoming more accepted/mainstream, the other still in hell-hole, people will try to get rid of it, no matter what.
Can you guess what? What? ^^

That's right, I would be hypocrite if..I totally condemn that ripped 'bully' guy because.. my logic is pretty much in tune with him, in the case of "Acne"

I will be just open here, don't care..you can check "You're Disgusting" vid by "My pale face" and check its comment section. One of top commenters is me..and I was like..a villain in that vid. I don't get it^^ Thin skinned people just got offended by my comment then they spun useless arguments against me..lol. There is one butthurt guy still try to dis-credit me, but I don't bother..I rest my case already. I can't be baited when my point is final, don't try here or anywhere else, he better knows that ^^

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Why I think acne problem is the same as fat problem?

1. Both usually unwanted. Not by personal choice but they happen by our physical by product. Yes, they could happen because our poor life choice but some people can't get fat no matter how much junk food they crave or to get acne..even though they wash their face with pizza grease. Yes, all human could worn out, it just they're tougher to be broken down. Roll the dice, genetic luck, you get the idea.

2. Both stigmatized because some people "disgusted" to see them. Either by fascist ideal or simply because severe pizza face will make someone lose appetite. A very out of shape under arm layers of heavy fat could become very unsightly to some..I mean, that offend their eyes and the offense easily translated to their brain as "Eww..he's gross" People with one sided- "small" point of view of fascist health style- can't be justified because one's life is nobody's business, srsly. That blow up doll P.I do not have rights to preach to fat people just because fat people "offend" his ideal, it's NONE of his business ..^^ but..
If people really disgusted by pizza face- eye wisely or they disgusted by really out of shape shirtless belly which happen to occupy their space in the bus, that the belly/layers of fat might bumping them unwantedly, then I can't blame them. Now who offends who?
We all know this unwritten rule right? To not ruining other people senses..unwarrantly. No? You do not agree? Ok, so why not we're all farting inside a car or elevator, everybody just love it isn't?

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However,..the differences between "acne" and being "fat" is/are....

Fat are getting more acceptable ^^ re-branding in more "positive" name like "plus size" just like in this ANTI-Victoria Secrets ads..

"I'm no Angel"
and also in that annoying song "I'm all about that bass"
Oversize pin up model, oversize actress/actors..oversize..this n that
Over size people are getting make over and getting glamorized..

which in their final goal is..to be accepted. ^^

 

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Acne people too..but acne will be 'eons' away to be accepted because once it break out, people just want to get rid if them. Srsly..who wants to keep their acnes for cosmetic purpose unless you're dealing with a very 'special' person..^^
It's "painful" to live with acne and nobody wants it.
When you type acne on search engine is always about.."how to get rid of it" or "how to cover acne with make-up?." Acne is through and through as being unwanted. I already wrote long reason in how to deal with acne..you can in my comment if you like..with that mickey mouse gives finger- avatar ^^

Anyway, in term of "fats" my side is pretty neutral and even so..on the supporter side

 

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I'm srsly not being hypocrite in this case. Like you can see..I idolized few plus size guys, I made plus size sim(s) and I dated few guys in the margin of being over weight, not just by appearance wise but also by their bmi.
I don't squirm by the sight of six packs belly..if they plump but they could present themselves pleasantly, then they're "pleasant" in my eyes ^^

The thing is..acne will never be in the plus size shoes because acne sufferers "lack" aesthetic presentability..which is anything awesome, real and can sell to people's mind.
And it would also be gullible to not thinking plus-size sex appeal ^^ which play greater influence in plus size women.

Whereas acne..when you think about acne? What do you have in mind?

A very negative character- I dont need to calling names..if there is "one" reason people could live "proudly" with acne, I'll keep open mind.

 

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**Conclusion:

If you disagree with that blowfish personal trainer with his fascist idea..and you happen to be the target of his speech..
You gotta love yourself- firstly. You gotta accept yourself..and try to desire yourself in the mirror. THAT the very first basic ammunition against his loudness.

The goal of every people is to be accepted..and not just by half- looking acceptance. Human normally want to be ENTIRELY accepted.

If you're not in the fat category, then this is just an outsider issue right? However, if you're in the side of "not preaching fat people" but never include the plus sizes to be really included in your circle, almost non exist like they're not only undesirable to you but you also treat them..with 'pity'... then you're the same with that loud mouthed P.T. The same, you disdain overweight people, but you just being passive about it.

 

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My stance in weight issue is neutral..just like in acne. As long everyone's behave well in public and I'm good whatever they might look.
Whether unhealthy obesity killing America, it's none of my business..as long everyone's behave well in public and I'm good whatever they might look.

There is setback of not looking like the rest of the normal pack. I'm wishing anyone's good luck reaching their goal..^^

"It's not that fucking easy" Yes, keep focus, don't whining..

or..actually there is an alternative road..

If you actually has a "weirdo" trait or loving it to be "freakishly" different, almost like circus object. Then..nothing will bother you and you're even comfortable/confident to looking slightly abnormal than normal.
Which I think these type of individuals are slightly rare..

 

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To be really a true freak- you must really don't care of what society expect you.

For sample:you know you have tendency to be super-large you keep larging yourself to the size of dinosaur..you have no desire to stop or to adjust just a little bit because being "freakishly large" is giving you reassurance/comfort instead, while turning back to normal will giving you anxiety.

~ or if your skin really in bad condition, you love keeping your pimple/acne because you love to squeeze them..and you dont care how horrible your face might look, no consequences..at all..
etc, etc.. freaks and extremes happen in all life categories.
And extreme people are exists ^^

 

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My stance in weight issue is neutral..just like in acne.

Wait..I forgot to add circumstance of my stance. My stance is neutral for both acne, overweight/ out of standard mishape..if I encounter them in public. Because everyone is equal in my eyes. If they're my customer I won't treat them with bias, if they're part of my team work, then I also treat them as equal players, you get the idea? Do not discriminate.

But in self-opinion wise..I think acne must be destroyed Not the acne sufferers, but "acne.." in general
and I wish those acne sufferers not being unnecessary defensive when I talk about to get rid of them..because acne never can be integrated to one's life, it's not a part of their personality.

Meanwhile, I won't curse, I won't name calling them because I dont have vitriol or even disdain them. However, when they become unrealistic like F*CK OFF!! We have acne, we're beautiful!! Then..I will tell them that they're wrong (must be denial), unless they're in the freaks category.

 

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Xbuzzer and Pat rendezvous

NotHardUp walking hard..

MakeDigitalLove ..make digital love.

 

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Chicken guy and son

Carey's first invention: wet underwear/swimtrunks

 

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GSDX long lost lover..

Zoltan & Nature

Where is Kabluey right now?

 

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Taralen's encounter with famz person..http://xhamster.com/movies/3232719/miley_cyrus_begging_for_my_cum.html

Rareboy confessing sin to great mother

Vitamin side job:

Harkey at night

Harkey in the morning

Virulent Peach successfuly mingle with ladies

 

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You gotta love yourself- firstly. You gotta accept yourself..and try to desire yourself in the mirror. THAT the very first basic ammunition

It seems everyone is getting easier to "desire" themselves these days, they don't need a text book ^^ In this selfie-narcissistic made me famous era..
http://www.dailymail.co.uk/femail/a...otoshoot-hopes-different-face-disability.html

Good for her.. although that's ^ not exactly how I do if I'm in her shoes. What about a story about a girl in the same situation who instead donating half of her money for others with disability because she thought that her disability make her think of others who suffer the same?
Maybe I was expecting too crazy story but indeed that was my reaction when I read her news..

I'm just flabbergasted by how today's people logic work? :/ <sigh>


Because ^her pic is the same with this v

but what I can't even is because of her (Rachelle) commentators seemed to ignore the slutty pose instead encouraging her for her vanity which everyone think is equal with "self esteem", which I think TOTALLY hypocrite. They should give Kim K the same credit because Kim just zone out this lady out of proportion! Asswise ..

Things like this..caused by "excessive" people often pissing me off in the corner since I never be agree to begin with because I FEEL it's NOT the correct/proper way to do But hey, it's the voice of this generation..either you in or not? ^^

Why self-pride/ego in the cover of vanity the most important and MUST have for self-empowerment? Well, if there is no right or wrong in that but maybe everyone could evaluate themselves.."What would you do if you just have one day to live?" You're paralyzed and all relatives/ close people are ready to witness your final departure? This girl definitely snap her hoochie underneath her hospital gown and spread the pic all over the internet- with caption.."near death people could be sexy too"

 

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It's no kidding..the voice of our generation..
too many stories about "the loudness of being underdogs"

some make money out of it: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/tvshowbi...te-celebrate-imperfections-empower-women.html

others are being tid-bits nuts to make FAIRLY SURE no one left out represented..
https://www.yahoo.com/parenting/why-some-parents-are-dismayed-over-legos-new-125385916396.html

Is it possible because they "echoes" gay rights movements? Need further research about that ^^

 

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Even my sim is too...vain!