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I am here and leaving for the airport in an hour. I will fly to Denver and then drive up to estes Park for a few days. Supposed to be very warm out there this weekend. Go figure! Here it is supposed to rain/sleet and snow and be cold. What a flip flop!

See you next week.

I wrote a new Fantasy Story in the erotic stories thread if you care to read it and commnet. Its number 5 .

Peace to all
 
I have returned to North Carolina from a short but wonderful trip to Colorado. Lots to tell so I had better get started. Flew out of Charlotte on Saturday non stop to Denver. It was 62 degress in Denver and 34 in Charlotte. Go figure! LOL!

I love flying in to the Denver airport. They built this new airport way outside of town so they would have plenty of room for growth in the future. It is like flying into a big circus tent set in the middle of the desert. Flat fields stretch in all directions but they are slowly being developed. When it was first built there was nothing. Now there are homes and hotels and restaurants etc. All out in the middle of nowhere but within easy driving distance of Denver. It is amazing. The airport is an amazing feat with poles and this rubber skin on the building.

Great flight and that brings up something that I was thinking about on the flight. Why are gay men attracted to be airline stewards? It seems like most of the stewards are gay although I certainlty did not ask them but gay women do not seem to be attracted to this profession. The 3 guys on the flight out were incredible. They were terrific! They were kind of cute as well. They just did a great job and made the flight go very fast.

So what is it? Is it the travel? The possibility of meeting guys? Any answers out there or is that just a stereotype from a red neck North carolina boy who doesn't get out much?

So from Denver to Estes Park was an easy drive. Up into the mountains which are so different from our mountains back here in Western North Carolina. Off in the distance the rockies are covered with snow and are gorgeous but too much for an eastern boy. I am awed by their height and there massiveness but I like my little tree covered mountains much better.

Estes Park is not a ski town and pretty much closes up in the winter when all the tourists leave. The locals support some of the local buisnesses but much is closed. It is nice. We ate at Fusion 451 the first night. A new restaurant in the old Timberline Restaurant. When the folks that owned the Chop House got divorced the wife got the Chop House and the chef found a new partner and opened Fusion.

The food was good. Similar to the Chop House but OK. The wait staff was older and very unpolished so to speak.

I was visiting old friends for an early Christmas break. The next day up early and a trip to the local Starbucks and then the early servcie at St. Bartholemews (sp) Episcopal Church. The rector there is good and preached a good sermon. The folks are warm and it was funny as they were having a probelm with mice in their kitchen and had to talk about it at the announcements. LOL! I like this church and the huge clear windows behind the altar which show the Twin Owl Peaks and the mountains and sky and clouds. Gods majesty rolls on by during the service. Nice!

Them a trip to the Meadow Mountain Cafe in ( I can't remember the name of the town. Its on the way to Neterlands and the back way to Lyons and Boulder). They have a great breakfast and lunch menu. Only about 5-6 tables and they close each day at 2 PM. Good food!

Then into Boulder for a day of looking around and shopping for some groceries to cook that night. Big feast of Steelhead Trout, chicken, orzo, vegetables, special spinach salad, cherry pie, and some local beer from the New Belgium Brewing Company. Great meal and good times.

Then lets see the next day we had a brunch at a friends house and then drove into Fort Collins which is a great little town. They have a wonderful downtown area with lots of parking right there on the street. Lots of good shops and restaurants to choose from and we chose Shushi! It was good and plentiful and not as expensive as it can sometimes be. Some good Japanese beer as well! It was cold that night!

Colorado is booming. I read an article while there that they will need over 1,200,000 new homes in the next 5 years just to meet present demand for housing. All the farm lands are being sold as developments and it is a bit frightening to see how fast things have changed in the past several years with shopping centers and homes etc. Guess I would rather they moved there than into my area! LOL!

The next day we went into Denver and went to the Hammonds Candy Factory for a tour. I had been to the old factory and this was new. It was bigger but the tour is not the same. You don't get the homey fereling you got before. It is still fascinating to see the candy being made and I would highly reccommend the tour to anyone visiting Denver. Then we ate at Wolfgang Pucks on the 16th street mall. It is a great area in downtown Denver of shops and movies and nightclubs and restaurants etc. Then we went to the Tattered Cover Book Store which maybe the best bookstore in the USA. It is in the Cherry Street area. We spent about 4 hours walking around looking at books and sitting down reading stuff. It is so cool. I love it!

Then to a hotel out by the airport and home again the next day. Now it is back to work and back to the regular routine.

Hope your week was a good one.

Peace to all.
 
Not sure why I feel so horny today. I mean everyday I feel pretty good and pretty horny but today well today I feel especialy horny. I just want to beat off all day long. I looked at the photo albums on Twinks Rule of Chance. Perhaps that did it for me. Damn he is incredible looking! If I had a dream it would be to spend a night with a guy like that just once. Oh well just a dream.....

Finished a great book by Rita Mae Brown last night. The Tail of the Tip-Off. This is her series of books set in the Crozet Virgina and the Charlottesville VA area. I used to live there for 16 years so I know it pretty well and it is fun to read a book that mentions places you know and have been. She writes well and I like her style. I always have. I like her anilmals and the way they talk to each other about humans and what we are like as a species compared to animals and birds.

I set up my Christmas tree last night and put on the strands of colored lights. Tonight I will finish with all the other stuff. It smells so good and looks great. A North Carolina Frazier Fir. Great stiff branches for hanging stuff!

Well I am working this weekend so I had better get to it. I missed this place last week when I was gone and am glad to be back.

peace to all
 
Well today has been quite a productive day for me. Not only did I get a lot of work done but I wrote two new chapters in two stories of mine. I hope that you will be inclined to read them when you get a chance.

One is Chapter Two in the Carpenters Apprentice. It was inspired by a comment made by Vannaw who is an incredibly talented member of JUB and also a stone mason by profession! Thanks Van for your suggestion and for allowing me to use you in my story.

The other is a completley new story called the Associate Priest.

I hope that you like them.

peace to all of you on this fine day.
 
Today we woke up to a light dusting of snow on the ground. It was goregous and made everything seem so clean and bright and fresh and new!

Then I was depressed to see that Bush had made Time's Man of the Year! What a farce! Who paid them off!

Then I got my coffee and life was better.

Then I had church and life was better still.

Then I had to fill the coal furnace hopper with coal for heat. The system has been in use since the early 1900's and still gives great heat. You have to fill the hopper 3 times per day with coal and clean out the furnace once a day but other than that its great!

Hope your day is fresh and filled with love and all things beautiful. peace to all!!
 
Well yesterday the snow started here in our part of the world and the temperatures plumeted all day. The wind picked up and all the nuts that should not be driving on the roads were out in force driving and sliding all over the place.

I did go to town and see a movie - The Flight of the Phoenix. Set in a desert! LOL! See my review later in Movies You Like!

My truck has four wheel drive and I grew up in ice and snow so I do know how to drive in the stuff. So many folks don't and they should just stay home! Slow and steady is the way to go and WATCH OUT FOR THE OTHER PERSON! We grew up hearing if you start to skid that you should turn in the direction of the skid but yesterday I did read in the paper that they now tell you to take your foot off the gas and turn in the direction you want to go in. They said they changed the information as people were confused by the old ones. I will have to try it and see if it works better. Anyone out there tried this new method? The old one worked fine for me all these years.

My question is and has been since I moved here is why do they close all the schools around here at the first hint of snow? Schools don't close in Alaska or Vermont or Maine or Wyoming in this little amount of ice and snow. They say it is for the saftey of the children and because of lawsuits by parents. What a mess. They close the schools but you can bet all the kids that can drive will be at the ski slopes this afternoon when they wake up! LOL. And they were supposed to have exams today!

The temperatures got down to below zero last night with the wind chill factor. Now that was cold enough to freeze the proverbial "Witches Tit" or my balls! LOL!

Hope you all stay warm today.

peace in this year and next.
 
Hope you will like this new chapter in my story.

Today has been a great day. I got a lot of work done and feel really good. Now I am going home to a nice dinner, my beautiful and wonderful dog and some great tunes and maybe a video. Oh yeah and a few jerk off sessions will probably be in store after writing this new chapter! LOL!

Hope your day was good and that your evening is filled with wonderful things.

peace to all
 
I was thinking today as I came to work that one of the best feelings I have these days besides of course creaming in my hand at night is coming into work and turning on my computer and logging onto JUB and finding a message and perhaps two or three from wonderful friends out there in JUB land. That means that those people have been thinking about me and sending me stuff while I have been off line. That means so much to me and makes me feel great all day long.

THANK YOU to all of you and you know who you are! I wish I could give each of you a great big hug and a kiss!

Today is our employee Christmas Party. We are going out to lunch at a local restaurant. This year we are just doing employees only and doing lunch instead of dinner. We like to change things up each year and try differetn things. One year we went bolwing, another we saw a play, another we went to a race car museum and sometimes we just have games around the fireplace!

I hope each of you has a wonderful day filled with all good things.
peace in the New Year!
 
Hope you like the new chapter. I was hoping to get more done today but our employee party went a bit long. It was fine and everyone enjoyed being together. I am still convinced they really only like to come as they want their Christmas Bonus! Now is that sarcastic of me or what. And at this time of year!

I will be gone tomorrow so I may be back on Friday. Not sure at this point.

peace to all on Christmas and every day and especially in the New Year!
 
This will be a long BLOG entry as I will tell all about my day yesterday. Hope that it doesn't bore you all my loyal readers! LOL! You know who you are and I thank you for reading!

Well I was going with some friends to Raleigh to pick up a very dear old friend at the airport for the Christmas Holidays. We went to Boone the night before to stay there and leave for Raleigh on Thusday AM.

I really like Boone and that whole area up there. We left in the pouring rain. I mean it poured rain all the way to Raleigh. Nothing like driving on the highway with all the big trucks in the rain. But we had packed a bunch of Christmas CD's and were playing them all the way and singing along like the fools we are.

Kathy Mathea, Garth Brooks, Judy Colins, WNCS Christmas CD's, and lots of others ones as well including the Chipmunks!

We stopped at one of our favorite Starbuck's in Winston-Salem for a Grande skinny latte and a piece of their really good gingerbread! Then back on the road again!

Near the airport we called the 1-800 number for US AIR to see if the plane was on time. It was coming from Philadelphia. Well it was still sitting on the runway in Philadelphia so we drove down the road to the NC Art Museum. There is a Matisse and Picasso exhibit showing right now. Well it was pretty crowded and it was raining and it cost $12 to get in. Not that we couldn't spend the $12 bucks but when we looked at the time it appeared that there would not be enough so we spent some time in the gift shop cruising around and then hit the bathrooms and checked the airline again and her plane had finally left and was due to arrive shortly so we headed back to the airport.

Wow I had not been to the RDU airport since my college days in the 60's and 70's and it has changed let me tell you. It is not the sleepy little airport of my college memories any longer. We used to drive out there in college and you could park your car at the end of the runway beyond the fence and lay on the hood of your car and smoke a few numbers and then have the planes take off right over you. It was awesome! There would always be a few other cars as well and beer and pot and it was so cool to have those planes fly right over you.

Now it is huge so we drove into the hourly parking deck and found a parking place and went inside to madness and chaos and huge crowds of people waiting and even larger crowds of people waiting in line to get to the ticket counters. Oh how I felt sorry for them especially with all the bad weather out in the midwest!

We waited around and I looked at people. I love to watch people and undress the hot guys in my mind! There were a few of them! LOL! The board kept saying In RANGE for her flight whatever that means and finally her plane landed and we walked to the baggage area and there she was. We all laughed and greeted each other and her our old friend and welcomed her to North Carolina!

Her plane had had to wait for a connecting flight which was nice of them in Phila and then they were stacked up behind about 20 other planes waiting to take off in the pouring rain.

Then we waited and waited for about 30 minutes for the bags to begin to arrive in the baggage claim area. We found her bags and left the airport and found our car and then left. It was fun catching up on all our old friend and all her news. Lets call her Annie for the sake of this entry.

We were going to visit Annie's mom who is in a nursing home in Raleigh before heading back to the mountains. Her mom is looking pretty bad and had dementia but she recognized Annie and some of the rest of us although I think we confused her a bit.

We stayed for about an hour. We talked to some of the other residents and sang them a few Christmas songs before departing. Annie has sort of resigned herself to her mom's condition but I know it was hard on her especially at Christmas.

We then drove to Winston-Salem. The weather started to clear as we drove into Winston and found our favorite Indian Restaurant Nawab's off of Strafford Road. We had a great meal and then went to a shopping center across the street to hit the Borders and Fresh Market for some last minute shopping.

In Borders there was this incredibly awesome hot sales clerk on the check out line. I hung around there just watching him. He looked at me a few times but I am so naive when it comes to all things gay that I have no idea what he was thinking. He probably thought why the hell is that old man hanging around watching me or maybe he did not even notice me at all!

So we finished there and walked up the row of stores to the Fresh Market where we bought some stuff for Christmas Eve that we probably could not find in Boone!

We also stopped in Deweys Bakery where they make those incredibly thin Moravian Ginger Cookies. I just love those things dipped in milk or coffee of hot chocolate. They are the original ones and they have been ripped off by others who have copied their tins and their recipe! Only accept the original!

Then we headed to the Sam's Club for cheap gas and we hit the Starbucks for a last skinny latte for the road to keep us awake. We also picked up a whole gingerbread loaf just for the holidays!!!! LOL! Watch my figure as it grows fatter right before your eyes at the Holidays!

On the road again and we got back to my friends house in Boone around 9:15 PM.

So that is how I spent yesterday. Most everyone is still asleep as I use my friends computer to check JUB. Hope he doesn't come in in the middle of this post! I can't ever sleep late so I am up.

Not sure what my schedule will be so I wish you all the best for a wonderful Holiday no matter what you do.

Thanks for all of your presence in my life each and every day. You all mean more to me than you will ever probably know! peace :kiss:
 
Well my Christmas was great and I hope that yours was as well. Old friends and new friends gathered in a house celebrating with each other. What more could I ask for well....some hard raw sex perhaps but Santa did not bring me any of that so my fantasy world had to suffice and it was not half bad. LOL!

Christmas Eve service at this great Episcopal Church near Boone in Blowing Rock. Very packed with all kinds of folks including yours truly. People very friendly and welcoming even to a stranger in their midst. Many of the folks were there for their once a year trip to church. LOL!

Great choir started out with selections from the Messiah for about 1/2 hour from 10:30 to 11:00 then the show started. Lots of great incense and the guy carrying the thurible was amazing. He could really swing that thing. I thought he might knock someone out if he hit them on the head. LOL!

Anyway it was a great service but I don't want to bore all you non church goers with my thing. The preacher was incredible and her message was one I had never heard before. She talked about how the translation of the Bible that most use don't translate the Greek word that we call Inn very well. We also as people of this age tend to think of an Inn as a nice B&B or something like that.

But really the word would be an extra room, an upper room, a guest room in someones house. She also pointed out that Joseph was taking Mary to his home for the roman census. To Bethlehem. Now if you were going home wouldn't you go to stay with family or Friends? I think so. But Joesph had a women who he was not married to yet and who was pregnant as well. In those times that would not have been a good scene at all.

Joseph shows up and says Hi Aunt Martha here I am and oh by the way this is Mary. Martha says shit no and closes the door on them. She doesn't want that kind of trouble in her house. Finally they find a relative willing to let them stay in the old dusty store room out back with the animals etc. But they can't join in on the festivities with the other family members. They have to stay out back!

So that was an interesting take on the whole story. Jesus was not welcome in his relatives house. Jesus comes for the marginalized folks, the folks who are not acceptable, for you and for me. For us all. What a great message that was!

Also who did the angles appear to but the shepherds who were also outcasts in that society. They got the message first! They came to see the baby first!

She did a good job. Then home by 2:00 AM. Way past my normal bedtime!

Up the next AM and everyone is asleep. We didn't open presents till about 2 PM! Lots of books, CD's, videos, DVD's, candy and a few clothes etc. Great time sharing with friends.

We went to see a movie in the afternoon. Spanglish. It was good. Very good I would reccomend it. I will review it later in my movie thread.

Then home to cook an incredible meal of grilled Tuna Steaks with my amazing homedmade Apple Chutney, a wonderful salad with romaine lettuce and other lettuces, apples, walnuts, blue cheese etc., asparagus, Focasio bread, olives, pickles, pickled beets, and we ended up with an amazing sweet potato and pecan pie! Oh lord it was good!

So now it is Sunday and a new day. Church in about an hour and a half. Then I might drive home or stay here not sure what I/we will do. have to wait and see.

peace to all of you and your families and Friends :kiss:
 
Friends are a wonderful thing. I am not sure any of us could get through the day without them. Have you ever had the experience of not seeing a friend for a month, a year, two years, 10 years but when you see them it all comes back and it was like you just left the room and came back in.

This weekend has been like that for me seeing very old friends and spending Christmas with them. Laughing, eating, telling stories, more laughter, singing, songs, music, walks, more eating. It has been wonderful. To bad it has the end this week.

I must say again how wonderful this church I found in Blowing Rock NC was and the woman priest. WOW is all I can say. I thought her sermon on Christmas Eve was spectacular but she really outdid herself today.

I am not sure if I can say it right but she talked about a line form Horton Hears a Who. "People are people no matter how small". She talked about how we all hear voices as did Horton. The trick is to listen to those voices when they talk to us and to speak up when asked or sometimes when not asked. How can we ever know if ours will be the voice that makes an issue be heard? We don't and that is why we need to speak up and out about those voices we hear.

We need to listen to others as well just as those around Horton needed to listen to him when he told of hearing the voices from Whoville. If we would listen to others when they talk maybe they would listen to us when we talk.

Not sure if I have said what she said but what she said resonated in my heart, in my soul and in my body. It was truly a message for this season and for always.

peace to all :kiss:
 
A friend of a friend committed suicide on Christmas Day so this subject has been on my mind as he deals with the grief of this life snuffed out by his own hand. Those of us left behind then spend a lifetime wondering if we could have done anything or if we could have somehow prevented what happend. We grieve for the rest of our lives and now Christmas will always be a remembrance of this act.

I could never know the pain that could make someone commit suicide and I would be naive if I thought that I could but I would suggest to someone who may be contemplating suicide that he or she please tell a friend and see if there maybe some other way out of the pain. Please talk with someone. Please find someone.

Please think about those you leave behind. My friend is in such deep grief right now but at least he has support of family and friends to help him cope with this loss. We will see him though this terrible time with hugs :kiss: and talks and walks.

I love you all
peace in the New Year :kiss:
 
Have any of you ever been to Grandfather Mountain? It is outside of Boone NC where I spent the Christmas Holidays with friends. It is a huge mountain that the Indians thought looked like a sleeping grandfather so hence the name Grandfather Mountain. It is owned by one man, Hugh Morton. Apparently Hugh is a recluse but a very rich reluse who is also an incredible photographer of nature and sports. He loves Carolina basketball and he loves the outdoors.

In the Month of December and I think April they let residents of the surrounding counties in for only $1 per car when it usually costs $12 per person! You drive a mile up this road to the top of the world and then you can walk across this incredible swinging bridge and stand on these rocks looking out over the Blue Ridge Mountains. It is amazing and beautiful. On clear days you can see 90 miles all the way to Charlotte NC.

We picked a day that was sunny, clear and windless although it was still very cold at the top. Lots of foreign tourists were there. I think we were the only group speaking English! LOL!

We then went to their nature preserve and saw bald eagles, deer, cougars, otters but the bears were asleep. Nice day and lots of fun climbing and hiking and taking in the scenery.

I also want to mention something that happenmed to a fellow JUB'er. Dehere was posting lots of great photos and many of them were from Bel Ami Well someone turned him in to the Gestapo of Bel Ami and they wrote him a very nasty e-mail telling him they were going to put him in jail, prosecute him etc. etc. They were horrible and threatening and they did it all in very bad English.

Just seems to me that is not the way to treat someone. And now the JUB site features a link to Bel Ami which maybe the most expensive site out there. Have you tried to look on it for a free trial? It feels as if you are entering a military zone with all their warnings etc.

They tell you they have captured your web address and they will come after you if you do anything wrong or that they don't like. Shit that is no way to act and it makes me feel uncomfortable knowing that our fellow JUB'ers are being treated this way.

Anyway that is how I feel and I hope if you read this you will write to Dehere and tell him thanks for his posts!

peace in the New Year :kiss:
 
That is the name of a book I just finshed by Tim Brooks. It has to do with hitchhiking around America. Tim, who is from England origionally, hitched in the USA in the 70's and then got a job at the University of Vermont married had kids divorced and married again and then thought he wanted to try hitchhiking again in 2000 and write a book for The National Geographic Travel Series.

This is a fascinating book about America and how it has changed in 30 years and how Tim has changed in 30 years.

I personally used to hitchhike everywhere in the 60's, 70's and early 80's so I could relate to much of what he had to say in this book. Well written and a good read.

A few excerpts

"I'm curious," he said. " I can't understand the appeal of hitchhiking. Whenever I travel I go by limo andstay in five-star hotels."
"The problem with that kind of travel," I said, "is that you're never vulnerable."
His eyebrows went up. "Why should i want to be vulnerable?"
"Because otherwise you'll never feel grateful for anything. You've got to make yourself vulnerable before you need something from someone else, and you've got to need something before you can feel gratitude. And unless you allow yourself to be vulnerable, you never have any chance encounters. All the most remarkable people I've met on this trip, I've met by chance."
_________

"All you have to do is get out of the car." I said in wonder, as Tomasz restarted the skylark. "All you have to do is get out of the car, and things come to you. It never fails. It's just a matter of getting out of the car."
"What do you mean?" Tomasz asked.
I took the plunge, and tried to explain how being "in the car" meant to want to be in control, to be insulated from the world not only physically but mentally. To be out of the car meant to be vulnerable, alert, and spontaneous.

________

"The exhibiting of trained animals I abhor," wrote Albert Schweitzer. "What an amount of suffering and cruel punishment the poor creatures have to endure in order to give pleasure to men devoid of thought."

________
 
I just posted a new chapter in my fantasy story about the New Associate Priest. Hope you like it.

I have been working on it much of the day and also spent much of the day getting the place ready for some groups coming in today and this weekend. Lots to do to get ready. It is good to stay busy.

I hope all of you stay safe out there tomorrow night. I actually hate New Years Eve. Hate maybe is to strong a word. I dislike intensely the practice of New Years Eve. Having for many years worked in the hospitality business in hotels, resorts, private clubs etc I have had to spend most of my New Years Eve's watching other people get stupid drunk and throw up and act silly and stupid and crazy. So I really don't like this holiday. I like to go home watch a good video have a glass of wine and jerk off to a great fantasy and then go to sleep early with a good book!

Anyway I hope you all will be safe out there on the roads and at your parties and have fun but be nice to your fellow revelers!

I love you all especially the ones I don't know!

peace in this New Year and always! :kiss:
 
Today it has been unseasonably warm here in the mountains. I actually prefer it to be cold as it tricks the trees and flowers if it gets to warm at this time of year. It is also better for all the North Carolina ski slopes if it stays cold so they can make snow. Something about skiing in shorts sort of turns folks off! LOL!

I certainly hope that each of you have had a good year in 2004. My 2004 has been full of life and love and accomplishments at work and just in general.

My biggest and best thing in 2004 is finding JUB. I mean that when I say that I love it here. It feels good and safe and people are so nice and welcoming and friendly and sharing. Just like our world should be but often isn't. Oh yeah there are some bad apples and some bad moments but that is like life isn't it?

I have written some stories which I really like although I was thinking today that they all seem to be somewhat the same just a bit different so I am not sure if I will continue or not. I will see how I feel next year. LOL! LOL!

Today a friend on JUB shared something with me that was so wonderful. I was so happy and have been so happy all day long with his gift to me. Thanks as you know who you are. I can't tell you how much I appreciated his gift to me.

Being an in the closet virgin gay man living in the mountains is not always the easiest thing for me. Don't get me wrong I have chosen this path and this life and I do really like most of it and am content but it is little surprises like I got this AM that really make my day, week, month and year.

So I do send a great big New Year's wish for a year in 2005 filled with lots of great things for all of us.

Especially peace for our fractured world :kiss: :kiss: :kiss: :kiss:
 
Wow it is so hard to believe that 2004 is finished over and done with. Gone the way of all past years. It seemed to go fast at times and slow at times but now it is January 1, 2005!

A new year, a clean slate. Are you ready? Am I ready?

What will happen in this new year? Will we achieve my hearts fondest desire and that is world peace?

Will I come out of the closet?

Will I find a man to have sex with?

Will I stay in the closet?

Will I continue to have sex with my hand?

So many choices, so much can happen.

I just wish we all can be happy and find fulfillment in all that we do.

I just wish that we can be kind to one another in all that we say and do in our interactions with each other.

I just wish the best for all of you.

I just wish that JUB remains a place of freedom and a place where men and women can share ideas and photos and our lives with each other.

peace to all in this New Year and always :kiss: :kiss:
 
Please read my new fantasy story - The Swim Team Buddies in the Erotic Stories Thread.

I hope you like it.

Beautiful day here today but unseasonably warm which I don't care for.

I hope your New Year is going well.

peace to all :kiss:
 
I have been away and just busy for a few days so sorry about not keeping up with my blog recently. Seems like a lot has been going on that needed my attention so something had to give!

Still unseasonably warm weather around here which is freaking out all the plants and trees. Not good for them if they decide its time to sprout and then we get a cold snap. Cloudy and warm today with a chance of rain.

My thoughts lately have turned to this question. Why is or where is it said that we have to like or be friends with our family members just because they are blood? Often we would not be caught dead in the same room with these people but because they are family we are supposed to put up with their bullshit.

It seems like we have stained glassed, Waltonized and leave It to Beavered what we think families should be. All rosy and all liking each other and saying Good Night John Boy every night. But that is just not reality at all.

Most people I talked to have fucked up families. They try so hard to get along but when they fail, then they feel guilty and depressed.

Any comments on these thoughts either pro or con??

I hope you liked my new fantasy story. I really liked writing it and have actually got off to it a few times in the past few days! LOL! *|* If you my loyal readers have any comments to offer please let me know.

peace to you and yours in this New Year and always. :kiss:
 
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