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[valle12tom]

I posted a new Chapter in my story and that makes me very happy and very horny!

I am always feeling so good when I am able to finish a chapter and get it out there to my readers.

This is the most I have ever written in my life and it feels cool to be able to put the story on paper.

So now i am going to treat myself to watch some short video clips of guys in love to gibe me inspiration and maybe even help me cum!

love you all peace

 

[valle12tom]

Here it is Sunday AM and I have been for the paper, picked up trash and garbage thrown out by the side of the road and my shoes are wet, gotten my coffee checked my e-mail and am now logged onto JUB.

I was able to post a new chapter of my story yesterday which always feels so good but also drains me for a few days while I get up the mental energy and stimulation to write a new chapter and to see what might or will happen in the lives of Timmy and Tom and their friends and family.

Sometimes after I post and write a new chapter I have a few days of feelings like such a virgin, such a freak, such a newbie, so in the closet, so stupid but then I get over it and go on with my life.

I went to a concert last night and it was good. Went on to late so I could only read two chapters in Harry Potter before bed. Which is either a good thing or not as it makes the book last longer and I am getting close to the end and I don't want it to end.

Church is a bit so peace my friends and have a wonder-filled day. peace

 

[valle12tom]

My Sunday was really a long day of working and church.

Church was fantastic. Good people and great sermon. Hard to explain the sermon but it was the one about the five loaves and 2 fishes. What if Jesus had just said I don't need to feed these people like his disciples wanted him to do. His disciples are so much like you and me. We want to hide what we have from others and not share but Jesus was all about sharing what he had and that is a powerful message for all of us. he was never to tired to help someone. After a long day of healing and tending to people there were 5,000 hungry men and women and children besides that were hungry. Sure he could have said go home I am tired and I want to eat my dinner. I remembered to bring mine why didn't you remember. You expect me to share what little I have with you? But he didn't and therein lies the beautiful message for me and for you.

I don't agree with everything my church does or says but the underlying message is there and is very clear and that is what I am looking for. The rest is all made up human bullshit and is just that.

Then back to work and finally home around 8:30 PM with the Sunday paper and a glass of wine. Felt good to put my feet up and relax.

Hope you got to do the same. peace my friends!

 

[valle12tom]

Dense fog filled the valley this morning. You couldn't see off the deck at all more than about 2 feet or so. I had to turn on my lights to drive this AM on my way to work.

The deer were in the backyard eating the apples that have fallen out of the apple tree.

Last night as I was sitting in my chair looking out in the field I saw about 4 or 5 deer running around chasing each other like they were playing. I had never seen that behavior in deer before. They always seem to be so watchful and to have a purpose.

I fed the catfish in our pond last night and there must be about 6 or 7 big suckers. I mean 12-15 inches long with huge mouths and those big stinger things sticking up off their heads. WOW! They are amazing. I enjoy just watching them swim under the water and poke their big sucker mouths up to grab the food I throw in the pond.

I only have about 20 pages left in Harry Potter and I just don't want it to end at all. Something terrible happened at Hogwarts last night and I just hate it. Made me cry. I get so into the book and now it is almost over and I will have to wait a year or more for another one which will be the last one.

Hope your day is good. Thanks for being here and reading. peace

 

[valle12tom]

Mid-week for most people just another day for me.

I finished Harry Potter yesterday and I am so very sad today. I wanted to hold it and savor it and make it last but like a Tootsie Roll Pop I just crunched through the candy and into the sweet center and read the rest of it. Damn I tried to only read one chapter but like the potato chips I just couldn't do it.

So anyway hope you day is a good one.

peace

 

[valle12tom]

I forgot my blog yesterday! How did that happen????

Well of course I could make lots of excuses and shit like that but mostly I just forgot.

I was working on real work yesterday and then I was working on a new chapter in my story as well.

And then......

I found a list of extremely incredibly hot and very long clips from mostly Bel-Ami films to download. OMG they were incredible. I have never seen anything like them or this list before. A ll my favorites right there before my eyes but the catch (and there is always a catch) is with that rapid share site you can only do one download an hour.

I got to watch Johan and Timmy Hamilton two of my favorites of all times and my cock was aching with watching them and to tell the truth I was a bit overcome with emotion seeing my characters come to life. They have mostly been just photos but these are movies. It is hard to put into words what watching these gys on video can do your a closeted old fart like myself. Damn they are so fine and i just love to watch them shoot a load. Lucas can really shoot. He holds his cock a special way and then wham that jizz just shoots out like a cannon. It's awesome!

Anyway a special offer to my readers of this blog. If any of you want to list please let me know where I can
e-mail it and I will be glad to do it for you.

****News flash I just watched Ion and Lucas and oh shit they were amazing. Lucas has the most beautiful eyes of any man I have ever seen and the things Ion can do with his cock and ass hole are incredible. He has such control over his cock and can make it dance and it is so lean and long just like he is. They make a great couple.****

peace my friends and thanks for worrying about me yesterday when i did not write

 

[valle12tom]

Today is my weed eater day if the weather cooperates.

I am also working and need to get some more finished on my story which is coming along pretty nicely. I have it plotted out at least until the wedding on Saturday and the we will have to see if I can take it any longer.

I love the characters I have created and the lives of Timmy and Tom are forever etched in my memory but I am just not sure if they have become boring to people.

I mean wake up, pee, jack off or suck or fuck, run, eat, work, jake off, suck or fuck and on and on.

Damn I love to jack off how about you? Something is just so sweet to lay there with your hard cock in your hand and a great fantasy in your mind going strong and just rub and massage your hard cock and that sensitve tip until that sweet creamy cum just shoots out of your balls. Damn that is wonderful.

Oh yeah it would be better to have someone to share it with but hey at least I have my hand. That is a good thing HUH!

love you all and peace today and always

 

[valle12tom]

I couldn't sleep this AM. I just kept tossing and turning so what the hell I just got up around 5AM and took my shower and got ready for my day.

I fed the dog and gave him some scratches on his head and came over to work for some coffee and JUB and here I am with my BLOG.

Yesterday was a good day. Nothing really special but it was good.

I did get some pages written in my story and I was happy with how they went. I am into it and in it so to speak.

Nice day weather wise yesterday.

So today is a nice relaxed day. Church in a few hours and then some more writing and read the Sunday paper and take a nap in my chair and of course a few good wanks. That I am looking forward to!

peace to all of you today and always

 

[valle12tom]

Yes my friends today is Wednesday but yesterday was Tuesday but you all knew that didn't you?

Yesterday we took an employee end of summer trip to The Carrowinds Amusement Park outside Charlotte NC on the NC/SC border. That is why I did not have an entry.

Our group ranged in age from 2 -17 year old girls, 4 - 18 year old boys, a husband and wife about 38, a single woman about 36 and me 56 years old.

What a crew. We met at our place at 8 AM and made bag meals in the kitchen to go and then left. Our car got there about 11 AM as we had to stop for the old man (ME) to pee about 100 times.

There were lots of jokes about my age and the fact that I should have brought along my "depends". It was fun to hear all the young chatter and banter and the expression of most use is today seems to be "that is so gay". I couldn't believe it. And of course they have no idea that inside I am gay.

The young men are so free with each other and hug each other and play around jumping on each other and touching each other all the time but it is so 18 year old shit and not gay in the least although they talk about "this being gay" and "that being gay" all the time.

Anyway we got there and I rode everything they rode. Every roller coaster no matter how terrifying, every water slide, every water ride, everything. I did it. I may not have liked it all but I did it!

The weather was overcast and cloudy and the park was not filled at all so the lines were very short.

I spent much of my time as I am sure you can guess with "people watching" and most especially young "of legal age of course" men watching. There were lots of them to watch.

The shirt of choice was these kind of Jerseys that have huge cut outs for arms which are wonderful for pit watching and arm muscle watching. Oh shit my dick was hard most of the day from all the pit watching and also great views of wonderful nipples.

And of course standing in the lines waiting for rides with sunglasses on you can stare and watch to your hearts content and no one notices. That is heaven except you can watch but you can't touch so maybe it is hell!

Young males "of legal age of course" love to take off their shirts for the girls and strut around like roosters but I loved it and saw lots of great treasure trails and belly buttons and even a few tops of pubes to get me excited. They love to wear those shorts pushed way down which is also wonderful.

One guy in particular was incredible. Damn he was so hot. An Apollo's Belt to match any I had ever seen and this huge deep navel that was like a swimming pool and a light brown treasure trail. God he was making muscles for his girlfriend and showing off and I was loving it. They were kissing and I even saw his tongue a few times. She had her hands all over his fantastic body and he was all over her as well. So tanned and so young and so in love.

I also rode this ride called the Extreme Flyover I think it was called. You get strapped in this harness with 2 other people in similar harness on either side of you and then hoisted in the air about 150 feet and let go.

Oh shit what a thrill. It was lucky I don't have heart problems. Damn it was a rush. And the funny thing is the young 18 year old boys in our group wouldn't ride it but the 17 year old girl and the 36 year old woman and I rode it.

Then the lightening started and they closed the park down and the heavens opened up and we got very wet. I was glad I brought a change of clothes for the ride home.


So the moral of the story is that amusement parks are wonderful places to perve on young "of legal age of course" guys all you want and no one suspects. Of course the tickets are expensive.

All in all a great day. Made me realise just how old I am getting but that being old is also just a state of mind.

peace to you all

 

[valle12tom]

Well it is already Thursday. This week seems to have flown by as has this summer. I really wish I could turn time back a few weeks but alas we cannot do that I guess its onward as they go.

Not much doing for me today so I guess I will work on a few projects that I need to be working on. I do have a meeting next week that I must get ready for and no time like the present as they say.

I will probably work on my story when I have a chance and I will check JUB from time to time to see what's new.

Sort of a ho hum lazy kind of day I imagine.

peace to you all

 

[valle12tom]

I am actually off this weekend but I am attending a workshop so I will be busy all weekend even though I am not working! HA!

But it is good so I will learn a lot.

I posted a chapter in my story yesterday and it felt so good to let you all see what I have created. It ls almost like an orgasm of sorts of you know what I mean. To write and write all week and to re-read and edit and then to post it and know once it's posted that is it. I have shot my load so to speak.

I mean on JUB I have a few minutes to edit anything I need to but then it is there forever I guess and I as the author can't make any changes.

The story is getting to be quite long by now but I am still coming up with new scenes and new ideas so I will continue as long as I can do that.

Peace to you my friends on this day and always

 

[valle12tom]

Gorgeous weekend. Very hot with some scattered thunder showers here and there but mostly there.

Great light show in the sky on Saturday night. Lots and lots of great thunder and lightening but not much rain. I just sat on the deck and marveled at the show.

Better than any man made show.

Great workshop this weekend. I was psyched and it was good to talk to other folks and get pumped up.

Hope you week is a good one.

peace to you all now and always

 

[valle12tom]

Very very foggy this morning which if it happens as it has been the last few weeks today will be another very hot day with a slight chance of afternoon thundershowers.

Yesterday was like that.

Had a few friends over for dinner last night. We skewered shrimp and I grilled it on the grill along with pasta and goat cheese, fresh salad, fresh zucchinis and mushrooms and a homemade peach and blueberry crisp.

Very tasty indeed. Sat on the deck and ate and talked and drank some wine into the dark of the night.

The moon is a little more than half and was beautiful as it rose above the hill behind my house.

peace to you all today and always

 

[valle12tom]

A friend gave me a Mini I-Pod this morning and completely blew me away.

I am crying now.

But I need to learn how to use the damn thing!

My truck needs some brake work done today. I have been smelling them for two days and that is not good.


peace to you today and always

 

[valle12tom]

It is gently raining this morning.

I was at a dinner party last night at some folks form church. the house was amazing. It was incredible. The meal and the conversation was great. Our hosts were two gay male partners but here I was and I couldn't say a thing about who I was or what I was feeling.

They are so open about who they are. I am not sure if it has always been that way because I can't ask questions like that at a church dinner.

They were both in corporate world and I wonder if they had to keep their love secret then but I can't ask.

What does that say about me and my life?

peace to you all today and always

 

[valle12tom]

It is Friday and I have the weekend off. Friends are coming to visit so that should be fun. I may check in a few times of course just to see what is happening but I will try and take the time off.

I forgot to tell you about what happened to me on Wednesday. I had to take my truck into the mechanic because something was happening with my brakes and I was smelling them. Anyway I took the truck but my mechanic had to keep it over night because more was wrong that he thought at first. Of course isn't that the way but this guy is so good and so trustworthy that I trust him completely.

Anyway that is another story. I got a friend to drive with me and bring me back to the office. There were some others cars in the way when we got there so I drove around back and left my truck and then was walking down the road to my friends truck when this dog attacked me.

Apparently he and his mate are on an invisible fence dog collar but there was no sign warning me or anyone that they were vicious guard dogs. A guy owns them who has a construction company next door.

Anyway here I am 56 years old and I love dogs and have never been attacked in my life. I was scared shitless and it was very very scary. Let me tell you. Rhodesian Ridgebacks. All muscles and teeth. The male attacked me and bit the back of my thigh and drew blood and would have really hurt me except his owner was there and called him off.

The owner acted as if it was OK as I was in the dogs territory and it was my fault. I was in shock and got in my friends truck and we drove to the office without really saying anything. I cleaned the wound and put antiseptic on it etc.

That night it was all swollen and black and blue and you could see the 4 teeth marks left by the dog. The next morning I called the animal control people and they went out and put the dog on what they call house quarantine for 10 days to observe him. They made the owner put up signs warning folks about the dogs.

Today the bite seems to be OK but I am watching it and putting antiseptic and tee tree oil on it throughout the day.

But what I kept thinking about was back in the civil rights days when the police let dogs loose on all the marchers. It is scary and dogs can really hurt you quickly.

I hate to think what might have happened if the owner had not been there to clal them off.

So peace to you all this weekend and always.

 

[valle12tom]

I was awake in a flash with a huge crack of lightning which lit up the entire sky followed a few seconds later by a very loud roll of thunder. This was at 5:30 AM and laster until about 6:20 AM.

I just lay in bed and watched the lightening and then counted the seconds until the thunder rolled and I would give my balls a squeeze on each count tracking the speed of the storm with my balls! It was quite entertaining and fun! LOL!

The sky was surreal with this cream colored light and clouds as the storm rolled through our valley. Not much rain was left behind but it was intense.

And the moon last night was awesome. Huge and almost orange as it rose above the mountains surrounding our valley to fill the night sky with its light.

3 deer were under the apple tree this AM eating the sweet and juicy apples which had fallen to the ground for them.

I did a labyrinth walk last night which was very interesting.

So today lots of friends are coming in and tomorrow as well. A full house!

Peace to you my friends.

 

[valle12tom]

Oh what weather we had this past weekend. Hot hot hot! but up here in the mountains hot is relative and at least we don't live in Raleigh or Charlotte or someplace really hot and at night it cools off and sleeping is a breeze.

Lots and lots of company this past weekend and still into today and through Thursday. I am taking some time off here and there to play which is good and something I needed.

15 people for a late lunch on the deck yesterday. Grilled shrimp, barbecue, salad, pasta, fresh veggies, fresh bread, wine, coconut pie, fresh fruit, angle food cake, carrot cake and more.

Playing in the stream yesterday afternoon and walking in the cool cold clear water. Sitting on warm rocks and talking and laughing with each other. A few quick glimpses of some cock showing through pant legs of an old friend made my day. For a virgin it was a beautiful sight to see his cock just hanging out in that pant hole. I could see the piss slit like an eye looking at me. Shit it made me so hard but of course no one knew or knows.

Church yesterday in a little country church not far from my home. Beautiful breeze blowing through the simple open windows. Nice music and good sermon.

Moon rising late as we sat on deck talking far into the night and way past my usual bedtime! Laughter and stories filled the air.

So it has been a wonderful weekend.

Today more playing around here and there and maybe even a trip up to Grandfather Mountain.

peace to you all now and forever

 

[valle12tom]

Well yesterday was another awesome day here in the mountains with friends.

We played together all day and spent more time in the stream and I saw more cock down my friends shorts legs as he was sitting on a rock by the stream.

Damn it made me hot just to look and it made me feel a bit like a perve looking!

More great food and lots and lots of laughter and stories and food and fun. It has been an awesome way to finish out the summer.

Just checking in and then I must get back before my friends all wake up.

peace to you all now and forever.

 

[valle12tom]

We baked cherry pies yesterday. About 5 of them and they were great warm out of the oven with vanilla ice cream on top melting down the sides. WOW! OMG!

Nice lazy day yesterday just talking and laughing. It rained pretty hard for awhile which was also nice so we decided to go to a movie.

What a bummer! We went to see 40 Year Old Virgin. It was getting good reviews and was the top grossing movie last weekend.

It was awful! It was horrible. It may have tied for the worst movie ever. We were all barfing in our empty pop corn bags. Save you money.

No stream walks so no sideways shots of my friends cock! Too bad. He has no idea I am looking nor does his wife or his kids!

I posted a new chapter yesterday. I wasn't going to until the weekend but i felt in such a good mood with all my friends being here that I just went ahead and did it.

Peace to you all