WATCHING BRAD
Part LXXV
Part LXXV
Sunday morning began with a bang. Or, more correctly, a knock on my chest. I opened my eyes and turned my head to see the almost identical faces of two little boys smiling at me - two of the four most beautiful sights to greet me first thing in the morning, and the third was lying right beside me.
"Hi, Daddy," the smiling faces said, and they made me smile.
I rolled onto my elbow. "Hi. You guys hungry?"
"Yes, but we have something to tell you." With that, they both started climbing onto the bed and onto me as I sat up. Brad was on his elbow by that time, watching as the twins scaled the side of the bed and settled onto my lap, one little boy on each leg. Their arms wrapped around me and they hugged me. "I love you, Daddy," they both said at the same time.
I hugged them back and said, "I love you two, too," I said.
Justin leaned back, laughing. "You said ‘tootoo'!" Jeremy laughed as well.
I smiled. "No. I said, ‘I love you'. . ." (I kissed Jeremy) ". . . and I love you." (I kissed Justin) "There's two of you. I love the two of you, too. Now, give me some more sugar."
I puckered my lips and two sets of lips smacked against mine. I turned my head to the left and received a third smack from the most beautiful man in the world.
"I love you, Pops," Brad said with a huge, welcoming smile.
"And I love you, Tiger." I gave him a non-puckered kiss this time. It lasted only as long as it took for tiny fingers to grab my ear and pull my face away from Brad's.
"Get ‘im, Brad!" I shouted as I swung Jeremy over to him. He grabbed Jeremy from me and I grabbed Justin around the waist and began play-wrestling with him. I lifted him into the air and buried my face into his belly and pretended to bite him making loud gnawing sounds. Justin was laughing and screaming and flailing his arms and legs and so was Jeremy.
My lips found the bare skin below Justin's pyjama tops and I pressed against him, blowing loud, sloppy, raspberry sounds into his belly.
There are few sounds more excruciatingly enjoyable than a child's hysterical laughter - especially at six fifty-two on a Sunday morning.
* * * * *
Brad was the lucky one that morning. I let him go back to sleep. I had the pleasure of dragging myself out of bed and making breakfast for the boys. I didn't mind, really. It's my job, and it's one I do willingly and with a great deal of pleasure. Hell, I signed up for it. Resigning wasn't in the job description.
I decided to stay my own breakfast until a few others roused themselves out of bed. The boys had finished their toast and cereal and juice, still dressed in their pyjamas. I still wore my robe. They were sitting in my lap, leaning back against me as we watched Sunday morning cartoons on YTV.
A commercial break came on, interrupting the twins' entertainment. Justin twisted around to look at me. "Daddy," he said as he grinned, "I need some sugar."
His lips puckered up and that made me smile. "You can have as much of that sugar as you want," I said, and I kissed him. Of course, Jeremy needed his sugar as well, and I could handle all the sugar they could dish out to me.
Justin put his arm around my back and put his cheek against my shoulder. "Daddy?"
"Yes?"
"I know why God took our other Daddy away."
"Uh oh," I thought. "What's this?" I prepared myself, hoping I would know how best to respond.
"Why did He do that?" I asked.
Jeremy joined his brother against my chest.
"Because He knew we wanted you for a Daddy."
Gee-sus, Murphy. What a thing to have to deal with at eight o'clock on a Sunday morning.
"You didn't even know me," I said. "How did you know you wanted me?"
Jeremy looked up at me and responded. "We knew you would come for us. We saw you in our dream."
Justin continued. "You came and you said you loved us."
"We saw you, Daddy," Jeremy added. "You brought us home with you."
I choked back the tears as I hugged my boys to me.
"You were ‘posed to be our real Daddy," Justin said finally. "God made a mistake."
"But he fixed it," Jeremy added. "He showed you where we were."
That did it for me.
* * * * *
"Good morning," Nathan said when he reached the top of the stairs.
"Hi," Barry said as he followed Nathan.
"Morning," I said. I set the twins on the floor and whispered, "Go wake up Brad." They went running off down the hall.
"Any coffee?" Nathan asked.
"Most of a pot," I said. "I'll go start breakfast."
"Park it, Pal," Nathan said. "Not while I'm in the house."
Barry came to the coffee table as screams of laughter came from our bedroom. "Fill ‘er up?" he asked as he picked up my mug.
"Sure," I said. "Thanks."
The twins came running back and into my lap after Barry left with my empty coffee mug. "Brad scared us!" Justin said with a happy grin.
"We thought he was sleeping," Jeremy added.
"He was awake and he scared us."
"Did you hear us scream, Daddy?"
"I sure did," I told them. "Is he coming out soon?"
"He wants to shower," Jeremy said.
"Which is what I should do," I said.
Barry returned with my coffee. "Mind watching the boys for a few minutes? I need to take a shower."
"Sure will," Barry said. "Nathan and I will have ours after breakfast if that's okay. We worked up a bit of a sweat last night."
"No problem," I said. "Thanks for watching the kids."
Brad jumped when I opened the frosted shower door. "Gee-sus, Murphy, Ted!" he yelled. "I didn't even hear you come in! Scared the hell out of me!" Don't worry. He was laughing.
"Payback for scaring my kids."
"Oh, you should have seen them, Ted. I bet they jumped higher than I just did."
"I heard them. What happened in there?"
"They woke me up when they were climbing onto the bed, but I pretended I was still asleep. They were just about to tickle me when I sat up and grabbed them and roared. Gee-sus, Murphy, it was funny."
"I can imagine. Wait until you hear what they said to me this morning." I told Brad what they had said about God making a mistake.
"Wow. That's deep."
"Even for an adult."
"Do you believe them? That they saw you in a dream?"
I thought for a very long moment. "Yes, Brad, I do."
* * * * *
I phoned Lindsay before eating the delicious breakfast Nathan was cooking for us. "Hi, Sweetheart," I said. "Having fun at Grandma's?"
"Lots," she replied. "We're going to make chocolate brownies this afternoon."
"Mmmm. Yummy. Look, I'm going to take the twins shopping to get them some shorts and things for the warmer weather. Would you like to come along?"
"Can I stay here and make brownies?"
"Sure, if you want," I said. "Is there anything you want me to get for you?"
"I need more red wool for my village, and more white, too."
"Okay. Anything else?"
She was silent a moment. I could almost hear her thinking. "No, Daddy. I have lots of shoes. I don't need the ones we looked at last week."
I can take a hint. I smiled to myself. "Okay, Sweetheart. I'll come get you for supper. Love you."
"I love you, too, Daddy. Bye."
"Goodbye, Sweetheart."
* * * * *
We'd eaten breakfast and I was moving a load of laundry into the dryer when Warren phoned. Brad called down to me, then kept Warren busy until I was finished.
"Hey, Buddy," I said cheerfully when I got to the phone.
"Hi, Teddy. Bill and I want to come down. You going to be home?"
"I promised the boys I'd buy them rollerblades this morning, and I want to pick up some shorts for them, but we'll be back by two or so. Is that okay?"
"Sure," he replied. "Gives me time to wrap the rest of. . ."
"Warren!"
"Lighten up, mon cher," he laughed. "It's only money."
"And it's money you shouldn't be spending on the kids."
"You know I can't come to see my babies empty-handed."
I had to smile. "Yeah, I know, Warren. Just try to keep it to a carload, alright?"
"What about. . ."
"No roof racks!" I shouted into the phone and laughed.
"Alright! Alright! Damn! You're getting to be a grumpy old fart, you know that, Teddy?"
"And I love you, too, Warren."
"See you this afternoon, Teddy," Warren said, adding a few kissing sounds.
"Bye, Warren."
"Bye."
I called Bernice back and told her about Lindsay's uncles coming for a visit. Bernice said it wasn't a problem. They'd make the brownies in the morning instead of the afternoon. I told her I'd pick up Lindsay when we got home.
Barry and Nathan decided to go shopping with us. "It's better than sitting at home watching television all day," Nathan said. "Besides, I know someone who has to buy me a ring."
For his part, Barry was like a new man. He wasn't completely free yet, but he was much more relaxed about his sexuality and wasn't quite as afraid to show it anymore. We went with them as they picked out their rings for each other. They decided on a matching pair. Barry's fit, but Nathan's had to be altered. Barry had his ring put on lay-away until Nathan's ring was ready. They wanted to pick them both up at the same time.
Right there in the mall, right there in the store, right in front of the young woman attending them, Barry kissed Nathan and told him that he loved him, and they hugged. I thought Nathan was going to cry. Then, with his arms on Nathan's shoulders, they looked into each other's eyes and they smiled. "I'll ask you to marry me again when we get the rings," he said.
"You can ask me any time you want, as many times as you want, Barry. The answer will always be ‘yes'." They kissed once more. Just a little one.
The boys were lazy that day. They'd walked to the jewelry store, but they didn't want to walk anywhere else unless it was to the toy store. I carried Justin. Brad carried Jeremy.
The clothing store wasn't very busy. As Brad and I went to find shorts and T-shirts for the boys, Barry and Nathan wandered around, browsing. Inside the store, they held hands. I handed Justin to Brad and began going through the shorts. I found good, sturdy, elasticized shorts which I thought would be perfect for them and easy enough for them to put on themselves. They wanted blue, of course, but I decided to give them some variety. I picked up 2 blue pairs, 2 green pairs, and 2 tan pairs.
"Aw, Ted," Brad said. "Look at these."
"What?"
I followed his gaze to the cut-off jeans he was looking at. I pulled out a pair and held them up. They were adorable, and I'm a sucker for adorable. I started going through the stacks, looking for the boys' size. I found a pair, but they looked awfully small. I looked around and found a store attendant passing nearby.
"Excuse me, where are your changing rooms?"
"Is it for the boys?"
"Yes."
"You can try them on right there," she said with a smile.
"Thank you," I said.
I took Justin back from Brad. "Well, Kiddo," I said. "Look's like you're ‘it'." I set him on the floor, knelt down and untied his sneakers, then took off his shoes and jeans. As I suspected, the shorts were too tight. I handed them back to Brad. "Next size up."
He found a pair. They fit, but there was no room for him to grow. I doubted they'd last through the Summer. I took them off again as Brad found the next size up. Those ones fit with room to grow into. I could slip three fingers into the waistband. Of course, Justin wanted to wear them and Jeremy wanted to wear his as well. Brad found another pair and I changed Jeremy as Brad looked for two more pairs. It was still cool outside, but the boys wouldn't be outside very long. They could wear them home.
I let the boys pick out the T-shirts they wanted. They selected five each.
Their best moment, though, came when I set them onto the counter so the woman could scan their bums. They thought that was pretty funny. She offered me a scissor to snip off the tags. I must admit. The twins looked really cute in their cut-off shorts. I was a proud father that day, and a happy one. The boys didn't mind walking. They could show off their new shorts.
We'd left Barry and Nathan in the store to buy some clothes for themselves and had agreed to meet them in the food court. I bought Lindsay's shoes, of course. I had to get my little girl something besides the red and white yarn for her crafts.
We found Nathan and Barry in the food court and sat down to enjoy a coffee. The boys sat in our laps, sharing an ice cream sundae and a tin of pop with two straws stuck in the pull-tab hole.
"Even shopping is fun with you guys," Nathan said with a grin. He and Barry were holding hands as they sipped their coffee. Brad and I were too busy holding excited boys to think about hands.
"We try to make the best of everything," I said.
We chatted back and forth until we finished our coffees, and then I checked my watch."Okay, boys," I said. "Hurry it up. Uncle Warren will be at our place soon and we still have to buy your skates."
"Can we skate today, Daddy?" Jeremy asked. Ice cream dribbled down his chin.
"If we have time, okay?" I replied as I wiped away the ice cream with a napkin.
They finished their ice cream and pop, and we made a side trip to the bathroom for the boys to go pee. A short time later, we were in Canadian Tire. Brad had already checked online for the skates and we knew exactly what we wanted. Cooper Dasher Juniors. They weren't very expensive, but would do for now. At least until the boys learned how to skate with wheels. Of course, the twins had to wear them home - just to show off, you know.
"Okay," I said. "You can wear them, but you have to hold someone's hand all the time. You can't skate by yourselves without your pads and helmets on, right?"
"Right, Daddy," they said. We put their shoes in the empty boxes and the twins wore their matching blue skates. We'd write their names in them later. Nathan and I held Justin's hands and Barry and Brad held Jeremy's. The boys giggled happily as we dragged them up the aisles to the check-out counters.
* * * * *
Warren and Bill were waiting in the driveway when we got home. As I unbuckled the twins from their safety seats, Brad took the stuff inside and brought out the boys' bicycle helmets and pads. They would skate over to Grandma's and Grandpa's when we went to pick up Lindsay.
I grabbed the boys in my arms and climbed out of the van. Bill grabbed my arm to help me down. Nathan and Barry followed me out and I made the introductions.
As Warren shook Barry's hand, he grinned his lascivious grin and looked at me. "Quel beuf, non?" he said.
"Eh, bien," Barry said. "Ted ne me racont pas que vous parlez le français. C'est mon plaisier de faire votre connaissance."
Warren's face fell blank and stunned as he looked at Barry. "What did you say?" He turned to me. "What did he say?"
I just laughed at my best friend. "I was wondering how long it would take for that to come back and bite you in the ass." Bill was laughing just as hard.
"You mean he doesn't speak French?" Barry asked.
"Hardly," I said. "He looks up all the juicy words and memorizes them and that's it."
Barry chuckled. "Pleased to meet you."
"Is that what you said?" Warren asked.
"More or less."
"More ‘less' than ‘more', I suspect," Bill snickered.
Brad rescued Warren from further humiliation by handing him a set of helmets and pads. I held onto the boys as Brad and Warren kitted them out.
"If you guys want to wait inside," I said, "Brad and I will go get Lindsay. We won't be long."
Bill nodded and winked. "It will give us time to unload the car."
"We brought TimBits," Warren added.
"Oh, I love those things," Nathan said. "I'll put on coffee."
"Make yourselves at home," I said. "We won't be long."
"Good," Warren said. "I've got to pee like you wouldn't believe! See you soon, my Sweets." He kissed the twins and headed for the house.
"He doesn't really have to go," Bill grinned. "He just doesn't want to carry packages."
"I'll help you," Barry offered.
I set the boys on the driveway. "We'll hold your hands for now until you get used to the skates, okay?"
"Okay, Daddy."
We walked with them down the driveway to the sidewalk, then on to the Hayes' household. They did surprisingly well, duplicating their movements as if they were on ice skates. They would be skating in no time at all.
Lindsay was anxious to see her uncles and the boys were anxious to show Grandma and Grandpa their new skates and shorts. We didn't stay long, but it was long enough for the boys to take a short skate down the hall and back to show off their skating abilities.
"Lucky for you," John said. "You've got carpets everywhere."
Like I said, we didn't stay long. Lindsay cut across the grass with her Tupperware full of tasty treats as Brad and I skated the twins back along the sidewalk. Inside, we unbuckled their skates and sent them into the livingroom to await their afternoon treats.
Warren stood up as I entered. His usual smile was gone. "Teddy? I need to talk to you alone while we're waiting for the coffee."
"Um, sure," I said. "Come on." Warren followed me into the bedroom
I closed the door behind us and sat on the bed. Warren sat beside me and took my hand in his. He looked at me with the saddest expression. Tears were filling his eyes already, and he hadn't said a thing. A strange panic shot through me. I suddenly didn't want to hear what Warren was going to say, but I had to at the same time.
"Warren," I said anxiously. "What is it?"
He took a deep, calming breath before speaking. "I won't be there for your wedding, Teddy."
To Be Continued










mmmmmmmmmm I didn't expect this twist. Good... real Good Neil. you are better than some of these so call writers on sitcoms and Movies. You are there with those writers that I told you about in the email. Real good!















