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When you were 14-15

I had a feeling when I was around 9 years old. I mean...I knew that I liked guys besides girls, but I didn't know what it meant. It had meaning but no context, I suppose...lol.

I didn't completely understand what it meant until I lost my virginity, which was 15. and at the point I did jerk off to gay porn, but not much else.
 
lol... we (me and, strangely- another guy who turned out to be gay) hosted a pool party at the country club after 8th grade- and i stole this hot guys board-shorts he left in the locker room, went out to the car, and used them to jerk-off.... i made a mess ;)
 
By 14 I was blowing older guys for money, and yet I still didn't think I was gay...just a good business man... heh...

It really wasn't until I was 17 or so that it finally dawned on me for real. Hard to explain, but never underestimate the power of denial.
 
at 14 or 15, didn't even know "gay" existed.
 
Sure did. I was messing around with guys at that age already.
 
I do believe I started worrying around that age yes. Then I "chose" to be str8, which lasted till about 19. I was prolly better off that way. I couldn't have dealt with both my father being sick and me being gay in my teens, one of the two would have killed me.
 
I didn't know that eating your own cum and shoving things up your ass was considered gay! :wink: Anyway, I knew I was gay since I was about 13-14 and I don't remember 'doing anything gay' except being attracted to men.
 
I tasted my cum the first time I made any. I'm curious that way, I didn't realize it made me gay. And I'd been putting things in my ass since I was a kid, and had no idea that meant anything, either.

The fact that when I masturbated, it was to pictures and fantasies of guys... that was the tip-off.
 
At that age, I was jerking off to (mainly mental) images of straight folks having sex. It didn't occur to me until later that the image of just a naked woman doing it wasn't enough. I'm a bit slow sometimes.

Lex
 
i came out when i was 15

nothing to hide
somehow everyone knew

high school was purgatory to me.

one thing my parents were pretty cool about that
they knew i was different
and never challenged me about it
 
I had no idea that I was gay or ever would be gay. At that age I was still sneaking peaks at my older brother's Playboy, Penthouse and other "girlie" mags. I was unmistakably interested in girls. But at around age 16 or so, I saw a couple naked guys in those magazines and that was enough to open the pandoras box.
 
I knew at least by the time I was 13, if not earlier, but by then I was having wet dreams in which I was having sex with boys. In one recurring dream I had, I was at a bathroom urinal, and Danny Salinas (a boy two years older, who looked like Mario Lopez except a bit darker) came up to me from behind, pulled down my pants, and fucked me standing up. In the dream I enjoyed this, but when I woke up from it, I was horrified by it. Danny was the guy who was always trying to get me to suck his dick in the boys' locker room, which I would never do for fear of getting caught. I was afraid that if I got caught, I would have to give blow jobs to all the boys.

I don't remember trying to put anything in my butt other than a finger, but I did like to look at it in the mirror. I was very attracted to my own butt, and I liked the way it was round and stuck out.
 
Jory said:
No when I was that age I would have shout it from the highest mountain top that I was not gay. The reason being I knew of no postive gay role models most of what I saw of gay in popular culture back then was the femmie type gay so I was not one them so therefore in my mind I was not gay.....but the strange thing was I was really never intrested in girls...go figure.
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it was the same for me.....but in my case i'm still trying to figure it out and accept it completely....by the way did a couple of things with guys..(when i was younger actually...between 1-3 grade.....didn't know what it meant)
 
tomersh said:
it was the same for me.....but in my case i'm still trying to figure it out and accept it completely....by the way did a couple of things with guys..(when i was younger actually...between 1-3 grade.....didn't know what it meant)
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I think everyone does that more or less at that age. It's sort of like a 'hey, you look like me down there' sort of thing.
 
I knew I was gay by then, but I hated myself for it (and many other things). It was my "why me?" phase.

As for sexual self-experimentation, I never did anything too extreme.
 
It was around that age that I started to realise it. Before then I'd just not had any interest in girls (or boys either for that matter), I think I first realised it when I was watching some soft-core porno on TV and noticed that I kept looking at the guy rather than the woman:rolleyes:
 
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