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Works and Days


ELEVEN


THE
WORKS
OF
OUR HANDS





“Russell!” Patti called up the stairs. “Are you almost ready?”
Russell stood in the mirror pushing his shoulders back and admiring himself in the black suit. He knew that other people would say he looked a lot more handsome now, his dark red hair short, but he missed it shoulder length. Everyday he looked in the mirror for progress, for the hope of hair returning. When it had first been cut it was shaved at his sides. Now, at least it formed wings over his ears.
“Yeah,” Russell shouted back.
All the McLarchlahns were present downstairs for Frank’s exhibition. John was a week away from moving to Fort Atkins and Denise had never left Geschichte Falls, having made home in Father Ford’s rectory, regardless if he liked it or not. Jaclyn was there, looking odd beside John, unsure of her new status, and Kathleen was present, minus Chase.
“This is my first art exhibition ever,” Frank told them.
“Not ever,” Sara reminded him. “Remember back at Saint Rita’s?”
“That wasn’t a real one.” Frank said.
“It was art, and it was an exhibition and it was you, so it was real.”
Frank turned red, and smiled at his wife
The Geschichte Falls Arts Council had once been the original high school in town. Later it had been the public library, which was now up the block on Bunting Street. Under its current incarnation, the two story brick building with its honey colored, and heavily shellacked hardwood floors was filling up with men in loafers, women in high heel shoes, wine and cheese.
` “I think we came underdressed,” Chayne told Jewell, he in jeans and an open plaid shirt, Jewell in a paisley colored maternity dress.
“This is great! This is great!” cried Abby Develara. “Father and daughter in the same museum!”
Abby threw her arms about Jaclyn, and then gestured to one of Jackie’s paintings beside the veiled one in the large gallery.
“Well, Abby, Frank’s not really my father.”
“He’s your sister-in-law’s father?”
“Yeah.”
“So he’s your father-in-law.”
“N—” Jaclyn started, and then squinted her eyes at the black haired Abby. “Are you drunk?”
Abby smiled, tipped her hand and said, “A little bit. Rosy!” the tall woman bellowed, “Rosy!”
A round red headed woman in gold lamé came toward them, and Abby said, “You know Jaclyn Lewis?”
“I love her work.”
“This is the bitch,” Abby thumped her on the back.
“Oh, my God!” the red headed woman clasped her hands to her mouth. “I love your Red Sessions!”
“Thank you,” Jaclyn held out her hand and smiled pleasantly.
“She never knows what to say in the face of her admirers,” Abby confided.
“I’m never in the face of my admirers,” said Jaclyn.
Abby, in her platform shoes, waltzed off to throw her arms around someone else, and then a grey haired man threw his arms around her.
“Yes, Dad?” Abby waited for the older man to speak.
“Who is that woman?” Mason Devalara demanded.
“How the fuck should I know?”
“Did you just say fuck to you father?”
“I’m afraid I did, I’m a little drunk.”
“Who is that woman?”
“Must I repeat myself—?” Abby started, but then she said, “She’s been here before—”
“I know.”
“It’s Jackie’s mom.”
“Introduce me.”
“Dad!”
“Well,” Mason drew himself up and took a hand through his steel colored hiar. “I’ll introduce myself.”
“You do that, Dad. I’ll be by the wine and cheese.”
“I know you will.”
While Kathleen and Sara and Frank were chatting loudly, Mason stepped into their circle, and the two women stopped to look at him. Mason gallantly took Kathleen’s small bird hand and bowed.
“Madam.”
“Call me Kathleen.”
“Let him call you madam,” Sara interjected.
“I was captivated by your beauty,” Mason told her. “Might I stand beside you for the unveiling?”
“Well,” Kathleen Lewis lost her British accent for once, “well, yes.”
“Wait just a moment,” said Mason. “Let me bring you a glass of champagne. Cheese?”
“Oh no,” Kathleen blushed and twitched her waist, “It goes to my hips.”
When Mason had come back to Kathleen with their glasses, his daughter in her black slacks was before them all speaking.
“The Geschichte Falls Arts Council is proud to present the newest piece of work from—while not a local—the father of one our locals, Patricia Lewis.”
Abby clapped her hands, managing her wine glass, and signaled them all to clap too.
“Mr. Francis Mc.Larchlahn has been an artist for over fifty years. Most of his career, he has been a full time worker in the steel industry, and only with his retirement and the rich love of his wife, Sara, and his three children, Denise, Patricia and John has he been able to turn wholeheartedly to his artwork. This new colossal painting will be hanging here, and later in the town hall, and is inspired by his son-in-law, our very own Thomas Lewis.
Here, Abby gestured to Thom who smiled and nodded. Jackie clapped and roared, “Yay, Thom!”
“Frank, how ‘bout you come up here and do the unveiling for us?” Abby urged.
Frank nodded, and stepped up.
` “I would like to thank my family,” said Frank. “Both born to me and by marriage, and you, Abigail, and your father as well for displaying my work. Long life to the Geschichte Falls Art Council.”
They all clapped again.
“I call this piece,” said Frank. “Adonis!”
And with that, he unveiled the life size painting of Thom Lewis.
Everyone in the museum gasped. Chayne and Jewell stopped themselves from laughing, Thom’s eyes fell out of his head and Abby downed, in one sustained swallow, her entire glass of wine.
There before them in oils, Thom Lewis was giving a salute in a marine’s helmet and bearing a rifle.
And the helmet and rifle were the only things he was wearing.

Chayne Kandzierski left fairly quickly. Many people were coming up to Thom who was keeping his back to his image.
“No I never—No I—no!” Russell could hear his father telling everyone who came up to him.
“Tommy, I never knew you had it in you!”
“I didn’t pose for it!”
“Of course you did!” Frank differed.
“No—no—not like that!” Thom stammered.
“I took liberties.”
“Really, Thomas,” Kathleen drawled. “It’s a masterful portrait.”
“And just imagine, now it’ll be hanging in City Hall for everyone to see,” Jackie’s voice was neutral, but the look on her face was priceless.


“Hey, Lewis!” Ralph Balusik snarled at Russell in the hall of Our Lady of Mercy, “Your dad’s got a nice ass. We got a look at it in City Hall the other day.”
“Yeah,” Jason Lorry added. “Does it run in the family?”
He caressed Russell’s ass and laughed. Russell felt violated and weird.
“Ooh, yeah, honey it does,” Jason said, and Russell was sure that the pretty, dusky skinned half Indian boy who was always calling him a faggot was gay himself, even if he was unwilling to admit it.
“Um, the Lewis ass!” Ralph leered at him. “So, are you and your dad going to be posing for any other municipal artwork?”
“I’m surprised you can pronounce municipal,” Russell said coolly, closing his locker.
Ralph stuck a finger up his nose and was about to wipe a booger on Russell’s lapel when he stopped and said, “Woah!” for his hand was held back by a long brown one.
“Gilead, what’s up!” Ralph pleaded.
“Nicky, whaddo we do with this one?” Gilead Story, impeccably dressed, was speaking in a monotone to his friend as if to say he’d forgotten he was holding onto Ralph Balusik.
“Now, let him go,” started Jason Lorry.
“You back off, little man,” warned Nick Ballantine. Russell remembered him. The other boy was a senior, not much taller than Jason. He was a writer and popped up at Chayne’s house a lot and Gilead was one of Chayne’s cousins.
“I remember you,” Nicky said to Russell, smiling. “I think, Gilead, that you should let him go and make sure he washes his hands.”
“Good idea,” said Gilead, then, turning pleasantly toward Ralph, “Can you do that, Balusik?”
Ralph nodded.
“I don’t know how many of you it takes to screw in a light bulb,” Gilead went on placidly, “but it surely only takes one of you to wash your hands? Eh?”
Gilead released Ralph, and shoved him in the direction of the washroom while Nicky headed down the hall, saying, “See you around, Lewis!”
A few seconds later Mark Young snuck up and said, “That was cool, Russell!”
“Huh?” Russell said, closed his locker and screwed shut his combination.
Mark Young was a junior and a track runner with dark wavy hair and rolled cuffs whom Russell had believed, until this very moment, never knew he existed.
“Gilead’s really cool,” Mark said.
He added, “You are too, Lewis. Stay upright?”
The upper classman gave Russell a thumbs up and hooked smile, and then headed down the hall.
“Wow,” Jeremy looked at him in amazement.
“Yes?” Russell said, still surprised by the turn of the day.
“You’ve got friends in high places!”


“And then you started bellowing, ‘Drink some more fuckin’ wine! Drink some more fuckin’ wine!’”
“Oh, my God,” Abby put a hand to her mouth. “I didn’t.”
“You did,” Jackie told her as they adjusted her new painting to the wall in the gallery.
“I really do need to pay more attention to the cheese than the wine at these exhibitions,” Abigail said. “By the way, my father was positively smitten by your mother, Jaclyn.”
“Mother can be quite...” Jackie sought for the word, “smiting.”
“He wanted me to find out where she lives.”
“You know she lives in Fort Atkins.”
“I know that,” Abby said, “but he wants a phone number, too.”
“Oh, my God—”
“That’s right,” Abby elbowed Jaclyn, “your mama’s on the market!”



“How’s it hanging, Lewis?” Russell felt a thump on his back and turned around to shout, “Alright,” although the other boy was gone all the way down hall before he recognized that it had been Nick Ballantine.
After history class, Jeff Cordino called Russell to his desk, as he himself was stuffing all of his things into a briefcase and moving to his next classroom.
“I couldn’t help but notice that you’re actually coming to class,” Jeff said.
“I could stop,” Russell suggested.
“No,” Jeff laughed. “No. It’s good. I was just going to say, things are better at home now?”
“Oh, yes.”
“And at school?”
“Yes,” Russell said, then added. “Lots.”
“Well, if any of us can help—”
“Mr. Cordino,” Russell interrupted his teacher.
“Yes?”
“I just wanted to say thanks. For everything. When the year started it was so bad, and you were—you’ve been really good. So, thank you.”
Jeff Cordino turned from Russell, and the student could see that the teacher was blushing a little.
“It sure will be good when the snow clears up,” Jeff said.
“Yeah.”
“Lent’s not too far off,” Jeff said. “Wow, then I get Confirmed.”
The new students for the next class were coming in.
“Mr. Cordino, can I ask you a personal question?”
“Alright, I guess.”
“Why do people get Confirmed?”
“That’s right,” Jeff remembered. “Your Dad said you never took the plunge.”
“The plunge,” Russell remarked. “Never heard it called that before. I mean,” Russell spoke confidentially now as he and Jeff left the classroom, “Why didn’t you do it when you were my age and all?”
“I was in public school. We didn’t have CCD or anything like that. So, I guess, now that I’m twenty-five and I know a little about my religion I really want to be a part of it. So this is how I say I take it seriously, I guess. I know that’s not a good answer, but...”
“No, it’s a fine answer, Mr. Cordino,” Russell said.
The talk had not kept Russell from any of his classes. Now was lunch hour. He got his sack lunch out of the locker and was heading downstairs. He was approaching the ground floor and could see the sophomores filling up the cafeteria, when he realized he did not want to go and started back upstairs. He didn’t want to take it today. Something in him said he didn’t want to take the cafeteria anymore. He passed the landing where there was a statue of our Lady of Fatima, and went past the second floor, the third floor and its cafeteria for the juniors and seniors and up to the fourth floor with the band room and the choir room, the equipment rooms and the miscellany of Our Lady of Mercy High School.
He’d never been up here. This long quiet corridor was filled with sunlight and in the center of it were two large, polished wooden doors, and when Russell went in he found the chapel.
It was a surprise because, though Russell knew there was a chapel, he never knew exactly where it was. The school, when there were school Masses, conducted them in the gymnasium, for the chapel was not large enough to contain seven hundred young men.
But it was large. In the center of it was a dome painted with clouds and a cross at the center, and a circle of windows holding the dome up let light in over the two long rows of mahogany pews through which a blue carpeted aisle went to the altar which still had rails, and over the altar was an arch, painted with saints, with Christ looking down. The chapel smelled of old incense and snuffed out candles, and all and all, Russell decided it wouldn’t be a bad place to eat.
He didn’t look around. He didn’t really pray. He just ate the ham sandwich and thought about nothing in particular. Russell washed it all down with his juice box, and looked at his watch, realizing it was time for gym class, balled up his paper bag and baggies and headed out the chapel when he was surprised by the doors swinging open and Gilead Story walking in.
“Gilead!”
“Lewis,” the junior smiled. “So I see you’ve found my hiding place.”
“Your hiding—”
“Who wants to eat in the caf!” Gilead said.
“Do you mind if I’m eating here on your times... some days?” Russell asked.
“Not at all, Lewis. You’re good people.”
“Is that why you looked out for me the other day?”
“I looked out because we need to look out for each other,” said Gilead. “We need to be friends.”
“Mark Young seems to think so too.”
“Mark Young?” a strange look passed over Gilead’s face, a look, Russell thought, that was a lot like someone trying to hide something, though Russell could not begin to say what.
“You know Mark Young?”
“Not really,” Russell said. “He sounded like your friend. You all are in the same class.”
“True,” Gilead said, “but I’ve hardly ever spoken to him.”
“He seems to really admire you.”
“Oh,” Gilead said. “He should tell me himself.”
Russell bursts out laughing, and Gilead laughed too.
“Well,” said Russell. “Gilead Story, you may be my first friend in high school.”

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That was a great portion! Hearing about artwork of Thom was a surprise. I am happy to see the intros Gilead and I am glad he stood up for Russell. Excellent writing and I look forward to more tomorrow!
 
Yes, and along with Gilead, Nicky Ballantine, Curtis Brown and Mark Young to support Russell against the bullying from Ralph and Jason. Now that we're inside of Our Lady of Mercy, all sorts of things are beginning to be seen.
 
Kathleen Lewis was doing stretches in a black leotard when the phone ring and she grunted, “Aw shit!” and went to the telephone.
“Hello?”
“Is this Kathleen Lewis?”
“Yeah.”
“Where’s that British accent.”
“Dawling!” Kathleen said, switching, and then said, “Can I help you?”
“We met the other night. I’m Mason Devalara.”
“I know the name. It’s a good Irish one. I—”
“I gave you wine and cheese.”
“Mason! Abigail’s father. Yes, I’m such a fool. You were quite the charmer.” Kathleen wrapped the phone cord around her finger. “How are ya, Mason?”
“Your British accent’s gone again.”
“It’s optional. It’s good to hear from you.”
“Kathleen, I’ll be blunt.”
“Please do.”
“I think you’re beautiful.”
“I agree—I mean, I think you’re beautiful too. I mean—”
“When are you free to go out?”
“Out? Out? Out! Am I? Yes, I am.”
“When?”
“Yesterday. I mean any day. Today. I mean—when is good for you?”
“Tonight. Eight o’clock.”
“I’m old, that’s almost my bed tiem. What about seven?”
“Seven. Yes. I’ll pick you up then.”
“Wonderful.”
Mason hung up the phone and Kathleen, smiling at the receiver went back to her workout. She was in the middle of lifting a barbell when she realized something and went to stand guard at the telephone.
It rang.
“Mason?”
“Yes. Kathleen. I forgot to ask—”
“8411 Lauren.”
“Thank you.”
“Thank you, Mason. See you tonight.”

Russell burst into Chayne’s house so quickly the older man didn’t have time to say hello and so continued typing at the computer. Russell threw down the book bag and swung back into the living room.
“Chayne?”
“Yes?” Chayne turned from his work to the excited boy.
“I’ve decided.”
“Yes?”
“I want to be Confirmed.”

That Friday night, Chuck Shrader was sitting back precariously on the last two legs of his chair and stroking his chin because he needed to shave. Mickey Wynn and Edmund Prince, were playing blackjack and their cousin, Chayne, was revising a poem, crossing and crossing out lines. Russell was picking notes on his guitar and attempting to put a song together and Nick Ballantine, who had not come to the house for a long time, was sipping coffee and paying only a very little attention to the notebook he had been writing in.
Chayne, for his part, had not been able to keep silent. He had said before Christmas, “I’m sorry things didn’t work out with Patti.”
“No, no,” Chuck said, looking very wise and making Chayne glad to no him, “it worked the way it could, and she was the first woman I got to love since my wife. That was a privilege, not a regret.”
Russell had wanted to say much the same thing, and Chayne felt that when he repeated these words, some of the boy’s unease around the teacher would fade. What faded now was the notes of the music and Russell finished playing.
“Good song,” Ted Weirbach said, and Russell nodded and murmured thanks. while Nicky said he agreed.
“Where’s Elaine?” Ann wondered, walking in the the house, followed by Diggs.
“She hasn’t come... In weeks. I think,” Chuck said.
“We should have known,” Diggs joked, sitting in a chair beside Chayne, “Those Evervirgin people!”
“Why is it called Evervirgin, anyway?” Nicky asked, sitting up.
“I thought you went there.” Chayne said.
“No. My family goes to Adjeanet’s.”
“Well, it’s called Evervirgin because of the statue of Mary.” Chayne told him.
“Have you ever seen it?” asked Chuck. “It’s beautiful.”
“It used to belong to us,” Ann said.
“Huh?” Chuck looked up.
“The Evervirgin came from France with the people who founded Saint Adjeanet’s. We gave it to Evervirgin years ago.”
“We should get it back!” Diggs slapped his knee.
“Yeah!” Ted looked excited.
“Ted—I was joking.
“No,” Ted stood up. “We should STEAL IT BACK.”
They all looked at Ted Weirbach, the storky, blond, bespectacled man, smiling in amazement over his idea.
“Yawl—” Mickey started, piecing the unbelievable together, “wanna steal a statue?”
“Yeah!” Ted nodded.
“No!” Diggs looked at his friend as if he’d lost his mind. “Chayne, tell him—”
“No,” Chayne said quietly, a smile spreading across his face now. “It’ll be a great idea. Steal... the Evervirgin. I like it. I really like it.”








“Oh, Kathleen, you’re delightful!” cried Mason, lifting his wine glass. “With or without the British accent.”
“Thank you daw—” Kathleen cleared her throat. “Thank you. And it’s nice to go out with a man of true respectability and culture.”
“I give Geschichte Falls what I can,” Mason said. “It’s a good place, and there are far too many artists who live around here who don’t have an outlet for their work or a place to display it.”
Kathleen nodded. “The Geschichte Arts Council was a good idea.”
“Oh, it wasn’t mine. It was all Abby’s Mom. Irene was from New York and when she moved out here she thought there would be no art at all, but then she found that it was a great deal of art and culture just waiting to be shown. Irene was responsible for raising the money to put the Arts Council together, sort of putting Geschichte Falls on the artistic map, even if it was a very small place on that map.”
“But she died?”
“Yes,” Mason nodded. “About a decade ago. You would have liked her. Except she used a French accent.”
“Now you’re putting me on.”
“No,” Mason shook his head. “And she used to drape herself across the couch and complain of ennui. Abby’s got a lot of her mother in her. Are you… widowed?”
“I don’t know,” Kathleen said. “I might be by now.”
Mason laughed and Kathleen explained.
“Alright, my childhood sweetheart was this worthless—he was a Protestant—Scots-Irish boy. Russell Logan Fennian Lewis, though some called him R.L, and others called him… well... other names. I always had a soft spot in my heart for him, and he did for me, but he was shiftless. And then when his father, TJ, this moonshiner was taken to jail R.L. became even more shiftless..
“As long as I had my brother around—and it was my brother who raised me—R.L stayed away and sense stayed in my head. But then my brother got a factory job here, on the river. I said I would finish up high school and go to college. My brother let me. The next thing I knew me and R.L. were having a shotgun wedding and Kristin, my oldest, was born a little later.
“It wasn’t a great marriage, but I suppose R.L. and I loved each other. He was around for fourteen years. He’d disappear a lot, and his brothers and sister would find him passed out in gulches, near rivers, wherever.
“The last time he disappeared, I was pregnant with Finn. So that was over twenty-five years ago. His brothers went looking for him. No one could find him, and finally my brother told me to just come up here and live with him. So I brought the kids here. Finn was born in the winter of ’72, and the rest is history.”
Mason sat back, “Sounds like a miniseries.”
“Actually, if you’d known the Lewises—I mean the real Lewises, not my children, it would sound like a Loretta Lynn album. My God,” Kathleen shook her head and put a shellacked finger to her nose, “that all seems a world away. That life. It wasn’t a bad one, but it was a strange one.”
“I can’t imagine,” Mason began, “you, running around in the Appalachian Mountains with a drunken husband and three babies.”
“We didn’t even have plumbing,” Kathleen remembered. “I came here. Worked in the factory. Then became a secretary. I went to school, got my degree—eventually. It was a long, long time ago.”
Mason touched Kathleen’s hand.
“Kathleen O’Donnell, you are an amazing woman.”
Kathleen, her bright eyes laughing, smiled and nodded.
“Yes,” she said in a tone of discovery. “Yes, I am. Thank you. Sometimes an amazing woman needs an amazing man to remind her of who she is.”


Ted Weirbach stayed the night, happy as a little boy, and he and Chayne made love energetically and after Ted had come, he lay on his back, propped up on his elbows, glasses still on and said, “We’re gonna be thieves.”
“Ted!” even Chayne was surprised.
“Goddamn,” Ted said, not so much like someone swearing as someone trying out a word.
He said it again.
“Goddamn!”
“Ted!”
What the fuck have I made? Chayne wondered, looking at the quiet man who was more a friend than a lover and more like an old husband than an exciting boyfriend.
Ted grinned at him, looking very handsome, threw off his glasses, looked a little bit like a Jewish Robert Redford, and when Ted kissed him again, Chayne was in love with him.
They woke early the next morning to cross town and see how they might steal the Evervirgin: Chayne, Jaclyn, Mickey, Edmund, naturally Ted, by surprise, young Nicky Ballantine with Russell and now—reluctantly—Diggs.
The Church of Saint Mary the Evervirgin was huge and brick and double towered with a great rondo of the Annunciation over the enormous portico and bells ringing out three o’clock from the carillons that boomed down on Chayne, Russell, Jackie and Diggs as they drove around the massive red brick nemesis of Saint Adjeanet’s, and parked at the back, in the alley, not in the parking lot which lay to the left of the church between it and its newly renovated school. There they met the others.
“It seems that whenever we come here, it’s to steal,” Russell noted, remembering the choir robes they had taken, as they moved through the trees and the little walkway between the rectory and the church.
“Shush,” said Chayne as he came into the church through the side door.
Evervirgin was always open, ever ready to display her wealth, her gorgeous German lancet windows inscribed with innumerable stories and improbable saints. The church was filled with a golden light from the rondo that sat above the large choir loft, and shone over the rows of shiny pews.
“There she is,” Ted marveled.
To the right of the altar, on her own little altar above the blue votive candles, she stood with her arms out, welcoming them to steal her.
“I don’t know if we should even think about doing this,” Nicky whispered, stepping behind the older men and walking beside Russell. “I mean, she looks... holy.”
“She’s the Mother of God,” Diggs said.
The candlelight flickered on her open hands, the darkness of her smooth and ancient face, the eyes that looked out at them, the white veil over her head.
“Don’t worry,” Chayne whispered. “I think she can take a joke. Look at that smile!”
But something even in Chayne lurched at the idea of stealing an image of the Blessed Mother as a joke. Somehow, it would have been easier if it was Jesus Himself. Chayne, however, went toward the statue thinking it was best to do a thing wholeheartedly and put silly fears out of his head. He played with one end of the base and Mickey with the other.
“I don’t think it’s gonna be heavy at all,” Mickey reported. “I thought it would be bolted or something.”
“So did I,” Chayne whispered to his cousin. “When we come back, it’ll only take me and you and Edmund to lift it—”
They all heard a noise. The west door opened. Everyone, Protestants included dropped to their knees, closing their eyes and folding their hands in not entirely feigned prayer.

Thom Lewis’s face crumpled as he sat watching the news and he whined, “Patti, I swear that’s the last time I pose for your crazy father! I’m all over the place!”
“Shush, Thom,” Patti came to the couch, “This is my favorite part of the interview.”
“We spoke with the muse, Thomas Lewis, just yesterday....” Holly Gerrings was saying.
“Oh, God,” Thom moaned. “Patti can’t we change channels?”
“No.” Patti put her hand over Thom’s which was over the remote control.
Thom heard himself . “Uh, I, ah. It was done on Christmas Day. I wasn’t naked for it.... I swear... Is it coming down from City Hall anytime soon—?”
Then there was a cut to an aggrieved woman in a scarf yelling in front of the courthouse on Main Street.
“It’s a disgrace. It’s an outright disgrace that they’ve put that up....”
“I agree,” Thom said in his living room.
“And Thom Lewis is responsible for the corrupting of the youth of this city. If he were here right now...”
“Don’t make me beat you, woman,” Patti said to the television putting a hand on her husband’s head as the doorbell rang, and then it flew open and Kathleen waltzed in.
“Dawlings!” she cried, then, “Russell!”
Russell came down the stairs. Kathleen said, “Family. Wonderful news. For the second time in a month a Lewis is going to be famous in Lothrop County.”
Russell guessed, “Dad’s a centerfold now—?”
“Young man!” Thom warned.
Russell, indifferently, twanged a guitar string.
“No. Mason Devalara and I talked, and the Geschichte Falls Art Council is going to be putting on Kathleen Lewis’s One Woman Show.”
“Really, Grandma!”
“It’s called, Russell,” Kathleen put a hand on her grandson’s shoulder, “A Night of Kate!”
“Good God,” Thom murmured.
“You’ve had your moment in the sun, Thomas—”
“Is that what you call it—?”
“Why shouldn’t I have mine?”
“Oh, dear,” Patti started.
“I thought we’d been through this already, Patricia,” said Kathleen crisply. “It’ll be a good show.”
“Not that, Kathleen,” said Patricia, “On T.V. I just saw the Evervirgin’s been stolen—Russell? Russell. Why are you laughing. Russell Fennian Lewis, get up off the floor this minute. I mean it!”

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Kathleen and Mason are cute together! I can’t believe our group of friends actually stole the statue. That was a great portion with some excellent writing. I look forward to more tomorrow!
 
Kathleen and Mason ARE cute together, and Yes, the statue had been stolen, and Ted is glad to be thief. Now what becomes of them we will soon see.
 
Since Russell had been acting weird for the last few days, on Wednesday, after Russell had run off to Chayne’s, Thom finally said, “That’s it, this whole family’s crazy!”
“I agree,” said Patti.
“I’m gonna find out what that boy’s up to.”
“Up to?”
“I smell something rotten in the state of Denmark.”
“Well, we’re in the state of Michigan, dear.”
“Don’t you care?” Thom threw the paper down.
“No,” Patti said, “I’m used to the weirdness.”
Thom, not willing to endure the weirdness, got up, left the house, hopped into the station wagon and headed for 1421 Curtain Street.
The hearse was not out front, but the house was not empty. Despite the cold, the door was wide open, and Thom saw Diggs’s car.
“They’re in the alley!” Thom guessed, parked across from Chayne’s house and headed in that direction.

“Alright,” Chayne was saying, as he and Mickey grunted, lifting up the Evervirgin, “it’s time to get this thing out of my hearse and into a safe hiding place.”
“What if the police come looking for it?”
“Why would they look for it here, man?” Mickey said impatiently. “Ted, shield us. Diggs open up the backyard door so we can take this into the house.”
“How long are we gonna keep this thing, anyway?” Diggs asked.
“Just a couple of—”
“AH HA!”
Chayne and Mickey heard a shout, and both let the statue go in time to catch air, hear a shattering and not bothering to look down, but instead turning to see Thom Lewis, whose mouth was open and whose face was not drowned of color.
Thom had been about to say, “Caught you!”
Now, he wasn’t sure what he’d caught them at, but he had a feeling he’d ruined it.
“Oh my God. Oh, my God! Oh, my God!” Ted was murmuring as Thom approached, looking between Mickey and Chayne.
“Oh, my God!”
Chayne was shaking his head.
Diggs said flatly, “You broke the Evervirgin.”
“What are we going to do?” Ted wondered.
“We?” Diggs started.
“Well,” Chayne assessed, finally daring to look down at the remnants of the statue. “This is about four or five centuries in purgatory for each of us—except for Mickey and Edmund. You don’t believe in purgatory. You’ll just go to hell.”
“You guys,” Thom’s voice was weak, “stole the Evervirgin?”
“We thought it would be a funny joke,” Chayne said in a voice that was not at all humorous.
“Shouldn’t we...” Russell, the youngest of them spoke, “pick up the pieces?”
“Yeah,” said Chayne then, regaining himself, “yes. Yes we should! Mickey, please go into the basement and get a box while I get the major pieces.”
Thom just kept on murmuring, “Oh, my God. Oh, my God.”
Exasperated, Chayne shook his head and said, “Thom, shut the fuck up.”

They carried the pieces of the Evervirgin to Chayne Kanzierski’s basement, to the cupboard at the bottom of the stairs, then, in silence, they returned to the kitchen.
“Hey Hey, people!” Nicky Ballantine hooted coming into the house.
“Nicky,” said Chayne.
“Let me get a look at her. Where is she?”
“Down in the basement.”
“Cool!” said Nicky, “This is so cool!”
Nicky ran down the stairs, then they heard a strangled cry and the boy came back up white faced.
“We’re going to hell!” he cried.
“Well,” Russell said, turning to his father placidly. “This is as good a time to tell you as any. I’ve decided to get Confirmed.”

As Chayne rang the doorbell to the parish house, Russell asked, “Should we tell them about the statue?”
Pressing a smile to his face, Chayne answered, “Don’t be ridiculous,” and Father Robert answered the door.
“Father Heinz,” Chayne greeted him.
“Bobby, remember?”
“Um... yeah.”
“Come in,” Robert Heinz gestured for them to enter. “Come in.”
“Russell, your aunt,” Robert Heinz went on, “is a Godsend,”
“Where is the old girl?” Chayne asked.
“I think she’s with Geoff—”
“And how do you feel about a hollandaise sauce on that?” Denise was asking as she pursued the other priest down the stairs.
“Sounds good,” Geoff was saying.
“And a marmalade glaze for the chicken?” My husband used to love my marmalade glaze—hello, Russell. Chayne!”
“Chayne!” Geoff saw the man in the center of his living room. “Denise was just going over tonight’s menu—”
“The hollandaise sounds good?”
“Yes, Denise.”
“With what?” Robert Heinz inquired.
Denise Mc.Larchlahn smiled and answered: “Spaghetti.”
“Spaghetti? I dunno—”
“Just say yes,” Geoff hissed. “Chayne. Russell, can I help you guys?”
“Yes, uh, how long does it take to Confirm somebody?”
“You haven’t been confirmed, Chayne?” started Robert Heinz and Chayne scowled at the young priest.
“I haven’t been Confirmed,” Russell told them.
“Well,” Geoff looked puzzled, “the process can take a year. Sometimes—like with the eighth graders, it’s nine months, and then at the end of the school year they get Confirmed. Or it can happen at the Easter Vigil. You know that, Chayne.”
“Can it happen for Russell by the Easter Vigil?” Chayne demanded.
“You wanna get Confirmed Russell?”
“That’s exactly what the fuck he just said.”
Robert Heinz, not yet used to Chayne, blinked, but Geoff Ford didn’t even notice.
“I’ll be his sponsor again,” Chayne said. “He knows more now than most kids—or grownups know when they come into the Church. Why not?”
“Because, Chayne,” now Robert Heinz, having regained his composure, spoke “that’s just not the way things are done. And speaking of the way things are done. I have this idea for a song the choir is going to—”
“That,’’ Chayne said, “is certainly not the way things are done. Come on, Geoff. If you all say no, I’ll just find a priest who will.”
“Like who?”
“I bet one of the priests at Evervirgin wouldn’t think of the implic—”
“You wouldn’t!” Geoff hised.
“Come, Russell,” Chayne said, preparing to leave.
Robert Heinz, who did not understand the full concept of this threat spoke up now.
“Speaking of Evervirgin,” the newer priest said, “I was talking to Father Walsh and Father Barnard from over there, and they were lamenting the loss of the statue. Dreadful shame.”
At the word statue, Russell felt the bottom of his stomach freeze. He wondered if Chayne felt the same thing too.
“Did you know?” Father Robert asked innocently, “that that little old Mary wasn’t even insured, which is a shame because it’s worth about a million dollars.”
Russell picked his jaw up quickly. He looked toward Chayne, who smiled and said, “Really?”
Thank God for the Kandzierski poker face.


“You broke the Evervirgin!” Patti pounced on Thom.
Thom Lewis looked up at his wife, the tendrils of her hair hanging in his face, and he nodded nervously.
“Oh my God, Thom! Why didn’t you tell me until now?”
“I thought that if I whispered it.... as you were drifting off to sleep. The news might settle on you gently.”
In their bed, Patti gave her husband an amazed look.
“I guess I was wrong.”
“And Russell was in on this too?”
Patti ignored the rest of her husband’s comment. She sat beside Thom in her pink satin nightgown, unbelieving. She reached for her packet of Benson and Hedges, stopped, and just started to laugh.
“What?” Thom demanded helplessly.
“You just popped up behind them and said, “‘Aha!’ and boom! Poof! There goes the Evervirgin!”
“Oh, Patti, that’s not funny.”
“Five hundred years of tradition and at least a million dollars gone. Just like that!”
Patti threw back her head and laughed.
“Patti!”
“All this and a naked painting of you in City Hall!”
Thom was about to open his mouth when the phone rang.
Patti sobered and said, “I’ll get it. Hello? Kathleen. Yes. That’s right. What? What? Yes. Of course. You want me to tell—you want to. Okay. Good.”
Patti turned toward her husband. “It’s your mother. She wants to talk to you.”
“Hey, Mom. Um. Alright. Okay. Tomorrow. When. Well then, yeah. You too, Mom. Goo’night.”
Thom handed his wife the phone. Patti hung it up.
“So we’re going to see the rehearsal for Mom’s one woman show tomorrow night?” Thom said.
“Kathleen,” Patti stated with a smile. “On her own! For two hours.”
“Oh, we’re all just so funny to you tonight, aren’t we?” Thom sank under the covers while his wife kept cackling.
“Oh, Thomas,” Patti kissed her little husband on the head, “I love this family. It’s a good night to be a Lewis!”

“Yes, hello,” Thom was sitting at Patti’s desk in the living room in white shirt, blue tie, and good cologne, dark hair combed perfectly, looking full of business. “I am Thom Lewis. Yes, yes, the one in the painting. Thank you. You—you’ve got a great ass too. No. No, I wasn’t in the service. A Norman Rockwell quality to it? Why… Why thank you.”
“Thom, are you almost ready?” Patti was walking through the house in high heels, the black gown tight around her waist as she hooked in the teardrop earrings.
“Almost, Patricia.”
Thom returned to his phone call.
“Say, I’d like to know when that painting’s coming down. It came down today? Really? Back in the gallery? It’s—It’s not. It’s been... bought. Bought?”
Thom’s voice grew cold and he sat up. “By who? Whom, I mean? Yes. I can write an address down.”
He sketched the number, hung up the phone. Patricia stood before her husband looking devastatingly gorgeous.
“It’s a shame you look so beautiful,” Thom told his wife, “on the night I tell you I have to kill your father.”

“Oh, you came!” Abby cried out to Jackie, placing a long hand on her friend’s shoulder.
“You’ll be so proud of your mother tonight.”
There was a small lounge in the Arts Council building, and Abby was sitting in the dimly lit lounge, at the table, sipping a martini as the Lewises came to join her.
“Dad’s back with Kathleen warming up. You’ll love the show. Martini anyone?”
“I would love a glass of white wine, actually,” Jackie said.
“I’d love a beer—” started Thom.
“Thomas!”
“I can get the wine,” Abby told Jackie, “but the beer is definitely out. You see, Thom, I drank it.”
Abby leaned back elegantly and belched before standing up.
“You, Patricia?”
“The martini sounds good to me.”
“And you, Russell?”
“Martini sounds good too.”
“It might sound good—” started Thom.
“Coca-Cola?” Russell amended.
“Oh, come on, be a drunk tonight,” Abby urged. “I’ll surprise you.”
She left the lounge for the bar.
“Bart won’t be here tonight,” Abby shouted back.
“Bart?” Thom mouthed, and Jackie mouthed back, “her brother.”
“He’s been busted for possession of coke again.” Abby continued, now pouring out drinks. “Not that I mind the stuff. I like a nice bump every now and again as much as the next girl, but I’m just saying hide the shit a little better.
“I used to be waitress,” she informed the Lewises, coming to the table with her tray. “By the way, you can all sit down. That’s better.”
“What’s this?” Russell asked as Abby slid the glass to him.
“Be surprised,” Abby winked at Russell.
He sipped. He gagged. Thom clapped his back. Russell was surprised.
“Does it hurt, son?”
“Only the first time.”
“Ah, virginity!” Abby murmured wistfully. “So, Russell, I hear you’re quite the singer.”
“And he plays guitar,” Thom added while Russell winced.
“It used to be Dad’s.”
“Um,” Abby sat back pleased. “A family of artists. Just like the Rosettis.”
“Who?” started Thom.
“Or the Judds,” Abby shrugged, and swilled down the rest of her martini. She took out a Virginia Slim. “I need another drink,” she told them, sticking the long cigarette in the corner of her lip and rising for the bar.
“Why don’t you just stay there?” Jackie urged as Mason Devalara stepped out onto the stage and announced:
“Ladies and Gentlemen,” smiling toward Thom and Russell. “Presenting, for the first time, Kathleen O’Donnell—”
“O’ Donnell?” Thom mouthed toward his wife.
“In her one woman show.”
They all clapped, the curtain opened, and there was Kathleen, lain against a piano in a gingham dress that stopped right under her ass, and her short blondish hair in pigtails around her fifty-seven year old face, her blue eyes staring Betty Davis like out of kohled lashes.
Thom clutched his wife’s hand.
“Yeah,” said Kathleen casually, and when she opened her mouth there was the next surprise, because her British accent was gone. “This is what I looked like when my life began. More or less. I was a little younger, but this is basically the picture of what I was looking like on a daily basis in 1956 in Bottom Patch, West Virginia. My brother had just left home for... here, though here seemed a long way off, and I was staying with a cousin, finishing off high school. I believed that I could go to college. Not that anyone else did. The world was changing.”
Kathleen sat down, carefully, at the piano bench.
“It was lonely that year, and sometimes... to stop myself from crying, I would remember my mother who had died when I was very young, and the song she used to sing to me.”
Then Kathleen lifted her head, and undid her pigtails and began to sing, and Russell and Jackie, in their seats, whispered it with her, because she’d sung it to them and they had sung it together.


The blackest crow
that ever flew
would surely turn to white
if ever I proved false to you
bright day
would turn
to night

bright day woudl turn to night
my love
the elements would moan
if ever I proved false to you
the seas would rage
and burn!

They did not know how long they had been there when Kathleen, now in a black dress, stood up and folded her hands before her.
“My daughter Jaclyn was actually a quiet child—in public, but never at home. The first time I ever heard her sing out loud she was twelve. It was at her uncle, my brother’s funeral. We were living on Kirkland then, and I remember sitting in Saint Adjeanet’s and watching my daughter sing:

Amazing Grace
how sweet the sound
that saved
a wretch
like me!
I once was lost,
but now am found
was blind
but now I see!

“Why don’t you come on up here with me, Jaclyn?”
Jackie’s chin had been in her fist, taken in by the show in a way she rarely was by her mother, but when Kathleen called her, she didn’t miss a beat. She sang, even as she rose to approach her mother on the stage, and the little theatre was very quiet as the two women chanted:

Twas grace that taught
my heart to fear
and grace
my fears
relieved
how precious
did
that grace appear
the hour i first believed.

.

“Admit it, Patricia, you thought I’d fuck it up?”
Patti wrapped an arm around her mother-in-law’s waist and said, kissing her, “If you know me that well, Kate, then you know how glad I am that I was wrong.”
“You’re the best daughter I never had,” Kathleen said.
“I’m your best daughter period. Now go look to your son.”
“Tommy?”
“Um hum.”
After the show, Kathleen came out in her street clothes, glowing, receiving kisses and applause from the small crowd, and a martini from Abby.
“Bart says he’s proud,” Abby added, and then Kathleen came to Thom.
“Honey, what’s the matter?” she said to her son. He was smiling, tightly, his eyes were shining and he looked a little in pain. He turned away from her and ran the back of his hand across his face quickly.
Thom’s smile widened and he said, “I love you, Mom.”


TOMORROW NIGHT, THE CONCLUSION OF THIS CHAPTER
 
I can’t believe the Evervirgin statue was broken and that it was worth a million dollars! I don’t know what is going to happen when people find out what happened to it. It was cool to hear about Kathleen’s show and I think it went well. Great writing and I look forward to more tomorrow!
 
I know! The Evervirgin is broken, and it's really kind of Thom's fault. Well, we'll see what happens tomorrow. Kathleen's show really was wonderful, wasn't it?
 
“I found it!” Thom shouted.
“Great,” Patti said vaguely from her end of the couch.
“The people who bought the painting,” Thom elaborated.
“Oh, Thom, you’re not seriously going to try to buy it back?”
“I sure in the hell—buy?”
“Did you think they’d just give it to you for free?” Patti looked at her husband incredulously.
“I had hoped...” Thom’s voice started and trailed off. “Maybe they’d be understanding.”
“They’ll be understanding when you give them your money,” Patti told him.
“Alright, alright.” Tom got up. “I’ll go get my wallet. Do you think forty dollars’ll cover it?”
“Maybe,” Patti allowed, “but from what I know about art, probably not. Where is the painting, anyway? I mean the people who bought it?”
“Indiana,” said Thom. “Granger.”

It was an hour drive during which Thom repeated, “Gonna get the painting back. Yeah, yeah. No more Naked Thom. Yeah, yeah,” and beat down on his car horn so that occasional fellow drivers looked into his car to see who the madman was. He entered South Bend just so he could pass Notre Dame, looked reverentially at the Golden Dome rising over the trees, turned down Angela and headed for Granger.
It was easy to get lost in the twisting subdivisions that reminded Thom of Keyworthy back home. It was strange that no matter how far you went, you kept on coming back to the same places. He found the house, checking the address twice.
He went up the winding brick walk, rang the doorbell, and a tall, pale man with washed out red hair answered. He stood looking at Thom a long time, and then cocked his head a little.
“You?” he said in surprise. “You’re him! Come in!”
Nervously, Thom came into the house. It was large, modern, champagne carpeted, and well appointed.
“Rudy, come down!” the man called out. “Come down. It’s him. I’m sorry,” the man said, turning back to Thom who saw, over the fireplace, his naked self, looking back at him.
“I’m Lionel, Lionel Tremor.”
He was still holding Thom’s hand.
Another man, this one blond and about Jackie’s age, came bounding down the stairs in a blue housecoat.
“Rudy, look!” cried Lionel. The other man approached Thom. His face opened in delight. He turned to Thom, then to the painting and then back to Thom again. Suddenly his face opened.
“I told you I knew that face from somewhere!” Rudy exalted.
“I knew that I had to have that painting for a reason. I know you!” Rudy was crying. “I know you!”
Thom was looking from Lionel, to Rudy, to the painting.
“That thirty-five hundred dollars wasn’t wasted at all,” Rudy went on.
“Thirty-five hundred...” started Thom, looking at Frank’s painting.
“Yes,” Lionel spoke now. “Such genius. Francis Mc.Larchlahn is a genius of a painter. The ages will remember him. He is a genius, and you are his glorious muse. The light’s in your eyes even now!”
“Who are you!” Rudy kept saying. “I know you!”
Where am I? Thom was thinking to himself and finally he said, to shut Rudy up. “My name’s Thom Lewis—”
“Yes, that it!” Rudy cried. “Remember me, Tommy!” Rudy caught both of Thom’s hands and began shaking them as Thom stared at him bewildered.
“Oh, it’s been years,” Rudy allowed, “so I can understand, but you haven’t changed a bit. It’s me, Rudolph Parr!”
Thom stared hard in confusion, and then in recollection. His eyes almost pushed themselves out of his head. He turned to Lionel Tremor who was still smiling idiotically, having even less of an idea of what was going on. Now he remembered.
“Rudy,” Thom said quietly. He remembered a little boy fond of ballet and Bette Midler who dressed up as Mae West for Halloween. Always around in those years before Patti. Liz Parr’s baby brother.
And Lionel?
Now he remembered Liz Parr, his ex girlfriend whom he’d gone to bed with during the time when Patti had thrown him out. He remembered what she had told him over dinner, about how she and her husband had differences they could not get past.
“What was it that you couldn’t get past?”
“Walking into the bathroom and finding Lionel in the shower with my brother.”

Thom stood there looking from Liz’s ex husband Lionel to her little brother Rudy, then to the the thirty-five hundred dollar painting on the wall Patti’s father had made, and then repeated this circuit all over again.
Again, he was too shocked to laugh.


“Russell, go see who’s at the door,” Chayne urged, and when the boy came back into the kitchen with a strange look on his face, Chayne saw that he was followed by:
“Geoff Ford?”
“Chayne, I thought we should all talk.”
“I’ll leave,” Diggs volunteered, though Chayne wasn’t sure just how gracious his friend was being.
“Alright.”
Geoff began. “Me and Robert were talking, and we decided that if you and Russell study with his Dad and Jeff Cordino then there’s no reason Russell can’t get confirmed at the Easter Vigil.”
“Democracy in action in the Catholic Church,” Chayne commented, “I like it.”
“Sounds like a book title,” Russell added. Then, “Thank you, Father Geoff.”
“Chayne,” started Diggs.
“Yes, Jason?”
“Don’t you think we should tell him?”
“Tell me what?” Geoff’s eyebrows rose, looking around the kitchen for the what in particular.
“I would say no if he weren’t right in front of us,” Chayne told Dygulski.
“Well,” Russell said to console Chayne, “I don’t suppose we could have hidden it forever.”
“Yes,” Chayne insisted. “Yes we could have. But it’s all a little late for that now. Just like it could still be unbroken if your nit wit of a father…ah never mind.”
Chayne gestured gruffly to Geoff Ford. “Com’on.”
Chayne flipped on the switch for the basement, and led the small procession downstairs to the cupboard that contained the Evervirgin. He stopped, drew to the left of the cupboard and told Geoff, “Open it yourself, I can’t look.”
Warily, Geoff Ford looked from Chayne to Diggs to Russell, and then, shrugging, he flipped open the cupboard. There was, first, a look of incomprehension on his face, then of joy, and then he threw back his head, laughing.
“Great! Great! Guys, how long did you expect to keep this up for? This is rich!” Geoff kept chuckling.
“I don’t think you understand—” began Chayne, but Diggs, who had approached the cupboard said in a trembling and half dazed voice, “Chayne, whydoncha come here?”
Chayne looked to Russell, and they both nodded and came to the cupboard. Chayne approached, and his eyes widened the same time goosebumps spread over Russell’s body.
There, in the cupboard, stood the statue of Saint Mary the Evervirgin, whole and quiet, hands outspread, a small smile of triumph on her lips, and the index finger of the right hand, extended in blessing, seemed to be chiding them.
Geoff Ford just kept laughing.
Chayne said nothing.
Dygulski crossed himself.
Russell did the same.
The Virgin just stood there, smiling.

WE'LL RETURN TO WORKS AND DAYS AFTER CHRISTMAS. TOMORROW AFTERNOON A HUNK OF THE BOOK OF THE BURNING
 
That was a great end to the chapter! Thom met some people from his past by chance. I don’t think he is going to get that painting back. It sounds like the Dvervirgin statue is somehow whole again. I look forward to reading what happens with that. Excellent writing and I look forward to more soon!
 
Yes, that painting is going to be staying on Lionel's wall, and as for the Evervirgin statue being whole again: it's whole again, and now you've read about it.
 
TWELVE



OUR LADY
OF THE
SACRED MARLBORO


Russell Lewis was late for school that morning, and if second period had been anyone but Mr. Cordino, Russell would not have gone to class at all..
They were talking about the Franco-Prussian War, which meant Mr. Cordino was lecturing, and everyone else was half asleep. Ralph Balusik and Jason Lorry eyed him, Russell ignored them. They were all in blazers, white shirts, their fathers’ ties. Russell’s shirt was from the Salvation Army, two sizes too big, his corduroy jacket with the elbow patches swinging over his shoulder, and his red hair pushed back. Ralph, he did not understand. Jason, half Indian, black haired with a bit of a five o’clock shadow, had been in the cool group of kids,. He’d started out soft voiced and kind, but one day began calling Russell a faggot, and to Russell, who didn’t know what he was, and found all sex a mystery and had hoped the handsome Anglo Indian would be a friend, this felt like treachery. His grey green eyes smirked at Russell, and Russell made his own expression flat, like he didn’t give a shit. He wished that was true.
“Hey, Russell, nice to see you decided to come to class,” Jeremy Rusk hissed.
Russell flipped him a disinterested bird.
“Is there something you want to share with all of us, Jeremy?” Mr. Cordino asked.
Jeff Cordino, a friend of Russell’s family, was twenty-five. His voice shook a little, and sounded fuzzy, and it shook more when his kids talked through his lectures. He was a good man, but a nervous one, and Russell suspected he wouldn’t always be a teacher.
Jeremy cleared his throat, but in time to turn a wry mug to whoever might see his embarrassment, and said, “No, Mr. Cordino.”
“Good. Now, Russell, can you tell us some of the results of the Franco-Prussian War?”
Russell was at first put off. There were sniggers about the room. There shouldn’t have been. They all should have known better. And Russell opened his mouth and began to elaborate. His mind was not with his mouth. It was roving over the twenty or more boys in blazers in the white painted cinderblock room with those five windows over the long shelf of a heating vent that looked over Lincoln Street.
“Very good, Russell,” Mr. Cordino beamed. Russell wondered how he did that. He knew it was his teacher’s way of saving him, to show he had a brain. Russell wondered how much saving it really did.
He felt a wet spritz and turned to his left.
Ralph Balusik was spitting between his teeth, another jet of saliva landed on the back of Russell’s left hand.
“Lewis,” Jason Lorry, behind Russell, leaned into his ear. “Can you tell me what Cordino’s dick taste like? Does it taste like an Italian sausage? Do you put Ragu on it and slurp it off?”
Russell Lewis hated high school.





Russell had discovered the second story bathroom his Freshmen year. Naturally, everyone discovered it Freshmen year, but Russell discovered it in a different manner. This restroom was to Our Lady of Mercy High School what the agora was to ancient Athens. All manner of trade, legal and illicit went on in the second story lavatory. Here, copied papers were passed on and paid for, the undesired parts of lunch were exchanged. Marijuana, test answers, and condoms were sold, cigarettes smoked. Between classes, during lunch hour, the Breckenridge boys of the water polo team straightened their ties and touched up their hair, the Blacks and Mexicans of Westhaven tried to be as ghetto as deeply middle class minorities whose parents could afford to send them to Catholic school in Geschichte Falls, Michigan wished they really were. Boys with acne stuffed chewing tobacco under their lips and drooled into the toilets.
But during classes, and even during lunch hours, the lavatory was a place of quiet. It was a long room of unusual cleanness that smelled only faintly of disinfectant and was filled with eastern light. Russell walked down it, the line of urinals to his left, the line of red painted doorless stalls to his right and perpendicular with the line of windows overlooking the gymnasium’s gravel roof and the dome over the, swimming pool that had been added to the old school. Beyond were the last houses of Geschichte Falls, and then the desolate fields that Route 103 shot through. He would look out of the window, let the wind hit his face, stare up into the sun until he was blinded by this light. When he had had enough, then Russell would go out into the false fluorescent light of the narrow halls of Our Lady of Mercy. Russell believed that, in the end, the world was a good place, but the goodness was hard to find, and if Russell thought about most of the adults he’d known or the way his parents had been until recently, then he thought that it was easier to live a bad life than a good one. Easier to walk in false light.
Russell came to the chapel because he was sure it needed him. Large and beautiful and largely empty, he got the feeling that the chapel had been lonely. No one ever came inside. And Russell had to admit that this was him as well. He was lonely too.
But no. That didn’t seem like the right word, and the more Russell thought about it, lonely was the inappropriate word for God’s house, painted with his saints and angels, the shadows filled with the smell of incense from morning Mass. Once, his father had shown Russell some photos of a trip he and his friends had made to Mexico one summer during college. Several shots had been of an Aztec Temple, empty, abandoned of worshippers, a pile of stones, and it had the same effect as this place. This chapel was not lonely. It was waiting.
And I’m waiting, too.
Though for what, Russell could not say.
So one day, during the times when Russell was eating and waiting, Gilead Story came in and sat down across from him. He nodded to Russell, Russell nodded to him and both went on to eat their lunches. It took about three days for Russell to be the one to break the sacred silence.
“I thought you had the lunch period after me,” Russell said.
“I did,” he said. “But it got changed.”
“Well, do you mind my being here?”
“No,” said Gilead. “Not at all.”
It was the most Gilead and Russell had spoken this semester, really. Half acquaintanced, but in full approval of each other, they’d gotten out of the habit of talk now that they no longer had mutual classes. And Russell hardly ever spoke in school, and when he did he still felt as if he was talking too much. Between some people there was always that need to talk as if the moments of silence were gaps that needed urgently to be filled. With Gilead in the chapel between history and gym it was not like this. The silence was good, the words few and far between.
“You’re going to be a senior next year?” Russell said one day, and Gilead told him, after swallowing a bit of tuna fish sandwich, “Yes. I will.”
“Most people,” Russell began, taking a swig from his juice box, “get excited when they talk about their senior year.”
“Well,” Gilead said, “I’m not most people.”
Then, sensing that there was going to be conversation, Gilead got up and crossed the chapel and sat in Russell’s pew.
“When I started high school, my mother told me how much fun it would be. She told me how it was the best time of her life.”
“Mine too. And my Dad.”
“Exactly. Well,” Gilead made a gesture about the chapel with what was left of his sandwich, “Three years later here I am and it hasn’t been fun yet. It’s all these awful tired people talking about how much they hate being here and they all hate each other and then they’ll go right from high school hating life to college where they’ll hate life some more, and into a career and then they’ll be—we’ll be—our parents. As bad as high school is, what comes after doesn’t seem a hell of a lot better.
“I mean think about it. Everyday my mom comes home. I love her—well, actually,” Gilead noted with a tilt of his head, “I’m sort of indifferent to her, but I lean more on the love side than anything else. Anyway, when she comes home she just talks about how much she hates life and how bad work is, and then—”
“She sits in front of the TV all night talking back to the sitcoms, goes to sleep and does it all over again the next day,” Russell guessed.
“I guess white people and black people are dull in the same way,” Gilead reflected, then said, “I see you’ve been there, and frankly, if that’s what’s next, I’m actually a little terrified.”
“Gilead?”
“Yeah?”
“Can I ask you a question?”
“It seems to be what you do best.”
“Do you think our parents are stupid? I mean, they tell you that wisdom comes with age, and then all kids talk about their parents being stupid. But I look around and most of our teachers—there are the good ones and all—but most of them, and the priests and my relatives... it seems they don’t know any better than me. It seems like most of them are doing it wrong. Like... they really are stupid.”
“Well, I’ve never met your parents,” Gilead said. “Sometimes I wonder if I’ve ever met mine. But, I’ve met a lot of dumb old people, and then there’s you. You’re like a Socrates.”
“I am not!”
“I don’t throw out compliments,” Gilead told Russell. “I think if you’re already wise, you’ll get wiser, but if you’re young and stupid—unless something major happens to you—you’re probably gonna stay stupid. Or get dumber.”
Gilead finished his sandwich and wiped his fingers off on the napkin he wadded into the paper bag which, in turn, he also wadded. He reached into his pocket for some gum, and handed a stick to Russell while he stuck one in his mouth.
“Aw, Gil,” Russell drew his feet under him and sat back in the pew. “Do you think we’re the only ones?”
Russell wasn’t sure what he meant by this, but Gilead seemed to know.
“No,” Gilead shook his head. “I used to think that I was alone and everyone else was in this big company, this big secret. Everyone else had friends and was never lonely and it was just me. And then I realized it was everyone. Just because we’re different, Russell, just because we go through a lot of stuff quicker and let less people in, it seems like we’re all alone against the rest of them. But just look out in the halls—they’re all lonely, they’re all lost, they all think it’s useless. Why do you think everyone’s so mean or so phony or so needy? Why do you think that one boy killed himself last year?”
“You think it’s all useless?” Chills went up Russell’s back, especially as he looked around the chapel at the painted saints staring out of the shadows,
“I said most of us think it’s useless,” said Gilead. “That’s what I said.”
“But you don’t think it’s useless?”
“What’s IT?”
“Life,” said Russell, at last.
“Life?” Gilead answered. “No. The way most of us live it—my parents, your parents, the people we go to school with, our teachers? Yeah.”


“I’m wearing my girlfriend’s underwear!” Jack Keegan announced.
It was not true to say that Russell and Gilead were outcast or friendless. Their frequent exiles were more self imposed than they knew. Between Russell and Gilead was a crew of mostly sophomores, like Jeremy Rusk, Andy Toms, Ari Appledore, Adam Hower and Michael Pendamn. Jack Keegan was the one nobody really liked and no one could shake. This day, Russell and Gilead were unable to shake him. So they tolerated him in the chapel.
They were near the end of lunch and Jack Keegan was saying, “Russell, we’ve got gym class! We’ve got gym class!”
Russell was paying no attention to Jack Keegan. He was looking from the statue of Saint Joseph, to the statue of Mary, both of Jesus’ parents standing thin and serene over an unborn galaxy of unlit votives when Russell started to laugh.
“What, Lewis!” Gilead demanded.
“Wouldn’t it—?” Russell started and stopped himself with his own laughing. “Wouldn’t it—?” Russell pointed to Mary and kept laughing.
“What, Lewis?”
And then Russell told him, and Gilead laughed too.

The next day Father Wallshing came into the chapel to find the Blessed Virgin calmly smiling from under the visor of a cheap ten gallon cowboy hat. A bandanna was about her throat and her hands calmly offered benediction and a cigarette.
Beneath unlit votives, the miracle was boldly displayed by red letters painted in cardboard:

OUR LADY OF THE SACRED MARLBORO

News of the apparition flew about the school before day’s end, secret as it was supposed to have been. In truth, few people actually saw Our Lady of the Sacred Marlboro, but the mere story of it floated about the school, and the boys of Our Lady of Mercy were in awe of whoever the hell had dared to desecrate the Virgin.
Among the upperclassmen, Mark Young walked around with his hands in his red cardigan, shaking his handsome brunette head and chuckling, Chayne’s cousin Curtis Brown, took a pool out on who had desecrated the Virgin, and Nick Ballantine commented, “How many more statues have to die!”
Dean Mercer was demanding the head of whoever or whomever had done this, threatening them with immediate suspension. It was widely believed that in his past life, Patrick Mercer had been Henry the Eighth, and he was, in his current incarnation as dean of a Catholic boy’s high school, a frustrated potentate.
Russell was in the middle of a geography quiz when Todd Secrest came to the door. He was sophomore class president, probable future valedictorian, incredibly attractive, and goddamnit, even unfailingly kind. Today he was serving as office aid to the Dean.
“Mr. Cordino?”
Russell’s teacher acknowledged Todd.
“The Dean wants to see Russell Lewis.”
Jeff shared a glance with his pupil then said, “When he’s finished with his quiz it will be my pleasure.”
Russell was certain that “the jig was up” and after answering that Mahatma Gandhi’s making salt had been such a great deal because the British Empire had passed a law that Indians could only buy salt from the Empire, he stood up and made his way toward Todd who smiled apologetically. They went down the hall, downstairs, past the statue of Our Lady of Fatima bestowing blessing on a mother of pearl cloud to the three Fatima children, and into the velvet mouth of the main offices.

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I am glad Russell and Gilead are getting friendlier. It looks like they or just Russell could be in trouble. I look forward to finding out tomorrow. Great writing!
 
Russell was certain that “the jig was up” and after answering that Mahatma Gandhi’s making salt had been such a great deal because the British Empire had passed a law that Indians could only buy salt from the Empire, he stood up and made his way toward Todd who smiled apologetically. They went down the hall, downstairs, past the statue of Our Lady of Fatima bestowing blessing on a mother of pearl cloud to the three Fatima children, and into the velvet mouth of the main offices.
“I wouldn’t worry too much,” Todd said with a heartening smile, and for a second Russell was sorry that they weren’t friends. The two of them had never had a class together. There had never been a need for them to be friends or even meet each other until now.
When Russell stepped into Dean Mercer’s office and saw Gilead sitting, impeccably dressed in beige and tan, he knew the jig was up.
“I’ve been informed that you all are responsible for the prank pulled on the third floor.”
“Prank?” Gilead looked as vapid as a Black person could be bothered to look.
“You know exactly what I mean,” the dean’s voice was chiding.
“Russell, is it true that you all made a mockery of the statue of the Blessed Virgin on the third floor?”
“Who told you we did?” Russell asked.
“So you admit it?”
“I think you mistake my friend,” this from Gilead, “He didn’t admit a thing. He asked you who said this to you.”
“I’m sorry boys,” the Dean sat back and drummed his fingertips on his desk. “I can’t tell you that.”
“Well then neither will I tell you from whence the Son of Man gains his power,” answered Gilead.
“What?”
“Nothing,” Gilead smiled ruefully, “I should have known biblical references would be lost on you.”
They were not really afraid of anything happening to them, so the boys only played with Dean Mercer for a few minutes before confessing to the stunt.
“I’m afraid I’m going to have to call your parents,” Dean Mercer said in a sympathetic voice that neither Russell nor Gilead bought. “I know you probably don’t want them to know,” the Dean went on, “but this can’t be avoided. Gilead, let me call your mother. Your home phone number—” he said, reaching for the directory.
Gilead rattled it off.
Not quite trusting the boy, Dean Mercer looked it up anyway.
“No, Gilead,” he said, like a game show host telling a player he’d lost, “I’m afraid that’s not it.”
“You’ve got our home phone number,” Gilead told Dean Mercer. “But my mother works for a living. I just gave you where she works.”



“This—” Mrs. Story declared, “is some bullshit!”
“Mrs. Story, this isn’t necessary,” Dean Mercer said in a voice intended to sooth.
“I’ll tell you what isn’t necessary,” said Mrs. Story. “Calling me from work for this bullshit. That isn’t necessary.”
She reached into her purse for a cigarette, remembered where she was, and settled on a stick of gum instead, which she handed to her son. On Gilead’s right were Thom and Patti Lewis. Thom covered his mouth to hide the fact that he was laughing, While Patricia ducked her head into her shoulder and pulled strands of gold brown hair over her face to hide her mirth.
It wasn’t working.
Russell’s parents didn’t know what was funnier, Saint Mary’s latest incarnation or Mrs. Story.
“Russell, haven’t you learned anything about tampering with Virgins?” his dad demanded through a chuckle.
Russell, for his part, was relieved.
“I don’t think any of you understands the seriousness of this situation,” Dean Mercer went on while Patti threw back her head, caught Thom’s hand and roared out a laugh that sounded like, “Marlboro!”
“And may I say—” the Dean continued valiantly. “that I understand where these boys get their lack of respect from.”
The parents were silent. Mrs. Story cut her eyes at Dean Mercer and warned him: “You’re almost out of place.”
The Lewises finally broke into gales of outright laughter, and Thom, reaching into his side pocket, brandished a pack of Marlboro Reds and said, “At last, I do have something in common with the Mother of God!” while Patti took the cigarette from her husband, and Rochelle Story took out one too.
Now Dean Mercer was outraged.
“This,” he proclaimed. “Will result in immediate suspension for your boys.”
And there was an immediate suspension of all laughter in the Dean’s office.

“Good news,” Mr. Cordino told him after class on Russell’s first day back, “your last score was one hundred, and I decided that while you were gone I’d just triple your scores for the quizzes you missed.”
“I ought to get suspended more often.”
“Don’t you even think about it, Russ,” Jeff Cordino smacked the boy lightly on the top of his head.







“So, Russell honey,” Jason Lorry said, batting his eyelids and flipping his wrist, “how’s it feel to come back?”
“Yeah, I heard the Dean nailed you and Gilead’s asses to the wall,.” Ralph Balusik said, triumphantly, as he stuffed the last of the bagel he was cramming into his mouth between classes.
“I heard,” Ralph began, then he stopped, still chewing. Mouthful, he continued, “I heard—”
“Next time,” Gilead’s voice cut across the hall, surprising them all, “you should remove Jason’s dick before speaking.”
Then Gilead turned his back and headed toward his Latin class.
“I was just gonna say—”
“Save it. Ralph,” Russell closed his locker. “I gotta go to class too.”

There were a few boys who openly jeered at Russell, but Gilead pointed out that these were all assholes, and Russell was rather pleased at learning what his little stunt had done for the popularity he’d always though he never cared about.
The bathroom was full between second and third period, the smell of an illicit cigarette or two hit his nostrils as Russell went up to the urinal. Beside him, Chuck Murray was engaged in his favorite activity—bothering other people. Currently this activity manifested itself in shaking Jeremy Rusk at a urinal while he tried to take a piss.
Things had more or less hushed with Russell’s entrance when Gilead came in, wild eyed and roared, “WHERE THE HELL IS HE?”
Well then faces blenched and things really got quiet.
“Hey, Gilead!” and there were a few “What’s up, mans?” that Gilead ignored, pushing through people around him, now searching the doorless bathroom stalls until he lunged into the last one, and everyone heard a pitiful yelp followed by, “Gilead, man! What the—!”
When Russell, amid the others, came to investigate after washing his hands, they saw Gilead in his immaculate three piece holding Jack Keegan aloft, the white boy’s scrawny throat against the wall, his legs with the trousers falling off dangling over the toilet.
“You—little—shit.” Gilead pronounced every syllable with care. “Did you or did you not go to Dean Mercer and tell him that we’d done it?”
“Done what—r? Ow!”
This, when Gilead slammed him into the tiles again.
“Gilead, brother,” started Chuck Murray.
“Now should I start over again?” Gilead asked politely.
“I, I…” Jack Keegan winced in anticipation of more pain, “I might have.”
“Oh?” Slam-slam.
“I did!”
SLAM.
“Gilead!” Now Andy Thoms came forward. He was a curly haired ruddy, amateur magician everyone had a deal of respect for, and along with Ari Appledore and Adam Hower, he made up Keegan’s group of reluctant friends. They didn’t like him, but they’d grown up together, and their parents were all good friends.
“Gilead, please let him go.”
Gilead liked Andy, so he shrugged, said, “Okay,” and immediately Keegan crashed—painfully—to the toilet bowl.
“I’m too scared to shit now,” Keegan complained.
“Well, I can scare the shit back out of you?” Gilead offered making for Keegan with such a sweep of the hand that the boy screamed.
“Take him,” Gilead said to Andy, turning from the stall and Jack Keegan.
In exasperation, Andy nodded and told Keegan to pull his pants up.
“Sorry, Gil.” Andy apologized, then added, “And sorry, Russell.”
He, Adam and Ari surrounded the boy and took him away while he murmured, “I didn’t get to wash my hands.”
“Oh, by the way, Kern,” Gilead said as they were leaving the bathroom, “I never forget. It’s on.”
Then Russell did something he’d never done, he deliberately called attention to himself. “Hey, Keegan?”
The boy turned to Russell.
“That counts for me too.”
Keegan’s eyes bulged, and his friends led him out of the lavatory.
Russell was on his way to the bathroom when Bobby Reyes said, “Russell, what are you doing on Friday night?”
“Uh…?” Russell had longed to have some excuse all of the few times someone had asked that. He could not decide if he detested parties or feared them.
“You and Gilead?” Bobby continued. “I’ve been trying to get Gilead to leave his hole and he never does. How bout the two of you come with us Friday night?”
Russell heard someone say, “A’right,” in a strangled voice and realized it had been him.
If the color could have drained from Gilead Story’s face it would have. Now he had to go out too.
After Bobby and his friends had left, Russell turned to Gilead.
“Well now, I suppose we’re officially popular. We’re partying with Bobby Reyes.”
“What made you say yes?” Gilead sounded just a little perturbed.
“I wasn’t able to phrase no,” Russell said, amazed. “I wasn’t.”
“I’m afraid I’ll make a fool of myself,” Gilead confessed to his new friend. “I’ve been a nerd for so long—”
“You?”
“Yes!” Gilead hissed. “And I’m not sure that partying is my forte.”


“Oh, it’s a great idea,” Chayne said.
“I am terrified to go to this party,” Russell declared. “And I think Gilead is too.”
“Yes, yes,” Chayne agreed. “And that’s why you must!”

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I am glad Russell and Gilead only got suspended and are standing up to those bullies. It’s nice to see Russell come out of his shell at school. Great writing and I look forward to more tomorrow!
 
Yes, Russell is starting to be himself. He is suspended, but it's not like he was going to get shot by a firing squad.
 
Russell woke that morning. He opened his bedroom door and walked out into the hallway of the second floor of Our Lady of Mercy. The Blessed Virgin, all white and plaster, was riding a ceramic cow, and she had just lassoed Jason Lorry. Behind her came Dean Mercer dressed as Henry the Eighth, followed by Jeff Cordino in black hose and cape, a giant red feather hanging from his hat. The cow tipped over as Mary hopped off and, like a Russian doll, the cow opened to open to open to reveal smaller and smaller cows until the last cow opened to reveal a little wind up car, like the ones he’d found in Happy Meals as a child, only with Ralph Balusik’s head in it instead of Hamburgler’s. Russell stepped forward now, picked up the little wind up car and said, “Screw in a lightbulb, bitch.”
As he twisted the key on the back of the car, it spurted off going faster and faster, growing larger and larger until it was D.L. Lorris’s station wagon, and Aaron Loft was hanging out of the back of it. Mrs. Story came down the hall smoking a cigarette and saying, “This is bullshit, this is just bullshit!” Suddenly Russell had to piss. We whipped out his stiff dick and peed and peed on the floor. It was an aching piss, like he was opening up.
And then he woke up.
The sky was the sort of six a.m. grey that comes in March, and Russell was afraid he’d wet his bed. Then he touched the place in the bed and felt between his legs where it was more like mucus than anything else, but wholly different. He knew what it was. He’d heard about it, and known it should have happened long ago, that he really was what some called “a late bloomer”. Quietly, Russell went to wash off and change his shorts not knowing how to describe what he felt. Relieved? Happy? Both. He been wondering if he would ever grow up, and now he knew he would.

Jeff Cordino was over that night with Anna Castile. They had the same black hair, red lips, pale olive skin, and quiet voices fuzzy as peaches. Russell thought once again how the two of them were well matched., They were all sitting around the antique heavily polished table in the faux Tudor with the large front lawn in the Breckinridge District.
Russell was making his last preparations for the party when he heard the car honk outside. His bowels turned to ice water then, thank God, to ice. He trumped downstairs, turned around, said, “I’m leaving,” and in thick, bell bottomed corduroys, a Bert&Ernie sweater nevcr again seen this side of Sesame Street since 1975, the barf colored scarf wrapped twice about his neck and a green parka, Russell opened the huge oaken door of his house, hailed the crowded station wagon and then, steadily, sauntered to the partymobile.
“Damn!” Aaron marveled. “Breckinridge. So this is how the white folks live!”
“Shut up, fool!” D.L. knocked Aaron upside his head. “What’s up, Russell?”
“Not much, D.L.”
“Cool,” D.L. pronounced.
“Where’s Gilead?”
“Present and accounted for,” Russell heard to his immediate right, and turned to behold Gilead Story’s spectacles.
“Um, now that’s my kind of house,” Aaron started as they drove up the avenue. “Um hum, that’s my house. I know some white girl who lives over here.”
“Shut up, Aaron.” Now it was Chuck Murray’s turn to say it calmly, negligently. Then he went on, “Them white bitches right around here? They’ll put out for some good nigga dick. There was that one bitch goes to Rosary. I had her legs twisted all the way over her ears and she kept going, ‘Harder, Chuckee, Harder! Deeper!’ Shit all that was left was the top of my head hanging out of her pussy, and my foot hanging out her mouth, and I said, ‘I can’t get no deeper, bitch!’”
“Why you lying?” D.L. demanded in a voice low with amazement. “You lie!”
Chuck gave a laugh and said, “I swear I’m serious, from the tip of my dick, I swear it, Nigga.”


TOMORROW NIGHT WE'LL HAVE MORE RUSSELL AND GILEAD AND MORE BOOK OF THE BURNING AS WE GET READY FOR THE NEW YEAR
 
Russell has some very interesting dreams that is for sure! This party also sounds interesting from this portion to what I remember of it. Great writing and I look forward to more tomorrow!
 
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