Hi guys,
First of all, Happy New Year 2008 to you guys. May the new year be the time that we can fulfill our dreams.
Well, now i know this is another one of those crush or whatever you want to call it on a straight friend but i just need a place to rant it on as it has been bugging my mind for weeks now. I know it's not a good idea to think about it but i can't help it even though i've tried my best. It's because 1) he's straight and 2) he's my colleague.
Now it's hard to get him off my mind and i've tried not to get interested in him but it's just that he keeps on doing things to me that what i think can be interpreted as flirting.
As a background information, we are both working in audit field, thus this required us to have different team mate on different job. It all started when we are in the same team for a job which require us to work at the client's office. There's quite a few places that we can seat and he choose to sit beside me. He would occasionally bump my knee or play footsie with me. He would also sometimes muttered my name for no reason.
Also whenever we are around, he would wink at me even when he's talking with my other colleagues.
Now, few weeks back, we are on the same team again and this one require us (and 2 more female colleagues) to fly to another city for the job. He choose to sit next to me in the plane. And while over there, in the hotel room we stayed in, both of us have to share a king size bed. While in bed at night, he would sometime tickle my feet or touch my leg with his one. There's one night i'm planning to use my laptop to watch some movie before sleep but he keep on asking me not to use it. So i joke and said "Fine, since i got nothing to do, i'll watch you then." He just replied "Good". Another good yet frustrating thing is that every morning when i woke up, i would see his face upclose. Hehe. So nice. Too bad the trip has to end so soon.
Yesterday, another thing just happened which left me speechless and my mind blank. We were talking in the office and i asked him out for dinner (which too bad he can't make it in the end). He told me his parents are here for a visit and i said never mind and i said to ask him to invite his parents along. He said "Good, can meet my parents. I can introduce them my husband". I was like "huh? what did you just said? Sorry i was not paying attention." Then he repeat the same sentence. I asked "Husband, who's your husband?" He replied "You, of cos". Then we just laugh it off.
Now one thing that makes me confused is that from my other colleagues, i heard that he got a girlfriend who is pretty. Some of them have met her before. But whenever i asked him about her, he denies it. At first he said no, he don't have any. The next time i asked again, he said nah... he got a lot of girlfriends. Hmm... now why would he deny the fact that he has a girlfriend?
Well, that's all i have to express what's on my mind. Sorry for the long rant. Any advice would be greatly appreciated. Thanks.
Again, Happy New Year to you guys.
First of all, Happy New Year 2008 to you guys. May the new year be the time that we can fulfill our dreams.
Well, now i know this is another one of those crush or whatever you want to call it on a straight friend but i just need a place to rant it on as it has been bugging my mind for weeks now. I know it's not a good idea to think about it but i can't help it even though i've tried my best. It's because 1) he's straight and 2) he's my colleague.
Now it's hard to get him off my mind and i've tried not to get interested in him but it's just that he keeps on doing things to me that what i think can be interpreted as flirting.
As a background information, we are both working in audit field, thus this required us to have different team mate on different job. It all started when we are in the same team for a job which require us to work at the client's office. There's quite a few places that we can seat and he choose to sit beside me. He would occasionally bump my knee or play footsie with me. He would also sometimes muttered my name for no reason.
Also whenever we are around, he would wink at me even when he's talking with my other colleagues.
Now, few weeks back, we are on the same team again and this one require us (and 2 more female colleagues) to fly to another city for the job. He choose to sit next to me in the plane. And while over there, in the hotel room we stayed in, both of us have to share a king size bed. While in bed at night, he would sometime tickle my feet or touch my leg with his one. There's one night i'm planning to use my laptop to watch some movie before sleep but he keep on asking me not to use it. So i joke and said "Fine, since i got nothing to do, i'll watch you then." He just replied "Good". Another good yet frustrating thing is that every morning when i woke up, i would see his face upclose. Hehe. So nice. Too bad the trip has to end so soon.
Yesterday, another thing just happened which left me speechless and my mind blank. We were talking in the office and i asked him out for dinner (which too bad he can't make it in the end). He told me his parents are here for a visit and i said never mind and i said to ask him to invite his parents along. He said "Good, can meet my parents. I can introduce them my husband". I was like "huh? what did you just said? Sorry i was not paying attention." Then he repeat the same sentence. I asked "Husband, who's your husband?" He replied "You, of cos". Then we just laugh it off.
Now one thing that makes me confused is that from my other colleagues, i heard that he got a girlfriend who is pretty. Some of them have met her before. But whenever i asked him about her, he denies it. At first he said no, he don't have any. The next time i asked again, he said nah... he got a lot of girlfriends. Hmm... now why would he deny the fact that he has a girlfriend?
Well, that's all i have to express what's on my mind. Sorry for the long rant. Any advice would be greatly appreciated. Thanks.
Again, Happy New Year to you guys.
