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Today I have seen the fate of attraction to older men, with the death of a past lover - the first I have known to pass away.
It all seems rather ironic/fated in a sense as he fell ill on the day his biography/history of his place of birth was finally realised.
http://hetvrijevers.nl/index.php/jaap-van-den-born/3328-cees-van-der-pluijm-overleden
^ My confession isn't as awful as yours.
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the worst part is that I haven't fully realized it was me until today... in fact, I still doubt about the one in the subway... it smelled so revoltingly not like me.
I have always more deeply, genuinely longed for friendship (friendship, not buddiness) than for love, companionship or anything of the like... maybe that's why I can be such a bitch to all of you, world out there, you bastards![]()
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Today I have seen the fate of attraction to older men, with the death of a past lover - the first I have known to pass away.
It all seems rather ironic/fated in a sense as he fell ill on the day his biography/history of his place of birth was finally realised.
http://hetvrijevers.nl/index.php/jaap-van-den-born/3328-cees-van-der-pluijm-overleden
I have always more deeply, genuinely longed for friendship (friendship, not buddiness) than for love, companionship or anything of the like... maybe that's why I can be such a bitch to all of you, world out there, you bastards![]()
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You're a tester. Those of us whom can see through or put up with your vile, pretentious, snobbish exterior and other social land mines "wins".
What is 'buddiness' I ask myself. I admit I do spend time with a rather dopey man who I don't really like— but he's useful in that he's an obsessive party-giver and man-chaser, and that I get to pick up there.
OMG pat, you are definitely a Som. Maugham character!![]()
