How did Shear La Berf get raped?

[star-warrior]

Is it orgasm?


I was marched through the tall fence into a Turkish compound. They took me upstairs to the Bey's room; or to his bedroom, rather. He sat on the bed in a night-gown, trembling and sweating as though with fever.

When I saw what he wanted I twisted round and up again, glad to find myself equal to him, at any rate in wrestling. I was obdurate, so he changed his tone, and sharply ordered me to take off my drawers. He clapped his hands for the sentry, who hurried in and pinioned me. The Bey made the man holding me tear my clothes away, bit by bit.

He began to paw me over. I bore it for a little, till he got too beastly; and then jerked my knee into him.

He leaned forward, fixed his teeth in my neck and bit till the blood came. Then he kissed me.
In my despair I spoke. His face changed and he stood still, then controlled his voice with an effort, to say significantly, 'You must understand that I know: and it will be easier if you do as I wish'. I was dumbfounded, and we stared silently at one another, while the men who felt an inner meaning beyond their experience, shifted uncomfortably.

I writhed and twisted, but was held so tightly that my struggles were useless. After the corporal ceased, the men took up, very deliberately, giving me so many, and then an interval, during which they would squabble for the next turn, ease themselves, and play unspeakably with me.

I remembered the corporal kicking with his nailed boot to get me up. I remembered smiling idly at him, for a delicious warmth, probably sexual, was swelling through me:

I was being dragged about by two men, each disputing over a leg as though to split me apart: while a third man rode me astride.

So the crestfallen corporal, as the youngest and best-looking of the guard, had to stay behind...



Chapter 80
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Seven_Pillars_of_Wisdom

Damn. That's hot. "You must understand that I know..." Thanks! (Will I go to Catholic or PC hell for thinking so?)

It's been a long time; I thought I remember reading he'd actually ejaculated. Do this warmth and swelling sound like an anal orgasm or what?

The cake was a lie.

http://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/ukn...Arabia-made-up-sex-attack-by-Turk-troops.html

"Lawrence's biographers have argued over whether or not he was raped at Deraa. But until now no one has been able to produce evidence from his diary, which is an accurate, contemporary record of what he did.

"The tests produced three grey transparent films which didn't look promising. When I got them home I noticed there was a faint capital letter 'A' in Lawrence's handwriting, in the entry for November 18. I realised I had found significant new evidence.

"The 'A' from the missing page provides strong evidence from Lawrence that he did not leave Azraq until November 19 at the earliest. It suggests Lawrence removed that page because its contents did not tally with the story he would later tell the world."

The evidence resurrects the claim, made by some Lawrence scholars, that he had sado-masochistic urges and elaborated on the rape scene for his own delectation.

Signs of Lawrence's alleged sexual deviancy first emerged when he admitted in letters to a friend that he paid a man to beat him with birches, to the backdrop of Beethoven playing on a gramophone.

 

[pat grimshaw]

The cake was a lie....

This hypothesizing James Barr says the absent page says "A" is for Azraq. Yet, an normal man knows "A" refers to his violated Anus or Arse.