I kissed my bestfriend last night...

[adam04]

Update pretty please...

 

[crazyguy32]

Hey guys,

So my friend called me yesterday and asked me to come hangout at his place. When I got there he was already drinking a beer. He asked me if I wanted one, I asked him how many beers he already had today and he joked "one mom". So we both had one while we watched t.v. I told him I bet he couldn't go the rest of the night without another beer, and being someone who is unable to resist a challenge, he just laughed and said "you're on". We played a few video games and watched some more t.v. and when 12 a.m. hit he smacked me on the thigh and said "I won, now time to pay up" (i had hoped he forgotten the bet). I said "alright, what do you want me to do?" He replied "I want you to get up and get me a beer", we laughed and I said "is that all you want?". Things got quiet for a moment before he said "I don't want to freak you out bro, but I'm horny as fuck". I laughed and said "when are you not?", he laughed and replied "what about you?" I was starting to get a little bit uncomfortable, but I lightly said "yeah, I am". He awkwardly said "do you wanna watch some porn with me?" I gave him a look like "wtf", and he quickly said "We don't have to jerk each other off or anything... we can just watch it". I thought about what happened that night when he lost it, and I think he knew what I was thinking cause he said "I'm not going to freakout if you start jerking off, I'm horny too, and I'm going to get off whether you're here or not haha" I thought about it for a second before saying "Okay, I guess".

He got a dvd out of a movie case and said "I only watch lesbian porn, is that okay". I said "yeah" and he quickly got up and put it into his ps3. My heart started pounding, I couldn't believe this was about to happen. He sat back down on the opposite side of the couch which still left minimal space between us. He turned to me and asked me if I was okay. I told him yeah and asked him the same. He nodded with a smile, and the movie started to play. I don't watch that much lesbian porn, but this one was actually pretty good even though some of the girls were fugly. There was an uncomfortable silence between us. I was getting hard and he was too, I could tell b/c I could see him start to "adjust" himself more and more out of the corner of my eye as the movie progressed. I started to move my dick around through my pants while trying not to jerk off. He started saying random shit to me like "I bet her pussy is sweet dude" or "I wanna fuck her in the ass so bad bro". He reached down into his pants and started jerking himself off. I tried to focus my eyes on the porn, but I couldn't keep them steady, I was breathing so hard I thought I was going to have a panic attack. I looked at him and he seemed to be getting off by the fact that I was sitting beside him, watching him jerk off.

All of a sudden he starts taking off his pants, and as soon as he pulled them down his dick popped out and hit his stomach. My eyes almost popped out of the socket, his dick was humongous! It was at least 9" 1/2 in length with medium thickness. I tried not to stare, but I couldn't take my eyes off of it. He saw me staring and he gave me a sly smile saying "It's not going to bite you bro". I nervously laughed and said "I hope not cause it's fucking huge". He got embarrassed and said "I'm not that big bro". I said "bullshit" and directed my attention back to the porn. He looked over at my crotch and said "cmon' man, let's see yours". Now I'm a little over 8" and really thick but I was still afraid he wasn't going to think I "measured up" to him. He said "I promise I won't laugh if you're dick is small". I said "it's not small man, I'm just nervous". He told me not to be, and after a little bit of thinking about it, I just threw caution out the window and whipped it out. He glanced over and said "nice", I said thanks, and started jerking. It felt so weird doing that in front of him, but still kind of exciting too at the same time.

I saw him stealing quick glances at my dick before quickly looking back at the porn (yes I was looking too). After a while I could hear him starting to breathe heavy and I noticed he wasn't looking at the porn anymore, but directly at me. I don't think I'll ever forget how bright his green eyes looked when he said "I'm gonna cum bro", and he let go about five or six spurts of cum on his chest. Some of it fell on the couch and one drop hit my thigh but I pretended not to notice. He took a deep breath and laid out on the couch with his eyes closed. I tried to go back to watching the porn, but I couldn't keep my eyes off the cum running down his stomach. That alone should have been enough to make me cum, but it wasn't, for some reason I couldn't... maybe stage fright idk. He asked me if I was getting close and I lied and told him I had cum earlier, but really I was just too nervous to finish. He told me he was going to take a shower and I could wait and take one next if I wanted. I said okay, and he got up and went into the bathroom. As soon as I heard the shower running I quickly put my clothes back on, and left out the front door. I came back home and I'm typing this now before I go to bed. I'm feeling alot of emotions right now, I know we didn't do anything wrong, but it felt like we did, and the weirdest feeling of all is wanting to cum, but not being able to and I don't know why. I've been coming here talking to you guys for a while now, and honestly I wasn't expecting anything like this to actually happen, but now that it has I don't know where to go from here. He texted me while I was driving saying "why did you leave bro?", I texted back "It's getting late and I'm tired". He texted "why didn't you sleep over again?". I replied "I just want to lay in my own bed tonite" which was bs, but it was all I could think of at the time. He replied back "Are we okay?", and I texted "Yeah, of course". He texted "goodnite" and I did the same. I haven't spoken to him since. I never thought I would be the one to freakout but I did, and I don't think this is going to affect our friendship, but I don't really know how to process all of this right now... I'm just going to bed...

 

[adam04]

He may be getting comfortable on you now or maybe he's starting to have a strong feelings but he just couldn't admit it. I don't know but if i was in your position that night i stayed over because he might have opened up a little bit more.. feeling wise. Thanks for the update.

 

[chace1617]

the truth is i am not very sure your story is real. i mean it's amazing, i get horny every time i read your updates but things are too good to be true. i mean a couple of days ago he almost tried to kill you just because you kissed him as a joke and now he will just jerk off in front of you so easily? i don't know...

well if the story is true i guess he has thought about the whole situation and i believe he is trying to show you he's ok with the whole ''gay'' situation and maybe he wants to try something with you. have you ever jerked off together before or is it the first time it happened? i think he wants you to suck him or something. i bet the next time he invites u over and asks you to jerk off you will ask him if he will let you give him a blow job and he will accept it...

 

[azndude89]

the truth is i am not very sure your story is real. i mean it's amazing, i get horny every time i read your updates but things are too good to be true. i mean a couple of days ago he almost tried to kill you just because you kissed him as a joke and now he will just jerk off in front of you so easily? i don't know...

well if the story is true i guess he has thought about the whole situation and i believe he is trying to show you he's ok with the whole ''gay'' situation and maybe he wants to try something with you. have you ever jerked off together before or is it the first time it happened? i think he wants you to suck him or something. i bet the next time he invites u over and asks you to jerk off you will ask him if he will let you give him a blow job and he will accept it...

i would not suggest that. he is still fragile. yea he calmed down, but you dont know when he's going to explode again. first set him straight (not literally), but with a therapist like you guys are going to see. See what's wrong with him, then be an awesome friend like you are and also be supportive. not jump into his pants....(just yet)

 

[Charmander]

y u left i don't get it

 

[Sigma-taylor-E]

the truth is i am not very sure your story is real. i mean it's amazing, i get horny every time i read your updates but things are too good to be true. i mean a couple of days ago he almost tried to kill you just because you kissed him as a joke and now he will just jerk off in front of you so easily? i don't know...

well if the story is true i guess he has thought about the whole situation and i believe he is trying to show you he's ok with the whole ''gay'' situation and maybe he wants to try something with you. have you ever jerked off together before or is it the first time it happened? i think he wants you to suck him or something. i bet the next time he invites u over and asks you to jerk off you will ask him if he will let you give him a blow job and he will accept it...

Ditto! Originally I was like.."Ok interesting story" but the morem it progress I'm leaning more towards fiction IDk, it's the skeptic in me. Next time when he incinuates something like that bring a different type of porn, straight or..gay.Though, he's still fragile, I'd suggest just straight.

 

[crazyguy32]

the truth is i am not very sure your story is real. i mean it's amazing, i get horny every time i read your updates but things are too good to be true. i mean a couple of days ago he almost tried to kill you just because you kissed him as a joke and now he will just jerk off in front of you so easily? i don't know...

well if the story is true i guess he has thought about the whole situation and i believe he is trying to show you he's ok with the whole ''gay'' situation and maybe he wants to try something with you. have you ever jerked off together before or is it the first time it happened? i think he wants you to suck him or something. i bet the next time he invites u over and asks you to jerk off you will ask him if he will let you give him a blow job and he will accept it...

Ditto! Originally I was like.."Ok interesting story" but the morem it progress I'm leaning more towards fiction IDk, it's the skeptic in me. Next time when he incinuates something like that bring a different type of porn, straight or..gay.Though, he's still fragile, I'd suggest just straight.

Believe me I know this sounds like something out of a gay novel, but it's not. I don't know if any of you have been sexually molested before, but I haven't, so I don't know what he is going through or what is going on in his mind. Maybe he wants to experiment with me more, but he doesn't want to bring up "unpleasant memories", idk, it may not have anything to do with that he may just be getting more comfortable around me, and it was just jerking off to porn, we didn't have sex. So i'm just going to take it a day at a time like I've been doing and see were it goes.

 

[TX-Beau]

Sorry guys, that "douchebag" comment was really directed at one more than others (surpisingly he hasn't commented anymore lol). I wasn't talking about you guys, I appreciate your comments.

Well if you're talking about me. You came in here asking for advice, then you got pissed off and started calling people names because you didn't like what you heard.

Not only does that show a lack of maturity, but also underscores that you only want to hear what you want to hear. What is the point of saying more?

Add to that I also think your story is fiction, it would be pointless to spend more time talking to you about it.

 

[KaraBulut]

y u left i don't get it

So that you'll stick around for page 3.

 

[crazyguy32]

So that you'll stick around for page 3.

Honestly, I don't care anymore if you do or don't believe me like I said before you're not in my situation. I just came up here for advice and instead I get people telling me my life isn't real. What if somebody told you your life was a joke how would you feel?

 

[TX-Beau]

You know, you come into a general forum and ask for advice. You take what's useful to you and leave the rest.

When you stoop to name calling and get defensive that's on you. I don't owe you an apology. Neither did anyone else.

There are plenty of forums in here where you can have a cat-fight and lob insults at one another, but that's not here. People in here try to help, if you don't find that useful, that's no skin off our back, but it also doesn't require you to attack other posters about it. That's also on you.

In the end it doesn't matter to me whether you listen to me or not. it doesn't matter if you're just making shit up or not, but - my last piece of advice you'll be happy to hear - you do your cause no service by fits like the above. You're perfectly capable of ignoring what you don't like, and if you won't, if you feel the need to get personal over an opinion, it makes you less credible.

 

[crazyguy32]

You know, you come into a general forum and ask for advice. You take what's useful to you and leave the rest.

When you stoop to name calling and get defensive that's on you. I don't owe you an apology. Neither did anyone else.

There are plenty of forums in here where you can have a cat-fight and lob insults at one another, but that's not here. People in here try to help, if you don't find that useful, that's no skin off our back, but it also doesn't require you to attack other posters about it. That's also on you.

In the end it doesn't matter to me whether you listen to me or not. it doesn't matter if you're just making shit up or not, but - my last piece of advice you'll be happy to hear - you do your cause no service by fits like the above. You're perfectly capable of ignoring what you don't like, and if you won't, if you feel the need to get personal over an opinion, it makes you less credible.

Whatever dude, I've seen some of your other posts and you never have anything useful to say, I think you get off on trying to make people feel beneath you, but don't worry it didn't work on me.

 

[KaraBulut]

This thread has run its course and is now closed.