I Thought I Knew - Book 1 and Book 2

[Kyanimal]

I've been away. Just read that last installment. Now I need to clean something UP!

THANK YOU!!!

Keep smilin'!!
Chaz

 

[caddymac]

Ok, I am a chapter behind. Billy and Justin things are changing and there is no stopping it. I know we all hate change but it happens. I will be the first to say I hate change too but I am in the middle of daily changes. I think one of the biggest problems it we tend not the talk about what we are feeling to our bf/lovers, partners and so on.

 

[caddymac]

So I am slow on the uptake. Now I understand about the photos. This Todd guy must be something else for that status and pretty "Dreamy" from what Billy was saying. It would be very hard NOT to be leaking with a body like that in your sight. WOW! Ready for the next chapter.

 

[ariesstar89]

wow, just finished chapter 12 and wanting to continue on. this story is hot!!!

I walked past an A&F store today and wondered if I could walk in and find me a pair of cum-soaked jeans....guess I'll have to wait for that.

 

[hardreader]

Sorry I have been so slow getting to this latest post, but life has been a bit hectic recently. I hope I'll be back on track to post more regularly soon.

Before we wrap up Chapter 5, I better answer the mail.

ariesstar89 -- "wow, just finished chapter 12 and wanting to continue on. this story is hot!!! I walked past an A&F store today and wondered if I could walk in and find me a pair of cum-soaked jeans....guess I'll have to wait for that." It's always nice to welcome a new reader to the project, particularly one who seems to be getting off on it as much as you do. You may have trouble finding the pre-cum-soaked jeans at A&F, but feel free to buy a pair and drench them yourself. And do let us know how they feel!

caddymac -- "So I am slow on the uptake. Now I understand about the photos. This Todd guy must be something else for that status and pretty "Dreamy" from what Billy was saying. It would be very hard NOT to be leaking with a body like that in your sight. WOW! Ready for the next chapter" Oh, caddymac, I've missed you. So glad you're all caught up. But if you're ready for the next part so soon, does that mean the last one didn't get your . . . well, you know what I mean. After all, it seemed to have worked for Kyanimal.

Kyanimal -- "I've been away. Just read that last installment. Now I need to clean something UP! THANK YOU!!!" You're welcome and so nice to have you back among the commenters this week. Glad you're all caught up and hope you're prepared for another cleanup.

mexamor -- "An incredible story. I see Billy maybe deciding to change his thinking...lol. I suspect that both guys are having a hard time sorting through all of the emotions that they are feeling for each other, for desire to know what is, for wanting a relationship and also wanting to be young, so many feelings, so many emotions, how do you manage all of them and how do you resolve all of the conflicting feelings." It is a lot to sort through and a lot of guys have to do it the hard way. Billy and Justin definitely make things even HARDer!

keigan86 -- "I think this is the beginning of Billy's awaking to what Justin had been talking about? HR you make us feel we are right there in the room with them while having sex! I can't wait to see what happened next." So, Keigan, do you like the feeling of being "right there in the room with them while having sex?" I think you do.

kk-lonewolf-37 -- "Thanks. That was so HOT ! I wish it could have gone on forever. I don't think I would ever get tired of reading that." So, Kevin, how many times did you read it? You don't need to read it again, because more is cumming in just a moment now.

Matt18 -- "I agree with Kevin about the hot part. I guess im old fashioned like Kevin regarding sex but I dont judge others. Keep writing!" It seems like this latest chapter put a bulge in more than one pair of jeans. OK, Matt, I'll take your advice now and keep on writing.

If you guys like this part, of course, we'd love more comments from you.

I Thought I Knew -- Book Two
The Further Adventures of Justin & Billy
Chapter 5 -- Part II
From Billy's viewpoint ​

When I finally had caught my breath and my mind started to clear from cumming in Todd's hot fucking mouth, I realized Todd was sitting beside me. His cock in his hand. Slowly stroking it. It was so beautiful. Perfect. Hard. I just watched him for a moment and then looked up into his face. He was smiling back at me.

My chest tightened with the thrill of Todd. Todd hard as a guy can get. Sitting next to me. Stroking his cock. Smiling at me. My cum still all over his lips and chin. I hadn't felt like this in a couple of years.

I reached over and swiped some cum from his upper lip with my fingers and put it to my lips. I surprised myself by letting out a little sound almost like purring as I savored the flavor of my own cum.

"You really do like cum a lot. And sweet. Such sweet cum," he said to me as he reached over with his free hand and stroked my cheek. I wanted to stay like this forever. My half-hard cock was already lengthening. Expanding. Starting to pulse. I could feel life surging back into it.

"Thanks," I said. "Now how about you. OK?"

"OK," he said.

I leaned in toward him and he probably thought I was gonna kiss him, but instead I licked some more of my cum from his cheek. "You've got my cum all over your face," I said.

"So? I'd like it there a lot more often," he said and leaned in to kiss me.

I raised a hand and put it to his smooth, hairless chest. His pecs felt so hard and warm against my hand as I stopped his advance. I pushed back more against his pecs and said, "Lean back. I want to do you now. I really want to feel you in my mouth. Hold you in my mouth. Suck you in my mouth. Then taste you in my mouth. Just lean back and I'll take good care of you."

Todd followed my instructions, reclining on the sofa. I knelt between his legs so I could have good access to that cock I hadn't been able to get out of my mind since I first met him. I reached down and took it in my hand, wrapping my fingers around it like some fragile treasure.

"Be gentle. Very gentle, please," he said in a voice filled with kindness but also firm in his meaning. Somehow I knew that. I knew from the way he handled himself that I had to be careful. This was a perfect cock that needed to be kept just as it was. And it was mine for now. I started to leak big time just thinking about it.

I lowered my head and took about half the length of his hard shaft into my mouth. It was so much different than . . . than Justin's. So very different. Not as thick. Not as long. It fit so well into my mouth. It freed my tongue to move more freely around it. Allowed my lips more ease to surround it. To suck it. To slid up and down it. Almost immediately I was gently pistoning up and down and around this cock. Todd's perfect cock.

So strange this new cock in my mouth. So wonderful. So exciting. So different. And so new. This man . . . this fabulous man . . . had done such a wonderful job of sucking me off, I wanted to do as well for him. And for me. I was so fucking turned on. So focused on his cock. It's every move. It's every twitch.

I could feel it as it hardened or softened. Adjusted my lips and tongue and pressure to make sure it stayed as hard as it could get. And from the movement of Todd's hands through my hair, the little groans that gurgled from his chest, the little instinctive thrusts with his hips, I was doing well.

I stopped at last, leaning back so I could see this gorgeous meat I had been sucking.

"Your mouth is so good. Get me off. Please! I'm getting so close. Don't stop now."

I licked my lips and leaned back in. First inhaling his manly smell. Licking his beautifully shaved nuts and up the length of his cock. I lapped my tongue playfully across his cocklips, expecting to get a taste of his sweet pre-jizz. I was surprised and then realized all too clearly that my expectations were set by Justin's cock. Justin's jizz.

This wasn't Justin I was sucking. It was Todd. Hot, fucking perfect Todd. And in a flash I was back at his cock, sucking harder. And harder.

"Easy guy. Easy. Don't suck too hard. Suck smooth and steady. Stroke it with your hand. Let your fingers slide on my cock." I tried hard to do as he said and was rewarded with, "That's it. Just like that. Mmmmmm! So good. Now just the head. With your lips. No, keep stroking, too. Just suck my head a little more. I'm close."

I could sense him tensing. Knew he was close. I sucked carefully on his cockhead. Playing with the underside, just where it meets the shaft. He groaned again and sucked in his stomach. I knew I had him now. I reached down to take his nuts in my hand. They were pulled up tight. So tight I could hardly find them. I just ran my fingers over his smooth nut sack.

"Oh, fuck. I'm gonna cum. Suck it! Suck it! Suck me!!!" he begged, holding my head tight. Forcing my mouth down his hot fucking cock.

And then he started to cum. A great spurt into my mouth. I swallowed and was rewarded with more and still more. I swallowed again. He seemed to ease. Finished already. I sucked gently once more and eased my lips up his cockhead and off the tip. Kissing his cocklips as I freed him.

He shot again. Spraying his cum across my cheek and some to god knows where over my shoulder.

"More. There's more," he said urgently.

I put my mouth back to catch two more healthy shots of cum. Not so sweet as Justin's, I thought. Immediately I tried to banish any thought of Justin from my mind. But he was my comparison. This was all so new. But new compared to what.

I just wanted to enjoy this moment. Instead, my stomach started to churn with thoughts of Justin. Betraying Justin. The rules I had broken. My rules. Our rules.

Todd's hands were stroking in my hair. Moving my head slowly up and down his still hard cock. Could he cum again, I wondered. But I didn't wonder for long. I felt his hard cock lengthen. Expand. Get even warmer against my tongue. He groaned and tensed and shot again. Twice I think. And then I felt his body go limp. But not his cock. It was still hard in my mouth. Where I now held the last of his cum.

My instincts were to share it with him in a kiss. I rose up and smiled down at him, ready to lean in and kiss him deeply. But the face I saw, beautiful as it was, wasn't the face my mind expected. This was Todd, not . . .

I swallowed. He was not Justin. This was not Justin's sweet cum. Not Justin's twitching cock below me. Not Justin's body. Or smile. What I was looking at was magnificent and in some ways left me filled with lust. But it wasn't Justin and so my lust was tinged with regret as well.

"Are you OK?" Todd asked, seeming to sense something was troubling me. His voice was so gentle. So caring. So warm. And sexy. I inhaled deeply and settled down into his open arms, resting my weight gently on him as we stretched out across the sofa.

"I'm fine," I said and kissed him gently on one ear. "I'm fine."

"You give the best head I've ever had," he said.

"Thanks. I'm no match for you. I am so spent."

We chatted about nothing for a little while as we lay there in each other's arms. But as much as I had wanted this. As much as I had enjoyed this near perfect evening with Todd, thoughts of Justin and betrayal and guilt would not leave me.

Finally Todd drove me home, one arm around my shoulder. One of my hands on his thigh next to mine. As we neared Justin's and my place, the guilt grew. "Please don't mention this to anyone," I finally said to Todd.

"I tell Phil everything," he said. "It's our deal. Like you're rules and limits with Justin."

"You have to?" I asked. It probably sounded like I was pleading. I hope he didn't hear the fear in my voice.

"I wondered if this was OK with you and Justin. But you said it was, so . . ." he let his words hang between us.

"Jerking off together would probably be OK, but we went a little further than I planned. Than I expected," I said.

"Those things happens with guys as hot as you were tonight."

"Hot as you," I countered.

"Yeah, well, when two guys get going at it, it can be hard to stop sometimes," he said.

"So do you have to tell him?" I said again, probably sounding like a pathetic girl.

"I should, but for you," he paused and put his hand on my crotch, "I'll only tell him if he asks. And I doubt he'd ever ask."

With those words, my cock swelled and I knew he felt it. He gave it a little squeeze and it grew a lot more. "We better cool this, cuz I don't need to be keeping any more secrets from Phil," Todd said.

We said our goodnights and I wanted to kiss him so bad. I wanted to hold him and hug him and . . . Fuck it. I wanted to make love to him. To thank him for everything. I was so totally fucked up. Hot and into him. Feeling like I was falling in love. But knowing it was wrong and wanting to be true to Justin.

I got out of the car with no more than a pat on his thigh and one last heartfelt thanks.

I went inside, hoping Justin was asleep. I didn't think I could hide the confusion of emotions running through me just then.

To be continued . . .

I hope you'll take a moment now to leave a comment. And so until next time, stay happy. And stay hard!

 

[kk-lonewolf-37]

God, that was almost as hot as the last installment . I can't wait to experience that again; the connection two guys build while blowing each other. It is such a strong bond.

Billy,

I know you didn't plan on it going that far. You experienced those emotions for a reason. Don't ignore them. It is because you love Justin you felt that way. Now you see why I say I could not have or allow another person in my relationship. The guilt will eat you alive if you let it. Don't hold it in, let it out.

Kevin

 

[jaydizzo]

Wow. First off I'd like to apologize for not being able to follow this story. I have been away for a loooong time and OMG the continuation is awesome. I have so much to say but i just cant put it into words right now so for now i can just say awesome.

Billy and Justin- im sorry to hear that ur relationship has been straining a bit but, im sure you two will be able to work it out. And Yes the sex is still hottness guys yummy. i love reading about you two with or without the sex awesome guys.

Jess- good to hear that you are still talking with the other two. You are and will always be a great friend to them, and from what ive learned from you a great person overall (i really hope we get to hear your continuation story)

HR- OMG what can I say that hasnt been said already. i dont know but you have an amazing gift and thank you for sharing this great story with us ur fantastic.

 

[keigan86]

This installment of the story defently worth the wait.

Yes HR the way you describe things I feel like i am right there with them and can taste Billys sweet cum hehe.

Billy I think you have defently opend your eyes to what Justin was talking about but have maybe not realized it yet. As long as you tell eachother like Phil and Todd do then all should be fine.

Justin dont be too hard on him please.

Jess how about some more comments from you?

 

[justinjeans]

i no billy told jess he shudx give u guys a hard time about x posting more cmnts. this is a v diff prt of the sty 4 B and me 2 read. and i suspect 4 sum of u it may b hard 2 read 2. and there r guys i no who r hard reading it, bcuz hr is doing his usual fantastic job of putting u right there in the middle when the cum flies. he does like r cum

i just wanted 2 say i'm x being so quiet bcuz of the stry though. i'm really bzy this summer. im reading the sty and stuff and hope u will continue 2 read 2.

ur gonna see the bad side of me and billy and the good. i just hope ull give us a chance to show u how we ended up. thanx for reading. rite and i'll try 2 answer if i can.

i'll try 2 rite more latr.

thanx.

 

[keigan86]

Justin I can only imagine how hard it is to share this story that alone read it and go through those emotions again for Billy and you.

I want to thank you guys for sharing your story with us and know we are rooting for the best outcome for you guys.

Work is good but remember to have fun!!!!!

 

[TheMan4]

wow!!!!!!!!!!!!! i catch up, and it was very good as always.
I wondering if todd and phil read story with us? and thanks for sharing this story, it was wonderful!

 

[caddymac]

Justin, Billy and Jess. I would like to say THANK YOU for allowing HR to write your story. It would be hard to relive the past and all the bad but look at all the good and joy you have had.
Sorry HR and Justin, but I didn't get mad at Billy this time. To me honest I was wrapped up in my visual of Todd. (Blush) It is not very often one has that kind of opportunity. HR you really had me going in MY mind with these last two sections. Had to clean up a mess again. HEE HEE

 

[muzakified]

... hello HR! Sorry for being quiet of late but I've been away for a bit. WOW.. wht a turn of events!

Justin & Billy - It's hard to be in a serious committed relationship and control the incoming temptations.. I've had my share in the past and I'm sure other readers as well. We're only human... mistakes are something we live and learn from

Jess - It's great to hear from you again. Hope you are doin well

 

[hardreader]

There's a nice bag of mail this week. Thanks so much for all the comments. I wanted to get a jump on it so I can post the start of the next chapter nice and early for you guys tomorrow.

muzakified -- "hello HR! Sorry for being quiet of late but I've been away for a bit. WOW.. what a turn of events! Justin & Billy - It's hard to be in a serious committed relationship and control the incoming temptations.. I've had my share in the past and I'm sure other readers as well. We're only human... mistakes are something we live and learn from" It seems this past 10 days or so more and more of our old fans are resurfacing. So glad to know you're back. It's always good to have an experienced hand like you to put the issues of the day in perspective.

jaydizzo -- "Wow. First off I'd like to apologize for not being able to follow this story. I have been away for a loooong time and OMG the continuation is awesome. I have so much to say but i just cant put it into words right now so for now i can just say awesome." You guys make me feel like I'm at a class reunion or something.


Matt 18 -- "It is tough to read about you two going through tough times" Hey, Matt, that's what a lot of life is all about.

caddymac -- "Sorry HR and Justin, but I didn't get mad at Billy this time. To be honest I was wrapped up in my visual of Todd. (Blush) It is not very often one has that kind of opportunity. HR you really had me going in MY mind with these last two sections. Had to clean up a mess again." So you're as turned on by Todd as Billy. I hope you enjoyed making the mess. I always do. And I hope you're ready to clean up another mess or two before the next chapter cums to an end.

TheMan4 -- "wow!!!!!!!!!!!!! i catch up, and it was very good as always. I wondering if todd and phil read story with us?" You can count on that.

keigan86 -- "Yes HR the way you describe things I feel like i am right there with them and can taste Billy's sweet cum hehe." So now we learn your real taste in reading material. So tell us how you liked that sweet boy juice.

kk-lonestar-37 -- "God, that was almost as hot as the last installment. I can't wait to experience that again; the connection two guys build while blowing each other. It is such a strong bond." I know there are a lot of readers out there who'd be more than happy to help you experience the pleasure of a great "69" again. Would anyone like to volunteer? Just raise your cock so I know who is interested.

The next chapter will be in two parts once again. I hope you like it. Until we meet again, stay happy. And stay hard!

 

[hardreader]

It is unbelievable that this project has now passed 60,000 views! Thanks to all our loyal fans.

And every week I hear from new readers who are working their way through this project. Some leave a message or two in this thread. Some want to wait until they've caught up. But a number of them send me notes along the way to let me know how their reading is cumming along. In this week's PMs was this note from Ariesstar89:

Wow! its really all i can say. wow, i just got done reading Chap 29, part 3 and its like reading about myself right now.i dont know for sure what i want until i can experience it. ive never been able to connect with a character like that until i read that part. my god that was unbelievable. just got to say props to ya on that one my friend. major props.... and please pass it on to jess that i feel him 100% at this point

And then I found on the profile page of Bradteen19 at XTube this note under his list of books he likes: "Harry Potter! And adult gay fiction... (thnx hardreader)" I don't think my work has ever been compared to Harry Potter books before. But thanks, Brad. By the way, Brad's really hot and has some nice vids and photos. Check him out and leave him a note saying hardreader sent you.

Knowing that this story project goes on and on reaching new readers is really great motivation for me and Jess, Billy and Justin. So thanks everyone for your wonderful support and now on to a fresh chapter.

I Thought I Knew -- Book Two
The Further Adventures of Justin & Billy
Chapter 6
From Justin's viewpoint​

For the past couple of days, I’ve thought something seemed wrong with Billy. It was like his mind was somewhere else. I could ask him a question and there’d be this long delay before he’d say something like, “Were you talking to me?”

Like who else would I be talking to?

It was even worse when we were having sex. Or even just fucking around. Sucking. Jerking each other off. But particularly when I had my cock buried deep in his ass. Sliding my cock in and out of his tight, warm glove of an asshole. He should have been on top of the world while I was building up a load to unleash in him. But sometimes in the middle of a great fuck, he was like a million miles away.

He’d be hard, but not like he sometimes gets. And when he sucked me or stroked my cock, sometimes he showed real passion. But then other times I’d find him distracted by something. And I didn’t know what.

I had my suspicions. Todd, of course. I’d finally asked him about the night he and Todd had dinner together. He said they’d talked a long time while they watched a video Phil made while he was taking the photos of Todd. The photos they’d showed us that night we were both at their place.

I asked Billy if the video was hot and he said that a lot of it was boring setup stuff. Adjusting the lighting. Checking the backdrop. Stuff like that. But he said that he and Todd had both jerked off a couple of loads while watching Todd cum.

Billy said he’d been surprised Todd got so hard watching himself. We talked about what it would be like to watch a video of yourself jerking off. Or even looking at the pictures we had seen that night. We discussed whether each of us could get hard watching vids of ourselves just jerking and cumming.

I said I couldn’t. Probably wouldn’t even get hard. Billy didn’t seem so sure.

On Saturday night, things seemed to be going about as well as they had in weeks. We’d started off talking about some vid we’d both seen on dudetube. The next thing I remember . . . Well, I had Billy bent over the little kitchen table with my cock buried in his butt. I was pumping away. Starting to feel the tension build. My breathing getting raspy. And I was getting ready to go over the top, I realized Billy was at one of his away games.

I pushed my hard cock as deep in his ass as it would go and then just stopped. Buried to the hilt in his ass. My cock near ready to explode. I thought after a little bit he’d ask me what was up or start to get some action going again. But nothing. He didn’t seem to even notice.

Finally I asked him straight up why he was so distracted. He said it was his car. He was really worried about how he was gonna replace it. Because the one he had seemed to be beyond any reasonable repair. At least that we could afford just then. Even as he told me that, he didn’t even act like I was still rock hard. That my full nine-inch cock wasn’t still shoved all the way up his ass. He was just talking like we would during a TV commercial or something like that.

I know that all week he had been saying how worried he was about where the cash was gonna come from for his car. He was adamant that he didn’t want my mom slipping us the cash to get a replacement. I thought maybe that really was what the problem was. But still my gut churned every time I caught him drifting away.

Then there were times, particularly on days I had one of Professor Allen’s classes, when I thought maybe it was me who was distant. Not Billy. I had caught myself more than once this week lost in thought about my teacher and what he might really want. What I might really want from him. The more I saw him, the more I thought about him.

One morning taking my shower, I’d been thinking about my strange encounter with him last Sunday morning. Only in my fantasy, when Professor Allen saw me holding my hard cock through the fabric of my jeans, he’d stepped toward me. Unbuttoned my jeans. His long, elegant fingers reached in and hauled out my aching cock. All nine, throbbing, dripping inches of it. Hard and aching in his hand. It felt fabulously sexy. Older guys really seemed to know how to please. And in my fantasy, Professor Allen pleased me.

As we stood there in the entry way to the art studios, in my fantasy, he slowly and lovingly jerked my cock. Mostly stroking my long thick shaft. But also giving special attention to that point on the underside of my cock where the cockhead and shaft meet. That fleshy area that even cut guys have that is so sensitive.

My hands roamed up under my teacher’s shirt. Over his hard chest. Tweaking his nips.

My hips thrust, sliding my cock back and forth into his expert hand. His mouth was at my ear. The heat of his body was driving me insane as his hand seemed to know just what I liked. Just what I wanted. Just what I needed. To cum. To blow a huge load all over him. And the wild feelings he was generating as he stroked my cock were getting me close. The tingle was starting. My cock got stiffer.

As my fantasies ran wild, my nuts pulled up tight. My guts churned. My body went weak as I slumped against the shower wall. I grabbed for the soap tray to steady myself.

“Oh, fuck,” I bellowed out loud as my body began to spasm as I was about to come. The sound of my voice surprised me. Shook me from my fantasy. My eyes opened. Just then I came. My hand, not my professor’s, was wrapped around my throbbing, hot cock. I could feel the cum rise through my shaft. Feel it expand and get even hotter. I couldn’t catch my breath. And for a moment I was back with Professor Allen again. Getting the perfect handjob from a really sexy older guy. A huge shot of thick cum flew from my cocklips. Its release so powerful I could barely keep my knees from buckling beneath me. My hot cum flying toward the glass shower door. Splattering across the very top of it, well above my head.

And as I watched it start to slide downward the door, leaving a path in the steamy mist on the glass, I noticed, there on the other side of the door, watching me cum, was Billy. He was naked. Ready for his own shower. But I couldn’t help but notice he was also rock hard.

My cum continued to splatter all over the door. It ran down the door in rivulets. Gobs and streams and strings of my cum. In the steamy mist from the shower, with Billy’s image clear enough through the glass shower door to see his shit-eating grin. I could imagine my cum was dripping off Billy’s face and running down his chest. At least that cleared my mind of Professor Allen for a minute. Professor Allen and the handjob. Professor Allen and the incredible urge I had to see him. Touch him. Taste him. Suck him. Even fuck him. Maybe be fucked by him.

I had to clear my head. What the fuck was going on with me? Billy watching as I jerk off to fantasies of my professor and I can’t even focus on my boyfriend whose standing right in front of me. Hard cock in hand. My head is so fucked up.

As my last cum shots hit the door, Billy said, “I sure hope that was me you were thinking of.”

“Holy fuck,” was all I could say in response to Billy’s comment. And then a lame, “I didn’t know you were up yet.”

“I’m up alright,” he said looking down at his eight-inches of hard cock and giving it a wicked squeeze. “Thanks to you and your little shower show.”

I tried hard to catch my breath, as I continued to squeeze the last of my cum from my own still mostly hard cock. Trying to make this a show for Billy. Maybe he’d never know the truth. I could only hope.

“I wish I’d gotten here a minute earlier. I could have skipped breakfast,” Billy said. “I love protein shakes.” Apparently he didn’t take my early morning jerk-off session to be anything but my normal routine. And it wasn’t. Except for what was going on in my head. That was anything but normal. And the force with which I had cum. The images of Professor Allen had been a power propellant for my cum. God had it made me cum. So hard. The images of Professor Allen flickered in my mind again. I couldn’t help it.

Doing shit like that made me wonder if the distance, the tension, the recurring disconnect between Billy and me wasn’t really my fault. Not his.

To make matters worse, I’d had to work late almost every evening all week so that I could have my regular weekly project done for Professor Allen. I wasn’t going to be able to work on it Sunday morning, so I had to get it done earlier in the week. It seemed everything in my life -- and maybe some shit in Billy’s -- was tugging at us. Tugging us apart.

I’d also had to find time at home alone to pick out what I was going to show Professor Allen. What naked pictures of Billy would I share? Could I share? I really wanted to ask Billy what he thought. He was a great judge of my work. And always honest. Sometimes painfully honest. I valued that in him. A lot.

I would have loved to have dragged out all those drawings and paintings of Billy naked, Billy hard, Billy jerking off, Billy cumming. Spread them all over the floors so I could have studied them with Billy and talked to him about each of them. Asked him which he wanted shared. What he thought was good. What he thought wasn’t. As much as I valued his judgment, this time I couldn’t ask for it. I still hadn’t been able to tell him about last Sunday. And Professor Allen.

By the time Sunday rolled around, I was relieved that soon this meeting with Professor Allen would be behind me and I could work at getting things back right with Billy.

When I showed up at school, Professor Allen was already there. Waiting for me.

I almost didn’t recognize him. He was sitting on a modeling stool, casually dressed in a pair of really expensive jeans and a shirt that fit him so well it showed every turn of his body. Every muscle. Every elegant movement he made. I could only wish that I were dressed in something that hot.

I was probably standing there with my chin on the floor. Staring at this incredibly sexy guy. Hardly connecting with the fact that this was my teacher. This was the guy who at first had creeped me out because he wanted to see my nude drawings. In a week’s time he’d somehow become the guy I had jerked off thinking about way too many times these past seven days.

“Want to get some breakfast?” he asked just like any guy might ask. It was so casual. So familiar. So normal. So goddamn exciting. “I’m starved,” he said, pulling up his shirt and patting his tummy. He was so ripped. So tanned. So trim. And sexy. He held it up for an extra second or two.I thought sure he must know I was appreciating the view.

After he lowered his shirt again, I was still staring at his abs, or where they had been. What a sight I had seen. I couldn’t have imagined . . . but I had.

“Sure,” I said.

“Got your stuff?” he said as he nodded toward the portfolio case I was carrying. “Let’s go.” And with that, he stood and slapped me playfully on my ass. “My treat,” he said as he walked toward the door.

He drove us to a really trendy restaurant for breakfast. The kind of place you go to watch people. Or for some people, the kind of place you go to be seen. Don’t ask me which we were. I didn’t have a clue about shit at that point.

As we sat at a small table in a quiet corner studying the menu, I couldn’t believe the prices. I ordered what I wanted, because that’s what Professor Allen said to do. “And please, Justin, call me Joe. I’m only Professor Allen in class and around school.”

While we were waiting for our food, Professor Allen . . . Joe . . . started talking almost non-stop. He told me all about his wife’s family’s business – a string of first-class and oh-so-expensive art galleries along the East Coast. I knew about that. Everyone knew about his ties to the galleries.

He’d met his wife while he was putting up his first big one-man show at one of her father’s NYC galleries. They had hit it off. His show was a success. The merger of hot young artist and top-notch gallery heiress seemed too good to pass up. And a year later they married.

His career and the gallery business, which he now officially ran, both went exceedingly well for the next few years.

Then last year, he’d started to get bored with his life. He wanted to freshen it up. Add something new. Original. Out-of-bounds. I remember him using that phrase so clearly. “Out-of-bounds.” It struck me as odd, but at that moment I thought I knew what he meant by “out-of-bounds.”

He had contacted my school and made a proposal. He would teach for one year full-time. For free. He would be given access to all the art students and could hand pick them for special classes. During that year, he would pick one, or maybe two students to become his special protégés until they graduated. He would tutor them. Employee them during the summers. Help to develop their talents. Introduce them to the real world of top-end art. The most important people. Artists. Agents. Gallery owners like himself. And, of course, collectors. He would be these students mentor in the art world.

Then he would guarantee them their own show at an appropriate one of his galleries and, he assumed, build a life-long connection to “a top, up-and-coming artist.”

He said it was his way to “cherry pick” the best of the best. And from the connections he built with the school, he would continue to seek out future students to lavish this opportunity on from time to time. To sign exclusively to show and sell through his galleries. It was just good business and it would give him a chance to do something a little different. “Perhaps a little out-of-bounds.” He’d said that phrase again.

He stopped talking and he stared into my eyes. It was the strangest feeling. Then he said in the calmest, smoothest voice – a voice even more compelling than Justin’s at his best – “And I think what I really want is you.”

“Thank you,” I said, having hoped through his whole explanation that he was telling me I was a candidate. And before this very morning, I hadn’t even realized there was such a possibility.

“I haven’t picked anyone yet. I don’t want to rush this important decision. But you seem like a very intriguing candidate. One I find most entrancing. I can imagine the two of us working very well together. Collaborating in so many ways. Are you interested in exploring these possibilities with me?”

“Of course,” I said. “I’d be honored.”

“No need. You’re an exceptional young man in so many ways,” he said and rested his hand on my thigh. I looked around to see if anyone noticed, but the tablecloth was surely concealing his gesture. Then I realized for the first time that I was rock hard and had been for some time. Probably since we first sat down together. Since I first began staring into his eyes as he talked.

“Good,” he said, and finally resumed eating his breakfast. He stopped eating almost as soon as he started and gestured subtly for our waiter.

When the waiter appeared beside our table, Joe looked up at him and said, “Our breakfasts have gotten cold. Can you please prepare them for us again. And more coffee for me and my friend, please.”

As the waiter left, I remembered my drawings. The nudes I had assembled for Professor Allen . . . Joe. God, this was weird. “Will you need to see my drawings that I brought.”

“There will be plenty of time for that after breakfast. We’ll just go to my apartment. It’s nearby and we can get comfortable. Relax. Start to really get to know each other.”

To be continued . . .

I hope you enjoyed this first half of Chapter 6. Please, take a moment to leave a comment so we know you're out there reading. It's the only way we know you appreciate the effort these guys have put into it. And if you haven't rated this project yet, please give it as many stars as you think it deserves.

I'll be back in about a week with the second half of this chapter. Until then, stay happy. And stay hard!

 

[kk-lonewolf-37]

To bad Billy hadn't gotten up a little sooner. The shower could have turned from hot to boiling!

HR don't take this the wrong way, but how could you end the chapter there? I know the guys wanted this book to keep everyone 'cummimg' back for more, but still.

Damn it, hurry up and post the next part. LOL

Kevin

 

[keigan86]

WOW to have been a shower door would have been my dream for that day haha. HR you sure know how to make a person cum hehe.

Justin I think you hit it on the head I think its a combo of both Billy and your problems that make it seem everything is not moving the way you wish.

Justin and Billy I know this part of the story is difficult for you to read but if you are and looking at our comments know my heart goes out to you both and I am hoping and wishing for the best for you both then, now and always.

 

[SwingBoy]

A whole week? Good god, what are we supposed to do with ourselves until then?!

 

[muzakified]

... After he lowered his shirt again, I was still staring at his abs, or where they had been. What a sight I had seen. I couldn’t have imagined . . . but I had.

Too late to sign up for his class??!

 

[ariesstar89]

uh-oh....i sense rain clouds ahead.

ah the fruits of temptation, how we love to just pick and nourish ourselves with them.

its great so far. im just glad ive finally caught up with the entire story