just venting, airing out, talking shit, personal beefs, problems, anger management, and etc thread

[refujiunderground]

It's not when you get into doing it when you get new mp3's.

well, i get you on that but if we're talking about like 200 something songs that are unlabeled and etc. that's like 3 days worth of work especially if you have to do other things and etc. at least there's time to do them now BUT then there's other things i have to do such as hit up the dry cleansers. i need to go outside and get some fresh air instead of being holed in the house all day.

i also need to jerk off. that's one of the things that i need to do everyday for some weird reason. if i don't beat my dick, my dick starts to feel funny or worse, i'll start to get all hyper and super irritated where i'm ready to snap on somebody. would rather have my dick tired and be sleepylike.

 

[G-Lexington]

1. Create new playlist.
2. Drag all items into playlist.
3. Drag them into the order you want with the playlist.
4. Sync.
5. Listen to the playlist with shuffle turned off.

Lex

 

[refujiunderground]

1. Create new playlist.
2. Drag all items into playlist.
3. Drag them into the order you want with the playlist.
4. Sync.
5. Listen to the playlist with shuffle turned off.

Lex

about to try this out after i take a shit and make dinner. thank you, lex. i just hope my father doesn't act like a fucking annoyance because i will tell his ass to leave me be. it's funny how i felt really good when i left the house, took about an hour walk and went to barnes and noble for to read for a little while. yet my mood goes down south again when i come back to this hellhold to deal with the same negativity i'm dying to escape from. things are NOT that bad BUT they feel like they are that bad. it's draining.

 

[refujiunderground]

fuji...you are something else. I truly adore you for your realness.

thanks, neo. there's no better feeling to basically be free to do whatever.

but i'll admit something. i would like to start dating and to have a boyfriend BUT i don't have anybody in mind and the guy that i wish i could date is basically a guy i wish i could date. i still have a bit of a crush on that person though and if let's say that there was a chance to date him, i would in a heartbeat. i guess i'm hoping something that is impossible even though i kind of have a bit of hope. looking on okcupid, haven't found anybody. had more luck offline.

man, i just wish that i found somebody that i like that likes me back that i could simply date or have as a boyfriend. being single doesn't suck and it's cool as hell, don't get me wrong. BUT @ the same time, there's moments where i wouldn't mind cuddling and shit. chilling in bed is all good, so is sleep BUT there's times where i need to cuddle and be affectionate. i feel ashamed in admitting it though. just wish someone would snatch me up already.

i feel weird and ashamed @ admitting this though. i thought that jerking off would put those feelings in check. i hate having crushes and those type of feelings because they usually remind me of shit that i more than likely won't have or experience with someone i want to experience it with. okay, i said too much.

 

[BFizzle]

if i don't beat my dick, my dick starts to feel funny or worse

Please consult a physician.

 

[refujiunderground]

Please consult a physician.

unless they suck dick, i'm not going. i have no insurance anyway. labcorp is on my ass and in may, direct loans and possibly in april, the irs will also be on my ass.

 

[refujiunderground]

^^...I'm not sure you're ready for something like that yet, fuji--BUT you will be. And it will eventually happen for you. You just need to meet that right person that works with you and pulls you away from 'yourself'.


and I realize this may be a strange 'vent', but I really wish there would be some kind of rule that ALL men should sit down to take a leak (especially tall men).

I don't know if people pay attention, but when you piss--a lot of the droplets splash back up onto the bowl, lid, and even back onto the floor. I have a tall partner...so yeah. I know first hand.

dunno what to say about this.

 

[Alistair]

and I realize this may be a strange 'vent', but I really wish there would be some kind of rule that ALL men should sit down to take a leak (especially tall men).

I don't know if people pay attention, but when you piss--a lot of the droplets splash back up onto the bowl, lid, and even back onto the floor. I have a tall partner...so yeah. I know first hand.

I've always wanted a urinal in my home bathroom.

 

[Alistair]

^ just a Freudian slip

 

[refujiunderground]

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*takes deep breath again*

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fuck valentine's day. I HATE THAT MOTHERFUCKING PIECE OF SHIT DAY. the angry gay, yessir.

still alone beating my dick, yes. fuck that piece of shit depressing day. i motherfucking hate that day.

okay time to take a shit and jerk off.

 

[G-Lexington]

I proposed that we start a Happy Singles Day in February. Someone said, "Oh, to complement Valentine's Day?" I said, "No, to replace it."

Oh, and o the guy on Facebook who was happy to report a 400% increase in domestic violence calls n Denver last night because "it proves we're great fans and take our football team seriously"...fucking die in a fire. Hopefully while getting your ass kicked by angry women.

Lex

 

[G-Lexington]

I think I know more about refuji's excertory history than my own.

Lex

 

[xbuzzerx]

I totally know the feeling.

I think I've posted this elsewhere on here while discussing tumblr addiction but it's so fucking on point I have to post it again...

K, found it:

There is just so much stuff to look at and read on tumblr one can never have enough time to look through it all without it consuming your life. lmao

Oh god that's JUB too.

 

[Nishin]

^ no comment

 

[refujiunderground]

my father's bitch ass is once again trying to manipulate. he's trying to act on some sorry soul shit with my mom's tv. he supposedly has the flu BUT yet he's acting like a little BITCH when my mom wants to watch her tv show. she's about to go to work. his ass is here all day long watching tv, football, coughing for attention and whatever. NOW he's ready to do some "i'm tired of you treating me like shit". no, bitch. you treat my mother like shit. you treat us like objects. fuck him and his pussy footing ass attitude. he tries to play the victim YET he's the victimizer. i don't know why my mom is sounding all happy playing these weird ass mind games with my father. it's fucking disturbing and sickening.

 

[refujiunderground]

I proposed that we start a Happy Singles Day in February. Someone said, "Oh, to complement Valentine's Day?" I said, "No, to replace it."

Make your own holiday refuj. My boyfriend and I made our own holiday the day before Valentines, Cupcake Day. I imagine you know what happens on that day.

it's just not the same. still feel left out.

RJ, have you given the doctor a visit yet? I think some of your rage may have a biochemical basis. Neuroscientists have linked some cases of rage to low levels of seratonin in the brain.

I hope you'll keep us posted on your progress. I really do hope to see you get better, man. Depression and rage don't do anybody any good.

meet up with them the doc this thursday. it's more so the negative environment.

 

[refujiunderground]

bleh. wish I knew wtf was wrong with my roommate.

dude hasn't left his bed since getting home from work on Friday except to go to the bathroom/eat, but he insists that he's not sick, not depressed, etc...

kind of annoyed that he screwed me a little bit this weekend. my days off from work are Thursday-Saturday. usually I go out and run all my errands on Thursday afternoon when the stores are empty and everyone else is at work. it's nice and peaceful... this week, though, he asked me to wait until Saturday when he was off so he could come with me. so I was like "ok, sure, whatever," but then Saturday arrives and he's all "blah. I don't feel like leaving the house today."

so I was raging a bit when I had to deal with Saturday crowds at the store that's the last time I rearrange my schedule for him. he can fend for himself and deal with the overpriced corner delis if he can't be assed to put on shoes and come to a proper supermarket with me.

maybe he's just being a lazy ass.

 

[frankfrank]

I swear all cops do in my area is collect revenue for the city. "protect and serve" is not on their list of things to do.

No, in Chicago it IS on their list of things to do. "We serve and protect Chicago police" is definitely accurate.

"Like if you hate cancer, ignore if you think starvation is hilarious and you want to get raped hard by Satan".

Makes me think of Facebook...somebody will post that their house burned down, the dog and the two cats died in the fire, and "I was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer last Tuesday" - and their post will get 114 LIKES.

LIKE??? How can somebody like that?

One of my friends on FB posted about major damage at his place from Hurricane Sandy and, indeed, he got a whole bunch of "likes" on it.

 

[refujiunderground]

No, in Chicago it IS on their list of things to do. "We serve and protect Chicago police" is definitely accurate.

Makes me think of Facebook...somebody will post that their house burned down, the dog and the two cats died in the fire, and "I was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer last Tuesday" - and their post will get 114 LIKES.

LIKE??? How can somebody like that?

One of my friends on FB posted about major damage at his place from Hurricane Sandy and, indeed, he got a whole bunch of "likes" on it.

wowzers. folks actually like someone's facebook status if it's tragic. that's cold.

but speaking of cops.

http://www.nj.com/gloucester-county/index.ssf/2013/01/deptford_cop_charged_with_murd.html

 

[ChickenGuy]

@Loki:

I thought you might want to know that another JUBber, who also suffers from phimosis, has decided to get circumcised. In fact, he goes to the hospital tomorrow for the operation.

If you continue to have an interest in this, you might get some valuable insights from him.

Loki has phimosis?? This I didn't know. That makes two of us then.

Johann, who is this JUBber you're talking about? Just curious.

The only discomfort I ever feel is sometimes while wanking BUT very minor and fleeting and it only happens if I'm humping (which is most of the time) and is a result of the foreskin being pushed down a bit too far, but I've perfected a swift 'adjustment' technique with my hand to pull it back up. It only takes a second to do.

Probably too much information.