just venting, airing out, talking shit, personal beefs, problems, anger management, and etc thread

[Kulindahr]

Summer...

and once again no one makes fishnet sleeveless Ts any more! Those things that are totally see-through don't count; they're lingerie, not clothes -- I want fishnet that looks like a net!

 

[borg69unimatrix]

Summer...

and once again no one makes fishnet sleeveless Ts any more! Those things that are totally see-through don't count; they're lingerie, not clothes -- I want fishnet that looks like a net!

 

[The Fly]

Summer...

and once again no one makes fishnet sleeveless Ts any more! Those things that are totally see-through don't count; they're lingerie, not clothes -- I want fishnet that looks like a net!

There's always Cabellas.......

 

[refujiunderground]

just realized that i am FREE. i am NOT in handcuffs, not incarcerated, not stuck doing a job i don't want to do, not anxious, not afraid, not stuck in any commitments or obligations where i feel as if i am someone's property or i am owned by some business corporation or someone else. my mind is free, i am physically free and most importantly, i was happy BUT feel good right now. i'm still experiencing heavy brain zaps from getting off of the zoloft for the past three days BUT i am basically in control of the things that i want to be in control of. i LOVE being isolated in my room. i love the fact that my room is dark. i am COMFORTABLE.

with that said, i could go on a road trip by myself in the woods ALONE. i can do anything i want to alone and wouldn't free lonely because i have my freedom and am embracing it. right now, i don't want a boyfriend, a job or whatever or anything that's going to make me feel as if i have an obligation or a commitment that i have to dedicate my time to. if i had my own place, i'd walk around naked, have curtains for ALL my windows from the living room, bedroom, kitchen and etc. basically a place where i'm FREE and away from the world. my home is supposed to be my bat cave, my safe space and shit. do whatever the hell i feel like because it's MY free zone.

 

[maxpowr9]

I will never understand why an "adult" would be so emotionally needy and not know what they want out of life.

 

[borg69unimatrix]

This isn't the right ones?

 

[Kulindahr]

This isn't the right ones?

This is the closest thing I could find online:

But the shirts I used to buy in stacks and wear out were less see-through. There were also tank tops with the bottom hem low enough a guy could go commando and it wasn't immediately evident -- but the wind blew through....

Friends and I in college loved them for cycling.

 

[Kulindahr]

These are really close:

We liked them loose, made for anyone to wear.

 

[bankside]

Yes. My friends and I wore them too.

When we were gogo boys at the club.






In 1990.











(the Retro club).

 

[borg69unimatrix]

When those were in style I tried to wear one, but I was so thin back then I looked like someone threw a fishing net over a broom stick painted neon white. Nowadays if I tried I'd look like those sacks of onions. My how Times change.

 

[Kulindahr]

When those were in style I tried to wear one, but I was so thin back then I looked like someone threw a fishing net over a broom stick painted neon white. Nowadays if I tried I'd look like those sacks of onions. My how Times change.

I never cared one bit how I looked -- they were very good shirts for getting exercise.

 

[borg69unimatrix]

I never cared one bit how I looked -- they were very good shirts for getting exercise.

I felt bad if I didn't give out Indiana Jones disclaimers to the general public NOT to look.

 

[refujiunderground]

this is some funny shit. ever since i've decided to slowly log off the zoloft pills, i've been experiencing withdrawals.

the brain zaps for one are really tysonning my ass up. everytime i turn my head, make any movement or do anything for that matter, the electrical shocks in my brain jerk my brain off. shit really gives me a damn brainwash. it's like the neurons in my brain are kabobulating like crazy right now. this is nothing new. used to experience episodes like this as a teenager and now it's all coming back to haunt me NOW.

but that's not what i wanted to complain and bitch about for the moment. sorry for that, i bitched about that yesterday.

what i want to bitch about and i know some of you guys are going to be like "really? but wasn't you complaining when the opposite was happening". i don't know if it's a withdrawal symptom or whatever BUT i've been jerking off like crazy and feeling extra hornified. i've jerked off like once on friday because i was on a road trip. i jerked off 4 times on saturday, i think. 3 times on sunday and another 3 times on monday. i've jerked off twice today between a 3 hour span. i don't know if it's because i'm jerking off naked which makes perfect sense because it's hot as hell in my room or because i've been off zoloft for the past 3 days BUT damn, my dick is taking me to war right now. don't get me wrong, i love masturbation BUT i feel as if i'm becoming hypersexual or sexually compulsive. sheit, i don't know why this is bothering me now because in the past, i used to do the same thing and even more. it wasn't a thing to jerk off 4 to 5 times a day. hell, i used to NOT get the same pleasure jerking off to females back like 2 to 3 years ago where i had to do it again so that was my reason for jerking off so many times. now, i get that pleasure jerking off to guys, gay porn, and guy related porn. however, i still feel the need to jerk off continually. my dick kinda feels a bit sore BUT i know that one, two or the latest, three hours from now, i'll be back beating my dick.

just want to know is that normal for someone of my age to be jerking off so much. i understand if i was 14 or 8 again BUT 26 and jerking off like 4 close to 5 times a day and STILL feeling as horny and etc. DAMN, i'm beating my dick down for real.

 

[maxpowr9]

Ugh I hate Verizon. So they decided to force an update onto my phone while I was asleep last nite and it locked my phone up since it is bricked. Course, I didn't realize that my phone wasn't autobacking up my data so a good chunk of it was lost when I had to a factory flash. That alone took two hours then I spent another hour or so calling people or asking them via email to text me so I get their number.

At least now I got some semblance back. So yeah, very "unproductive" day at work lol

 

[zoltanspawn]

I believe a longtime trusted employee who I consider a friend outside of work has been stealing from me. Fucking sucks.

 

[jdcnow]

Sometimes, using masturbation as a form of pain relief/pain management is the hardest (no pun intended) thing ever! I see what porn stars mean when they say you have to be able to perform sexually, even when you're just in nobody's mood, etc. Or, in my case, hurting and in a decent amount of physical pain. This left foot is getting on my nerves.

And it's weird, too, because the evening of the day of my surgery, I was at my friends' place (the straight couple I housekeep for), and somehow the subject of sex came up. (They're trying to help me grow personally and eventually land me a boyfriend, and the subject of sex actually comes up a lot.) I've forgotten who said what specifically at the dinner table, but as I remember it, somehow it was interpreted that after dinner, the boyfriend would take me back and drop me off at my place down the street from theirs, and I really wanted to get home so that I could jack off in private.

I do remember this, and will as long as I live - the girlfriend looks across the dinner table from me in absolute shock and bewilderment, "You just had surgery **this morning**, and you're actually horny?!"

I smiled and turned as red as a tomato, and said right back, "Well, honestly, yeah. I fall back on the whole Y chromosome thing, and that song, 'Honey, I'm Still A Guy'."

But back to now. I wanna jack off for the pain because I don't want to use the precious few Hydrocodones I have left. I wanna save those for when I really just can't take it anymore with the pain. But the pain is at the level where it's annoying - it really doesn't justify taking a Hydro, but it does hurt enough to where I can't really relax my mind enough to get hard. I think I'll rummage through my porn collection on my 1TB drive some more. I don't really wanna take any medicine, just try and see if the jacking off will help my brain with the pain on it's own.

Hell, I'm at the point to where if push comes to shove, my friends are both pagans, and I actually believe in magic and the metaphysical myself. A healing spell couldn't hurt.

 

[jdcnow]

Well, , problem solved. I just had to find the right video on my 1TB drive. I love my spank bank, I really do!

 

[CowboyBob]

The uneven moderation in CE&P is working overtime again. I've learned a long time ago it doesn't do a bit of good discussing it with JUB "staff" so I won't. Just needed to vent.

 

[Axxess]

The uneven moderation in CE&P is working overtime again. I've learned a long time ago it doesn't do a bit of good discussing it with JUB "staff" so I won't. Just needed to vent.

Anything in particular you're upset about?

 

[The Fly]

Why is there moderation in CE&P at all??? Every time I've ventured in there it seems like a pack of monkeys flinging poo at each other. There's no sharing of ideas. No debated positions. No reasoned discourse.
CE&P should be a moderation free zone. Just let those who choose go at it tooth and nail. But anyone who brings it outside of CE&P gets immediately and permanently hit with the Ban Hammer.
It would free them up to speak their mind, and the rest of us could look in for entertainment.