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Luck

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Luck​

Chapter 1​

I have had the worst luck with guys. It seems like things are going great then they either dump me or I find out they are cheating. At first I thought it was just bad luck but it seems to be a pattern. It seems like that I should take some time by myself and figure out if I am the problem.

Dating first happened for me shortly after I came out at 18. I have never been the most social person so I met guys online. Dating sites seemed like the way to go as I was not brave enough to just go on Apps such as Grindr as I wanted a relationship and also because I have never thought I was that attractive of a person. The first few guys I chatted with seemed nice but as soon as I mentioned that I was looking for a relationship they ghosted me.

Next I tried finding guys at the University I had just started attending. I had made friends pretty easily with people I had classes with so I first asked them if they knew anyone that might be right for me. That line of enquiry led me to my first real boyfriend James. James was blonde, cute and we could have real conversations. We had similar interests related to pop culture and of course friends in common so we hit it off right away. I lost my virginity to him and for about 6 months things went well until I mentioned that I wanted a commitment and he started to avoid me. He would ignore my calls and texts and would barely acknowledge me if we happened to bump into each other around campus. I eventually stopped trying to communicate with him as I got discouraged.

Things came to a head when I went to a party with my friends and spotted him making out with some random guy in the corner. He quickly saw me, came over and tried to make excuses. I told him to never contact me again and from then on whenever I saw James I just ignored him and tried not to get too upset.

Over the next few years I had a few more boyfriends and things kind of went the same with each one. I started to wonder if it was just me or had I just not met the right guy yet? This is what got me to where I am now, looking back at these relationships and starting to see that maybe I should get more comfortable at just being on my own. Sure I would miss the companionship and yes the sex but if I couldn’t be happy by myself then maybe that is what screwed up my past relationships.

After all this reflecting I decided to stay single for my last year of University and only get involved with a guy when I knew that if it ended I would be more ok then I had been in the past. From now on if I liked a guy I would just be his friend for a while and see if that changed anything. Surely being a friend first would help me to stop desperately searching for my next boyfriend and just enjoy what I had now.

I don’t know if this will make any difference in my life but hey, I think its worth trying anything that doesn’t lead me to a place where I feel either rejected after getting dumped or sad that someone I had trusted so much would cheat on me the first chance he got. As orientation for my final year of University approached, I was nervous but a bit excited. Hopefully my luck would change and I can just be more comfortable with myself. Time would tell but I had a good feeling that things would work out. I would either have a great year just making new friends and getting to know the ones I had already a bit better. Anything would be better then my past experiences with getting my heart broken or desperately searching for the right guy.

To be continued…
 
Chapter 2​

I started my first day of the new year of University optimistic but also aware that what happened was up to me. This year of focusing on myself would only be difficult if I fell back into my old ways and I was determined that that was not going to happen. In the past I had neglected my studies chasing after guys and one of the good things about changing that would be that my grades would probably improve. Some people (namely old boyfriends) thought that my English major was easy and I didn’t need to concentrate on it too much. I vowed then and there to not believe that anymore and work out for myself what needed a good amount of concentration in my life and what did not.

That was all ahead of me and I was trying not to stress too much about the school part of the coming year. First I had a week of just seeing friends, getting my schedule and picking up whatever books I needed for this semester. On the first day I met up with my friends Mark and Simon for lunch. Both of them were straight and we always got along well so there was no hope of falling back into my old ways around them.

I had a good day, got my books and schedule and had a nice lunch with friends. A couple of guys walking by our table caught my eye but, I didn’t fall into my usual habit of ditching my friends at the first sign of a cute guy and just ignored them. As I went back home on the bus that day I reflected that my resolution for the year was not going to be so hard after all. Sure, I would be single but that doesn’t mean I was going to be unhappy.

The rest of the week went by in a blur. I caught up with a few more friends, walked around campus to find where my new classes would be and generally had a good time. I was able to relax more instead of constantly thinking about a current boyfriend or crush. Maybe I wasn’t the problem after all. I think I had been going after guys based on their looks rather then their personalities. The guys I had been with in the past apart from James had seemed nice at first but eventually I found out that we did not have much in common besides being attracted to each other. This idea of being friends with a guy and really getting to know them before anything happened was sounding more and more attractive.

I spent the weekend looking at my new books and preparing for my new classes. As soon as I started wondering what my latest ex was up to I caught myself and remembered that I was not doing this again. As a way of making sure I did not contact him I blocked his number and all social media accounts. It was just too tempting and I knew that if I removed temptation I would be less likely to contact him. Matt had been good to me for a while but as usual he had had other guys on the side and I didn’t want to go back to a relationship that was based partially on the lie that we were faithful to each other. Sure I was friendly when I saw him in real life but I definitely did not want to be friends with him after what he had put me through.

As I lay down to sleep on Sunday night I felt at peace with my decision. While I did not have a huge amount of friends, the ones I did have were close. A few of them had asked during the week if I had a new guy and when I told them no and that I was staying single for a while they thought it was the right decision. My closest friend Simon said he thought it was good that I really get to know a guy before starting a romantic relationship with them. He had been there and helped to pick up the pieces when I had my heart broken at various times over the past few years. Simon said he would always be there for me but it was good that I was mature enough to see that I should go after guys for more then just how cute I thought they were.

I fell asleep listening to some music and had a smile on my face. It was going to be a different year at University but hopefully in many ways a better one.

To be continued...
 
Chapter 3​

My first day of University for the year dawned and I jumped out of bed ready to start the day. After showering and a quick breakfast I headed off to my first class creative writing. It had always been my dream to be a writer and this English degree seemed to be the best way how to be a good one. I sat down next to Simon and we were talking just as the class was about to start. As the professor started his lecture a cute guy slipped into the room and sat next to me. I quietly asked his name and introduced myself. He said his name was Joel and I said he was welcome to join us for lunch after class. He agreed and we both smiled and started to concentrate on the lecture.

At lunch Simon and I got to know Joel. He was a bit older then us having deferred the past year to go traveling. I was determined to not break my promise to myself so I didn’t ask him out after we had been talking for a while. Joel was a nice guy and not up himself which made a refreshing change to past ex’s of mine. We all got along which was great and because we had different afternoon classes promised to meet up at another class the next day. After he had left I told Simon that I thought Joel was cute. Simon looked at me sternly and told me to take it slow. I assured him that would not be a problem and we went to our next class.

The next day Mark was with us and he too liked Joel. The more I saw of him the more I liked him. I was tempted to dump my whole stay single thing and just go for it but I did not want to repeat what had happened in the past. I was determined to get to know Joel and be his friend before I even thought of anything romantic.

Over the next few weeks I settled into my last year of University and tried to pay more attention in classes then I had in the past. Without romantic complications this proved much easier then it had in the past and when I did well on my first creative writing assignment I knew that I had made the right decision. I had fun hanging out with Simon, Mark and Joel and keeping things platonic with Joel for the moment was turning out well. He had come out to all of us and when I mentioned that I was also gay he smiled at me and gave me a hug. We got even closer after that. Joel had only recently realised that he was gay so we all tried to be as supportive as possible knowing what a tough thing coming out could be.

One day while we were all having lunch together I felt a hand under the table on my thigh. At first I thought it was an accident then I noticed that it was Joel’s hand. I then panicked a bit because I could feel myself getting a boner and I didn’t want to freak him out. He was looking at me from across the table, a bit nervously. I smiled at him but moved his hand off my thigh. I texted him so that the other guys wouldn’t realise what was going on. I said that I was interested but wanted to take things slow. He texted back that he had always found me cute but thought when nothing had initially happened between us that I wasn’t interested. I texted that I had been hurt a lot in the past from just going for it with guys before I knew them well and that was why I wanted to make sure that he was not like the other guys I had dated in the past. He asked if he was and I sent back “No”. He smiled and we both resumed chatting to Simon and Mark who had not noticed our exchange.

I had now known Joel for a while. He was a nice normal guy who seemed like the type of guy I usually look for but never succeed in finding in the end. I vowed that I would keep to what I said and take things slow. He was my friend first and I wanted to stay friends with him no matter what happened. Now I was going to have to revel to Simon and Mark that I was going to date someone only a month into my year of being single. Who knows how they would take it but I hoped that they could see that this time around would be different. They wouldn’t lose me to an all consuming relationship and with any luck this one would go the distance.

To be continued...
 
When we feel we are unlucky in our relationships, we often beat ourselves up asking that question: Is it them, or is it me? We all have our flaws, but sometimes waste too much time trying to "fix" ourselves when we may not be as "broken" as we think. Pursuing someone out of desperation usually leads to disappointment. I was very fortunate that my current boyfriends came into my life unexpectedly and got to be friends with them first. I am a happy boy! ;)

While focusing more on yourself, a cute guy named Joel unexpectedly drops into your life and a slower paced relationship is blossoming. :cool: How will Simon and Mark react? Hmm . . .

I've told you before I like the way you tell a story. I'm glad to see you decided to write again! :)
 
flamingo said:
When we feel we are unlucky in our relationships, we often beat ourselves up asking that question: Is it them, or is it me? We all have our flaws, but sometimes waste too much time trying to "fix" ourselves when we may not be as "broken" as we think. Pursuing someone out of desperation usually leads to disappointment. I was very fortunate that my current boyfriends came into my life unexpectedly and got to be friends with them first. I am a happy boy! ;)

While focusing more on yourself, a cute guy named Joel unexpectedly drops into your life and a slower paced relationship is blossoming. :cool: How will Simon and Mark react? Hmm . . .

I've told you before I like the way you tell a story. I'm glad to see you decided to write again! :)
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Thanks for the nice comments Anthony! :) I am glad you can identify with the story and that you are happy.

Chapter 4 is a work in progress and I will post it as soon as it is done.
 
Your story is developing nicely! Don't keep us waiting too long for chapter 4;)
 
Thank you to everyone who has been reading so far. Special thanks to ChrisGibson, Flamingo and Autolycus for commenting I really appreciate it! Here is Chapter 4.
 
Chapter 4​

Simon and Mark reacted badly at first to me jumping into a relationship with Joel but once I told them that we were going to take things slow they were cool with it. For a few days all me and Joel did was text each other and of course see each other at University. About a week after I first became aware of Joel’s interest in me we decided to have our first date on the upcoming Saturday. Joel said he was a bit nervous and I said that was perfectly normal and that we were not going to do anything he did not want to do. We decided to go see a late afternoon showing of Avengers: Endgame then have dinner afterwards.

I wanted this date to go well so even I the more experienced one got a bit nervous as Saturday approached. Keeping things low key was good for me as I wouldn’t fall back into old habits as easily. Joel’s inexperience was also another reason to take things slow. I did not want him to get scared off if I was too forward.

Finally it was Saturday morning and before I could even think of my date that night I had a test to study for. I was taking a history class for fun and I had a test coming up. For a few hours I was lost in reading my notes and books. After lunch I went for a walk and was texting with Joel asking where he preferred to go for dinner. He said it didn’t matter too much to him as long as he was with me, I smiled and texted him that I would find and book a table somewhere I thought we would both like.

When I got home I showered and got ready. It was good I had not been working that Saturday as I would have been too tired for this date. I had a part time job at a local Newsstand and while I loved it it was nice to have a day where I wasn’t on my feet all the time. Just as I finished up lacing my shoes I heard the doorbell go. I opened the door to Joel’s smiling face and we hugged. Luckily we had allocated seating for the movie so there was no rush as we slowly drove in his car to the local cinema.

Once we got there we collected our tickets, bought some popcorn and waited for the theatre showing our movie to open up. Not long before the movie was to begin we were finally allowed in. Once we sat down and started to wait the theatre filled to capacity. Joel and I made small talk until the previews started but once they did we didn’t say a thing till the movie ended. At the start of the movie Joel shyly rested his hand on mine. When he did this I grabbed his hand and didn’t let go. 3 hours later (which felt shorter) we walked out of the cinema and went to Joel’s car. We had both enjoyed the movie but were pretty hungry so it wasn’t long before we got to the local Italian Restaurant I had booked and sat down.

Joel asked me if I had had many boyfriends before. I told him I had a few but, once I explained that I wanted this to go better then those by going more slowly and taking more care. I could see that he was relieved in hearing this and we got onto talking about his past year of traveling. After first visiting some relatives Joel spent most of the past year backpacking around Europe. He had seen a lot and showed me some fantastic pictures of his long trip on his phone. I asked how he could afford to take such a long trip and he said that he had taken jobs such as fruit picking along the way and had stayed mostly at hostel’s.

I ordered a pepperoni pizza as I had eaten most of the popcorn and was not too hungry and Joel ordered spaghetti bolognese. Once we had ordered and our drinks had arrived we switched to a conversation about University. Joel like me wanted to be a writer. I asked if he had written anything while he took his year overseas. He said that he had kept a diary and also had started writing a short story. Joel had not shown the short story to anyone but he said I could read it if I wanted to. I said that would be great if he didn’t mind. I knew how personal the writing we don’t show other people could be. He said he would email me a copy when he got home later and soon after our food arrived.

I ate pretty slowly, not feeling too hungry. Joel ate pretty fast and when I saw that he had finished his meal I offered to let him help me finish my pizza. He smiled and gladly helped me finish it off.

Once we were done we split the bill and drove back to my place. Joel came in for a while and we sat on my couch. I asked if I could kiss him and he said yes so we made out for a while. He was a bit clumsy and explained that he had never kissed a guy before. I said that was ok and once he settled into it he grew more passionate. After a few minutes of great kissing I stopped as I wanted to stick to my idea of taking things slowly. Joel understood and decided it was time to call it a night. We hugged for a while and arranged to go on a date the next Sunday as we both had lots of classes coming up the next week as well as work. I gave him one more quick kiss and he said that he had really enjoyed our night together and looked forward to the next one. I agreed and he headed home. It had been a great night and for the first time in a while I had hope that this latest romantic relationship would work out for the better.

To be continued...
 
Kevin and Joel. Two nervous guys being cautious and off to a good start. :)
 
You know some books and films never even give the main characters names. In the movie Once, you never learned their names, and I didn't even realize it till the end.
 
Thanks to everyone who has been reading this story and special thanks to flamingo and ChrisGibson for commenting! Sorry for the wait on the new chapter but I have had a busy week and finally had some time to write today. Here is Chapter 5. I hope you all enjoy it!

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Chapter 5​

Over the next few weeks Joel and I took things slowly. We had a few more pleasant dates and of course saw each other at University. I was enjoying getting to know him better and it was definitely a deeper relationship then the ones I had been in in the past. Joel was easy to be around. He always cared about how I was feeling and I always made sure to take his lack of experience into account before I did things like kissing him. I did not want to scare him away and going slow seemed to be working well for us.

Simon and Mark were also keeping an eye on us to make sure I did not screw things up this time. They liked Joel too and didn’t want to loose another friend like they had in the past. Joel took to holding my hand as we walked around campus. At first I thought people might say something homophobic towards us but no one cared. It was nice to feel so close to him and to not have a one sided relationship this time around.

We were very affectionate around our friends. So much that Simon and Mark both told us teasingly to get a room. We laughed it off but it got me thinking that maybe we were ready to take our relationship to the next level and the looks Joel would occasionally give me made me think that he was thinking the same thing.

That Friday I decided to cook for Joel at my home for a change. He helped me prepare a roast chicken and vegetables to cook in the oven and once they were all cooking we decided to take our first shower together. We had been dating for about a month now but had not seen each other naked yet. Joel slowly and nervously removed his clothes and I did the same. I turned on the hot water and we hopped into the shower together and started kissing. Joel got a boner at about the same rate as me and I asked him if he wanted me to give him a blow job.

“Fuck yes Kevin!” He shouted.

I got down on my knees and started licking Joel’s huge and hard cock. After a little while of just teasing the head of his cock I took him completely into my mouth and started to suck hard. Joel moaned with pleasure and I could taste his pre-cum gushing out of his dick in my mouth.

Joel started rapidly pulling his dick in and out of my mouth and I knew he was close. He started moaning even louder and warned me that he was about to cum. I place my hands on his butt so his dick would stay in my mouth.

“Oh fuck Kevin! Your so good at that! I’m gonna cummm!!!!!!” he shouted.

About 10 seconds later I could feel his cock start to pulsate and jets of cum erupted in my mouth. He came a lot but I didn’t want to spit any of it out and managed to swallow it all. Once he was done he brought me up for a kiss. He wanted to do the same for me and I taught him the basics of giving a blow job. After blowing him I was pretty excited myself and it didn’t take me long to cum. I warned him of what was about to happen and said that he didn’t have to swallow it but like a trooper he kept my cock in his mouth as I came, the cum going straight down his throat.

When I was finished we both stood up and kissed each other again. Joel thanked me for teaching him how to give a blow job and I said it was my pleasure. We went on to clean each other and once we were dressed I went to check on how the food was going.

35 minutes later dinner was ready and after our shower session we were both very hungry. Once the chicken and vegetables had cooled we started to eat. As we were eating Joel kept cheekily smiling at me. I was glad we had waited before doing anything sexual together as it meant so much more this way. Joel was shaping up to be the best boyfriend I had ever had and as we fell asleep in my bed that night I could not wait to do more with him.

To be continued…
 
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