Joey Smith
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Hey guys whats up? Not really alot going on.Keeping busy-UGH !REALLY BUSY! Working fulltime and school fulltime is NO JOKE! Well its been a little hard but I'm coping. All this advice is really appreciated-sometimes I feel like I cant go anywhere for advice about this so you guys are a life saver. To be honest I'ved moved a lot in my life(8 times in 2 years at one point) and I really just want some stability for a while.Although I dont want to I may actually move again to make it easier for school and rent. I'll be closer to school, more gay people(the club) and further from the less openmided people, but thats only if I can get the apartment.
The only problem with the family is that they're okay until anyone mentions anything remotely gay and BAM! They go off!We all get a long fine about everything and then someone will forget and ask me about a girlfriend. I'll say something like "not intersted or not what I'm looking for" and suddenly it becomes a huge arguement of how I need to change my life. Its like they're bipolar or something.We get a long fine except for that.-Theyre going to absolutely freak when I get a boyfriend, if I ever get time for one.
Social life is a bit different. There are some definite hotties I'd like to talk to but they never give me a chance. I absolutely LOVE CLUBBING!
My problems are finding time for it with my schedule and what to do with there. I dont drink-ever I hate the taste of alchohol and too afraid of it impairing me-I'll drink a soda or a water and it never leaves my hand. I dont do hook ups and one night stands(I cant sleep with strangers and still essentially a virgin) and I let guys know upfront.But that seems to be all I'm getting. Everybody just see's the physical body and cant get past that! It seems like no one wants to date a black guy, they only want sex with one. I cant sleep with just anyone-I have to be in love not lust.
Othe than that the other people that may see me for more than that I'm too stupid to realize it till its too late and they move on, gonna do a seperate post on that later.
But all in all I cant really complain-it can always be worse. I'm just taking it easy and enjoying life as it comes. I'll post more later. Love you guys!
The only problem with the family is that they're okay until anyone mentions anything remotely gay and BAM! They go off!We all get a long fine about everything and then someone will forget and ask me about a girlfriend. I'll say something like "not intersted or not what I'm looking for" and suddenly it becomes a huge arguement of how I need to change my life. Its like they're bipolar or something.We get a long fine except for that.-Theyre going to absolutely freak when I get a boyfriend, if I ever get time for one.
Social life is a bit different. There are some definite hotties I'd like to talk to but they never give me a chance. I absolutely LOVE CLUBBING!
My problems are finding time for it with my schedule and what to do with there. I dont drink-ever I hate the taste of alchohol and too afraid of it impairing me-I'll drink a soda or a water and it never leaves my hand. I dont do hook ups and one night stands(I cant sleep with strangers and still essentially a virgin) and I let guys know upfront.But that seems to be all I'm getting. Everybody just see's the physical body and cant get past that! It seems like no one wants to date a black guy, they only want sex with one. I cant sleep with just anyone-I have to be in love not lust.Othe than that the other people that may see me for more than that I'm too stupid to realize it till its too late and they move on, gonna do a seperate post on that later.
But all in all I cant really complain-it can always be worse. I'm just taking it easy and enjoying life as it comes. I'll post more later. Love you guys!
