The Just Venting, Airing Out, Talking Shit, Personal Beefs, Problems, Anger Management, and etc Thread for 2016

[Alistair]

The light I do keep on is a lamp with a shade, so that does the job. I am not too keen on wanting to ween myself off of it, I have tried quite a few times to sleep without the light with only the same results. I have been comfortable with this set up for quite some time. I just find the topic of what can influence dreams interesting, just kind of odd for so long not having any problem sleeping in the dark and having no problems with nightmares, then all of a sudden in my 30's it comes out of nowhere.

Do you still have nightmares, when you have the light on? A quick Google search shows a few causes in adults.

Was the game a video game?

 

[MakeDigitalLove]

Do you still have nightmares, when you have the light on? A quick Google search shows a few causes in adults.

Was the game a video game?

I know self diagnosing isn't good, but if you are interested in what I am pretty sure I went through it is called "False Awakenings", it pretty much explains what I experienced to a T. And the first one I had stemmed from a video game called "SCP-087-b", which is a game based off off of fictional story based off a fictional foundation. Yea, I am a total nerd.

 

[frankfrank]

Lol. I feel ya. Some folks love drama because they think it makes them tough or personable. Truth be told, I don't even understand that shit. Between that and some people acting like it's a competition. The shit that folks fight over sometimes makes no sense. That's why I just play the background and even will admit I'm scared to interact with folks because it's like they're looking for shit.

Pretty sure we talked about some of this stuff in one of our conversations a couple years ago. Questioning that kind of human behavior is not a defect; there is nothing "wrong with you" at all. Like you, there will be a day that I go to my grave believing the same way, and inevitably at least one or some of my final or near-final thoughts will be something like "I will never understand the reasons that so many humans treat others humans so terribly."

And, all those thoughts notwithstanding the true fact that I feel that, through my life, I have generally been treated reasonably well by others.

Cherish it, man, even as much as that kind of awareness hurts.

 

[dpnice]

.................................. just kind of odd for so long not having any problem sleeping in the dark and having no problems with nightmares, then all of a sudden in my 30's it comes out of nowhere.

I spent years, from my late 20s to my early 40s, unable to close my eyes in the dark requiring a light in the bedroom to be able to fall asleep. Then one night I just switched the light off and went to sleep; admittedly I don't sleep in a pitch black room as light comes in from the outside but I no longer lie there opening and closing my eyes unable to fall asleep.

 

[mikemizanin729]

I keep a light on not in the same room I sleep in but the hallway one.

Not for any real reason though. I think I just like it like that.

 

[refujiunderground]

I like how some people act like humility is a bad thing and think that being cocky, arrogant, and acting like they are too good for certain people and etc is a good thing. I just sit down and hope they don't crash and burn because I won't be the one to help their ass. I think it's amazing how too many people often forget that once upon a time they were not at where they were at. They had to LEARN FROM SOMEBODY. Damn near everything that they were taught was learned from somebody else. In order to be in the fucking driver seat, someone had to give their ass the time of day. So the moment it comes to helping somebody else, they fucking get all arrogant and go like... "Naw man".

That brings up another thing. I would get annoyed as fuck whenever my mother would say some bullshit like... "when it came to cooking, I was interested in it so I became self taught and taught myself how to cook." Then she turns around and fucking talks down on me, criticizing, bashing me on some shit talking about... " why you can't do this and that?" When she's always jumping in front of the fucking way ready to do shit for me instead of letting me go out and do my own thing or at least teaching me that shit talking about "use your common sense" when i ask a question. She then expects me to be patient and teach how to use the Internet and computer which she is struggling to use but like her and cooking, I taught myself how to use that shit. Like what the fuck. I had to deal with the same bullshit in grade school from 1st to 8th grade where the way teachers communicated was to yell at students over simple shit. They thought they were disciplining us when they weren't. They were only teaching us to be scared where we would be scared to ask for help because we were afraid of being scolded for not knowing something.

Now it irritates me how people are quick to pick at someones flaws at simply not knowing something or bring behind in a certain thing. Like I noticed this shit where some gay guys and some women don't like virgins or inexperienced guys or when guys aren't in a certain place in life or on some bullshit perfectionism nonsense where they expect a to z damn well knowing that they themselves more than likely can't reach up to the standards that they hold up to others. My thing is.. if your ass has imperfections where you aren't glittering gold where you are working on self improving, don't act like you're better or too good to deal with fuckers becuase if you never know at what point in life you might meet the same person you're looking down on and etc where you might NEED them or they might be your boss in the future. We all fucking started somewhere. Never forget that shit. You never know what the future may hold. You might be okay today and be assed out tomorrow. You never know who your real people are when youre in a bad situation and need support. That's why I really see through many people because folks are TOO comfortable. They act like that homeless guy or that person who cant find a date and forever single or that person in the nursing home waiting to die whose family abandon them cant happen to then. Like you may be in control of certain things but in reality, you are not. You can choose the company you keep but you can't control what people think about you. Like you were rejecting the jobs that wanted you because you were too good for them but now you regret passing them up.

I respect realness and shit. I don't respect folks fronting without a reason or putting on shows trying to impress somebody. At the end of the day, you gotta live with yourself and believe me, fuckers get their wake up call when they dream too hard. Everybody gets it. Don't think that because you're white or you're a man or that you're up their in age like 70 that you can escape reality because you're living in it and it will find you. You don't have to have something bad happen to you to get a wake up call too.


That's my rant for the day.

 

[rareboy]

 

[MakeDigitalLove]

I forgot to put deodorant before going to work today. And there has been a bit of heavy lifting.

 

[Keeland]

I got bored of listening to this nonsense a minute in.

Western jihadist on why he fights

The uploader has not made this video available in your country.

Proof Canada exists in a bubble of jihadist love.

Or he's a Republican.

 

[jbrown329]

I forgot to put deodorant before going to work today. And there has been a bit of heavy lifting.

Hand sanitizer. Or if you've got access to some hydrogen peroxide. Either one will change the ph under your arms, thus killing the bacteria that causes the smell.

 

[rareboy]

 

[refujiunderground]

I hate it when other gay guys and idiots bash effeminate gay guys or guys who choose to get in touch with their effeminate side.

Whenever someone says some shit like... "I don't want a girly guy. If I wanted one, I would date women." Fuck you and everything you stand for if you say that shit, loser.

Honestly, someone who can be free, liberated, themselves and not kiss anybody ass where they are doing them is more sexier, respectable and relieving then anything.

 

[johaninsc]

 

[refujiunderground]

Had to put two useless members on ignore who had nothing good to say. Thank you.

 

[johaninsc]

Had to put two useless members on ignore who had nothing good to say. Thank you.

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[rareboy]

 

[Cormac135]

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Only two though.

 

[luckynumbah7]

This belongs more under slight peevishness than anything, but breaking a dry spell when someone else's free time turns out to be a hair too short is a bit if a kick in the teeth. Watch, imma fuck up the reply email through sheer obtuseness with a few sprigs of accidentally awkward thrown in.

Always did like Hobbes more than Calvin. Calvin's charm was that with the naivety shown, it's only a cute situation with a kid that's not yours, but after that it just gets worrying. Kinda like Garfield Sans Garfield. Which I highly recommend reading in any case.

 

[jbrown329]

The city I live in is an utter and complete shit-hole.

 

[MakeDigitalLove]

Hand sanitizer. Or if you've got access to some hydrogen peroxide. Either one will change the ph under your arms, thus killing the bacteria that causes the smell.

Thanks for the tip, never knew this.