GreyUnderscore
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I've been in a real funk for the past few weeks and I HATE it.  I'm sure not sleeping enough is only making it worse.  Depression can choke on a dick.
	
		
			
		
		
	
				
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I've been in a real funk for the past few weeks and I HATE it. I'm sure not sleeping enough is only making it worse. Depression can choke on a dick.
I've been in a real funk for the past few weeks and I HATE it. I'm sure not sleeping enough is only making it worse. Depression can choke on a dick.


  Shit is real.  It's always an uphill battle but it's only just momentary though shit does feel like forever.Venus square Venus, , exact at 20:50
Doing nothing
Although this is normally a pleasant influence, producing good times and pleasant leisure, under some circumstances it can be a period of testing to see if relationships are on a sound footing. The test may consist of situations that will determine your ability to maintain your individuality within your important relationships. This influence produces a tendency to compromise rather than to stand up for your beliefs and rights.
At this time your energies are rather low, not so that you feel sick, but so that you feel like doing nothing. Your work may not be done carefully because your heart is not really in it.
I've been in a real funk for the past few weeks and I HATE it. I'm sure not sleeping enough is only making it worse. Depression can choke on a dick.
Sleep is crucial. Without it....you literally wear yourself out.
See your doctor.
Don't hesitate to use a non-addictive drug like Trazadone to help you.
Cut out any msg and caffeine and sugar after 7pm. Period.
Use the deep breathing exercise to help relax you.
Shut off your computer and the television at 10 pm and take up a book. I use historical crime fiction to unwind, although at the moment I'm reading Mark Twain's Innocents Abroad and that does it for me.
Having said that....at 4am I am sitting here because my catalarm[SUP]TM[/SUP] went off and I can't go back to sleep once I am awake in the morning.
Thanks, Opi.
I don't vent here much, but I do read what others have to say and try to help when I can.

Oh yeah? Try this on for size. When I was in college, there was only 1 station that played (supposedly) rock. Couldn't get stations from the large city 80 miles away. Oh yes, "KOJM 610, your winning combination". Juice Newton's Angel of the Morning had just been released. 610 played that damn song at least 50 times a day.
I'm so sick of this same old song
If I have to listen to it again I'm going to push qtips thru my ear drums![]()

You LISTENED to it again when you posted it, didn't you?I'm so sick of this same old song
If I have to listen to it again I'm going to push qtips thru my ear drums![]()
I'm so sick of this same old song
If I have to listen to it again I'm going to push qtips thru my ear drums![]()


Oh yeah? Try this on for size. When I was in college, there was only 1 station that played (supposedly) rock. Couldn't get stations from the large city 80 miles away. Oh yes, "KOJM 610, your winning combination". Juice Newton's Angel of the Morning had just been released. 610 played that damn song at least 50 times a day.
It took 10yrs before I could listen to that song again without screaming.
