Sexuality and Orientation part.1
Ok, long time ago I was proposing this idea (we're all could attracted to female being) is that true? Am I being serious/kdin?

Well I believe the idea is true, dont burn me on stake because of my stance though.^^ Our sexuality is more fluid than you can imagine, but the reason we could describe our sexual orientation is because.. we firmly anchored in particular spectrum in which we could consciously identify ourselves....
So, before I take further I hope everyone can separate the idea of "sexuality" and "orientation" because those 2 are similar but not quite alike.
What is sexuality? Sexuality range from your miscelanious favorite fetish, your role (top/btm/vers) your bdsm position (master/slave) your erogenous zone weaknesses (foot, ear, neck, nipples, etc) it's like "your primal mode" of what makes you a sexual human being.
THAT is sexuality for me! Hold up that idea for awhile, Im not finished yet.

Meanwhile orientation is..all about gender. Gender you most comfortable to be romantically involved/ your most passionate gender-affectation. Bisexual? Those who can equally split attention in between male/female lover fairly. Anyway.. to spread greater horizon- I would say androgynious favor and those liking half transitioning transexual are in the spectrum of bisexuality while those liking fully transitioning transexual without grudge/holding back are mostlty gasp..straight* Confuse? Dont shake your head yet-^^, I'm talking about those men who sexually involved with MtF transexual. Why? Because MtF transition is physically successful! <yash> A male transitioning to female could earn a fully functioning vagina...that plus a fuly metamorphed body, trained vocal chords, successful face femininination- turning him "female" with all her glory ^^
So MtF is quite successful..not like that laughable penis from FtM lol..
A guy who drawn into MtF whether by bait or honesty..and he LIKES them because MtF is a real girl/woman in his eyes/mind- then he's STRAIGHT!

However, when he attracted to "her" because of her "androgynous" attitude/ that in back of his mind, she's still a guy with dominant (usually) aggresive quality- then the guy suitor is somewhat "bisexual." Simply like that ^^
'Still- unless they dig and explain themselves properly, we never know who's fuly straight/bisexual and that's not our business.
Im a gay guy who capable to objectify women but if Im a king with tons of concubines (
unlimited supply of male or female lovers..imagine that 
) I would definitely favor stronger male companion(s), female concubines would be more like experiment for me..that means Im leaning toward bisexuality but Im NOT A TRUE BISEXUAL. So put that in adjacent with "gay for pay-broke straight guys", you'll get the idea.
Now..if I could clear up the mess in the idea "We can't change our orientation." That's also true and I hereby support it. Not because we born gay, I can't believe/trust that idea yet..but because it's a totally "non of your business- private life of a person"

and to interfere one's sexual orientation by intimidation/ religious fucking freedom is AGAINST human's right.
I think orientation is someone's private business and we must respect that but orientation is still a "conscious" business- a stance of freewill we could securely anchored when we awake..just like as gay man, what kind of channel would you like to be entertained? Gay porn site? Bisexsual? MILF milkshake?
Of course we choose entertainment in "gay porn site" right?^^ That's how orientation works- it's very .. conscious :-D
However, if you get off your orientation guard, listening more to sensation around you, meditate or awakening your chakra, allow yourself to be "hypnotized" by sensuality..you'll be surprised that gender/sex/ orientation are starting to get blurry..and that's exactly what I experienced!
One of those blue moons..Im totally in the zone and forgot that Im gay! :-D
I guess..my sexuality was taking over... Speaking of sexuality, most people..they can't truly describe their sexuality even when they pledge sooo hardcore/dead-sure that they're in the gay or straight league, because that's NOT the way you describe sexuality!
But I've had been unconscious for awhile..so I came back from the depth of sexual dungeon inside my mind and bring back to you the news..^^
~~~~to be continue~~~~~