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Undying love for my best friend...please read(long
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Re: Undying love for my best friend...please read(long)
Thanks for the hugs and support KY...Im in such a bad state and need some strength..Im trying to fight the iurge to pick up and move out near him right now.
I have some decisions to make in the future. I cant live like this anymore.
Vegas
Thanks for the hugs and support KY...Im in such a bad state and need some strength..Im trying to fight the iurge to pick up and move out near him right now.
I have some decisions to make in the future. I cant live like this anymore.
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Brian ...
Dante is with you. Your family is close by. "We" are "here". Your students need/love you. The entire "City" is just beyond your door. It's only early evening, and the night is fast approaching. Which only means, there is a New Day just around the corner! And with each one, after that, and the next after that, things are going to be looking Better, Fresher!
This hasn't been easy ... that's for sure! But now it's "over", this "visit", and time to move on. YOU can Do It! YOU have more than enough within YOU! And You are NOT alone ... by ANY means!
This, too, shall pass, Bro! "The Dark" is not our enemy! It gives definition, and purpose, to "The Light"!
Brian ...
Dante is with you. Your family is close by. "We" are "here". Your students need/love you. The entire "City" is just beyond your door. It's only early evening, and the night is fast approaching. Which only means, there is a New Day just around the corner! And with each one, after that, and the next after that, things are going to be looking Better, Fresher!
This hasn't been easy ... that's for sure! But now it's "over", this "visit", and time to move on. YOU can Do It! YOU have more than enough within YOU! And You are NOT alone ... by ANY means!
This, too, shall pass, Bro! "The Dark" is not our enemy! It gives definition, and purpose, to "The Light"!
backpacker
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Brian, I truly feel for you. When one has their heartbroken as you have had this weekend, it's impossible to think logically. Please don't make any rash decisions that will have a long term impact on your life. Take a few weeks to recover from the heartbreak, then give your future plans some thought. We're all pulling for you.
Brian, I truly feel for you. When one has their heartbroken as you have had this weekend, it's impossible to think logically. Please don't make any rash decisions that will have a long term impact on your life. Take a few weeks to recover from the heartbreak, then give your future plans some thought. We're all pulling for you.
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Hey Vette...I wont make any irrational decisions.
He lands in a little over an hour.
I cant wait to hear his voice.
When will this pain be taken from me???
Vegas
Hey Vette...I wont make any irrational decisions.
He lands in a little over an hour.
I cant wait to hear his voice.
When will this pain be taken from me???
Vegas
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Well Andrew landed and called me from the airplane. The plane was taxiing on the runway.
He said he got my messages and they made him sad. He said he misses me so much.
He said he would call again once het gets of the chaos of the airport.
I have to asdmit hearign from him made me feel alot better.
TTYL guys. Vegas
Well Andrew landed and called me from the airplane. The plane was taxiing on the runway.
He said he got my messages and they made him sad. He said he misses me so much.
He said he would call again once het gets of the chaos of the airport.
I have to asdmit hearign from him made me feel alot better.
TTYL guys. Vegas
backpacker
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Glad you are feeling better. Take care.
Glad you are feeling better. Take care.
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That sounds like Shakespeare....
When? Not until one of you budges, and maybe not then. Or when he decides he's gay and moves in with you (not likely, it seems).
Meanwhile -- if we had arms that long, there'd be hugs falling on you from all of us!
That sounds like Shakespeare....
When? Not until one of you budges, and maybe not then. Or when he decides he's gay and moves in with you (not likely, it seems).
Meanwhile -- if we had arms that long, there'd be hugs falling on you from all of us!
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Vegas my heart goes out to you man. Be strong! let's hug it out!
Vegas my heart goes out to you man. Be strong! let's hug it out!
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Thanks Muscles.....I can use all the hugs and support I can.
Well just an update on some calls Andy and I had last night.
He called me around 8pm my time, 5pm his time. We were talking, he said he misses me, and wishes to see me soon. The doorbell rang in my house and he asked who it was...before I can answer he asked if it was Matt and I said maybe, because I really didnt know. He goes, "go get laid already and call me back later..." It was someone who rang the wrong doorebell(but I didnt tell him that
)
I called him back later and left a message. He called me back soon later and talked about how much he is hurting. He said he misses me more than I ever will know. He said, "Bri you just dont know, and I dont you ever will know how much my heart hurts from missing you...and how much you mean to me.."
He goes on..."Its almost like you are dead Brian and I hate that feeling...and Im telling you I have lumps all over my body, my back hurts, my heart hurts everyday, I have such stress that I know is killing me everyday...missing you is literally breaking down my body and breaking my heart...when we hung out i was like so good....you know me 100%...and how many people can say that someone, besides their spouses, knows them 100%...you know my ins and outs and when we are together its just a great feeling...maybe if I die one day you would see how much I meant to you and how much you mean to me.."
He continued, "I shouldnt be saying this because I dont know...But if you dont come back to live near me soon I am going to have to just come back to you...thats how much you mean to me..I hate NYC but I love you a lot and I need you near my life...my life is not complete without you and there is a big hole in my life because you are not here..."
I knew when Andy went home I would get the old Andy back...I told him I guess he was being cold to me on purpose to get me to panic..he sort of agreed to that.
It was great to hear from him and hear him say all these awesome things. It really warmed my heart. We talked and joked some more and we stayed on for about a little over two hours....
I got home today and heard from him and we were laughing and joking and in very good moods.
Will update you guys soon...Brian
Thanks Muscles.....I can use all the hugs and support I can.
Well just an update on some calls Andy and I had last night.
He called me around 8pm my time, 5pm his time. We were talking, he said he misses me, and wishes to see me soon. The doorbell rang in my house and he asked who it was...before I can answer he asked if it was Matt and I said maybe, because I really didnt know. He goes, "go get laid already and call me back later..." It was someone who rang the wrong doorebell(but I didnt tell him that
)I called him back later and left a message. He called me back soon later and talked about how much he is hurting. He said he misses me more than I ever will know. He said, "Bri you just dont know, and I dont you ever will know how much my heart hurts from missing you...and how much you mean to me.."
He goes on..."Its almost like you are dead Brian and I hate that feeling...and Im telling you I have lumps all over my body, my back hurts, my heart hurts everyday, I have such stress that I know is killing me everyday...missing you is literally breaking down my body and breaking my heart...when we hung out i was like so good....you know me 100%...and how many people can say that someone, besides their spouses, knows them 100%...you know my ins and outs and when we are together its just a great feeling...maybe if I die one day you would see how much I meant to you and how much you mean to me.."
He continued, "I shouldnt be saying this because I dont know...But if you dont come back to live near me soon I am going to have to just come back to you...thats how much you mean to me..I hate NYC but I love you a lot and I need you near my life...my life is not complete without you and there is a big hole in my life because you are not here..."
I knew when Andy went home I would get the old Andy back...I told him I guess he was being cold to me on purpose to get me to panic..he sort of agreed to that.
It was great to hear from him and hear him say all these awesome things. It really warmed my heart. We talked and joked some more and we stayed on for about a little over two hours....
I got home today and heard from him and we were laughing and joking and in very good moods.
Will update you guys soon...Brian
RicanDAB
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Re: Undying love for my best friend...please read(long)
Bri,
It almost seems as if your friendship blossoms more from a distance now that it does in person. I mean, if I flew 2500 miles to be near my buddy (the one I so deeply loved and missed every day - the one I have been apart from and chatted with for months in anticipation of this time together), I can't begin to tell you what efforts I would make to make sure we took advantage of what little time we could to be near each other. I do not care what pussyfooting around my family I would have to do to make that happen, but it would. But that is me (and I am sure others here) that would do that. It is hard for me to digest the fact that Andy allowed this long weekend to pass by and only shell out 3 hours of it for Bri.
And I am sorry I have to reiterate this: Andy is NOT straight, and perhaps is one of the most closeted guys I will have ever had described to me. I am not saying this to keep your hopes alive about anything happening between you two, and I am sure you have begun to get past that anyway. But I know many guys on here will join me in saying that my gaydar is going bonkers everytime I read what his responses and words to you are. Straight guys are just not this emotional with other guys, especially if the other is gay. I can tell that his being in the closet is slowly eating away at him and I hope for his sake he realizes what's happening to him.
I don't doubt that he loves you Bri, but I also have to question his motives and his sincerity at times. If he eventually comes out, I am positive that he will be such a happier person!
My 2 cents.
Bri,
It almost seems as if your friendship blossoms more from a distance now that it does in person. I mean, if I flew 2500 miles to be near my buddy (the one I so deeply loved and missed every day - the one I have been apart from and chatted with for months in anticipation of this time together), I can't begin to tell you what efforts I would make to make sure we took advantage of what little time we could to be near each other. I do not care what pussyfooting around my family I would have to do to make that happen, but it would. But that is me (and I am sure others here) that would do that. It is hard for me to digest the fact that Andy allowed this long weekend to pass by and only shell out 3 hours of it for Bri.
And I am sorry I have to reiterate this: Andy is NOT straight, and perhaps is one of the most closeted guys I will have ever had described to me. I am not saying this to keep your hopes alive about anything happening between you two, and I am sure you have begun to get past that anyway. But I know many guys on here will join me in saying that my gaydar is going bonkers everytime I read what his responses and words to you are. Straight guys are just not this emotional with other guys, especially if the other is gay. I can tell that his being in the closet is slowly eating away at him and I hope for his sake he realizes what's happening to him.
I don't doubt that he loves you Bri, but I also have to question his motives and his sincerity at times. If he eventually comes out, I am positive that he will be such a happier person!
My 2 cents.
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Hey guys. I have not heard from Andy since yesterday but Im sure I will soon...
I have a small story to tell that made my night.
So backtrack to two days ago. Im talking to Andy on the phone walking Dante, my dog. Around the corner I see this guy,kind of cute, who always walks his dog. Our dogs had some friendly run ins once in a while, but I didnt know who he was. I told Andy on the phone that the guy was kind of cute.
Tonight I'm talking to Andy's mom on my cell, walking Dante and low and behold I run into the guy again and his dog. When Dante sees a dog he immediately drops down like hes in combat-war mode. He gets on his stomach and slowly crawls to the other dog like somehow hes sneaking up on the other dog. It really is the cutest thing you can ever see.
Anyway, I try pulling Dante away so the other dog wouldnt bark. The guy said, "No, let them play.." I let Dante go near the dog and I said its cool how his dog was so well trained. He said he was out of work for two months so he had nothing to do at home but train him. I told him some backstory with Dante, his age and where I got him(Las Vegas)...He goes, "What did you win him in a prize?" LOL I was like no I bought him in a store.."
He extends his hand to mine and asks my name. I tell him. He goes cool, my name is Rob...I live on the next block. I told him where I lived. We talked about the dogs some more. He asked me if I ever take Dante to the doggy park. I said no..(stupidly I should have said, maybe one time we should take the dogs there!!!)...but the talk kind of died a little...and he said Im sure I will see you around...and then he goes "bye Dante and leans down to let Dnate sniff his hand, to which Dante pomptly barked at him....
Anyway, do I think this guy is gay?? Who knows, prolly not. But it was a nice encounter and one we will have again since I always see him walking Dante at the same time....maybe next time Ill have some balls and ask him about what he does for a living
(and look for a wedding ring)...and taking the dogs to the park....ttyl Vegas
Even if I eventually find out hes not gay..it could be a potential friend. Something I need around here.
Hey guys. I have not heard from Andy since yesterday but Im sure I will soon...
I have a small story to tell that made my night.
So backtrack to two days ago. Im talking to Andy on the phone walking Dante, my dog. Around the corner I see this guy,kind of cute, who always walks his dog. Our dogs had some friendly run ins once in a while, but I didnt know who he was. I told Andy on the phone that the guy was kind of cute.
Tonight I'm talking to Andy's mom on my cell, walking Dante and low and behold I run into the guy again and his dog. When Dante sees a dog he immediately drops down like hes in combat-war mode. He gets on his stomach and slowly crawls to the other dog like somehow hes sneaking up on the other dog. It really is the cutest thing you can ever see.
Anyway, I try pulling Dante away so the other dog wouldnt bark. The guy said, "No, let them play.." I let Dante go near the dog and I said its cool how his dog was so well trained. He said he was out of work for two months so he had nothing to do at home but train him. I told him some backstory with Dante, his age and where I got him(Las Vegas)...He goes, "What did you win him in a prize?" LOL I was like no I bought him in a store.."
He extends his hand to mine and asks my name. I tell him. He goes cool, my name is Rob...I live on the next block. I told him where I lived. We talked about the dogs some more. He asked me if I ever take Dante to the doggy park. I said no..(stupidly I should have said, maybe one time we should take the dogs there!!!)...but the talk kind of died a little...and he said Im sure I will see you around...and then he goes "bye Dante and leans down to let Dnate sniff his hand, to which Dante pomptly barked at him....
Anyway, do I think this guy is gay?? Who knows, prolly not. But it was a nice encounter and one we will have again since I always see him walking Dante at the same time....maybe next time Ill have some balls and ask him about what he does for a living
(and look for a wedding ring)...and taking the dogs to the park....ttyl Vegas
Even if I eventually find out hes not gay..it could be a potential friend. Something I need around here.
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Re: Undying love for my best friend...please read(long)
Brian!
That is SO "Kewl"!!
I'm HAPPY for You, Man! 
Do you have a pic of Dante? What kind of pooch is he? And that "crouch" thing he does sounds SO Cute! (Our Shepherd would likely have turned tail and tried to hide behind us! Unless, she felt she needed to protect us, of course!)
Keep smilin'!!
Chaz
Brian!
That is SO "Kewl"!!
I'm HAPPY for You, Man! Do you have a pic of Dante? What kind of pooch is he? And that "crouch" thing he does sounds SO Cute! (Our Shepherd would likely have turned tail and tried to hide behind us! Unless, she felt she needed to protect us, of course!)
Keep smilin'!!
Chaz
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I don't currently have a picture of Dante around...for some reason they are not on my computer. Dante's breed is a Shiba-Inu...they look like plush toy dolls as a puppy and little wolves when they grow up. He really is a show stopper as everyday at least 2-3 people stop me to ask about him. And I have had countless girls come up to me trying to hit on me because of Dante. Bring on the men.
Vegas
I don't currently have a picture of Dante around...for some reason they are not on my computer. Dante's breed is a Shiba-Inu...they look like plush toy dolls as a puppy and little wolves when they grow up. He really is a show stopper as everyday at least 2-3 people stop me to ask about him. And I have had countless girls come up to me trying to hit on me because of Dante. Bring on the men.
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Aw ... yes! ... Dogs and their "Masters"! And the reactions that others have to both!
I've not heard of Dante's breed before. And am now very curious about Him! He does sound "Adorable"! (And the fact that You found Him in Vegas! WOW!! All else considered, of course!)
Yeah! "Chicks" do seem to have a stronger reaction to One's "Pets"! But ... that doesn't lessen the reactions from "Cute Guys", around the corner, either!
Sounds like "Walking Dante" could have the potential for some interesting outcomes!!
Looking forward to (maybe) hearing More!??? (This is just TOO "Sweet"!)
Keep smilin'!!
Chaz
Aw ... yes! ... Dogs and their "Masters"! And the reactions that others have to both!
I've not heard of Dante's breed before. And am now very curious about Him! He does sound "Adorable"!
(And the fact that You found Him in Vegas! WOW!! All else considered, of course!) Yeah! "Chicks" do seem to have a stronger reaction to One's "Pets"! But ... that doesn't lessen the reactions from "Cute Guys", around the corner, either!
Sounds like "Walking Dante" could have the potential for some interesting outcomes!!
Looking forward to (maybe) hearing More!??? (This is just TOO "Sweet"!)
Keep smilin'!!
Chaz
RicanDAB
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Re: Undying love for my best friend...please read(long)
Hey Bri .. great story! Sounds like a nice friendship could evolve - especially if you see him often and you guys have something good in common - the dogs will be friends too.
I was curious to see online what Dante's breed looks like and found some pics ... oh how CUTE is that??? Does he look like this one?
Hey Bri .. great story! Sounds like a nice friendship could evolve - especially if you see him often and you guys have something good in common - the dogs will be friends too.
I was curious to see online what Dante's breed looks like and found some pics ... oh how CUTE is that???
Does he look like this one?
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over the past two months i spent reading up on this post i had always wondered what Dante looked like... i LOVE dogs and always sorta wanted to see a picture lol. And yes, a new friend would be perfect for you!
over the past two months i spent reading up on this post i had always wondered what Dante looked like... i LOVE dogs and always sorta wanted to see a picture lol. And yes, a new friend would be perfect for you!
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Yes, thats exactly what Dante looks like, and I dare say he is even cuter than the one in that picture
. I have seen only 2 other Shibas here since I brought Dante back.
Andre called me last night an it was another sweet call.
He talked about how much he missed me, how he cant take being apart anymore, how this whole thing is ridiculous and how he absoultely can't move on without me.
I told Andy about the story of Rob(the guy with the dog), and he wasnt even amused by it. He was very down by it. I said bro whats up? He goes, "See, this is what is goingto happen, you are going to meet someone and want to stay in NYC.."
I go bro, it was just a chance encounter with a guy, who Im not even sure is even gay..and Andrew told me, "Well he sounds pretty gay.." I found that interesting that hes telling me who sounds gay lol. He said that hes sorry, that he should be more positive about me meeting people.
We talk about my UPS fantasy of having a guy, talked about Nick Lachey and K-Fed, and the guy from the new Beyonce video, and then hes like "Ok ok ok, enough of this gay stuff..."
We talked a little more and then we hung up.
He called me back 20 minutes later saying he felt anxious. He got into this truck while he was talking to me and went for a 20 minute drive. He put on some song by P.Diddy, "Ill be Missing You", and played some lyrics over and over and said, "I think of you all the time when I hear this part."
After he came inside, we talked some more. I asked f he was laying down and getting warm(it was cold out), he said yes. I calmly talked him to sleep(he started snoring)and before going I whispered "Love ya bro, talk to you soon,"....he heard me and said no, keep talking So I did. For about another hour.
We both ended the call saying how much we missed each other and hung up.
Update you guys soon...Vegas
Yes, thats exactly what Dante looks like, and I dare say he is even cuter than the one in that picture
. I have seen only 2 other Shibas here since I brought Dante back.Andre called me last night an it was another sweet call.
He talked about how much he missed me, how he cant take being apart anymore, how this whole thing is ridiculous and how he absoultely can't move on without me.
I told Andy about the story of Rob(the guy with the dog), and he wasnt even amused by it. He was very down by it. I said bro whats up? He goes, "See, this is what is goingto happen, you are going to meet someone and want to stay in NYC.."
I go bro, it was just a chance encounter with a guy, who Im not even sure is even gay..and Andrew told me, "Well he sounds pretty gay.." I found that interesting that hes telling me who sounds gay lol. He said that hes sorry, that he should be more positive about me meeting people.
We talk about my UPS fantasy of having a guy, talked about Nick Lachey and K-Fed, and the guy from the new Beyonce video, and then hes like "Ok ok ok, enough of this gay stuff..."
We talked a little more and then we hung up.
He called me back 20 minutes later saying he felt anxious. He got into this truck while he was talking to me and went for a 20 minute drive. He put on some song by P.Diddy, "Ill be Missing You", and played some lyrics over and over and said, "I think of you all the time when I hear this part."
After he came inside, we talked some more. I asked f he was laying down and getting warm(it was cold out), he said yes. I calmly talked him to sleep(he started snoring)and before going I whispered "Love ya bro, talk to you soon,"....he heard me and said no, keep talking So I did. For about another hour.
We both ended the call saying how much we missed each other and hung up.
Update you guys soon...Vegas
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