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*Im bring-in VegasBack....ya mutha-f*ckas dont know how to act...if thats your man then better watch ya back...he'll burn it up for me and thats a fact*
Hey my fellow JUBers....rumors of my death have been greatly exaggerated.
Sorry for the hearty delay...but a combination of settling back into my NYC lifestyle..with school starting...and with JUB sign-on problems had me slacking off.
I cant post everything right now..Ill say this...the moment me and my buddy saw each other at LAS airport, we just couldnt believe we were looking at each other...it was very very surreal...it was a very happy moment..yet a very odd one too. I couldnt and cannot even explain it now...it was like seeing someone that had died on me...and if you think Im trying to be dramatic Im not...this is a guy I used to be with almost 24-7 and then after one day he was gone for good for almost 7 months....well we both greeted each other with the biggest hug
..and wih that my vacation of ups and downs started.
Its late and Ill leave you with that for now..Ill try and come back tomorrow and post some more...VEGAS
*Im bring-in VegasBack....ya mutha-f*ckas dont know how to act...if thats your man then better watch ya back...he'll burn it up for me and thats a fact*
Hey my fellow JUBers....rumors of my death have been greatly exaggerated.
Sorry for the hearty delay...but a combination of settling back into my NYC lifestyle..with school starting...and with JUB sign-on problems had me slacking off.
I cant post everything right now..Ill say this...the moment me and my buddy saw each other at LAS airport, we just couldnt believe we were looking at each other...it was very very surreal...it was a very happy moment..yet a very odd one too. I couldnt and cannot even explain it now...it was like seeing someone that had died on me...and if you think Im trying to be dramatic Im not...this is a guy I used to be with almost 24-7 and then after one day he was gone for good for almost 7 months....well we both greeted each other with the biggest hug
..and wih that my vacation of ups and downs started.Its late and Ill leave you with that for now..Ill try and come back tomorrow and post some more...VEGAS
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Welcome "Home", Bri!
"HOME"!! 
Great to hear You made it back in one piece! And, now, of course, we're ALL waiting, for ALL the Details, with "Baited Breath"! (And, NO, that doesn't mean breath that smells like bait!)
But don't rush it! ... Take your time! ... Reaclimation can be a "Bear"!
By the way ... Excellent "Start"!!
Keep smilin'!!
Chaz
Welcome "Home", Bri!
"HOME"!! Great to hear You made it back in one piece! And, now, of course, we're ALL waiting, for ALL the Details, with "Baited Breath"! (And, NO, that doesn't mean breath that smells like bait!)
But don't rush it! ... Take your time! ... Reaclimation can be a "Bear"!
By the way ... Excellent "Start"!!
Keep smilin'!!
Chaz
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Kind of weird...but I feel like I'm back in 9th grade...waiting a whole season to find out who shot JR.....
Kind of weird...but I feel like I'm back in 9th grade...waiting a whole season to find out who shot JR.....
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Glad to see that the trip happened, Brian, and you got back. I hope it went MORE WELL than not, but we care about you and we'd love to know how it went. Even a little summary, and even if you don't talk about something that might be too hard to mention...of course we hope for good news. Are you still having logging-in problems?
Whether the news is fantastic, sad or both, we're all here for you. While I was riding REAL roller-coasters at Cedar Point on August 30, I was sometimes thinking about the emotional roller-coaster you were probably riding at the same time.
Glad to see that the trip happened, Brian, and you got back. I hope it went MORE WELL than not, but we care about you and we'd love to know how it went. Even a little summary, and even if you don't talk about something that might be too hard to mention...of course we hope for good news. Are you still having logging-in problems?
Whether the news is fantastic, sad or both, we're all here for you. While I was riding REAL roller-coasters at Cedar Point on August 30, I was sometimes thinking about the emotional roller-coaster you were probably riding at the same time.
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Hey guys....thanks for hanging in there...been very vusy with school and stuff and have not been on the boards too much...I have a 6th grade class this year and they are 100% different from last years class. They are not as needy and are respectful and very quiet and actually STAY in their seats. I miss last years class so much and I think they will forever be my favorite class, despite all the tough times with them. But this years class is cute and they seem like a nice bunch and they already seem to get my humor, so thats always cool.
Oh and for those who recall Marcus from a post I made a while back, he met me on the first day of school to see me and it was ggreat to see him...he has called me seceral times since for help with business H.W. Hes doing quite well.
Anyway back to the topic at hand.
The plane ride going there was prety uneventful, but pretty cool. I love planes and airports. My parents and younger brother came to see me off. My brother and I share the same humor so we were joking. My dad was tired. And my mom was very down that I was leaving. She cried several times and wouldnt stop waving to me in the airport terminal. While I was waiting Andy must have called me 10 times and my mom was like "Why is he calling you that much?" I gave some BS answer and after I got through security I answered and talekd to him before boarding. This was the day tht th Jon Bonet story had broke so on the TV on the plane, thats pretty much what was on...I had MTV which I was able to watch some vidoes...I saw the Aint no Other Man video for the first time...
After we met at the airpport, we waited just a little period of time to retrieve by belongings. While we were waiting for the bags to come around the conveyer bel, I was just looking at Andy in disbelief...I couldnt believe he was RIGHT in frotn of me...I as so in disbelief I verbally even said so...and hes like "What? You seem so wierded out," with a laugh. And I was, truthfully.
He offered to carry my bags and he said ,"you look good bro, its so great that you are here.."
We get out of the airport andh ead to the parking lot to the car. We drive out and we drive down the "back" part of the Strip. It was unusually quiet. He was silenced in disbelief too.
Here is where the odd thing happened. I felt a sudden rush of depression. And it was a very deep one. And it scared me. It scared me because I was thinking, "Im with my bro AND in Vegas...why am I getting like this?" He noticed and asked me why I was so quiet. I told him I feel weird and hes like why?
There was no easy answer. I mean it WAS weird that after 2 years I was in Vegas. I mean dammit I USED to live here!!! It was so odd to see how much things had changed and even odder to see all the same spots I was used to.
I told him I need to get used to being here again, and I told him seeing him and Vegas again in one fell swoop had my senses in overdrive.
We drove to the complex that he lives in and he showed me the apt they had before they moved in with his mom. It was nice and the complx was nice, but nowhere near the one we used to have(of course I didnt say that out loud).
He showed me his new dog and I said hello to his old one...and after a little while of hanging out, he took a shower, then I took one and off we went to pick up his girl from work.
It was pretty damn hot there in Vegas, opposite of the cool weather that existed in NYC before I left.
Now Im a month removed from this trip so Im trying my best to give you the details of what happened..the minutia..and nuances of my trip.
Now you have to know that HER mom and her moms fiancee were also there during my trip. In fact they arrived 2 days before me. So I knew what I was in for...me follwing Andy around following his girl around follow her mom around. PHEW
So I was fully prepared not to have the most time to hang out with Andy.
We met his girl at work, and picked her up and she came home and got dressed because her mom got her tickets to go see Celine Dion...they went and me and Andy hung out on the Strip. He was kind of miffed that me and him were not invited to the show, but in the end he didnt care as we were able to hang out.
In a nutshell, the first two days were very odd. My modd lingered with me for those two days. I couldnt explain why I was in the mood. Was I homesick for NYC? I ACTUALLY lived here??? And I think the biggest thing that
kept popping up in my head was "CAN I LIVE HERE AGAIN?"
I must admit the feeling I had the first two days in Vegas was different the last time I was there. Was the Vegas bug out of my system? The STRIP had really changed a lot. There was too much construction for my tatse and the WYNN(The newest hotel there) and the RED ROCK Casino really didnt do anything for me...Andy was very upset and depressed the first two nights because he saw that I wasnt pumped for Vegas.
Dont ger me wrong. I was much excited to see him, much. Like I said, I couldnt and still cant pinpoint why, during the first two days I felt like that.
I slept in his living room(2 couches), and he slept on the other couch with me. At 7am, when his girl left for work, he would then go inside and sleep on the bed to himself. This is what would happen everynight I was there.
Ok I cant type much more now, I promise to tie the trip up in the next update and also to update sooner(def tomorrow night). Hope you liked it so far...Brian
Hey guys....thanks for hanging in there...been very vusy with school and stuff and have not been on the boards too much...I have a 6th grade class this year and they are 100% different from last years class. They are not as needy and are respectful and very quiet and actually STAY in their seats. I miss last years class so much and I think they will forever be my favorite class, despite all the tough times with them. But this years class is cute and they seem like a nice bunch and they already seem to get my humor, so thats always cool.
Oh and for those who recall Marcus from a post I made a while back, he met me on the first day of school to see me and it was ggreat to see him...he has called me seceral times since for help with business H.W. Hes doing quite well.
Anyway back to the topic at hand.
The plane ride going there was prety uneventful, but pretty cool. I love planes and airports. My parents and younger brother came to see me off. My brother and I share the same humor so we were joking. My dad was tired. And my mom was very down that I was leaving. She cried several times and wouldnt stop waving to me in the airport terminal. While I was waiting Andy must have called me 10 times and my mom was like "Why is he calling you that much?" I gave some BS answer and after I got through security I answered and talekd to him before boarding. This was the day tht th Jon Bonet story had broke so on the TV on the plane, thats pretty much what was on...I had MTV which I was able to watch some vidoes...I saw the Aint no Other Man video for the first time...
After we met at the airpport, we waited just a little period of time to retrieve by belongings. While we were waiting for the bags to come around the conveyer bel, I was just looking at Andy in disbelief...I couldnt believe he was RIGHT in frotn of me...I as so in disbelief I verbally even said so...and hes like "What? You seem so wierded out," with a laugh. And I was, truthfully.
He offered to carry my bags and he said ,"you look good bro, its so great that you are here.."
We get out of the airport andh ead to the parking lot to the car. We drive out and we drive down the "back" part of the Strip. It was unusually quiet. He was silenced in disbelief too.
Here is where the odd thing happened. I felt a sudden rush of depression. And it was a very deep one. And it scared me. It scared me because I was thinking, "Im with my bro AND in Vegas...why am I getting like this?" He noticed and asked me why I was so quiet. I told him I feel weird and hes like why?
There was no easy answer. I mean it WAS weird that after 2 years I was in Vegas. I mean dammit I USED to live here!!! It was so odd to see how much things had changed and even odder to see all the same spots I was used to.
I told him I need to get used to being here again, and I told him seeing him and Vegas again in one fell swoop had my senses in overdrive.
We drove to the complex that he lives in and he showed me the apt they had before they moved in with his mom. It was nice and the complx was nice, but nowhere near the one we used to have(of course I didnt say that out loud).
He showed me his new dog and I said hello to his old one...and after a little while of hanging out, he took a shower, then I took one and off we went to pick up his girl from work.
It was pretty damn hot there in Vegas, opposite of the cool weather that existed in NYC before I left.
Now Im a month removed from this trip so Im trying my best to give you the details of what happened..the minutia..and nuances of my trip.
Now you have to know that HER mom and her moms fiancee were also there during my trip. In fact they arrived 2 days before me. So I knew what I was in for...me follwing Andy around following his girl around follow her mom around. PHEW
So I was fully prepared not to have the most time to hang out with Andy.We met his girl at work, and picked her up and she came home and got dressed because her mom got her tickets to go see Celine Dion...they went and me and Andy hung out on the Strip. He was kind of miffed that me and him were not invited to the show, but in the end he didnt care as we were able to hang out.
In a nutshell, the first two days were very odd. My modd lingered with me for those two days. I couldnt explain why I was in the mood. Was I homesick for NYC? I ACTUALLY lived here??? And I think the biggest thing that
kept popping up in my head was "CAN I LIVE HERE AGAIN?"
I must admit the feeling I had the first two days in Vegas was different the last time I was there. Was the Vegas bug out of my system? The STRIP had really changed a lot. There was too much construction for my tatse and the WYNN(The newest hotel there) and the RED ROCK Casino really didnt do anything for me...Andy was very upset and depressed the first two nights because he saw that I wasnt pumped for Vegas.
Dont ger me wrong. I was much excited to see him, much. Like I said, I couldnt and still cant pinpoint why, during the first two days I felt like that.
I slept in his living room(2 couches), and he slept on the other couch with me. At 7am, when his girl left for work, he would then go inside and sleep on the bed to himself. This is what would happen everynight I was there.
Ok I cant type much more now, I promise to tie the trip up in the next update and also to update sooner(def tomorrow night). Hope you liked it so far...Brian
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Sorry I accidentally double posted!! TTYL
Sorry for the grammar mistakes in my post, I was in a rush and I cant find my spell check button with the new updated site...VEGAS
Sorry I accidentally double posted!! TTYL
Sorry for the grammar mistakes in my post, I was in a rush and I cant find my spell check button with the new updated site...VEGAS
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Otc
Yes I told him my feelings. His reactions were not that of surprise, he already knew. He stated he wasnt gay but he was ok with me liking him and I think to this day he likes that Im into him. Since I told him Ii was gay and also into him, we have become even closer as friends, to the point that we are inseparable.
Matt was a guy I met in my Masters class in college in February, it was a "relationship/friendship" that came out of nowhere really and sort of just ended just as quickly as it started.
I will update more later today...ttyl Vegas
Otc
Yes I told him my feelings. His reactions were not that of surprise, he already knew. He stated he wasnt gay but he was ok with me liking him and I think to this day he likes that Im into him. Since I told him Ii was gay and also into him, we have become even closer as friends, to the point that we are inseparable.
Matt was a guy I met in my Masters class in college in February, it was a "relationship/friendship" that came out of nowhere really and sort of just ended just as quickly as it started.
I will update more later today...ttyl Vegas
Re: Undying love for my best friend...please read(long)
Well I left off when we were sleeping in his living room.
He whispered to me "I hope things are different tomorrow and you feel a little better..."
The next few days did indeed get better. I had eventually gotten used to how it feels to live in Vegas again.
One afternoon when his girl was at work we just chilled and talked...and yet another afternoon we went grocery shopping and I bought him some stuff for the house.
On another afternoon, we both were shirtless...me in my boxers and him in his boxers and we play wrestled a little and he sat on my chest..I felt the warmth of his ass and it was so hot.
One time he put his foot(sock on) in my face, right up to my nose and mouth and asked if his feet smell and I said gross they do..meanwhile they didnt...and he goes bro my feet smell fine..I go I think it might be your socks..so he takes them off and then puts his feet on my face against my lips and nose..and I was in heaven and playfully bit his big toe...and hes like "bro thats so disgusting.." Meanwhile he KNOWS of my love of male feet...so Im sure he knew what he was doing.
We went to the mountains together and cried....we went to where we used to live...it was SO ODD walking on where I used to live..I literally walked up the steps and to the apt where I lived and took a peek in...again, very odd. He started to cry thinking about what we used to have.
One night we had a movie and dinner night and her mom and her moms fiancee came over and they watched some movies that we rented. They know Im gay so it was odd meeting actual people that know Im gay. It felt kind of freeing, and they treated me the same. We watched some movie called the FAMILY STONE and in it they had a gay character..and at one point one ofthe characters plays by Sarah Jessics Parker asks, "I mean who WOULD want their son to be gay..??" and her mom and fiancee kind of agreed with that and asked it out loud to my bros girl...so that was a little awkward....
Anyway that WAS to be her moms last night there UNTIL they got back with the GREAT news that they not only extended their trip but they extended it a day LO NGER than mine!!!!!!
I got really down about that and me and Andy fought over that a little, because he was upset over it too and we just butted heads...
The next day he declared it an "all Brian day"...he told his girl to hang out with her mom all day as he was spending the whole day with me...we went to zoo there and we went out to eat for lobster, we saw Sigfried and Roy's house.....everything we did that day was followed by a "dont tell my girl we did this" After a while I broke down and said why?? And hes like "well she gets really jealous when she knows I did things without her..." So I was like, bro, I have not seend you in 6 months and I want to do some cool things with my friend...shes gunna have to understand. He agreed and when we went home, what does he do? He tells her first thing what we did...and of coruse she gets jealous.
All during this week Matt called me alot and had some choice words to say..and then he would call and be sweet....all the while Andy would get more and more angry that I was talking to him...he even took my phone and jotted down his number and threatened to call Matt if he calls my cell any longer. But he didnt and the calls kind of stopped later on in the trip.
Ii was out driving with him and his girl and they started play fighting and it turned serious...He accused her of "showing off for your mom and pretending we have money that we dont" and he went out of the car to take a pee and she moved it a few feet, he got in the car, smacked her and they fought from there...he left the car to think...and she drove off with me in the car and left him alone on some dark street...I said "its kind of far for him to walk back," and she said "I dont care.." He ended up walking several miles home that night.
We also went out and took a long drive, just him and I, and we discovered some cool little casino with cheap bets and we stayed there..he played some poker and some gay kid sat next to us and he was shivering....and my bro gave me the look like "ok this ones gay" This kid was kind of good looking and I asked him if he wants my jacket!!!
lol I couldnt believe I said that to him and my buddy shot me a look of "wtf!!!! are you DOING"...we joked about that all night. He would pick out girls he liked and I would pick out guys I liked...and it was kind of cool to do that with him.
Me and him went to the pool several times..and his body was a little flabbier..but not in bad way..in fact it was even hotter
, his little tummy was very cute. I would swim and he would take the sun. One time I went to the pool alone and took off my shorts and went skinny dipping for a while..I gotta say swimming without shorts is a very odd, but freeing thing...I went back and told him what I did and hes like no f'n way..I was like yeah...
Anyway the next few days were willed with extreme highs and lows...we fought a lot to be honest. An we fought because we both knew the eventuality(is that even a word?) of the situation..that I would soon have to go...
For some reason we were both playing games on the second to last day there and I just thought to call my mom to say hello. I did that and she said at the end of the call "So well be picking you up tomorrow.." And I was like WHA??? Im like no you mean the day AFTER tomorrow....and she goes no, check your ticket...and I did...and sure enough I had to leave......THAT NIGHT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I told my buddy and he went CRAZY and got into a bad mood and begged me to stay....all 3 of us went out for a long drive and then I came back to his house to pack...we walked around his complex and we fought and fought and fought and he begged and begged but I couldnt do much of anything.
They drove me to the airport and I broke down....I tried to be strong but it got to me....I said goodbye to his girl and she asked me if Im goign to be ok? I said yes..and I went to say goodbye to my bro and he was shaking and crying liek I have never seen...I say "Ill call you soon..I love you buddy..." and with that I went through the airport doors....I looked back and they had switched places because he was too upset to drive.
I called and left a message on his home machin and he called me back when I was waiting to get into line on the plane(I had just barely made it on time).
I talked to him on the phone all the way up until take off. The pilot came on and adressed the plane and my bro started bawling and said goodbye.
I looked out the window of the plane and saw the Strip all lit up. I started to cry a little. I kept asking myself "What did I just do? Didd I do the right thing? I cant believe I wont see him again for a while."
The plane took off and through all my sadness flying through the lights of the city of Las Vegas was pretty beautiful...we got so high up and it was night so there was not much to see...the channels on the DirectTV were not all there so they gave us free moviesto watch...X-Men 3 was there so I watched that....I fell asleep through some of it and woke up to a BUMP....I was like ok...WTF? And then I felt another BUMP BUMP.....and then another... I was shitting my pants...in all the planes I have flown I never had turbulence...well...this was my first time...
I turned on the weather channel to calm me down....and then all hell broke loose...more bumps and rattles and rapid descents and signs for seat belts go on and in not time I have my head between my knees....and no for not the reasons you are thinking gutterballs...I really thought the plane was going down thats how bad it was...I looked out my window and saw what must have been like 7 different pockets of lightning storms....while very cool to see it was also cery scary...they were in all different colors too...pink...purple...light blue...and then I looked ahead and the sun was setting....mother nature is magnificent indeed.
I landed andthe planed taxied and I put my phone on and got 6 messages from my bro, all saying that he misses me and right now "you're up in the air flying away from me.."
It was odd to see my folks and family again. Odd to experience NYC again..and odd to once again revert to talking to my bro on the phone.
School for me started later that week...and no a few weeks have gone by and I will in my next update...bring you up to date on some happenings. Thanks for reading, ttyl, VEGAS
P.S.-All I have now are my memories of him from the trip..and some pics and videos I have of him on my cell...when Im at school and I get down or lonely..I just look at him on my phone and instant smile. That will have to do until sometime in the future
...VEGAS
Well I left off when we were sleeping in his living room.
He whispered to me "I hope things are different tomorrow and you feel a little better..."
The next few days did indeed get better. I had eventually gotten used to how it feels to live in Vegas again.
One afternoon when his girl was at work we just chilled and talked...and yet another afternoon we went grocery shopping and I bought him some stuff for the house.
On another afternoon, we both were shirtless...me in my boxers and him in his boxers and we play wrestled a little and he sat on my chest..I felt the warmth of his ass and it was so hot.
One time he put his foot(sock on) in my face, right up to my nose and mouth and asked if his feet smell and I said gross they do..meanwhile they didnt...and he goes bro my feet smell fine..I go I think it might be your socks..so he takes them off and then puts his feet on my face against my lips and nose..and I was in heaven and playfully bit his big toe...and hes like "bro thats so disgusting.." Meanwhile he KNOWS of my love of male feet...so Im sure he knew what he was doing.
We went to the mountains together and cried....we went to where we used to live...it was SO ODD walking on where I used to live..I literally walked up the steps and to the apt where I lived and took a peek in...again, very odd. He started to cry thinking about what we used to have.
One night we had a movie and dinner night and her mom and her moms fiancee came over and they watched some movies that we rented. They know Im gay so it was odd meeting actual people that know Im gay. It felt kind of freeing, and they treated me the same. We watched some movie called the FAMILY STONE and in it they had a gay character..and at one point one ofthe characters plays by Sarah Jessics Parker asks, "I mean who WOULD want their son to be gay..??" and her mom and fiancee kind of agreed with that and asked it out loud to my bros girl...so that was a little awkward....
Anyway that WAS to be her moms last night there UNTIL they got back with the GREAT news that they not only extended their trip but they extended it a day LO NGER than mine!!!!!!
I got really down about that and me and Andy fought over that a little, because he was upset over it too and we just butted heads...
The next day he declared it an "all Brian day"...he told his girl to hang out with her mom all day as he was spending the whole day with me...we went to zoo there and we went out to eat for lobster, we saw Sigfried and Roy's house.....everything we did that day was followed by a "dont tell my girl we did this" After a while I broke down and said why?? And hes like "well she gets really jealous when she knows I did things without her..." So I was like, bro, I have not seend you in 6 months and I want to do some cool things with my friend...shes gunna have to understand. He agreed and when we went home, what does he do? He tells her first thing what we did...and of coruse she gets jealous.
All during this week Matt called me alot and had some choice words to say..and then he would call and be sweet....all the while Andy would get more and more angry that I was talking to him...he even took my phone and jotted down his number and threatened to call Matt if he calls my cell any longer. But he didnt and the calls kind of stopped later on in the trip.
Ii was out driving with him and his girl and they started play fighting and it turned serious...He accused her of "showing off for your mom and pretending we have money that we dont" and he went out of the car to take a pee and she moved it a few feet, he got in the car, smacked her and they fought from there...he left the car to think...and she drove off with me in the car and left him alone on some dark street...I said "its kind of far for him to walk back," and she said "I dont care.." He ended up walking several miles home that night.
We also went out and took a long drive, just him and I, and we discovered some cool little casino with cheap bets and we stayed there..he played some poker and some gay kid sat next to us and he was shivering....and my bro gave me the look like "ok this ones gay" This kid was kind of good looking and I asked him if he wants my jacket!!!
lol I couldnt believe I said that to him and my buddy shot me a look of "wtf!!!! are you DOING"...we joked about that all night. He would pick out girls he liked and I would pick out guys I liked...and it was kind of cool to do that with him.Me and him went to the pool several times..and his body was a little flabbier..but not in bad way..in fact it was even hotter
, his little tummy was very cute. I would swim and he would take the sun. One time I went to the pool alone and took off my shorts and went skinny dipping for a while..I gotta say swimming without shorts is a very odd, but freeing thing...I went back and told him what I did and hes like no f'n way..I was like yeah...Anyway the next few days were willed with extreme highs and lows...we fought a lot to be honest. An we fought because we both knew the eventuality(is that even a word?) of the situation..that I would soon have to go...
For some reason we were both playing games on the second to last day there and I just thought to call my mom to say hello. I did that and she said at the end of the call "So well be picking you up tomorrow.." And I was like WHA??? Im like no you mean the day AFTER tomorrow....and she goes no, check your ticket...and I did...and sure enough I had to leave......THAT NIGHT
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I told my buddy and he went CRAZY and got into a bad mood and begged me to stay....all 3 of us went out for a long drive and then I came back to his house to pack...we walked around his complex and we fought and fought and fought and he begged and begged but I couldnt do much of anything.
They drove me to the airport and I broke down....I tried to be strong but it got to me....I said goodbye to his girl and she asked me if Im goign to be ok? I said yes..and I went to say goodbye to my bro and he was shaking and crying liek I have never seen...I say "Ill call you soon..I love you buddy..." and with that I went through the airport doors....I looked back and they had switched places because he was too upset to drive.
I called and left a message on his home machin and he called me back when I was waiting to get into line on the plane(I had just barely made it on time).
I talked to him on the phone all the way up until take off. The pilot came on and adressed the plane and my bro started bawling and said goodbye.
I looked out the window of the plane and saw the Strip all lit up. I started to cry a little. I kept asking myself "What did I just do? Didd I do the right thing? I cant believe I wont see him again for a while."
The plane took off and through all my sadness flying through the lights of the city of Las Vegas was pretty beautiful...we got so high up and it was night so there was not much to see...the channels on the DirectTV were not all there so they gave us free moviesto watch...X-Men 3 was there so I watched that....I fell asleep through some of it and woke up to a BUMP....I was like ok...WTF? And then I felt another BUMP BUMP.....and then another... I was shitting my pants...in all the planes I have flown I never had turbulence...well...this was my first time...
I turned on the weather channel to calm me down....and then all hell broke loose...more bumps and rattles and rapid descents and signs for seat belts go on and in not time I have my head between my knees....and no for not the reasons you are thinking gutterballs...I really thought the plane was going down thats how bad it was...I looked out my window and saw what must have been like 7 different pockets of lightning storms....while very cool to see it was also cery scary...they were in all different colors too...pink...purple...light blue...and then I looked ahead and the sun was setting....mother nature is magnificent indeed.
I landed andthe planed taxied and I put my phone on and got 6 messages from my bro, all saying that he misses me and right now "you're up in the air flying away from me.."
It was odd to see my folks and family again. Odd to experience NYC again..and odd to once again revert to talking to my bro on the phone.
School for me started later that week...and no a few weeks have gone by and I will in my next update...bring you up to date on some happenings. Thanks for reading, ttyl, VEGAS
P.S.-All I have now are my memories of him from the trip..and some pics and videos I have of him on my cell...when Im at school and I get down or lonely..I just look at him on my phone and instant smile. That will have to do until sometime in the future
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I couldnt add this because of the 10 minute edit rule and that I forgot.
But I got home and unpacked and somehow, when I did my wash there, I accidentally took home one of his Jordan 23 shirts and I unpacked it and smelled it and it just had his smell on it and it made me happy and think of him.
When I told him I had his shirt..he immediately, no joke lol, said, "Oh god I hope you dont do something gay with it and smell and sniff it..."
LMAO....Vegas
I couldnt add this because of the 10 minute edit rule and that I forgot.
But I got home and unpacked and somehow, when I did my wash there, I accidentally took home one of his Jordan 23 shirts and I unpacked it and smelled it and it just had his smell on it and it made me happy and think of him.
When I told him I had his shirt..he immediately, no joke lol, said, "Oh god I hope you dont do something gay with it and smell and sniff it..."
LMAO....Vegas
Re: Undying love for my best friend...please read(long)
Thanks for the update. Wow, it sounds like an emotional roller-coaster. I'm glad you went, but I can only imagine how gut-wrenching it was to leave.
The obvious question--when's the next trip? Anything planned? How are you feeling about the whole situation--Andy? His girlfriend? The living arrangements? Are you still planning to relocate there?
Good luck. I'm glad you updated us; I was beginning to worry!
Thanks for the update. Wow, it sounds like an emotional roller-coaster. I'm glad you went, but I can only imagine how gut-wrenching it was to leave.
The obvious question--when's the next trip? Anything planned? How are you feeling about the whole situation--Andy? His girlfriend? The living arrangements? Are you still planning to relocate there?
Good luck. I'm glad you updated us; I was beginning to worry!
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Bri, Dude!
Thanks for the Update! (Very well put!) Sounds like a lot of turbulence!! (And I'm not just talking about the flight!)
LIFE can bring us many things, as it has brought Andy, and You, together ... and apart ... but I trust you shall not regret this trip! I hope all the good parts shall stay with You!!
What will the Future bring? I wish I knew, and could tell You! But, each day is a new step Forward! And You seem to have the care, compassion, and intelligence, to see Yourself safely through!
Just keep checking that phone when You have to!!
And ... Yeah! ...
Keep smilin'!!
Chaz
Bri, Dude!
Thanks for the Update! (Very well put!) Sounds like a lot of turbulence!! (And I'm not just talking about the flight!)
LIFE can bring us many things, as it has brought Andy, and You, together ... and apart ... but I trust you shall not regret this trip! I hope all the good parts shall stay with You!!
What will the Future bring? I wish I knew, and could tell You! But, each day is a new step Forward! And You seem to have the care, compassion, and intelligence, to see Yourself safely through!
Just keep checking that phone when You have to!!
And ... Yeah! ...
Keep smilin'!!
Chaz
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Average, to answer your questions:
1)Next trip might be Christmas week, he really wants me out there sooner.
2)Im still sad here and there everyday..work is helping ease my mind though, as Im beginning to slowly save.
3) I still love him a lot.
4)I like his girl as a friend, but she can be very annoying.](/images/smilies/bang.gif "Brick wall ](*,)")
5) Im not exactly sure what Im going to do by next summer. Im very very lost....the class I have now is great and they want me to move on with them to the 7th and 8th grades and follow them through the years, which I admit, would be nice to do...Im not sure what I want to do
...I tried talking to some guys and possibly setting up dates and my bro got really down...but I cant put my life on hold out here..hes afraid Ill meet someone and settle down.....so things are still up in the air as of now...
Recently I found out that his mom is now leaving Las Vegas with her fiancee , so they will be leaving in March, they dont really like it there at all. There are quite a few problems going on right now, that I will update you guys with on the weekend...I wonder if folks are still reading this thread 
...at any rate its a good way for me to vent ...VEGAS
VEGAS
Thanks for the update. Wow, it sounds like an emotional roller-coaster. I'm glad you went, but I can only imagine how gut-wrenching it was to leave.
The obvious question--when's the next trip? Anything planned? How are you feeling about the whole situation--Andy? His girlfriend? The living arrangements? Are you still planning to relocate there?
Good luck. I'm glad you updated us; I was beginning to worry!
Average, to answer your questions:
1)Next trip might be Christmas week, he really wants me out there sooner.
2)Im still sad here and there everyday..work is helping ease my mind though, as Im beginning to slowly save.
3) I still love him a lot.
4)I like his girl as a friend, but she can be very annoying.
5) Im not exactly sure what Im going to do by next summer. Im very very lost....the class I have now is great and they want me to move on with them to the 7th and 8th grades and follow them through the years, which I admit, would be nice to do...Im not sure what I want to do
...I tried talking to some guys and possibly setting up dates and my bro got really down...but I cant put my life on hold out here..hes afraid Ill meet someone and settle down.....so things are still up in the air as of now... Recently I found out that his mom is now leaving Las Vegas with her fiancee
, so they will be leaving in March, they dont really like it there at all. There are quite a few problems going on right now, that I will update you guys with on the weekend...I wonder if folks are still reading this thread ...at any rate its a good way for me to vent ...VEGASVEGAS
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Yep, I'm still here reading.
Glad you got the trip going.
Hmmmm... he sat in his boxer shorts on your chest, wrestled with you half naked, and stuck his toes in your mouth? I think he likes you more than as a friend.
I think he finds it impossible to make the first move, and he is dying to have you make the first move. Seriously. Next time you're there and he does something semi-sexual when you guys are half naked, take the initiative! Grab his foot and rub it; then rub up his leg. Go slowly, but GO! See if he gets a hard-on. Don't jump his bones, but be sensual, and gradually turn up the heat. If he gets turned on, he won't be able to hide his boner when he's half naked.
Good luck!
Yep, I'm still here reading.
Glad you got the trip going.
Hmmmm... he sat in his boxer shorts on your chest, wrestled with you half naked, and stuck his toes in your mouth? I think he likes you more than as a friend.
I think he finds it impossible to make the first move, and he is dying to have you make the first move. Seriously. Next time you're there and he does something semi-sexual when you guys are half naked, take the initiative! Grab his foot and rub it; then rub up his leg. Go slowly, but GO! See if he gets a hard-on. Don't jump his bones, but be sensual, and gradually turn up the heat. If he gets turned on, he won't be able to hide his boner when he's half naked.
Good luck!
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Bri, Babe!
Still reading???! Are you kidding??! Man! This is better than any stories in the Stories Forum!! And it's REAL!!!!
But ... more than that ... we've ALL come to really Care about You!! And "We" really do want The Very Best for our Buddy Brian!!!
Keep smilin'!!
Chaz
Bri, Babe!
Still reading???! Are you kidding??!
Man! This is better than any stories in the Stories Forum!! And it's REAL!!!! But ... more than that ... we've ALL come to really Care about You!! And "We" really do want The Very Best for our Buddy Brian!!!
Keep smilin'!!
Chaz
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Re: Undying love for my best friend...please read(long)
I hate to be the one to say this Brian but this whole situation is unhealthy for you. You can't spend your life pining for someone who insists he is straight and that there will never be anything more between you. But, he obviously won't have any less. It's very unfair to you.
That being said, I partially agree with Lube. Andy does want you. I'm sorry but your friendship is beyond just friendship. I don't know if I agree that you should make the first move though. That would only freak Andy out. You're going to have to figure out whether Andy would ever admit he really loves you as more than a friend or not. If not, or if he will never admit it, you will have to move on and find someone who will love you and who you can be happy with.
I wish you the best of luck in all this and hope you find the resolution and happiness you deserve. I'll keep watching for updates.
I hate to be the one to say this Brian but this whole situation is unhealthy for you. You can't spend your life pining for someone who insists he is straight and that there will never be anything more between you. But, he obviously won't have any less. It's very unfair to you.
That being said, I partially agree with Lube. Andy does want you. I'm sorry but your friendship is beyond just friendship. I don't know if I agree that you should make the first move though. That would only freak Andy out. You're going to have to figure out whether Andy would ever admit he really loves you as more than a friend or not. If not, or if he will never admit it, you will have to move on and find someone who will love you and who you can be happy with.
I wish you the best of luck in all this and hope you find the resolution and happiness you deserve. I'll keep watching for updates.
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