Were there early indications you were gay?

[bulge]

I knew at 6 men are much more appealing than women and I was school's football champ. So, what do you mean by "indications"?

 

[rocabar]

When I was around 10 or 11 I had an unusual encounter that helped assure me (at least in my mind) that my gayness was no phase and I was destined to unveil and share my enthusiasm for boys.

My family had all gone into the public pool to dive and swim and I had gotten there late so I was in the mens showers and dressing room by myself. I had just stripped my clothes off to get my swim shorts on and these two older boys came in talking and laughing. They didn't pay any attention to me and I sat down to cover myself, until I realized they didn't care.

Then they both stripped naked right in front of me--still laughing and talking--and I was floored by their big thick black patches of pubic hair. I couldn't stop looking while they both got under the showers. I spent my time acting busy just to see them again before they dressed.
But then I started getting an erection when they had water beading up and dripping off them. I had to get dressed and leave, but I kept picturing their black pubes for the longest time after that.

I'd have to say that was why when I got into middle school and had to dress out and shower, I truly loved going to school hehe I looked forward to the male bonding of being naked and talking and laughing and exposing myself to everyone that wanted to see. I actually thought most everyone felt the attractions I felt...then found out the hard way that that was not the case hehehe
I can smile now, but back then I had some close calls with violence and a couple actual incidents that left myself and others a bloodied mess.

I learned to fight for my sexual convictions. And I'm still proud and unashamed of my attraction to men. I also think a lot more men feel an attraction but repress their desires because society has trained them to deny those feelings.

No wonder certain individuals come across as plastic or artificial--they are afraid to let themselves be comfortable and honest.

Thought provoking post, Gus... Thanks for sharing it with us!

 

[GiacomoPisani]

my first homosexual impulses originated very early during my childhood,i used to jack off,because i love the feeling,my mother tells me that i used to get hard-on and everything when i was four years old.But i think it was the smell of my own cock that taught me to like what other children like me had,their beautiful and delicious little cocks.Three years ago i had my first sexual relationship,before that i was extremely hungry for big,smelly and hairy cocks, i couldn't see the time when i would finally start devouring a big cock.when the moment finally arrived i almost broke my partner's zipper, i was very desperate for swallowing his juices.

i also saw my first pussy in porn magazine,i think i was fourteen y.o. when my cousin told about the clitoris.i always regarded attraction to someone with different body bits as a freakishness and a very kinky sexual obsession.

my homosexuality started taking shape and starting to solidify even more as i began to interact with my female friends and noticing that they didn't feel any sexual desire toward their own sex,in fact they were disgusted and seem very displeased by what they got,and regarded males as sexually superior than their own sex,so that confirmed even more why i'm not heterosexual and i never will.

 

[Bored]

-I would always put my arm around my friend when we play hide n go seek.

-I found a porno tape once and kept looking at the dick on it.

-I found guys on tv hot. (Leo from Charmed... I went into the woods once and called his name thinking he would orb in..I was like 8.)

 

[alli-berri]

Fun thread! Love reading the responses.

I seduced the other kids my age into watching porn with me and masturbating... then I'd help!!

Oh and I fantasized about the penis of every guyfriend I ever had a sleep-over with. A couple of times I got the boys to snuggle with me naked and hump

And I definitely didn't consider myself strange. It was a totally natural inclination!

Oh, and later on in high school, I became indescribably obsessed with Rob Halford of Judas Priest (who, by that time, was openly gay). Anybody that knew me was aware of my love and idolization. What they weren't so sure about: those regular wet dreams I'd have of Rob anally penetrating me ... Good times!

At 3:25, you can see the hottest thing I'd ever seen at 14y/o.
[ame]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MoDbAd4fYBA[/ame]

 

[tizzle]

1. tried on my mums dresses and high heels as a little boy
2. Always hung out with the girls at school
3. Played with Barbies at my best freinds house
4. Bad in sports- could neither catch nor throw a ball
5. Was fascinated by the Backstreet Boys because they were cute
6. Masturbating to the men´s underwear section of the Sears Catalogue by the age of 12
7. Listening to Britney and of course The Spice Girls
8. Beeing asked by my male classmates if I was a fag

OMG...looking back I must admit I am really GAY!