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Attention What are you doing at the moment? 2024-25

Earlier, I was with a hot guy. I was certain I was about to get laid! :biggrin:

Then, I woke up...and returned to reality. :cry:

You'd think if my subconscious mind cared about me, it wouldn't torment with dreams of things that Will Never Happen in real life, like getting laid...
 
In bed after talking to guys in this village on a hook up app. Told them I couldn't come over for fear of walking up my mother.
 
Finished my Sunday calls with the family.

Getting positioned for Sunday night sandwich dinner and recorded television.
 
In bed, waiting for the alarm clock to go off.

Will see my lover again June 5th, in his apartment in the south of France.
 
Recently, thanks to unusually good luck at Goodwill, I was able to improve my ability to play CDs. Admittedly, what I got is not state of the art for 2025-it wasn't even when new 25+ years ago--but is a huge step above the Panasonic portable CD player I'd been running through my audio system. So I've been playing various CDs, and finding ones I'd forgotten.

If only I could find a decent working turntable at Goodwill next.,.,.
 
Oh my...

Busy busy day.

Just back from meetings, enjoying a wind-down with a glass of Merlot.

Too old. Too busy.
 
I was talking earlier to someone who works out at a local YMCA. He mentioned they now have private showers in the locker room. Not surprising for this era. But I can't help but think that a traditional locker room, with traditional showers, was the only hope I had of ever just seeing another man nude this side of the grave.

Then, again, my poor white trash budget + their horrific rates didn't make joining the YMCA terribly likely. (Although one does wonder if a good reason they are $$$$$ is because of things like private shower stalls.)
 
Dealing with a feeling of sadness and depression...

At this point, I'm pretty socially isolated in real life. Recently, I met someone locally. He is interesting, and we've had some interesting conversations. On the surface, this could seem to be a real change towards at least a little less isolation; however, I have to question if it's worth investing any effort. From what I observe, I can sense a real difference in political view, and he seems passionate about his view. Right now, we have no problem agreeing when he rants about one person who ran for president in 2024. But I have a feeling he'd be a hell of a lot less happy if I started talking about why I dislike the other major candidate--and in fact, despise that candidate's entire party. I also get a real sense we have a real difference of view on another polarizing topic.

So I am thinking of this situation.Wondering what to do. And, last, but far from least, feeling the sense of lonely isolation more keenly than usual.
 
I'm shredding my monthly bank statements from 2016 through 2019 to make room for more paperwork. Earlier today my cousin took me to breakfast at Perkins. Today is my birthday and he owed me some favors. I am 80 today. I would have gone on my own if he hadn't offered.

Last Sunday night when we were closing the drapes at midnight to go to bed we saw a flashing red light in the bushes in our back yard. We weren't going to go out into the back yard at night, but the next morning my brother found a small drone caught in a bush in our back yard. We have been asking people we see if they lost it, but so far nothing. I think it was a toy and not a serious drone.
 
/\ Wow! That's terrific. Happy birthday, Rick!


Oh, and check the drone for a camera. There may be nudes of you on line now.:)
 
In my case, if I found a drone broken down in my yard, I'd assume it did get a picture of me naked, and the experience was just too horrible for it.

:lol:
 
I'm cooking some black beans, which I'll somehow or other use for dinner.
 
Just finished visiting the swamp of my e-mail spam file. Just in case something I do want to see slipped in there, along with penis enlargement offers, Mrs. Such-and-so's dying hope that I'll help with a big money transfer, and offers for cheap Viagra. Which might be useful for my newly enlarged penis, I guess.

In the midst of all this, there was an ad for vacations. For a brief moment, I fantasized about a vacation. The first vacation in years. But, even if that ad is not a fraud, there is that small problem that my vacation budget is $0. :cry:
 
Waiting for DoorDash to delivery Long John Silver
 
Long to do list this weekend. But tragically, I accidentally fed the list to the paper shredder. How sad. I guess without that list, I don't know what to do, so I'll go do something fun, instead of whatever dreary cleaning project(s) might have been on that list.

:lol:
 
omg what a monday, after working saturday and sunday.

treading water, but staying afloat.

I just fdon't get why the gods keep givingt me other peoples' utter ineptitude and slyness to deal with.

I don't have that many more days on the planet. And I am really resentful when I see those who likely do, create additioanl hours of work and stress.

But at the moment I am watching Mizzy meet two baby red sqrbls on the other side of the window playing in the branches of a burning bush...and all 3 of them are enthralled. I am not even sure she would treat them as prey...but I am not inviting them in to stay either.

This year, we are going to try to sqrbl proof our attics.
 
I should also unload that I am tired of barking at people. Like dozens of them. Like today.

Motivating, encouraging, mildly threatening, cajoling, coddling, teasing out....I spend hours awake at night plotting how to get too many others to produce and perform and to be honest..it really is them, not me.

Boys who never learned to get their work in on time, people who keep stringing you along to tell you what they think you want to hear, negotiators, drama princesses and 'queens'.

Honest to Pete.

I more and more know why we just get so exhausted that we would prefer dementia or death to this by the time we are old enough to see what they are all doing.
 
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