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the people that you get for the venue, are they like underground artists that are trying to get their names outthere or folks with some sort of name out for themselves already? it seems like a lot of the new artists are full of themselves and they don't even have a name going for themselves yet. if they make it or have some sort of rep, they let it get to their heads where they forget that everything can change within a heartbeat especially in the world of music. here today, gone tomorrow. maybe those ungrateful folks will regret not playing in your venue down the road.
i was going to rant about something just now concerning something that i read in a thread which my paranoia has me thinking that "was this person referring to me?" but then, i thought to myself. this person could have been talking to anybody so nevermind. once again, i tend to be my own worst enemy. starting shit and getting myself into problems instead of trying to bask in peace. i always look for problems or think the worst of something without trying to be positive. negativity always brings problems.
another thing, i need to stop talking about myself like this. i sound conceited and there's people that think i'm self centered when that's NOT really the case. i would say that i analyze myself a lot as i'm my worst and harshest critic. i will also beat myself up too. someone will say i'm a nice person or something good about me and i'll be the first to say "naw, that's not me. i'm not that." the day that i believe in myself and let positivity enter my life, half of my issues will be gone. then it will be something that i have no control over raining down on my head.
the people that you get for the venue, are they like underground artists that are trying to get their names outthere or folks with some sort of name out for themselves already? it seems like a lot of the new artists are full of themselves and they don't even have a name going for themselves yet. if they make it or have some sort of rep, they let it get to their heads where they forget that everything can change within a heartbeat especially in the world of music. here today, gone tomorrow. maybe those ungrateful folks will regret not playing in your venue down the road.
i was going to rant about something just now concerning something that i read in a thread which my paranoia has me thinking that "was this person referring to me?" but then, i thought to myself. this person could have been talking to anybody so nevermind. once again, i tend to be my own worst enemy. starting shit and getting myself into problems instead of trying to bask in peace. i always look for problems or think the worst of something without trying to be positive. negativity always brings problems.
another thing, i need to stop talking about myself like this. i sound conceited and there's people that think i'm self centered when that's NOT really the case. i would say that i analyze myself a lot as i'm my worst and harshest critic. i will also beat myself up too. someone will say i'm a nice person or something good about me and i'll be the first to say "naw, that's not me. i'm not that." the day that i believe in myself and let positivity enter my life, half of my issues will be gone. then it will be something that i have no control over raining down on my head.



sorry about that, man. you remember that video about the 5th amendment. you say anything to that cop?